CHAPTER XVII

_"I wish your confounded Old Chester people would mind their own

affairs! This prying into things that are none of their business is--"_

Lloyd Pryor stopped; read over what he had written, and ground his

teeth. No; he couldn't send her such a letter. It would call down a

storm of reproach and anger and love. And, after all, it wasn't her

fault; this doctor fellow had said that she did not know of his call.

Still, if she hadn't been friendly with those people, the man wouldn't

have thought of "looking him up"! Then he remembered that he had been

the one to be friendly with the "doctor fellow"; and that made him

angry again. But his next letter was more reasonable, and so more

deadly.

_"You will see that if I had not happened to be at home, it might have

been a very serious matter. I must ask you to consider my position, and

discourage your friends in paying any attention to me."_

This, too, he tore up, with a smothered word. It wouldn't do; if he

wounded her too much, she was capable of taking the next train--! And

so he wrote, with non-committal brevity:

_"I have to be in Mercer Friday night, and I think I can get down to

Old Chester for a few hours between stages on Saturday. I hope your

cook has recovered, and we can have some dinner? Tell David he can get

his sling ready; and do, for Heaven's sake, fend off visitors!"_ Then he

added a postscript: _"I want you all to myself."_ He smiled as he wrote

that, but half shook his head. He did not (such was his code) enjoy

being agreeable for a purpose. "But I can't help it," he thought,

frowning; "she is so very difficult, just now."

He was right about the postscript; she read the letter with a curl of

her lip. "'A few hours,'" she said; then--"'I want you all to myself.'"

The delicate color flooded into her face; she crushed the letter to her

lips, her eyes running over with laughing tears.

"Oh, David," she cried,--"let's go and tell Maggie--we must have such a

dinner! He's coming!"

"Who?" said David.

"Why, Mr. Pryor, dear little boy. I want you to love him. Will you love

him?"

"I'll see," said David; "is Alice coming?"

Instantly her gayety flagged. "No, dear, no!"

"Well; I guess she's too old to play with;" David consoled himself;

"she's nineteen."

"I must speak to Maggie about the dinner," Helena said dully. But when

she talked to the woman, interest came back again; this time he should

not complain of his food! Maggie smiled indulgently at her excitement,

"My, Mrs. Richie, I don't believe no wife could take as good care of

Mr. Pryor--and you just his sister!"

For the rest of that glowing afternoon, Helena was very happy. She

almost forgot that uncomfortable scene with Sam Wright. She talked

eagerly of Mr. Pryor to David, quite indifferent to the child's lack of

interest. She had many anxious thoughts about what she should wear. If

it was a very hot day, how would her white dimity do? Or the thin

sprigged blue and white? it was so pretty--bunches of blue flowers on a

cross-barred muslin, and made with three flounces and a bertha. She was

wandering about the garden just before tea, trying to decide this

point, when David came to say that a gentleman wanted to see her. David

did not know his name;--he was the old tangled gentleman who lived in

the big house on the hill.

"_Oh!_" Helena said; she caught her lip between her teeth, and looked

at David with frightened eyes. The child was instantly alert.

"I'll run and tell him to go home," he said protectingly.

But she shook her head. "I've got to see him--oh, David!"

The little boy took hold of her skirt, reassuringly; "I'll not let him

hurt you," he said. She hardly noticed that he kept close beside her

all the way to the house.

Mr. Benjamin Wright was sitting on the lowest step of the front porch.

His trembling head was sunk forward on his breast; he did not lift it

at her step, but peered up from under the brim of his dusty beaver hat;

then seeing who it was, he rose, pushing himself up by gripping at the

step behind him and clutching his cane first in one hand, then in the

other. His face like old ivory chiselled into superb lines of

melancholy power, was pallid with fatigue. On his feet, with

exaggerated politeness, he took off his hat with a sweeping bow.

"Madam, your very obedient!"

"Good afternoon," she said breathlessly.

Benjamin Wright, tottering a little, changed his cane from his left to

his right hand, and chewed orange-skin fiercely. "I have called,

madam--"

But she interrupted him. "Won't you come in and sit down, sir? And pray

allow me to get you a glass of wine."

"Come in? No, madam, no. We are simple rustics here in Old Chester; we

must not presume to intrude upon a lady of such fashion as you. I fear

that some of us have already presumed too much"--he paused for breath,

but lifted one veined old hand to check her protest--"too much, I say!

Far too much! I come, madam, to apologize, and to tell you--" Again he

stopped, panting; "to tell you that I insist that you forbid further

intrusion--at least on the part of my grandson."

"But," she said, the color hot in her face, "he does not intrude. I

don't know what you mean. I--"

"Oh, madam, you are too kind, I am sure you know what I mean; it is

your excessive kindness that permits the visits of a foolish

boy--wearying, I am sure, to a lady so accustomed to the world. I will

ask you to forbid those visits. Do you hear me?" he cried shrilly,

pounding the gravel with his cane. "Gad-a-mercy! Do you hear me? You

will forbid his visits!"

"You are not very polite, Mr. Old Gentleman," said David thoughtfully.

"David!" Helena protested.

Benjamin Wright, looking down at the little figure planted in front of

her, seemed to see him for the first time.

"Who is this! Your child?"

"A little boy who is visiting me," she said. "David, run away."

Benjamin Wright made a sneering gesture. "No, no; don't dismiss him on

my account. But that a child should visit you is rather remarkable. I

should think his parents--"

"Hush!" she broke in violently, "Go, David, go!"

As the child went sulkily back to the garden, she turned upon her

visitor. "How dare you! Dr. Lavendar brought him to me; I will not hear

another word! And--and I don't know what you mean, anyhow. You are a

cruel old man; what have I ever done to you? I have never asked your

grandson to come here. I don't want him. I have told him so. And I

never asked you!"

Benjamin Wright cackled. "No; I have not been so far honored. I admit

that. You have kept us all at arm's length,--except my boy." Then,

bending his fierce brows on her, he added, "But what does Lavendar mean

by sending a child--to you? What's he thinking of? Except, of course,

he never had any sense. Old Chester is indeed a foolish place. Well,

madam, you will, I know, _protect yourself,_ by forbidding my grandson

to further inflict his company upon you? And I will remove my own

company, which is doubtless tiresome to you."

He bowed again with contemptuous ceremony, and turned away.

The color had dropped out of Helena's face; she was trembling very

much. With a confused impulse she called to him, and even ran after him

for a few steps down the path. He turned and waited for her. She came

up to him, her breath broken with haste and fear.

"Mr. Wright, you won't--" Her face trembled with dismay. In her fright

she put her hand on his arm and shook it; "you won't--?"

As he looked into her stricken eyes, his own suddenly softened.

"Why--" he said, and paused; then struck the ground with his stick

sharply. "There, there; I understand. You think I'll tell? Gad-a-mercy,

madam, I am a gentleman. And my boy Sam doesn't interest you? Yes, yes;

I see that now. Why, perhaps I've been a trifle harsh? I shall say

nothing to Lavendar, or anybody else."

She put her hands over her face, and he heard a broken sound. Instantly

he reddened to his ears.

"Come! Come! You haven't thought me harsh, have you? Why, you

poor-_bird!_ It was only on my boy's account. You and I understand each

other--I am a man of the world. But with Sam, it's different, now,

isn't it? You see that? He's in love with you, the young fool! A great

nuisance to you, of course. And I thought you might--but I ask your

pardon! I see that you wouldn't think of such a thing. My dear young

lady, I make you my apologies." He put his hand out and patted her

shoulder; "Poor bird!" he said. But she shivered away from his touch,

and after a hesitating moment he went shuffling down the path by

himself.

On the way home he sniffled audibly; and when he reached the entrance

to his own place he stopped, tucked his stick under his arm, and blew

his nose with a sonorous sound. As he stuffed his handkerchief back

into his pocket, he saw his grandson lounging against the gate,

evidently waiting for him... The dilapidation of the Wright place was

especially obvious here at the entrance. The white paint on the two

square wooden columns of the gateway had peeled and flaked, and the

columns themselves had rotted at the base into broken fangs, and hung

loosely upon their inner-posts; one of them sagged sidewise from the

weight of the open gate which had long ago settled down into the

burdocks and wild parsley that bordered the weedy driveway. What with

the canaries, and the cooking, and the slovenly housework, poor old

Simmons had no time for such matters as repairing or weeding.

Sam, leaning on the gate, watched his grandfather's toiling progress up

the hill. His face was dull, and when he spoke all the youth seemed to

have dropped out of his voice.

"Grandfather," he said, when Mr. Wright was within speaking distance,

"I want to go away from Old Chester. Will you give me some money, sir?"

Benjamin Wright, his feet wide apart, and both hands gripping the top

of his stick, came to a panting standstill and gaped at him. He did not

quite take the boy's words in; then, as he grasped the idea that Sam

was agreeing to the suggestion which he had himself made more than a

month before, he burst out furiously. "Why the devil didn't you say so,

_yesterday?_ Why did you let me--you young jackass!"

Sam looked at him in faint surprise. Then he proceeded to explain

himself: "Of course, father won't give me any money. And I haven't got

any myself--except about twelve dollars. And you were kind enough, sir,

to say that you would help me to go and see if I could get a publisher

for the drama. I would like to go to-morrow, if you please."

"Go?" said Benjamin Wright, scowling and chewing orange-skin rapidly,

"the sooner the better! I'm glad to get rid of you. But, confound you!

why didn't you tell me so yesterday? Then I needn't have--Well, how

much money do you want? Have you told your--your mother that you are

going? Come on up to the house, and I'll give you a check. But why

didn't you make up your mind to this yesterday?" Snarling and snapping,

and then falling into silence, he began to trudge up the driveway to

his old house.

Sam said briefly that he didn't know how much money he wanted, and that

he had not as yet told his family of his purpose. "I'll tell mother

to-night," he said. Then he, too, was silent, his young step falling in

with his grandfather's shuffling gait.

When Mr. Wright left her, Helena stood staring after him, sobbing under

her breath. She was terrified, but almost instantly she began to be

angry....

That old man, creeping away along the road, had told her that he would

not betray her; but his knowledge was a menace, and his surprise that

she should have David, an insult! Of course, her way of living was

considered "wrong" by people who cannot understand such

situations--old-fashioned, narrow-minded people. But the idea of any

harm coming to David by it was ridiculous! As for Sam Wright, all that

sort of thing was impossible, because it was repugnant. No married

woman, "respectable," as such women call themselves, could have found

the boy's love-making more repugnant than she did. And certainly her

conduct in Old Chester was absolutely irreproachable: she went to

church fairly often; she gave liberally to all the good causes of the

village; she was kind to her servants, and courteous to these stupid

Old Chester people. And yet, simply because she had been forced by

Frederick's cruelty into a temporary unconventionality, this dingy,

grimy old man despised her! "He looked at me as if I were--I don't know

what!"

Anger swept the color up into her face, her hands clenched, and she

ground her heel down into the path as if she were grinding the insolent

smile from his cruel old face. Horrible old man! Dirty, tremulous; with

mumbling jaws chewing constantly; with untidy white hairs pricking out

from under his brown wig; with shaking, shrivelled hands and blackened

nails; this old man had fixed his melancholy eyes upon her with an

amused leer. He pretended, if you please! to think that she was

unworthy of his precious grandson's company--unworthy of David's little

handclasp. She would leave this impudent Old Chester! She would tell

Lloyd so, as soon as he came. She would not endure the insults of these

narrow-minded fools.

"Hideous! Hideous old wretch!" she said aloud furiously, between shut

teeth. "How dared he look at me like that, as if I were--Beast! I

hate--I hate--I _hate_ him." Her anger was so uncontrollable that for a

moment she could not breathe. It was like a whirlwind, wrenching and

tearing her from the soil of contentment into which for so many years

her vanity and selfishness had struck their roots.

_"But the Lord was not in the wind."_

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