“My head is done better now, t’ank Gawd,” she sighed, adding that

she’d ask Uncle Isaac to supper to-night. He could tell so many funny

stories. He could explain, exactly, why the grass is green and the sky

is blue. Why the sun shines in the daytime and the moon and stars shine

at night. He knew what the thunder said when it spoke. He could whistle

the first tune the wind ever whistled. One time, the night was a great

big black giant that ran round the sun, trying and trying to catch

the day. Uncle Isaac said so and he knew more about the first men and

women who ever lived than Adam and Eve ever dreamed of. He got it all

at first-hand, by word of mouth, from Africa, where the world itself

was born and a terrible black God made all men black. Big Sue’s narrow

black eyes softened, her voice grew mild, her fat fingers toyed with a

rose. She said Uncle Isaac knew a strange tale about the high-tide and

the evening star, and another about why the morning clouds eclipse the

moon. They were pretty tales, all about love, but Breeze was too small

to hear them.

IX

SATURDAY AFTERNOON

Soon after the noon bell rang on Saturday, Big Sue gave Breeze a panful

of dinner, cooked on the hearth where a sleepy fire nodded and dozed

over a few chunks of hard oak wood.

“Hurry an’ eat, son, I want you to go wid me to de sto’. I got a lot

to buy, an’ I’m scared to come home by myself after dark. To-morrow’s

Sunday. I got to buy a kerosene an’ some rations. I’m gwine to git you

some clothes, too.”

As he followed Big Sue down the long avenue Breeze was careful not to

step in her tracks. Outside the gate, the road ran through a gloomy

forest, where tall pines and live-oaks stood among magnolias and cedars

and fragrant myrtle thickets. Big Sue talked about the country as they

walked on.

The old road, now dwindled to this narrow dim way, was once a fine

highway. Important gentlemen and lovely ladies used to drive over it

in fine carriages drawn by fiery horses. The gold and silver on the

harness used to blind people’s eyes the same as summer lightning. Men

who had run the whole country had gone along here many a time, right

where the trees sprung tall in the old dead ruts. Thorny yupon branches

reached out and scratched Breeze on the arm, trying to tear the holes

in his shirt bigger than they were. Big Sue called out greetings, for

numbers of black people were walking the same way. Some in groups. Some

walking by twos and threes. All dressed in their Sunday best, going to

the Landing.

The boat stopped on its way up and down the river twice a week,

bringing supplies and mail from the town in the river’s mouth to the

shabby little stores that squatted along the water’s edge. This row of

dilapidated houses was strung close together, and scrawny, mule-bitten

hackberry trees, some with hollows clear through their bodies, stood in

front of the wide-open doors, making hitching-posts for the restless

beasts that had to be tethered. Many of the mules and oxen stood free

to go if they liked, but they waited, dozing, switching flies, the oxen

chewing cuds.

Flashy colors of hats and ribbons, gay headkerchiefs and curiously

fashioned dresses wove in and out as crowds of black girls and women

tramped up and down the path that ran from one shop to another. Sunday

shoes, dulled with gray dust, made a cheerful squeaking as they blotted

out tracks made in the soft dirt by bare feet.

Some of the men were tall, with bold strong faces. Brawny muscles of

powerful arms and legs could be seen bulging under faded patched shirts

and overalls.

Droll shapes of merry laughter mixed with greeting voices. There were

graceful bows and handshakes and kindly inquiries. Old men, who might

have had great-grandchildren, tottered about importantly on uncertain

legs, bantering the girls with words that belied the white hairs

bristling from their withered ears. White wool peeped through their

tattered wool hats. Rheumatism spitefully twinged their joints and put

a hitch in every gay step. But lively spirits cheered their shriveled

flesh and lightened clouded eyes. Laughter deepened the creases in old

wrinkled faces, and swelled the tendons in ropy wilted throats.

Uncle Isaac and Uncle Bill sat, side by side, on a box outside the

post-office, chewing tobacco and spitting with calm delight. After each

bit of close talk, Uncle Isaac broke into sudden fits of high cracked

laughter, and pounded Uncle Bill gleefully on the back. He was old and

deaf, yet he took a full part in the pattern of Saturday’s joy. Breeze

wished he could hear one of the stories that made him laugh so, but he

knew by Uncle Bill’s bashful look that those stories should never have

been told at all.

“How’s you’ rheumatism?” Uncle Bill shouted, to change the subject.

“E’s better. A lot better dan e been. I been totin’ a’ oak-gall in my

pocket ’stead o’ dem buckeyes. I b’lieve de oak-gall is stronger. Seems

to me like I kin git ’roun’ more better since I made de change.”

Uncle Bill looked doubtful and his head shook a little, but he spat

thoughtfully, then yelled, “I made me a li’l’ pokeberry wine, an’ I

tell you, suh, it’s a fine t’ing! A fine t’ing! I ain’ hardly been

bothered wid any kind o’ misery since I been drinkin’ em.”

Uncle Isaac’s mild old eyes watched every word, for they had to help

his deaf ears understand. “You say elderberry wine?” he queried.

“No! Pokeberry! You know pokeberry, enty? Elderberry wine wouldn’ do

rheumatism no good. My Gawd, no,” Uncle Bill answered, laughing at such

a mistake. “You ain’ turned to no lady, is yuh?”

“No, t’ank Gawd!” Uncle Isaac screeched. “If it wan’t fo’ my crippled

knee, I wouldn’ feel no more’n forty years old. No, suh. Not a bit

more’n forty. April’s gwine git a rattlesnake to make me some snake

tea. Dat’s a good medicine.”

“E might be fo’ true,” Uncle Bill agreed. “I ever did hear say so. But

my stomach is too weak to stand sich a strongness. Rattlesnake tea be

de same as con’trated lye! Better mind how you projec’ wid em, Uncle!”

“Sho’! Sho’! I’m old enough to know medicine ain’ somet’ing fo’ play

wid. I ain’ no chillen, son. I been in dis world a good while.”

The mail was not open yet, and Big Sue waited for it all to be given

out so the storekeeper, who was postmaster too, could let her have what

she wanted. Breeze stood close beside her, watching the black people

who loitered and laughed and talked, as they crowded into the dirty

crank-sided store. Each man invariably paid her a compliment, such as,

“I declare to Gawd, Miss Big Sue, you look sweet,” or, “It do my eyes

good to see you.” Uncle Bill said, “I’m gwine buy you a treat soon as

de mail is finished.”

The men took off their hats and pulled a forelock and drew one foot

back to make their bows. The women made easy graceful curtsies. Big Sue

whispered to Breeze that he must pull his foot and bow too. Look at

Uncle Bill and Uncle Isaac. He must learn manners. But Breeze hadn’t

the heart to try here where so many would see him.

Outside, near the road, Brudge, a black boy as ragged as Breeze, but

apparently happy, parched peanuts in a round, black, fire-heated oven.

Over and over he patiently turned the sooty cylinder with a black iron

handle, all the time chattering and grinning, as from time to time

he dished out paper sacks-full, not only for the children, but for

grown men and women who bought them to eat right then. The smell of

the peanuts was delicious, but it was almost smothered by the scent of

fried fish, which came from a shack near by.

Big Sue said it was a restaurant, and Breeze was craning his neck to

see inside when April took him by the hand and led him in, while Big

Sue, laughing as she came, walked behind them. The afternoon light,

aided by a large kerosene lamp, whose glass shade was dim with smoke,

shone on the white oil-cloth that covered several small tables. Big

Sue said, “Set down, Breeze,” and he dropped into a chair by a table.

He ate big thick slices of store-bought baker’s bread that the boat

had brought from town and squares of fried fish that Big Sue said were

caught in the sea by regular fishermen.

April had a powerful look. He was very tall, his forehead high, his

mouth straight and wide, his bony chin and cheek-bones set forward. He

left most of his good bread broken all up but uneaten on the greasy tin

plate.

“Whyn’t you eat you’ victuals, April?” Big Sue asked him.

“I ain’ so hongry, not dis evenin’,” he answered, smiling and with his

glowing eyes on Breeze.

Reaching a long hand down in his pants pocket, he took out a piece of

paper money and gave it to her. “Buy de boy some clothes, Big Sue. Feed

em good, too. I want em to grow.”

Big Sue took it and told Breeze to go outside and watch the people

until she came.

* * * * *

Some of the women and girls were fat and funny-looking, but others

were slender, with well-formed bodies. All of them looked at Breeze

searchingly, some slyly, but most of them with brazen eyes. Many of the

older women were smoking small clay pipes, and when they laughed their

teeth showed brown, stained with tobacco.

Young men strutted past them, with hats cocked on one side of their

heads. Some caught the girls’ hands and held them and offered to treat

them. Bottles of coca-cola and bags of candy rivaled peanuts and the

small sweet-cakes, just come on the boat from town in a big wooden box

that opened like a trunk. As Breeze gazed, his mouth watered at the

sight of so many good things to eat.

Big Sue kept talking to April, who stood strong as an oak, his eyes

riveted on her face. She looked uneasily at the door when he took her

hand. As she drew it away he laughed, then spat far outside and left

her.

Pulling up her skirt, Big Sue got a handkerchief out of her underneath

pocket, and untying the knot in its corner, added the piece of paper

money to what it already held. She gave Breeze two pennies. “Go buy you

a cake, son,” she bade him. Then she halted him with, “Wait, gi’ me

back dem pennies. Here’s a nickel. Git t’ree. I want one o’ dem cakes

myself.”

Forgetting his fear in his eagerness for the sweet-cake, Breeze ran

into the store next door. Every man and woman who had come to do

serious purchasing carried a crocus sack into which the things were

crammed: groceries, cloth, shoes, were all crowded in on one another.

Those who bought kerosene had it in quart glass bottles tied with

strings around the necks.

Breeze had never seen so many red sweaters in his life. They were in

all shapes and sizes and conditions. Some quite new. Some patched and

faded. Some with rolled collars. Some with frayed elbows. They were

worn with blue overalls and khaki breeches, white aprons and full

skirts and short skimpy dresses. Old and young wore them jauntily, as a

sort of badge of Saturday’s joy.

The doorway was hidden as the happy people pressed in and out of the

store. The sidewalk, thick flaked with bits of white oyster shell,

became trashy with empty peanut hulls, and scraps of tissue-paper torn

from candy kisses.

Everybody looked happy and light-hearted. Breeze envied them their easy

friendly ways, their gaiety. As he stood apart, looking on, listening

to them, he felt more homesick than ever. Even the sweet-cake, that

dropped rich crumbs on the floor with every bite he took, couldn’t make

him forget that he was a stranger here.

The postmaster called out Big Sue’s name, and there was a dead silence,

then much laughter. “Who? Big Sue Goodwine? My Gawd! Who dat wrote she

a letter?” Breeze was sent in a hurry to call her to come get it. There

was much chaffing. “It’s de sheriff, Big Sue. Dat’s who.” And, “You got

so much beaux you can’ member who is home an’ who’s gone off.”

When Big Sue stumbled in half out of breath, they called out to her,

“Hurry up an’ read em. Le’ we hear de news!”

But Big Sue sucked her teeth and said, “I don’ tell ev’ybody my

business. Not me!” She took the letter and put it deep down in her

apron pocket where not a soul could even see it.

The mail was all given out at last, and the buying was done. The

threads of color unraveled as the negroes left the stores and walked

away down the road, some young couples hand in hand. Big Sue was among

the last to start buying, for she had spent the time talking with her

friends. She waited until the store was almost empty, then she chose a

pair of pants and two shirts for Breeze, holding the garments up to his

body to get the right size. She gave him the package to hold, saying,

“Walk roun’ an’ look at de store. I want to git my letter read.”

The store was almost clear of people, but its air was still thick with

the acrid smell of hot sweaty bodies. Breeze knew few of the things

offered for sale, for the rickety shelves were crammed with much

besides cloth and shoes. He recognized the gay paper-covered tin cans

of salmon, but the little bottles of cologne labeled “Hoyt’s German”

were strangers to him. He couldn’t read, so he couldn’t tell that paper

covers on a big batch of china jars claimed in emphatic black words

that they held a cure for the darkness of dusky skins, or that the few

bottles left on a shelf that was lately full would straighten the kinks

out of crinkly hair.

Heavy sacks of green coffee berries were piled high between paunchy

barrels of moist brown sugar, and smaller, neater barrels of pure white

flour. Bolts of scarlet flannel waited to make garments that would keep

the cold from old painful knees and shoulders. Rolls of gay outing and

checked homespun for dresses were out on the counter. Piles of strong

brogans were only a few steps away from boxes of Sunday shoes. Kits

of chewing tobacco stood near a lot of little cloth bags full of Bull

Durham. Cakes with pink and white icing, and red-striped sticks of

candy were under a glass case along with black and white ball thread

and needles and fish-hooks.

The big kerosene lamp, tied with a wire to a rafter overhead, filled

the room with a pale yellow flare of light that showed the floor,

whitened with cornmeal, and spattered with stains of greasy salt that

fell on it whenever fat chunks of cured hog-meat were taken out of the

barrels and passed over the counter to the customers.

When at last nobody else was in the store, Big Sue reached down in her

pocket and got out her letter. “Please, suh, read em fo’ me. I’m ravin’

to know who’s wrote me a letter,” she asked. The storekeeper was a

kind-looking white man with blue eyes and red skin, and a mouth stained

at both corners with tobacco. He wiped his hand on his trousers, then

took the letter and tore it open and took out a single sheet covered

with pencil writing.

“It’s from Silas Locust. He’s your own husband, isn’t he?”

“Great Gawd!” Big Sue fairly panted. She put the fat hand up to her

breast and held it there for a minute before she could get breath

enough to say, “Do hurry, suh. Tell me wha’ dat nigger is writin’ to me

’bout.”

The letter said Silas was in Wilmington, North Carolina. He was a

preacher now, and married to a big fine-looking yellow woman, who had

three nice children for him. But lately his mind kept turning back to

Big Sue and Blue Brook Plantation. He wanted to see them. He was coming

home, in short. Big Sue repeated the words “in short” two or three

times. She seemed to have no feeling against Silas at all, or against

the fine-looking yellow woman he had married.

When the storekeeper handed the letter back to her, saying, “You may

as well get married, too, now that Silas has a wife,” she gave a

shamefaced giggle at the idea and said she couldn’t marry, not with a

living husband. The storekeeper said she needn’t laugh, she’d do it

yet, and she owned that she had thought about it a little.

The last time she went on an excursion to town, a man who had a nice

restaurant took her to ride in a painted hack, and said he’d buy her an

organ if she’d marry him. They could run the restaurant together. (She

giggled again.) But now she was glad she hadn’t done it, since Silas

was a preacher, and he’d be a-coming to see her, in short. Her sides

shook, and her round eyes rolled, until a serious thought came to her

mind, and she inquired, soberly, “Did Silas say if he’s Runnin’ Water

Baptist, or a Stale Water?” The storekeeper said Silas hadn’t mentioned

either one, and Big Sue pondered over it until the white man asked her

if Silas came back what she’d do with all her other beaux. Jake and

Uncle Bill and Uncle Isaac, too, and what about the foreman, April?

“Great Gawd! Do hush!” Big Sue shouted with clamorous laughter, as each

name was mentioned. “You make me too shame. I don’ care nothin’ ’bout

none o’ dem old mens! Not me! An’ April just got me to fetch dis li’l’

boy here to Blue Brook. E’s April’s own, by a ’oman on Sandy Island.”

But the storekeeper was in earnest, and he said, “If I were you,

whether Silas ever comes home or not, I’d leave April alone. Leah will

get you if you don’t. You’ve forgotten her gums are blue, haven’t you?

She’ll bite you some day, and what will happen then? You’ll die, and

those white folks will have to hunt another cook when they come to Blue

Brook to shoot ducks. Better be careful. Blue gums are worse than a

rattlesnake bite. Leah’s not going to stand outside that restaurant and

see you eating bread and fish with her husband inside, without doing

something about it. I heard her say so a while ago.”

Big Sue tossed her head. “Humph! I ain’ scared o’ Leah. Fat as e is,

I could squeeze em to deat’ in one hand.” She opened and clenched her

powerful fists. Years of kneading dough had given strength to her

thick wrists and round fingers, for all the soft cushion of flesh that

covered them.

It was late and Big Sue and Breeze took a short-cut by a path that

ran through the woods, then by a smooth planted field where new oats

sprouted green tips and covered the earth. They looked tender against

the dark even green of the trees. The evening light was thin and

misty. Shadows and colors and forms all melted into a cool pale dusk.

Big Sue warned, “Watch out for snakes, son. I can’ smell good. A fresh

cold is got my nose kinder stop up. A cold ever did hinder my smellin’.

I must go stand round de stables a while to-morrow. Dat’ll broke up a

cold quicker’n anyt’ing else.”

X

THE BARNYARD

Early Sunday morning Uncle Isaac came to ask Big Sue for an old

worn-out sieve. Uncle Bill was having a bad time. Hags rode all the

horses at the barnyard every night God sent. Every morning the manes

and tails were so tangled up it took Uncle Bill hours to get them

greased and smoothed out again.

Red sunsets promised a killing frost and the white folks would be

likely to come any time after that. Bill had the horses’ coats all

rubbed down like satin, every fetlock trimmed, the bridles and saddles

in good order, but the hags were deviling him to death. Big Sue said

she had already given Uncle Bill a string of red pepper pods and a

straw broom too, to hang up on the stable door. If they didn’t stop the

hags, what good could a sieve do?

Uncle explained to her how hags are fools about counting things. They

won’t go inside a door until they count the boards on the door-facing,

and the nails, then they’d count all the pepper pods and the straws in

the broom, and have time enough left before day to ride the horses, and

plait their manes and tails. But a sieve would stop them, for by the

time all the holes in the sieve were counted, those hags would be weary

and ready to go home and rest.

Big Sue gave him the sieve and he invited Breeze to walk with him to

the barnyard where Uncle Bill had a nice little milking goat to give

him. Breeze could break it to ride and drive, and the milk would be

good to make him grow.

Breeze was delighted. All his life he had wanted a goat. But Big Sue

shook her head. A milking goat wouldn’t do for Breeze. If he drank goat

milk he’d be ruined for life. He hated soap and water already, and

goat’s milk would make him worse. He’d never wash at all if he drank

it. Breeze begged her to change her mind. If she’d let him have a goat

he’d wash every night God sent. But she was firm. She had seen too many

boys grow up into filthy men just from drinking goat’s milk when they

were young. She wanted Breeze to be clean and nice so he could play

with young Cap’n when he came home to spend the winters.

She changed the subject by asking Uncle Isaac how far guinea fowls

could count. He said they could count five. She’d always thought that

too, but lately she’d left five eggs in her guinea nest and they

wouldn’t lay in it again.

“Did you put you’ hand in de nest when you took de eggs out?” Uncle

Isaac asked. “Guineas kin smell. If dey smell you’ hand, dey’ll change

dey nest.” Big Sue looked hard at Breeze. She had cautioned him about

that and he declared he had been careful to take the eggs out with a

long-handled spoon.

“Leave six eggs in de nest, Big Sue. I know a guinea can’ count to more

dan six.”

“No, I gwine lick Breeze, dat’s wha’ I’m gwine do. He took dem eggs out

wid his hand, and I know it.”

“No, daughter, no! You’s too hard-hearted!” He looked at her with

twinkling eyes. “You treat em too bad. I’m sorry for em. An’ Bill’s

gwine crazy if you don’ marry em! You ought not to plague we so!”

“Who? Me?”

“Sho’! You. Po’ Bill’s mighty nigh ruint his mouth tryin’ to be

stylish an’ wear teeth on Sundays to please you.”

She giggled, then she squalled. “Do hush, Uncle! You know I got a

livin’ husband right yonder to Wilmington.”

“Silas don’ count. Not now. When a man’s gone seven years, e don’

count. I’d risk dat.”

“Shucks!” Her tone was scornful. “It’ll take a younger man dan you or

Uncle Bill to git me. You can put dat in you’ pipe an’ smoke it too.”

“We’ll see,” Uncle Isaac responded cheerfully. “Droppin’ water kin

broke stone.”

As he turned away, Big Sue went up close and shouted in his ear that

Breeze’s palate was down, and she was going to ask Maum Hannah to get

it up for him.

“It might be de boy’s just got a li’l’ fresh cold. If e is, e ought to

work round de stables. Dat’ll broke a cold, if it ain’t got too strong

a holt on you. Let’s go by de stables now. Git you’ hat, Breeze.”

Uncle Isaac wanted Breeze to see him hang up the sieve for the hags.

There was a right way and a wrong way to do such things. Uncle Bill

loved those horses, yes Lord. Bill knew every horse and mule and cow

and goat and sheep by name. All the grown hogs, too. When he called

them they came. They knew he loved them. Uncle Bill was as tender with

little new-born things as if they were human babies. But he couldn’t

stand disobedience. He had no mercy on things that did wrong.

Alongside the path were wide-spread grape arbors. A double row of

gnarled knotted fig trees, full of yellow leaves and belated ripe

fruit, let rich honey ooze from tiny rifts in blue and brown and purple

skins, tempting bees to plunder.

Uncle Bill had tried to teach the chickens to sleep in a fowl-house,

but the younger ones would slip out here and roost in these fig trees.

Uncle Isaac pointed to a handful of white bloody feathers that lay

scattered over the grass. An owl caught the best white pullet last

night. She would roost in the top of the fig tree, no matter how often

she was shooed out. Foolish chicken. But Bill would get that owl.

Sooner or later he’d get him. Bill was a dangerous man to cross. Uncle

Isaac was emphatic.

Putting a kind hand on Breeze’s shoulder, he said, “You ax Bill to le’

you go wid him an’ l’arn how to call a owl. Bill kin call crows and

wild turkeys an’ alligators too. E’ll larn you all dat, son, if you

speak a good word for him to you’ Cun Big Sue. Bill is raven ’bout dat

lady. Pure raven.”

“Do hush you’ fool talk, Uncle!” Big Sue chided, with a pleased laugh.

“I ain’ got Uncle Bill to study ’bout.”

The great square barns were filled with corn and hay. A long narrow

building cut into many stalls made a shelter for the mules and horses.

As they opened the wide heavy gate, Uncle Bill came out of the barn

door with a pitchfork full of hay on his shoulder. He was lining out

two lines of a hymn to sing, but broke off in a laugh of delight when

he spied them.

“Why, Miss Big Sue! Great Gawd! I too glad fo’ see you! Lawd! Look a’

de li’l’ boy.” He laughed again with pleasure.

“I got de sieve fo’ de hags, Bill, an’ I bring Breeze an’ Big Sue to

hear you talk to de animals an’ de chickens. All two is got a fresh

cold. Take ’em inside de stables first.”

Uncle Bill invited them to come look inside the stables. “I got ’em

all clean, an’ full o’ de nicest pine straw beddin’ ever was. I’m too

sorry. Dey wouldn’ help you’ cold, not a bit, but come look at ’em,

anyhow.”

“Whe’s de run-at cow?” Big Sue asked.

Uncle Bill laughed at her fear. The run-at cow was in the pasture--she

needn’t be scared. He wouldn’t let anything hurt her.

In the long row of stables, bars of sunlight shining through the cracks

were blurred with dust raised by hens, roosters and little chickens,

scratching vigorously in the crisp dry straw. The cocks were saying

brave things, the hens sang contentedly as they looked for the grains

of corn and oats hidden under wisps of fodder and hay and straw.

“Scratch, chillen, scratch,” Uncle Bill encouraged them. “De mules will

come in to dinner befo’ long, den you-all’ll have to go home.”

“Make dem go home now,” Big Sue requested. “I wan’ see how you rules

dem, so I kin rule Breeze.”

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