“I haven’t added a line to my letter for two or three days past. That’s

because I have been so busy learning to know and love Madame Le Sud. She

is the very sweetest and most charming woman I ever saw in my life. She

is a trifle less than forty--just old enough I tell her, to be my mother

if it had happened in that way. Then she asked me about my real mother

and I couldn’t tell her anything. I couldn’t even tell when she died, or

what her name had been or anything about her. Isn’t it a strange thing,

Cousin Arthur, that nobody has ever told me anything about my mother? It

makes me ashamed when I think of it, and still more ashamed when I

remember that I never asked anything about her, except once. That time I

asked my father some question and he answered only by quickly rising and

going out to mount his horse and ride away all alone. That is the way he

always did when things distressed him, and as I didn’t want to distress

him I never asked him anything more about my mother. But why haven’t I

been told about her? Was she bad? And is that why everybody has been so

anxious about me, fearing that I might be bad? Even if that were so they

ought to have told me about my mother, especially after I began to grow

up and know how to stand things bravely. May be when I was too little to

understand it was better to keep silent. But when I grew older there was

no excuse for not telling me the truth. I don’t think there ever is any

excuse for that. The truth is the only thing in the world that a sane

person ought to love. I’m only seventeen years old, but I’m old enough

to have found out that much, and I don’t think I shall ever quite

forgive those who have shut out from me the truth about my mother. You,

Cousin Arthur, haven’t had any hand in that. I never asked you, but I

know. If you had known about my mother you’d have told me. You could not

have helped it. The only limitation to your ability that I ever

discovered is your utter inability to tell lies. If you tried to do that

you’d make such a wretched failure of the attempt that the truth would

come out in spite of you. So, of course, you are as ignorant as I am

about my mother.

“But I wanted to tell you about Madame Le Sud. To me she is the most

beautiful woman in the world, and yet most people would call her

hideously ugly. Indeed, I’ve heard people on the ship call her that way,

for they’re beginning at last to come out on deck and try to get well.

She has a terribly disfiguring scar. It begins in her hair and extends

down over her left eye which it has put out, and down her cheek by the

side of her nose, almost, but not quite to her upper lip. The scar is

very ugly, of course, but the woman is altogether beautiful. She

impresses me as wonderfully fine and fragile--delicate in the same way

that a piece of old Sèvres china is. She plays the violin divinely. She

wouldn’t play for me at first, and she has since confessed that she

feared to make me afraid to play for her. ‘For I am a professional

musician,’ she said, ‘or rather I was, till I got this disfiguring scar.

After that how could I present myself to an audience?’ Then she told me

how she got the scar. She was celebrating something or other with a

company of friends. They drank champagne too freely, and one of them,

taking from Madame Le Sud’s mantelpiece a perfume bottle, playfully

emptied its contents on her head. It was a perfume bottle, but it held

nitric acid which somebody had been using medicinally. In an instant

the mischief was done and Madame Le Sud’s career as a famous musician

was ended forever.

“When she got well she was very poor, having spent all her money during

her illness. A manager came to her and wanted her to go on as ‘the

veiled violinist,’ he pretending that she was some woman of

distinguished family and high social position whose love of music

tempted her to exercise her skill upon the stage, but whose social

position forbade her to show her face or reveal her name. He offered her

large sums if she would do this, but she refused to make herself a party

to such a deception. She secured employment, as she puts it, in a much

humbler capacity which enables her to turn her artistic taste to account

in earning a living, and it is in connection with this employment that

she is now on her way to Paris. She did not tell me what her employment

is, and of course I did not ask her. But now that I have learned

something of her misfortunes, and have seen how bravely she bears them,

I love her better than ever.

“Diana has come upon deck at last, ‘dressed and in her right mind.’ She

is very proud of having been ‘seasick jes’ like white folks.’ She so far

asserts her authority as to order Edmonia--who is quite herself

again--and me to array ourselves in some special gowns of her personal

selection for the captain’s dinner today. It is to be a notable affair

and Madame Le Sud is to play a violin solo. They asked me to play also,

but I refused, till Madame Le Sud asked me to give ‘Home, Sweet Home,’

with her to play second violin. Think of it! This wonderful musical

artist volunteering to ‘play second fiddle’ to a novice like me! But she

insists upon liking my rendering of the dear old melody and she has

taken the trouble to compose a special second part, which, she

generously says, ‘will bring out the beauty’ of my performance.

“We expect to make land during tonight, and by day after tomorrow, I’ll

mail this letter at Liverpool.”

XXXI

THE VIEWS AND MOODS OF ARTHUR BRENT

_W_hen Dorothy had gone Arthur Brent felt a double necessity for

diligence in the ordering of plantation affairs. He realized for the

first time what he had done in thus sending Dorothy away. For the first

time he began to understand his own condition of mind and the extent to

which this woman had become a necessity to his life. Quite naturally,

too, her absence and the loss of his daily association with her served

to depress him, as nothing else had ever done before. The sensation of

needing some one was wholly novel to him, and by no means agreeable.

“What if I should never have her with me again--never as _my_ Dorothy?”

he reflected. “That may very easily happen. In fact I sent her away in

order that it might happen, if it would. Her affection for me is still

quite that of a child for one much older than herself. Edmonia does not

so regard it, but perhaps she is wrong. Perhaps her conviction that

Dorothy the woman loves me even more than Dorothy the child ever did,

and that her love will survive acquaintance with other and more

attractive men, and other and more attractive ways of life, is born only

of her eager desire to have that come about. A year’s absence will not

make Dorothy forget me or even love me less than she does now. But how

much does she love me now, in very truth? May it not happen that when

she returns a year hence she will have given her woman’s heart to some

other, bringing back to me only the old, child love unchanged? I must be

prepared for that at all events. I must school myself to think of it as

a probability without the distress of mind it gives me now. And I must

be ready, when it happens, to go away from here at once and take up

again my life of strenuous endeavor and absorbing study. I mustn’t let

this thing ruin me as it might some weakling in character.”

In order that he might be ready thus to leave Virginia when the time

should come, rejoicing instead of grieving over Dorothy’s good fortune

in finding some fitter life than his to share, Arthur knew that he must

this year discharge the last dollar of debt that rested upon the Wyanoke

estate. He must be a free man on Dorothy’s return--free to reënter the

world of scientific work, free to make and keep himself master of his

own mind, as he had always been until this strange thing had come over

his life.

He thus set himself two tasks, one of which he might perhaps fulfil by

hard work and discreet management. The other promised to be greatly more

difficult. He made a very bad beginning at it by sitting up late at

night to read and ponder Dorothy’s letters, to question them as to the

future, to study every indication of character or impulse, or temporary

mood of mind they might give.

With the debt-paying problem he got on much better. He had now a whole

year’s accumulated income from his annuity, and he devoted all of it at

once to the lightening of this burden. He studied markets as if they had

been problems in physics, and guided himself in his planting by the

results of these studies. He had sold apples and bacon and sweet

potatoes the year before, as we know, with results that encouraged him

to go further in the direction of “Yankee farming.” This year he planted

large areas in watermelons and other large areas in other edible things

that the people of the cities want, but which no south side Virginia

planter had ever thought of growing for sale.

He was laughed at while doing all this, and envied when the results of

it appeared.

He deliberately implicated Dorothy in these his misdeeds, also, doing on

her plantation precisely as he did on his own, so that when late in the

autumn he gave account of his stewardship he was able to inform the

court, to its astonishment and to that of the entire community, that he

had discharged every dollar of debt that had rested upon his ward’s

estate. The judge applauded such management of a trust estate, and

Arthur Brent’s neighbors wondered. Some of them saw in his success

ground of approval of “Yankee farming”; all of them conceived a new

respect for the ability of a man who had thus, in so brief a time, freed

two old estates from the hereditary debts that had been accumulating for

slow generations.

Arthur had been additionally spurred and stimulated to the

accomplishment of this end, by the forebodings of evil in connection

with national politics which had gravely haunted him throughout the

year.

In May the Republican party had nominated Mr. Lincoln, and about the

same time the Democrats made his election a practical certainty. There

was clearly a heavy majority of the people opposed to his election, but

the division of that opposition into three hostile camps with three

rival candidates, rendered Republican success a foregone conclusion. By

some at least of the politicians the division was deliberately intended

to produce that result, while the great mass of the people opposed to

Mr. Lincoln and seriously fearing the consequences of his election,

deeply deplored the condition thus brought about.

The Republican party at that time existed only at the North. For the

first time in history the election threatened the country with the

choice of a president by an exclusively sectional vote, and in

opposition to the will of the majority of the people. On the popular

vote, in fact, Mr. Lincoln was in a minority of nearly a million, and

every electoral vote cast for him came from the northern states. In most

of the southern states indeed there was no canvass made for him, no

electoral nominations presented in his behalf.

Added to this was the fact that the one point on which his party was

agreed, the one bond of opinion that held it together for political

action, the one impulse held in common by all its adherents, was

hostility to slavery, which the men of the South construed to mean

hostility--intense and implacable--to the states in which that

institution existed and even to the people of those states.

The “platform” on which Mr. Lincoln was nominated, did indeed protest,

as he had himself done in many public utterances, that this was a

misinterpretation of attitude and purpose; that the party disclaimed all

intent to interfere with slavery in the slave states; that it held

firmly to the right of each state to regulate that matter for itself,

and repudiated the assumption of any power on the part of the Federal

government to control the action of the several states or in any wise to

legislate for them on this subject.

But these pledges were taken at the South to mean no more than a desire

to secure united action in an election. The party proclaimed its

purpose, while letting slavery alone in the states, to forbid its

extension to the new territories. This alone was deemed a program of

injustice by that very active group of Southern men who, repudiating the

teachings of Jefferson, and Wythe and Henry Clay, had come to believe in

African slavery as a thing right in itself, a necessity of the South, a

labor system to be upheld and defended and extended, upon its own

merits. These men contended that the new territories were the common and

equal possession of all the people; that any attempt by Federal

authority to deny to the states thereafter to be formed out of those

territories, the right to determine for themselves whether they would

permit or forbid slavery, was a wrong to the South which had contributed

of its blood and treasure even more largely than the North had done to

their acquisition. They further contended that any such legislation

would of necessity involve an assumption of Federal authority to control

states in advance of their formation,--an assumption which might easily

be construed to authorize a like Federal control of states already

existing, including those that had helped to create the Union.

All this Arthur Brent contemplated with foreboding from the first. He

anticipated Mr. Lincoln’s election from the beginning of the absurd

campaign. And while he could not at all agree with those who were

prepared to see in that event an occasion for secession and revolution,

he foreboded those calamities as results likely in fact to follow. And

even should a kindly fate avert them for a time, he saw clearly that the

alignment of parties in the nation upon sectional issues must be

productive of new and undreamed of irritations, full of threatening to

the peace of the Republic.

No more than any of his neighbors could he forecast the events of the

next few years. “But,” he wrote to Dorothy in the autumn “I see that the

election of Mr. Lincoln is now a certainty; I foresee that it will lead

to a determined movement in the South in favor of secession and the

dissolution of the Federal Union. It ought to be possible, if that must

come, to arrange it on a basis of peaceable agreement to disagree--the

Southern States assuming all responsibility for slavery till they can

rid themselves of it with safety to society, and the Northern people

washing their hands once for all of an iniquity from which they have

derived the major part of the profit. This they did, particularly during

those years after 1808, in which the African slave trade was prohibited

by law, but was carried on by New England ship masters and New England

merchants with so great a profit that Justice Joseph Story of the United

States supreme court, though himself a New Englander, was denounced by

the New England press and even threatened with a violent ejection from

the bench, because he sought to prevent and punish it, in obedience to

the national statute.

“But I am wandering from my theme,” he continued. “I wanted to say that

while I think there is no real occasion for a disruption of the Union, I

gravely fear that it is coming. And while I think it should be possible

to accomplish it peaceably I do not believe it will be done in that way.

There are too many hot heads on both sides, for that. There is too much

gunpowder lying around, and there will be too many sparks flying about.

Listen, Dorothy! I foresee that Mr. Lincoln will be elected in November.

I anticipate an almost immediate attempt on the part of the cotton

states to dissolve the Union by secession. I shall do everything I can

to help other sober minded Virginians to keep Virginia out of this

movement, and if Virginia can be kept out of it, the other border states

will accept her action as controlling, and they too will stay out of the

revolutionary enterprise. In that case the states farther South will be

amenable to reason, and if there is reason and discretion exercised at

Washington and in the North, some means may possibly be found for

adjusting the matter--Virginia and Kentucky perhaps acting successfully

as mediators. But I tell you frankly, I do not expect success in the

program to which I intend to devote all my labors and all I have of

influence. I look to see Virginia drawn into the conflict. I look for

war on a scale far more stupendous than any this country has ever seen.

“I can no more foresee what the result of such a war will be than you

can--so far at least as military operations are concerned. But some of

the results I think I do see very clearly. Virginia will be the

battle-ground, and Virginia will be desolated as few lands have ever

been in the history of the world. Another thing, Dorothy. If this war

comes, as I fear it will, it will make an end of African slavery in this

country. For if we of the South are beaten in the conflict of arms, the

complete extinction of slavery will be decreed as a part of the penalty

of war and the price of peace. If we are successful, we shall have set

up a Canada at our very doors. The Ohio and the Potomac will become a

border beyond which every escaping negro will be absolutely free, and

across which every conceivable influence will be brought to bear upon

the negroes to induce them to run away. Under such conditions the

institution must become an intolerable as well as an unprofitable

annoyance, and it will speedily disappear.

“Now I come to what I set out to say. Before election day this present

fall I shall have paid off every dollar of the debts that rest upon

Pocahontas and Wyanoke. You and I will be free, at least, from that

source of embarrassment, and whatever the military or political, or

legal or social results of the war may be, you and I will be owners of

land that is subject to no claim of any kind against us. I have

grievously compromised your dignity as well as my own in my efforts to

bring this about, but you are not held responsible for my ‘Yankee

doings,’ at Pocahontas, and as for me, I am not thin-skinned in such

matters. I’d far rather be laughed at for paying debts in undignified

ways than be dunned for debts that I cannot pay.”

This letter reached Dorothy in Paris, on her return through Switzerland,

from an Italian journey, undertaken in the early summer before the

danger of Roman fever should be threatening. Had such a letter come to

her a few months earlier, her response to it would have been an utterly

submissive assent to all that her guardian had done, with perhaps a

wondering question or two as to why he should feel it necessary to ask

her consent to anything he might be minded to do, or even to tell her

what he had done. But Dorothy had grown steadily more reserved in her

writing to him, as experience had slowly but surely awakened womanly

consciousness in her soul. She was still as loyally devoted as ever to

Arthur, but she shrank now as she had not been used to do, from too

candid an expression of her devotion. The child had completely given

place to the woman in her nature and the woman was far less ready than

the child had been to reveal her feelings. A succession of suitors for

her hand had taught Dorothy to think of herself as a woman bound to

maintain a certain reserve in her intercourse with men. They had

awakened in her a consciousness of the fact, of which she had scarcely

even thought in the old, childish days, that Arthur Brent was a young

man and Dorothy South a young woman, and that it would ill become

Dorothy South to reveal herself too frankly to this young man. She did

not quite know what there was in her mind to reveal or to withhold from

revelation, but she instinctively felt the necessity strong upon her to

guard herself against her own impulsive truthfulness. She had no more

notion that she had dared give her woman’s love to Arthur unasked, than

she had that he--who had never asked for it--desired her love. He

remained to her in fact the enormously superior being that she had

always held him to be, but she found herself blushing sometimes when

she remembered the utter abandon with which she had been accustomed to

lay bare her innermost thoughts and sentiments, her very soul, indeed,

to his scrutiny.

She knew of no reason why she should now alter her attitude or her

demeanor towards him, and she resolutely determined that she would not

in the least change either, yet the letter she wrote to him on this

occasion was altogether unlike that which she would have written a few

months earlier upon a like occasion. She expressed her approval of all

that he had done with respect to her estate, where in like case a few

months earlier she would have asked him wonderingly what she had to do

with things planned and accomplished by him. She expressed acquiescence

as one might who has the right to approve or to criticise, where before

she would have concerned herself only with rejoicings that her guardian

had got things as he wanted them, in accordance with his unquestioned

and unquestionable right to have everything as he wanted it to be in a

world quite unworthy of him.

In brief, Dorothy’s letter depressed Arthur Brent almost unendurably.

Because he missed something from it that long use had taught him to

expect in all her utterances to him, he read into it much of coldness,

alienation, indifference, which it did not contain. He sat up all night,

torturing himself with doubts for which a frequent reperusal of the

letter furnished him no shadow of justification; and when the gray

morning came he ordered his horse, meaning to ride purposely nowhither.

But when the horse was brought, a new and overpowering sense of

Dorothy’s absence and perhaps her alienation, came over him. He

remembered vividly every detail of that first morning’s ride he had had

with her, and instinctively he copied her proceeding on that occasion.

Drawing forth his handkerchief he rubbed the animal’s flanks and rumps

with it to its soiling.

“I’ll not ride this morning, Ben,” he said. “I’ll go back to the house

and write a letter to your Mis’ Dorothy and I’ll enclose that

handkerchief for her inspection.”

XXXII

THE SHADOW FALLS

_W_ith the autumn came that shadow over the land which Arthur Brent had

so greatly dreaded. Mr. Lincoln’s election was quickly succeeded by the

secession of South Carolina. One after another the far Southern States

followed, and presently the seceding states allied themselves in a new

confederacy.

The whole country was in a ferment. The founders of the Union had made

no provision whatever for such a state of things as this, and even the

wisest men were at a loss to say what ought to be done or what could be

done. There seemed to be nowhere any power or authority adequate to deal

with the situation in one way or in another. All was chaos in the

coolest minds while the hotheads on either side were daily making

matters worse by their intemperate utterances and by the unyielding

arrogance of their attitude.

In the meantime the administration at Washington seemed intent only upon

preventing the outbreak of open war until its term should end on the

fourth of March, 1861, while those into whose hands the government must

pass on that date had not only no authority to act but no privilege even

of advising.

It seemed fortunate at the time, that Virginia refused to join in the

secession movement. Her refusal and her commanding influence over the

other border states seemed for a time to provide an opportunity for wise

counsels to assert themselves. There were radical secessionists in

Virginia and uncompromising opponents of secession on any terms. But the

attitude of the great majority of Virginians, as was shown in the

election of a constitutional convention on the fourth of February, was

one of earnestness for peace and reconciliation and the preservation of

the Federal Union.

The Virginians believed firmly in the constitutional right of any state

to withdraw from the Union, but the majority among them saw in Mr.

Lincoln’s election no proper occasion for the exercise of that right.

They regarded the course of the cotton states in withdrawing from the

Union as one strictly within their right, but as utterly unwise and

unnecessary. On the other hand they firmly denied the right of the

national government to coerce the seceding states or in any manner to

make war upon them.

Arthur Brent was an uncompromising believer in the right of a state to

secede, and equally an uncompromising opponent of secession as a policy.

That part of Virginia in which he lived was divided in opinion and

sentiment, with a distinct preponderance of opinion in behalf of

secession. But when the call came for the election of a constitutional

convention to decide upon Virginia’s course the secessionists of his

district were represented by two rival candidates, both fiercely

favoring secession. The only discoverable difference in their views was

that one of them wanted the convention to adopt the ordinance of

secession “before breakfast on the day of its first assembling,” while

the other contended that it would be more consonant with the dignity of

the state to have muffins and coffee first.

Neither of these candidates was a person of conspicuous influence in the

community. Neither was a man of large ability or ripe experience or

commanding social position--the last counting for much in Virginia in

those days when there was no such thing as a ballot in that state, and

when every man must go to the polls and openly proclaim his vote.

Under these circumstances a number of the conservative men of the

district got together and decided to make Arthur Brent a candidate. It

was certain that the secession vote would be in the majority in the

district, but if it were divided between the two rival candidates, as it

was certain to be, these gentlemen were not without hope that their

candidate might secure a plurality and be elected.

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