BOOK I.

THE JOURNALS

OF

MAJOR-GEN. C. G. GORDON, C.B.,

_AT KARTOUM_.

[Illustration: MAJOR-GEN. C. G. GORDON, C.B.]

THE JOURNALS

OF

MAJOR-GEN. C. G. GORDON, C.B.,

AT KARTOUM.

_PRINTED FROM THE ORIGINAL MSS._

INTRODUCTION AND NOTES

BY

A. EGMONT HAKE,

AUTHOR OF “THE STORY OF CHINESE GORDON,” ETC.

WITH PORTRAIT, TWO MAPS, AND THIRTY ILLUSTRATIONS AFTER SKETCHES

BY GENERAL GORDON.

[Illustration: LOGO]

LONDON:

KEGAN PAUL, TRENCH, & CO., 1 PATERNOSTER SQUARE.

1885.

LONDON:

PRINTED BY WILLIAM CLOWES AND SONS, LIMITED.

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PREFACE.

THE work of editing these Journals is at an end; it only remains

now for me to thank one of my oldest and most valued friends, whose

assistance in every way I wish most thoroughly to acknowledge: this

is Mr. Godfrey Thrupp. When it became obvious that the public demand

for the work made its completion in so short a time impossible—as the

conscientious achievement of one man—he generously came forward. His

knowledge of the East and his deep interest in the subject made him an

invaluable colleague.

A. EGMONT HAKE.

_June 11, 1885._

TABLE OF CONTENTS.

PAGE

Editor’s Preface v

Introduction by the Editor ix

General Gordon’s Position at Kartoum. By Sir Henry W.Gordon,

K.C.B. lv

The Mission of Colonel Sir Charles Wilson, R.E. By Sir Henry

W. Gordon, K.C.B. lxi

Description of the Journal. By Sir Henry W. Gordon, K.C.B. lxiv

Position of the Steamers, Dec. 14, 1884 lxvi

Journal, Book I.—Sept. 10 to Sept. 23, 1884 3

Journal, Book II.—Sept. 23 to Sept. 30, 1884 83

Journal, Book III.—Oct. 1 to Oct. 12, 1884 121

Journal, Book IV.—Oct. 12 to Oct. 20, 1884 183

Journal, Book V.—Oct. 20 to Nov. 5, 1884 213

Journal, Book VI.—Nov. 5 to Dec. 14, 1884 279

APPENDICES:—

BOOK I.

APPENDIX

A. Letter from Abdel Kader Ibrahim to General Gordon, and

General Gordon’s reply 399

A². Letters from Abderrahman en Najoomi and Abdullah en Noor

to General Gordon, and his reply 404

B. Letter from George Calamatino to General Gordon, and his

reply 409

D. Letter from the Ulema of Kartoum to the Mahdi 410

E. Letter from Faki Mustapha to Cassim el Moos 420

E¹. Upon the Slave Convention 425

F. Memorandum upon the defeat of Hicks’s army 426

G. Letter from General Gordon to Ibrahim Abdel Kader 428

K. Letter from Abdel Kader to General Gordon 430

L. Letters from Abderrahhman en Najoomi and Abdullah en Noor to

General Gordon 432

M. Letter from General Gordon to Sheikh Abderrahhman en Najoomi,

with his reply 438

N. Letters from Colonel Stewart and M. Herbin to General Gordon 442

BOOK IV.

P. Letter from Abou Gugliz to General Gordon 447

Q. Letters from Fakirs, and from Faki Mustapha, to the

Commandant of Omdurman Fort 447

R. Two letters from Slatin Bey to General Gordon 452

S. Letter from Slatin Bey to the Austrian Consul 455

The Insurrection of the False Prophet, 1881-83 456

BOOK V.

Q. Letters from Saleh Ibrahim of Galabat and Greek Consul at

Adowa to General Gordon and Greek Consul at Kartoum 511

R. Letter from Slatin Bey to General Gordon 519

T. Letter from the Mudir at Sennaar to General Gordon 520

U. Letter from the Mahdi to General Gordon with two enclosures,

with General Gordon’s answer; and letters from General Gordon

to the Mudir of Dongola 522

V. Manifesto of the Mahdi to the inhabitants of Kartoum 539

X. Letter from Major Kitchener to General Gordon, enclosing one

from Herr Roth, and a telegram 546

BOOK VI.

Y. Towfik’s Firman, and notice by General Gordon 550

AB. Letter from Khalifa Abdullah Mahomed to General Gordon 553

CD. Petition of the Ulema at Kartoum to the Khedive 556

EF. Organisation of the Soudan under Zubair 557

INTRODUCTION.

“Friends, Romans, countrymen, lend me your ears;

I come to bury Cæsar, not to praise him.

The evil that men do lives after them;

The good is oft interred with their bones.

* * * * *

Good friends, sweet friends, let me not stir you up

To such a sudden flood of mutiny.

They that have done this deed are honourable;

What private griefs they had, alas! I know not,

That made them do it; they are wise and honourable,

And will no doubt, with reasons answer you.

* * * * *

But were I Brutus,

And Brutus Antony, there were an Antony

Would ruffle up your spirits, and put a tongue

In every wound of Cæsar, that should move

The stones of Rome to rise and mutiny.”

THESE grand lines force themselves upon me, though maybe their analogy

is incomplete. Mark Antony was a casuist, and pleaded the cause of

revenge; I am only earnest in the cause of justice. Yet I trust in

my pleading to enable Englishmen to realise how great and how sad

is the loss of Charles Gordon, not only to those who loved him, but

to the cause of suffering humanity. Gordon is dead. We cannot bring

him back to life. Yet from his death we may learn at least how fit

he was to teach us while he lived, how fit to hold his country’s

honour in his hand, how fit to judge of what was right and what was

wrong. His journals are his last words to the world as much as they

are instruction and information to his Government, and Englishmen who

value England’s honour may well read them with a heavy heart—with eyes

dimmed by tears. I say Gordon is dead, and we cannot bring him back

to life, but we can do much he would have done for us _had he been

allowed to live_. His journals tell us how we can best repair mischief

already done (and I understand his words to apply rather to the English

people than to the Government which represents them), and they tell us

what is best for the Soudan. In the interest of this unhappy land he

devoted much of his life; in its interest he died. Let us then compare

the opposite conditions under which the people existed during Gordon’s

presence and absence, and in doing this let us mark well what Gordon

said during his life, and what his journals say for him now that he is

dead.

* * * * *

Gordon used to tell the story of how, when Said Pasha, Viceroy

of Egypt before Ismail, went up to the Soudan, so discouraged and

horrified was he at the misery of the people, that at Berber he threw

his guns into the river, declaring he would be no party to such

oppression. In this spirit Gordon went there as Governor of the Equator

in 1874, and in this spirit he expressed his views on the duties of

foreigners in the service of Oriental States. His ardent and unstudied

words are worthy of the deepest study. They breathe the kindliest

wisdom, the most prudent philanthropy; and it would be well if those

whose lot is thrown in barbarous lands would take them for a constant

guide. To accept government, only if by so doing you benefit the race

you rule; to lead, not drive the people to a higher civilisation;

to establish only such reforms as represent the spontaneous desire

of the mass; to abandon relations with your native land; to resist

other governments, and keep intact the sovereignty of the State whose

bread you eat; to represent the native when advising Ameer, Sultan

or Khedive, on any question which your own or any foreign government

may wish solved; and in this to have for prop and guide that which is

universally right throughout the world, that which is best for the

people of the State you serve.

Such were Gordon’s sentiments when he first entered upon his task;

well would it have been for Egypt, England, and the world, had his

successors taken them to heart and made them their ideal. In such a

case the peace, the happiness he brought to the Soudan might still have

been preserved.

Never perhaps in the histories of barbarous rule were the ideals of

justice and truth more needed than at this date (1874). Seven-eighths

of the population were slaves; the country swarmed with slave-hunters

and slave-dealers; and district governors, greedy for pelf, aided and

abetted them in their raids. So crushed were the remaining population

that they regarded all comers as their foes; so destitute that they

were ready and willing to exchange their own kin for cattle or for

grain. Their flocks and herds, like their kindred, had been robbed.

To sow they were afraid, for governors and slave-hunters never let

them reap; and if perchance they cultivated ground, it was a mere

patch hidden in some distant nook out of the enemy’s way. The maxims

of their rulers, prior to Gordon’s advent, had been that if the

natives—poor unenlightened blacks—did not act in the most civilised

fashion, then must they be punished; and when these rulers for their

own acts were brought to book, they cited the native custom of “plunder

no offence” in their own excuse. How the governors, in league with

dealers and hunters, had acted up to these precepts, was apparent

enough in the desolation which reigned around, for amid the jungle of

stunted trees and tall grasses not a soul was to be seen—all driven

away by the slavers in past years. With the Egyptian Government such

was the estimate of this waste, that it did service as a colony for

misdemeanants among Arab troops; and hundreds of these died from the

damp and the dulness of the scene. In other parts less than 100 men

dared not move from one station to another, in fear of the retaliating

tribes, and so far were these stations apart that it took six weeks to

communicate one with the other. In addition to this certain chieftains

who inhabited the borders of the great lakes were engaged in wars in

which the capture of slaves was the main motive.

Such, in brief, was the state of affairs between Kartoum and the

Lakes when Gordon made his journey thither; yet it afforded in no way

the only instance of oppression, anarchy or misrule in these lands.

In Kordofan and Darfour the slave-traffic was even more formidable

than here. In the latter province a war between the slave-dealers and

the Sultan’s troops was just concluded, and the two vast lands, with

Darfertit, had been made into a Homkumdircat, or Governor-General’s

district responsible to Cairo, and separated from the Soudan. But

Gordon’s work was for the present confined to laying down a chain of

posts between Gondokoro and the Lakes, and by this and other means

contributing to the welfare of the tribes and the confusion of the

slavers. To gain the confidence of the natives was his first care; and

to this end he ventured alone and unarmed into those isolated spots,

whither not less than a hundred men had dared to go. Then he showed

the people how they might sow their grain without fear, supplying them

with enough to live on until their wants were met; he also taught them

the use of money, and gave them task-work. It was infinitely little, he

said, among such a mass, but it was at any rate something, and might

perhaps enable him to solve the question whether the negroes would work

sufficiently to keep themselves if life and property were secured.

To give them this protection, he seized all convoys of slaves, and

ivory and cattle coming from the south, punished the slave-dealers, or

converted them into troops, for they were hard, active fellows, the

remnant of an ancient race; and designing and despotic governors he

despatched to Cairo or Kartoum. The slaves themselves, until he could

deliver them over to their kinsfolk, he kept, the cattle and the ivory

he confiscated, and with the proceeds swelled the Government treasury.

It would seem the fate of those who devote their lives to the cause of

humanity to be foiled instead of aided in their aim. In all his efforts

for the good of these blacks Gordon met with every form of interference

whence he might at least expect support. Ismail Pasha Yacoub, the

Governor-General of the Soudan, jealous of the new Governor of the

Equator and fearful of exposure from so conscientious a servant of the

State, put every obstacle in Gordon’s way; and the Khedive himself was

not always mindful of the many difficulties to be encountered. But

Gordon said, to blame the Khedive for his actions you must blame his

people, and blame their Creator; they act after their kind, and in the

fashion they were made. So that he took little heed of all this. He was

content to let it be widely known that the motto of his province would

henceforth be Hurryat (liberty); and this meant that no man should

interfere with another, that there should be an end to kidnapping

and all plunder, an end to despotic Pashas; and those who objected

were told that the motto included _their_ liberty to quit. Moreover,

he was of opinion that those who annexed the province needed as much

civilisation as those they attempted to civilise; and, whenever it was

necessary, in the interests of his people, he never hesitated to show

them that this was his view.

Still, though he succeeded in giving peace and happiness to the

people, in reforming the cruelties of Mudirs and Pashas, in settling

the disputes of warring chiefs, and in laying down the chain of posts

between Gondokoro and the Lakes: in making all these beneficent

reforms, his heart was ever burdened with the thought of how this new

and unaccustomed good would affect the people and their lands when,

as time went on, himself and his influence were removed, and his

successors, who understood his high intent as little as they understood

the people themselves, ruled in his stead. “I think, what right have

I to coax the natives to be quiet for them to fall into the hands of

rapacious Pashas? I think sometimes that through my influence I am

seducing the natives into a position where they will be a prey to my

Arab successor. They would never do for an Arab what they do for me. I

make friends with the tribes right and left.”

But, apart from these feelings, he was not satisfied; his success

in his own province had been complete, but, instead of meeting with

co-operation from the adjoining Soudan, he had encountered nothing

but interference from its then Governor-General, Ismail Pasha Yacoub,

to whose interests it was to let slavery go on. For this reason,

therefore, Gordon, after three years’ labour, resigned his post as

Governor of the Equator. But the step was taken in a wavering spirit;

and these are among his last words ere he left: “By retiring I do not

aid anything; by staying I keep my province safe from injustice and

cruelty in some degree. Why should I fear? Is man stronger than God?

Things have come to such a pass in these Mussulman countries that a

crisis must come about soon.”

These significant words, so terribly confirmed less then ten years

later, were uttered in September of 1876.

Gordon’s resignation soon led to his reinstatement on terms more

fitted to his views. In the new position he felt strongly that, great

as was the trust and the almost superhuman work expected of him, if

he did not entirely succeed at least he would not be hampered. He was

not only appointed Governor-General of the Soudan in Ismail Pasha

Yacoub’s stead; he was given authority such as none had previously

enjoyed—complete power, civil and military, with the life or death of

his subjects in his hand; and no man dare enter his dominions without

special leave. He had stipulated that this supreme command should

be independent of Cairo, for he knew the Egyptian authorities to be

in favour of the slave-trade. The undefined territory now his had

hitherto been subject to several governments—Arab, Egyptian, Turkish.

Henceforth Soudan was to mean the vast territory limited on the north

by Upper Egypt, on the south by the Lakes, on the east by Abyssinia and

the Red Sea, and on the west extending beyond Kordofan and the newly

acquired sultanate of Darfour—the whole roughly estimated at more than

1600 miles in length, and 700 miles in width. There were to be three

Vakeels or Sub-Governors: one for the original Soudan, another for

Darfour, and a third for the Red Sea, or Eastern Soudan.

The suppression of slavery, in which he had been so far successful

in his own province, and the improvement of communications, which he

had long declared to be the one means by which that traffic could

be effectually checked, were the two objects to which Gordon was to

specially direct his aim.

Remembering his recent experiences, he was fully prepared for the

condition of his new subjects. In his predecessor, Ismail Pasha Yacoub,

he had already recognised the quintessence of Egyptian cupidity and

Turkish misrule—the main cause of the people’s ruin. The experiences

of the first months of his administration only served to confirm his

worst fears; whithersoever he looked he saw an enlarged picture of

native misery and destitution, of alien cruelty and oppression he had

before witnessed. He saw that the Circassian Pashas, the Bashi-Bazouks,

the Arab soldiery, the slave-hunters, were by their acts fast goading

the people to revolt; that tribes which without their interference

would have been at peace were now at war; that towns which under

proper rule would have flourished were starving or besieged; and that

the land, otherwise fertile, was a waste. On every hand he found

caravans of packed slaves hungering and parching in the sun, far from

their homes and far from their goal, unless that goal were death;

deserts strewn with innumerable bones; armed bands of slave-hunters,

dogged by the vulture-like dealers, waiting and watching for further

prey; and over all these reigned the miscreant spirit of Zubair, the

slave-king, now ostensibly a prisoner at Cairo for past deeds, but

actually aiding and abetting this cruel war against man through his

son Suleiman, the chief of his deserted band. To remove Zubair’s

influence was as impossible of achievement as to cut off the demand

for slaves at Cairo, Constantinople, or Stamboul; but to break up

Suleiman and his band lay within Gordon’s grasp, and, as one of the

main causes of trouble, he made it his foremost aim. How he did this

by the simple power of his presence, and how Suleiman and his six

thousand, after signal submission, again broke out into open revolt so

soon as Gordon’s presence was required elsewhere, affords one of the

most striking examples of the personal influence he had acquired. Alone

and himself unarmed he had temporarily succeeded in disarming these

rebels; but, this failing in permanent use, he effectually quelled them

in battle; then, to show his people, his Government, and the world

how great a wrong this slavery was, he ordered the summary execution

of the ringleaders. “With the death of Zubair’s son,” he said, “there

is an end of the slave-trade.” Never had the Government such a chance

of preventing its renewal. He had disbanded the Bashi-Bazouks, he

had dismissed the peculating Mudirs and Pashas; and when he left the

country, after a three years’ reign, the people blessed him, and begged

him to return.

Had he been allowed to act according to the letter and the spirit of

the Firman he received, it is most probable that he would never this

second time have resigned; but the overthrow of Ismail at Cairo and

the dissolution of the Dual Control had with other changes brought

new law-makers for the Soudan. Ismail, though in many respects an

imprudent ruler, had at least the merit of believing in his English

Governor-General, and of supporting him whenever it lay in his power.

Gordon’s lonely ride into the slavers’ camp at Shaka had fired the

ex-Khedive’s imagination, and it was observed that, whenever the Court

Pashas attempted to criticise Gordon’s methods of rule, the Khedive

referred them to this deed. Moreover, he openly acknowledged him as

his superior, and fought his battles as those of one who was above the

murmur of men. Gordon has, indeed, himself recorded how the Khedive

sent him a congratulatory letter on the suppression of Suleiman,

adding that during the time of his rule the ex-Khedive supported him

through thick and thin against his own Pashas and his own people;

and certain it is that to the files of petitions sent to him against

Gordon he would never listen. But when Towfik was set up it was a

different affair. Never was he heard to mention Zubair’s name. As

for the slave-trade, it was equally ignored. Nay, worse than this,

the Cairo Pashas, powerless in Ismail’s time, had now full sway, and

it being in their interests that the slave-trade should revive, the

choice of Gordon’s successor was settled among themselves. It fell

to Réouf Pasha, a man whom Sir Samuel Baker had already exposed as a

murderer, and whom Gordon had in 1877 turned out of Harrat for acts of

oppression. The appointment, therefore, meant nothing more nor less

than a declaration in favour of the slavers; and it was because Gordon

feared this result that he had said six months before, viz., in April

1879, that “If the liberation of slaves takes place in 1884, and _if

the present system of government goes on, there cannot fail to be a

revolt of the whole country_.” And again he says in 1878, “There is no

doubt that if the Government of France and England pay more attention

to the Soudan and see that justice is done, the disruption of the

Soudan from Cairo is only a matter of time. This disruption, moreover,

will not end the troubles for the Soudanese, though their allies in

Lower Egypt will carry on their efforts in Cairo itself.”[1]

How prophetic these words have since proved to be it is needless to

say. In April 1880, just a year later, Gordon wrote, as he left for

India:—

I have learned with equal pain and indignation that the Khedive

and his subordinate officers have permitted the resuscitation of

the slave-trade in Darfour and the other provinces of central and

equatorial Africa, and that fresh parties of slave-hunters are forming

at Obeyed in Kordofan, and that every order which I gave concerning

the suppression of this abomination has been cancelled.

The two missionaries—Wilson and Felkin—who have lately come down

from Uganda, passed through these districts, and they tell me that the

slave-hunters are all ready to start once more upon their detestable

trade, and that there is a very strong feeling abroad that all the

Europeans, including of course Gessi and the other officers who acted

under me, are about to be turned out of the country. This report, even

if it be untrue, will largely serve to lower the authority of the

European officers, and to render their work more difficult.

This news is very disheartening, especially when one realises the

immense misery which will ensue to the remains of these poor tribes of

helpless negroes.

The events which followed on these first examples of a wholesale

perversion of Gordon’s methods have proved over and over again the

value of his warning words; it is worthy of special remark that among

the causes of the great rebellion which ensued, as interpreted by

the English Government in their history and the insurrection of the

False Prophet,[2] not the religious fanaticism of the native tribes

has a foremost place, but the venality and oppression of by Egyptian

officials, the unjust manner of collecting the taxes, and, _above all,

the suppression of the slave-trade, which Gordon had repeatedly said

must lead to future troubles, unless accompanied by a proper system of

government_.

Thus the condition into which the Soudan drifted during Gordon’s

absence was due to deliberate neglect of the precautions he had urged.

Had the Egyptian Government watched and warded off the regeneration of

the slavers after Gordon dealt his final blow in Suleiman’s death; had

they set their face against the oppression and cupidity of their own

officials, the Soudan might still have been at peace, as Gordon left

it in 1879. But the new rulers were in favour of slavery, in favour

of oppression, in favour of _backsheesh_; and “a revolt of the whole

country” was their reward.

* * * * *

It is needless to do more than briefly recall the events preceding

those related by Gordon himself in these Journals. Every one remembers

his going, and the triumph of his journey and reception in the Soudan;

the wide welcome which his first Proclamation received, and the

fortunes of the peace policy he at first endeavoured to pursue. Every

one remembers how, before he had been in Kartoum a week, he issued

a further Proclamation, warning the rebellious against forcing him

to severe measures. The Sheikhs and people were anxious to be loyal;

without Government protection they would be forced, in self-defence,

to join the Mahdi. This Colonel Stewart had discovered in his journey

up the White Nile. For this reason Zubair was asked for, the only man

of enough prestige to hold the country together. A Pasha among the

Shaggyeh irregulars, a tribe wavering between loyalty and revolt, and

blockaded at Halfyeh, outside the city,—to him were open sources of

information closed to the English Governor-General. Zubair would prove

stronger than the Mahdi, and the Mahdi must be “smashed up;” otherwise,

not only would peace and the evacuation of Kartoum be impossible,

but Egypt itself would be in danger. This state of affairs and the

measures necessary for a new departure being alike unacceptable to Her

Majesty’s Government, Gordon thereupon used, as he had every right to

do, the resources to his hand. His predictions as to what would result

if Zubair were not sent up were soon realised. The rebels gradually

gathered round the city, besieged its outlying suburbs, and cut the

communications. His suffering subjects, unable to hold out, were

either killed or, escaping, went over to the enemy. In some cases he

managed to drive the rebels from the trenches of Kartoum, and even to

relieve the beleagured villages, and return loaded with ammunition and

stores; in others, his army of defence, composed largely of Egyptians

and Bashi-Bazouks, encountered miserable defeat. These expeditions

were made in small steamers, armoured with boiler plates and carrying

mountain guns, with wooden mantlets of his own contriving. On one

occasion the rebels so harassed the city that Gordon resolved on a

sortie; but no sooner had the rebels retired to a place of safety

than five of his own commanders charged back on their men and aided

the rebels, who suddenly leaped from their hiding-place, driving the

affrighted army back to Kartoum. In this treacherous and cowardly

affair the loss on both sides was great; but the disgrace was the

besiegers’, and of it they showed their sense by crying out for justice

on the traitors. Two of them were tried and found guilty, and were

shot by the men they had outraged. Henceforth the city was exposed to

the attacks of the Mahdi’s troops; the streets, the Mission House, the

Palace were hourly shelled; citizens died as they passed from end to

end; but the Governor-General, always exposed as in old days, though

daily inspecting the lines or pacing the Palace roof, escaped unhurt.

Meantime the strength of the rebellion grew with every day; the Mahdi,

still at El Obeyed, had despatched his emissaries in all directions;

around Suakin, Berber, Shendy, Kassala, the rebels rapidly recruited

their ranks. The would-be loyal fell from sheer collapse; they were

unable to help themselves. All chance of relief was gone, and the rebel

leaders re-echoed in jeering tones the Governor-General’s reiterated

words, “The English are coming.” Then Berber, the main link between

Kartoum and Cairo, cried out for help, but like those at Tokar and

those at Sinkat, it cried out in vain. To do as he pleased was the

answer sent to its hitherto loyal Governor; and, to save his people

and himself, he joined the Mahdi’s hordes. In his triumph, the False

Prophet despatched two dervishes to Kartoum, to ask if Gordon would

himself become a follower of the Imam, the Expected One; but they were

told that no terms could be made while Kartoum held its ground.

All hope of a peace, all hope of aid from his own Government or

country, being at an end, Gordon forthwith began to provision the

town, and to take such steps as would ensure a safe means of defence

and attack. Money was scarce, so a paper currency was established,

and three of the wealthier citizens were called upon to advance sums

on the Governor-General’s security. Their arrears were paid, the poor

were succoured, and rations issued. All possible precautions were taken

for the safety of the people. Mines were contrived, torpedoes laid,

and broken glass and wire entanglements arranged, and watchers posted

everywhere. The blacks quartered in the poorer district of the town

were made to serve, and all men ordered to bear arms; the staple food

of officers was biscuit, and dhoora was given the men. Having made all

his arrangements on land, he now turned his attention to the Nile; and,

as in the campaign against the Taipings, so in this desperate struggle

with the Arabs, he organized out of the wretched materials at hand a

fleet such as the rebels could not withstand. Thus he avenged defeat,

drew in stores and guns, and held the enemy at bay. So that for eleven

long months, spite of mutiny, cowardice and treachery within, and the

constant attacks from the enemy without, he held his own; and to spare,

out of the little navy he had built, a steamer for the conveyance of

his comrades, Stewart, Power, Herbin, and the Greeks. Moreover, when at

last the news of the English Expedition arrived, he was further able

to send down three other boats to Metemma for their use. It is at this

point, when vainly watching day and night for English help, that the

Journals begin. How his time was passed till we should come, how he

viewed our chances of success, and how he proposed to act if we at last

did arrive—this is a story which the Journals tell themselves.

* * * * *

I have endeavoured to show the conditions under which the people of

the Soudan existed during Gordon’s absence and during his presence.

The contrast is sufficient to enable the world to believe that if

any man were capable of restoring order to the country, that man was

Gordon. But when he left England for the Soudan as the Envoy of Her

Majesty’s Government, he had no authority to _act_, for his mission was

only to advise. He was to report to Her Majesty’s Government on the

military situation in the Soudan, and on the measures which it might

be deemed advisable to take for the security of the Egyptian garrisons

still holding positions in that country, and for the safety of the

European population in Kartoum; and, further, upon the manner in which

the safety and good administration of the Egyptian Government of the

ports on the sea coast could best be secured. So far then all _action_

lay in the hands of the Government to which Gordon was to make his

report: the administrators were to be Her Majesty’s Ministers and their

representative at Cairo, while Gordon was to be their informant, and

perhaps subsequently their agent, to carry out such measures as they

might think fit to adopt. With this arrangement in view, all who knew

Gordon’s character and antecedents felt that the only chance for the

Soudan lay in Her Majesty’s Government first accepting such suggestions

as he might append to his report, and, second, in their giving him

_carte blanche_ to carry out those suggestions in his own way. Little

heed was paid to the clause which said, “You will consider yourself

authorised and instructed to perform such other duties as the Egyptian

Government may desire to entrust to you,” for its possible value seemed

upset by the concluding sentence, “and as may be communicated to you by

Sir E. Baring.” Yet this clause, strangely enough, enabled Gordon to

hold a position over which even Her Majesty’s Government could have no

control, unless they openly declared the annexation of Egypt and the

Soudan. The Egyptian Government, that is the Khedive and his ministers,

elected again to appoint Gordon Governor-General of the Soudan; Gordon

elected to accept that appointment; and Her Majesty’s Government

elected to sanction the acceptance, in an official communication

forwarded to him through their representative, Sir E. Baring. From this

moment Gordon’s position was entirely altered. Her Majesty’s Government

and the Egyptian Government agreed that his mission was no longer to

be one of mere reporting. He was to “_evacuate the Soudan, and the

Egyptian Government had the fullest confidence in his judgment and

knowledge of the country, and of his comprehension of the general line

of policy to be pursued; and no effort was to be wanting on the part of

the Cairo authorities, whether English or Egyptian, to afford him all

the co-operation and support in their power_.”

When it became an established fact that General Gordon,

Governor-General of the Soudan, had been sent up to evacuate the

garrisons of the country, it also became an established fact that the

method of conducting that evacuation had passed out of the hands of

Her Majesty’s Government; and one may also say it had virtually passed

out of the hands of the Egyptian Government while Gordon held the

Firman of the Khedive. Therefore, as this Firman was never cancelled

from the day of Gordon’s departure from Cairo to the day of his death

at Kartoum, and as it said, amongst other things, “We do hereby

appoint you Governor-General of the Soudan, and we trust that you

will carry out our good intentions for the establishment of justice

and order, and that you will assure the peace and prosperity of the

people of Soudan by maintaining the security of the roads open, &c.,”

it is as unfair as it is illogical to talk about “_General Gordon

having exceeded the instructions conveyed to him by Her Majesty’s

Government_.” These instructions were neither more nor less than those

conveyed to him by the Khedive of Egypt, who actually delegated his

own power to his Governor-General. To exceed his instructions was an

impossibility; to fulfil or to disappoint all the hopes expressed in

them was a possibility dependent solely on the good or bad faith of the

Governments who employed him.

* * * * *

The fact that Gordon held his commission in Her Majesty’s service

and the Governor-Generalship of the Soudan at the same time, in no

way compromised him with Her Majesty’s Government in regard to their

wishes as to how this or that should be done, or as to how this or that

should be left undone: yet he tried earnestly to identify himself with

their wishes as far as in doing so he could keep faith with the people

he was endeavouring to assist, and with whom he began to compromise

himself. That he was justified in so doing there should be no shadow

of doubt even in the minds of Mr. Gladstone’s ministry. The wishes of

the Khedive were accepted by Gordon as the wishes of Her Majesty’s

Government, and he had begun to act, _i.e._ to compromise himself with

the Soudanese and the beleaguered garrisons before he reached Kartoum.

These are the Khedive’s wishes as expressed in a letter to Gordon,

dated January 26th, 1884:—

EXCELLENCY,

You are aware that the object of your arrival here and of your mission

to the Soudan is to carry into execution the evacuation of those

territories, and to withdraw our troops, civil officials, and such

of the inhabitants, together with their belongings, as may wish to

leave for Egypt. We trust that your Excellency will adopt the most

effective measures for the accomplishment of your mission in this

respect, and that, after completing the evacuation, you will take

the necessary steps for establishing an organised Government in the

different provinces of the Soudan, for the maintenance of order, and

the cessation of all disasters and incitement to revolt.

We have full confidence in your tried abilities and tact, and are

convinced that you will accomplish your mission according to our

desire.

The Khedive could hardly have written this letter had he imagined

Lord Granville would telegraph three months later to Gordon, saying

that “undertaking military expeditions was beyond the scope of the

commission he held, and at variance with the pacific policy which was

the purpose of his mission to the Soudan.”

Effective measures for the accomplishment of General Gordon’s mission

included the possibility and great probability of serious fighting in

the interest of a pacific policy, and it is strange if Lord Granville

were unable to grasp that fact when he endorsed the Khedive’s Firman.

So far I have advanced only a few of the innumerable proofs of Gordon’s

authority to act as he thought fit; as to his capabilities and his

judgment it is unnecessary to speak. Of those who subsequently would

not accept his judgment, one, Mr. Gladstone, said, “It was our duty,

whatever we might feel, to beware of interfering with Gordon’s plans,

and before we adopted any scheme that should bear that aspect (_i.e._

the aspect of interference), to ask whether _in his judgment_ there

would or would not be such an interference.” The other, Sir Charles

Dilke, said, “He is better able to _form a judgment_ than anybody.

He will have, I make no doubt, every support he can need in the

prosecution of his mission.”

Personally I do not believe that a single Cabinet Minister doubted

Gordon’s authority to act as he thought fit, nor do I believe a single

Cabinet Minister doubted either his capabilities or his judgment. It

was only when the Government realised how strong that authority was;

how significantly Gordon proposed to wield it, and how he meant to call

upon his country to support him in what was right, irrespective of

party feeling and of prejudiced public opinion, that references were

made to “_General Gordon’s peculiar views_” and to “_his disobedience

of orders_.” I would let the latter remark pass as unworthy of further

comment, were it not for the fact that it has become a common phrase

among the working classes in the North of England, when they are either

speaking of or are spoken to about General Gordon. Now I sincerely

trust and believe that the Journals will be read eagerly by the working

classes; they cannot occupy their leisure time better than in reading

them, and, indeed, in learning much of them by heart. I would say then,

to these people, _Do not believe that General Gordon was disobedient to

his Government._ His Government permitted him to accept the Khedive’s

Firman, appointing him Governor-General of the Soudan, with full

powers, civil and military, and the Khedive desired him to “evacuate

the garrisons of the country, and to restore order;” and the way in

which this was to be done was left to the discretion of the man who

had to do it. I would also ask these people to note particularly that

the Khedive did not tell him to evacuate the garrisons of Kartoum and

leave the other garrisons in the lurch; did not tell him to sacrifice

everything rather than engage in military operations against the Mahdi;

did not tell him to identify his interests with those of the people and

then to get away as best he could, and to leave the people to their

fate. Had the Khedive told him to do this, he would never have accepted

the Governor-Generalship of the Soudan; and, when his own Government

suggested this method as a way out of difficulties, the substance of

his numerous replies was, “Our relative positions do not justify you in

giving me such orders. I can only accept them as your wishes; and the

duty I owe to myself, as a God-fearing and an honourable man, prevents

me being able to comply with them.”

When Gordon telegraphed to Sir E. Baring, “You must see that you

could not recall me nor could I possibly obey until the Cairo employés

get out from all the places. I have named men to different places,

thus involving them with the Mahdi; how could I look the world in the

face if I abandoned them and fled? As a gentleman could you advise

this course?” he really telegraphed a bitter rebuke to the English

Government; and when he added, “It may have been a mistake to send

me up, but, having been done, I have no option but to see evacuation

through,” he merely pointed out, what the Government already knew,

namely, that the position they had allowed him to accept was one over

which they had no legal control, unless they announced the annexation

of Egypt. I, therefore, again most emphatically repeat, that Gordon

in no instance disobeyed his Government, though he frequently had

to tell them how utterly unable he was to execute their wishes. The

Governor-General of the Soudan had definite orders from the Khedive,

whose servant he was, and these orders could not be capsized by the

English Government, unless the Khedive were deposed or Egypt were

annexed.

I cannot conclude this portion of my subject in a better way than by

quoting what the Khedive said to Baron Malortie, after he had appointed

Gordon Governor-General of the Soudan. Speaking of his mission, he

remarked:—

I could not give a better proof of my intention than by accepting

Gordon as Governor-General with full powers to take whatever steps he

may judge best for obtaining the end my Government and Her Majesty’s

Government have in view. I could not do more than delegate to Gordon

my own power and make him irresponsible arbiter of the situation.

Whatever he does will be well done, whatever arrangements he will make

are accepted in advance, whatever combination he may decide upon will

be binding for us; and in thus placing unlimited trust in the Pasha’s

judgment I have only made one condition: _that he should provide for

the safely of the Europeans and the Egyptian civilian element_. He is

now the supreme master, and my best wishes accompany him on a mission

of such gravity and importance, for _my heart aches at the thought

of the thousands of loyal adherents whom a false step may doom to

destruction_. I have no doubt that Gordon Pasha will do his best to

sacrifice as few as possible; and, should he succeed, with God’s help,

in accomplishing the evacuation of Kartoum and the chief ports in

the Eastern Soudan, he will be entitled to the everlasting gratitude

of my people, who at present tremble that help may come too late.

To tell you that he will succeed is more than I or any mortal could

prognosticate, for there are tremendous odds against him. But let us

hope for the best, and, as far as I and my Government are concerned,

he shall find the most loyal and energetic support.[3]

* * * * *

The points I have already dwelt upon are all-important for the correct

interpretation of what Gordon says in his Journals. There are now two

other questions, with which I must deal. The first of these is “To

what extent were H.M. Government morally bound to support Gordon?” The

answer is to be found in the conditions laid down in the Khedive’s

Firman, which H.M. Government endorsed. Mr. Gladstone admitted as

much in the House of Commons on Feb. 14th, when he said: “The direct

actions and direct functions in which General Gordon is immediately

connected with this Government are, I think, pretty much absorbed in

the greater duties of the large mission he has undertaken under the

immediate authority of the Egyptian Government, _with the full moral

and political responsibility of the British Government_.” Therefore we

owed the same kind of responsibility to Gordon as it owed to Egypt,

moral and political. Gordon shows in his Journals what brought about

our responsibility to Egypt. First, we were morally to blame for

General Hicks’s defeat, for had we prevented the Fellaheen conscripts

being dragged in chains from their homes, and sent up to recruit

Hicks’s army, Hicks would not have left Kartoum, and his troops would

not have been annihilated. Through this disaster we became morally

responsible for the extended influence of the Mahdi, who, previous to

crushing a huge army, had merely defeated small detachments of troops

far inferior to his own. It was the crushing of Hicks’s force which led

the Mahdi to put forth his agents in all parts of the Soudan, and thus

to convert a trumpery local rising into a wide-spreading rebellion. So

much for our responsibility from a moral point of view. Our political

responsibility began with the order to abandon the Soudan (which was

unnecessary interference on our part, inasmuch as the Soudan was

practically lost), and was followed up by our objection to the despatch

of Egyptian or Turkish troops, our sending Gordon, and our operations

for the relief of Tokar and Sinkat. Right through we forced the hand of

the Khedive. Why did we not go one step further and force him to cancel

the Firman by which he appointed Gordon Governor-General of the Soudan?

Had we done this, Gordon would have reverted to his original position

as reporter to Her Majesty’s Government, or he could have endeavoured

to leave Kartoum at once, as his responsibilities towards the people of

the Soudan would have ceased. Until we did this we were as responsible

to him, morally and politically, as we were to the Egyptian Government.

A little decision here might have spared to us Gordon, Colonel Stewart,

and Mr. Power; might have prevented the loss of thousands of other

lives; might have saved us millions of money.

* * * * *

I am only endeavouring to place Gordon’s situation and action in a

fair light, and I cannot do this without pointing out how greatly

England has been to blame in not accepting a responsibility for

which she made herself liable. This brings me directly to the second

question, which deals with the reason why Gordon, with the promised

support of Egypt and England, failed not only to restore order to the

Soudan, but even to extricate the beleaguered garrisons. Volumes have

been already written on this subject, and there are probably volumes

yet to come, particularly those representing that Journal by Gordon

and Colonel Stewart, which was captured by a treacherous enemy, and

is now supposed to be in the hands of Mahomet Achmet, the Mahdi. I

will content myself then with an endeavour to supply what I feel is

the substance of the answer to be found, in this missing Journal, to

the question I have raised. _Gordon was constantly thwarted and never

supported_ is the summary of a whole which I will give in detail as

briefly as I can.

(1) Gordon wished to visit the Mahdi if he thought fit, but Sir E.

Baring gave him a positive order from Her Majesty’s Government that he

was on no account to do so. Of course, as I have already shown, Gordon,

in his position as Governor-General, need not have accepted this as an

order, but he was, as he always has been, most anxious to conform to

the wishes or desires expressed by Her Majesty’s Government, when those

wishes affected only a point of judgment, and not a point of duty or a

point of honour.

(2) Gordon proposed to go direct from Kartoum to the Bahr Gazelle and

Equatorial Provinces, but Her Majesty’s Government refused to sanction

his proceeding beyond Kartoum.

(3) Gordon desired 3000 Turkish troops, in British pay, to be sent to

Suakin, but Her Majesty’s Government, advised by Sir E. Baring, who

disapproved of the measure, declined to send these troops.

(4) Gordon, being convinced that some government was essential for

the safety of the Soudan, suggested the appointment of Zubair as his

successor, and gave the most cogent reasons why it was absolutely

necessary for the accomplishment of his mission that the appointment

should be made. He reiterated his request over and over again from

February to December. Her Majesty’s Government would not permit the

Khedive to make this appointment.

(5) Gordon requested that in the interests of England, Egypt, and the

Soudan, he should be provided with a Firman which recognised a moral

control and suzerainty over the Soudan. This was peremptorily refused.

(6) Gordon asked for Indian Moslem troops to be sent to Wady Halfa.

They were refused him.

(7) In March Gordon desired 100 British troops to be sent to Assouan

or to Wady Halfa. In making known this desire to Her Majesty’s

Government, Sir E. Baring said he would not risk sending so small a

body, and the principal medical officer said the climate would exercise

an injurious effect on the troops. These troops were not sent.

(8) Gordon, for the sake of everything and everybody concerned, showed

that the Mahdi’s power must be smashed. Her Majesty’s Government

declined to assist in, or even to countenance, the process.

(9) Gordon, in a series of eleven telegrams, explained his

difficulties, and said that if Her Majesty’s Government would not send

British troops to Wady Halfa, an adjutant to inspect Dongola, and

then open up the Berber-Suakin route by Indian Moslem troops, they

would probably have to decide between Zubair or the Mahdi, and he

concluded these telegrams by saying he would do his best to carry out

his instructions, _but felt convinced he would be caught in Kartoum_.

Sir Evelyn Baring, in his reply to these telegrams, recommended Gordon

_to reconsider the whole question carefully, and then to state in one

telegram what he recommended_!

(10) Gordon telegraphed: “_The combination of Zubair and myself is an

absolute necessity for success. To do any good we must be together, and

that without delay;_” and he supplemented this by another telegram,

saying: “_Believe me, I am right; and do not delay._” The combination

was not permitted.

(11) Sir Evelyn Baring telegraphed to Lord Granville that General

Gordon _had on several occasions_ pressed for 200 British troops to be

sent to Wady Halfa, but that he (Baring) did not think it desirable to

comply with the request.

(12) Gordon desired a British diversion at Berber, but Sir Evelyn

Baring replied that there was no intention to send an English force to

Berber.

(13) Gordon, foiled on every point, telegraphed a graceful adieu to

Her Majesty’s Government. Then came the fall of Berber, upon which

Sir Evelyn Baring at once telegraphed to Lord Granville that it _had

now become of the utmost importance not only to open the road between

Suakin and Berber, but “to come to terms with the tribes between

Berber and Kartoum_”; and Lord Granville telegraphed to Sir E. Baring

that “_General Gordon had several times suggested a movement on Wady

Halfa, which might support him by threatening an advance on Dongola,

and, under the present circumstances at Berber, this might be found

advantageous._”!!

After this, may we not well echo Gordon’s sentiments, “What a farce

if it did not deal with men’s lives”? If Gordon, instead of being

_thwarted_, had only been _not supported_, how different might have

been the result of his mission to the Soudan! Indeed, one may say how

different _would_ have been the result! for Gordon has practically

said this, and he was a competent and a reliable judge. If England and

Egypt had only said, “We will give you no help at all; do what you can

with the material you have about you, and do not refer to us until

you have succeeded, or until you have failed,” I confidently believe

Gordon would have at least relieved the beleaguered garrisons of the

Soudan, and would have sent down all who wished to leave the country.

His weakness was that of trustfulness—the besetting weakness of an

honourable man: it had stood him in good stead through his campaigns

in China, and through his previous operations in the Soudan; through

terrible sufferings which had often made him wish for death. Then he

trusted enemies, and they always enabled him to save life. Now he

trusted friends, and they only enabled him to die.

* * * * *

“The evil that men do lives after them,

The good is oft interred with their bones.”

Gordon tells us plainly in his Journals how great is the evil done by

the policy of Her Majesty’s Government, and for how long that evil will

live when the Government is dead. Is it not possible to avert something

of what is about to happen? Her Majesty’s Government are, I believe,

beginning to realise how thoroughly correct Gordon was in his views,

and how mistaken they were in not following his advice at the time he

gave it. At all events after he was dead they expressed their intention

of doing much he recommended while he lived. They have been always very

late: too late to save Gordon’s life, and too late to save the lives of

many thousands. May they not be yet in time to prevent some of the evil

that must live after them? I think Gordon tells them in his Journals

they may, and I think he also tells them how. It is impossible to read

carefully what he says without feeling that he did not expect to live

long, and that he had a distinct presentiment he would die at Kartoum.

At all events there is a strong undercurrent of this presentiment all

through, and it even rises to the surface every now and then when

he appears to be taking a hopeful and almost a cheerful view of the

situation. At times it carries all before it, as for example when he

emphasises the possibility of the fall of Kartoum under the nose of the

expedition, and again in the words with which he concludes his sixth

and last volume; but then, on the other hand, it is often quite out

of sight, especially at such times as he is discussing his position

as Governor-General, and turning over in his mind the expediency of

appointing Lord Wolseley or Sir Evelyn Baring as his successor. But,

whether on the surface or deep down, I think it is always there, and

I feel sure that some of his numerous efforts at a solution of the

Soudan problem were intended as final instructions for Her Majesty’s

Government, to be read after his death or after the fall of Kartoum.

The days of prophecy are gone, and I do not at all wish to place Gordon

in the light of the ancient orthodox and professional seer, but in

considering his career one cannot avoid being struck by the remarkable

way in which the lost gift of prophecy has been replaced by the power

of combining knowledge with judgment. It would be well if Her Majesty’s

Government would bear this in mind, and lay down a distinct line of

policy and action with regard to the Soudan, which should be based

upon what Gordon recommends. The recall of the troops from the Soudan

may have been necessary to meet the exigencies of the moment, or it

may not; but it is a pity it did not precede Lord Wolseley’s letter to

Cassim el Mousse Pasha:—

We mean to destroy the power of Mohammed Achmet at Kartoum, no matter

how long it may take us to do so; you know Gordon Pasha’s countrymen

_are not likely to turn back from any enterprise they have begun until

it has been fully accomplished_. When that happy event takes place I

hope to be able to establish you amongst your own people, and that you

and all others will realise that the _English nation does not forget

those who serve it faithfully_.[4]

* * * * *

General Gordon’s Journals are sufficiently characteristic to enable

those who read them with care to know their author perfectly. The

first volume is alone a very complete introduction, in which each

succeeding page brings you to a closer intimacy. If a friendship is

not established before reaching the sixth, then all that is noble and

chivalrous in man can have no charm. Examples of his rare genius,

his nobility, his honesty and his marvellous energy are to be found

throughout, but, in pointing out a few characteristics, I will confine

myself to the first volume, as I propose to refer chiefly to special

points of military and political interest in the others.

In this first volume then we have an interesting instance of Gordon’s

nobility, when he declines to have anything to do with certain doubtful

proposals made by the apostate Europeans in the Mahdi’s camp, for he

declares “treachery never succeeds; and it is better to fail with clean

hands than to be mixed up with dubious acts and dubious men. Maybe it

is better to fall with honour than to gain the victory with dishonour,

and in this view the Ulemas are agreed, for they will have nought to do

with the proposals of treachery.”

The generosity of his feeling towards the enemy is shown when he says:

“I do not call our enemy rebels, for it is a vexed question whether we

are not rebels, seeing I hold the Firman restoring the Soudan to its

chiefs.” His consideration is apparent in his regret at not being more

considerate; and his tolerance in the desire to spare even the lives of

traitors.

His views on hypocrisy are humorously expressed when he is speaking

of the Mahdi’s trick of bringing tears to his eyes by the use of

pepper under his finger-nails, and, as tears are considered a proof of

sincerity, he recommends the recipe to Cabinet Ministers who wish to

justify some job.

His severity is evident in his remarks on diplomatists, whom he

considers most unsatisfactory men to have anything to do with in

their official capacity; and his irritability peeps out when he says:

“Egerton must have considered I was a complete idiot to have needed

permission to contract with tribes to escort down the refugees. I hope

he will get promoted, and will not be blamed for overstraining his

instructions.”

His religious earnestness is everywhere apparent, and he delights in

endeavours to interpret Scriptural passages, especially such as are

more or less paradoxical.

As example of his humility I select the passage where he says: “If we

will be with our Master we must be like Him, who from His birth to

His death may be said to have been utterly miserable as far as things

in this world are concerned. Yet I kick at the least obstacle to my

will.” His desire to help every one is to be seen on almost every page,

and his forethought, energy and judgment are also everywhere. His

notions of chivalry do not permit him to countenance the distribution

of honours to men who only do what he considers to be their duty, and

he does not approve of the Victoria Cross being given in cases of

_noblesse oblige_.

His determination often prompts him to speak very plainly: “If you

remove me from being Governor-General, then all responsibility is off

me; but if you keep me as Governor-General then I will, _at the cost

of my commission_ in Her Majesty’s service, see all refugees out of

this country.” His satire is generally severe, but there is nearly

always a cheerful or a good-natured ring in it. The following is a fair

example:—

I am sure I should like that fellow Egerton; there is a big-hearted

jocularity about his communications, and I should think the cares of

life sat easily on him. He wishes to know exactly, “day, hour, and

minute,” that I expect to be in difficulties as to provisions and

ammunition.

Now I really think if Egerton was to turn over the “archives”

(a delicious word) of his office, he would see we had been in

difficulties for provisions for some months. It is as a man on the

bank, having seen his friend in river already bobbed down two or three

times, hails, “I say, old fellow, let us know when we are to throw

you the life-buoy; I know you have bobbed down two or three times,

but it is a pity to throw you the life-buoy until you really are _in

extremis_, and I want to know _exactly_, for I am a man brought up

in a school of exactitude, though I did _forget_ (?) to date my June

telegram about _that Bedouin escort contract_.”

He is a strict disciplinarian, and never hesitates to rebuke laxness

in others. “If Abdel Kader is at Kassala,”[5] he says, “what on earth

are our people about not to tell me! for of course I could help him. We

seem to have lost our heads in the Intelligence Department, though it

costs enough money.”

His bluntness and honesty are often combined with subtle humour, and

an excellent notion of all three may be gathered from the last words in

this volume of the Journals:—

As for “_evacuation_” it is one thing; as for “_ratting out_” it is

another. I am quite of advice as to No. 1 (as we have not the decision

to keep the country), but I will be no party to No. 2 (this “rat”

business), 1st, because it is _dishonourable_; 2nd, because it is not

_possible_ (which will have more weight); therefore, if it is going

to be No. 2, _the troops had better not come beyond Berber till the

question of what will be done is settled_.

* * * * *

The interest of the second volume is great from a military point of

view, but its value is somewhat lessened by the fact that Gordon’s

instructions and suggestions were based on the assumption that the

relieving force would reach him some two months earlier than it did.

During those two months the conditions around Kartoum materially

changed, and with these altering conditions Gordon had to reconsider

many of the manœuvres he at first suggested. The political interest

chiefly consists in the strong recommendation that the country

should be given to the Turks, or that Zubair should be established

as Governor-General at Kartoum, and that the Equator should be given

to himself. “I will (D.V.) keep it,” he says, “from Zubair;” that is

to say, he will guard the country against all slave-hunters. In this

volume Gordon declines the imputation that the Expeditionary Force

has come for him, and shows how, to save our national honour, it has

come to extricate the garrisons of the Soudan. Of the troubles these

garrisons were causing him we get a fair notion, but his complaints

seem to be only a safety-valve for his humour. He knows the men about

him are treacherous and liars, but he almost seeks excuse for them when

he says: “Man is essentially a treacherous animal; and although the

Psalmist said in _his haste_ ‘all men are liars,’ I think he might have

said the same at his leisure.” This volume concludes with a new effort

to solve the Soudan problem by suggesting the Khedive should replace

him at once by appointing Abdel Kader Governor-General.

* * * * *

This solution is fully discussed in the opening of Vol. III. It is not

one in which Gordon will participate, but it may prevent his being

antagonistic to the relieving force. Unless he is deposed nothing will

induce him to leave the Soudan until he can extricate the garrisons.

In removing him from the Governor-Generalship and in replacing him by

Abdel Kader, the Government would be utilising a man whom they could

mould to their own shape. Of course this solution was, as Gordon says,

in some degree “a trap,” but it recommended itself as the only way out

of the difficulty, if the Government decided to abandon the garrisons.

The only creditable solution, Gordon still affirms, is to be found in

handing the country over to the Turks with a subsidy or a sum down;

and he supplements his argument by a programme showing how by this

action Her Majesty’s troops could leave the Soudan with honour before

January 1885. “I think this would read well in history,” he says. “Her

Majesty’s Government, having accepted duties in Egypt, and consequently

in the Soudan, sent up a force to restore tranquillity, which having

been done, Her Majesty’s Government handed over the government of the

Soudan to the Sultan.” The necessity for this solution is the result,

in Gordon’s opinion, of the indecisions of Her Majesty’s Government,

and he enumerates with great care the causes which have hampered his

action and thus required the despatch of a relieving force. This volume

is perhaps more cheerful in its tone than any of the others. The

presentiment that the expedition will be too late to prevent disaster

is rarely evident, and the advance of the Mahdi promises to decide,

at all events, the fate of those who are shut up in Kartoum. “A month

will see him defeated or victorious, as God may will it,” and with this

philosophical consolation Gordon ceases to discuss the future of the

Soudan, and begins an interesting detailed account of the offensive and

defensive manœuvres which are taking place in and around Kartoum.

* * * * *

In the fourth volume—the shortest of all—Gordon continues his

narrative of events, and shows how numerous and how wearisome are the

internal troubles with which he has to contend at Kartoum. Treachery

is silently at work, while indolence, selfishness, and dishonesty make

those who are not treacherous almost useless. He is the referee of

every petty dispute, as much as he is chief justice, administrator,

and commander-in-chief. The people demand his decision on every point,

political or personal, and wish to leave it to him to do or not to do,

irrespective of his knowing anything of the merits of the case they

bring before him. His counsellers say: “Do what you think right, you

will do better than we;” and his reflection is, “I, poor devil, do not

know where to turn.” Then in sorrow he exclaims, “Oh, our Government,

our Government! What has it not to answer for? Not to _me_, but to

these poor people. I declare if I thought the town wished the Mahdi

I would give it up: so much do I respect free will.” It is doubtless

these internal troubles which lead him to say: “It is of course on the

cards that Kartoum is taken under the nose of the Expeditionary Force,

which will be just _too late_.”

* * * * *

In Vol. V., which begins on the first day of the Arab New Year, the

arrival of the Mahdi at Omdurman is reported. The treachery referred

to in the previous volume had led General Gordon to make numerous

arrests—a necessity he deplored; but these arrests in all probability

saved the fall of Kartoum on October 21st, for the Mahdi had evidently

speculated on either a rising in the town on that day, or on the gates

being opened to him by some of those who were then imprisoned. On this

day Gordon also received the news of the treaty concluded between King

John of Abyssinia and Admiral Sir William Hewitt, and his anger at the

injustice of such a treaty is as apparent as is the bitterness of his

satire: throughout the whole volume, indeed, he cannot get away from

this subject, and, though the frequent effort to dismiss it in disgust

from his mind is evident, he continually reverts to it. He considers it

discreditable, and does not hesitate to say so. Moreover, he contends

that by the Treaty of Paris, and also by that of Berlin, the integrity

of the Ottoman Dominion is guaranteed by the Powers, and that it is

therefore a farce to say Egypt ceded Kassala.

His views on the whole policy of Her Majesty’s Government are summed up

in an imaginary scene in the House of Lords. “The noble Marquis asked

what the policy of Her Majesty’s Government was? It was as if he asked

the policy of a log floating down stream—_it was going to sea_, as any

one with an ounce of brains could see. Well, that was the policy of it,

only it was a decided policy, and a straightforward one to drift along

and take advantage of every circumstance. His lordship deprecated the

frequent questioning on subjects which his lordship had said he knew

nothing about, and, further, did not care to know anything about.”

Fielding, had he been alive, would have envied Gordon the completeness

of this humorous satire. The results of the policy, as far as it has

gone, he shows to have been the loss of some 80,000 lives and the

effectual restoration of the slave-trade and of slave-hunting: “a

miserable end to diplomacy when it would have been so easy in 1880 to

have settled the Soudan with decency and quiet, giving up Kordofan,

Darfur, the Bahr Gazelle, and the Equator.”

* * * * *

In the latter part of Vol. V., but especially in the early part of

Vol. VI., Gordon fully realises the _Abbas_ catastrophe. He knows

Stewart and Power are dead. There is no expression of personal regret,

though he is “sorry for their friends.” He loved them both, and he

pays the highest tribute he can to their merits; but he is sure that

in their present they are happier than in their past. Moreover, he had

done his best, for every precaution human foresight could conceive he

had taken; having done this, the rest was in the hands of God, and

the disaster was “ordained.” But these views do not prevent him from

courting all inquiry; and he even holds a court-martial on himself. His

verdict is, that if the _Abbas_ was attacked and overpowered, _he is

to blame_; but that if she was captured by treachery, or if she struck

a rock, _he is not to blame_. In the one case he should have foreseen

the chance, and prevented her going; in the others he could foresee

nothing. It was out of his power to avert treachery; and the _Abbas_

drew under two feet of water, and was accompanied by two sailing boats.

He explains with care and clearness why Stewart and Power left him;

they went of their free will, not by his order; for he would not “put

them in any danger in which he was not himself.” If they went they did

him a service, for they could telegraph his views; if they stayed, they

could not help him. They could go in honour, for they had promised the

people nothing; he could not go in honour, for he had promised them

himself. If Gordon were alive, and thought any one could misinterpret

what he says, and thus cast a slur on the memory of either Stewart or

Power, he would be greatly pained. His love and admiration for them

both was evident; and he knew that, had it been their duty to remain,

they would have stayed to die with him at Kartoum. “If Zubair had been

sent in March, when I asked for him, we would not have lost Berber, and

would never have wanted an expedition;” and, if Berber had not fallen,

Stewart and Power would have been alive. Zubair had been his almost

first request, and he never ceases to regret that one who had devoted

his life to the Soudan should not have been allowed to comprehend its

requirements better than those who sat in Downing Street.

Within a week of beginning this volume of his Journal, Gordon expected

the town of Kartoum to fall; the recovery of an enormous quantity of

stolen biscuit enabled him to hold his own for more than another month.

During this time a notion of his troubles may be gathered from what

he says up to December 14th; his real suffering must for ever remain

unknown. That it depended upon the suffering of others we may feel

assured; he never knew what it was to feel for himself. He felt for his

country; he felt for all he tried to help, and if he was among such as

were killed first, his dying thought would have been, “What is to be

the future of all I leave behind?”

* * * * *

In his Journals—his last words—those familiar with his character and

life will see Charles Gordon true to himself to the very end. They

will see in him the same ardent passion for justice and for truth; the

same scorn for wrong-doing and deceit; the same gentle pity for the

sufferings of all, and the same mercy and forgiveness for his foes: and

with all this is combined the perfection of humility, and the sense of

imperfection. There is no impatience, save with those who wronged his

honour and the poor people for whom he died; there is no unrest, for he

neared that “life of action” for which he had long yearned; there is no

sorrow, no dark doubt, for Charles Gordon was with his God.

A. EGMONT HAKE.

GENERAL GORDON’S POSITION AT KARTOUM.

Only a very few words on my part are necessary in laying these Journals

before the public.

On New Year’s Day, 1884, General Gordon arrived at Brussels from the

Holy Land, and at once commenced his arrangements with His Majesty the

King of the Belgians to proceed to the Congo.

After visiting England once or twice, he left this country for Belgium

and the Congo on the morning of the 16th January.

On the 17th January he was recalled by telegram. He reached London

on the morning of the 18th, and was on his road to Kartoum upon that

evening.

At this time, he felt quite confident of success, his instructions

being that, by restoring the ancient families, whose territories had

been seized by the Egyptian authorities, to their former power, he

would be able to extricate the Egyptian garrisons and civil _employés_

with their families, and remove them to Lower Egypt without difficulty.

During the voyage, however, from Brindisi to Port Said he prepared

a Report, or Memorandum, dated 22nd January, in which, reviewing

these instructions, he drew attention to some of the difficulties

and complications which were likely to arise in carrying out the

policy of Her Majesty’s Government, and asked for their support and

consideration in case of his being unable to fulfil their expectations

with exactness; and Colonel Stewart, in his separate observations of

the same date, pointed out that, in view of eventualities for which it

would be impossible to provide, the wisest course was “to rely on the

discretion of General Gordon and his knowledge of the country.”

General Gordon, it will be seen, accepted—and disclaimed the right

to express any opinion of his own upon it—the policy of leaving the

Soudan. It appeared to him then that to reconquer that country and

restore it to the Egyptian Government without securities for a just and

honest administration would be iniquitous; that, on the other hand, to

secure that object would involve an expenditure of time and money which

could not be afforded, and consequently he then came to the conclusion

that the Soudan might properly be restored to independence, and left to

itself.

It will be seen, however, that he did not, after his return to the

Soudan, remain long of that opinion. His heart warmed at once to the

people whom he had faithfully governed, and whose affections he found,

or at all events believed, were constant to him.

It is necessary here to explain that General Gordon had not intended to

go to Cairo, but to proceed _viâ_ Suakin and Berber. On the invitation,

however, of Sir Evelyn Baring, he went to Cairo and accepted at the

hands of the Khedive a firman appointing him Governor-General of the

Soudan, without which he could have exercised no control over the

Egyptian authorities employed in that province.

It was no part of General Gordon’s character to form a definite opinion

from imperfectly known facts, and to adhere obstinately to that

opinion, notwithstanding the evidence of altered circumstances and new

elements.

We need not therefore be surprised to find that, on arrival at Abu

Hamed, on the 8th February, finding the state of the country to be less

disorganised than he had supposed, and adverting to the confusion which

must ensue if all traces of the Khedive’s Government were suddenly

effaced, he made the suggestion that a sort of suzerainty should be

kept up, and that the chief officers of the Soudan should continue to

be appointed by the Khedive, a complete and abrupt separation being

thus postponed, although the control to be retained would be more

nominal than real.

This feeling in General Gordon’s mind grew rapidly stronger as time

went on. When he reached Berber he saw still more clearly the position

he was in, and became impressed with the impossibility of carrying out

his mission with credit, unless he was able to secure to the provinces

of the Soudan some sort of government in the place of the one it was

intended to withdraw.

Accordingly, upon the day of his arrival at Kartoum (the 18th

February), General Gordon, after pointing out to the Government the

difficulties that surrounded him, inasmuch as the garrisons and

_employés_ were to be removed, when all form of government would

disappear, urged in the strongest terms he could employ that power

should be placed in the hands of a single man, and that the man to be

chosen should be Zubair Pasha.

Now it may be remarked that although Zubair was one of the most noted

slave-hunters that had ever existed, yet his ability and influence

could not be surpassed, while even the Khedive could not lay claim

to any such proud descent—Zubair being a direct descendant of the

Abbassides.

This recommendation was rejected by the Government although renewed

over and over again in a most persistent manner by General Gordon,

backed up by Sir Evelyn Baring, who, on the 9th March, says: “I believe

that Zubair Pasha may be made a bulwark against the approach of the

Mahdi. Of course there is a certain risk that he will constitute a

danger to Egypt, but this risk is, I think, a small one; and it is

in any case preferable to incur it rather than to face the certain

disadvantages of withdrawing without making any provision for the

future government of the country, which would thus be sure to fall

under the power of the Mahdi.”

I must admit that, up to the end of July, I was of opinion that if

Zubair had been sent up General Gordon’s life would have been in

danger. On the other hand, I am aware that a Cabinet Minister of high

position was, from the first, in favour of sending Zubair up, and so

indeed was Lord Wolseley.

At the beginning of August, General Gordon, having again begged that

Zubair might be sent to Kartoum, I used my endeavours to secure the

attainment of that object, but without success. It was now apparent

that General Gordon could not in honour leave until some form of future

government had been determined upon.

Zubair’s appointment having been disallowed, the only alternative

seemed to be the Turks, and the suggestion was made that they should

occupy the Soudan. Anything, in fact, to secure the country against

anarchy and its reversion to barbarism.

In must be borne in mind General Gordon did not ask that an expedition

should be sent; on the contrary, he deprecated sending any, unless for

the purpose of saving the garrisons and of establishing some form of

government.

The proposed movement of two squadrons of cavalry from Suakin to Berber

is outside the question. It was to save Berber they were applied

for, not for the relief of Kartoum. General Gordon’s message was,

“Send troops (200) to Berber, or you will lose it!” It is fair to Sir

Evelyn Baring, to add that on the 24th March he said, “Under present

circumstances I think an effort should be made to help General Gordon

from Suakin, if it is at all a possible operation.”

If General Gordon had known how much in unison Sir Evelyn Baring’s

advice had been with his own, and what support he had received at Sir

Evelyn’s hands, he would have been eager, had his life been spared, to

acknowledge that co-operation.

Before concluding, I must say a few words with respect to the severe

comments which occur in places throughout the Diaries, upon the meagre

information he received from the Intelligence Department,[6] in

connection with which the names of Major Chermside and Major Kitchener

are mentioned. Now, with regard to the former of these officers, he was

at Suakin, and therefore does not come into the question. With respect,

however, to Major Kitchener, I am persuaded that he did all in his

power to get messengers into Kartoum, for just in the same way General

Gordon fancied he got them out, and yet how few succeeded in reaching

their destination. In the same way too as General Gordon fancied

his messengers had reached, so did Mr. Egerton fancy his had been

successful, for at the end of July he hinted that General Gordon could

have sent messengers out, in the same way as others had got in, and yet

at that date only one had done so. It is due to Major Kitchener to say

that from the time he went to Dongola he certainly kept us acquainted

with the position of affairs at Kartoum in a manner most reliable, and

deserving of much credit.

With these prefatory remarks I leave my brother’s Journals to speak

for themselves. He shows, to my mind, with the utmost clearness the

position in which he was placed, and reiterates over and over again

that nothing will induce him to leave Kartoum until he has secured

the safety of all those who have stood by him. He says, “I will end

these egotistical remarks by saying that no persuasion will induce me

to change my views; and that, as to force, it is out of the question,

for I have the people with me, at any rate, of the towns which hold

out; therefore, if Her Majesty’s forces are not prepared to relieve

the whole of the garrisons, the General should consider whether it is

worth coming up. In his place, if not so prepared, I would not do so.

I do not dictate; but I say, what every gentleman in Her Majesty’s

army would agree to, that it would be mean to leave men, who (though

they may not come up to our ideas as heroes) have stuck to me, though

a Christian dog in their eyes, through great difficulties, and thus

force them to surrender to those who have not conquered them, and to do

that at the bidding of a foreign Power to save one’s own skin. Why, the

black sluts would stone me if they thought I meditated such action.”

Up to the 14th December General Gordon could have got away at any time,

had he been so inclined; in fact, he says, “As for myself, I could

make good my retreat at any moment I wished.” After that date we know

nothing. No doubt Omdurman fell at once, and in all probability the

Island of Tuti followed soon after. General Gordon must then have seen

that no relief could reach him, provisions were rapidly running out,

treachery, as he well knew, was at work, and the end came.

He writes to his sister on the 14th December: “God rules all; and as

God will rule to His glory and our welfare, His will be done. I am

quite happy, and, like Lawrence, have tried to do my duty.”

In conclusion, I will add in General Gordon’s own words, “It is, of

course, on the cards that Kartoum is taken under the nose of the

Expeditionary Force, which will be just too late. The Expeditionary

Force will perhaps think it necessary to retake it; but that will be no

use, and will cause loss of life uselessly on both sides. It had far

better quietly return with its tail between its legs; for, once Kartoum

is taken, the sun will have set and the people will not care much for

the satellites. If Kartoum falls, then go quietly back to Cairo, for

you will only lose men and spend money uselessly in carrying on the

campaign.”

H. W. GORDON.

THE MISSION OF COLONEL SIR CHARLES WILSON, R.E., K.C.M.G.

Very severe criticisms have been made upon the manner in which Sir

Charles Wilson carried out the duties that had been entrusted to him,

with regard to communicating with General Gordon at Kartoum.

The charges made against him may be with advantage restricted to two:—

First—The delay in not proceeding to Kartoum at the latest on the

morning of the 22nd; and

Second—In not having pushed on to Kartoum itself in order to ascertain

General Gordon’s fate beyond a doubt.

Sir Charles Wilson left England in order to assume the position of Head

of the Intelligence Department, and also with the tacit understanding

that he was to be specially employed in order to open direct

communication with General Gordon.

Having this special object in view, Sir Charles Wilson accompanied Sir

Herbert Stewart’s force towards the Nile; and, when that gallant and

highly-distinguished officer was wounded on the 19th January, he found

himself in command.

Now this force, which did not equal a British battalion upon its war

strength, was hampered with a number of wounded officers and men,

some of whom were with it, while others—the bulk—were in a zereba

constructed at some distance in its rear.

Sir Charles Wilson, however, advanced to the Nile, where he bivouacked

for the night; and on the morning of the 20th he returned to the

zereba, and brought back with him to Gubat the wounded who had been

left behind.

Early in the morning of the 21st, General Gordon’s steamers appeared,

and landed their soldiers, who took part in the operations of that day.

Reports now reached Sir Charles Wilson that, exclusive of the Arabs

in Metemma, large numbers were advancing from the North and from the

South. It therefore became imperatively necessary for him to secure the

safety of those who were under his orders before he could proceed upon

his mission.

Accordingly, on the morning of the 22nd, he made a reconnaissance

towards the North, and, finding no enemy, he turned his attention to

the South.

The whole of the 23rd was occupied in making arrangements for the

proper protection of his force, and he could not have left before the

morning of the 24th.

It may here be observed, in confirmation of the report of the Arabs

advancing from the south, that Sir Charles Wilson, on his road to

Kartoum, saw a body of men at a place on the left bank of the Nile,

about twelve miles south of Gubat.

It is really beyond the question to consider what General Gordon’s

position at this time was at Kartoum. When General Gordon sent down his

last journal, on the 14th December, he stated he could not hold out for

more than ten days, and he was in daily expectation that the Fort at

Omdurman would fall; while even then, with that Fort in his possession,

he considered it would be very hazardous for any steamer to attempt to

come up to Kartoum. On the 28th November he says: “I hope the officer

in command will clear Halfeyeh before he pushes on to this, for he may

get a shell from the works at Omdurman (not the Fort) into one of his

steamers. I do not like to risk sending the _Bordeen_ steamer down to

give the warning. If the steamers do come up, and have not the sense to

stop at Halfeyeh, I shall endeavour to warn them. The danger is at the

Ras or nose, on the junction of the Blue and White Niles. The proper

thing to do would be to clear Halfeyeh camp of the Arabs before coming

on here. You could then communicate with Kartoum by land, and avoid

running the gauntlet of Arab guns in penny steamboats.”

Now if General Gordon so expressed himself on the 28th November, two

months before Sir Charles Wilson got to Kartoum, and when the fort

at Omdurman and the island of Tuti were both in the General’s hands,

what must have been the state of affairs when both those positions had

fallen and were in the possession of the Arabs?

Returning to Sir Charles Wilson’s progress with his detachment of

only twenty men, when he got to the point of danger, as pointed out

by General Gordon, he found himself under a cross fire of artillery

and musketry from all points of the compass, including Kartoum itself.

Under such circumstances he had no alternative but to retire, since,

had he continued his journey, he could never have secured his retreat.

Consequently I cannot but express my feeling that on neither head of

charge does any blame attach to Sir Charles Wilson.

H. W. GORDON.

DESCRIPTION OF THE JOURNAL.

[Lieut.-Colonel Stewart kept a complete journal of events that

occurred at Kartoum from the 1st March to the 9th September, upon the

night of which day he left.]

General Gordon, who had assisted in great measure in the preparation of

this Journal, describes it as a perfect gem.

It was in duplicate, and was captured when Colonel Stewart was

murdered; and, according to Slatin Bey’s account (who at the time was

with the Mahdi), is now in his (the Mahdi’s) possession.

General Gordon’s Diaries are in six parts.

The First is from the 10th of September to the 23rd of September, and

contains 78 pages.

The Second is from the 23rd of September to the 30th of September, and

contains 41 pages.

The Third is from the 1st to the 12th of October, and contains 85 pages.

The Fourth is from the 12th to the 20th of October, and contains 32

pages.

The Fifth is from the 20th of October to the 5th of November, and

contains 93 pages.

The Sixth is from the 5th of November to the 14th of December, and

contains 104 pages.

The First, Second, Third, and Fourth Diaries are addressed to

Lieut.-Colonel Stewart, C.M.G., or the Chief of the Staff. The Fifth is

addressed to the Chief of the Staff of the Expeditionary Force for the

relief of the garrison, and the Sixth is addressed in the same way.

The First and Second Diaries were sent on the 30th of September by

steamer for Berber _viâ_ Shendy.

The Third was sent by the steamer _Towfikia_ on the 12th of October to

Metemma.

The Fourth was sent to Shendy in a steamer on the 21st of October.

The Fifth left in the steamer _Bordeen_ on the 5th of November for

Metemma;

And the Sixth also left in the steamer _Bordeen_ on the 15th of

December.

Each Diary has the same remarks—sometimes repeated three times, on the

outside of the Journal, to the effect that “it should be pruned down

prior to publication.”

The Journals or Diaries were handed over to Sir Charles Wilson on the

22nd of January, at Metemma, by the officer commanding General Gordon’s

steamers.

The Journals were, in my opinion, properly considered by the Government

as official documents (see letter accompanying the last Journal), and

were handed over to me with the remark that, “So far as Her Majesty’s

Government had a desire in the matter, it was for the publication of

the whole Diary; but they did not wish to interfere with my discretion.”

The note at the end of the first Journal evidently implies that when

the Government have done with the Journals, then Miss Gordon is to have

them.

The publication being, therefore, in my hands, I have arranged with

Messrs. Kegan Paul, Trench & Co. for their issue in a very nearly

entire state, only some six or seven pages being omitted, which

contain, in my opinion, no matter of public interest; while, with

regard to names, those who are well acquainted with the affairs of

Egypt can fill up the blanks without difficulty.

It is to be hoped that strenuous endeavours may be made in order to

obtain Colonel Stewart’s Journal, together with those of General Gordon

from the 15th of December to the day upon which Kartoum fell, as well

as that of the Doctor promised to the _Times_.

The Cairo telegrams alluded to in the Diaries have not been handed over

to me.

H. W. GORDON.

POSITION OF THE STEAMERS,

DECEMBER 14, 1884.

_Abbas_ Lost with Col. Stewart.

_Bordeen_ Metemma, took down Journal VI.

_Chabeen_ In dock, Kartoum.

_Fascher_ Captured at Berber by Arabs.

_Husseinyeh_ Sunk off Omdurman.

_Ismailia_ At Kartoum.

_Mahomet Ali_ Captured up Blue Nile by Arabs.

_Mansowrah_ Metemma or Shendy.

_Monsuhania_ Captured at Berber by Arabs.

_Saphia_ Metemma or Shendy.

_Talataween_ Ditto ditto.

_Towfikia_ Ditto ditto.

_Zubair_ Kartoum.

_Resumé_—

Lost 5

At Kartoum 3—1 in dock.

At Metemma waiting for Lord Wolseley 5

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BOOK I.

_On outside wrapper (a glass-cloth):_

No secrets as far as I am concerned.

C. G. GORDON.

LT.-COLONEL STEWART, C.M.G.

or

Chief of the Staff, LORD WOLSELEY, G.C.B.

Soudan Expeditionary Force.

* * * * *

JOURNAL OF EVENTS—KARTOUM, VOL. I.

From 10th Sept. to 23rd Sept., 1884.

* * * * *

_On Cover at back:_

GENERAL GORDON’S JOURNAL

From the 10th to 23rd September, 1884.

N.B.—This Journal will want _pruning out_ if thought necessary to

publish.

C. G. GORDON.

10/9/84.

[Illustration:

KARTOUM

1884

drawn from rough sketches

made by the late

M. GENERAL C.G.GORDON, C.B.

_Population of Kartoum, 40,000_

_A.A., Armed Boats (Santals)_

_B.B., Breastworks._

_E. Weller, lith._

_London; Kegan Paul, Trench & Co._

]

JOURNAL.

_Vide_ note as to pruning down on outside.—C. G. G.

_September 10._—Colonel Stewart, MM. Power and Herbin, left during the

night for Dongola, _viâ_ Berber.

Spy came in from south front, and one from Halfeyeh reports Arabs will

not attack, but will continue the blockade.

Sent off two sets of telegrams by a spy, who will go to Shendy.

Yesterday, when the messenger went out to deliver my answer to the

Arabs, in response to Mahdi’s letter, though he had a white flag, they

fired on him, and tried to capture him. They use the white flag, and

find it respected by us, and that we let their men go back. They chain

any men we send to them.

It is wonderful how the people of the town, who have every possible

facility to leave the city, cling to it, and how, indeed, there are

hundreds who flock in, though it is an open secret we have neither

money nor food.[7] Somehow this makes me feel confident in the future,

for it is seldom that an impulse such as this acts on each member of a

disintegrated mass without there being some reason for it, which those

who act have no idea of, but which is a sort of instinct. Truly I do

not think one could inflict a greater punishment on an inhabitant of

Kartoum than to force him to go to the Arabs.

Halfeyeh reports that Faki Mustapha, who was in command of the

Arabs on the west or left bank of the White Nile, wishes to join the

Government. He is informed we are glad of it, but wish him to remain

quiet, and to take no active part till he sees how the scales of the

balance go; if we rise, then he can act, if we fall he is not to

compromise himself; but what we ask him is to send up our spies, which

he can do without risk.[8] The same advice was given to the people of

Shendy, who wished to issue out and attack Berber.

The runaways of Tuti[9] wish to come back, which is allowed.

The “matches” used for the mines are all finished, and we are obliged

to go back to powder hose, and unite the mines in families of ten.

Rows on rows of wire entanglement are being placed around the lines.

General Gordon’s horse was captured by the Arabs in the defeat of El

foun; the other staff horse got a cut on the head, but is now all right.

The Mahdi is still at Rahad.[10] The answer to his letter (_vide_

Colonel Stewart’s journal) was sent open, so that the Arab leaders

could read its contents.

With respect to letters written to the Mahdi and to the Arab chiefs,

commenting on the apostacy of Europeans, they may, and are, no doubt,

hard, but it is not a small thing for a European, for fear of death,

to deny our faith; it was not so in old times, and it should not be

regarded as if it was taking off one coat, and putting on another.

If the Christian faith is a myth, then let men throw it off, but it

is mean and dishonourable to do so merely to save one’s life if one

believes it is the true faith. What can be more strong than these

words, “He who denies Me on earth I will deny in heaven.” The old

martyrs regarded men as their enemies, who tried to prevent them

avowing their faith. In the time of Queens Mary and Elizabeth, what

men we had, and then it was for less than here, for it was mainly the

question of the Mass, while here it is the question of the denial of

our Lord and of his passion. It is perhaps as well to omit this, if

this journal is published, for no man has a right to judge another.

Politically and morally, however, it is better for us not to have

anything to do with the apostate Europeans in the Arab camp. Treachery

never succeeds, and, however matters may end, it is better to fall with

clean hands, than to be mixed up with dubious acts and dubious men.

Maybe it is better for us to fall with honour, than to gain the victory

with dishonour, and in this view the Ulemas of the town are agreed;

they will have nought to do with the proposals of treachery.

No doubt the letters to the Arabs will make the Arab chiefs work on

the Europeans with them, to take an active part against us, by saying

to those Europeans, “You are cast out;” but the Arabs will never trust

them really, so they can do little against us.

[Illustration]

We had a regular gaol delivery to-day, letting out some fifty, and are

sending to the Arabs about nine prisoners whom it is not advisable

to keep in the town. A donkey quietly grazing near the north fort,

exploded one of the mines there (an iron alembic which belonged to the

time of Mahomet Ali, and had been used for the reduction of gold; it

held some 10 lbs. of powder); the donkey, angry and surprised, walked

off unhurt! These alembics are of this shape, braced by iron straps

together. It is extraordinary that after a good deal of rain, and

three months’ exposure, the domestic matchbox should have retained its

vitality.

The school here is most interesting, as the scholars get a certain

ration. It is always full, viz., two hundred. Each boy has a wooden

board, on which his lesson is written, and on visiting it the object of

each boy is to be called out to read his lesson, which they do with a

swaying motion of body, and in a sing-song way, like the Jews do at the

wailing place at Jerusalem and in their synagogues, from which we may

infer this was the ancient way of worship, for the lessons are always

from the Koran. Little black doves with no pretension to any nose, and

not more than two feet high, push forward to say the first ten letters

of the alphabet, which is all they know.

We have completed the census (_vide_ Colonel Stewart’s Journal),[11]

and have 34,000 people in the town.

* * * * *

_September 11._—Stewart’s steamers, which had been delayed at

Halfeyeh[12] owing to some machinery accident, left last night for

Berber.[13] Spy reports that one of captured steamers at Berber is

disabled by the Arabs.

When Cuzzi[14] came to the lines yesterday, the officer Hassan Bey

made him walk over on his knees in order to pass into lines, pointing

out to him that the lines were thickly spread with fearful mines. Cuzzi

asked what one would do when the Nile fell, and was told that these

new mines would be put down as the river fell. Hassan Bey put Cuzzi

into a hut, and questioned him as to the whereabouts of the Mahdi. He

said first he was at Duem,[15] and when pressed he agreed the Mahdi

was in Kordofan, and had not moved. He said the Mahdi had not more

than two regiments; that he had lost heavily in fighting the mountain

tribes of Nubia, and had not much ammunition left; that Waled a Goun

had some 200 regulars with him, 10 mountain guns, and 2 Krupps, but

only 5 boxes of mountain gun ammunition, and 3 boxes of Krupp, and 5

boxes of Remington. (The Arabs captured at our defeat at El foun 75,000

rounds, so that will help them.) Waled a Goun wanted to go to Giraffe,

where Abou Gugliz was defeated, but Abou Gugliz said it would never do.

Cuzzi looked pretty miserable. Outside the lines were three Arabs and

Zarada (a Greek); they waited for Cuzzi. Soon after Cuzzi had left for

the Arab camp, two dervishes came in with the Mahdi’s letter (_vide_

Colonel Stewart’s Journal), and a dervish dress from the Mahdi to me.

They were given the letters I had received for Slatin for Cairo, and my

answer to the Arabs; also the horse head-stall which Abou Gugliz had

lost, at which they were amused, and went off to the Arab camp. I sent

out my letter in answer to the Mahdi (_vide_ Colonel Stewart’s Journal)

with a slave, upon whom they fired. _Talataween_ and _Bordeen_ left for

Sennaar this morning to bring down dhoora.[16] Letter written to the

Sheikh el Obeyed[17] proposing “we should mutually remain quiet, &c.,

&c., with relation to one another, as we are rendering the country a

desert.”

Jer. xvii. 5. “Cursed (_thus saith the Lord_) is the man that

trusteth in man, and maketh flesh his arm, and whose heart departeth

from the Lord;” therefore _cursed is he of the Lord_, who hopes by any

arrangement of forces, or by exterior help, to be relieved from the

position we are in. Jer. xvii. 7. “Blessed (thus saith the Lord) is

he that trusteth in the Lord, and whose hope the Lord is,” therefore

blessed is he “of the Lord” who makes all his arrangements of forces,

without any reliance on such arrangements, or on any exterior help, but

trusts in the Lord.[18] How impossible for man alone to accept these

views, for with what heart can he make his arrangements if he does not

trust in their success! Curious verses, Ezekiel xxix. 10-14,[19] as to

Egypt being waste for forty years from the Tower of Syene (Assouan) to

frontier of Ethiopia; it is certainly the Soudan which is meant, and it

is in a fair way of being a desert.

A Dervish came in with a letter from Abdel Kader, the Sheikh on the

White Nile, which, with answer, is annexed;[20] he also brought a

letter from the messengers who brought in the Mahdi’s letter on 9th

September (_vide_ Col. Stewart’s journal). They said they had not

received my answer, which it will be remembered was sent out by a

slave, whom they fired upon. This man also brought in a letter from a

Greek, Calamatino,[21] who begs to come in and tell me important news

for all Europe. His letter and my answer are annexed.

It will be noticed that Cuzzi adds “he is going to Berber to-day,” so

he may meet with Stewart. They might have gone down together had they

mutually have known of one another’s departure.

A soldier captured at Obeyed came in, and reports that his comrades

would come in _en masse_ if we would let them come at night. Abou

Gugliz denies that the head-stall I sent to him is his.

I put down our defeat on the Dem or headquarters of Sheikh el Obeyed

to two things—1. A lot of Kartoum pedlars went out to loot, and they

broke the square. 2. Mahomet Ali Pasha captured a lad of twelve or

fourteen years of age, and the little chap spoke out boldly, and said

he believed Mahomet Achmet was the Mahdi, and that we were dogs. He was

shot! Before I heard of our defeat I heard of this, and I thought “THAT

will not pass unavenged.” There was an old belief among old Christians

that every event which happens on earth is caused by some action being

taken in heaven; the action in heaven being the cause of the event on

earth, _vide_ Revelations, when at the opening of seals the trumpet

sounds, &c., &c., all events exercised in heaven are followed by

events on earth. This being the case, how futile are our efforts to

turn things out of their course. Vials are poured out on earth whence

events happen. To me, it seems little what those events may be, but

that the great object of our lives is how we bear those events in our

individuality. If we trust in the flesh, thus saith the Lord, we are

cursed; if we trust in Him we are blessed. I cannot think that there

are any promises for answers to prayer made for temporal things; the

promises are to hear prayer, and to give strength to bear with quiet

what may be the Will of God. A vial is poured on earth; events happen;

one is furious with the British Government for these events; but if we

were logical, we should be furious with the pourer out of the vial, and

that we shrink from being, for He is the Almighty who pours out the

vial.

This afternoon another mine blew up at Tuti; the victim was another

donkey, who, however, did not get off so well as his colleague of the

North Fort, for he lost his hind quarters, and was killed.—R.I.P.

We cannot help thinking something has happened in Europe of a startling

nature, and which is known to the Arabs in an indistinct way, for they

evidently look on the game as theirs, and that without fighting, of

which they show no sign. Abou Gugliz (in remonstrating with Waled a

Goun, who wished to descend the river) told him “that his forts were

better than any at Cairo, but that the soldiers came over them, like

afreets;”[22] so says the Dervish who came in to-day.

We decided to-night to send out a letter to Arabs, saying that though

we will not admit any European into the place we will permit an

interview, with any European they may wish to send to a flag placed in

front of lines, with the Greek Consul and Greek Doctor.

* * * * *

_September 12._—It is most dispiriting to be in the position I am,

if it was not good for me, when I think that, _when I left_, I could

say, “no man could lift his hand or foot in the land of the Soudan”[23]

without me (Gen. xli. 44)[24] and now we cannot calculate on our

existence over twenty-four hours. The people are all against us, and

what a power they have; they need not fight, but have merely to refuse

to sell us their grain. The stomach governs the world, and it was the

stomach (a despised organ) which caused our misery from the beginning.

It is wonderful that the ventral tube of man governs the world, in

small and great things.

One of Seyd Mahomet Osman’s family, come in from Shendy, reports Osman

Digma, as writing to Berber, reporting the arrival of the English at

Suakin, their purchase of camels, and advance. The Arab chief of Berber

assembled his subordinates and told them this, also of the advance

of the troops from Debbeh commanded by English (Wood’s force) and

recommended them to collect their men. The two captured steamers at

Berber are on opposite sides of river.

Sent out letter to the Arabs to-day, saying I would let the Greek

Consul come out and meet the Greek who had written to me; the Arabs,

this time, did not fire on the flag of truce.

Church parade of Arabs on south front, but very far off.

The man from Shendy reports that all the right bank of the Nile is

quiet. We have sent out an escort to try and capture Cuzzi, who is on

his way to Berber.

It certainly is a curious exemplification of how very lightly religions

sit on men, and to note the fearful apostacy of both Mussulmans and

Christians, when their lives or property are menaced. There is scarcely

one great family of the Soudan, families who can trace their pedigree

for five hundred years, who have not accepted Mahomet Achmet as Mahdi,

to save their property, though they laugh at the idea afterwards. I

am using this argument with them, in saying, “You ask me to become a

Mussulman to save my life, and you yourself acknowledge Mahomet Achmet

as the Mahdi, to save your lives; why, if we go on this principle, we

will be adopting every religion whose adherents threaten our existence,

for you know and own, when you are safe, that Mahomet Achmet is _not_

the Mahdi.”[25]

One of our captured soldiers from Obeyed came in from Waled a Goun,

and four others with a woman came in from Faki Mustapha (two of the

last were men slaves of the unfortunate Hassan Pasha Ibrahim, who was

executed); they report food scarce in the Arab camp, and that many are

striving to run away, owing to the way they are bullied.

Ulemas are writing letters to Arab chiefs, protesting against their

acts, as being contrary to Muslim religion.

The Greeks and other prisoners in Obeyed, &c., complain bitterly of

their privations and ill-treatment by the Arabs, in the letters they

sent in here to other Greeks.

I was awakened this morning by a woman crying out, “My son has been

murdered, and I demand justice.” Her little _only_ boy had, it appears,

been in one of the Arab water-wheels, which are moved by oxen, and a

man had pushed him off; his skull was partially fractured, but he had

been in hospital for some days, and we hoped for his recovery, when

inflammation set in, and he died. He was a nice little bright-eyed,

chocolate-coloured child of eight years old—the mother is a widow.

One is drawn towards the children of this country, both browns and

blacks—the former are of a perfect bronze colour.

The browns and blacks bear their wounds without a murmur; the poor

fellaheen soldiers yell upon the slightest touch to their wounds.

One of the Arab chiefs came to the Shoboloha defile, and tried to

raise the people to occupy the passage; the people refused, and the

Arab chief went off.

There is a negro soldier in hospital with a cut on the nose from a

sword; the cut has entered the nostrils, giving him four openings

instead of two—it is on the bridge of the nose (if a negro nose can be

said to have a bridge), and the man’s cheeks are untouched.

[Illustration]

One man received a wound in the chest; he lived eleven days, and died.

The doctor found a bullet lodged in the centre of his heart, in wall of

ventricle. The doctor has this heart in spirits. It was a ball weighing

the same as our Martini-Henri bullet.

The negro soldiers are wonderfully clean, while the fellaheen and

Turkish lot are just the reverse; the former have the gloss of a

well-cleaned and polished boot, such as the little London shoeblack

loves to turn out for a penny.

A Greek came in from the Arabs to-night; I sent the Greek Consul to see

him on the lines, where he will stop for the night.

I saw the Ulemas[26] to-day, and lamented to them the degeneracy of the

_Faith_, when Christians become Mussulmans to save their lives, and

Mussulmans become the followers of the False Prophet, to save their

property. They are going to preach against this, but I fear much that

when it is a question between Allah and their goats, &c., they will be

inclined to look after their goats, as a rule. I am afraid we are much

the same, and would prefer 50,000 men at our backs, than any Scripture

promises; it is only when we are pushed into a corner, and cannot get

the 50,000 men, that we turn to the promises—at least, that is so to a

great extent with me. There is no doubt that success makes men hard on

their fellows, while misfortune makes them soft. (One has only to study

the demeanour of a Cabinet Minister, or a Colonel while in office, or

out of office, to be convinced of this truth.)

I do not believe that fanaticism exists as it used to do in the world,

judging from what I have seen, in this so-called fanatic land. It is

far more a question of property, and is more like communism under the

flag of religion, which seems to excite and to give colour to acts

which men would otherwise condemn.[27]

I am sure it is unknown to the generality of our missionaries in

Muslim countries, that in the Koran no imputation of sin is made on our

Lord, neither is it hinted that He had need of pardon, and, further,

no Muslim can deny that the Father of our Lord was God (_vide_ Chapter

III. of Koran, “the Family of Touran”), and that He was incarnated

by a miracle. Our bishops content themselves with its being a false

religion, but it is a false religion professed by millions on millions

of our fellow creatures. The Muslims do not say Mahomet was without

sin, the Koran often acknowledges that he erred, but no Muslim will

say “_Jesus sinned_.” As far as self-sacrifice of the body, they are

far above Roman Catholics, and consequently above Protestants. It is

positive trouble when one calls one’s servant to be continually told he

is at his prayers, and one cannot think that this is an excuse, for it

can be no pleasure to be in a constrained position for a considerable

time, unless one had some faith in those prayers. The God of the

Muslims is _our_ God. And they do not believe that Mahomet exercises

any mediatorial office for them. They believe they will stand and fall

by their own deeds: in fact they are as much under the law as the Jews.

During our blockade, we have often discussed the question of being

frightened, which, in the world’s view, a man should never be. For my

part I am always frightened, and very much so. I fear the future of

all engagements.[28] It is not the fear of death, that is past, thank

God; but I fear defeat, and its consequences. I do not believe a bit

in the calm, unmoved man. I think it is only that he does not show

it outwardly. Thence I conclude no commander of forces ought to live

closely in relation with his subordinates, who watch him like lynxes,

for there is no contagion equal to that of fear. I have been rendered

furious, when, from anxiety, I could not eat, I would find those at

same table were in like manner affected.

The Greek Consul came back from seeing the Greek, who brought a

letter[29] from Waled a Goun, asking me to surrender. I answered as

per margin,[30] saying I did not see it. The Greek’s object was to get

us to surrender. He says: Lupton,[31] of Bahr Gazelle has come down to

Shaka, with his men to surrender, and that Emin Bey of the Equator is

said to be also captured. The Greek says, “Cuzzi left yesterday for

Berber. Slatin Bey[32] was in Kordofan. The Mahdi was on his way here.”

According to the Greek Consul, this man came in to get money for the

Greek prisoners, and for little else. I have left the Greek Consul to

do what he likes with regard to this.

There was an earthquake, lasting some seconds, at 9 P.M. to-night; like

the other ones, it was from south to north.

When one thinks of the enormous loss of life which has taken place in

the Soudan since 1880, and the general upset of all government, one

cannot help feeling vicious against Sir Auckland Colvin, Sir Edward

Malet, and Sir Charles Dilke, for it is on account of those three men,

whose advice was taken by Her Majesty’s Government, that all these

sorrows are due. They went in for the bondholders, and treated as

chimerical any who thought differently from them ... by letting Sir

Auckland Colvin and Sir Edward Malet stay in Egypt when he went there,

got let into their ways. Time has shown the result of their policy,

and we shall hear of them no more. In a minor degree the _Times_

correspondent at Cairo and Alexandria is a sinner, for he backed them.

We are an honest nation, but our diplomatists are conies, and not

_officially_ honest.

* * * * *

_September 13._—Sent out notifications to all the authorities in Egypt

and the Soudan to search Cuzzi closely, for I think he is an emissary

of the Mahdi; this can be done under pretence of customs. I am inclined

to think that Cuzzi betrayed Berber to the Arabs, for how else can the

different treatment he received from the Mahdi from all other Europeans

be accounted for?

Five of our soldiers captured at Obeyed came in to-day; they report the

Arabs not strong, and not meditating immediate action (they brought

their arms with them); they say the Arabs knew of our expedition to

Berber.

The Ulemas sent a letter[33] to the Mahdi to-day; these letters are

interesting, for they show the views of these people.

The steamers are reported to have passed the Shoboloha defile safely;

they ought to be at Berber to-day.

Note that I do not call our enemy rebels, but Arabs, for it is a vexed

question whether we are not rebels, seeing I hold the firman restoring

Soudan to its chiefs.

The Greek who came in yesterday told the Greek doctor here that the

superior of the mission at Obeyed _alone_ has kept his faith; his name

is “Luigi Bonorni;” the other priests and nuns all have become Muslims

(so he says); the nuns have nominally married Greeks to save themselves

from outrage. He says Cuzzi received two horses, a wife, a slave,

and $60[34] from the Mahdi, with whom he was on the closest terms of

intimacy. He says, Slatin had 4000 ardebs[35] of dhoora and 1500 cows,

and plenty of ammunition when he surrendered; he has been given eight

horses by the Mahdi (all this information must be taken with reserve).

The Greeks here made up £38 for their compatriots in captivity, and

the Austrian Consul sent $100 to the mission at Obeyed.[36] I gave the

Greek $5, which I expect was wasted, and I doubt if the Greek will not

keep all the money he has received. I grudge the $20 I gave Cuzzi,

for I expect he is a vile traitor. I expect he gave the Mahdi all

the cyphers; fortunately he had not the Foreign Office cypher, which

Stewart has carried off. Had I known this information about Cuzzi I

ought to have decapitated him, but it is as well I left him to his fate.

If what the Greek says is true about the apostacy of all but Don Luigi,

what a spectacle! for certainly these people came to this country with

more faith than those that stay at home; they could not expect any

comforts in it, but much self-denial. Some of those nuns had as much

as £1000 a year, which they left to come here. Of course the Greek’s

statement is open to much doubt.

Slatin’s name is Abdel Kadi; Cuzzi’s name is Mahomet Yusuf. Mahdi

proposes I should put myself, on my surrender (?) under Abou Gugliz,

who is a _notorious breaker_ of the Dervish rules. I forgot in my

letter to remark on this. It appears each of these men have a spiritual

adviser with them, who acts as a spy as well.

Two more of the Obeyed soldiers escaped this afternoon; they say the

Arabs meditate putting a gun on the Blue Nile above Bourré, and another

in front of south front of lines, with the idea of bombarding the town.

Psammitichus[37] besieged Azotus or Ashdod for twenty-nine years

(according to Herodotus). What a life for the people of Azotus! One is

tired enough of this, and we have only had six months of it. Azotus or

Ashdod is a miserable little village between Jafa (which, by the way,

is called after _Japhet_, the son of Noah) and Gaza.

The black soldiers who come in are generally old acquaintances of mine,

_i.e._ they know me, while their black pug faces are all alike to me.

I like the Chinese best, then the pug-faced blacks, then the chocolate

Soudan people. I do not like the tallow-faced fellaheen, though I feel

sorry for them.

Ezekiel xxix. and xxx. are interesting, for they show Egypt to be

doomed to be the basest of kingdoms, the slave of kingdoms, never

possessing a ruler of its own race (Mahomet Ali was a Sandjak[38] of

Salonica, and an alien to this land). The judgments on this land are on

account of its cruelties in respect to the slave trade. Berber (which

Colonel Stewart ought to pass to-night) is 200 miles from Merowé, where

the cataracts cease, thence there is open water to Dongola, 150 miles

distant from Merowé; he ought there to find the telegraph open, and so

on the 20th of September he ought to be in communication with Cairo and

Europe.

One thing puzzles me is, if it was really determined to abandon the

Soudan to its fate, why the people of Dongola and of Senheit were not

withdrawn, when the determination was taken; there could be no possible

object for keeping the peoples in those places. I think if, instead

of ‘Minor Tactics’ or books on art of war, we were to make our young

officers study ‘Plutarch’s Lives,’ it would be better; there we see men

(unsupported by any true belief, pure pagans), making, _as a matter of

course_, their lives a sacrifice, but in our days it is the highest

merit not to run away. I speak for myself when I say I have been in

dire anxiety, not for my own skin, but because I hate to be beaten,

and I hate to see my schemes fail; but that I have had to undergo a

tithe of what any nurse has to undergo, who is attached to a querulous

invalid, is absurd, and not to be weighed together. When I emerge all

are complimentary; when the invalid dies the question is, what should

be given to the nurse for her services. We profess to be followers of

our Lord, who, from His birth, when He was hunted, till His death, may

be said to have had no sympathy or kindness shown Him, yet we (and

I say myself especially) cry out if we are placed in any position

of suffering, whereas it is our _métier_, if we are Christians, to

undergo such suffering. I have led the officers and officials the

lives of dogs while I have been up here; it is spurs in their flanks

every day; nothing can obliterate this ill-treatment from my memory. I

may say that I have not given them a moment’s peace; they are conies,

but I ought to have been more considerate. It is quite painful to see

men tremble so when they come and see me, that they cannot hold the

match to their cigarette. Yet I have cut off no heads; I only killed

two Pashas, and I declare, had it not been for outside influences,

those two Pashas would have been alive now; they were judicially

murdered.[39] Happy, as far as we can see, are those men who swing in

small arcs; unhappy are those who, seeking the field of adventure,

swing from the extremes of evil and good. The neutral tint is the best

for wear.

What a contradiction is life! I hate Her Majesty’s Government for

their leaving the Soudan after having caused all its troubles; yet I

believe our Lord rules heaven and earth, so I ought to hate Him, which

I (sincerely) do not.

I hear Hansall, the Austrian Consul, is disposed to go with _his seven

female attendants_ to the Arabs. I hope he will do so.

Heaps of cattle come in every day, but very little grain. Seyd Mahomet

Osman has sent word to his people to go to Kartoum for refuge; this is

pleasant for us! but it shows his confidence in our future, and it is a

great honour to me, who (thank God) am given faith to outspeak “I am a

Christian,” to have obtained such confidence from a man, who would, in

the times of my glory, scarcely look at me.

One of his (Seyd Mahomet Osman’s) men going down to Shendy (where his

sister, a very plucky woman lives) was taking down a pair of slippers

for her, and he brought them here; I wrote my name on the inside of

each, and told him to tell the “Sitt,” or lady, when she put them on,

she put her claw on my head; the man came back the other day, and said

the “Sitt” was delighted with the idea.

What a row the Pope will make about the nuns marrying the Greeks! It

is the union of the Greek and Latin churches.

* * * * *

_September 14._—Yesterday evening the Arabs fired four cannon shots

towards lines on south front, but they did not reach the fortifications.

Halfeyeh[40] reports the assembly of the Arabs, with a view to

attacking that place. A party has gone out to see what truth there is

in this report.

Four other men came in from the Arabs to-day; they had little to say,

beyond that the Arabs meant to maintain a blockade, and not to attack

directly.

The Arabs killed four soldiers who tried to escape, but those who came

in say this will not stop their coming.

A man I sent out to Waled Mocashee, who fought with Waled a Goun

(_vide_ Stewart’s journal), was caught with my letters by Arabs, and

was on the eve of being hung, when my letter arrived, in which I

remonstrated with the Arabs for ill-treating my messengers, on which

they pardoned him, and let him go. This man says the Greek, who came

into the lines yesterday, was sent off to Kordofan on his return to

the Arab camp. The Arabs would have been quite justified in executing

the man above alluded to, for he was a genuine spy; my remonstrance to

them was with respect to their treatment of _direct_ messengers I sent

to them; there is considerable doubt that even Waled Mocashee ever did

fight with Waled a Goun.

In my letter to Sheikh Abdel Kader, I proposed to him to come in and

see me; the Arab chiefs asked him to go, but he would not; it is well

known we have refused to give in.

If it is possible to get rid of the bitter feelings existing between

the two great sections of the Soudan people,[41] it will go a great way

to pacify the country; by degrees this may be done.

Meat has fallen from 10_s._ per lb. to 2_s._ per lb.

The steamer _Towfikia_, which went up the Blue Nile to Giraffe, fell on

the Arabs, and drove them off from collecting grass and wood (one is

thankful for small mercies in these times).

The word “Islam” means the resigning or devoting oneself entirely

to God and His service, _i.e._ self-sacrifice: consequently a true

Christian is of the Islam religion, as far as the name goes (this is

Sale’s translation of the word Islam).

It is curious how quick the people forget their disasters and losses;

it is only ten days ago that we lost in killed nearly one thousand

men, yet no one speaks of it now; it takes about four or six days to

obliterate the bitterness of a disaster.

The old bugbear of the defection of the Shaggyeh has sprung up again.

Saleh Pasha, who is a prisoner with the Mahdi, has written to his

brother to say he and the Mahdi are coming, and that he is not to join

me. These sort of things, which are taken up as gospel truth by those

around me, are one of the most disagreeable parts of my position; those

who will one day declare that the Shaggyeh are faithful, will two days

after urge one to take the sharpest measures of repression against

them, which is, to my mind, just the way to push them into rebellion,

if they had any tendency that way (I mean by rebellion, joining the

Arabs).

Saleh Pasha’s brother came in to-day to see me; he has heard that his

brother is with the Mahdi at Schatt, a place inland from Duem, on White

Nile. He seems to think this is authentic; if so, we shall have the

Mahdi here ere long; he has been there nine days.

The news of the near approach of the Mahdi has not troubled me, for if

he fails he is lost, and there will be no necessity for an expedition

to Kordofan; if he succeeds, he may, by his presence, prevent any

massacre. I have always felt we were doomed to come face to face ere

the matter was ended.

I toss up in my mind, whether, if the place is taken, to blow up the

palace and all in it, or else to be taken, and, with God’s help, to

maintain the faith, and if necessary to suffer for it (which is most

probable). The blowing up of the palace is the simplest, while the

other means long and weary suffering and humiliation of all sorts. I

think I shall elect for the last, not from fear of death, but because

the former has more or less the taint of suicide, as it can do no good

to any one, and is, in a way, taking things out of God’s hands.

Schatt is twenty miles inland from Duem, which is one hundred miles

from here, on left bank of White Nile.

The Greek who came in told the Greek Consul that the Mahdi puts pepper

under his nails, and when he receives visitors then he touches his eyes

and weeps copiously; that he eats a few grains of dhoora openly, but

in the interior of the house he has fine feeding and drinks alcoholic

drinks.

The Greek says the Mahdi has lots of letters from Cairo,[42] Stamboul,

and India; that his constant conversation is Kartoum, and his chance of

its capture.

After this pepper business! I think I shall drop any more trouble in

writing him letters, trying to convince or persuade him to reasonable

measures.

The Greek told the Greek Consul that the Mahdi was perplexed to know

what on earth I was doing up here, as I had no part or lot in the

Soudan. I expect this question is more perplexing for others than the

Madhi (myself included). I must confess that the pepper business has

sickened me; I had hitherto hoped I had to do with a regular fanatic,

who believed in his mission, but when one comes to pepper in the finger

nails, it is rather humiliating to have to succumb to him, and somehow

I have the belief that I shall not have to do so. One cannot help being

amused at this pepper business. Those who come in, for pardon, come in

on their knees, with a halter round their neck. The Mahdi rises, having

scratched his eyes and obtained a copious flow of tears, and takes off

the halter! As the production of tears is generally considered the

proof of sincerity, I would recommend the Mahdi’s recipe to Cabinet

Ministers, justifying some job. The nails (so say the Greeks) must be

long! to contain the pepper.

* * * * *

_September 15._—Another escaped soldier came in this morning; reports

that they are waiting orders of the Mahdi, and do not mean to attack

the lines. Charity thinketh no evil. She was not in the Soudan, for I

declare, what with the tricks of the officials here, Charity would have

had a bad time of it.

They say the Mahdi, when he goes out and sees a woman carrying a jar

of water, rushes at her and begs to be allowed to carry the water.

He rushes up to the Sitt[43] even as I do, only I have not tried the

water-carrying.

It appears that the pepper business is of old date in the Soudan, and

not invented by the Mahdi.

The strength of eastern potentates is the seclusion they live in; they

are sacred. Once they are known, they are done for, and perhaps the

Mahdi coming here will do for him. As long as he could put the misdeeds

of his subordinates on them, he was all right, but when the people see

that he does nothing to rectify wrongs, his prestige ought to go.

This afternoon one of Seyd Mahomet Osman’s family came up from Shendy;

he reports the Stewart expedition having passed Shendy,[44] that they

captured a large boat with grain and twenty-four slaves, which was

collecting taxes for the Arabs. He reports as true the arrival of

troops at Dongola; that the Mudir of Dongola has quieted his province;

that the Arab chief Mahomet el Khair, of Berber, on hearing troops

had come to Dongola, sent round to collect the Arabs, promising them

$20 a month, half responded to the call, and came to Berber and asked

for their pay. Mahomet el Khair sent them to a house where he said

the money was (the Government money, the celebrated £60,000 which

was given to me at Cairo!) When they entered the house, no money was

found, and Mahomet el Khair explained it by saying the devil had

caused it to enter the earth! He then _pretended_ that the Mahdi had

sent for him, and bolted. He seems to have seen he could not hold out.

If he goes to the Mahdi, and does not account in some better way for

the disappearance of the money, I fear it will go hard with him, for

the Mahdi, although he allows certain freedom in miraculous events,

is likely to be chary in allowing such events among his followers,

especially when they affect his pocket.

Another captured soldier escaped and came in. He says the Arabs begin

to notice these diminutions of their men, and to be very strict. Nearly

all the soldiers knew me personally in Darfour.

As for the £60,000 which has been lost and stolen by Soudan Arabs, it

is only a tithe of what has been stolen from the Soudan by the Egyptian

Pashas, that effete race, so I do not regret it.

We hope to finish another of those small steamers in twenty days,

like the _Abbas_ (which went down to Dongola with Stewart), and in

another forty days to complete another one, this will complete the four

steamers bought by Colonel Prout[45] in 1878; one of them, the _Mahomet

Ali_, is in the hands of the Arabs, having been surrendered by Saleh

Bey.

I should not be surprised if Berber surrendered to Stewart’s

expedition. It was a miserable defence it made, and the people were

never very much inclined for the Mahdi. I cannot help thinking Cuzzi

was at the bottom of its surrender.

The _Towfikia_ steamer went up above Giraffe to-day, fired on some

Arabs and captured a cow. Four of the captured soldiers of Obeyed

escaped here; they had little to say, beyond that they had been very

miserable, and that the Arabs hoped we would surrender.

I sincerely hope that Berber will surrender to Stewart’s party; it

would be a great feather in his cap.

The majority of the soldiers who come in bring their rifles.

Haunting the palace are a lot of splendid hawks. I often wonder whether

they are destined to pick my eyes, for I fear I was not the best of

sons.[46]

“Enough for the day is the evil thereof,” but I cannot help feeling

appalled at what is to happen; even if we do manage to extricate

Kartoum from its troubles, we will have to quiet down all the countries

around Sennaar and Kassala, and to withdraw from the Bahr Gazelle,

and Equator (for I do not believe the Greek’s story about those lands

being evacuated). Then comes the question of whether the prisoners in

Kordofan are to be left to their fate. If Her Majesty’s Government has

entered the field this is impossible, and if Her Majesty’s Government

prevent Egypt extricating them, then it is virtually Her Majesty’s

Government who leaves them to their fate. Besides this, there is the

terrible outlay of money (which has to be met) for current expenses.

Also who is to govern the country. All idea of evacuation _en masse_

must be given up, it is totally impossible, and the only solution is to

let the Turks come in, or else to leave me here, the very thought of

which makes me shudder, or to send up Zubair Pasha;[47] in both cases a

subsidy of £100,000 is needed per annum.

* * * * *

_September 16._—The man left in charge of the Roman Catholic Mission’s

garden is furious with the Austrian Consul for taking those $100 he

sent to the captives at Obeyed. He says that had he known they had

become Muslim he would have sent them poison. The $100 came from the

sale of produce of the garden. Whether his anger is owing to his

bigotry, or to the having to give up the $100, is a question. He says

he cannot leave, for he is in charge of the Bishop’s robes. I expect he

holds on to the garden, whose dates alone sold for over $1600.

A woman escaped from the Arabs this morning.

The notes to Sale’s Koran, chapter xix., entitled “Mary,” are very

interesting, as containing the Muslim view of our Lord’s conception.

The sixteenth chapter of Koran, entitled “the Bee,” is considered to

allow Muslims to apostatise, if forced by violence to do so (_vide_

Sale’s notes with regard to Moseilama), though it is more meritorious

not to do so. So the Muslim here are well off in this respect,

_vis-à-vis_, the Mahdi.

Faki Mustapha, who commanded on the left bank of the White Nile, and

who retired into the interior, was expected to come over to us. He

however has written a letter[48] in abusive terms to Cassim el Mousse,

in which he maintains that Mahomet Achmet is the Mahdi. Another soldier

came in with two rifles. _Towfikia_ went up the Blue Nile, and took

on board two runaway slaves. Another man came in with a letter from

a man who is a prisoner with the Arabs, which letter says positively

that 22,000 troops are at Dongola, and that the Mudir of Dongola is at

Merowé, and is pushing on his men.

The soldier who brought in _two_ rifles accounts for it by saying he

started with his companion to come; that his companion got frightened

and dreaded to delay, so they sat down and his companion went to sleep;

so my friend thought it was time to be off, and that it was as well to

take his comrade’s rifle with him!!

* * * * *

_September 17._—I have the strongest suspicion that these tales of

troops at Dongola and Merowé are all gas-works, and that if you wanted

to find Her Majesty’s forces you would have to go to Shepheard’s Hotel

at Cairo.[49]

The reports of the advance which we get from Seyd Osman are never

supported by any written evidence from Dongola, and I expect they are

invented. Whether the resurrection of Stewart, Power, and Herbin will

have any effect remains to be seen, but, ill-natured or not, it is my

firm impression that Her Majesty’s Government will be most disagreeably

surprised by their emerging.

If Stewart gets down, he ought to be in communication with Europe on

the 22nd of September, and Power’s telegrams ought to be in _Times_

23rd September. It makes me laugh to think of the flutter in the

dovecot which will follow. “_That beastly Soudan again!_” (Africa has

indeed been a “beast” to our country, as one of Dickens’s characters

called it.)

Egerton’s telegram,[50] carefully written in cypher (and equally

carefully without date, but which we ascribe to June), respecting the

contracts to be entered into with the Bedouin tribes to escort us down

(“and be sure to look after _yourself_”!) might have been as well

written in Arabic, it would have produced hilarity with the Mahdi. Two

escaped soldiers came in with little news, they came with their arms.

A man came in from visiting the Sheikh el Obeyed. He says that the

Arabs lost very few in their attack on Mahomet Ali Pasha; that they

will wait till the river falls ere they try and close in on Kartoum.

The righteous indignation, expressed on the publication of that slave

circular, which did nothing more than say “that the treaty of 1877

(declaring that the slaves would not be _allowed to be sold after_

1887) would not be put in force,” is rather amusing to think over (a

_pact with the devil_, as, I dare say, some called it), when one thinks

that the probability is the whole country will be a nest of slave

hunters and banditti.

They say the Mahdi means to take up his quarters on the left bank

of the Nile, so as to have his retreat clear to Kordofan in case of

accidents.

The _Towfikia_ steamer went up the Blue Nile, and found the Arabs

near Giraffe, with three guns, which fired five or six rounds at the

steamer, but did no harm.

The pomp of Egerton’s telegram, informing me “that Her Majesty’s

Government would (really!) pay on delivery so much a head for all

refugees _delivered_ on Egyptian frontier, and would (_positively_, it

is incredible!) _reward_ tribes with whom I might contract with, to

escort them down.”

It was too generous for one to believe! Egerton’s chivalrous nature

must have got the better of his diplomatic training when he wrote

it! The clerks in my divan, to whom I disclosed it, are full of

exclamations of wonder at this generosity! Egerton must consider that

I was a complete idiot to have needed such a permission. I hope he

will get promoted, and will not be blamed for his overstraining his

instructions!

Another soldier escaped with his wife; he says: The Arabs brought three

guns down to cover their foraging party, and have taken them back,

which is a relief to me.

I own to a great fear that Stewart’s journal will not be published _in

extenso_, but will be doctored; if so, it is a great pity, for there

are lots of nice things in it. For really it is my journal as much as

Stewart’s, though he wrote it.

When the escaped soldiers come in, they pay me a visit, and are given a

dollar, made to look at their black pug faces in the mirrors, which are

in the palace, and asked their opinion of the reflections. Some stare

with wide open eyes, for _they have never seen themselves before_. They

generally approve of the reflections, especially the black sluts, who

think themselves “Venuses,” and shove their hands into their mouths,

which is a general sign among blacks of great modesty, like the casting

down of the eyes with us.

Faki Mustapha’s letter[51] caused great commotion among the Ulemas, for

he says, “He will destroy the Korans, and shut the mosques, and listen

only to the Mahdi.”

There is a tone in Egerton’s telegram[52] which grates on me; it is,

_to me_, as if he said “You have got into a mess, and although you do

not deserve it, I am willing to stretch a point in your favour, and

authorize you,” &c. And in the previous part (the author unknown) of

the telegram, it is as if I was enjoying this wretched fighting up

here. I declare it is Egerton and Co., who made the mess, and would

like to hang its fabrication and solution on me, not that I mind the

burthen, if they did not send such telegrams (the Co. are Malet and

Colvin).[53]

I must say I do not love Diplomatists as a rule (and I can fancy the

turning up of noses at my venturing to express an opinion of them), I

mean in their official attire, for, personally, the few I know are most

agreeable (and I specially except Alston, the chief clerk, and Weller,

the hall porter, who has, of late years, become quite amiable); but

taking them on their rostrums, with their satellites, from their chiefs

down to the smaller fry, no one can imagine a more unsatisfactory lot

of men to have anything to do with. I have seen —--, —--, —--,

—--, at different times, and when one left their august presences,

one marvelled at the policy of Great Britain being in such hands. Lord

Hammond was a Tartar, and one knew he was to be respected.

One would not so much mind if they did not inoculate with their virus

those who get employed by them, but I have found Stokes of the Suez

Canal, Wilson of Anatolia, and many others (I may say Stewart), all

impregnated with their ideas of sun worship and expediency. I own to

having read with pleasure the ‘Queen’s Messenger’ till Lord Carrington

stopped its publication, and Marvin’s work on Public Offices.

A man has come in who says Stewart and his steamers have captured a

large convoy of two hundred camel-loads of stuff belonging to the

Arabs. They had passed Shendy, and had not been fired upon.

The Mahdi will be furious.

I do not think the resources of this place are known. We can turn out

50,000 rounds of Remington ammunition a week, there are some 10,000

rounds of mountain-gun ammunition in store, and if the Mahdi takes

Kartoum (which will entail the fall of every town in Soudan) it will

need a large force to stay his propaganda. According to the Greek

he meditates an invasion of Egypt and Palestine, where they are all

ready to rise.[54] All the steamers on the Nile, even below Assouan,

are but crockery, if struck by a mountain-gun shell; consequently, if

the people rose at Esneh they could, by the Mahdi sending down two

guns, stop the river. The further the Mahdi is off from the people who

rise, the stronger he is; here we are near him, and hear all about his

festivities and pepper business; at Esneh this would be lost in the

mists of distance, still more so at Cairo and in Palestine. What have

we done in Lower Egypt to make them like us? Not a single thing. We

have foisted Europeans on them to the extent of £450,000 a year; we

have not reduced taxes, only improved the way of extorting those taxes.

The Mahdi says, “I will take one-tenth of your produce, and I will rid

you of the ‘dogs’”—a most captivating programme! If well led, and once

he takes Kartoum, the combined forces of France and England will not be

able to subdue him, unless they go at his nest. From a _professional

military point of view_, and _speaking materially_, I wish I was the

Mahdi, and I would laugh at all Europe. Query (believing all the above

as I do)—would I be justified in coming to terms with Mahdi, on the

understanding that he should let down all refugees (on the Egerton

contract arrangement), while I should give over to him, unhurt, all

warlike material in Kartoum?

Certainly, according to the letter, I would be justified in so doing;

and _then_ what! of what I feel sure will happen, _i.e._, a rising in

Egypt occurs, what will my nation say? (for Egerton will disappear by

some appointment in Chili) they will say it is my fault; but (_D. V._)

they shall not say so, for I will not give up the place except with

my life. It cannot be too strongly impressed on the public that it is

not the Mahdi’s forces which are to be feared, but the rising of the

populations by his emissaries. I do not believe he had four thousand

men when he defeated Hicks. We have to think what would a garrison of

ten thousand men do in Cairo if the population rose.

Had Zubair Pasha been sent up when I asked for him, Berber would in

all probability never have fallen, and one might have made a Soudan

Government in opposition to the Mahdi. We choose to refuse his coming

up because of his antecedents _in re_ slave trade; granted that we had

reason, yet as we take no precautions as to the future of these lands

with respect to the slave trade, the above opposition seems absurd.

I will not send up A. because he will do this, but I will leave the

country to B., who will do exactly the same.

* * * * *

_September 18._—Men came to Halfeyeh from Shendy, and report in

further detail, the attack on the market of Metemma,[55] and capture

of a lot of things. They report also the arrival of troops at Dongola,

and their advance towards Berber (saying that a reconnaissance was just

pushed out to ascertain if Kartoum had fallen or not). Three escaped

soldiers came in from Arabs; they report that a lot of troops are at

Fashoda.[56] I suppose those from Equator or Bahr Gazelle; it appears

they have been at Fashoda some little time, and have lots of cows, &c.

They did not like to come on, for they did not know if Kartoum existed.

10 A.M.—A fight is going on between the _Towfikia_ steamer and five

hundred of our men and the Arabs, near Giraffe. The Arabs are retiring

towards the White Nile. I sent out the men to get wood, &c. The Arabs

did ditto, thence the collision.

The three men who came in to-day, say the Arabs, seeing the numbers who

desert them, take the rifles from the men at night, and give them out

by day.

These men say the Mahdi knows of the advance of the troops on Berber,

and is in a way about it.

Yesterday, previous to hearing the news of to-day, I had arranged for

the departure of the Greek Consul and subjects to the Equator, and then

their retreat, _viâ_ Zanzibar, but it will now be held in abeyance,

till we see the corroboration or not, of this advance of troops to

Berber.

The following meditations as to the future, may save a good deal

of talking: therefore I write them. Supposing it to be true, an

expeditionary force comes to Berber, composed of partly British troops.

What will result? The Mahdi’s people will retire still further into

the interior, and some of his people will come in. The chief of the

expeditionary force will say “Now the road from Kartoum to Berber

is open, retire the garrison.” He may say, “I will give you three

months to do it in.” Well, we send up steamers to the Equator and Bahr

Gazelle, and the garrison of Kartoum marches on Sennaar and we get down

the refugees, and garrisons from those places. Of course the moment

it is known we are going to evacuate, we drive all neutrals, and even

friendlies of the country into the arms of the Mahdi, for they will

calculate “We are going to be left, and consequently we must, for

our own interests, do something for the Mahdi, in order to hedge our

position.” This means that arrayed against our evacuation will be the

mass of those living in our midst, and who are now with us. This is

disagreeable, but one cannot help seeing that it is quite impossible

to keep British troops after January. Therefore I maintain we must

install Zubair with a subsidy or give over country to the Sultan with a

subsidy. There is no option. If it is determined to do neither, but to

evacuate purely and simply, then when the Sennaar garrison is brought

down, give me the steamers, and the black troops, who are willing to

go, and let me take them up to Equator, while the expeditionary force

goes down to Berber. I must say I think this will be a mistake, to

leave the prisoners in Obeyed, and to let the Mahdi gain Kartoum.

As for Kassala, it must be relieved, by a separate expedition from

Massowah and Senheit. Supposing the evacuation, and non-establishment

of a regular government (under Zubair or the Turks) is determined upon,

the Mahdi would, on taking Kartoum, think twice of moving on Egypt, if

I was on his rear at Equator, with all the steamers.

No one can feel more strongly than I do, that January must see any

British troops, who may come up on their way down to Egypt, _coute que

coute_. This must be so, therefore I keep on, about giving the country

to Sultan, or installing Zubair, with subsidies.

In the serail, we have a Turkey cock and five Turkey hens. They were

all very tame, but having put the Turkey cock’s head under his wing,

and swung him into sleep, on one occasion, he is now shy to come near

me; however, if one goes to his wives and scratches them he is furious,

and comes up with his neck of all colours, but keeps out of range. I

am sorry to say that one of his wives, having sat with patience for

three weeks on eggs, and brought forth two chicks, _he killed them_;

such is the accusation lodged against him by the cook. I think a Turkey

cock, with every feather on end, and all the colours of the rainbow

on his neck, is the picture of physical strength; his eye is an eye

of fire, and there is no doubt of his being angry when he sees his

wives touched. I am one of those who believe in the fore and future

existence of what we call animals. We have the history of man, shaped

in the image and likeness of God. He had breathed into him the breath

of God, and became alive, while the waters and earth were told to bring

forth animals _that had life already_ (Gen. i. 20). “That hath life.”

Take Psalm viii. “What is man, Thou hast put _all things_ under his

feet.” What a fall there is in the next verse, “_All sheep and oxen_”

and turn to Hebrews ii. 8, where the same Psalm is quoted, and where

_all_ things are subject to Him. All principalities, powers, and every

existence are under Him. Why did the Psalmist go out of his way to

quote “sheep and oxen,” unless they were (so to say) the incarnation of

those powers and principalities? Man, however much he has fallen, has

the grand pre-eminence over all creatures, _he was shaped_ (the word is

the same as is used for a potter making a clay vessel) _in God’s image

and likeness_, and it is only God who could have so shaped him, as it

is only God who knew His own likeness. Also when our Lord took our form

(which he still keeps) as man, in Him dwelt the fulness of the Godhead,

so that there is no doubt (as he differed only from us in being

sinless) that man is capable of containing the fulness of the Godhead.

Our belief is that _as man_ our Lord governs heaven and earth, not a

sparrow falling without His permission; this being so, the _capacity_

of man must be such as to allow of his being so endowed as to rule all

events in heaven and earth, for it is distinctly said our Lord was

incarnated in a similar body to ours, except without sin. Our Lord,

who is now man for ever and ever, is not likely to have taken a form

which contained any hindrance to His fulness of His Godhead, therefore

the form He took must be perfect, and as our difference between Him

and us is our sin (which He has taken away), we, in our turn, must be

capable of realising His fulness of Godhead, and my belief is that our

future happiness is in being finite intelligences. We will keep on to

all eternity, grasping the infinite knowledge of God which we are so

formed as to be able to do, but which will last for ever inasmuch as He

is infinite. When one gets on these subjects, and has to come down to

this dreadful Soudan question, it is depressing; so also is the thought

that misery here is our lot, for if we will be with our Master, we must

be like Him, who from His birth to His death may be said to have been

utterly miserable, as far as things in this world are concerned: yet I

kick at the least obstacle to my will.

I certainly will, with all my heart and soul, do my best if any of Her

Majesty’s forces come up here or to Berber, to send them down before

January, and will willingly take all the onus of having done so. Truly

the people are not worth any _great_ sacrifice, and we are only bound

to them because of our dubious conduct in Egypt, to which bond there is

a limit, which I fix in January. As for the Kordofan Europeans, with

one exception, they have denied their Lord, and they deserve their fate

in some measure.

_September 19._—The ex-Khedive always said that the great difficulty

of governing the Soudan, was the want of means of easy access, so

he went into a great scheme of railways; he always said that the

Government was bad, because of the immunity which Governors enjoyed,

owing to his being unable to control them. The Soudan, if once proper

communication was established, would not be difficult to govern.

The only mode of improving the access to the Soudan, seeing the

impoverished state of Egyptian finances, and the mode to do so, without

an outlay of more than £10,000, is by the Nile.

[Illustration]

Take this section to be the bed of Nile from Kartoum from Assouan, _a

b c d e f g_ the cataracts; place steamers on the open spaces between

cataracts, build small forts at cataracts, and a sure and certain road

is open for ever.

The same crews would do for these steamers, for a weekly service would

suffice. Camels should be placed at the cataracts for the transhipment

of goods from steamer to steamer.

After the first outlay, which certainly would not be more than

£10,000, for we have the steamers (I think £5000 would be enough), the

thing would pay itself. Of course, it would be better to make loop

tramways worked by animals, than to keep camels at the cataracts.

I worked at this idea quietly for the time[57] I was in the Soudan

before. Colonel Mason went down and examined the cataracts between

Hannek and Wady Halfa, and he found one space of open water forty

miles in length. The Wady Halfa railway might be produced some nine

kilometres, and brought down to river bank. The mass of the misfortunes

of the Soudan arose from this idea of utilising the Nile not having

been carried out, but one had to work at it quietly, for Cairo was bent

on the Wady Halfa railway over which such sums had been spent. I even

took one steamer up from Wady Halfa to Dongola (_i.e._, Mr. Baird, C.

E., did so), to begin the chain of steamers.

No church parade to speak of; Arabs are now visible only on the south

front, four or five miles distant. Arabs did not bring their gun down

to the Blue Nile to-day, and no escaped prisoners came in. To-day is

the Muslim Sabbath, and there is no office work. (Not that there is

much on other days; however, one never sees anyone from morning till

night).

This has given me time to think over the outburst of indignation _in

re_ the slave circular. We did not see the papers, so can only guess

what they said, but expect that this diabolical fact caused upraised

hands in horror, “Was the world coming to an end?” What complete

rubbish! Was it not announced openly that the Soudan was going to be

abandoned, and consequently that the Soudanese were to be allowed

to follow their own devices (which are decidedly slave-huntingly

inclined)? What possible influence could my saying that that feeble

Treaty of 1877 was not going to be enforced, have on people who were

going to be abandoned? The sole and only object of my mission was to

get out the garrisons and refugees without loss of life. And in saying

what I did I merely told the people a platitude.

Baring deigned to say he would support me! Of course, that was an

enormous assistance, to have his approbation. I expect that my asking

for Zubair to come up was the last drop in the cup, and henceforth

I was a complete pariah, yet, in reality, if the Soudan was to be

abandoned, what difference could it possibly make whether Zubair or

the Mahdi carried on slave-hunting, for, according to all accounts,

the Mahdi is most active in this direction (so says the Greek). We had

decided to abandon the Soudan, and to leave it to its own devices; the

only obstacle to this were those _horrid_ garrisons; once we could

get them out, then chaos might reign, for all we cared. The Arabs,

foolishly, would not let us return, consequently the present position.

Zubair’s coming up, when I asked for him, would have, I think, saved

Berber, and greatly facilitated the getting down of _those_ garrisons,

which we only care for, because it is a _palpable_ dishonour to abandon

them, “they ought to have surrendered at once, troublesome people that

they are, giving so much bother!”

Stewart will bear witness that my whole efforts have been, and will

be, directed to carry out my instructions, viz., the withdrawal of

the garrisons and refugees, and had it not been for the defeat of

Mahomet Ali Pasha, I should have got out at least two-thirds of those

at Kartoum and Sennaar. I was engaged in a certain work, _i.e._, to

take down the garrisons, &c. It suited me altogether to accept this

work (when once it was decided on to abandon the Soudan), which, to

my idea, is preferable to letting it be under those wretched effete

Egyptian Pashas. Her Majesty’s Government agreed to send me. It was a

mutual affair, they owe me positively nothing, and I owe them nothing.

A Member of Parliament, in one of our last received papers, asked

“whether officers were not supposed to go where they were ordered?”

I quite agree with his view, but it cannot be said I was ordered to

go. The subject was too complex for any order. It was “Will you go

and try?” and my answer was, “Only too delighted.” As for all that

may be said of our holding out, &c., &c., it is all twaddle, for we

had no option; as for all that may be said as to why I did not escape

with Stewart, it is simply because the people would not have been such

fools as to have let me go, so there is an end of those greatcoats of

self-sacrifice, &c. Place before men the chance of success by holding

out, and the certainty of death, or miserable captivity, if they give

in, there is not much credit in holding out. I must add _in re_, “the

people not letting me go,” that even if they had been willing for me

to go, I would not have gone and left them in their misery. I think I

say truly, I have never asked for a British expedition. I asked for two

hundred men to be sent to Berber at a time when, Graham having beaten

Osman Digma, one might have supposed there was no risk for those two

hundred men, and I asked for Zubair.[58]

Baring offended Cuzzi, who revenged himself by betraying Berber.

Baring _openly_ announced “that no troops would come up to Berber,”

which was a gratuitous act on his part. We may be sure Cuzzi (who loves

Baring) did not fail to tell this to the Mahdi, yet Baring pitched into

me for indiscretion in asking _openly_ for Zubair,[59] which I did on

_purpose_, in order to save Her Majesty’s Government the odium of such

a step! As for Zubair’s refusing to come up (as Cuzzi says he did), I

put it down to some palace intrigue, and consider (if it is true) he

was forced into saying so. If any Expedition comes up, I am grateful

_officially_ for the people’s sake, but I consider that it is a _right_

they possess, for, had not Egypt been interfered with, somewhat more

than seven persons would have come up here, as reinforcements, between

21st November, 1883, when Hicks’ defeat was known, and 19th September,

1884. _I_ am grateful _personally_, because, as surely as the chief

of that expedition comes up, I will put on him the burthen of the

Government (doing what I can to help him). I am unable to forget the

sufferings of these peoples, owing to our want of decision _in re_

Zubair, and no soft words will obliterate those sufferings from my

memory. It is not over praiseworthy if one holds out, when, if you do

_not_, your throat is cut.

I am deeply grateful to those who have prayed for us.

Any expeditionary force that may come up comes up for the honour of

England, and England will be grateful, and I can hang the yoke of

Government on some one else, for the solution of the problem.

Any one reading the telegram[60] 5th May, Suakin, 29th April,

Massowah, and _without_ date, Egerton saying, “Her Majesty’s Government

does not entertain your proposal to supply Turkish or other troops in

order to undertake military operations in Soudan, and consequently if

you stay at Kartoum you should state your reasons,” might imagine one

was luxuriating up here, whereas, I am sure, no one wishes more to be

out of it than myself; the “_reasons_” are those horridly plucky Arabs.

I own to having been very insubordinate to Her Majesty’s Government and

its officials, but it is my nature, and I cannot help it. I fear I have

not even tried to play battledore and shuttlecock with them. I know if

_I_ was chief I would never employ _myself_, for I am incorrigible.

To men like Dilke, who weigh every word, I must be _perfect poison_.

I wonder what the telegrams about Soudan have cost Her Majesty’s

Government? It has been truly a horrid question. There is the TOWN El

Obeyed and the SHEIKH El Obeyed; there is the Haloman of Cairo and the

Haloman of Kartoum. Sanderson must have a hard time of it. “The _city_

moves about!” “Why, if Haloman is attacked, Cairo must be in danger!

Send for Wolseley! Kartoum forces defeated by Sheikh el Obeyed! Why,

the town must have moved! Is not El Obeyed the place Hicks went to

take? Most extraordinary! Send for Wolseley!”

“Eureka, I have found it out; there is a _man_ called _El Obeyed_ and

a _town_ called _El Obeyed_. When a movement occurs, it is the _man_,

not the _town_, which has moved!” After _this_ I shall hesitate to

ask for any appointment from Foreign Office, and I shall get no more

crisp bank-notes, as I used to do from old Cunnynghame in 1858-59

(when Alston was a boy, so to say), in those dingy rooms in Downing

Street, now pulled down. One can fancy them saying “That brute of a

Mahdi!” “That horrid resurrection of Stewart, Power, and Herbin at

Dongola!” It will destroy all the _well earned repose_ of Her Majesty’s

Government. As Sir Wilfrid Lawson (he is an _irregular_) said, “One

day you will groan when you hear of Tel el Kebir.” I think of _all_

the pusillanimous _businesses_ which happened in 1882 the flight of

the Europeans from Alexandria before these wretched fellaheen troops,

was the worst. Why, had they barricaded their streets, they would have

held Alexandria against 50,000 of these poor things (like Abbot did his

hotel and the Egyptian bank their offices). A more contemptible soldier

than the Egyptian never existed. Here we never count on them; they are

held in supreme contempt, poor creatures. _They_ never go out to fight;

it would be perfectly iniquitous to make them. We tried it once, and

they refused point blank to leave the steamers. We are keeping them in

cotton wool to send down to Baring (if he has weathered the storm?)

“Blessed is the man who does not sit in the seat of the _scornful_”

(Ps. i. 1). I own it is not right to scoff at one’s superiors, but I do

not do it in malice, and I hope those who are remarked upon will not be

offended. Life is a very leaden business, and if any one can lighten

it, so much the better. Because I criticise Baring, Egerton, and the

Foreign Office, it is not that I think I am their superior, but because

I would like them to see how others, outside themselves, view things.

Because I may differ with them it is no reason why they may not be

right, and acting uprightly, and I may be utterly wrong. I am sure the

“Siren” Malet is conscientiously sure all he did in Egypt was right; if

visited in Brussels one will see, at a glance, he is plainly content.

One of the most amusing things which struck me in Palestine,

exemplifying how little worth the world’s praise is, was an article in

the _Times_ describing the making of a D.C.L. at Oxford. Sir Charles

Wilson received this honour. The _Times,_ in remarking on the affair,

mixed Wilson, R.E., up with Rivers Wilson of National Debt Office, and

spoke of his “financial capacities” in Egypt. Of course Wilson, R.E.,

could not help thinking he had been robbing Wilson of National Debt

Office of his renown, while Rivers Wilson felt hurt at being robbed of

it. Two people were accordingly put out; while the innocent writer in

the _Times_, when penning his article, was thinking how he could meet

his rent (this is pure supposition). We may be quite certain, that

Jones cares more for where he is going to dine, or what he has got

for dinner, than he does for what Smith has done, so we need not fret

ourselves for what the world says. The article in the _Times_ was a

Mordecai to Wilson, R.E., and quite destroyed the pleasure of receiving

the D.C.L.; yet the writer in the _Times_ did all he could to exalt

Wilson, R.E. I think the Press is first-rate, to ventilate articles;

but when “we” come out, and praise or blame, I do not care a bit for

“we”; for I have seen the “We’s,” and found them much as myself. I

would never muzzle the press or its correspondents; they are most

useful, and one cannot be too grateful to them (I own this more than

any one), but I certainly think, that their province does not extend to

praising or blaming a man, for by praising, or blaming, an assumption

is made of superiority, for the _greater_ only can do that, to the

_inferior_; and no newspaper can arrogate that its correspondent is

superior to the General (though I declare I think, sometimes, it may be

the case).

Take for instance our defeat here, on the 16th March, which is put down

to the treachery of the Pashas. Ten thousand articles in the _Times_

will not make me think that their execution was not a judicial murder,

yet probably the _Times_ may say, I was justified: it alters not the

affair with me, it is simply my intelligence against that of their

correspondent; if the _Times_ saw this in print, it would say, “Why,

then, did you act as you did?” to which I fear I have no answer.

* * * * *

_September 20._—Six escaped soldiers came in this morning with

their arms; they say that the others meditate a general rush for the

lines to escape, that the Arabs are quite astonished at our being so

quiet, and believe a mine is being driven under them. The men who

came to-day said the Mahdi is still at Rahad! _not_ at Schatt. One of

these men was a perfect peacock with the patches on his dervish dress.

Yesterday evening, while a gale was blowing, Waled a Goun took out the

Krupp, meaning to bombard us, but he then took it back on Abou Gugliz’

remonstrances, who said that we had stayed quiet for months, that he

had made splendid fortresses, and that on one day we had burst on him,

and broken him up.

A curious letter[61] was found written, just before Hicks’ forces

perished, by a high officer; it is in the terms, “Stranger, go tell the

Lacedemonians we lie here, in obedience to their laws.”

I have in a previous page abused the Egyptian soldier, but it is not

just, for what possible interest can they take in warlike operations

in the Soudan? The English beat them in Egypt, and then sent them up

here to be massacred in detail. One may say the massacred ten thousand

of Hicks’ army, at any rate, showed they could die, if they could not

fight.

When we got hemmed in, a lot of slaves belonging to masters in Kartoum

got cut off. They have been coming in in driblets ever since, and we

made the men soldiers, and the women were freed; this of course bore

hard on their masters, who thus lost their slaves, so I have determined

to compensate these masters, at rate of £7 per man, £5 per woman,

being an inferior article. Certainly I would make ‘Plutarch’s Lives’ a

handbook for our young officers; it is worth any numbers of ‘Arts of

War’ or ‘Minor Tactics.’

Some accounts in the _Gazette_, describing reasons for giving the

Victoria Cross, are really astounding, such as a man who, with another,

was sent out on a reconnaissance, this other was wounded, and his

companion waited for him, and took him on his horse, saving his life!

What would we have said, had he left his companion? Lots of these

cases pass by unheeded, which, if read by ‘Plutarch’s Lives,’ would

be simply a man’s duty. A soldier is bound entirely to his work as a

soldier, he can never do more than his duty, and his _métier_ is the

Field; therefore he deserves nothing, for he is already paid for that

_métier_, and not for garrison or home life. The original idea of the

Victoria Cross was to give the subaltern officers, non-commissioned

officers, and men a decoration, which would take the place of the

Bath, to ranks below that of Major, which by the statutes of the Bath

could not be done; then came the mistake to give the Victoria Cross

for deeds of _éclat_, and so now it is. I like that old Iron Duke with

his fearful temper: he told a friend of my father, who was bewailing

his long and meritorious service, “That he ought to be —-- glad the

country had kept him so long.” I wish Wolseley would take up this

line, and get some quixotic chivalry into us: that it is possible I

feel sure, for we are the same men as before. In three campaigns, out

of four of late years, no officer or soldier has gone through such

privations or dangers, as are gone through by our naval officers and

sailors in gunboats, in various parts of the world, yet these latter

would be scoffed at if they pleaded these privations, in order to

get reward. A man defends a post, if he loses it his throat is cut;

why give him a Victoria Cross? and if given, why not give it to all

who were with him? they equally with him defended their throats. The

men I should like to see cross-questioned on the country they are in

are our Generals, whose whole time is taken up in their offices with

courts-martial, &c., &c., an occasional day being devoted to moving

men about in formations, which are never put into execution in the

Field? The _métier_ of a General is the Field, not the office; it is

as if all their time is to be taken up with the horse in the stable,

not in the country, whereas the latter is the most important. I should

like to see Wolseley trot out the generals over their districts; ask

them the routes, their proposed distribution of men in case of attack,

and water-supply to Forts. I do not think it is generally known that

if a gunboat cut the sea-wall near Cooling on Thames, the Cliffe and

Shornemead Forts are cut off from main land, and that the Thames would

come up to high lands, and be ten miles wide. There is one man only

that I know who has the gift of questioning, because he knows every

part of the coast, Sir W. Jervois; and if Wolseley has not the time,

he would do schoolmaster. Of course, this is all fearful treason and

presumption.

Spy in Halfeyeh states Stewart’s steamers have recaptured the two

steamers I had lost at Berber, and had no fighting to speak of; that

the English troops are advancing on Ambukol,[62] half way between

Debbeh and Merowé, and had defeated the Arabs.

A young black soldier has just escaped from the Arabs; he was pursued

by three horsemen and some footmen, and he kept blazing away at them

till he got into the lines. He says he killed two of his pursuers.

I wrote a letter[63] to Abdel Kader, the old sheikh on South Front, and

sent him a packet of soap with the letter, as he had lamented to one of

our men, who had escaped, that he had none. I daresay he will think the

packet is a mine!

I have ordered the sale of five hundred ardebs of Government dhoora: no

one family to purchase more than two ardebs.

The capture of the steamers at Berber cuts off the Arabs of Berber from

those on other side.

With the young soldier who escaped were three others, but their hearts

failed them, and they were recaptured. I fear they will suffer, but no

physical suffering will change the heart, hence I do not believe in

purgatory.

The _Towfikia_ steamer went up to Giraffe, and as the Arabs had a sort

of sneaking affection for the place, we put down twenty self-exploding

mines, to deter them from going there. The worst of it is, our domestic

matches have run out, and we cannot make any substitute, so we have

to fall back on the powder-hose, connecting groups of ten. I think

good wire entanglements, with mines, will defend any place, if one has

anything like moderate troops behind the parapet. Wire entanglement

ought to be twenty yards in depth, mixed with it the earthmines. No

field artillery will neutralize their effects, and only a continuous

bombardment of days would destroy them.

A man has come in from Shendy, who corroborates the advance of the

expeditionary force and the defeat of the Arabs. Another came in, who

says the _Abbas_ passed down safely, and that the steamers _Mansowrah_

and _Saphia_ are on their return, but says nothing of capture of the

two steamers at Berber.

Another escaped soldier came in.

The Arabs took the man with the flag of truce (I sent out with letter

to Abdel Kader, the old sheikh) into their lines; he took a _letter_

from the Ulemas to the Mahdi.

Tolerably good information says that the Mahdi has written to the

tribes about here, telling them to submit to our authority, and to

fight no more, to pay taxes, &c.; that if he is the Mahdi, then Turks

and all men will eventually acknowledge him, without any more fighting,

&c. We have this from two separate sources. I think he feels that to

fail here would lead to his fall, and so he will come to terms in order

to keep Kordofan, as I originally proposed to him.

Faki Mustapha (the man who commanded Arabs on left bank), has sent in

to say he never wrote the impertinent letter E,[64] to which his seal

was not.

The doctor took a stone as big as a swan’s-egg from a man to-day.

There is nothing like a civil war to show what skunks men are. One of

my greatest worries are the Shaggyeh, who are continually feathering

towards me, or towards the Mahdi. I expect both sides despise them

equally. According to history, the same thing went on during the reign

of James II. When William of Orange landed, Queen Anne’s husband the

Prince of Denmark did not show well in the affair, and I expect that

the Empress Eugenie could say a good deal for “Rats,” during her time.

I must say I cordially hate them, and if I had my way, I would smite

the Shaggyeh, but policy says “give them rope.” I have told them

distinctly, that I know it is self-interest alone which rules them,

which however is a platitude, for it governs most of us.

* * * * *

_September 21._—Six more escaped soldiers came in with their rifles

to-day. They say the Arabs are furious at losing their Peacock dervish

(who was one of their officers) yesterday, and also at the constant

desertions, and have written to the Mahdi to ask whether they are to

kill these blacks or not. The Mahdi hired one thousand camels at $3 a

head, to bring dhoora to the Arab camp, but the people who engaged to

do this, bolted with the money and the camels into the interior. The

Mahdi is at Schatt.[65]

Messengers have arrived at Omdurman, saying that mixed force of British

and Indian troops at Debbeh, on the Nile, north of Dongola, and that

they had defeated a party of dervishes.

The Greek, who came in a few days ago from the Arabs, said the Mahdi

had given Cuzzi an ointment to rub on his body, which would keep him in

odour of sanctity!

Halfeyeh reports a foraging party of Arabs between Halfeyeh and

Shoboloha.[66]

The three messengers from Dongola came in with two cipher telegrams

from Egerton of same import, not legible, for want of cipher, which

Stewart carried off. Some photograph letters which I could only

partially make out, and notes from Floyer,[67] and Kitchener[68] saying

forces were coming up. Letter from Mudir Dongola saying he had beaten

the Arabs four times before the British advance! I have made him Pasha,

and asked for the Order of St. Michael and St. George for him from the

Khedive. I have ordered _three_ guns to be fired from all the guns at 4

P.M. as a salute, and to warn the Arabs something is up. I shall send

down spies to-morrow. I gave the _three_ £50, and gave them each £10,

with promise they will be paid £10 more when they get to Dongola. They

say they had nothing given them on starting! which is curious if true.

Three more escaped soldiers came in this afternoon. They say the Arabs

have disarmed all the black troops, and have told them to go where they

liked, so I expect we will have a lot in to-morrow.

We fired a salute of three rounds from each gun on lines, to let the

Arabs know of the advance expeditionary force. The men who came in say

the Arabs were fully expecting an attack, and were in a great way.

I send down to-morrow a telegram to Cairo, which will settle the

business as far as I am concerned. It is thus couched: “If you remove

me from being Governor-General then all responsibility is off me; but

if you keep me as Governor-General then I will, _at the cost of my

commission_ in Her Majesty’s Service, see all refugees out of this

country.”

The Arabs in reply to this salute of three guns fired nine shots

against the lines to-night, two of which passed over our lines—a sort

of revenge for our salute.

The man who went up with the letter came back with two letters[69] and

the soap, _which was refused_.

Our salute, which was replied to by the Arabs by shotted guns, made us

fire shotted guns in reply; and the “man who came in with the soap”

says our guns killed twenty men, which I fear is an exaggeration.

This man says the Arabs are in a bad state, with little food. They

threatened to kill him. I sent out letter[70] in answer.

* * * * *

_September 22._—One escaped slave came in to-day. The Berber steamers

are said to be coming up river. Sent out two hundred men from Halfeyeh

to drive off foraging parties of Arabs investing roads from that place

to Shoboloha.

The _Saphia_ and _Mansowrah_ have returned from Berber. _They passed

the Abbas_, that is about all, and I am grateful for that. They carried

out my orders. Colonel Stewart’s letter reports in detail. The steamers

lost three killed, and had four wounded. They saw the two captured

steamers under the bank.

N.B.—When self-acting mines are placed, it is as well to connect them

with twine to facilitate taking them up.

_September 23._—The men who went out to drive back the marauders

between Halfeyeh and Shoboloha have come back. They drove back the

Arabs and captured a lot of things.

During the blockade here, viz., from say March 12th till to-day

September 22nd we have expended—

3,240,770 Remington }

1,570 Krupp gun } cartridges.

9,442 Mountain gun}

Of the Remington cartridges perhaps 240,000 may have been captured by

enemy, so that we fired 3,000,000 away; and I expect the Arabs lost

perhaps 1000 in all. Each Arab killed needed 3,000 cartridges. We have

left here—

2,242,000 Remington }

660 Krupp gun } cartridges.

8,490 Mountain gun}

and we turn out 50,000 Remington cartridges a week.

Fifty Arab horsemen came down on our foraging party who were outside

Bourré, but the steamer drove them back.

No escaped soldiers came in to-day. I expect they are all close

prisoners.

There are fifty nuggars at Berber with the Arabs.

I am sure I should like that fellow Egerton. There is a light-hearted

jocularity about his communications, and I should think the cares of

life sat easily on him. Notice the slip in margin. He wishes to know

_exactly_ “day, hour, and minute” that he (Gordon) expects to be in

“difficulties as to provisions and ammunition.”[71]

Now I really think if Egerton was to turn over the “archives” (a

delicious word) of his office, he would see we had been in difficulties

for provisions for some months. It is as if a man on the bank, having

seen his friend in river already bobbed down two or three times, hails,

“I say, old fellow, let us know when we are to throw you the life buoy,

I know you have bobbed down two or three times, but it is a pity to

throw you the life buoy until you really are _in extremis_, and I want

to know _exactly_, for I am a man brought up in a school of exactitude,

though I did _forget_(?) to date my June telegram about _that Bedouin

escort contract_.”

Turn to page 59, “Send for Wolseley,” &c. I see that they did send for

him just a month before; “nasty moving cities, and _very_ nasty Soudan.”

Egerton’s cipher telegram,[72] which I cannot decipher through Stewart

having taken the book, is short, but I feel sure is weighty, and I

regret deeply I cannot get at its contents, which I think would afford

matter for amusing comment.

The Mudir of Dongola sent me a telegram which is on other side.[73] He

tells me of the extreme anxietude which pervaded Cairo (when they heard

Berber had fallen, and it was rumoured Kartoum had ditto), for the

retirement of the Dongola people. “Throw things into the river,” &c.,

“but come away,” “we are very fond of you,” “useless to stay,” &c., &c.

The Mudir laughs over it, I think, and saw the kind instruction, “raise

barrier on barrier between Kartoum and its sister beleagured cities and

Cairo; let us hear the last of these moving cities and Halomans.” What

awful disgust at this resurrection! I made the Mudir a Pasha; he was an

old officer of mine. When I came up I ordered him down, as my orders

were to _organize country with Soudanese employés_, not that he was

bad. Cairo (how they must wring their hands over it now) remonstrated

and asked me to leave him, which I did, and he saved Dongola, and

indirectly Kartoum, for had I put a native in he would have gone over

to the Mahdi, like Hussein Pasha Khalifa did, and then I really think

that the tomb would have been securely sealed, and R. I. P. to all

of us. When one thinks that _Cairo saved us_ by interfering with my

removal of this man, it must add bitterness to the cup they have to

drink! The telegrams about this man’s reinstatement, and my answer, are

in Stewart’s journal about the month of March.

I am arranging attack on Berber with four steamers and Krupps, as soon

as steamers come from Sennaar.

Spies with letters started for Dongola yesterday.

I hope Stewart will get hold of all copies of telegrams sent to us from

Cairo for his journal, and which the Arabs captured (lovely reading!),

also that he will find out result of Hewitt’s Mission to King John,

and of Baring’s negotiations for opening of “the road from Suakim and

Berber,” he spoke about on the 29th of March! which caused hilarity up

here, and which led to his angering Cuzzi, who, idiot-like, questioned

the sagacity and success of the step, and, getting turned out, paid us

both (in all probability) by betraying Berber to the Arabs.

Egerton is a statistician, he evidently is collecting material for some

great work. What earthly use is it to us for Egerton “to know exactly

our want of provisions,” when he is 1500 miles away! I am vexed at not

getting at the pith of his cipher telegram, all I can see is that 7775

(Zubair’s name) is _not_ in it.

I am preparing to clear out of the palace, _in toto_, leaving the

telegraph only, and go into the Mudiriat, so there will be plenty of

room for the staff, if they come up, which is even now a question to me.

From Lord Northbrook coming out, I infer that Baring has returned

to Cairo, and that my friend Egerton has gone back to the Acropolis.

I hope he will say a good word to the King of Hellenes in favour of

Leonidas, the Greek Consul here, who has behaved worthy of his ancestor

of Thermopylæ, on a small scale.

I have a firm conviction we will not do anything in Egypt that will

succeed, unless we fall into accord with France, which would not be

difficult to do.

Arabi Pasha’s private secretary, who even Stewart with all his Job-like

patience had to give up as a bad job, came to-day to say “he was

starving,” so I have given him £10 a month again. How he ever got on

with Arabi is a wonder; he and Stewart used to spend hours, hob and

nob, translating Arabic letters, and then Stewart found out that the

man had just exercised his own imaginations and taken not the least

pains to give the sense of these letters’ contents.

The Shaggyeh are breaking my heart with their family quarrels. I shall

go to Halfeyeh (_D. V._) to-morrow to see after them. They captured

five men who had been pardoned, and had gone back to the Arabs, and

want me to kill them, which I refuse to do, for who are the rebels?

we or the Arabs. I am responsible for the judicial murder of the two

Pashas; beyond this I have put no man to death.

I think Colonel Stewart is hard on our men as to their cowardice; they

are not heroes, I grant, but they are not, to my mind, entire cowards;

“they do not see it,” that is all; but if they are put in a position

where there is a chance, a _fair_ chance of success, they will take

advantage of it and be plucky. The Chinese are of the same temperament.

“No two piecey man can stay one place, supposing you come, I must go.”

This is an acknowledged maxim in the East.

A spy came in, and says that Sheikh el Obeyed has news in his camp

_that Abdel Kader Pasha_ (what a bother for Sanderson all these Abdel

Kaders who he may mix up with the one of Algier) _is with troops at

Kassala_.

Two more mines exploded at Omdurman when they were being taken up to

renew the fuses, but did no harm.

I saw the Shaggyeh chief Abdul Hamed to-day. He says that Said and

Ibrahim Hassan Pashas[74] were _not guilty_, and that the Arabs looted

their houses when they heard they had been killed by me, which they

would not have done had they been really in communication with them. I

shall send for their families and give them each £1000, which is all I

can do.

The _Towfikia_ went up and had her usual fight with the Arabs.

Report is that a soldier has taken the breech pieces of the two Krupp

guns with the Arabs, and has run away, rendering them useless.

If Abdel Kader is at Kassala what on earth are our people about not to

tell me, for of course I could help him. We seem to have lost our heads

in the Intelligence Department, though it costs enough money.

As for “_evacuation_,” it is one thing; as for “_ratting out_,” it is

another. I am quite of advice as to No. 1 (as we have not the decision

to keep the country), but I will be no party to No. 2 (this “rat”

business), 1st, because it is _dishonourable_; 2nd, because it is not

_possible (which will have more weight)_; therefore, if it is going

to be No. 2, _the troops had better not come beyond Berber till the

question of what will be done is settled_. So I will end this book.

C. G. GORDON.

_23 Sept., 1884_.

N.B.—To be copied and read by Colonel Stewart, if he likes, and

extracts given Mr. Power (as by promise). Afterwards to be given to

Miss Gordon, Southampton, if not wanted by the Foreign Office.

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