III

From this time onward the old interminable discussions about the theft

of the will became less frequent on the part of Bhavani. His one topic

of conversation was the marvellous adventure of Kalipada in search of

his education. Kalipada was actually engaged in his studies in the city

of Calcutta! Kalipada knew Calcutta as well as the palm of his hand!

Kalipada had been the first to hear the great news that another bridge

was going to be built over the Ganges near Hughli! The day on which the

father received his son's letter, he would go to every house in the

village to read it to his neighbours and he would hardly find time even

to take his spectacles from his nose. On arriving at a fresh house he

would remove them from their case with the utmost deliberation; then he

would wipe them carefully with the end of his _dhoti_; then, word by

word, he would slowly read the letter through to one neighbour after

another, with something like the following comment:--

"Brother, just listen! What _is_ the world coming to? Even the dogs and

the jackals are to cross the holy Ganges without washing the dust from

their feet! Who could imagine such a sacrilege?"

No doubt it was very deplorable; but all the same it gave Bhavani

Charan a peculiar pleasure to communicate at first hand such important

news from his own son's letter, and this more than compensated for the

spiritual disaster which must surely overtake the numberless creatures

of this present age. To everyone he met he solemnly nodded his head and

prophesied that the days were soon coming when Mother Ganges would

disappear altogether; all the while cherishing the hope that the news of

such a momentous event would come to him by letter from his own son in

the proper time.

Kalipada, with very great difficulty, scraped together just enough money

to pay his expenses till he passed his Matriculation and again won a

scholarship. Bhavani at once made up his mind to invite all the village

to a feast, for he imagined that his son's good ship of fortune had now

reached its haven and there would be no more occasion for economy. But

he received no encouragement from Rashmani.

Kalipada was fortunate enough to secure a place of study in a students'

lodging house near his college. The proprietor allowed him to occupy a

small room on the ground floor which was absolutely useless for other

lodgers. In exchange for this and his board, he had to coach the son of

the owner of the house. The one great advantage was that there would be

no chance of any fellow lodger ever sharing his quarters. So, although

ventilation was lacking, his studies were uninterrupted.

Those of the students who paid their rent and lived in the upper story

had no concern with Kalipada; but soon it became painfully evident that

those who are up above have the power to hurl missiles at those below

with all the more deadly force because of their distance. The leader of

those above was Sailen.

Sailen was the scion of a rich family. It was unnecessary for him to

live in a students' mess, but he successfully convinced his guardians

that this would be best for his studies. The real reason was that Sailen

was naturally fond of company, and the students' lodging house was an

ideal place where he could have all the pleasure of companionship

without any of its responsibilities. It was the firm conviction of

Sailen that he was a good fellow and a man of feeling. The advantage of

harbouring such a conviction was that it needed no proof in practice.

Vanity is not like a horse or an elephant requiring expensive fodder.

Nevertheless, as Sailen had plenty of money he did not allow his vanity

merely to graze at large; he took special pride in keeping it stall-fed.

It must be said to his credit that he had a genuine desire to help

people in their need, but the desire in him was of such a character,

that if a man in difficulty refused to come to him for help, he would

turn round on him and do his best to add to his trouble. His mess mates

had their tickets for the theatre bought for them by Sailen, and it cost

them nothing to have occasional feasts. They could borrow money from him

without meaning to pay it back. When a newly married youth was in doubt

about the choice of some gift for his wife, he could fully rely on

Sailen's good taste in the matter. On these occasions the love-lorn

youth would take Sailen to the shop and pretend to select the cheapest

and least suitable presents: then Sailen, with a contemptuous laugh

would intervene and select the right thing. At the mention of the price

the young husband would pull a long face, but Sailen would always be

ready to abide by his own superior choice and to pay the cost.

In this manner Sailen became the acknowledged patron of the students

upstairs. It made him intolerant of the insolence of any one who refused

to accept his help. Indeed, to help others in this way had become his

hobby.

Kalipada, in his tattered jersey, used to sit on a dirty mat in his damp

room below and recite his lessons, swinging himself from side to side to

the rhythm of the sentence. It was a sheer necessity for him to get

that scholarship next year.

Kalipada's mother had made him promise, before he left home for Calcutta

that he would avoid the company of rich young men. Therefore he bore the

burden of his indigence alone, strictly keeping himself from those who

had been more favoured by fortune. But to Sailen, it seemed a sheer

impertinence that a student as poor as Kalipada should yet have the

pride to keep away from his patronage. Besides this, in his food and

dress and everything, Kalipada's poverty was so blatantly exposed, it

hurt Sailen's sense of decency. Every time he looked down into

Kalipada's room, he was offended by the sight of the cheap clothing, the

dingy mosquito net and the tattered bedding. Whenever he passed on his

way to his own room in the upper story the sight of these things was

unavoidable. To crown it all there was that absurd amulet which Kalipada

always had hanging round his neck, and those daily rites of devotion

which were so ridiculously out of fashion!

One day Sailen and his followers condescended to invite Kalipada to a

feast, thinking that his gratitude would know no bounds. But Kalipada

sent an answer saying that his habits were different and it would not be

wholesome for him to accept the invitation. Sailen was unaccustomed to

such a refusal, and it roused up in him all the ferocity of his insulted

benevolence. For some days after this, the noise on the upper story

became so loudly insistent that it was impossible for Kalipada to go on

with his studies. He was compelled to spend the greater part of his days

studying in the Park, and to get up very early and sit down to his work

long before it was light.

Owing to his half-starved condition, his mental overwork, and

badly-ventilated room, Kalipada began to suffer from continual attacks

of headache. There were times when he was obliged to lie down on his bed

for three or four days together. But he made no mention of his illness

in his letters to his father. Bhavani himself was certain that, just as

vegetation grew rank in his village surroundings, so comforts of all

kinds sprang up of themselves from the soil of Calcutta. Kalipada never

for a moment disabused his mind of that misconception. He did not fail

to write to his father, even when suffering from one of these paroxysms

of pain. The deliberate rowdiness of the students in the upper story

added at such times to his distress.

Kalipada tried to make himself as scarce and small as possible, in order

to avoid notice; but this did not bring him relief. One day, he found

that a cheap shoe of his own had been taken away and replaced by an

expensive foreign one. It was impossible for him to go to college with

such an incongruous pair. He made no complaint, however, but bought some

old second-hand shoes from the cobbler. One day, a student from the

upper story came into his room and asked him:

"Have you, by any mistake, brought away my silver cigarette case with

you?"

Kalipada got annoyed and answered:

"I have never been inside your room in my life."

The student stooped down. "Hullo!" he said, "here it is!" And the

valuable cigarette case was picked up from the corner of the room.

Kalipada determined to leave this lodging house as soon as ever he had

passed his Intermediate Examination, provided only he could get a

scholarship to enable him to do so.

Every year the students of the house used to have their annual Saraswati

Puja. Though the greater part of the expenses fell to the share of

Sailen, every one else contributed according to his means. The year

before, they had contemptuously left out Kalipada from the list of

contributors; but this year, merely to tease him, they came with their

subscription book. Kalipada instantly paid five rupees to the fund,

though he had no intention of participating in the feast. His penury

had long brought on him the contempt of his fellow lodgers, but this

unexpected gift of five rupees became to them insufferable. The

Saraswati Puja was performed with great A(C)clat and the five rupees could

easily have been spared. It had been hard indeed for Kalipada to part

with it. While he took the food given him in his landlord's house he had

no control over the time at which it was served. Besides this, since the

servants brought him the food, he did not like to criticise the dishes.

He preferred to provide himself with some extra things; and after the

forced extravagance of his five-rupee subscription he had to forgo all

this and suffered in consequence. His paroxysms of headache became more

frequent, and though he passed his examination, he failed to obtain the

scholarship that he desired.

The loss of the scholarship drove Kalipada to do extra work as a private

tutor and to stick to the same unhealthy room in the lodging house. The

students overhead had hoped that they would be relieved of his presence.

But punctually to the day the room was unlocked on the lower floor.

Kalipada entered, clad in the same old dirty check Parsee coat. A coolie

from Sealdah Station took down from his head a steel trunk and other

miscellaneous packages and laid them on the floor of the room; and a

long wrangle ensued as to the proper amount of pice that were due.

In the depths of those packages there were mango chutnies and other

condiments which his mother had specially prepared. Kalipada was aware

that, in his absence, the upper-story students, in search of a jest, did

not scruple to come into his room by stealth.

He was especially anxious to keep these home gifts from their cruel

scrutiny. As tokens of home affection they were supremely precious to

him; but to the town students, they denoted merely the boorishness of

poverty-stricken villagers. The vessels were crude and earthen, fastened

up by an earthen lid fixed on with paste of flour. They were neither

glass nor porcelain, and therefore sure to be regarded with insolent

disdain by rich town-bred people.

Formerly Kalipada used to keep these stores hidden under his bed,

covering them up with old newspapers. But this time he took the

precaution of always locking up his door, even if he went out for a few

minutes. This still further roused the spleen of Sailen and his party.

It seemed to them preposterous that the room which was poor enough to

draw tears from the eyes of the most hardened burglar should be as

carefully guarded as if it were a second Bank of Bengal.

"Does he actually believe," they said among themselves, "that the

temptation will be irresistible for us to steal that Parsee coat?"

Sailen had never visited this dark and mildewed room from which the

plaster was dropping. The glimpses that he had taken, while going

up-stairs,--especially when, in the evening, Kalipada, the upper part of

his body bare, would sit poring over his books with a smoky lamp beside

him,--were enough to give him a sense of suffocation. Sailen asked his

boon companions to explore the room below and find out the treasure

which Kalipada had hidden. Everybody felt intensely amused at the

proposal.

The lock on Kalipada's door was a cheap one, which had the magnanimity

to lend itself to any key. One evening when Kalipada had gone out to his

private tuition, two or three of the students with an exuberant sense of

humour took a lantern and unlocked the room and entered. It did not need

a moment to discover the pots of chutney under the bed, but these hardly

seemed valuable enough to demand such watchful care on the part of

Kalipada. A further search disclosed a key on a ring under the pillow.

They opened the steel trunk with the key and found a few soiled clothes,

books and writing material. They were about to shut the box in disgust

when they saw, at the very bottom, a packet covered by a dirty

handkerchief. On uncovering three or four wrappers they found a currency

note of fifty rupees. This made them burst out into peals of laughter.

They felt certain that Kalipada was harbouring suspicion against the

whole world in his mind because of this fifty rupees!

The meanness of this suspicious precaution deepened the intensity of

their contempt for Kalipada. Just then, they heard a foot-step outside.

They hastily shut the box, locked the door, and ran upstairs with the

note in their possession.

Sailen was vastly amused. Though fifty rupees was a mere trifle, he

could never have believed that Kalipada had so much money in his trunk.

They all decided to watch the result of this loss upon that queer

creature downstairs.

When Kalipada came home that night after his tuition was over, he was

too tired to notice any disorder in his room. One of his worst attacks

of nervous headache was coming on and he went straight to bed.

The next day, when he brought out his trunk from under the bed and took

out his clothes, he found it open. He was naturally careful, but it was

not unlikely, he thought, that he had forgotten to lock it on the day

before. But when he lifted the lid he found all the contents

topsy-turvy, and his heart gave a great thud when he discovered that

the note, given to him by his mother, was missing. He searched the box

over and over again in the vain hope of finding it, and when his loss

was made certain, he flung himself upon his bed and lay like one dead.

Just then, he heard footsteps following one another on the stairs, and

every now and then an outburst of laughter from the upper room. It

struck him, all of a sudden, that this was not a theft: Sailen and his

party must have taken the note to amuse themselves and make laughter out

of it. It would have given him less pain if a thief had stolen it. It

seemed to him that these young men had laid their impious hands upon his

mother herself.

This was the first time that Kalipada had ascended those stairs. He ran

to the upper floor,--the old jersey on his shoulders,--his face flushed

with anger and the pain of his illness. As it was Sunday, Sailen and his

company were seated in the verandah, laughing and talking. Without any

warning, Kalipada burst upon them and shouted:

"Give me back my note!"

If he had begged it of them, they would have relented; but the sight of

his anger made them furious. They started up from their chairs and

exclaimed:

"What do you mean, sir? What do you mean? What note?"

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