We crossed the river, and entered a small arm of it, which presently

became still narrower and more straight, assuming the appearance of an

artificial cut or canal, which indeed it is, having been dug by General

Oglethorpe's men (tradition says, in one night), and afforded him the

only means of escape from the Spaniards and Indians, who had surrounded

him on all sides, and felt secure against all possibility of his eluding

them. The cut is neither very deep nor very long, and yet both

sufficiently to render the general's exploit rather marvelous. General

Oglethorpe was the first British governor of Georgia; Wesley's friend

and disciple. The banks of this little canal were mere dykes, guarding

rice-swamps, and presented no species of beauty; but in the little

creek, or inlet, from which we entered it, I was charmed with the beauty

and variety of the evergreens growing in thick and luxuriant underwood,

beneath giant, straggling cypress trees, whose branches were almost

covered with the pendant wreaths of gray moss peculiar to these southern

woods. Of all parasitical plants (if, indeed, it properly belongs to

that class) it assuredly is the most melancholy and dismal. All

creepers, from the polished, dark-leaved ivy, to the delicate clematis,

destroy some portion of the strength of the trees around which they

cling, and from which they gradually suck the vital juices; but they, at

least, adorn the forest-shafts round which they twine, and hide, with a

false, smiling beauty, the gradual ruin and decay they make. Not so this

dismal moss: it does not appear to grow, or to have root, or even

clinging fibre of any sort, by which it attaches itself to the bark or

stem. It hangs in dark gray, drooping masses from the boughs, swinging

in every breeze like matted, grizzled hair. I have seen a naked cypress

with its straggling arms all hung with this banner of death, looking

like a gigantic tree of monstrous cobwebs,--the most funereal spectacle

in all the vegetable kingdom.

After emerging from the cut, we crossed another arm of the Altamaha (it

has as many as Briareus)--I should rather, perhaps, call them mouths,

for this is near its confluence with the sea, and these various branches

are formed by a numerous sisterhood of small islands, which divide this

noble river into three or four streams, each of them wider than

England's widest, the Thames. We now approached the low, reedy banks of

Butler's Island, and passed the rice-mill and buildings surrounding it,

all of which, it being Sunday, were closed. As we neared the bank, the

steersman took up a huge conch, and in the barbaric fashion of early

times in the Highlands, sounded out our approach. A pretty schooner,

which carries the produce of the estate to Charleston and Savannah, lay

alongside the wharf, which began to be crowded with negroes, jumping,

dancing, shouting, laughing, and clapping their hands (a usual

expression of delight with savages and children), and using the most

extravagant and ludicrous gesticulations to express their ecstasy at our

arrival.

On our landing from the boat, the crowd thronged about us like a swarm

of bees; we were seized, pulled, pushed, carried, dragged, and all but

lifted in the air by the clamorous multitude. I was afraid my children

would be smothered. Fortunately, Mr. O----, the overseer, and the

captain of the little craft above-mentioned, came to our assistance, and

by their good offices the babies and nurse were protected through the

crowd. They seized our clothes, kissed them--then our hands, and almost

wrung them off. One tall, gaunt negress flew to us, parting the throng

on either side, and embraced us in her arms. I believe I was almost

frightened; and it was not until we were safely housed, and the door

shut upon our riotous escort, that we indulged in a fit of laughing,

quite as full, on my part, of nervousness as of amusement. Later in the

day I attempted to take some exercise, and thought I had escaped

observation; but, before I had proceeded a quarter of a mile, I was

again enveloped in a cloud of these dingy dependents, who gathered

round me, clamoring welcome, staring at me, stroking my velvet pelisse,

and exhibiting at once the wildest delight and the most savage

curiosity. I was obliged to relinquish my proposed walk, and return

home. Nor was the door of the room where I sat, and which was purposely

left open, one moment free from crowds of eager faces, watching every

movement of myself and the children, until evening caused our audience

to disperse. This zeal in behalf of an utter stranger, merely because

she stood to them in the relation of a mistress, caused me not a little

speculation. These poor people, however, have a very distinct notion of

the duties which ownership should entail upon their proprietors, however

these latter may regard their obligation towards their dependents; and

as to their vehement professions of regard and affection for me, they

reminded me of the saying of the satirist, that "gratitude is a lively

sense of benefits to come."

BUTLER'S ISLAND, GEORGIA, January 8th, 1839.

I have some doubt whether any exertion whatever of your imaginative

faculties could help you to my whereabouts or whatabouts this day,

dearest Emily; and therefore, for your enlightenment, will refer you to

my date, and inform you that yesterday I paid my first visit to the Sick

House, or infirmary, of our estate; and this morning spent three hours

and a half there, cleaning with my own hands the filthy room where the

sick lay, and washing and dressing poor little nearly new-born negro

babies. My avocations the whole morning have been those of a sister of

charity, and I doubt if the unwearied and unshrinking benevolence of

those pious creatures ever led them, for their souls' sake, into more

abominable receptacles of filth, degradation, and misery.

It is long enough since I first mentioned to you my intention of coming

down to these plantations, if I was permitted to do so. As the time for

setting forth on our journey drew near, I became not a little appalled

at the details I heard of what were likely to be the difficulties of the

mere journey: at the very end of December, with a baby at the breast,

and a child as young as S----, to travel upwards of a thousand miles, in

this half-civilized country, and through the least civilized part of it,

was no joke. However, happily, it was accomplished safely, though not

without considerable suffering and heart-achings on my part.... These

and other befallings may serve for talking matter, if ever we should

meet again. We all arrived here safely on Sunday last, and my thoughts

are engrossed with the condition of these people, from whose labor we

draw our subsistence; of which, now that I am here, I feel ashamed.

The place itself is one of the wildest corners of creation--if, indeed,

any part of this region can be considered as thoroughly _created_ yet.

It is not consolidated, but in mere process of formation,--a sort of

hasty-pudding of amphibious elements, composed of a huge, rolling river,

thick and turbid with mud, and stretches of mud banks, forming quaking

swamps, scarcely reclaimed from the water. The river wants _straining_

and the land draining, to make either of them properly wet or dry.

This island, which is only a portion of our Georgia estate, contains

several thousand acres, and is about eight miles round, and formed of

nothing but the deposits (leavings, in fact) of the Altamaha, whose

brimming waters, all thick with alluvial matter, roll round it, and

every now and then threaten to submerge it. The whole island is swamp,

dyked like the Netherlands, and trenched and divided by ditches and a

canal, by means of which the rice-fields are periodically overflowed,

and the harvest transported to the threshing mills. A duck, an eel, or a

frog might live here as in Paradise; but a creature of dry habits

naturally pines for less wet. To mount a horse is, of course,

impossible, and the only place where one can walk is the banks or dykes

that surround the island, and the smaller ones that divide the

rice-fields.

I mean to take to rowing, boats being plentiful, and "water, water

everywhere"; indeed, in spring, the overseer tells me we may have to go

from house to house in boats, the whole island being often flooded at

that season.

There is neither shade nor shelter, tree nor herbage, round our

residence, though there is no reason why there should not be; for the

climate is delicious, and the swampy borders of the mainland are full of

every kind of evergreen--magnolias, live oak (a species of ilex),

orange-trees, etc., and trailing shrubs, with varnished leaves, that

bind the tawny, rattling sedges together, and make summer bowers for the

alligators and snakes which abound and disport themselves here in the

hot season.

I am wrong in saying that there are no trees on the island, though there

are as bad as none now. They formerly had a great number of magnificent

orange-trees, that were all destroyed by an unusually severe winter;

there are a few left, however, which bear most excellent oranges....

BUTLER'S ISLAND, January 8th, 1839.

DEAREST HARRIET,

The stars are shining like one vast incrustation of diamonds; and though

'tis the 8th of January, I have been out with bare neck and arms,

standing on the brink of the Altamaha, and seeking relief from the

oppressive heat of the house. I am here, with the children, in the midst

of our slaves; and it seems to me, as I look over these wild wastes and

waters, as though I were standing on the outer edge of creation. That

this is not absolutely the case, however, or that, if it is,

civilization in some forms has preceded us hither, is abundantly proved

by the sights and sounds of busy traffic, labor, and mechanical

industry, which, encountered in this region (still really half a

wilderness), produce an impression of the most curiously anomalous

existence you can imagine.

Right and left, as the eye follows the broad and brimming surface of

this vast body of turbid water, it rests on nothing but low swamp lands,

where the rattling sedges, like a tawny forest of reeds, make warm

winter shelters for the snakes and alligators, which the summer sun will

lure in scores from their lurking-places; or hoary woods, upon whose

straggling upper boughs, all hung with gray mosses like disheveled hair,

the bald-headed eagle stoops from the sky, and among whose undergrowth

of varnished evergreens the mocking-birds, even at this season, keep a

resounding jubilee. All this looks wild enough; and as the peculiar

orange light of the southern sunset falls upon the scene, I almost

expect to see the canoes of the red man shoot from the banks, which were

so lately the possession of his race alone. Immediately opposite to me,

however (only about a mile distant, the river and a swampy island

intervening), lies the little town of Darien, whose white gable-ended

warehouses, shining in the sun, recall the presence of the prevailing

European race, and we can hear distinctly the sound of the steam which

the steamboat at the wharf is letting off.

Upon this island of ours (I think I look a little like Sancho Panza) we

enjoy the perpetual monotonous burden of two steam-engines working the

rice mills, and instead of red men and canoes, my illustrious self and

some prettily built and gaily painted boats, which I take great delight

in rowing.

The strangeness of this existence surprises me afresh every hour by its

contrast with all my former experiences; and as I sat resting on my oars

at the Darien wharf the other evening, watching a huge cotton-raft float

down the broad Altamaha, my mind wandered back to my former life--the

scenes, the people, the events, the feelings which made up all my

former existence; and I felt like the little old woman whose petticoats

were cut all round about. "O Lord a mercy! sure this is never I!" But,

then, she had a resource in her dog, which I have not; and so I am not

quite sure that it is I....

The climate is too warm for me, and I almost doubt its being as

wholesome for the children as a colder one. We have now summer heat,

tempered in some degree by breezes from the river and the sea, which is

only fifteen miles off; but the people of the place complain of the

cold, and apologize to me for the chilliness of the weather, which they

assure me is quite unusual. I have come home more than once, however,

after a walk round the rice banks, with a bad headache, in consequence

of the fierce sunshine pouring down upon these swamps, and do not think

that I should thrive in such a climate. It is impossible here to take

exercise on horseback, which has become almost indispensable to me; and

though I have adopted rowing as a substitute I find it both a fatiguing

and an inadequate one.

We live here in a very strange manner. The house we inhabit, which was

intended merely as the overseer's residence, is inferior in appearance

and every decent accommodation to the poorest farm-house in any part of

England. Neither cleanliness nor comfort enter into our daily

arrangements at all. The little furniture there is in the rooms is of

the coarsest and roughest description; and the household services are

performed by negroes, who run in and out, generally barefooted, and

always filthy both in their clothes and person, to wait upon us at our

meals. How I have wished for a decent, tidy, English servant of all

work, instead of these begrimed, ignorant, incapable poor creatures, who

stumble about round us in zealous hindrance of each other, which they

intend for help to us. How thankful I should be if I could substitute

for their unsavory proximity while I eat, that of a clean dumb waiter.

This unlimited supply of untrained savages, (for that is what they

really are) is anything but a luxury to me. Their ignorance, dirt, and

stupidity seem to me as intolerable as the unjust laws which condemn

them to be ignorant, filthy, and stupid.

The value of this human property is, alas! enormous; and I grieve to

think how great is the temptation to perpetuate the system to its

owners. Of course I do not see, or at any rate have not yet seen,

anything to shock me in the way of positive physical cruelty. The

refractory negroes are flogged, I know, but I am told it is a case of

rare occurrence; and it is the injustice, and the kind, rather than the

severity, of the infliction that is the most odious part of it to me.

The people are, I believe, regularly and sufficiently fed and clothed,

and they have tolerably good habitations provided for them, nor are they

without various small indulgences; but of their moral and intellectual

wants no heed whatever is taken, nor are they even recognized as

existing, though some of these poor people exhibit intelligence,

industry, and activity, which seem to cry aloud for instruction and the

means of progress and development. These are probably rare exceptions,

though, for the majority of those I see appear to be sunk in the lowest

slough of benighted ignorance, and lead a lazy, listless, absolutely

animal existence, far more dirty and degraded (though more comfortable,

on account of the climate) than that of _your_ lowest and most miserable

wild "bog trotters."

I had desired very earnestly to have the opportunity of judging of this

matter of slavery for myself; not, of course, that I ever doubted that

to keep human beings as slaves was in itself wrong, but I supposed that

I might, upon a nearer observation of the system, discover at any rate

circumstances of palliation in the condition of the negroes: hitherto,

however, this has not been the case with me; the wrong strikes me more

forcibly every hour I live here. The theory of human property is more

revolting to every sentiment of humanity; and the evil effect of such a

state of things _upon the whites_, who inflict the wrong, impresses me

as I did not anticipate that it would, with still more force.

The habitual harsh tone of command towards these men and _women_, whose

labor is extorted from them without remorse, from youth to age, and

whose hopeless existence seems to me sadder than suffering itself,

affects me with an intolerable sense of impotent pity for them.... Then,

too, the disrepute in which honest and honorable labor is held, by being

thus practiced only by a degraded class, is most pernicious.

The negroes here, who see me row and walk hard in the sun, lift heavy

burthens, and make various exertions which are supposed to be their

peculiar _privilege_ in existence, frequently remonstrate with me, and

desire me to call upon them for their services, with the remark, "What

for you work, missus! You hab niggers enough to wait upon you!" You may

suppose how agreeable such remonstrances are to me.

When I remember, too, that here I see none of the worst features of this

system: that the slaves on this estate are not bought and sold, nor let

out to hire to other masters; that they are not cruelly starved or

barbarously beaten, and that members of one family are not parted from

each other for life, and sent to distant plantations in other

States,--all which liabilities (besides others, and far worse ones)

belong of right, or rather of wrong, to their condition as slaves, and

are commonly practiced throughout the southern half of this free

country,--I remain appalled at a state of things in which human beings

are considered fortunate who are _only_ condemned to dirt, ignorance,

unrequited labor, and, what seems to me worst of all, a dead level of

general degradation, which God and Nature, by endowing some above

others, have manifestly forbidden.

Do you remember your admiration of philanthropy because I blew the dirty

nose of a little vagabond in the street with my embroidered

handkerchief? I wish you could see me cleansing and washing and

poulticing the sick women and babies in the infirmary here; I think you

would admit that I have what Beatrice commends Benedict for, "an

excellent stomach."

God bless you, dear! I am not well; this slavish sunshine dries up my

vitality. I have hardly any time for writing, but shall find it to write

to you.

Ever affectionately yours,

F. A. B.

BUTLER'S ISLAND, January 20th, 1839.

DEAR MRS. JAMESON,

To you who have, besides "swimming in a gondola" (which many of the

vulgar do nowadays), paddled in a canoe upon the wild waters of this

wild western world, my present abode, savage as it seems to me, might

appear comparatively civilized. Certain it is that we are within view of

what calls itself a town, and, moreover, from that town I have received

an invitation to what calls itself a _cotillon party_! and yet, right

and left, stretch the swamps and forests of Georgia, where the red men

have scarcely ceased to skulk, and where the rattlesnakes and

alligators, who shared the wilderness with them, still lurk in

undisturbed possession of the soil, if soil that may be called which is

only either muddy water or watery mud, a hardly consolidated sponge of

alluvial matter, receiving hourly additions from the turbid current of

the Altamaha.

We are here on our plantation, and if you will take a map of North

America, and a powerful magnifying-glass, you may perceive the small

speck dignified by the title of "Butler's Island," the Barataria where I

am now reigning.

Before I say any more upon this subject, however, I wish to thank you

for your kind information about my father and sister. I had a letter

from her not long ago, but it was written during her tour in Germany,

before our poor mother's death, and, of course, contained little of what

must be her present thoughts and feelings, and even little indeed by

which I could understand what their plans were for the winter; but a

long and very interesting account of your friends, the Thuns, whom I

should like to know....

How little pleasure you lost, in my opinion, in not proceeding further

south in this country! for your perception of beauty would have been

almost as much starved as your sense of justice would have been

outraged; at least it is so with me. The sky, God's ever blessed

storehouse of light and loveliness, is almost my only resource here: for

though the wide, brimming waters of this Briareus of a river present a

striking object, and the woods, with their curtains of gray moss waving

like gigantic cobwebs from every tree, and these magical-looking

thickets of varnished evergreens, have a charm, partly real, and partly

borrowed from their mere strangeness; yet the absence of all cultivation

but these swampy rice-fields, and of all population but these degraded

and unfortunate slaves, render a residence here as depressing to the

physical as the moral sense of loveliness.

In contemplating the condition of women generally (a favorite subject of

speculation with you, I know), it is a pity that you have not an

opportunity of seeing the situation of those who are recognized as

slaves (all that are such don't wear the collar, you know, nor do all

that wear it show it); it is a black chapter, and no _joke_, I can tell

you.

You ask after the Sullys, and I am sorry to say that the little I saw or

heard of them previous to my leaving Philadelphia was not pleasant. He

had had some disagreeable contention with the St. George's Society about

the exhibition of his picture of the queen. The dispute ended, I

believe, in his painting two; the one for the society, and the other for

his own purposes of exhibition, sale or engraving. He spoke with delight

of having made your acquaintance, and of some evenings he spent at your

house. I think it very probable that he will revisit Europe; and I hope

for his sake that he will get to Italy....

F. A. B.

BUTLER'S ISLAND, Georgia, January 30th, 1839.

DEAREST EMILY,

I am told that a total change in my opinions upon slavery was

anticipated from my residence on a plantation; a statement which only

convinces me that one may live in the most intimate relations with

one's fellow-creatures, and really know nothing about them after all. On

what ground such an idea could be entertained I cannot conceive, or on

what part of my character it could be founded, to which (if I do not

mistake myself, even more than I am misunderstood by others) injustice

is the most revolting species of cruelty.

My dear friend, do not, do not repine, but rather rejoice for your

brother's own sake, that wealth is cut off from him at such a source as

slavery. [Mr. Fitzhugh had owned West Indian property, which his sister

thought had been rendered worthless by the emancipation of the slaves.]

It would be better in my mind to beg, and to see one's children beg,

than to live by these means, thinking of them as I do....

It seems to me as if the worst result of this system, fraught as it is

with bad ones, is the perversion of mind which it appears to engender in

those who uphold it. I remember how hard our Saviour pronounced it to be

for a rich man to enter into heaven, and as I look round upon these

rice-fields, with their population of human beings, each one of whom is

valued at so much silver and gold, and listen to the beat of that

steam-mill, which I heard commended the other day as a "mint of money,"

and when I am told that every acre of this property is worth ten per

cent. more than any free English land, however valuable, it seems almost

impossible to expect that this terrible temptation to injustice should

be resisted by any man; but with God all things are possible! and

doubtless He weighs the difficulty more mercifully than I can....

Since this letter was begun, we have had a death on the plantation; a

poor young fellow was taken off, after a few days' illness, yesterday.

The attack was one to which the negroes are very subject, arising from

cold and exposure.... We went to his burial, which was a scene I shall

not soon forget. His coffin was brought out into the open air, and the

negroes from over the whole island assembled around it. One of their

preachers (a slave like the rest) gave out the words of a hymn, which

they all sang in unison; after which he made an exhortation, and bade us

pray, and we all kneeled down on the earth together, while this poor,

ignorant slave prayed aloud and spoke incoherently, but fervently

enough, of Life and Death and Immortality. We then walked to the grave,

the negroes chanting a hymn by the light of pine torches and the

uprising of a glorious moon. An old negro, who possessed the rare and

forbidden accomplishment of letters, read part of the burial service;

and another stood forward and told them the story of the raising of

Lazarus. I have no room for comments, and could make none that could

convey to you what I felt or how I prayed and cried for those I was

praying with....

You know, I did not think my former calling of the stage a very

dignified one; I assure you it appears to me magnificent compared with

my present avocation of living by the unpaid labor of others, and those

others half of them women like myself. There is nothing in the details

of the existence of the slaves which mitigates in my opinion the sin of

slavery; and this is forced upon me every hour of the day--so painfully

to my conscience, that I feel as if my happiness for life would be

affected by my involuntary participation in it. Their condition seems to

me accursed every way, and only more accursed to those who hold them in

it, on whom the wrong they commit reacts frightfully.

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