CHAPTER XVI

Long past midnight the telephone in the Desmond apartment rang sharply,

insistently. Lydia, who had just fallen asleep, awoke with a start and

sat bolt upright in her bed. A clammy perspiration broke out all over

her body. There in the darkness she shivered with a dread so desolating

that every vestige of strength forsook her and she could only stare

helplessly into the black pall that surrounded her.

Never before in all her life had she been aroused from sleep by the

jangling of a telephone-bell. The sound struck terror to her heart. She

knew that something terrible had happened. She knew there had been a

catastrophe.

She sat there chattering until she heard her mother's door open and then

the click of the receiver as it was lifted from the hook. Then she

put her fingers to her ears and closed her eyes. The very worst had

happened; she was sure of it. The blow had fallen. The one thought that

seared her brain was that she had failed him, failed him miserably in

the crisis. Oh, if she could only reclaim that lost hour of indecision

and cowardice!

The light in the hallway suddenly smote her in the face, and she

realised for the first time that her eyes were tightly closed, as if to

shut out some abhorrent sight.

“Lydia!” Her mother was standing in the open door. “Oh, you are awake?”

Mrs Desmond stared in amazement at the girl's figure.

“What is it, mother? Tell me what has happened? Is he--------”

“He wants to speak to you. He is on the wire. His voice sounds

queer----”

The girl sprang out of bed and hurried to the telephone.

“Don't go away, mother--stay here,” she cried as she sped past the

white-clad figure in the doorway. Mrs Desmond flattened herself against

the wall and remained there as motionless as a statue, her sombre gaze

fixed on her daughter's face.

“Yes, Frederic, it is I, Lydia. What is it, dear?” Her voice was high

and thin.

His words came jerking over the wire, sharp and querulous. She closed

her eyes in anticipation of the blow, her body rigid.

“I'm sorry to disturb you,” he was saying, “but I just had to call you

up.” The words were disjointed, as if he forced them from his lips in a

supreme effort at coherency.

“Yes, yes--it's all right. I don't mind. You did right. What is it?”

“I want you to release me from my promise.”

“Release you? Oh, Freddy!” It was a wail that issued from her lips. Her

body sagged limply, she steadied herself by leaning against the wall for

support.

“You've got to, Lydia. There's no other way. Something has happened

to-night, dear. You've got to------”

“Has he--has he------” Her throat closed up as if gripped by a strong

hand.

“I'm sorry to drag you out of bed to tell you------”

“Freddy, Freddy!”

“To tell you that I must withdraw my promise, even if you refuse to

release me. Oh, I'm not excited, I'm not crazy, I'm not drunk! I never

was so steady in my life. To-night has made a man of me. I know just

where I stand at last. Now go back to bed, dearest, and don't worry

about anything. I couldn't go ahead until I'd asked you to release me

from the promise I made.”

“You mean--the promise--but, Freddy, I can't release you. I love you. I

_will_ be your wife, no matter what has happened, no matter------”

“Oh, Lord, Lyddy--it isn't that! It's the other--the promise to say

nothing to my father------”

“Oh!” she sighed weakly, a vast wave of relief almost suffocating her.

“He has made it impossible for me to go on without------”

“Where are you, Frederic?” she cried in sudden alarm.

“Oh, I'm all right. I shan't go home, you may be sure of that. To-morrow

will be time enough.”

“Where are you? I must know. How can I reach you by telephone--”

“Don't be frightened, dear. It's got to be, that's all. It might as well

be ended now as later on. The last straw was laid on to-night. Now don't

ask questions. I'll see you in the morning. Good night, sweetheart.

I've--I've told you that I can't stick to my promise. You'll understand.

I couldn't rest until I'd told you and heard your dear voice. Forgive me

for calling you up. Tell your mother I'm sorry. Good night!”

“Freddy, listen to me! You must wait until I------ Oh!” He had hung up

the receiver. She heard the whir of the open wire.

There was little comfort for her in the hope held out by her mother as

they sat far into the night and discussed the possibilities of the day

so near at hand. She could see nothing but disaster, and she could

think of nothing but her own lamentable weakness in shrinking from the

encounter that might have made the present situation impossible. Between

them mother and daughter constructed at random a dozen theories as to

the nature of the fresh complication that had entered into the already

serious situation, and always it was Lydia who advanced the most

sickening of conjectures.

Nor was it an easy matter for Mrs Desmond to combat these fears. In her

heart she felt that an irreparable break had occurred and that the final

clash was imminent. She tried to make light of the situation, however,

prophesying a calmer attitude for Frederic after he had slept over his

grievance, which, after all, she argued was doubtless exaggerated.

She promised to go with Lydia to see James Brood in the morning, and

to plead with him to be merciful to the boy she was to marry, no matter

what transpired. The girl at first insisted on going over to see him

that night, notwithstanding the hour, and was dissuaded only after the

most earnest opposition.

It was four o'clock before they went back to bed, and long after five

before either closed her eyes.

Mrs Desmond, utterly exhausted, was the first to awake. She glanced

at the little clock on her dressing-table and gave a great start of

consternation. It was long past nine o'clock. She arose at once and

hurried to her daughter's door, half expecting to find the room empty

and the girl missing from the apartment.

But Lydia was lying there sound asleep. Mrs Desmond's lips parted to

give voice to a gentle call, but it was never uttered. A feeling of

infinite pity for the tired, harassed girl came over her. For a long

time she stood there watching the gentle rise and fall of the sleeper's

breast. Then she closed the door softly and stole back to her own room,

inspired by a sudden resolve.

While she was dressing the little maid-servant brought in her coffee and

toast and received instructions not to awaken Miss Lydia but to let

her have her sleep out. A few minutes later she left the apartment and

walked briskly around the corner to Brood's home.

She had resolved to take the matter out of her daughter's hands. As she

stood at the bedroom door watching Lydia's sweet, troubled face, there

arose within her the mother instinct to fight for her young. It was not

unlikely that James Brood could be moved by Lydia's pleading, in spite

of his declaration that Frederic should never marry her, but the mother

recognised the falseness of a position gained by such means.

Over Lydia's head would hang the perpetual reminder that he had

submitted out of consideration for her, and not through fairness or

justice to Frederic; all the rest of her life she would be made to feel

that he tolerated Frederic for her sake. The girl would never know a

moment in which she could be free from that ugly sense of obligation.

God willing, Frederic would be her daughter's husband. Lydia might spare

him the blow that James Brood could deal, but all of her life would be

spent in contemplation of that one bitter hour in which she went on her

knees to beg for mercy.

The mother saw all this with a foresightedness that stripped the

situation of every vestige of romance. Lydia might rejoice at the

outset, but there would surely come a time of heartache for her. It

would come with the full realisation that James Brood's pity was hard to

bear.

Fearing that she might be too late, she walked so rapidly that she was

quite out of breath when she entered the house. Mr Riggs and Mr Dawes

were putting on their coats in the hall preparatory to their short

morning constitutional. They greeted her profusely, and with one accord

proceeded to divest themselves of the coats, announcing in one voice

their intention to remain for a good, old-fashioned chat.

“It's dear of you,” she said hurriedly, “but I must see Mr Brood at

once. Why not come over to my apartment this afternoon for a cup of tea

and----”

Mrs Brood's voice interrupted her.

“What do you want, Mrs Desmond?” came from the landing above.

The visitor looked up with a start, not so much of surprise as

uneasiness. There was something sharp, unfriendly, in the low, level

tones.

Yvonne, fully dressed--a most unusual circumstance at that hour of the

day--was leaning over the banister-rail.

“I came to see Mr Brood on a very important--”

“He is occupied. Won't I do as well?”

“It is really quite serious, Mrs Brood. I am afraid it would be of no

avail to--to take it up with you.”

“Have you been sent here by someone else?” demanded Mrs Brood.

“I have not seen Frederic,” fell from the other's lips before she

thought.

“I dare say you haven't,” said the other with ominous clearness. “He has

been here since seven this morning, waiting for a chance to speak to his

father in private.”

“Heaven help me! I--I am too------”

“Unless he spent the night in your apartment, I fancy you haven't seen

him,” went on Yvonne languidly.

She was descending the stairs slowly, almost lazily as she uttered the

remark.

“They are together now?” gasped Mrs Desmond.

“Will you come into the library? Good morning, gentlemen. I trust you

may enjoy your long walk.”

Mrs Desmond followed her into the library. Yvonne closed the door

almost in the face of Mr Riggs, who had opened his mouth to accept the

invitation to tea, but who said he'd “be blasted” instead, so narrow was

his escape from having his nose banged. He emphasised the declaration by

shaking his fist at the door.

The two women faced each other. For the first time since she had known

Yvonne Brood, Mrs Desmond observed a high touch of colour in her cheeks.

Her beautiful eyes were alive with an excitement she could not conceal.

Neither spoke for a moment.

“You are accountable for this, Mrs Brood,” said Lydia Desmond's mother

sternly, accusingly. She expected a storm of indignant protest. Instead,

Yvonne smiled slightly.

“It will not hurt my husband to discover that Frederic is a man and not

a milksop,” she said, but despite her coolness there was a perceptible

note of anxiety in her voice.

“You know, then, that they are--that they will quarrel?”

“I fancy it was in Frederic's mind to do so when he came here this

morning. He was still in his evening clothes, Mrs Desmond.”

“Where are they now?”

“I think he has them on,” said Yvonne lightly.

Mrs Desmond regarded her for a moment in perplexity. Then her eyes

flashed dangerously.

“I do not think you misunderstood me, Mrs Brood. Where are Frederic and

his father?”

“I am not accustomed to that tone of voice, Mrs Desmond.”

“I am no longer your housekeeper,” said the other succinctly. “You do

not realise what this quarrel may mean. I insist on going up to them

before it has gone too far.”

“My husband can take care of himself, thank you.”

“I am not thinking of your husband, but of that poor boy who is------”

“And if I am to judge by Frederic's manner this morning, he is also able

to take care of himself,” said Yvonne coolly. Her voice shook a little.

Mrs Desmond shot a quick glance of comprehension at the speaker.

“You are worried, Mrs Brood. Your manner betrays you. I command you to

tell me how long they have been upstairs together. How long------”

“Will you be so good, Mrs Desmond, as to leave this house instantly?”

cried Yvonne angrily.

“No,” said the other quietly. “I suppose I am too late to prevent

trouble between those two men, but I shall at least remain here to

assure Frederic of my sympathy, to help him if I can, to offer him the

shelter of my home.”

A spasm of alarm crossed Yvonne's face.

“Do you really believe it will come to that?” she demanded nervously.

“If what I fear should come to pass, he will not stay in this house

another hour. He will go forth from it cursing James Brood with all the

hatred that his soul can possess. And now, Mrs Brood, shall I tell you

what I think of you?”

“No. It isn't at all necessary. Besides, I've changed my mind. I'd like

you to remain. I do not want to mystify you any farther, Mrs Desmond,

but I now confess to you that I am losing my courage. Don't ask me to

tell you why, but------”

“I suppose it is the custom with those who play with fire. They shrink

when it burns them.”

Mrs Brood looked at her steadily. The rebellious, sullen expression died

out of her eyes. She sighed deeply, almost despairingly.

“I am sorry you think ill of me, but yet I cannot blame you for

considering me to be a--a------ I'll not say it. Mrs Desmond, I--I wish

I had never come to this house.”

“Permit me to echo your words.”

“You will never be able to understand me. And, after all, why should I

care? You are nothing to me. You are merely a good woman who has no real

object in life. You------”

“No real object in life?”

“Precisely. Sit down. We will wait here together, if you please. I--I

_am_ worried. I think I rather like to feel that you are here with me.

You see, the crisis has come.”

“You know, of course, that he turned one wife out of this house, Mrs

Brood,” said Mrs Desmond deliberately.

Something like terror leaped into the other's eyes. The watcher

experienced an incomprehensible feeling of pity for her--she who had

been despising her so fiercely the instant before.

“He--he will not turn me out,” murmured Yvonne, and suddenly began

pacing the floor, her hands clenched. Stopping abruptly in front of the

other woman, she exclaimed: “He made a great mistake in driving that

other woman out. He is not likely to repeat it, Mrs Desmond.”

“Yes--I think he _did_ make a mistake,” said Mrs Desmond calmly. “But he

does not think so. He is a man of iron. He is unbending.”

“He is a wonderful man--a great, splendid man,” cried Yvonne fiercely.

“It is I--Yvonne Lestrange--who proclaim it to the world. I cannot bear

to see him suffer. I------”

“Then, why do you------”

“Ah, you would say it, eh? Well, there is no answer. Poof! Perhaps it

will not be so bad as we think. Come! I am no longer uneasy. See! I

am very calm. Am I not an example for you? Sit down. We will wait

together.”

They sat far apart, each filled with dark misgivings, though radically

opposed in their manner of treating the situation. Mrs Desmond was cold

with apprehension. She sat immovable, tense. Yvonne sank back easily in

a deep, comfortable chair and coolly lighted a cigarette. It would have

been remarked by a keen observer that her failure to offer one to her

visitor was evidence of an unwonted abstraction. As a matter of fact,

inwardly she was trembling like a leaf.

“I suppose there is nothing to do,” said Mrs Desmond in despair, after a

long silence. “Poor Lydia will never forgive herself.”

Yvonne blew rings of smoke toward the ceiling.

“I dare say you think I am an evil person, Mrs Desmond.”

“Curiously, Mrs Brood, I have never thought of you in that light. Your

transgressions are the greater for that reason.”

“Transgressions? An amiable word, believe me.”

“I did not come here, however, to discuss your actions.”

Yvonne leaned forward suddenly.

“You do not ask what transpired last night to bring about this crisis.

Why do you hesitate?”

Mrs Desmond shook her head slowly. “I do not want to know.”

“Well, it was not what you have been thinking it was,” said Yvonne

levelly.

“I am relieved to hear it,” said the other rather grimly.

Mrs Brood flushed to the roots of her hair.

“I do not want to appear unfair to my husband, but I declare to you, Mrs

Desmond, that Frederic is fully justified in the attitude he has taken

this morning. His father humiliated him last night in a manner that made

forbearance impossible. That much I must say for Frederic. And permit

me to add, from my soul, that he is vastly more sinned against than

sinning.”

“I can readily believe that, Mrs Brood.”

“This morning Frederic came into the breakfast-room while we were having

our coffee. You look surprised. Yes, I was having breakfast with my

husband. I knew that Frederic would come. That was my reason. When I

heard him in the hall I sent the servants out of the dining-room. He had

spent the night with a friend. His first words on entering the room were

these--I shall never forget them: 'Last night I thought I loved you,

father, but I have come home just to tell you that I hate you. I can't

stay in this house another day. I'm going to get out. But I just wanted

you to know that I thought I loved you last night, as a son should love

his father. I just wanted you to know it.'

“He did not even look at me, Mrs Desmond. I don't believe he knew I was

there. I shall never forget the look in James Brood's face. It was as

if he saw a ghost or some horrible thing that fascinated him. He did not

utter a word, but stared at Frederic in that terrible, awe-struck way.

“'I'm going to get out,' said Frederic, his voice rising. 'You've

treated me like a dog all of my life, and I'm through. I shan't even say

good-bye to you. You don't deserve any more consideration from me than

I've received from you. I hope I'll never see you again. If I ever have

a son I'll not treat him as you've treated your son. You don't deserve

the honour of being called father; you don't deserve to have a son. I

wish to God I had never been obliged to call you father! I don't know

what you did to my mother, but if you treated her as------'

“Just then my husband found his voice. He sprang to his feet, and

I've never seen such a look of rage. I thought he was going to strike

Frederic, and I think I screamed--just a little scream, of course. I

was so terrified. But he only said--and it was horrible the way he said

it--'You fool--you bastard!' And Frederic laughed in his face and cried

out, unafraid: 'I'm glad you call me a bastard! I'd rather be one than

be your son. It would at least give me something to be proud of--a real

father!'”

“Good Heaven!” fell from Mrs Desmond's white lips.

Yvonne seemed to have paused to catch her breath. Her breast heaved

convulsively, the grip of her hands tightened on the arms of the chair.

Suddenly she resumed her recital, but her voice was hoarse and

tremulous.

“I was terribly frightened. I thought of calling out to Jones, but I--I

had no voice! Ah, you have never seen two angry men waiting to spring at

each other's throats, Mrs Desmond. My husband suddenly regained control

of himself. He was very calm. 'Come with me,' he said to Frederic.

'This is not the place to wash our filthy family linen. You say you want

something to be proud of. Well, you shall have your wish. Come to my

study.' And they went away together, neither speaking a word to me--they

did not even glance in my direction. They went up the stairs. I heard

the door close behind them--away up there. That was half an hour ago.

I have been waiting, too--waiting as you are waiting now--to comfort

Frederic when he comes out of that room a wreck.”

Mrs Desmond started up, an incredulous look in her eyes.

“You are taking his side? You are against your husband? Oh, now I know

the kind of woman you are. I know------”

“Peace! You do not know the kind of woman I am. You will never know.

Yes, I shall take sides with Frederic.”

“You do not love your husband!”

A strange, unfathomable smile came into Yvonne's face and stayed there.

Mrs Desmond experienced the same odd feeling she had had years ago on

first seeing the Sphinx. She was suddenly confronted by an unsolvable

mystery.

“He shall not drive me out of his house, Mrs Desmond,” was her answer to

the challenge.

A door slammed in the upper regions of the house. Both women started to

their feet.

“It is over,” breathed Yvonne with a tremulous sigh.

“We shall see how well they were able to take care of themselves, Mrs

Brood,” said Mrs Desmond in a low voice.

“We shall see--yes,” said the other mechanically. Suddenly she turned on

the tall, accusing figure beside her. “Go away! Go now! I command you to

go. This is _our_ affair, Mrs Desmond. You are not needed here. You were

too late, as you say. I beg of you, go!” She strode swiftly toward the

door. As she was about to place her hand on the knob it was opened from

the other side, and Ranjab stood before them.

“_Sahib_ begs to be excused, Mrs Desmond. He is just going out.”

“Going out?” cried Yvonne, who had shrunk back into the room.

“Yes, _sahibah_. You will please excuse, Mrs Desmond. He regret very

much.”

Mrs Desmond passed slowly through the door, which he held open for her.

As she passed by the Hindu she looked full into his dark, expressive

eyes, and there was a question in hers. He did not speak, but she read

the answer as if it were on a printed page. Her shoulders drooped.

She went back to Lydia.

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