_Still much embarrassed to support Appearances.—Meet
with the Surgeon of a Frigate.—Our Conversation and its
Result.—Negotiation set on foot with the Captain.—I obtain
an Appointment as Midshipman.—Fitted out by my Friends in
the most liberal manner.—Join my Ship.—Delighted with my new
Situation.—Account of my Messmates, and other Matters._
I had continued some months in this course of life, and was frequently
reduced to very great shifts; on these occasions I had recourse to those
accommodating persons, called pawnbrokers, who obligingly lend money at
the moderate interest of seventy-three hundred per cent.! as has been
clearly proved in a late publication. I sometimes raised the wind by my
old expedient of obtaining goods on credit, called in the cant language
_maceing_: these I converted into ready money for immediate purposes.
By such artifices I contrived to support a genteel appearance, though
sometimes bordering on the shabby. My principal enjoyments, indeed, were
not of the most extravagant nature, with the exception of theatrical
amusements. I commonly spent my evenings (if not at the Blue Lion), at
some genteel porter or chop-house, frequented chiefly by attornies’
clerks and the neighbouring tradesmen; where I enjoyed a pipe and an
evening paper, and at the same time listened to the conversation of the
surrounding guests, amusing myself with their various characters and
peculiarities. I frequently dined, from the same motives, at different
ordinaries, particularly one at the Saracen’s-Head, Snow-Hill.
One day, after dining at this house, I adjourned to the coffee-room, and,
seating myself in a box, called for a glass of negus, and a daily paper.
I was soon joined by a gentleman of a very prepossessing aspect, who I
perceived, by the buttons on his coat, to be a warrant officer in the
navy. After the customary compliments, we entered into conversation; and
he soon let me understand that he was surgeon of a frigate called the
Astræa.
Delighted with an opportunity of expatiating on my favourite topic,
I asked many questions concerning the service; and the eagerness of
my manner convinced this gentleman that I had a strong inclination to
enter into it. He appeared pleased with my vivacity of manner, and the
pertinence of my remarks; and having extracted from me a confession of my
inclinations, and a brief account of my family and expectancies, he, with
the greatest kindness, undertook to write in my favour to Captain Dacres,
his commander, who was then at his seat in Devonshire, the frigate being
in dock at Sheerness; assuring me there was little doubt of my obtaining
a midshipman’s birth, provided my friends would consent to it, and fit
me out in a suitable manner for the occasion. I was in raptures at the
result of this fortunate meeting; and expressing the warmest gratitude
for such friendship shewn to an utter stranger, assured Mr. Kennedy
(for this was the surgeon’s name), of my choice being approved by my
grandfather, who anxiously wished me to fix on some profession, which
might afford a prospect of future independence. It was therefore settled
that Mr. Kennedy should write to the Captain without delay, and that
I should immediately entreat my grandfather to sanction my views, and
to write also to Capt. Dacres, requesting his approbation and commands
respecting me. Mr. Kennedy further recommended that I should, in the
interim, take a trip to Sheerness, and wait on the commanding-officer,
Mr. Rowley, who was then, with the Astræa’s crew, on board the Carolina
hulk, during the frigate’s repair. For this end he furnished me with a
line of introduction to Lieut. Rowley, and added that he should himself
be at Sheerness, where his family resided, in a few days. He observed
that I should be much amused with the excursion, as I had never been on
board a king’s ship, and that I should also open an acquaintance with the
young gentlemen who, in all probability, were to be my future messmates
and companions.
I immediately wrote in the most pressing terms to my grandfather,
assuring him that his refusal to ratify my choice would render me
completely miserable; but that if I was indulged in my desire, I would
never again become troublesome to any of my friends, or betray any future
signs of inconstancy or caprice. I concluded with expressing my hopes of
his receiving a favourable answer from the captain, and that I should in
a few days have this intimation communicated in a letter from himself,
approving of the steps I had taken.
Having so done, I equipped myself as handsomely as my means would admit,
and the next day set out for Sheerness, where I arrived in high spirits,
and proceeded on board the Carolina. On presenting my credentials to
the first lieutenant, I was very politely received, and invited to
the ward-room, where I was introduced to several other officers, who,
on learning my intentions, and that I was recommended by the doctor,
welcomed me in the kindest terms, and highly commended my spirit. After
refreshing myself, Mr. Rowley sent for a midshipman, whom he requested
to shew me every attention, and to introduce me to his messmates as a
person likely soon to become a brother Mid. This young man obeyed with
the greatest pleasure, and I soon became perfectly at home. My conductor
next took me through every part of the hulk, and I was both pleased and
astonished at the novelty of the objects I met with. The hulk had been
a line-of-battle ship, and her interior was, of course, extensive and
capacious. The decks were crowded with hucksters, who exposed provisions,
fruits, and other articles for sale. Groups of sailors with their girls
were seen dancing to the music of a fiddle or a fife; others were engaged
at cards, draughts, _&c._ Grog was every where the order of the day; but
still the most perfect regularity and cleanliness pervaded every part
of this wooden world. Having satisfied my curiosity, I returned to the
midshipmen’s birth, which was merely a large space in the after-part of
the orlop deck, enclosed with canvass, to render it warm and private.
I obtained from these young gentlemen a list of such clothes, books,
instruments, _&c._, as were requisite to form a genteel out-fit; and an
estimate of the probable cost of the whole, which I found to be at least
80_l._ I now received, by the ward-room steward, an invitation to dine
with the lieutenants, _&c._ The party was increased by the company of
some ladies from the shore, and the repast was excellent. Wit, wine, and
grog, abounded, and I now conceived I had found the sphere of life in
which I could enjoy unalloyed happiness. After sitting a reasonable time,
I expressed a wish to view the town of Sheerness, the dock-yard, _&c._,
and requested Mr. Rowley to permit the midshipman before-mentioned to
go on shore with me. To this he kindly assented, and ordered a boat to
be manned on purpose; stipulating, however, that we should return at a
reasonable hour, and that I would make use of a spare cot, in the cabin
of the third lieutenant, who was absent on leave. My kind young friend
shewed me the objects most worthy of remark; and we then adjourned to
the Marlborough-head inn, where we took some coffee, and about eight
o’clock returned to the hulk. My conductor, having reported his return
to the first lieutenant, wished me good night, and I took a seat at the
ward-room table, where the party was now reduced to the first and second
lieutenants, the master, purser, and lieutenant of marines. I now found
that grog was to be the order of the night also; but as I had never
been accustomed to that beverage, in the way they drank it, I could
not help betraying my dislike; on which Mr. Rowley, in a good-humoured
way, assured me that I should never make a sailor without I could learn
to drink grog. I was therefore constrained to make a glass, which I
did pretty stiff, as the sailors term it; and its inspiring qualities
soon caused me to banish all reserve. Mr. Rowley conversed with great
appearance of regard on my future prospects; gave me a most amiable
character of the captain; and instructed me in the outlines of my duty,
as well as in the conduct I ought to pursue for my own advantage. He
informed me, the Astræa would be undocked in about three weeks, and that
I had therefore no time to lose in equipping myself.
After as pleasant and rational an evening as I ever remember to have
spent, I retired to rest in the neat little cabin, I have before
mentioned; and slept for the first time in my life on salt-water. The
next morning, after breakfast, I had the pleasure of seeing my worthy
friend, the surgeon, who had just arrived from town. He insisted on my
dining with himself and family ashore; I therefore took a respectful
leave of Mr. Rowley, and the other gentlemen in the ward-room; a most
cordial farewell of my brother Mids, as I was proud to call them; and,
receiving the wishes of all parties for my speedy return to join the
ship, I accompanied Mr. Kennedy on shore. I spent a pleasant day at his
lodgings, and in the evening set out on my return to London, highly
pleased with my excursion, and indulging the most pleasing hopes of
future happiness.
In a week’s time, I had the pleasure of receiving a letter from my
grandfather, wherein he informed me that my entreaties were granted,
though with much reluctance on the part of most of my friends; and
enclosing a handsome letter from Captain Dacres, who expressed his
willingness to receive me as a midshipman on board His Majesty’s ship
Astræa, out of respect to the recommendation of his surgeon, and because
he would not defeat the hopes of a young man who might one day prove an
ornament to the service. My grandfather concluded with desiring I would
immediately come down to S⸺shire, for the purpose of taking leave of
my friends and receiving the necessary sum to defray the expenses of my
equipment.
I obeyed this welcome summons without delay, and, after a stay of several
days at S⸺, I took an affectionate leave of all my relatives, who could
not divest themselves of anxiety on my account; and returned to town
with nearly 100_l._ in my pocket, my other friends having contributed
liberally to assist my grandfather in this emergency.
On arriving in town, I took lodgings in the New Exchange Coffee-house
in the Strand, being a house frequented by naval officers, and to which
Lieutenant Rowley had recommended me. My first care was to purchase a
large and strong chest, which having sent to my lodgings, I proceeded to
buy linen, bedding, uniforms, books, _&c._ _&c._; and of course, did not
forget an elegant hanger, a dirk, and a cocked-hat, richly bound with
gold lace.
I was so diligent in this affair, that in ten days I had every thing
ready; and, embarking with my luggage on board a Sheerness packet, the
same day sailed down the river Thames. After a favourable passage,
we arrived at Sheerness; and, as we passed through the fleet, I had
the pleasure of seeing my ship lashed alongside the Carolina, having
the preceding day come out of dock. As soon as the sloop anchored, I
went on board the hulk, and was received with kind encouragement by
my superior officers, and with the most lively pleasure by my future
messmates. Mr. Rowley very kindly sent the cutter to bring my chest,
_&c._, from the packet; and I was then formally introduced by that
gentleman to the midshipmen’s birth. After a jovial evening, spent in
festivity and merriment, I retired to my hammock, in which I slept well,
notwithstanding the novelty of my situation. The next day was spent in
overhauling my chest, as the young tars termed an inspection of its
contents; and I had the pleasure to find, that my judgment and taste in
the purchases I had made, were universally approved of. Day after day
increased the happiness I felt in my novel and respectable situation; and
my gratitude to those who were, under Providence, the promoters of my
good fortune.
The mess of which I was become a member, consisted of eleven persons;
namely, nine midshipmen of different ages, the captain’s clerk, and
surgeon’s mate: the latter was a most curious character, a Welshman
named Jones; and reminded me, on a very short acquaintance, of Morgan in
_Roderic Random_, whom he resembled in many particulars: and I soon found
that he was, like him, a kind of butt for the others to exercise their
waggery upon; but in the main he was a good-hearted, inoffensive young
man. The captain’s clerk was a genteel youth, who had served under his
present commander several years, and was in expectation of being soon
promoted to the rank of purser, through his interest. Of the rest, two or
three were midshipmen who had also served nearly the limited term; one
a master’s mate, and the rest youngsters of different ages. The whole
were of good families, and liberally supported by their friends. I was
called upon to subscribe my monthly quota towards the mess, which was
received by one of the senior members, acting as caterer; and a plentiful
sea-stock of all necessary comforts was daily accumulating, preparatory
to our approaching cruise in the North-sea, to which station the Astræa
belonged.
About a week after my joining the ship, the captain came on board,
received me very politely, and gave me the best advice as to my future
conduct. He was an old officer who had been at sea from his youth,
possessed an excellent heart, and a most conciliating address, blended
with the bluntness and unaffected good humour peculiar to seamen. He
was advanced in years at the time I served under him; and I perceive
by a late _Navy List_ that his long and meritorious services have been
rewarded with the post of Governor of the Naval Asylum, an institution
which does honour to the country and the government that established it.