CHAPTER XXII

"Dick, boy, your position is distinctly Carlylean," Terrence McFane

said in fatherly tones.

The sages of the madrono grove were at table, and, with Paula, Dick and

Graham, made up the dinner party of seven.

"Mere naming of one's position does not settle it, Terrence," Dick

replied. "I know my point is Carlylean, but that does not invalidate

it. Hero-worship is a very good thing. I am talking, not as a mere

scholastic, but as a practical breeder with whom the application of

Mendelian methods is an every-day commonplace."

"And I am to conclude," Hancock broke in, "that a Hottentot is as good

as a white man?"

"Now the South speaks, Aaron," Dick retorted with a smile. "Prejudice,

not of birth, but of early environment, is too strong for all your

philosophy to shake. It is as bad as Herbert Spencer's handicap of the

early influence of the Manchester School."

"And Spencer is on a par with the Hottentot?" Dar Hyal challenged.

Dick shook his head.

"Let me say this, Hyal. I think I can make it clear. The average

Hottentot, or the average Melanesian, is pretty close to being on a par

with the average white man. The difference lies in that there are

proportionately so many more Hottentots and negroes who are merely

average, while there is such a heavy percentage of white men who are

not average, who are above average. These are what I called the

pace-makers that bring up the speed of their own race average-men. Note

that they do not change the nature or develop the intelligence of the

average-men. But they give them better equipment, better facilities,

enable them to travel a faster collective pace.

"Give an Indian a modern rifle in place of his bow and arrows and he

will become a vastly more efficient game-getter. The Indian hunter

himself has not changed in the slightest. But his entire Indian race

sported so few of the above-average men, that all of them, in ten

thousand generations, were unable to equip him with a rifle."

"Go on, Dick, develop the idea," Terrence encouraged. "I begin to

glimpse your drive, and you'll soon have Aaron on the run with his race

prejudices and silly vanities of superiority."

"These above-average men," Dick continued, "these pace-makers, are the

inventors, the discoverers, the constructionists, the sporting

dominants. A race that sports few such dominants is classified as a

lower race, as an inferior race. It still hunts with bows and arrows.

It is not equipped. Now the average white man, per se, is just as

bestial, just as stupid, just as inelastic, just as stagnative, just as

retrogressive, as the average savage. But the average white man has a

faster pace. The large number of sporting dominants in his society give

him the equipment, the organization, and impose the law.

"What great man, what hero--and by that I mean what sporting

dominant--has the Hottentot race produced? The Hawaiian race produced

only one--Kamehameha. The negro race in America, at the outside only

two, Booker T. Washington and Du Bois--and both with white blood in

them...."

Paula feigned a cheerful interest while the exposition went on. She did

not appear bored, but to Graham's sympathetic eyes she seemed inwardly

to droop. And in an interval of tilt between Terrence and Hancock, she

said in a low voice to Graham:

"Words, words, words, so much and so many of them! I suppose Dick is

right--he so nearly always is; but I confess to my old weakness of

inability to apply all these floods of words to life--to my life, I

mean, to my living, to what I should do, to what I must do." Her eyes

were unfalteringly fixed on his while she spoke, leaving no doubt in

his mind to what she referred. "I don't know what bearing sporting

dominants and race-paces have on my life. They show me no right or

wrong or way for my particular feet. And now that they've started they

are liable to talk the rest of the evening....

"Oh, I do understand what they say," she hastily assured him; "but it

doesn't mean anything to me. Words, words, words--and I want to know

what to do, what to do with myself, what to do with you, what to do

with Dick."

But the devil of speech was in Dick Forrest's tongue, and before Graham

could murmur a reply to Paula, Dick was challenging him for data on the

subject from the South American tribes among which he had traveled. To

look at Dick's face it would have been unguessed that he was aught but

a carefree, happy arguer. Nor did Graham, nor did Paula, Dick's dozen

years' wife, dream that his casual careless glances were missing no

movement of a hand, no change of position on a chair, no shade of

expression on their faces.

What's up? was Dick's secret interrogation. Paula's not herself. She's

positively nervous, and all the discussion is responsible. And Graham's

off color. His brain isn't working up to mark. He's thinking about

something else, rather than about what he is saying. What is that

something else?

And the devil of speech behind which Dick hid his secret thoughts

impelled him to urge the talk wider and wilder.

"For once I could almost hate the four sages," Paula broke out in an

undertone to Graham, who had finished furnishing the required data.

Dick, himself talking, in cool sentences amplifying his thesis,

apparently engrossed in his subject, saw Paula make the aside, although

no word of it reached his ears, saw her increasing nervousness, saw the

silent sympathy of Graham, and wondered what had been the few words she

uttered, while to the listening table he was saying:

"Fischer and Speiser are both agreed on the paucity of unit-characters

that circulate in the heredity of the lesser races as compared with the

immense variety of unit-characters in say the French, or German, or

English...."

No one at the table suspected that Dick deliberately dangled the bait

of a new trend to the conversation, nor did Leo dream afterward that it

was the master-craft and deviltry of Dick rather than his own question

that changed the subject when he demanded to know what part the female

sporting dominants played in the race.

"Females don't sport, Leo, my lad," Terrence, with a wink to the

others, answered him. "Females are conservative. They keep the type

true. They fix it and hold it, and are the everlasting clog on the

chariot of progress. If it wasn't for the females every blessed

mother's son of us would be a sporting dominant. I refer to our

distinguished breeder and practical Mendelian whom we have with us this

evening to verify my random statements."

"Let us get down first of all to bedrock and find out what we are

talking about," Dick was prompt on the uptake. "What is woman?" he

demanded with an air of earnestness.

"The ancient Greeks said woman was nature's failure to make a man," Dar

Hyal answered, the while the imp of mockery laughed in the corners of

his mouth and curled his thin cynical lips derisively.

Leo was shocked. His face flushed. There was pain in his eyes and his

lips were trembling as he looked wistful appeal to Dick.

"The half-sex," Hancock gibed. "As if the hand of God had been

withdrawn midway in the making, leaving her but a half-soul, a groping

soul at best."

"No I no!" the boy cried out. "You must not say such things!--Dick, you

know. Tell them, tell them."

"I wish I could," Dick replied. "But this soul discussion is vague as

souls themselves. We all know, of our selves, that we often grope, are

often lost, and are never so much lost as when we think we know where

we are and all about ourselves. What is the personality of a lunatic

but a personality a little less, or very much less, coherent than ours?

What is the personality of a moron? Of an idiot? Of a feeble-minded

child? Of a horse? A dog? A mosquito? A bullfrog? A woodtick? A garden

snail? And, Leo, what is your own personality when you sleep and dream?

When you are seasick? When you are in love? When you have colic? When

you have a cramp in the leg? When you are smitten abruptly with the

fear of death? When you are angry? When you are exalted with the sense

of the beauty of the world and think you think all inexpressible

unutterable thoughts?

"I say _think you think_ intentionally. Did you really think, then your

sense of the beauty of the world would not be inexpressible,

unutterable. It would be clear, sharp, definite. You could put it into

words. Your personality would be clear, sharp, and definite as your

thoughts and words. Ergo, Leo, when you deem, in exalted moods, that

you are at the summit of existence, in truth you are thrilling,

vibrating, dancing a mad orgy of the senses and not knowing a step of

the dance or the meaning of the orgy. You don't know yourself. Your

soul, your personality, at that moment, is a vague and groping thing.

Possibly the bullfrog, inflating himself on the edge of a pond and

uttering hoarse croaks through the darkness to a warty mate, possesses

also, at that moment, a vague and groping personality.

"No, Leo, personality is too vague for any of our vague personalities

to grasp. There are seeming men with the personalities of women. There

are plural personalities. There are two-legged human creatures that are

neither fish, flesh, nor fowl. We, as personalities, float like

fog-wisps through glooms and darknesses and light-flashings. It is all

fog and mist, and we are all foggy and misty in the thick of the

mystery."

"Maybe it's mystification instead of mystery--man-made mystification,"

Paula said.

"There talks the true woman that Leo thinks is not a half-soul," Dick

retorted. "The point is, Leo, sex and soul are all interwoven and

tangled together, and we know little of one and less of the other."

"But women are beautiful," the boy stammered.

"Oh, ho!" Hancock broke in, his black eyes gleaming wickedly. "So, Leo,

you identify woman with beauty?"

The young poet's lips moved, but he could only nod.

"Very well, then, let us take the testimony of painting, during the

last thousand years, as a reflex of economic conditions and political

institutions, and by it see how man has molded and daubed woman into

the image of his desire, and how she has permitted him--"

"You must stop baiting Leo," Paula interfered, "and be truthful, all of

you, and say what you do know or do believe."

"Woman is a very sacred subject," Dar Hyal enunciated solemnly.

"There is the Madonna," Graham suggested, stepping into the breach to

Paula's aid.

"And the cérébrale," Terrence added, winning a nod of approval from Dar

Hyal.

"One at a time," Hancock said. "Let us consider the Madonna-worship,

which was a particular woman-worship in relation to the general

woman-worship of all women to-day and to which Leo subscribes. Man is a

lazy, loafing savage. He dislikes to be pestered. He likes

tranquillity, repose. And he finds himself, ever since man began,

saddled to a restless, nervous, irritable, hysterical traveling

companion, and her name is woman. She has moods, tears, vanities,

angers, and moral irresponsibilities. He couldn't destroy her. He had

to have her, although she was always spoiling his peace. What was he to

do?"

"Trust him to find a way--the cunning rascal," Terrence interjected.

"He made a heavenly image of her," Hancock kept on. "He idealized her

good qualities, and put her so far away that her bad qualities couldn't

get on his nerves and prevent him from smoking his quiet lazy pipe of

peace and meditating upon the stars. And when the ordinary every-day

woman tried to pester, he brushed her aside from his thoughts and

remembered his heaven-woman, the perfect woman, the bearer of life and

custodian of immortality.

"Then came the Reformation. Down went the worship of the Mother. And

there was man still saddled to his repose-destroyer. What did he do

then?"

"Ah, the rascal," Terrence grinned.

"He said: 'I will make of you a dream and an illusion.' And he did. The

Madonna was his heavenly woman, his highest conception of woman. He

transferred all his idealized qualities of her to the earthly woman, to

every woman, and he has fooled himself into believing in them and in

her ever since... like Leo does."

"For an unmarried man you betray an amazing intimacy with the

pestiferousness of woman," Dick commented. "Or is it all purely

theoretical?" Terrence began to laugh.

"Dick, boy, it's Laura Marholm Aaron's been just reading. He can spout

her chapter and verse."

"And with all this talk about woman we have not yet touched the hem of

her garment," Graham said, winning a grateful look from Paula and Leo.

"There is love," Leo breathed. "No one has said one word about love."

"And marriage laws, and divorces, and polygamy, and monogamy, and free

love," Hancock rattled off.

"And why, Leo," Dar Hyal queried, "is woman, in the game of love,

always the pursuer, the huntress?"

"Oh, but she isn't," the boy answered quietly, with an air of superior

knowledge. "That is just some of your Shaw nonsense."

"Bravo, Leo," Paula applauded.

"Then Wilde was wrong when he said woman attacks by sudden and strange

surrenders?" Dar Hyal asked.

"But don't you see," protested Leo, "all such talk makes woman a

monster, a creature of prey." As he turned to Dick, he stole a side

glance at Paula and love welled in his eyes. "Is she a creature of

prey, Dick?"

"No," Dick answered slowly, with a shake of head, and gentleness was in

his voice for sake of what he had just seen in the boy's eyes. "I

cannot say that woman is a creature of prey. Nor can I say she is a

creature preyed upon. Nor will I say she is a creature of unfaltering

joy to man. But I will say that she is a creature of much joy to man--"

"And of much foolishness," Hancock added.

"Of much fine foolishness," Dick gravely amended.

"Let me ask Leo something," Dar Hyal said. "Leo, why is it that a woman

loves the man who beats her?"

"And doesn't love the man who doesn't beat her?" Leo countered.

"Precisely."

"Well, Dar, you are partly right and mostly wrong.--Oh, I have learned

about definitions from you fellows. You've cunningly left them out of

your two propositions. Now I'll put them in for you. A man who beats a

woman he loves is a low type man. A woman who loves the man who beats

her is a low type woman. No high type man beats the woman he loves. No

high type woman," and all unconsciously Leo's eyes roved to Paula,

"could love a man who beats her."

"No, Leo," Dick said, "I assure you I have never, never beaten Paula."

"So you see, Dar," Leo went on with flushing cheeks, "you are wrong.

Paula loves Dick without being beaten."

With what seemed pleased amusement beaming on his face, Dick turned to

Paula as if to ask her silent approval of the lad's words; but what

Dick sought was the effect of the impact of such words under the

circumstances he apprehended. In Paula's eyes he thought he detected a

flicker of something he knew not what. Graham's face he found

expressionless insofar as there was no apparent change of the

expression of interest that had been there.

"Woman has certainly found her St. George tonight," Graham

complimented. "Leo, you shame me. Here I sit quietly by while you fight

three dragons."

"And such dragons," Paula joined in. "If they drove O'Hay to drink,

what will they do to you, Leo?"

"No knight of love can ever be discomfited by all the dragons in the

world," Dick said. "And the best of it, Leo, is in this case the

dragons are more right than you think, and you are more right than they

just the same."

"Here's a dragon that's a good dragon, Leo, lad," Terrence spoke up.

"This dragon is going to desert his disreputable companions and come

over on your side and be a Saint Terrence. And this Saint Terrence has

a lovely question to ask you."

"Let this dragon roar first," Hancock interposed. "Leo, by all in love

that is sweet and lovely, I ask you: why do lovers, out of jealousy, so

often kill the woman they love?"

"Because they are hurt, because they are insane," came the answer, "and

because they have been unfortunate enough to love a woman so low in

type that she could be guilty of making them jealous."

"But, Leo, love will stray," Dick prompted. "You must give a more

sufficient answer."

"True for Dick," Terrence supplemented. "And it's helping you I am to

the full stroke of your sword. Love will stray among the highest types,

and when it does in steps the green-eyed monster. Suppose the most

perfect woman you can imagine should cease to love the man who does not

beat her and come to love another man who loves her and will not beat

her--what then? All highest types, mind you. Now up with your sword and

slash into the dragons."

"The first man will not kill her nor injure her in any way," Leo

asserted stoutly. "Because if he did he would not be the man you

describe. He would not be high type, but low type."

"You mean, he would get out of the way?" Dick asked, at the same time

busying himself with a cigarette so that he might glance at no one's

face.

Leo nodded gravely.

"He would get out of the way, and he would make the way easy for her,

and he would be very gentle with her."

"Let us bring the argument right home," Hancock said. "We'll suppose

you're in love with Mrs. Forrest, and Mrs. Forrest is in love with you,

and you run away together in the big limousine--"

"Oh, but I wouldn't," the boy blurted out, his cheeks burning.

"Leo, you are not complimentary," Paula encouraged.

"It's just supposing, Leo," Hancock urged.

The boy's embarrassment was pitiful, and his voice quivered, but he

turned bravely to Dick and said:

"That is for Dick to answer."

"And I'll answer," Dick said. "I wouldn't kill Paula. Nor would I kill

you, Leo. That wouldn't be playing the game. No matter what I felt at

heart, I'd say, 'Bless you, my children.' But just the same--" He

paused, and the laughter signals in the corners of his eyes advertised

a whimsey--"I'd say to myself that Leo was making a sad mistake. You

see, he doesn't know Paula."

"She would be for interrupting his meditations on the stars," Terrence

smiled.

"Never, never, Leo, I promise you," Paula exclaimed.

"There do you belie yourself, Mrs. Forrest," Terrence assured her. "In

the first place, you couldn't help doing it. Besides, it'd be your

bounden duty to do it. And, finally, if I may say so, as somewhat of an

authority, when I was a mad young lover of a man, with my heart full of

a woman and my eyes full of the stars, 'twas ever the dearest delight

to be loved away from them by the woman out of my heart."

"Terrence, if you keep on saying such lovely things," cried Paula,"

I'll run away with both you and Leo in the limousine."

"Hurry the day," said Terrence gallantly. "But leave space among your

fripperies for a few books on the stars that Leo and I may be studying

in odd moments."

The combat ebbed away from Leo, and Dar Hyal and Hancock beset Dick.

"What do you mean by 'playing the game'?" Dar Hyal asked.

"Just what I said, just what Leo said," Dick answered; and he knew that

Paula's boredom and nervousness had been banished for some time and

that she was listening with an interest almost eager. "In my way of

thinking, and in accord with my temperament, the most horrible

spiritual suffering I can imagine would be to kiss a woman who endured

my kiss."

"Suppose she fooled you, say for old sake's sake, or through desire not

to hurt you, or pity for you?" Hancock propounded.

"It would be, to me, the unforgivable sin," came Dick's reply. "It

would not be playing the game--for her. I cannot conceive the fairness,

nor the satisfaction, of holding the woman one loves a moment longer

than she loves to be held. Leo is very right. The drunken artisan, with

his fists, may arouse and keep love alive in the breast of his stupid

mate. But the higher human males, the males with some shadow of

rationality, some glimmer of spirituality, cannot lay rough hands on

love. With Leo, I would make the way easy for the woman, and I would be

very gentle with her."

"Then what becomes of your boasted monogamic marriage institution of

Western civilization?" Dar Hyal asked.

And Hancock: "You argue for free love, then?"

"I can only answer with a hackneyed truism," Dick said. "There can be

no love that is not free. Always, please, remember the point of view is

that of the higher types. And the point of view answers you, Dar. The

vast majority of individuals must be held to law and labor by the

monogamic institution, or by a stern, rigid marriage institution of

some sort. They are unfit for marriage freedom or love freedom. Freedom

of love, for them, would be merely license of promiscuity. Only such

nations have risen and endured where God and the State have kept the

people's instincts in discipline and order."

"Then you don't believe in the marriage laws for say yourself," Dar

Hyal inquired, "while you do believe in them for other men?"

"I believe in them for all men. Children, family, career, society, the

State--all these things make marriage, legal marriage, imperative. And

by the same token that is why I believe in divorce. Men, all men, and

women, all women, are capable of loving more than once, of having the

old love die and of finding a new love born. The State cannot control

love any more than can a man or a woman. When one falls in love one

falls in love, and that's all he knows about it. There it

is--throbbing, sighing, singing, thrilling love. But the State can

control license."

"It is a complicated free love that you stand for," Hancock criticised.

"True, and for the reason that man, living in society, is a most

complicated animal."

"But there are men, lovers, who would die at the loss of their loved

one," Leo surprised the table by his initiative. "They would die if she

died, they would die--oh so more quickly--if she lived and loved

another."

"Well, they'll have to keep on dying as they have always died in the

past," Dick answered grimly. "And no blame attaches anywhere for their

deaths. We are so made that our hearts sometimes stray."

"My heart would never stray," Leo asserted proudly, unaware that all at

the table knew his secret. "I could never love twice, I know."

"True for you, lad," Terrence approved. "The voice of all true lovers

is in your throat. 'Tis the absoluteness of love that is its joy--how

did Shelley put it?--or was it Keats?--'All a wonder and a wild

delight.' Sure, a miserable skinflint of a half-baked lover would it be

that could dream there was aught in woman form one-thousandth part as

sweet, as ravishing and enticing, as glorious and wonderful as his own

woman that he could ever love again."

* * * * *

And as they passed out from the dining room, Dick, continuing the

conversation with Dar Hyal, was wondering whether Paula would kiss him

good night or slip off to bed from the piano. And Paula, talking to Leo

about his latest sonnet which he had shown her, was wondering if she

could kiss Dick, and was suddenly greatly desirous to kiss him, she

knew not why.

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