SEPTEMBER 25, 1899

The gardener seems to pass amongst his kinsfolk and acquaintance for a

rather feeble, but more or less meditative sort of man. His trade is

held, I perceive, to be productive of some of the milder forms of

philosophy. Like the angler he enjoys a rather supercilious

consideration on that account from his more violently active brethren.

“You are such a patient fellow,” they say. “You don’t care how long you

stay pottering over one small spot. Such quiet ways of going on would

never do for _us_!”

This may be the case, but I cannot say that I have personally observed,

either in myself, or other gardeners, any tendency to exhibit more

placidity over the cares and crosses of a garden, than over any of the

other cares and crosses of existence. As for philosophy, a certain sort

of cheap moralising a garden is certainly rather productive of. It

sprouts unheeded along the walks, and may be extracted with greater

facility than most of the weeds. That “life is short”; that “flesh is

grass”; that man groweth up in the spring time, and is cut down in the

autumn--such innocent and obvious sprouts of morality as these may

certainly be gathered in a good many of its neglected corners. With

regard to all the larger and more vital growths of philosophy, I am

afraid that they require to be successfully sought for upon wider and

more strenuous battlefields.

Lessons of course may be gathered in a garden, as in most other places.

For the owner, the most wholesome of these is perhaps that he never

really is its owner at all. His garden possesses him--many of us know

only too well what it is to be possessed by a garden--but he never, in

any true sense of the word, possesses it. He remains one of its

appanages, like its rakes or its watering-pots; a trifle more permanent,

perhaps, than an annual, but with no claim assuredly to call himself a

perennial.

In no garden is this fact more startlingly the case than in those that

we have, as we fatuously call it, “made” ourselves. For the owners of

such a garden, the precariousness of their tenure is the first thing, I

think, that is forced upon their attention. And the reason is simple. In

older ones, the reign of the primitive has, to a greater or less extent,

ceased, and the reign of the artificial has become the rule. The Wild

still flourishes in them, but it has become a mere pariah, a vegetable

outcast. Chickweed on the walks, nettles in the shrubbery, daisies in

the lawn. “What does this mean? Who gave you leave to be here? Away with

you at once, intruders that you are!” that is the habitual standpoint.

Now in a new garden, especially a garden that has been won out of the

adjacent woodlands, the sense of intrusion is felt--ought to be felt--to

be all the other way. It is the so-called owners who are here the

trespassers; the unwarrantable intruders; the squatters of a few

months’, at most of a few years’, standing. The bracken, the

honeysuckles, the briers, the birds--these are the established

proprietors; it is they that can show all the documents of original

possession. We may have to eject them, but at least it should be done

respectfully; with such compensation for disturbance as would be

adjudged in any properly constituted agrarian court in the Universe.

Only yesterday these reflections were forced upon my mind as I found

myself, for the third time engaged in a life and death struggle with the

bracken, which has once more invaded our newly made flower borders, and

threatens to gather their whole contents bodily into its capacious

grasp. This is, and always must be, a peculiarly humiliating sort of

struggle to be engaged in, and not the less so if one remains

temporarily the victor. In the first place, one is deeply conscious of

the vandalism of trying to get rid of an object immeasurably more

beautiful than any of the plants one thrusts it aside for. In the second

place, there is a sense of absurdity and futility, which is strongly

upon one all the time. Mrs. Partington, in her efforts at sweeping back

the Atlantic Ocean with her broom, was hardly a more conspicuous

instance of misplaced energy than such attempts to suppress and control

the exuberant green waves, the abounding vitality, of our own

magnificent, indomitable bracken.

Even where humiliating struggles like these have ceased to be necessary,

how slight an excrescence this whole business that we call ownership

really is; how strong, how deeply rooted the state of things which it

has momentarily superseded. Let the so-called owner relax his

self-assertiveness for ever so short a period; let him and his myrmidons

depart for a while upon their travels, and how swiftly the whole fabric

rushes remorselessly back to its original condition. And why not? What

can be more absolutely to be expected? Nor need we even stop at the

garden, the farm, the house, or any similar chattel. Even ourselves,

sophisticated little creatures though we be, in how many ways we remain

the accessories, rather than the masters, of our environment? For a

time, especially in towns, we manage to conceal this truth from

ourselves. We pretend that we have remodelled matters to our liking;

that Nature has become our follower; that our law, not hers, runs

through the planet; that we set the tune, and that she merely plays it.

Oh rash, and hurrying ignorance! Put the holder of so untenable a

doctrine alone, for ever so short a time, especially in the winter, in

the solitary depths of the country, and how soon a perception of his or

her own utter transitoriness will begin to break through the thinly

formed crust of the new, and the superimposed. Let him lift his garden

latch, and step out beyond it into the open country. Let him saunter

alone in the woods after dusk. Let him walk across the solitary,

blackened heather. Let him look down upon the floods, lace-making over

the lowlands. Let him--without taking so much trouble as this--merely

lean out of his window after dusk, amid the thickening shadows, and he

must be of a remarkably unimpressionable turn of mind if the sense of

his own shadowiness, his own inherent transitoriness, is not the

clearest, strongest, and most convincing of all his sensations.

Thus vanity provides its own solution, and the little inflated soul is

driven into puncturing its own proudly swelling balloon. We

discover--sometimes with no little dismay--that it is not alone in our

flower-beds that the wild and the tame, the temporary and the permanent,

the real and the artificial, meet, jostle, and rub shoulders together.

Sir Primitive is a remarkably difficult person to escape from. His blood

still courses unheeded through our own veins, and he is as much a part

of ourselves as he is a part of the most sophisticated of our plants or

our animals. We may imagine that we have left him behind us, and

outgrown his teachings, and the very next day something will occur to

show us that he is at our elbows all the time, as strong, as fresh, and

as absolutely unaffected by any little modern innovations as he ever

was.

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