CHAPTER X.

LINGERING ILLNESS OF THE MOTHER OF THE INCARNATION.--LAST ILLNESS AND

DEATH OF MADAME DE LA PELTRIE.

In 1670, the original little community of three, had multiplied to

twenty, but if its numbers had increased, so had its work. Once more,

then, it became necessary to call on France for help, and once more the

appeal was cordially responded to by two Sisters from the convent at

Paris, and two from that of Bourges, who arrived in the spring of the

next year. Of the three first pillars of the edifice, one had

disappeared; the two remaining were, alas! soon to follow. Dom Claude

Martin prefaces his notice of the long illness which preceded the death

of his saintly Mother by the remark, that no cross is more holy or more

meritorious than that which God Himself imposes. Crosses of our own

choice he says, are, no doubt, agreeable to Him, when borne with love and

patience, but there is danger that self-will may mingle with them and

diminish their value; and again, they are not likely to be always

judiciously chosen. But there is nothing to fear in crosses of

Providence; they bear the stamp of the will of God alone; and, as He

never permits His creatures to be tempted beyond their strength, He

either sends light trials suitable to their weakness, or with the,

heavier ones, strength in proportion. Sickness being among the precious

crosses of Providence, it was not to be expected that the Mother of the

Incarnation should have been exempted from it, and thus deprived of the

opportunity of increasing her patience and fortifying her other virtues.

As far back as 1664, she had received her remote summons to her eternal

home. A complication of violent maladies then brought her apparently so

near death, that she received the last sacraments amidst the sighs and

tears of her loving children. The news of her illness plunged the whole

city into mourning; each family felt as if it were about to lose a

mother, and day and night heaven was besieged by one uninterrupted

supplication that she might be spared yet longer. Finding that remedies

only aggravated her excruciating sufferings, the physicians determined at

last to leave her in the hands of God, whose will it seemed to be that

the remainder of her life should be passed on the cross. That life of

crucifixion was destined to endure eight weary years, from the first date

of her illness, before the dawn of the eternal day should at last dispel

the long night of pain and sorrow. "I cannot shake off the effects of my

severe sickness," she wrote to Her son, "and I still find them very

trying, although nature has now become familiarized with suffering. But I

am happy under my cross, because the cross was the chosen portion of

Jesus. Viewed in the light of God, my trials are so welcome, that my only

apprehension, is lest I should constrain our Lord to chastise my

infidelities by removing, or at least, diminishing them. Some say that it

is excess of work which has undermined my health, but I maintain with

more truth, that my illness is a precious pledge of the love of my God,

for which I heartily thank Him." She was perfectly indifferent as to the

result of her malady, desiring, as she said, neither life nor death, but

only the God of life and death. During six of these years of lingering

malady, she bore the weight of authority for the third time, her

Director, who understood the blessing of her government to the community,

having opposed her request for permission to resign it. That she could

even exist in the state of exhaustion and emaciation to which she was

reduced, seemed a miracle, yet she fulfilled all the duties of each day

most punctually; she allowed herself no additional rest, rising as usual

summer and winter at four o'clock; she assisted at all the observances,

applied unremittingly to the functions of her charge; wrote an amazing

number of letters, and when fatigue or weakness incapacitated her from

more laborious business, she occupied her leisure in painting or

embroidery, for both of which she had an exquisite taste. The fruit of

her beautiful work in this way went to adorn altars and churches. Burning

with zeal for the salvation of the Indians, and wishing in a manner to

prolong her apostolate among them after death, she devoted herself

untiringly to the preparation of the younger Sisters destined to succeed

her in the charge of instructing them. In the winter mornings, she

assembled them round her to teach them the Indian dialects, and knowing

from experience the difficulty of committing the vocabularies to memory,

she determined to leave them as much help from manuscripts as possible.

Accordingly, between the commencement of the Lent of 1668, and the feast

of the following Ascension, she accomplished the writing of a large

volume of sacred history in Algonquin, and a dictionary and catechism in

Iroquois. The preceding year she had written a voluminous Algonquin

dictionary.

Four or five years before her end, she wrote to her son, "When you

receive the news of my demise, I beg you to get as many Masses as

possible said for me by the Reverend Fathers of your holy Congregation.

To all appearance, I have not, it is true, any immediate prospect of

death, but at my age, the end cannot be far off. My infirmities, too, are

a perpetual warning to keep myself ever prepared to render an account of

my life, especially of the misuse of great graces, for which I shall

suffer long in the fire of Purgatory, unless powerfully succoured by the

suffrages of the Church. I am very fortunate in being able to calculate

on your help and that of your good Fathers, hoping that through your

united sacrifices I shall the sooner behold Him whom my heart and soul

long to bless and praise for ever. Oh! how happy shall we be when this

has become our sole employment! It is now forty years since by an immense

favour God called me to praise Him on earth, as the angels and saints

praise Him in heaven. This favour has been the source of great and

magnificent graces to my soul, but there can be no doubt that, owing to

my imperfections and distractions, something of my own spirit has mingled

with those Divine praises, hence I continually say, "Who can understand

sin? From my secret sins, cleanse me, O Lord" (Ps. xviii 13). I have not

only numerous external defects, but a vast number besides of hidden and

internal, for all of which I shall be rigorously punished, unless you

obtain my pardon through the Holy Sacrifice. The purity which God

requires of a soul elevated to a close and constant union with his

Adorable Majesty, is infinitely precious, and it is the high standard at

which I estimate it, which renders me fearful, but underlying the fear is

a peace profound beyond words to describe. Pray that this peace may be

solid, because in the spiritual life, there is much false peace. I have

boundless confidence in the adorable Blood of our Divine Saviour,

bequeathed by Him as a rich and permanent legacy to His Church."

But after all, the Mother of the Incarnation was not to be the next of

the three foundation-stones removed to the Heavenly Jerusalem. In the

designs of God, Madame de la Peltrie was to precede her; the interval

between both deaths, however, was to be very short, so that the hearts

united in life, should not be long divided after its close. Five months

only before the Mother of the Incarnation, the gentle, pious Foundress

was called away, after a violent and short attack of pleurisy. The main

points of her history, both before and after her vocation to the foreign

mission, are already known to us; the hidden virtues of her obscure life

in Canada are less easily discerned. Humility and zeal for God's glory

seem to have been the characteristics of her sanctity. The meanest

offices were those for which alone she felt herself qualified, and which,

therefore, she was not only ever ready to embrace, but to plead for.

During eighteen years, she had charge of the general clothing, and the

only drawback to her enjoyment of the duty was that the articles she

could provide were not as good as she would have wished. For herself were

reserved the old patched garments too bad for anyone else. The last place

in the choir and refectory was the one which she selected. She could not

bear to be addressed as the Foundress, saying that she was a worthless

creature who did nothing but offend God. Never was she heard to speak of

herself, except to depreciate her own merit. She followed the common rule

with regard to food and rising, except, indeed, that she often

anticipated the hour of the latter, early as it was. Although she had

received the gift of uninterrupted prayer, and could speak admirably to

seculars who applied to her for advice, among the religious she never

touched on spiritual subjects, fearing to appear better than she believed

herself to be. Frail and weakly as her health was, she practised

austerities which would have tried persons of robust constitution,

redoubling them whenever she heard that some particular soul was in

unusual danger, and therefore required unusual help. Honouring our Lord

in the indigent, she was never so pleased as when she could clothe and

console the poor. Of her love for the Indian pupils, we have more than

once had occasion to speak, but it would be difficult to do it justice.

She seemed to feel that she never could do enough not only to serve, but

even to please and gratify her dear children. It was her delight to see

herself surrounded by them, to receive and return their caresses, to head

their processions, lead them on pious pilgrimages, and even give them

little excursions for amusement. The means of carrying out her projects

of charity often failed, but the charity never, so it was often said that

if her pecuniary resources were only as large as her heart, all the

Indian children, and their parents too, would be well provided for.

Inseparably united in heart to Jesus in His most adorable Sacrament, she

found her sweetest earthly happiness in Holy Communion, and made it her

practice to procure as many Masses as possible for the convent, assisting

at them all with the respect and fervour of an angel. Her great devotion

to the Blessed Sacrament inspired her with a desire to build a church

adjoining the monastery, in which she happily succeeded. The foundation-

stone was laid in 1656, and two years and a half later the sacred edifice

was completed.

Her death sickness lasted but seven days, yet short as was the interval,

it sufficed to exhibit her virtues in all their lustre. In death, even

more if possible than in life, she showed herself humble, affable,

patient, obedient, mortified, united to God, and resigned to His holy

will. In death too, she clung with all her old love to the evangelical

poverty which had long had irresistible charms for her, for the sake of

Him who became poor, that we might be enriched. Seeing near her bed a few

delicacies which the hand of affection had provided, she had them

immediately removed, saying that dainties were inconsistent with poverty.

It would indeed have been difficult to detect anything incompatible with

poverty in the humble room, where lay expiring the once envied heiress of

large possessions. A poor bed, two straw chairs and a wooden table

constituted all the furniture; a picture of the Crucifixion, the only

ornament. When asked if she regretted life, she answered that the day of

her death was more precious to her than all the years of her existence

united. The day which proved her last, happened to be Wednesday, a

coincidence which filled her heart with joy. "Oh! how happy I should be,"

she said, "if God called me on this day, dedicated to St. Joseph!" Every

hour seemed to her like a year, so vehement was her desire to be

dissolved and to be with Christ. She continually asked how soon she might

expect the blissful moment which would unite her to her Sovereign Good

for ever, and she begged the loving Sisters who surrounded her bed,

constantly to whisper to her the words of the Psalmist, "I rejoiced at

the things that were said to me: we shall go into the house of the Lord."

(Ps. cxxi.1.) She gently expired at eight o'clock on the evening of

November the 12th, 1671, aged sixty-eight years, thirty-two of which she

had passed in Canada. Her interment was attended by all persons of

position in the city and its environs. Considering herself unworthy to

inhabit the monastery which she had founded, she had begged as an alms a

last resting-place in the vault destined for the religious. Contrary to

her intentions, her remains were inclosed in a leaden coffin. By her own

directions, her heart was buried under the altar step of the Jesuits'

Church, that it might crumble into its original dust at the feet of the

God of the Tabernacle, a holocaust of His love.

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