CHAPTER XXII.

A HAPPY REUNION.

What of the man sitting alone there in Helen's library during the

interview between Dorothy and her mother as just related?

Obeying Helen's behest, he had slipped into the room just as Dorothy

entered the reception hall, where he had dropped into a chair, and sat,

with his elbows on his knees, his face buried in his hands, like one

bereft of hope--dazed, almost benumbed by his crushing disappointment

in view of Helen's obvious attitude toward him.

For five long years he had lived and labored for this hour; with one

high aim and end--one coveted goal set before him.

His aim was to redeem his wasted life. To do this meant, first of all,

to make of himself a man worthy of the name--a man, the pattern of

which he had caught an inspiring glimpse during Mrs. Everleigh's

never-to-be-forgotten visits to him at the Grenoble five years ago.

And second, to achieve fame and fortune by means of the great gift with

which he had been endowed, but which he until now had never fully

appreciated, or possessed the energy and stability to develop and

perfect. And the end, the goal upon which his heart had been fixed,

was to win back the beautiful and wonderful woman who had once been his

wife, and with her his lovely daughter.

Only he himself knew what battles he had been forced to wage, while

trampling under his feet the John Hungerford of former years; with his

indolence, ease-loving habits, with his aversion to everything like

real work and the propensity to shirk every possible responsibility; or

how, during his first year or two in Paris, he had struggled with

poverty, living in one poor, ill-furnished room, denying himself the

luxuries, sometimes almost the necessities, of life, in order that he

might avail himself of the coveted instruction of his old teacher.

Upon his arrival in Paris he had at once sought Monsieur Jacques--who,

however, received him somewhat coldly at first--frankly stated his

position to him and begged that he would accept him as a student

again--at least until he could get a start for himself.

When the kind-hearted Frenchman was convinced of his sincerity--when he

saw how eager he was for real work, he was overjoyed, and all his

former interest in, and enthusiasm for, his old favorite, who he felt

assured possessed the soul of the great artist, was aroused, and from

that hour he spared no pains to encourage and inspire him to the

highest achievements.

John himself was indefatigable. He gave the closest and most

conscientious attention to his work; no criticism or suggestion from

Monsieur Jacques was unheeded; the smallest details were most carefully

observed, and his progress was almost phenomenal. The soul of the

great artist was at last thoroughly awakened and began to live and

breathe and glow in every stroke of his brush.

At times his teacher was almost afraid that his zeal would exhaust

itself, or his strength fail; and occasionally he would compel him to

leave his easel and go with him to his country home for a day of rest

and recreation.

John's evenings were mostly spent in reading and study--in strange

contrast to the opera-loving, theater-going habitué of former years.

Many things that Helen had dropped, much that Mrs. Everleigh had said,

during those weeks of his illness at the Grenoble had shown him that

they were living in a higher and purer mental atmosphere than he had

ever known, and he craved to learn more of the faith or motive power

that made possible the invariable peace and serenity that illumined

their faces and exhaled from their presence. He knew that if he were

ever to win Helen again he must first rise himself, mentally and

morally, to her stature.

At the same time he was daily becoming aware that, even though this

great boon were to be denied him--even though the broken threads of his

life could never be pieced together again, he was yearning, and would

ever continue to yearn, for this inspiring faith for its own sake. He

had never forgotten the sense of something new having been born into

his consciousness with Mrs. Everleigh's first visit to him--something

that had been steadily expanding and unfolding within him until he had

come to recognize it as the insatiable desire for conquest and

dominion; conquest over self--dominion over all things unworthy in his

life.

When the merit of his work began to be recognized, when his pictures

began to be sold as soon as they were hung, no one was more jubilant

than Monsieur Jacques himself; indeed, he seemed proud as a father over

a gifted son.

"Ah, Monsieur Hungerford will be great--his work will live!" he was

wont to say when asked for an opinion by would-be purchasers; and such

praise could not fail to add value to the artist's productions and

bring him plenty of orders. A strong and lasting affection grew up

between the two men; they often visited each other's studio--for by the

beginning of his third year John had been in a position to establish

himself in a handsome suite of apartments, with the simple legend

"Hungerford" hung in the great front window--where they spent many an

hour in social converse, or in discussing the merits and possibilities

of various schools of art. When, during the last year before his

return to America, the great teacher passed from his sight, it seemed

to John that he had lost a dear father as well as a wise counselor.

Now, with name and fame established, with an enviable social position

attained, together with an assured competence, he had come back to his

own country, his heart beating high with the hope of a blessed reunion

with his dear ones--a hope that had been suddenly dashed to earth

during his recent interview with Helen; and despair filled his soul as

he sat there alone in her library and awaited the next move on the

checker board of his life.

Dorothy's clear, sweet voice, as it floated to him from the next room,

thrilled him through and through; and, as he could not fail to overhear

much, if not all, that was said, he gradually became more calm, and

began to take himself to task for his own shortsightedness.

He reasoned that he had been very unwise in coming upon Helen so

abruptly--walking in upon her without even announcing himself, like

some unbidden and unwelcome specter of the past.

He had been greatly surprised at having been admitted so

unceremoniously; no one had inquired at the tube who was seeking

entrance, and no one had answered when he asked if Mrs. Ford were in.

Instead, the lower door had been immediately unlatched for him, and he

had found the upper one open when he reached the suite. Even then he

felt he should have rung her private bell and waited until some one

came; but, in his excitement, he had mechanically pushed the door

wider, when, seeing Helen standing at the mirror, looking more lovely

than he had ever seen her, he forgot all else save that he was once

more in her presence.

He began to realize how he had startled--shocked her beyond measure by

this impatient, unwarrantable intrusion upon her. He should have been

more considerate--should have waited a day or two, until she had had an

opportunity to thoroughly master the contents of his letter and become

accustomed to the thought of his return; when she could calmly decide

and write him whether she wished to see him or not. Yes, he had made

what seemed to him an irreparable blunder, and he was proportionately

miserable.

Then, as he caught something of what Dorothy was saying, as he detected

the ring of eagerness and even joy in her tones while she told of her

husband's meeting him at Mr. Carruthers' lunch; when she had said that

her heart really yearned to be reunited to him, for she now believed

him to be good and true and worthy, and--bless her dear conscientious

soul!--that she had been sorry, and condemned herself for the bitter

things she had said to him, the last time he had seen her, when he

deserved them all, and much more--he began to take courage again; and

it seemed as if he could control himself no longer--as if he must go to

her, take her in his arms, claim her as his own, and bless her for her

heavenly charity. But he must not blunder again; he must not ruin his

only chance by again being too precipitate. Perhaps, after all, Dorrie

might be his salvation--the one link that would eventually unite him

with the woman he adored.

He almost wept when Helen had said if Dorothy could receive him and

help to make his life brighter in the future, it would give her joy to

have them reunited; then held his breath to catch her answer to

Dorrie's question: "And you, dearest?"

When there came no reply, his heart sank again; especially when the

young wife had said she could understand, but begged her mother to meet

him just once to congratulate him on his success and wish him well.

But the minute following, when he caught those eager, joy-ringing

words: "Here! my father, here!" he was thrilled to the depths of his

soul--he could restrain himself no longer.

The next moment he was in her presence!

Dorothy stood breathless, motionless, for a brief interval, searching

his face with earnest, yearning eyes; then involuntarily she drifted

toward him with outstretched hands.

With a great sob of joy welling up from his heart, John Hungerford

gathered them in his, and, drawing her close to him, laid them upon his

breast, holding them there while he feasted his hungry gaze upon her

loveliness.

"Dorothy, my darling! You do not repudiate me!" he faltered.

"No, indeed, papa! I am glad--glad that you have come," she responded,

with an emphasis that left no doubt of her sincerity.

How his heart leaped with joy as the old childish form of address fell

upon his ear! And there had been nothing forced about it, either; it

had slipped out as spontaneously as in their happiest days long ago.

As a child, Dorothy had been very fond of her father and he of her; but

as she grew old enough to perceive his moral weakness, her respect for

him had begun to wane. Then, later, his indifference to duty, his

neglect of, and last his unfaithfulness to, his wife had hurt her

cruelly, had mortified her girlish pride, and aroused hot resentment of

her mother's wrongs. Yet there had been times when she had longed with

all her heart for his cheery presence and genial companionship, and

when she had grieved sorely over those last bitter, disrespectful words

she had flung so passionately at him.

"You--are--glad!" he repeated, with deep emotion.

"Yes, to see you--to hear you speak; to know that you have found your

true self and your own place in the world, and I am very proud, too, of

that!" She was beginning to recover her composure, although there were

tears in her voice as well as in her eyes. "You do not look so very

different," she continued, smiling up at him through them, and drawing

a little away from him for a better view, "and yet you do; you are

stouter, you have grown a little gray--a little older, but your eyes

are the same, yet they are clearer, more tranquil; your face is graver,

but more peaceful, and you are more----"

"I hope I am more of a _man_, dear," he broke in upon her passionately,

then suddenly checked himself. "But I am not going to recall the past

to mar this blessed reunion, and the future will prove whether I really

am or not. I am filled with joy to find you willing to recognize the

tie of kinship between us; it tells me that you have forgiven me; it

augurs some measure of happiness for me in the coming years. You

already know something of what I have been doing of late years," he

continued, after a slight pause; "your mother has told you--I could not

help overhearing some of the conversation between you--but you shall

learn more in detail later. How strange that I should have met your

husband to-day! Of course, I did not once suspect his relationship; he

had the advantage of me there, and no doubt was sifting me with those

clear, searching eyes of his. Your husband! To think of you being

married, Dorothy! I cannot realize it! I am sure Alexander is a fine

fellow, though."

"Indeed he is!" asserted the fair wife, flushing with pleasure at this

tribute to her dear one. "I am more proud of him than I can tell you,

and very, very happy. Listen! I think he has just come in."

Her quick ears had caught the sound of a latchkey being inserted in the

outer door. The next moment she turned to see her husband standing

upon the threshold, viewing, with evident astonishment, the interesting

tableau before him.

"Oh, Clifford, dear!" said Dorothy, throwing out a pretty, jeweled hand

to him, "come and greet my father, although I know that you have

already met him. Isn't it wonderful that I should have found him so

soon after what you told me this afternoon?"

Mr. Alexander came forward and smilingly possessed himself of his

wife's hand, while at the same time he cordially greeted his new

acquaintance.

He had been strongly attracted to the man during their previous meeting

earlier in the day, and truly John Hungerford had lost nothing of the

personal charm of his earlier years. Indeed, he had gained much in a

new and gentle dignity, and a certain purposeful poise that had come to

him with his awakening to the higher demands of life, and the stern

realities and experiences of the last five years.

Mr. Alexander had been somewhat fearful that his wife's peace might be

disturbed by her father's unexpected return, and now, even though he

sympathized with her in her evident happiness, he secretly wondered how

this reunion could be perfected without arousing unpleasant comment and

curiosity regarding the past history of the family.

He had searched Helen's face as he saluted her, but was unable to read

her thoughts, although he observed that she was exceedingly pale.

Dorothy graciously invited the gentlemen to be seated, and for fifteen

or twenty minutes they chatted pleasantly of the events of the day;

John keeping Dorothy close beside him and clinging to her hands as if

he felt her to be his only anchor of hope in this critical hour.

Now and then he ventured a look at Helen, who was sitting a little

apart, apparently listening; but her face told him nothing. Her

exceeding loveliness, however, impressed him as never before, and not a

detail of her exquisite costume escaped his critical, artistic eye.

At length, after glancing at his watch, he arose, observing that he had

an appointment with a party who was about to place an important order

with him, and he must not linger longer, even though he was sorely

tempted to do so.

Mr. Alexander had been considering the propriety of inviting him to

join his party at dinner and later for the opera. While he thought

Dorothy might be glad to have her father with them, he was not so sure

about Helen--he knew that this meeting must have been a great strain

upon her, and it was now quite a relief to him to have the matter

settled by Mr. Hungerford's reference to his important appointment.

"I have some pictures with me which I think will please you," John

continued, including them all in his glance as he spoke. "I would be

glad to have you come to my hotel to view them privately, at your

leisure; and as soon as it will be convenient for you, for next week

they are to be hung for the exhibition of the Excelsior Art Club."

"We shall be delighted, and I can hardly wait to see them," said

Dorothy eagerly. "May we come to-morrow?"

"Do, by all means; come and lunch with me. Mr. Alexander, can you

spare the time to join us?" John inquired, turning to the gentleman.

"Certainly; and it will give me great pleasure to do so," he cordially

responded.

"Then shall we say one o'clock for the lunch?--if that will be

convenient for the ladies," and John Hungerford bent an anxious look

upon Helen as he concluded.

Helen had remained quietly in the background during the foregoing

interview, having merely nodded a smiling welcome to Mr. Alexander as

he entered. She had been glad of the little respite to recover from

the excitement occasioned by John's unlooked-for coming, and also by

his impassioned appeal to her just preceding Dorothy's entrance.

Her father's invitation to lunch with him brought Dorothy to herself

with a sudden inward shock.

"Mamma, have you any engagement for to-morrow?" she inquired, turning

with an appealing look to her.

"Yes, dear; I go to Yonkers for Mrs. Forsyth's reception."

"Then let it be Wednesday, if that will suit you better," John quickly

interposed.

"Wednesday I am booked for a concert, and Thursday for a house party at

Tuxedo. But pray do not let my plans interfere with yours; and, John,

I will see the pictures later," Helen concluded, in a friendly tone, as

she arose, came forward, and joined the group. But intuitively the man

knew, with a sinking heart, that he would not see her again, except,

perhaps, as they might meet casually at the art club or some social

function.

There was a suggestion of finality in her calm, self-possessed bearing,

and even in her friendly tone, as she pleaded her engagements and

promised to view his pictures later, which told him that his most

cherished mission in returning to America had failed.

An icy chill struck at his heart, blighting all his fond hopes, and

marble could not be whiter than was his face as he mechanically made

his adieus and passed from the room.

At the door he turned and stood a moment, looking back at her, an

expression of mingled reverence and despair in his eyes. Then, with a

slight renunciatory wave of his shapely hand, he was gone.

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