“But if anybody is sick or in trouble, nobody is better to em dan Zeda.

If Zeda had been my Katy’s own sister, e couldn’ ’a’ been better to em

whilst e was down sick. Gawd ain’ gwine be too hard on Zeda. You’ll see

it too.”

“Shucks! Zeda kin grin at you, an’ you fo’git all dat deviltry Zeda’s

done; but Gawd’s got it wrote down in a book. Zeda kin fool de breeches

off o’ you, but ’e can’ fool Gawd. Zeda’s got ten head o’ livin’

chillen an’ no two is got de same daddy. You b’lieve Gawd is gwine

ex-cuse Zeda? You must be crazy. Zeda’s as sho’ fo’ hell as a martin

fo’ his gourd. You’ll see, too. Gawd ain’ gwine let people off light as

you t’ink. No, suh. Zeda don’ like to see no other ’oman hab no man.

Zeda wants ’em all. All!”

VII

A BIRTH-NIGHT SUPPER

The birth-night supper had begun, and the big drum, answering licks

that somebody laid on its head, called the people to come on. Louder

and louder it boomed until the air itself was humming. Now and then

when a rackety thump sounded in an unlooked for place Big Sue laughed.

When the measure shortened beat by beat her fat toes made pats on the

floor.

“Lawd, de drum’s got de people steppin’ light to-night. Is dey marchin’

or dancin’?”

“Marchin’. Dat’s Sherry a-beatin’ de drum, now. When de dancin’ starts

Uncle Isaac beats de drum an’ Sherry squeezes de accordion.”

Big Sue got up and went to the door to hear better, and her thick

stumpy body rocked softly from side to side. “Po’ ol’ Uncle! Most ready

fo’ de grave an’ de biggest sinner roun’ here.” But the thought of

Uncle’s sin made her laugh, as she swayed this way and that. “I feel

light as a feather, Uncle Bill. Ain’ Sherry got dat drum talkin’ funny

talk! E don’ sound noways sinful to me. You t’ink marchin’ is a sin?”

“No. It ain’ sinful to march. How ’bout walkin’ out an’ lookin’ at ’em

a while.”

Breeze sat up. “Please lemme go too, Cousin Big Sue. I ain’ sleep.

I too scared to stay by myself.” The corners of the room were full

of darkness, the shed-room at the back was black, and the sea’s roar

unsmothered by the drum-beats.

“How come you had you’ eyes shut, so? You been playin’ possum, enty? I

caught you. I don’ like dat. No. Don’ you never make like you sleep if

you ain’ sleep. No. But git up an’ dress. Me an’ Uncle Bill would walk

on. You dress fast an’ catch up wid us.”

When Breeze overtook them, Uncle Bill, who walked in front, called

back, “How you do, stranger? I glad to see you. Come shake han’s wid

me.” Then he added, “A cowardly heart makes swift-runnin’ feet, enty?”

When Breeze answered promptly, “Yes suh,” Uncle Bill chuckled.

“You’s got manners, boy! Nice manners! I’m glad to see dat.”

“Sho’ e is!” Big Sue agreed. “All dat breed is mannersable people.

Dat’s how come I took so much pains to git em.”

“Dat is nice,” Uncle Bill approved. “I ever did like people to hab

manners.”

“Me too! I can’ stan’ no-manners people, specially a no-manners

boy-chile. I’m all de time tellin’ Leah, Brudge’ll git hung if e lives.

Brudge is too no-manners. I’d skin em if e was my own.”

The noise from the birth-night supper grew thicker and stronger as they

got nearer the Quarters. Every beat of the drum throbbed unbroken by

the laughter and singing and loud-ringing talk. Breeze’s feet stepped

with the time it marked, and so did Uncle Bill’s and Big Sue’s.

The Quarter houses were all solid darkness but one, and its doorway was

choked with people pushing in and out; its front yard hidden by a great

ring of marching couples, that wheeled slowly around a high-reaching

fire. These were holding hands, laughing into one another’s faces,

their feet plumping down with flat-footed steps that raised the dust,

or cutting little extra fancy hops besides the steady tramping bidden

by the drum.

Two big iron washpots sat side by side with the fire leaping high

between them. Zeda stirred one with a long wooden paddle, and a short

thick-set woman stirred the other. They added seasoning, stirred,

tasted, added more seasoning, until a tall fellow, black as the night,

and strong-looking as one of the oaks around them, broke through the

ring and stepped up to the pots, and put his hand on Zeda’s shoulder.

What he said was lost in the noise, but his teeth and eyes flashed in

the red light as Zeda put a hand on each of his broad shoulders and

quickly pushed him outside the ring again. The short woman took the

steaming paddle out of the pot and shook it gaily at him, shouting to

him to get a partner and march until the victuals were done and ready

to sell instead of setting such a bad example for the young people.

The marchers laughed, and the drummer, a long-legged young man, dropped

his sticks and yelled out, “How long befo’ supper, Ma! I’m done

perished. I’m pure weak, I’m so hongry!”

Zeda stopped short in her tracks and yelled back to him, “Shut you’

mouth, Sherry! You ain’ perished, nothin’! You beat dat drum or Bina’ll

put all two feets on you’ neck!”

The other woman pointed her paddle at him threateningly, shouting as

she did it, “You’ ma is sho’ right, son! I wouldn’ pay you, not one

cent to-night, if you don’ beat dat drum sweet as you kin! Keep de

people marchin’ a while yet. I got a whole hog an’ a bushel o’ rice

a-cookin’! Right in dese pots. I wouldn’ sell half if you don’ git

ev’ybody good an’ hongry! Rattle dem sticks, Sherry! Rattle ’em like

you was beatin’ a tune fo’ Joy to step by!”

This brought a shower of laughter and funny sayings and jokes as the

crowd bantered Sherry about the way he beat the drum when Joy was here

to march. But instead of answering a word, Sherry rolled the sticks

softly on the drum’s head, making a low sobbing sound that held on and

on, swelling, mounting until a battering roar made the air throb and

hum, then he stopped off short with a sudden sharp drub.

For a second there was a dead silence, then somebody cried out, “Lawd,

if you much as call Joy’s name, Sherry kin make dat drum talk some

pitiful talk! Joy ought to heared em to-night!”

“I got goose bumps big as hickory nuts all over me!”

“Me too. I’m pure shakin’ like a chill! Beat, Sherry! I got to march to

warm up now!”

Everybody laughed and the clatter of voices made a merry confusion.

Zeda laughed with the crowd. Then she added a handful of salt to her

washpot, tasted it, smacked her lips and added several pods of red

pepper.

“Yunnuh got to dance nice if you want to eat dis rice an’ hash! I ain’

mixin’ no cool Christian stew!”

Bina laughed and chimed in, “Dat’s de Gawd’s truth, Zeda! Not wid all

dat pepper.”

But Big Sue sucked her teeth. “Zeda don’ know one kind o’ seasoning

f’om anudder. Pepper an’ salt; dat’s all Zeda knows. E never could cook

no decent rations.”

A short fat man, with a well-greased face and a good-natured smile,

who stood waiting for Bina to say the word, began bawling with all

his might, “De victuals is ready, peoples! Come on up, men! Treat de

ladies! We’s got t’ings seasoned fit to make you miss an’ chaw you’

finger! Liver-hash an’ rice! Chitterlings an’ pig feet! Spare-ribs

an’ backbone! All kind o’ hog-meat.” He trailed off into a sing-song

chant, while the crowd pressed close around the pots.

Uncle Bill treated Breeze and Big Sue to heaped-up panfuls of food and

tin cups of molasses-sweetened water to wash it down. “Dis is sweetened

wid store-bought molasses. It ain’t fittin’ fo’ nobody to drink.” Big

Sue made an ugly face and threw the sweetened water on the ground. “I

wouldn’ have de face to sell sich slops to people an’ call it sweetened

water. Bina ever was a triflin’ ’oman. Gittin’ money is Bina’s Gawd!”

“How ’bout a little nip o’ toddy?” a deep voice spoke out of the

darkness and Big Sue turned quickly around to face it, then she laughed

out with pleasure. “No, t’ank you, April. I wouldn’t fool wid dat

whisky. You don’ know if it’ll kill you o’ not.”

“Come off, Big Sue,” the voice chided, “when did you get so scared o’

whisky?”

“I ain’ scared o’ good whisky,” Big Sue gurgled as he walked up near

and took her hand. “Dat last one you fetched me is sho’ fine. But I

sho’ don’ trust de whisky Jake makes! Lawd!” She broke into a loud

laugh. “I’m pure shame’ to say it but somebody told me when Jake gits

in a big hurry fo’ de whisky he don’ stop wid puttin’ lye in de mash!

Dat scoundrel goes straight to de horse stable an’ gits de yeast to

make em work! My stomach tries to retch if I much as t’ink on de way

Jake makes whisky! Jake’s a case in dis world!”

April and Uncle Bill both laughed with her, and Jake’s voice called

out cheerfully from the fire-brightened doorway, “Git you’ partners

ready fo’ de square dance! Git you’ nickels ready too! Fi’ cents a set!

All you chu’ch-members better git on home befo’ Sherry squeezes dat

’cordion. I’d hate to see anybody hab sin to-night! Cherry’s gwine

mash out tunes dat would tickle a preacher’s toe! A deacon’s ear would

git eetchy! Git you’ partners, boys! Don’ be wastin’ time!”

“How you like de boy’s looks?” Big Sue mumbled, casting a smiling look

up at April.

“I ain’ had a chance to look at em, not yet,” he answered low.

Sherry squeezed a long chord out of the accordion and the crowd

shouted with laughter. Uncle Isaac battered the drum, and swarms of

them trooped inside the cabin, falling into step with the accordion’s

frolicsome measure, but instead of Uncle Bill’s leading the way

straight home, he took a stand outside the cabin by an open window to

watch. The tall strange man leaned over and said to Breeze, “You’s too

low to see, son. Le’ me hold you up.” And he lifted him as if he were

no heavier than a feather.

The light was dim. Two glass kerosene lamps burned on the high

mantel-shelf, doing their best to help the fire light up the room.

Music and drum-beats and lively chatter swung into time with dance

steps. The confusion flowed into clean-cut swing.

Every man had his hat on. Some were tilted back, some balanced on the

side, some pulled to the front; few were right and straight. Many of

the dancers wore shoes, and the loose boards on the floor rose and

clattered to the regular beat of their feet.

“Did you ever seen people dance before?” April murmured in Breeze’s ear.

Breeze’s bashful “No, suh” was lost in noise, for Jake, who took up the

nickels at the door, was yelling briskly, his words guiding the dancers

into figures. “Hands ’round, all!” shifted the couples into a wide

circle that had to crumple in spots because the room was too small. As

it turned around every heel bumped the floor until the stamping tramp

shook the cabin from pillars to roof. Once in a while Breeze could feel

the big chest pressed against him shaking with laughter.

“Ladies to de center! Gentlemens surround dem!” Jake yelled it, and

the ring split and went double ply. “Make a basket!” he howled. Feet

shuffled and scraped the floor, as the men made a cord of long arms and

tight clasped hands that slipped over the ladies’ heads. The swaying

bodies were tied together tight. Sweat shone on every face. Eyes

gleamed. Teeth flashed.

“How you like dat, son?” April asked, and Breeze answered, “I like em

nice.”

“Wheel de basket!” Jake bawled, and the solid ring turned, slowly,

evenly at first, then faster and faster until its wild whirling threw

the dancers into knots of dizzy cavorters. Hot breath poured through

the windows. The rank smell of over-heated sweaty bodies ran high. The

house shook and creaked. Breeze could feel the strong throb of the

heart in the man’s breast beating against him. Gradually the long black

face leaned forward nearer to his.

“Right hand to you’ partner!” Jake cried, and hands trembling with

excitement squeezed each other and held fast.

“Do de gran’ right an’ left!”

Jake dashed the sweat out of his eyes with a bare hand, as the dancers

fell into two lines. A thread of ladies wound in and out between the

gentlemen, whose feet kept up a frisky jumping and jigging and jerking,

like drumsticks gone crazy and trying to hammer in the floor.

“Ain’ dey done dat nice!” Big Sue exclaimed.

“Dey done it mighty well,” the big man approved, his mouth close to

Breeze’s ear.

When the ladies had gone clear ’round and come to their partners again,

“Swing you’ own true love!” set every skirt to spinning in a giddy

ring that twirled until “Sasshay, all! Croquette! Salute de lady on de

right!” unwound them, let them fall limp.

Shrieks of laughter followed smacking kisses. Sherry’s accordion

blared out. Then something went wrong. The joyful clamor died into a

frightened hush as a long arm shot up. A razor flashed. A muttered

curse was followed by a slap on a cheek. Everybody stood still for

the length of a heart-beat. The muscles of the arms holding Breeze

hardened. A long low hiss of sucked-in breath made him shiver with

terror as the tall man leaned forward and said coolly:

“If yunnuh don’ quit dat doins’ it wouldn’ take me two minutes to come

in dere an’ butt you’ brains out o’ you’ skull! We ain’ gwine hab no

cuttin’ scrape here, not to-night, boys. Outen de lamps, Sherry. Outen

de fire, too. Dis dance is done broke up!”

“No, Cun April,” Jake began pleading. “Nobody ain’ fightin’ now. Dem

boys was just a-playin’. Dey ain’ gwine be rough no mo’. You wouldn’

broke up a dance not for a li’l’ prankin’, would you?”

The two fighters were held apart, one with his bullet head crouched

forward, his fists clenched; the other with his razorless fingers

reaching out to grab and strangle. April looked at them with a half

smile.

“Put dem boys out de door, den, Jake. Dey ain’ fit to be wid ladies.

Let ’em go wallow wid de hogs an’ cuss all dey please, so long as dey

don’ cut wid no razor.”

But Uncle Bill spoke out, “Dey is too no-manners to wallow wid de hogs.

Yes, suh. My hogs yonder to de barnyard is too nice to ’sociate wid any

such mens. Cussin’ befo’ ladies! Dey makes me feel pure blush.”

Big Sue wanted to go home, but April and Uncle Bill said there’d be

no more trouble, and as the accordion sang out with a low sad whine,

another dance set was made up. Pairs of feet were already cutting happy

capers patting flat-footed and with heel and toe.

They were going to black bottle, and that was a dance that beat the

four-horse altogether. The cabin room, packed with a seething mass,

rocked with the reeling and rolling inside it. The accordion’s mournful

crying timed to the beat of the drum sounded faint above the confusion,

but its pitiful wailing went clear through to Breeze’s very backbone.

Gusts of hot breath poured out through the window. The smoky lamps

sputtered low. The yellow light grew dim. Little sharp outcries mixed

with mad stormy thundering steps. Big Sue called out shrilly that she

wanted to go! People get drunk if they listen to music too long. Sherry

was squeezing out a mighty wicked tune. First thing they knew somebody

would kick both those lamps off the mantelpiece and when the crowd

started jumping out of the windows, they’d get trampled to death. She

hadn’t forgotten how the last birth-night supper broke up in a terrible

fight. April could hold those boys down a while, but when that music

got to working in their blood, the devil himself couldn’t stop them.

She could feel that music going straight to her head, and she was a

good quiet Christian woman. April laughed and put Breeze down and bowed

low and said good night. Big Sue invited him to walk home with them

and when he declined, saying he was tired and ready to go home to bed,

she insisted, but he declared that he hadn’t the heart to get in Uncle

Bill’s way. He’d see them to-morrow or some time soon.

On the way home Big Sue asked Uncle Bill why it was so sinful to

dance, yet not sinful at all to march by the drum. She never could

exactly understand. Uncle Bill said that crossing your feet is the

sinful thing. The people in the Bible used to march. Of course it was

wrong to march by reel tunes. Christians ought to march by hymns.

* * * * *

Breeze fell into a sound sleep and left Big Sue talking, but he woke

up in the night with his throat tight and dry sore, and a hoarse cough

that barked. Everything was dark and Big Sue’s heavy snoring was the

only sound to be heard. What must he do? Suppose he choked to death!

Nobody would ever know it. His mother was way off yonder on Sandy

Island, and Big Sue sound asleep. He’d wake her. He couldn’t die here

in this dark by himself.

Crawling out of bed and guiding his way toward the sound of the

snortles that were all but strangling her, Breeze went to Big Sue’s bed

in the shed-room, felt for her shoulder and coughed as loud as he could

in her ear.

“Great Gawd, who dat?” she cried out. “Who dat, I say!” Big Sue was on

the other side of the bed!

“Dis is me,” Breeze whispered.

“How come you’s up a-walkin’ round, boy? Git on back to bed. You’ ma

didn’ told me you was a sleepwalker. Great Gawd a’mighty! I can’ stan’

a sleepwalker.”

“I ain’ ’sleep,” Breeze whispered again, but she didn’t hear him, so he

gave a loud cough that all but split his throat in two.

“Who dat cough? You, Breeze?”

“Yes’m.”

“Jedus, hab mussy! I ain’ never hear such a cough. You’ palate must be

fell down. Git on back in de bed. If you keep coughin’ I’ll gi’ you a

spoonful o’ kerosene. If you’ palate is down Maum Hannah must tie up

you’ palate lock. Go on back to bed. I sho’ am sorry you’ palate is

fell, but don’ you ever walk in on me a-sleepin’, not no mo’!”

The threat of the kerosene made Breeze struggle to hold in his coughs,

and whenever one tried to burst out he covered up his head, although it

seemed to him somebody was laughing in the shed-room with Big Sue.

VIII

THE PREMISES

Breeze slept late next morning. When he woke Big Sue stood by his bed,

looking straight into his eyes. A bar of sunlight fallen through a

crack in the wooden window blind laid a dazzling band on her face.

“Looka de sun shinin’ on you, son. You is gwine be lucky. Git up now,

I’m got to off a piece. But you’ breakfast is settin’ on de hearth.

I bet you had a bad dream last night. Don’t tell it befo’ breakfast.

Dat’ll make it come true.”

But Breeze couldn’t remember any dream at all, and, slipping out of Big

Sue’s night-gown and into his own clothes, he took his pan of breakfast

and went to sit on the front step in the sunshine while he ate. He

swallowed down the grits and bacon grease in a hurry, keeping the sweet

potato for the last. A lean spotted hound trotted up and sniffed at

his feet and legs, then turned to the empty pan on the step and licked

it clean. When he looked beseechingly at the potato, Breeze gave him a

taste and patted his head and stroked his long silky ears and together

they went to look around the premises.

Big Sue had told Breeze that Blue Brook was the finest plantation on

the whole Neck, and the Big House the largest dwelling, but those

chimneys, towering high as the tree-tops, and the tall closed windows

and doors had a cold unfriendly look. The yard was empty except for a

few chickens and a flock of geese. The old gander looked at Breeze and

flapped his wings and screamed out, and Breeze turned back, frightened

by his threats.

Behind Big Sue’s cabin were a tiny fowl-house and a pig-pen with a big

hog lying down inside. When Breeze looked over the fence the creature

grunted and struggled to get to his feet. Fat had it weighted down,

yet its snout made hungry snuffles at the empty trough, and the small

bright eyes watched through the cracks to see if Breeze had brought

any food. The hound stopped to smell a fresh mole-hill, then walked

leisurely on, and Breeze left the hog to follow him and see what the

premises held.

Weeds narrowed the path. Once a lizard barely got out of his way. He

must watch out for snakes. The morning was sunlit, sweet with fragrance

that the sun, already high up in the glittering sky, wrung out of the

shrubbery; but everything was so silent.

As Breeze went toward the still shadowy garden, with its boxwood

borders and bird pool and old gray sun-dial, Big Sue, unexpectedly,

came out of the side door in the Big House and behind her came April,

who had held him last night. Without a word April strode off in a

different direction, but Big Sue called to Breeze that she’d walk with

him. Going in front she led him past flowers of every color, bushes of

all leaves, telling him about them as she went. Years ago the garden

had been stiff and trimmed, and the shrubbery had grown in close-cut

bushes between straight box hedges. But time had changed everything.

Uncle Isaac was old and deaf, and instead of staying home at night and

resting so he could work at the roses and keep them from running wild

and getting all tangled up with vines, he ran around to birth-night

suppers and cut up like a boy. She pointed out boughs that reached

across the path. Clumps of paper-white narcissus, not waiting for

spring, bloomed in the wrong places. White patches of sweet alyssum

crept right up to the edge of the boxwood borders, the delicate perfume

making the air honey-sweet. But it was out of place, and ought to be

cut away. Uncle Isaac was too trifling to be the gardener now.

Tall tangled heads of grass were in some of the beds, and a bold vine

whose topmost branch was gay with orange-scarlet bells swayed from the

tip of a magnolia tree. The bright bunch of blossoms nodded at Breeze

with a slow persistence, sunlight filled each flower cup, and its hot

scent streamed out in the soft wind. There was something queer in its

steady silent bowing. A light sound hissed through the stiff magnolia

leaves whenever the mild wind freshened, but the magnolia tree held

every crisp, brown-lined leaf still. Unmoved. The light stir of the

morning’s breeze could not move that tall dark tree, which was splashed

here and there with over-ripe blossoms.

“Son, is you see de way dat trumpet vine is a-wavin’ at you? Better bow

back at em!”

Breeze did bow the best he knew how, but Big Sue laughed.

“When you bow, you must pull you’ foot.” She showed him how to do it.

She reached up and broke off a half-open bud, and tearing its creamy

petals apart showed Breeze how they closed over a core of gold. She

showed him the sun-dial marking the time of day. A spattering of

water called them to see the birds enjoying a bird bath; a flock of

pigeons dropped with a slanting flight, then hurried off. A tinkling of

sheep bells told that a flock browsed peacefully not far away. When a

blue-jay perched overhead with a screech, Big Sue shook a fat fist at

him. “Git off,” she scolded. “You don’t know to-day’s Friday. Is you

forgot you is due to tote a stick o’ wood to Satan? Git on to torment,

lessen you done been dere a’ready dis mornin’!” A streak of scarlet

flashed where a cardinal darted across a bright path of sunlight as a

hammer banged down on a nail. Old deaf Uncle Isaac was mending a broken

place in the fence, and talking to himself. His deaf ears had not

heard Big Sue and Breeze, and his murmured talk droned on out of his

stammering lips.

“Po’ old Uncle Isaac!” Big Sue sighed. “When e can’ talk to de livin’

e talks to de dead. His eyes is so full up wid speerits right now, he

don’ see we. You kin see speerits, too, son, enty? You’ ma said so.”

Before Breeze had time to deny it, all of a sudden she turned on him

and gave a sharp cry. “Looka here, boy! You been a-steppin’ in my

tracks! I know it! A’ awful pain is come right on de top o’ my head!

You done it! You needn’ shake you’ head. I was feelin’ good when I come

in dis flowers yard. Git a stick! Now broke em in two an’ cross ’em!

Put em in one o’ you’ tracks! Git me shet o’ dis pain! I declare to

Gawd, dat’s a provokin’ t’ing you done! I was feelin’ so good too. If

you try to conjure me, I’ll kill you!”

Breeze denied it humbly. He had not meant to step in her tracks. He

didn’t even know it would work her harm. When he had placed the broken

sticks as she bade him, she spoke more kindly, and warned him to be

careful never to step in anybody’s tracks.

Once she missed and stepped in Uncle Isaac’s tracks and it gave him a

terrible tooth-ache. She had to cross twenty sticks before she got him

rid of it. Poor Uncle! They’d better not go near him. He was on the

side of the garden where spirits stayed. Let him talk to them.

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