XXVI

A long, long silence....

At first I struggled with all my soul to keep cool and indifferent,

preserving on my features the mask of disdain which I had somehow

imprinted there. But little by little I could feel that the hold I had

on my nerves was growing steadily weaker. My Adventure was beginning

to show a semi-supernatural aspect the very indefiniteness of which

gradually paralyzed my courage as my motor centers had been paralyzed

an hour or more before. So much so that eventually I grew alarmed

lest my captors perceive the uncontrollable anxiety that was taking

possession of me: I suddenly arose, and with the idea of hiding the

expression on my face, I walked several steps away down the room.

Still without moving, asleep perhaps, the Marquis Gaspard seemed not

to notice. Not so the Count François nor the Vicomte Antoine, however.

They, with a perfection of courtesy and with no trace of irony so

far as I could see, inquired as to whether I were tired, or indeed

impatient.

“Monsieur,” the count spoke up solicitously, “be so kind as to excuse

the slowness of all this. If I have accurately divined my father’s

idea, I assure you it is a very bold one, and care in preparation is a

matter of unavoidable necessity. We have before us, unless I am quite

mistaken, one of the most delicate operations magnetic science knows;

and the Marquis Gaspard, with a proper caution, is summoning every

particle of energy at his command. Believe me, Monsieur: he will need

it all!”

I had stopped, and was looking at the man as he began speaking; but my

eyes now turned instinctively toward the strange apparatus which he and

his son had but recently put in position on the easel.

“That lens which you are examining,” the Vicomte Antoine explained, “is

used for concentrating the magnetic flow on the spot desired. It is

made of a special compound invented by the Count de Saint Germain, and

it has the power of refracting electrical waves just as glass refracts

rays of light. By such inventions and after numberless unsuccessful

experiments, the famous count, and my grandfather in his footsteps,

were enabled to master the natural magnetism they possessed in their

own bodies, and in consequence to obtain results which are rivalled

by nothing that your alienists, your psychiatrists--that is what you

call them, is it not?--nor even your wonder-working mediums, have ever

dreamed of. You will soon be convinced, I warrant you. The operation

that is probably to be tried tonight will furnish you with a prodigious

demonstration!”

In spite of my ghastly desperation, I raised my eyebrows inquiringly.

The vicomte shook his head, with a significant nod towards his

grandfather.

“The marquis did not deem fit to discuss his project with us, nor

even to reveal it in any precise detail to you. I should hardly

regard myself as authorized to go into the matter more fully at

present; but without divulging anything essential, I may ask

whether you are familiar with a term from the jargon of the occult

sciences--‘exteriorization’? You must have witnessed, at one time or

another, the evocation of a so-called spirit by a medium?”

The question seemed so utterly inane that I did not answer.

“I have, anyway,” the vicomte continued, overlooking my silence. “I

remember having seen something of the sort with my own eyes. Two

fairly skillful performers, one of whom called himself a medium, were

entertaining a number of people, myself among them, in a darkened room

in Paris; and one day they actually succeeded in producing a luminous

shadow of an approximately human form; and this, they claimed, was

the ghost of I forget what famous personage. That part of it was all

a hoax, of course; though the shadow itself was not by any means. You

could see it as plain as day, and almost touch it. There is no doubt in

my mind that the practitioner in question was in possession of some of

the same processes which we are using all the time, and got this shadow

from his colleague by a kind of ‘exteriorization,’ as they call it.

This, to be sure, was all a very crude affair; but it does suggest some

of the things we do in getting our life-workers to surrender a certain

number of their cells or atoms to us; and it resembles more closely

still the method we shall employ in a few moments ... but I think I

have said too much already....”

He stopped, with an expression of mortification on his face; and the

Count François spoke up, as though to detract attention from his son’s

last words:

“Monsieur, it is hardly worth while to discuss that subject now,

inasmuch as you will have full light upon it soon. I am going to seize

this opportunity to congratulate you. Whatever you may be thinking of

your experiences this night, it is really a piece of singular good

fortune that has befallen you. Here you are an ordinary mortal, thrown

by accident into the company of the Ever-living Men and forced, by an

equally fortunate train of events, to share their lives for a certain

length of time. Oh no, I beg of you--do not imagine I am bantering!

Just consider! You people can count on less than a hundred years of

life; and you are obliged, in consequence, to live in a perpetual

hurry, thinking, talking, acting forever in a rush, bolting your

daily bread, so to speak. Since you have to live rapidly in order to

live at all, you never really know what living means, nor do you ever

taste the infinite sweetness that life holds at bottom. Monsieur,

the besetting thought that death is nearer by each moment must quite

inhibit meditation and soil every leisure hour; and thoughtful idleness

I regard as the one true delight, which far outstrips in consoling

power the false and disappointing joys of sensuous indulgence. In

enjoining on us to perpetuate not our youth but our maturer manhood,

the Count de Saint Germain thought he was imposing on us a painful

sacrifice that would, however, in the end prove well worth while.

Over a long period of years, he himself had never tired of a most

stormy voyage on the seas of human passion; and he ended in shipwreck

on the shoals laid in his course by a tress of golden hair. I wonder

if he ever realized that he was missing the haven of real happiness

through fundamental misapprehension on his own part of the relative

value of things? Now to judge by the interest you seem to show in a

certain woman--a good-looking woman, I grant you, but noteworthy in no

other way that I can see--you must still be ignorant of the fatuity

of carnal satisfactions, when these are compared with the joys that

purely spiritual pleasures bring--through eyes, for example, that have

learned to sense the simple yet sublime beauties of a sky reddened by

the setting sun or of clouds touched with silver by a rising moon!”

The Vicomte Antoine raised an arm in a gesture of sanguine enthusiasm:

“The savor of such enjoyments never cloys, Monsieur; and while you

are our guest, I hope to have the opportunity of revealing to you two

wonders that Mortal Men have never learned to taste: Night, Monsieur,

and Day. The age to which you belong has stubbornly and blindly limited

its vision to the mechanical arts, seeking an absurd perfection of

bodily comfort and well-being which is useless and contemptible once

it has been attained. Your generation has quite lost sight of the

gratifications that naturally come to life; and, losing these from

view, it has of course lost the power to appreciate them. You, for

instance, just a few hours ago, were walking with me out on the

heath. It was raining and the night was menacing with storm. I am sure

your mind was engrossed with the slippery muddy path, the cold wet

bushes--all the discomforts, in short. Did you once raise your eyes to

the romantic splendors with which we were surrounded--those frowning

brows of the hills, their crests piercing the pearly mantle of mist and

fog in aspiration toward that upper wrapping of transparent silver that

Nature throws over her chilly shoulders?...”

I listened on in an amazement that for the moment quite mastered my

anxiety. These atrocious demons, these vampires, cannibals indeed since

they lived, after all, on human flesh and blood--how could they bring

themselves to affect such delicate and poetic hypocrisies? And my

thoughts went out to all the pitiable victims who entered that accursed

House of the Secret, strong robust young men and women, and left it

pale, fainting, emaciated invalids; all to the end that three beasts

of prey might eschew “the false and disappointing joys of sensuous

indulgence” for the higher ones that “purely spiritual pleasures bring.”

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