To that end he had already done much. In spite of his preöccupation with

the fever epidemic he had found time during the autumn to institute

many economies in the management of both plantations. He had shipped and

sold the large surplus crops of apples and sweet potatoes--a thing

wholly unprecedented in that part of Virginia, where no products of the

soil except tobacco and wheat were ever turned to money account. He was

laughed at for what his neighbors characterized as “Yankee farming,” but

both his conscience and his bank account were comforted by the results.

In the same way, having a large surplus of corn that year, he had

fattened nearly double the usual number of hogs, and was now preparing

to sell so much of the bacon as he did not need for plantation uses. In

these and other ways he managed to diminish the Wyanoke debt by more

than a third and that of Pocahontas by nearly one-half, during his first

year as a planter.

“If they don’t quit laughing at me,” he said to Archer Bannister one

day, “I’ll sell milk and butter and even eggs next summer. I may

conclude to do that anyhow. Those are undignified crops, perhaps, but

I’m not sure that they could not be made more profitable than wheat and

tobacco.”

“Be careful, Arthur,” answered his friend. “It isn’t safe to make

planting too profitable. It is apt to lead to unkindly remark.”

“How so? Isn’t planting a business, like any other?”

“A business, yes, but not like any other. It has a certain dignity to

maintain. But I wasn’t thinking of that. I was thinking of Robert

Copeland.”

“I wish you’d tell me about him, Archer. What has he done? I observe

that everybody seems to shun him--or at least nobody seems quite willing

to recognize him as a man in our class, though they tell me his family

is fairly good, and personally he seems agreeable. Nobody says anything

to his discredit, and yet I observe a general shoulder shrugging

whenever his name is mentioned.”

“He makes too many hogsheads of tobacco to the hand,” answered Archer

smiling but speaking with emphasis and slowly.

“Is he cruel to his negroes?”

“Yes, and no. He is always good natured with them and kindly in his

fashion, but he works them much too hard. He doesn’t drive them

particularly. Indeed I never heard of his striking one of them. But he

has invented a system of money rewards and the like, by which he keeps

them perpetually racing with each other in their work. They badly

overtax themselves, and the community regards the matter with marked

disfavor. In the matter of family he isn’t in our class at all, but his

father was much respected. He was even a magistrate for some years

before his death. But the son has shut himself out of all social

position by over working his negroes, and the fact that he does it in

ways that are ingenious and not brutal doesn’t alter the fact, at least

not greatly. Of course, if he did it in brutal ways he would be driven

out of the county. As it is he is only shut out of society. I was

jesting when I warned you of danger of that sort. But if you are not

careful in your application of ‘practical’ methods down here, you’ll get

a reputation for money loving, and that wouldn’t be pleasant.”

Arthur stoutly maintained his right and his duty to market all that the

two plantations produced beyond their own needs, especially so long as

there were debts upon them. Till these should be discharged, he

contended, he had no moral right to let products go to waste which could

be turned into money. Archer admitted the justice of his view, but

laughingly added:

“It isn’t our way, down here, and we are so conservative that it is

never quite prudent to transgress our traditions. At the same time I

wish we could all rid our estates from debt before the great trouble

comes. For it is surely coming and God only knows what the upshot of it

all will be. Don’t quote me as saying that, please. It isn’t fashionable

with us to be pessimistic, or to doubt either the righteousness or the

ultimate triumph of our cause. But nobody can really foresee the outcome

of our present troubles, and whatever it may be, the men who are out of

debt when it comes--if there are any--will be better equipped to meet

fate with a calm mind than the rest of us.”

XXIX

THE CORRESPONDENCE OF DOROTHY

_F_rom the very beginning of her travels Dorothy revealed herself to

Arthur in rapidly succeeding letters which were--at the first, at

least--as frank as had been her talks with him during their long morning

rides together. If in the end her utterance became more guarded, with a

touch of reserve in it, and with a growing tendency to write rather of

other things than of her own emotions, Arthur saw in the fact only an

evidence of that increasing maturity of womanhood which he had intended

her to gain. For Arthur Brent studied Dorothy’s letters as

scrutinizingly as if they had been lessons in biology. Or, more

accurately speaking, he studied Dorothy herself in her letters, in that

way.

From Richmond she wrote half rejoicings, half lamentations over the long

separation she must endure from him and from all else that had hitherto

constituted her life. Arthur observed that while she mentioned as a

troublesome thing the necessity of having still another gown made

before leaving for the North, she told him nothing whatever about the

gown itself.

“Gowns,” he reflected, “are merely necessary adjuncts of life to

Dorothy--as yet. She’ll think of them differently after a while.”

From Washington she wrote delightedly of things seen, for although the

glory of the national capital had not come upon it in 1860, there was

even then abundant interest there for a country damsel.

From Baltimore she wrote:

“I’ve been wicked, and I like it. Edmonia took me to Kunkel and Moxley’s

Front Street Theatre last night to hear an opera, and I haven’t yet

wakened from the delicious dream. I think I never shall. I think I never

want to. Yet I am very sorry that I went, for I shall want to go again

and again and again, and you know that I mustn’t listen to such music as

that. It will make me bad, and really and truly I’d rather die than be

bad. I don’t understand it at all. Why is it wrong for me to hear great

music when it isn’t wrong for Edmonia? And Edmonia has heard the

greatest music there is, in New York and Paris and Vienna and Naples,

and it hasn’t hurt her in the least. I wish you would tell me why I am

so different, won’t you, Cousin Arthur?”

From New York she wrote of music again and many times, for she had

accepted Arthur’s assurance that there was no harm but only good for her

in listening to music; and in obedience to his injunction she went twice

each week to the opera, where Edmonia’s friends, whose guest she was,

had a box of their own. Presently came from her a pleading letter,

asking if she might not herself learn to play a little upon the violin,

and availing herself of Arthur’s more than ready permission, she toiled

ceaselessly at the instrument until after a month or so Edmonia reported

that the girl’s music master was raving about the extraordinary gifts

she was manifesting.

“I am a trifle worried about it, Arthur,” Edmonia added. “Perhaps her

father was right to forbid all this. Music is not merely a delight to

her--it is a passion, an intoxication, almost a madness. She is very

fond of dancing too, but I think dancing is to her little more than a

physical participation in the music.

“And she mightily enjoys society. Still more does society enjoy her. Her

simplicity, her directness and her perfect truthfulness, are qualities

not very common, you know, in society, in New York or anywhere else.

People are delighted with her, and, without knowing it, she is the

reigning attraction in every drawing room. Ah me! She will have to know

it presently, for I foresee that ‘the young Virginia belle’ as they all

call her, will have many suitors for her hand before we sail--two weeks

hence.

“She astonishes society in many ways. She is so perfectly well always,

for one thing. She is never tired and never has a headache. Most

astonishing of all, to the weary butterflies of fashion, she gets up

early in the morning and takes long rides on horseback before breakfast.

“In certain companies--the sedater sort--she is reckoned a brilliant

conversationalist. That is because she reads and thinks, as not many

girls of her age ever do. In more frivolous society she talks very

little and is perhaps a rather difficult person for the average young

man to talk to. That also is because she reads and thinks.

“On the whole, Arthur, Dorothy is developing altogether to my

satisfaction, but I am troubled about the music. Dr. South had a reason,

of which you know nothing, for fearing music in her case, as a dangerous

intoxication. Perhaps we ought not to disobey his instructions on the

subject. Won’t you think the matter over, Arthur, and advise me?”

To this request Arthur’s reply came promptly. It was an oracular

deliverance, such as he was accustomed to give only when absolutely sure

of his judgment.

“Have no fear as to the music,” he wrote. “It is not an intoxication to

Dorothy, as your report shows that indulgence in it is not followed by

reaction and lassitude. That is the sure test of intoxication. For the

rest Dorothy has a right to cultivate and make the most of the divine

gifts she possesses. Every human being has that right, and it is a cruel

wrong to forbid its exercise in any case. I am delighted to see from

your letters and hers that she has not permitted her interest in music

to impair her interest in other things. She tells me she has been

reading a book on ‘The Origin of Species’ by Charles Darwin. I have

heard of it but haven’t seen it yet, as it was published in England only

a few months ago and had not been reprinted here when I last wrote to

New York for some books. So please ask Dorothy to send me her copy as

soon as she has finished it, and tell her please not to rub out the

marginal notes she tells me she has been making in it. They will be

helpfully suggestive to me in my reading, and, as expressions of her

uninfluenced opinion, I shall value them even more than the text of the

book itself. She tells me she thinks the book will work a revolution in

science, giving us a new foundation to build upon. I sincerely hope so.

We have long been in need of new foundations. But, pardon me, you are

not interested in scientific studies and I will write to Dorothy herself

about all that.”

At this point in her reading Edmonia laid the letter in her lap and left

it there for a considerable time before taking it up again. She was

thinking, a trifle sadly, perhaps, but not gloomily or with pain.

“He is right,” she reflected. “I sympathize with him in his high

purposes and I share the general admiration of his character and genius.

But I do not share his real enthusiasms as Dorothy does. I have none of

that love for scientific truth for its own sake, which is an essential

part of his being. I have none of his self-sacrificing earnestness, none

of that divine discontent which is the mainspring of all his acts and

all his thinking. It is greatly better as Fate has ordered it. I am no

fit life partner for him. Had he married me I should have made him happy

in a way, perhaps, but it would have been at cost of his deterioration.

It is better as it is--immeasurably better,--and I must school myself

to think of it in that way. If I am worthy even of the friendship that

he so generously gives me, I shall learn to rejoice that he gives the

love to Dorothy instead, and not to me. I must learn to think of his

good and the fit working out of his life as the worthiest thing I can

strive for. And I _am_ learning this lesson. It is a little hard at

first, but I shall master it.”

A few days later Dorothy, in one of her unconsciously self-revealing

letters, wrote:

“I am sending you the Darwin book, with all my crude little notes in the

margins. I have sealed it up quite securely and paid full letter postage

on it, because it would be unjust to the government to send a book with

writing in it, at book postage rates. Besides, I don’t want anybody but

you to read the notes. Edmonia asked me to let her see the book before

sending it, but I told her I couldn’t because I should die of shame if

anybody should read my presumptuous comments on so great a book. For it

is great, really and truly great. It is the greatest explanation of

nature that anybody ever yet offered. At least that is the way it

impresses me. Edmonia asked me why I was so chary of letting her see

notes that I was entirely willing for you to see, and at first I

couldn’t explain it even to myself, for, of course, I love Edmonia

better than anybody else in the world, and I have no secrets from her. I

told her I would have to think the matter over before I could explain

it, and she said: ‘Think it out, child, and when you find out the

explanation you may tell me about it or not, just as you please.’ She

kindly laughed it off, but it troubled me a good deal. I couldn’t

understand why it was that I couldn’t bear to let her see the notes,

while I rather _wanted_ you to read them. I found it all out at last,

and explained it to her, and she seemed satisfied. It’s because you know

so much. You are my Master, and you always know how to allow for your

pupil’s wrong thinking even while you set me right. Besides, somehow I

am never ashamed of my ignorance when only you know of it. Edmonia said

that was quite natural, and that I was entirely right not to show the

scribbled book to her. So I don’t think I hurt her feelings, do you?

“Now, I want to tell you about another thought of mine which may puzzle

you--or it may make you laugh as it does other people. There’s a woman

here--a very bright woman but not, to my taste, a lovely one--who is

very learned in a superficial way. She knows everything that is current

in science, art, literature, and fashion, though she seems to me

deficient in thoroughness. She ‘has the patter of it all at her tongue’s

end,’ as they say here, but I don’t think she knows much behind the

patter. A wise editor whom I met at dinner a few days ago, described her

as ‘a person who holds herself qualified to discuss and decide anything

in heaven or earth from the standpoint of the cyclopædia and her own

inner consciousness.’ She writes for one of the newspapers, though I

didn’t know it when she talked with me about Darwin. I told her I

thought of Darwin’s book as a great poem. You would have understood me,

if I had said that to you, wouldn’t you? You know I always think of the

grass, and the trees and the flowers, and the birds and the butterflies,

and all the rest, as nature’s poems, and this book seems to me a great

epic which dominates and includes, and interprets them all, just as

Homer and Milton and Virgil and Tasso and especially Shakespeare,

dominate all the little twitterings of all the other poets. Anyhow it

seems to me that a book which tells us how all things came about, is a

poem and a very great one. I said so to this woman, and next day I saw

it all printed in the newspaper for which she writes. I shouldn’t have

minded that as she didn’t tell my name, but I thought she seemed to

laugh and jeer at my thought. She said something witty about trying to

turn Darwin into dactyls and substitute dithyrambics for dogmatics in

the writings of Sir Isaac Newton. Somehow it all sounded bright and

witty as one read it in the newspaper. But is that the way in which a

serious thought ought to be treated? Do the newspapers, when they thus

flippantly deal with serious things, really minister to human

advancement? Do they not rather retard it by making jests of things that

are not jests? I have come to know a good many newspaper writers since I

have been here, and I am convinced that they have no real seriousness in

their work, no controlling conscience. ‘The newspaper’ said one of the

greatest of them to me not long ago, ‘is a mirror of today. It doesn’t

bother itself much with tomorrow or yesterday.’ I asked him why it

should not reflect today accurately, instead of distorting if with

smartness. ‘Oh,’ he answered, ‘we can’t stop to consider such things. We

must do that which will please and attract the reader, regardless of

everything else. Dulness is the only thing we must avoid as we shun the

pestilence, and erudition and profundity are always dull.’

“‘But doesn’t the newspaper assume to teach men and women?’ I asked.

‘And is it not in conscience bound to teach them the truth and not

falsehood?’

“‘Oh, yes, that’s the theory,’ he answered. ‘But how can we live up to

it? Take this matter of Darwinism, for example. We can’t afford to

employ great scientific men to discuss it seriously in our columns. And

if we did, only a few would read what they wrote about it. We have

bright fellows on our editorial staffs who know how to make it

interesting by playing with it, and for our purpose that is much better

than any amount of learning.’

“I have been thinking this thing over and I have stopped the reading of

newspapers. For I find that they deal in the same way with everything

else--except politics, perhaps, and, of course, I know nothing of

politics. I read a criticism of a concert the other day in which a

singer was--well, never mind the details. The man that wrote that

criticism didn’t hear the concert at all, as he confessed to me. He was

attending another theatre at the time. Yet he assumed to criticise a

singer to her detriment, utterly ignoring the fact that she has her

living to make by singing and that his criticism might seriously affect

her prospects. He laughed the matter off, and when I seemed disturbed

about it he said: ‘For your sake, Miss South, I’ll make amends. She

sings again tomorrow, and while I shall not be able to hear her, I’ll

give her such a laudation as shall warm the cockles of her heart and

make her manager mightily glad. You’ll forgive me, then, for censuring

her yesterday, I’m sure.’ I’m afraid I misbehaved myself then. I told

him I shouldn’t read his article, that I hated lies and shams and false

pretences, and that I didn’t consider his articles worth reading because

they had no truth or honesty behind them. It was dreadfully rude, I

know, and yet I’m not sorry for it. For it seemed to make an impression

on him. He told me that he only needed some such influence as mine to

give him a conscience in his work, and he actually asked me to marry

him! Think of the absurdity of it! I told him I wasn’t thinking of

marrying anybody--that I was barely seventeen, that--oh, well, I

dismissed the poor fellow as gently as I could.”

But while the proposal of marriage by the newspaper man, and several

other such solicitations which followed it, struck Dorothy at first as

absurdities, they wrought a marked change in her mental attitude. Two at

least of these proposals were inspired by higher considerations than

those of the plantation which Dorothy represented, and were pressed with

fervor and tenderness by men quite worthy to aspire to Dorothy’s hand.

These were men of substance and character, in whose minds the

fascination which the Virginia girl unwittingly exercised over everybody

with whom she came into contact--men and women alike--had quickly

ripened into a strong and enduring passion. Dorothy suffered much in

rejecting such suits as theirs, but she learned something of herself in

the process. She for the first time realized that she was a woman and

that she had actually entered upon that career of womanhood which had

before seemed so far away in the future that thoughts of it had never

before caused her to blush and tremble as they did now.

These things set her thinking, and in her thinking she half realized her

own state of mind. She began dimly to understand the change that had

come over her attitude and feeling towards Arthur Brent. She would not

let herself believe that she loved him as a woman loves but one man

while she lives; but she admitted to herself that she might come to

love him in that way if he should ever ask her to do so with the

tenderness and manifest sincerity which these others had shown. But of

that she permitted herself to entertain no hope and even no thought. His

letters to her, indeed, seemed to put that possibility out of the

question. For at this time Arthur held himself under severe restraint.

He was determined that he should not in any remotest way take advantage

of his position with respect to Dorothy, or use his influence over her

as a means of winning her. He knew now his own condition of mind and

soul in all its fulness. He was conscious now that the light of his life

lay in the hope of some day winning Dorothy’s love and making her all

and altogether his own. But he was more than ever determined, as he

formulated the thought in his own mind, to give Dorothy a chance, to

take no advantage of her, to leave her free to make choice for herself.

It was his fixed determination, should she come back heart whole from

this journey, to woo her with all the fervor of his soul; but the more

determined he became in this resolution, the more resolutely did he

guard his written words against the possibility that they might reveal

aught of this to her. “If she ever comes to love me as my wife,” he

resolved, “it shall be only after she has had full opportunity to make

another choice.”

Accordingly his letters to her continued to concern themselves with

intellectual and other external things. He wrote her half a ream of

comment upon Darwin’s book, taking up for discussion every marginal note

she had made concerning it. But that part of his letter was as coldly

intellectual as any of their horseback conversations had been. In all

the intimate parts of that and his other letters, he wrote only as one

might to a sympathetic friend, as he might have written to Edmonia, for

example. He even took half unconscious pains to emphasize the fatherly

character of his relations with her, lest they assume some other aspect

to her apprehension.

On her side Dorothy began now to write outside of herself, as it were.

She described to him all her new gowns and bonnets, laughing at the

confusion of mind in which a study of such details must involve him. In

her childlike loyalty she told him of the wooings that so distressed

her, but she did so quite as she might have written to him of the loves

of Juliet and Ophelia and the Lady of Lyons. For the rest she wrote

objectively now, in the main, and speculatively concerning certain of

those social problems in which she knew him to be profoundly interested,

and which she was somewhat studying now, because of the interest they

had for him.

The word “slumming” had not been invented at that time by the insolence

that does the thing it means. But Dorothy, chiefly under the guidance of

her friends among the newspaper men, went to see how the abjectly poor

of a great city lived, and she wrote long letters of comment to Arthur

in which she told him how great and distressing the revelation was, and

how she honored his desire to do something for the amelioration of these

people’s lives. “Your aspiration is indeed a noble one,” she wrote in

one of her letters; “the life you proposed to yourself, and from which

you were diverted by your inheritance of a plantation, is the very

greatest, the very noblest that any man could lead. I once thought you

were doing even better in the care you are taking of the negroes at

Wyanoke and Pocahontas, and in your efforts ultimately to set them free.

But that was when I did not know. I know now, in part at least, and I

understand your feeling in the matter as I never could have done had I

not seen for myself.

“People here sometimes say things to me that hurt. But I am ready with

my answer now. One woman--very intellectual, but a cat--asked me

yesterday how I could bear to hold negroes in slavery, and to buy fine

gowns with the proceeds of their toil. I told her frankly that I didn’t

like it, but that I couldn’t help it, and in reply to her singularly

ignorant inquiries as to why I didn’t end the wrong or at least my

participation in it, I explained some difficulties to her that she had

never taken the trouble to ask about. I told her how hard you were

working to discharge the debts of your estate in order that you might

send your negroes to the west to be free, and that you might yourself

return to New York to do what you could for the immeasurably worse

slaves here. She caught at my phrase and challenged it. I told her what

I meant, and as it happened to be in a company of highly intellectual

people, I suppose I ought not to have talked so much, but somehow they

seemed to want to hear. I said:

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