CHAPTER XXIII

There was little talk that same evening after dinner. Paula, singing at

the piano, disconcerted Terrence in the midst of an apostrophe on love.

He quit a phrase midmost to listen to the something new he heard in her

voice, then slid noiselessly across the room to join Leo at full length

on the bearskin. Dar Hyal and Hancock likewise abandoned the

discussion, each isolating himself in a capacious chair. Graham,

seeming least attracted, browsed in a current magazine, but Dick

observed that he quickly ceased turning the pages. Nor did Dick fail to

catch the new note in Paula's voice and to endeavor to sense its

meaning.

When she finished the song the three sages strove to tell her all at

the same time that for once she had forgotten herself and sung out as

they had always claimed she could. Leo lay without movement or speech,

his chin on his two hands, his face transfigured.

"It's all this talk on love," Paula laughed, "and all the lovely

thoughts Leo and Terrence ... and Dick have put into my head."

Terrence shook his long mop of iron-gray hair.

"Into your heart you'd be meaning," he corrected. "'Tis the very heart

and throat of love that are yours this night. And for the first time,

dear lady, have I heard the full fair volume that is yours. Never again

plaint that your voice is thin. Thick it is, and round it is, as a

great rope, a great golden rope for the mooring of argosies in the

harbors of the Happy Isles."

"And for that I shall sing you the _Gloria,"_ she answered, "to

celebrate the slaying of the dragons by Saint Leo, by Saint Terrence

... and, of course, by Saint Richard."

Dick, missing nothing of the talk, saved himself from speech by

crossing to the concealed sideboard and mixing for himself a Scotch and

soda.

While Paula sang the _Gloria,_ he sat on one of the couches, sipping

his drink and remembering keenly. Once before he had heard her sing

like that--in Paris, during their swift courtship, and directly

afterward, during their honeymoon on the _All Away._

A little later, using his empty glass in silent invitation to Graham,

he mixed highballs for both of them, and, when Graham had finished his,

suggested to Paula that she and Graham sing the "Gypsy Trail."

She shook her head and began _Das Kraut Ver-gessenheit._

"She was not a true woman, she was a terrible woman," the song's close

wrung from Leo. "And he was a true lover. She broke his heart, but

still he loved her. He cannot love again because he cannot forget his

love for her."

"And now, Red Cloud, the Song of the Acorn," Paula said, smiling over

to her husband. "Put down your glass, and be good, and plant the

acorns."

Dick lazily hauled himself off the couch and stood up, shaking his head

mutinously, as if tossing a mane, and stamping ponderously with his

feet in simulation of Mountain Lad.

"I'll have Leo know that he is not the only poet and love-knight on the

ranch. Listen to Mountain Lad's song, all wonder and wild delight,

Terrence, and more. Mountain Lad doesn't moon about the loved one. He

doesn't moon at all. He incarnates love, and rears right up in meeting

and tells them so. Listen to him!"

Dick filled the room and shook the air with wild, glad, stallion

nickering; and then, with mane-tossing and foot-pawing, chanted:

"Hear me! I am Eros! I stamp upon the hills. I fill the wide valleys.

The mares hear me, and startle, in quiet pastures; for they know me.

The land is filled with fatness, and the sap is in the trees. It is the

spring. The spring is mine. I am monarch of my kingdom of the spring.

The mares remember my voice. They knew me aforetimes through their

mothers before them. Hear me! I am Eros. I stamp upon the hills, and

the wide valleys are my heralds, echoing the sound of my approach."

It was the first time the sages of the madrono grove had heard Dick's

song, and they were loud in applause. Hancock took it for a fresh start

in the discussion, and was beginning to elaborate a biologic Bergsonian

definition of love, when he was stopped by Terrence, who had noticed

the pain that swept across Leo's face.

"Go on, please, dear lady," Terrence begged. "And sing of love, only of

love; for it is my experience that I meditate best upon the stars to

the accompaniment of a woman's voice."

A little later, Oh Joy, entering the room, waited till Paula finished a

song, then moved noiselessly to Graham and handed him a telegram. Dick

scowled at the interruption.

"Very important--I think," the Chinese explained to him.

"Who took it?" Dick demanded.

"Me--I took it," was the answer. "Night clerk at Eldorado call on

telephone. He say important. I take it."

"It is, fairly so," Graham spoke up, having finished reading the

message. "Can I get a train out to-night for San Francisco, Dick?"

"Oh Joy, come back a moment," Dick called, looking at his watch. "What

train for San Francisco stops at Eldorado?"

"Eleven-ten," came the instant information. "Plenty time. Not too much.

I call chauffeur?"

Dick nodded.

"You really must jump out to-night?" he asked Graham.

"Really. It is quite important. Will I have time to pack?"

Dick gave a confirmatory nod to Oh Joy, and said to Graham:

"Just time to throw the needful into a grip." He turned to Oh Joy. "Is

Oh My up yet?"

"Yessr."

"Send him to Mr. Graham's room to help, and let me know as soon as the

machine is ready. No limousine. Tell Saunders to take the racer."

"One fine big strapping man, that," Terrence commented, after Graham

had left the room.

They had gathered about Dick, with the exception of Paula, who remained

at the piano, listening.

"One of the few men I'd care to go along with, hell for leather, on a

forlorn hope or anything of that sort," Dick said. "He was on the

_Nethermere_ when she went ashore at Pango in the '97 hurricane. Pango

is just a strip of sand, twelve feet above high water mark, a lot of

cocoanuts, and uninhabited. Forty women among the passengers, English

officers' wives and such. Graham had a bad arm, big as a leg--snake

bite.

"It was a thundering sea. Boats couldn't live. They smashed two and

lost both crews. Four sailors volunteered in succession to carry a

light line ashore. And each man, in turn, dead at the end of it, was

hauled back on board. While they were untying the last one, Graham,

with an arm like a leg, stripped for it and went to it. And he did it,

although the pounding he got on the sand broke his bad arm and staved

in three ribs. But he made the line fast before he quit. In order to

haul the hawser ashore, six more volunteered to go in on Evan's line to

the beach. Four of them arrived. And only one woman of the forty was

lost--she died of heart disease and fright.

"I asked him about it once. He was as bad as an Englishman. All I could

get out of the beggar was that the recovery was uneventful. Thought

that the salt water, the exercise, and the breaking of the bone had

served as counter-irritants and done the arm good."

Oh Joy and Graham entered the room from opposite ends. Dick saw that

Graham's first questing glance was for Paula.

"All ready, sir," Oh Joy announced.

Dick prepared to accompany his guest outside to the car; but Paula

evidenced her intention of remaining in the house. Graham started over

to her to murmur perfunctory regrets and good-by.

And she, warm with what Dick had just told of him, pleasured at the

goodly sight of him, dwelling with her eyes on the light, high poise of

head, the careless, sun-sanded hair, and the lightness, almost

debonaireness, of his carriage despite his weight of body and breadth

of shoulders. As he drew near to her, she centered her gaze on the long

gray eyes whose hint of drooping lids hinted of boyish sullenness. She

waited for the expression of sullenness to vanish as the eyes lighted

with the smile she had come to know so well.

What he said was ordinary enough, as were her regrets; but in his eyes,

as he held her hand a moment, was the significance which she had

unconsciously expected and to which she replied with her own eyes. The

same significance was in the pressure of the momentary handclasp. All

unpremeditated, she responded to that quick pressure. As he had said,

there was little need for speech between them.

As their hands fell apart, she glanced swiftly at Dick; for she had

learned much, in their dozen years together, of his flashes of

observance, and had come to stand in awe of his almost uncanny powers

of guessing facts from nuances, and of linking nuances into conclusions

often startling in their thoroughness and correctness. But Dick, his

shoulder toward her, laughing over some quip of Hancock, was just

turning his laughter-crinkled eyes toward her as he started to

accompany Graham.

No, was her thought; surely Dick had seen nothing of the secret little

that had been exchanged between them. It had been very little, very

quick--a light in the eyes, a muscular quiver of the fingers, and no

lingering. How could Dick have seen or sensed? Their eyes had certainly

been hidden from Dick, likewise their clasped hands, for Graham's back

had been toward him.

Just the same, she wished she had not made that swift glance at Dick.

She was conscious of a feeling of guilt, and the thought of it hurt her

as she watched the two big men, of a size and blondness, go down the

room side by side. Of what had she been guilty? she asked herself. Why

should she have anything to hide? Yet she was honest enough to face the

fact and accept, without quibble, that she had something to hide. And

her cheeks burned at the thought that she was being drifted into

deception.

"I won't be but a couple of days," Graham was saying as he shook hands

with Dick at the car.

Dick saw the square, straight look of his eyes, and recognized the

firmness and heartiness of his gripping hand. Graham half began to say

something, then did not; and Dick knew he had changed his mind when he

said:

"I think, when I get back, that I'll have to pack."

"But the book," Dick protested, inwardly cursing himself for the leap

of joy which had been his at the other's words.

"That's just why," Graham answered. "I've got to get it finished. It

doesn't seem I can work like you do. The ranch is too alluring. I can't

get down to the book. I sit over it, and sit over it, but the

confounded meadowlarks keep echoing in my ears, and I begin to see the

fields, and the redwood canyons, and Selim. And after I waste an hour,

I give up and ring for Selim. And if it isn't that, it's any one of a

thousand other enchantments."

He put his foot on the running-board of the pulsing car and said,

"Well, so long, old man."

"Come back and make a stab at it," urged Dick. "If necessary, we'll

frame up a respectable daily grind, and I'll lock you in every morning

until you've done it. And if you don't do your work all day, all day

you'll stay locked in. I'll make you work.--Got cigarettes?--matches?"

"Right O."

"Let her go, Saunders," Dick ordered the chauffeur; and the car seemed

to leap out into the darkness from the brilliantly lighted porte

cochére.

Back in the house, Dick found Paula playing to the madrono sages, and

ensconced himself on the couch to wait and wonder if she would kiss him

good night when bedtime came. It was not, he recognized, as if they

made a regular schedule of kissing. It had never been like that. Often

and often he did not see her until midday, and then in the presence of

guests. And often and often, she slipped away to bed early, disturbing

no one with a good night kiss to her husband which might well hint to

them that their bedtime had come.

No, Dick concluded, whether or not she kissed him on this particular

night it would be equally without significance. But still he wondered.

She played on and sang on interminably, until at last he fell asleep.

When he awoke he was alone in the room. Paula and the sages had gone

out quietly. He looked at his watch. It marked one o'clock. She had

played unusually late, he knew; for he knew she had just gone. It was

the cessation of music and movement that had awakened him.

And still he wondered. Often he napped there to her playing, and

always, when she had finished, she kissed him awake and sent him to

bed. But this night she had not. Perhaps, after all, she was coming

back. He lay and drowsed and waited. The next time he looked at his

watch, it was two o'clock. She had not come back.

He turned off the lights, and as he crossed the house, pressed off the

hall lights as he went, while the many unimportant little nothings,

almost of themselves, ranged themselves into an ordered text of doubt

and conjecture that he could not refrain from reading.

On his sleeping porch, glancing at his barometers and thermometers, her

laughing face in the round frame caught his eyes, and, standing before

it, even bending closer to it, he studied her long.

"Oh, well," he muttered, as he drew up the bedcovers, propped the

pillows behind him and reached for a stack of proofsheets, "whatever it

is I'll have to play it."

He looked sidewise at her picture.

"But, oh, Little Woman, I wish you wouldn't," was the sighed good night.

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