The neutral composition of the Committee assures it a freedom of travel

and action, and an independence of political and personal pressure, and

a consequent freedom of administration which the Belgians could not hope

to enjoy. It is only by the assumption of complete authority and

responsibility by the Committee that the patrons will be able to give

the various Governments concerned the necessary assurances as to the

disposition of foodstuffs and the fulfillment of guarantees.

There is something splendid about the way Hoover and his associates have

abandoned their own affairs and all thought of themselves in order to

turn their entire attention to feeding the Belgians. They have

absolutely cut loose from their business, and are to give their whole

time to the work of the Committee. This is done without heroics. I

should hardly have known it was done, but for the fact that Hoover

remarked in a matter of fact way:

"Of course everybody will have to be prepared to let business go and

give their whole time."

And it was so completely taken for granted that there is nothing but a

murmur of assent.

Another strenuous day on the food question and other things.

My plans were to leave for Brussels on Monday morning, but in the

evening the Ambassador sent for me and it was decided that I should go

to Havre and from there to see the King and Queen. That will take me to

within a couple of hours from Brussels, according to old calculations,

but under present conditions I shall have to get there by way of France,

England and Holland.

* * * * *

_Hôtel des Régates, Havre, October 26, 1914._--This is the third town

where I have paid my respects to the Belgian Government. I would gladly

have foregone the experience, for it is depressing.

I left Waterloo station at 9:15 last night. Instead of the usual

two-hour run to Southampton, we puttered along and did not arrive until

after one. I had a compartment and made myself as comfortable as

possible. When we arrived I found poor Colonel Swalm, the Consul,

waiting for me. The Ambassador had telegraphed him to see me off, and he

did so regardless of the hour. I felt horribly guilty to have him

waiting about for me, but it certainly did make things a lot easier.

I got straight to bed, but had a hard time sleeping, as there was a

tremendous racket of loading all night long. Nearly all the passengers

were British officers on their way to the front. Among the others I

found de Bassompierre of the Foreign Office, and a Mr. and Mrs. W----,

who were coming over with a Rolls-Royce, to be presented to the Belgian

General Staff. If I go to the front, he will take me. We sailed at

daybreak and were here by two o'clock. Our Consul, Osborne, was waiting

for me at the dock with Henry Needham, the correspondent of _Colliers_.

I was let straight through the customs, where a _woman_ marked my bag,

and then came to this hotel overlooking the sea.

This was the first thing we saw as we came into the harbour. It is in a

suburb called Nice Havrais, built by old Dufayel of Paris. It was a

curious and pathetic sensation to see the Belgian flags still flying

bravely. The different Ministries are set up here, and one villa has

been set aside for the King and Queen, who have not yet left Belgian

soil. The Legations are all established in this hotel and are bored to

extinction, as their work has dropped very much. This little suburb

enjoys all the privileges of extraterritoriality, and even the French

Minister to Belgium goes through the motions of being accredited to a

foreign Government in his country. The cars of the various Legations go

buzzing around among the French and Belgian and British cars. The

streets are full of troops of the three nations, while some twenty

transports ride at anchor in the open roadstead. Fresh troops from

England are arriving constantly, and march singing through the town to

the camps outside, whence they are sent to the front. There are two

British hospitals near this hotel--one of them the Casino--and wounded

are everywhere. The place is astonishingly calm, but everybody knows

there is a war. The French have their teeth set and are confident of the

final outcome. Women are in the custom house, drive the trams, collect

the fares and do a hundred other things that are usually out of their

line.

I found the hall filled with colleagues, and exchanged greetings with

the crowd before going over to the Foreign Office to make my bow. I

found Colonel Fairholme packing, and ready to leave this evening for

England.

The Foreign Office has a pretty little villa in a pretty little garden

and keeps busy. I saw everybody, from Monsieur Davignon down to the

porters, and spent an hour and a half there. Then at their request I

went to the "Palace" and talked with General Jungbluth. He will try to

arrange my business for me by telegraph, and will let me know in the

morning whether I am to go up to the front to see the King and Queen.

When I came away from this call, Osborne was waiting for me and took me

down to the Consulate for an hour's talk. Then back to the hotel to dine

with Sir Francis. After dinner we all went out and bade the Colonel

farewell.

* * * * *

_Tuesday._--General Jungbluth was waiting for me when I came down this

morning, to say that I should go to the front. Osborne was waiting with

his car, and took me to the Ministry of War, to ask for a lift to

Dunkerque in a military car. As luck would have it, to-day's car had

left ten minutes before, so I was put off until to-morrow morning, when

I shall go up with the W----s. I have spent a good part of the day

getting my papers in order--both French and Belgian--and in the tiresome

occupation of being photographed.

* * * * *

_October 28th, Hôtel des Arcades, Dunkerque._--Another one-night stand.

We cleared out of Havre this morning over muddy and slippery roads. It

rained hard all night, and we made good time by way of Fécamp, Dieppe,

Eu, Abbeville, Montreuil, Bologne, Marquise, and Calais, getting to

Dunkerque a little after four, just in time to smell the smoke of a

couple of bombs dropped by an aeroplane across the street from the

office of the Prime Minister, upon whom I called.

We began running into big bunches of troops at Abbeville--English,

French and Belgian. I saw some of the Indian troops doing sentry duty

and looking cold and uncomfortable, and did not blame them, for it was

raw and cheerless. The Rolls-Royce is a beauty and sailed along all day

like a gondola.

The Prime Minister had set up his office in the Mayor's room at the

Hôtel de Ville, which I found in an uproar because of the bombs. The

Prime Minister was said to be at Headquarters, at Furnes, across the

Belgian frontier, and I was urged to go there to see him. We made

twenty-one kilometers there, in time to find that little town in a great

state of excitement, because three big shells had come from nobody knew

where, and burst by the railroad station.

But the Prime Minister was not there, and it was dark, so we gathered up

a guide and set off for la Panne, where the King and Queen are living.

Neither of them was there; nobody but a gendarme on duty. The King was

off with the troops and the Queen was looking after the wounded, who

have overflowed all the hospitals. In the past week--just this one

engagement--the Belgians have suffered 12,000 casualties.

The road from Furnes to la Panne and back lay close behind the lines, so

that we could hear the steady roar of the fighting and see the bursting

shells, particularly those from the British ships, which made a

tremendous flash and roar.

We came on back to town, being stopped every minute by French outposts,

and got to this hostelry at seven-thirty. While I was cleaning up, the

Prime Minister came in and claimed me for dinner. He had his secretary,

Count Lichtervelde, A.B., who is here looking after the wounded, and a

couple of officers. And _then_ we talked until the hands dropped off the

clock and I was nearly dead for sleep. Then I took A.B. home to her

hospital, through the streets darkened for the benefit of Count

Zeppelin, and _now_ I _am_ ready for my rest.

I have plans for to-morrow, but shall see what happens to them when I

see the Prime Minister in the morning.

* * * * *

_October 29th._--Still at Dunkerque.

Another busy and interesting day, and if all goes well, I shall be back

in London to-morrow night.

I was up early, did a little writing, and went over to see the Prime

Minister, who was waiting for me. Despatched my business with him in

short order, to my complete satisfaction. He is a trump, and it is a joy

to do business with him, even at a time when he is hounded, as he is

now.

He said the King was out with the troops, but had sent in to say he

wanted to see me and would come in to headquarters at Furnes at

four-thirty for that purpose. The Queen had also sent word in that she

wanted to see me. She was busy looking after the wounded, but said she

would come to la Panne at four. That suited me, although I was in some

doubt as to how I would be able to make connections between the two

audiences.

Last night I had talked of going out to look at the fighting, and A.B.

had offered to conduct me. I had not taken the offer very seriously, but

when I got back to the hotel after seeing the Prime Minister, she was

there in a big racing car, with a crack chauffeur, ready for the jaunt.

She was in her campaign kit of knickers, with a long rain-coat and a big

knitted cap, and an entrancing boy she made. Mr. and Mrs. W---- had

asked to go along, and were in their car with Barbaçon, an aide-de-camp

of the Prime Minister. Monsieur de Broqueville came out quite seriously

and begged A.B. not to lead me into danger, whereat everybody had a good

laugh.

We made quick time to Furnes and drew up before Headquarters, where we

learned what was known of the lay of the land and the points of the

front we could reach without getting in the way. The Belgians, who had

for ten days held the line of the Yser from Nieuport to Dixmude, waiting

for reinforcements to come up, had been obliged to fall back to the line

of the railroad, which forms the chord of the arc, and had inundated the

intervening territory to impede the German advance. French and English

troops were being brought up in large numbers to relieve the Belgians,

who have lost in killed and wounded nearly a third of the 50,000 men

engaged.

While waiting for some definite news to be brought in for us, we climbed

to the top of the high tower of the market next the Hôtel de Ville, for

a look at the battle line. It was pretty misty, but we could see the

smoke of shrapnel and of the big shells from the English ships, which

were enfilading the German right.

The staircase up this tower was a crazy thing, with rotten steps and

places where two or three steps were missing altogether. It was bad

enough going up where we could take hold and pull ourselves up, but it

was far worse going down, because we were ordered down in a hurry and

all came piling down in a steady stream. There were squeaks and screams

at the bad moments, but we did manage to get down without mishap and

take stock of ourselves.

We found some German prisoners lying on the straw in the entrance hall,

and stopped to speak to them. They said that their troops were very

tired from long, hard fighting, but that they had plenty of men. They

seemed rather depressed themselves.

By the time we got down, our information had come and we set off through

a welter of transport trains, artillery, ambulances, marching troops,

and goodness knows what else, in the direction of X----. When we got

within a couple of kilometers of the place, an officer stopped us and

asked if we knew where we were going. He shrugged his shoulders when we

said we did, and let us go straight into it. When we were bowling along

about one kilometer from the town, three shells burst at once, about two

hundred yards to our left, and we stopped to see what was toward. A

hundred yards ahead to the right of the road was a battery of five big

guns, and the Germans were evidently trying to get their range. The

shells kept falling to the left, near a group of farm-houses, and as

some of the spent balls of shrapnel kept rolling around near us, we

decided we might as well go and see the big guns from nearer to.

In the shelter of the farm-houses were fifty or sixty men, some of them

cooking their lunch, others sleeping, all quite oblivious of the roar of

bursting shrapnel and the spattering of the bullets near by. And a few

months ago probably any of these men would have been frightened into a

fit by a shell bursting in his neighbourhood. It is wonderful how soon

people become contemptuous of danger. The horses that were tethered by

the roadside seemed to take it all as a matter of course, and munched

away at their hay, as though all the world were at peace. A wobbly cart

came creaking by with an infantryman, who had had a good part of his

face shot away. He had been bandaged after a fashion and sat up blinking

at us stupidly as the cart lumbered by, bumping into holes and sliding

into ruts.

I was not keen on staying longer than was necessary to see what was

there, but W.---- was very deliberate and not to be budged for more than

half an hour. We finally got him started by calling his attention to the

spent balls, which make a tremendous singing noise, but do no harm. The

only really safe thing in the neighbourhood was what did the trick. The

Germans were making a furious attack, evidently determined to break the

line before the fresh troops could be brought up, and the cannonading

was terrific. The whole front as far as we could see in either direction

was a line of puffs of smoke from bursting shrapnel and black spouts of

earth from exploding shells. The crackle of the _mitrailleuses_ rippled

up and down the whole line. The Belgians were pounding back as hard as

they could and the noise was deafening. Finally, when we decided to

leave, the officer in command of the battery loaded all five guns at

once and fired a salvo for our benefit. The great shells tore away,

roaring like so many express trains, and screaming like beasts in

agony--a terrifying combination. My ears ache yet. It was getting hotter

every minute and the Germans were evidently getting a better idea of the

range, for the shells began falling pretty close on the other side, and

I was quieter in my mind when we went back to our cars and pulled out of

the actual line. We took a road a few hundred yards back, parallel with

the lines, and drove along slowly, watching the effect of the shell

fire, until we absolutely had to start back for lunch. On the way we

stopped at a peasant's hut, and said hello to Jack Reyntiens.

When we got back to the hotel, about half an hour late for lunch, we

found the Prime Minister waiting for us. At the door, in addition to the

usual sentry, there were two privates of the _chasseurs à cheval_, one

wearing a commander's star of the Legion of Honor. They saluted and

smiled, and I bowed and went on in to my meal. They came in after me,

still smiling, and I was taxed with not recognising them. They were the

Duc d'Ursel and --------, the heads of their respective houses, who had

enlisted, and are still fighting as privates. They had just been

relieved and were on their way to the rear, where the Belgian army is

being reformed and rested.

As soon as we had got through, I had to start back for my audience of

the Queen. W.---- took me out to la Panne, where we found the Villa on

the sand dunes, a little way back of the lines. There were a couple of

gendarmes on duty, the King's Secretary, and the Countess de

Caraman-Chimay, the one Lady-in-Waiting. I had just got inside when the

door opened and the King came in. He had heard I was coming to see the

Queen and had motored down from Furnes. I was able to satisfy him in a

few minutes on the points he had wanted to see me about and then he

questioned me about friends in Brussels. I suggested to him that it

would probably help our committee in raising funds if he would write an

appeal for help from America. He fell in with the idea at once, and

together we got out an appeal that is to be sent across the water. Where

we sat we could see the British ships shelling the Germans, and the

windows of the dining-room were rattling steadily. The King stood beside

the table with his finger tips resting on the cloth, watching the stuff

ground out word by word. I looked up at him once, but could not bear to

do it again--it was the saddest face one can imagine, but not a word of

complaint was breathed.

Just as we were finishing, the Queen came and bade us in to tea. She was

supposed to wait for her Lady-in-Waiting to bring me, but didn't. The

King stayed only a minute or two and then said he must be getting back

to Headquarters, where he would see me later.

I suggested to the Queen that she, too, make an appeal to the women of

America, to which she agreed. Another appeal was prepared for her, and

it, too, will be sent to America by the first post.

The Queen had wanted to see me about the subject of surgeons for the

Belgian army. The Belgian surgeons in the Brussels hospitals have been

replaced by Germans, and have nothing to do, although they are

desperately needed here. The Queen was terribly depressed about the

condition of the wounded. There are so few surgeons, and such tremendous

numbers of wounded, that they cannot by any possibility be properly

cared for. Legs and arms are being ruthlessly amputated in hundreds of

cases where they could be saved by a careful operation. Careful

operations are, of course, out of the question, with the wounded being

dumped in every minute by the score. In these little frontier towns

there are no hospital facilities to speak of, and the poor devils are

lucky if they get a bed of straw under any sort of roof, and medical

attendance, within twenty-four hours. We went to see one hospital in a

near-by Villa, and I hope I shall never again have to go through such an

ordeal. Such suffering and such lack of comforts I have never seen, but

I take off my hat to the nerve of the wounded, and the nurses, most of

them the best class of Belgian women, used to every luxury and getting

none.

The Queen gave me tea, and one of her small supply of cigarettes, and we

talked until after dark. The monitors off shore had been joined by a

battleship, and the row was terrific and rendered conversation

difficult.

The Queen was still full of courage and said that as long as there was

one square foot of Belgian soil free of Germans, she would be on it. She

said it simply, in answer to a question from me, but there was a big

force of courage and determination behind it. As I was not dismissed, I

finally took it on myself to go, and the Queen came with me to the door

and sent me on my way. She stood in the lighted doorway until I reached

the motor, and then turned slowly and went in--a delicate little woman

with a lion's heart. Inglebleek and the Countess de Caraman-Chimay came

out after we had cranked the car, and gave me messages for their

families and friends. It is a pretty hard change for these people, who

three months ago were leading such a dull, comfortable life, but they

have risen to it with fine spirit.

The King was with his staff, studying the maps and despatches, when I

got to Furnes, and I was shown the whole situation--most interesting on

the large scale maps that show every farm-house and pathway. I was to go

back to Dunkerque with Monsieur de Broqueville, so waited while they

discussed the events of the day and plans for to-morrow.

While they talked reinforcements were pouring through the town, with

great rumbling of artillery and blowing of trumpets. It was a comforting

sound, as it presaged some relief for the Belgians in their

heartbreaking stand.

There was comfort in riding back through the night with the Prime

Minister, for there was no long examination of papers, etc. When we came

to a post, the aide-de-camp would switch on a strong light in the car,

the sentries would salute, and on we would go at a great gait.

Seemingly I was boarding with Monsieur de Broqueville, as I was led back

to dine with him.

To-morrow I am off to London. Loewenstein, a young Brussels banker, is

to take me over in his racing car, which is a useful institution these

days. We take along his mother-in-law, Madame Misonne, and A.B. It

means getting up at five to motor to Calais to catch the boat. There the

car will be slung aboard, so that we can be whisked up to London without

waiting for a train.

* * * * *

_On board S.S. "Orange Nassau," North Sea, November 2, 1914._--On Friday

morning we were called before dawn, and got under way as per

schedule--Loewenstein, Madame Misonne, A.B., and I. We made good time,

over slippery roads, to Calais, despite frequent stops to have our

papers examined by posts, and got to the dock some twenty minutes before

the steamer sailed. The car was hoisted aboard, and we rode across in

it. Frederick Palmer was on board, returning in disgust after having

been just that far toward the front.

Our suicide wagon was swung off onto the dock without loss of time, and

we sped away toward London while our fellow-passengers were doomed to

wait for all sorts of formalities. It was a wild ride. At times we were

doing as high as one hundred and thirty kilometers an hour over winding

English roads, and I was somewhat relieved when I was dropped at the

Embassy, safe and sound.

I got off some telegrams about my trip, and was told the Ambassador

wanted to see me. Hoover was with him, and I turned over to them the

appeals from the King and Queen.

Jack Scranton decided to come back to Brussels with me, to give me a

hand in Legation work, and spent the morning packing enough plunder to

see him through a siege of three or four years. A.B. came on to London

to see her brother who is seriously wounded and in hospital. Now her

family want her to return to Brussels and have placed her in my care for

the journey.

This morning we had a crowd at the station to see us off. Countess

N.---- has also come along, and was entrusted to our care. A.B.'s family

was there in force to say good-bye, so altogether the casual observer

might have inferred that we were popular.

* * * * *

_Brussels, November 5th._--We were met in Flushing by our Consular

Agent, who put us through the customs and onto the train.

No motor was waiting for us at Rosendaal, and we had a hard time getting

shelter for the night. Finally we succeeded in getting a room for the

two women in a little, third-rate hotel, and Jack and I slept on the

floor of a sitting-room in the little Hôtel Central. I was so dog-tired

that I slept like a log, wrapped up in my fur coat.

While we were having coffee, M. de Leval came up in my little car. He

had been to Rotterdam in connection with the first shipment of food, and

thought he would find me alone. He had bought a lot of gasoline in

Breda, to be called for, so we could take no luggage. We found another

car leaving for Brussels at noon, and loaded it up with Countess N.,

---- Jack and the luggage, while M. de L. and I took A.B. and the mail

bags, and started by way of Breda. We came through Aerschot and stopped

for a stretch and to look about.

We walked about the streets for a time, and stopped in a shop to ask for

a drink of water. After giving it to us, the proprietor asked if we

would like to see the state the Germans had left things in. He led us

back into his living quarters, opened a door bearing an inscription to

the effect that it was an officers' mess, and let us in. I never have

seen a more complete mess. Everything in the place was smashed, and the

whole room was filthy. The officers had left only a few days before and

had taken pains to break everything before they went. Obscene remarks

were chalked on the walls, and the pictures were improved with heavy

attempts at fun. I always used to think that the term "officer and

gentleman" was redundant, but now I begin to understand the need for it.

The church was also in a bad state. The doors have nearly all been

battered down. The wooden Gothic statues in the nave have been smashed

or destroyed by fire. The altars and confessionals were wantonly

destroyed. The collection boxes had been pried open and emptied. We were

told that the holy-water font and the vestments of the priests had been

profaned and befouled. It is not a pretty sight.

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