CHAPTER XXIX

A SERIOUS INTERVIEW

There are people who delight in serious interviews, especially when

to them appertain the part of offering advice or administering

rebuke, and perhaps the archdeacon was one of these. Yet on this

occasion he did not prepare himself for the coming conversation

with much anticipation of pleasure. Whatever might be his faults he

was not an inhospitable man, and he almost felt that he was sinning

against hospitality in upbraiding Eleanor in his own house. Then,

also he was not quite sure that he would get the best of it. His

wife had told him that he decidedly would not, and he usually gave

credit to what his wife said. He was, however, so convinced of what

he considered to be the impropriety of Eleanor's conduct, and so

assured also of his own duty in trying to check it, that his

conscience would not allow him to take his wife's advice and go to

bed quietly.

Eleanor's face as she entered the room was not much as to reassure

him. As a rule she was always mild in manner and gentle in conduct;

but there was that in her eye which made it not an easy task to

scold her. In truth she had been little used to scolding. No one

since her childhood had tried it but the archdeacon, and he had

generally failed when he did try it. He had never done so since her

marriage; and now, when he saw her quiet easy step, as she entered

the room, he almost wished he had taken his wife's advice.

He began by apologising for the trouble he was giving her. She

begged him not to mention it, assured him that walking down the

stairs was no trouble to her at all, and then took a seat and

waited patiently for him to begin his attack.

'My dear Eleanor,' he said, 'I hope you believe me when I assure

you that you have no sincerer friend than I am.' To this Eleanor

answered nothing, and therefore he proceeded. 'If you had a brother

of your own I should not probably trouble you with what I am going

to say. But as it is I cannot but think that it must be a comfort

to you to know that you have near you one who is as anxious for

your welfare as any brother of your own could be.'

'I never had a brother,' said she.

'I know you never had, and it is therefore that I speak to you.'

'I never had a brother,' she repeated; 'but I have hardly felt the

want. Papa has been to me both father and brother.'

'Your father is the fondest and most affectionate of men. But--'

'He is--the fondest and most affectionate of men, and the best of

counsellors. While he lives I can never want advice.'

This rather put the archdeacon out. He could not exactly contradict

what his sister-in-law said about her father; and yet he did not at

all agree with her. He wanted her to understand that he tendered

his assistance because her father was a soft good-natured

gentleman, not sufficiently knowing in the ways of the world; but

he could not say this to her. So he had to rush into the

subject-matter of his proffered counsel without any acknowledgement

on her part that she could need it, or would be grateful for it.

'Susan tells me that you received a letter this evening from Mr

Slope.'

'Yes; papa brought it in the brougham. Did he not tell you?'

'And Susan says that you objected to let her know what it was

about.'

'I don't think she asked me. But had she done so I should not have

told her. I don't think it nice to be asked about one's letters. If

one wishes to show them one does so without being asked.'

'True. Quite so. What you say is quite true. But is not the fact of

your receiving letters from Mr Slope, which you do not wish to show

to your friends, a circumstance which must excite some--some

surprise--some suspicion--'

'Suspicion!' said she, not speaking above her usual voice, speaking

still in a soft womanly tone, but yet with indignation; 'suspicion!

and who suspects me, and of what?'

And then there was a pause, for the archdeacon was not quite ready

to explain the ground of his suspicion. 'No, Dr Grantly, I did not

choose to show Mr Slope's letter to Susan. I could not show it to

any one till papa had seen it. If you have any wish to read it now,

you can do so,' and she handed the letter to him over the table.

This was an amount of compliance which he had not at all expected,

and which rather upset him in his tactics. However, he took the

letter, perused it carefully, and then refolding it, kept it on the

table under his hand. To him it appeared to be in almost every

respect the letter of a declared lover; it seemed to corroborate

his worst suspicions; and the fact of Eleanor's showing it to him

was all but tantamount to a declaration on her part, that it was

her pleasure to receive love-letters from Mr Slope. He almost

entirely overlooked the real subject-matter of the epistle; so

intent was he on the forthcoming courtship and marriage.

'I'll thank you to give it back, please, Dr Grantly.'

He took his hand and held it up, but made no immediate overture to

return it. 'And Mr Harding has seen this?' said he.

'Of course he has,' said she; 'it was written that he might see it.

It refers solely to his business--of course I showed it to him.'

'And Eleanor, do you think that that is a proper letter for

you--for a person in your condition--to receive from Mr Slope?'

'Quite a proper letter,' said she, speaking, perhaps, a little out

of obstinacy; probably forgetting at the moment the objectionable

mention of her silken curls.

'Then, Eleanor, it is my duty to tell you that I wholly differ from

you.'

'So I suppose,' said she, instigated now by sheer opposition and

determination not to succumb. 'You think Mr Slope is a messenger

direct from Satan. I think he is an industrious, well-meaning

clergyman. It's a pity that we differ as we do. But, as we do

differ, we had probably better not talk about it.'

Here undoubtedly Eleanor put herself in the wrong. She might

probably have refused to talk to Dr Grantly on the matter in

dispute without any impropriety; but having consented to listen to

him, she had no business to tell him that regarded Mr Slope as an

emissary from the evil one; nor was she justified in praising Mr

Slope, seeing that in her heart of hearts she did not think well of

him. She was, however, wounded in spirit, and very angry and

bitter. She had been subjected to contumely and cross-questioning

and ill-usage through the whole evening. No one, not even Mr

Arabin, not even her father, had been kind to her. All this she

attributed to the prejudice and conceit of the archdeacon, and

therefore she resolved to set no bounds to her antagonism to him.

She would neither give nor take quarter. He had greatly presumed in

daring to question her about her correspondence, and she was

determined to show that she thought so.

'Eleanor, you are forgetting yourself,' said he, looking very

sternly at her. 'Otherwise you would never tell me that I conceive

any man to be a messenger from Satan.'

'But you do,' said she. 'Nothing is too bad for him. Give me that

letter, if you please;' and she stretched out her hand and took it

from him. 'He has been doing his best to serve papa, doing more

than any of papa's friends could do; and yet, because he is the

chaplain of a bishop whom you don't like, you speak of him as

though he had no right to the usage of a gentleman.'

'He has done nothing for your father.'

'I believe that he has done a great deal; and, as far as I am

concerned, I am grateful to him. I judge people by their acts, and

his, as far as I can see them, are good.' She then paused for a

moment. 'If you have nothing further to say, I shall be obliged by

being permitted to say good night--I am very tired.'

Dr Grantly had, as he thought, done his best to be gracious to his

sister-in-law. He had endeavoured not to be harsh with her, and had

striven to pluck the sting from his rebuke. But he did not intend

that she should leave him without hearing him.

'I have something to say, Eleanor; and I fear I must trouble you to

hear it. You profess that it is quite proper that you should

receive from Mr Slope such letters as that you have in your hand.

Susan and I think very differently. You are, of course, your own

mistress, and much as we both must grieve should anything separate

you from us, we have no power to prevent you from taking steps

which may lead to such a separation. If you are so wilful as to

reject the counsel of your friends, you must be allowed to cater

for yourself. Is it worth you while to break away from all those

you have loved--from all who love you--for the sake of Mr Slope?'

'I don't know what you mean, Dr Grantly; I don't know what you are

talking about. I don't want to break away from anybody.'

'But you will do so if you connect yourself with Mr Slope. Eleanor,

I must speak out to you. You must choose between your sister and

myself and our friends, and Mr Slope and his friends. I say nothing

of your father, as you may probably understand his feelings better

than I do.'

'What do you mean, Dr Grantly? What am I to understand? I never

heard such wicked prejudice in my life.'

'It is no prejudice, Eleanor. I have known the world longer than

you have done. Mr Slope is altogether beneath you. You ought to

know and feel that he is so. Pray--pray think of this before it is

too late.'

'Too late!'

'Or if you will not believe me, ask Susan; you cannot think she is

prejudiced against you. Or even consult your father, he is not

prejudiced against you. Ask Mr Arabin--'

'You haven't spoken to Mr Arabin about this!' said she, jumping up

and standing before him.

'Eleanor, all the world in and about Barchester will be speaking of

it soon.'

'But you have spoken to Mr Arabin about me and Mr Slope?'

'Certainly I have, and he quite agrees with me.'

'Agree with what?' said she. 'I think you are trying to drive me

mad.'

'He agrees with me and Susan that it is quite impossible you should

be received at Plumstead as Mrs Slope.'

Not being favourites with the tragic muse we do not dare to attempt

any description of Eleanor's face when she first heard the name of

Mrs Slope pronounced as that which would or should or might at some

time appertain to herself. The look, such as it was, Dr Grantly did

not soon forget. For a moment or two she could find no words to

express her deep anger and deep disgust; and, indeed, at this

conjuncture, words did not come to her very freely.

'How dare you be so impertinent?' at last she said; and then

hurried out of the room, without giving the archdeacon the

opportunity of uttering another word. It was with difficulty that

she contained herself till she reached her own room; and then,

locking the door, she threw herself on her bed and sobbed as though

her heart would break.

But even yet she had no conception of the truth. She had no idea

that her father and sister had for days past conceived in sober

earnest the idea that she was going to marry the man. She did not

even then believe that the archdeacon thought that she would do so.

By some manoeuvre of her brain, she attributed the origin of the

accusation to Mr Arabin, and as she did so her anger against him

was excessive, and the vexation of her spirit almost unendurable.

She could not bring herself to think the charge was made seriously.

It appeared to her most probable that the archdeacon and Mr Arabin

had talked over her objectionable acquaintance with Mr Slope; that

Mr Arabin, in his jeering sarcastic way, had suggested the odious

match as being the severest way of treating with contumely her

acquaintance with his enemy; and that the archdeacon, taking the

idea from him, thought proper to punish her by the allusion. The

whole night she lay awake thinking of what had been said, and this

appeared to be the most probable solution.

But the reflection that Mr Arabin should have in any way mentioned

her name in connection with that of Mr Slope was overpowering; and

the spiteful ill-nature of the archdeacon, in repeating the charge

to her, made her wish to leave his house almost before the day had

broken. One thing was certain: nothing should make her stay there

beyond the following morning, and nothing should make her sit down

in company with Dr Grantly. When she thought of the man whose name

had been linked with her own, she cried from sheer disgust. It was

only because she would be thus disgusted, thus pained, and shocked

and cut to the quick, that the archdeacon had spoken the horrid

word. He wanted her to make her quarrel with Mr Slope, and

therefore he had outraged her by his abominable vulgarity. She

determined that at any rate he should know that she appreciated it.

Nor was the archdeacon a bit better satisfied with the result of

his serious interview than was Eleanor. He gathered from it, as

indeed he could hardly fail to do, that she was very angry with

him; but he thought that she was thus angry, not because she was

suspected of an intention to marry Mr Slope, but because such an

intention was imputed to her as a crime. Dr Grantly regarded this

supposed union with disgust; but it never occurred to him that

Eleanor was outraged, because she looked at it exactly in the same

light.

He returned to his wife vexed and somewhat disconsolate, but,

nevertheless, confirmed in his wrath against his sister-in-law.

'Her whole behaviour,' said he, 'has been most objectionable. She

handed me his love letter to read as though she were proud of it.

And she is proud of it. She is proud of having this slavering,

greedy man at her feet. She will throw herself and John Bold's

money into his lap; she will ruin her boy, disgrace her father and

you, and be a wretched miserable woman.'

His spouse who was sitting at her toilet table, continued her

avocations, making no answer to all this. She had known that the

archdeacon would gain nothing be interfering; but she was too

charitable to provoke him by saying so while he was in such deep

sorrow.

'This comes of a man making a will as that of Bold's' he continued.

'Eleanor is no more fitted to be trusted with such an amount of

money in her own hands than is a charity-school girl.' Still Mrs

Grantly made no reply. 'But I have done my duty; I can do nothing

further. I have told her plainly that she cannot be allowed to form

a link of connection between me and that man. From henceforward it

will not be in my power to make her welcome at Plumstead. I cannot

have Mr Slope's love letters coming here. I think you have better

let her understand that as her mind on this subject seems to be

irrevocably fixed, it will be better for all parties that she

should return to Barchester.

Now Mrs Grantly was angry with Eleanor, nearly as angry as her

husband; but she had no idea of turning her sister out of the

house. She, therefore, at length spoke out, and explained to the

archdeacon in her own mild seducing way, that he was fuming and

fussing and fretting himself very unnecessarily. She declared that

things, if left alone, would arrange themselves much better than he

could arrange them; and at last succeeded in inducing him to go to

bed in a somewhat less inhospitable state of mind.

On the following morning Eleanor's maid was commissioned to send

word into the dining-room that her mistress was not well enough to

attend prayers, and that she would breakfast in her own room. Here

she was visited by her father and declared to him her intention of

returning immediately to Barchester. He was hardly surprised by the

announcement. All the household seemed to be aware that something

had gone wrong. Every one walked about with subdued feet, and

people's shoes seemed to creak more than usual. There was a look of

conscious intelligence on the faces of the women; and the men

attempted, but in vain, to converse as though nothing were the

matter. All this had weighed heavily on the heart of Mr Harding;

and when Eleanor told him that her immediate return to Barchester

was a necessity, he merely sighed piteously, and said that he would

be ready to accompany her.

But here she objected strenuously. She had a great wish, she said,

to go alone; a great desire that it might be seen that her father

was not implicated in her quarrel with Dr Grantly. To this at last

he gave way; but not a word passed between them about Mr Slope--not

a word was said, not a question asked as to the serious interview

on the preceding evening. There was, indeed, very little confidence

between them, though neither of them knew why it should be so.

Eleanor once asked him whether he would not call upon the bishop;

but he answered rather tartly that he did not know--he did not

think he should, but he could not say just at present. And so they

parted. Each was miserably anxious for some show of affection, for

some return of confidence, for some sign of the feeling that

usually bound them together. But none was given. The father could

not bring himself to question his daughter about her supposed

lover; and the daughter would not sully her mouth by repeating the

odious word with which Dr Grantly had aroused her wrath. And so

they parted.

There was some trouble in arranging the method of Eleanor's return.

She begged her father to send for a postchaise; but when Mrs

Grantly heard of this, she objected strongly. If Eleanor would go

away in dudgeon with the archdeacon, why should she let all the

servants and all the neighbourhood know that she had done so? So at

last Eleanor consented to make use of the Plumstead carriage; and

as the archdeacon had gone out immediately after breakfast and was

not to return till dinner-time, she also consented to postpone her

journey till after lunch, and to join the family at that time. As

to the subject of the quarrel not a word was said by any one. The

affair of the carriage was arranged by Mr Harding, who acted as

Mercury between the two ladies; they, when they met, kissed each

other very lovingly, and then sat down each to her crochet work as

though nothing was amiss in all the world.

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