CHAPTER XVII.

SECOND VISIT HOME.

A.D. 1864-65.

Dr. Livingstone and Sir R. Murchison--At Lady Palmerston's reception--at

other places in London--Sad news of his son Robert--His early death--Dr.

Livingstone goes to Scotland--Pays visits--Consultation with Professor

Syme as to operation--Visit to Duke of Argyll--to Ulva--He meets Dr.

Duff--At launch of a Turkish frigate--At Hamilton--Goes to Bath to

British Association--Delivers an Address--Dr. Colenso--At funeral of

Captain Speke--Bath speech offends the Portuguese--Charges of

Lacerda--He visits Mr. and Mrs. Webb-at Newstead--Their great

hospitality--The Livingstone room--He spends eight months there writing

his book--He regains elasticity and playfulness--His book--Charles

Livingstone's share--He uses his influence for Dr. Kirk--Delivers a

lecture At Mansfield--Proposal made to him by Sir R. Murchison to return

to Africa--Letter from Sir Roderick--His reply--He will not cease to be

a missionary--Letter to Mr. James Young--Overtures from Foreign

Office--Livingstone displeased--At dinner of Royal Academy--His speech

not reported--President Lincoln's assassination--Examination by

Committee of House of Commons--His opinion on the capacity of the

negro--He goes down to Scotland--_Tom Brown's School Days_--His mother

very ill--She rallies--He goes to Oxford--Hears of his mother's

death--Returns--He attends examination of Oswell's school--His

speech--Goes to London, preparing to leave--Parts from Mr. and Mrs.

Webb--Stays with Dr. and Mrs. Hamilton--Last days in England.

On reaching London, Dr. Livingstone took tip his quarters at the

Tavistock Hotel; but he had hardly swallowed dinner, when he was off to

call on Sir Roderick and Lady Murchison.

"Sir Roderick took me off with him, just as I was, to Lady Palmerston's

reception. My lady very gracious--gave me tea herself. Lord Palmerston

looking well. Had two conversations with him about slave-trade. Sir

Roderick says that he is more intent on maintaining his policy on that

than on any other thing. And so is she--wonderfully fine, matronly lady.

Her daughters are grown up. Lady Shaftesbury like her mother in beauty

and grace. Saw and spoke to Sir Charles Wood about India, 'his Eastern

Empire,' as he laughingly called it. Spoke to Duke and Duchess of

Somerset. All say very polite things, and all wonderfully considerate."

An invitation to dine with Lord Palmerston on the 29th detained him for

a few days from going down to Scotland.

"_Monday,_ 25_th July_.--Went to Foreign Office.... Got a dress suit at

Nicol & Co.'s, and dined with Lord and Lady Dunmore. Very clever and

intelligent man, and lady very sprightly. Thence to Duchess of

Wellington's reception. A grand company--magnificent rooms. Met Lord and

Lady Colchester, Mrs. F. Peel, Lady Emily Peel, Lady de Redcliffe, Lord

Broughton, Lord Houghton, and many more whose names escaped me. Ladies

wonderfully beautiful--rich and rare were the gems they wore.

"26_th July.--Go_ to Wimbledon with Mr. Murray, and see Sir Bartle

Frere's children.... See Lord Russell--his manner is very cold, as all

the Russells are. Saw Mr. Layard too; he is warm and frank. Received an

invitation from the Lord Mayor to dine with Her Majesty's Ministers.

"27_th July_.--Hear the sad news that Robert is In the American army....

Went to Lord Mayor Lawrence's to dinner...."

With reference to the "sad news" of Robert, which made his father very

heavy-hearted during the first part of his visit home, it is right to

state a few particulars, as the painful subject found its way into

print, and was not always recorded accurately. Robert had some promising

qualities, and those who knew and understood him had good hopes of his

turning out well. But he was extremely restless, as if, to use

Livingstone's phrase, he had got "a deal of the vagabond nature from

his father;" and school-life was very irksome to him. With the view of

joining his father, he was sent to Natal, but he found no opportunity of

getting thence to the Zambesi. Leaving Natal, he found his way to

America, and at Boston he enlisted in the Federal army. The service was

as hot as could be. In one battle, two men were killed close to him by

shrapnel shell, a rifle bullet passed close to his head, and killed a

man behind him; other two were wounded close by him. His letters to his

sister expressed his regret at the course of his life, and confessed

that his troubles were due to his disobedience. So far was he from

desiring to trade on his father's name, that in enlisting he assumed

another, nor did any one in the army know whose son it was that was

fighting for the freedom of the slave. Meeting the risks of battle with

dauntless courage, he purposely abstained, even in the heat of a charge,

from destroying life. Not long after, Dr. Livingstone learned that in

one of his battles he was wounded and taken prisoner; then came a letter

from a hospital, in which he again expressed his intense desire to

travel. But his career had come to its close. He died in his nineteenth

year. His body lies in the great national cemetery of Gettysburg, in

Pennsylvania, in opening which Lincoln uttered one of those speeches

that made his name dear to Livingstone. Whatever degree of comfort or

hope his father might derive from Robert's last letters, he felt

saddened by his unsatisfactory career. Writing to his friend Moore (5th

August) he says: "I hope your eldest son will do well in the distant

land to which he has gone. My son is in the Federal army in America, and

no comfort. The secret ballast is often applied by a kind hand above,

when to outsiders we appear to be sailing gloriously with the wind."

"29_th July_.--Called on Mr. Gladstone; he was very

affable--spoke about the Mission, and asked if I had told

Lord Russell about it.... Visited Lady Franklin and Miss

Cracroft, her niece.... Dined with Lord and Lady Palmerston,

Lady Shaftesbury, and Lady Victoria Ashley, the Portuguese

Minister, Count d'Azeglio (Sardinian Minister), Mr.

Calcraft--a very agreeable party. Mr. Calcraft and I walked

home after retiring. He is cousin to Colonel Steele; the

colonel has gone abroad with his daughter, who is delicate."

"_Saturday, 31st July_, 1864.--Came down by the morning train

to Harburn, and met my old friend Mr. Young, who took me to

Limefield, and introduced me to a nice family."

Dr. Livingstone's relation to Mr. Young's family was very close and

cordial. Hardly one of the many notes and letters he wrote to his friend

fails to send greetings to "Ma-James," as he liked to call Mrs. Young,

after the African fashion. It is not only the playful ease of his

letters that shows how much he felt at home with Mr. Young,--the same

thing appears from the frequency with which he sought his counsel in

matters of business, and the value which he set upon it.

"_Sunday, 1st August_.--Went-to the U.P. church, and heard

excellent sermons. Was colder this time than on my former

visit to Scotland.

"_2d August_.--Reached Hamilton. Mother did not know me at

first. Anna Mary, a nice sprightly child, told me that she

preferred Garibaldi buttons on her dress, as I walked down to

Dr. Loudon to thank him for his kindness to my mother.

"_3d August_.--Agnes, Oswell, and Thomas came. I did not

recognize Tom, he has grown so much. Has been poorly a long

while; congestion of the kidney, it is said. Agnes quite

tall, and Anna Mary a nice little girl."

The next few days were spent with his family, and in visits to the

neighborhood. He had a consultation with Professor Syme as to a surgical

operation recommended for an ailment that had troubled him ever since

his first great journey; he was strongly urged to have the operation

performed, and probably it would have been better if he had; but he

finally declined, partly because an old medical friend was against it,

but chiefly, as he told Sir* Roderick, because the matter would get into

the newspapers, and he did not like the public to be speaking of his

infirmities. On the 17th he went to Inveraray to visit the Duke of

Argyll. He was greatly pleased with his reception, and his Journal

records the most trifling details. What especially charmed him was the

considerate forethought in making him feel at his ease. "On Monday

morning I had the honor of planting two trees beside those planted by

Sir John Lawrence and the Marquis of Lansdowne, and by the Princess of

Prussia and the Crown Prince. The coach came at twelve o'clock, and I

finished the most delightful visit I ever made."

Next day he went to Oban, and the day after by steamer to Iona and

Staffa, and thereafter to Aros, in Mull. Next day Captain Greenhill took

him in his yacht to Ulva.

"In 1848 the kelp and potatoes failed, and the proprietor, a writer from

Stirling, reduced the population from six hundred to one hundred. None

of my family remain. The minister, Mr. Fraser, had made inquiries some

years ago, and found an old woman who remembered my grandfather living

at Uamh, or the Cave. It is a sheltered spot, with basaltic rocks

jutting out of the ground below the cave; the walls of the house remain,

and the corn and potato patches are green, but no one lives there...."

Returning to Oban on the 24th August, "... I then came to the Crinan

Canal, and at Glasgow end thereof met that famous missionary, Dr. Duff,

from India A fine, tall, noble-looking man, with a white beard and a

twitch in his muscles which shows that the Indian climate has done its

work on him.... Home to Hamilton."

The Highlanders everywhere claimed him; "they cheered me," he writes to

Sir Roderick, "as a man and a brother."

The British Association was to meet at Bath this autumn, and Livingstone

was to give a lecture on Africa. It was a dreadful thought. "Worked at

my Bath speech. A cold shiver comes over me when I think of it. Ugh!"

Then he went with his daughter Agnes to see a beautiful sight, the

launching of a Turkish frigate from Mr. Napier's yard--"8000 tons weight

plunged into the Clyde, and sent a wave of its dirty water over to the

other side." The Turkish Ambassador, Musurus Pasha, was one of the party

at Shandon, and he and Livingstone traveled in the same carriage At one

of the stations they were greatly cheered by the Volunteers. "The cheers

are for you," Livingstone said to the Ambassador, with a smile. "No,"

said the Turk "I am only what my master made me; you are what you made

yourself." When the party reached the Queen's Hotel, a working man

rushed across the road, seized Livingstone's hand, saying, "I must shake

your hand," clapped him on the back, and rushed back again. "You'll not

deny now," said the Ambassador, "that that's for you."

Returning to Hamilton, he notes, on 4th September: "Church in the

forenoon to hear a stranger, in the afternoon to hear Mr. Buchan give an

excellent sermon." On 5th, 6th, 7th, he is at the speech. On 8th he

receives a most kind invitation from Mr. and Mrs. Webb of Newstead

Abbey, to make their house his home. Mr. Webb was a very old friend, a

great hunter, who had seen Livingstone at Kolobeng, and formed an

attachment to him which continued as warm as ever to the last day of

Livingstone's life. Livingstone and his daughter Agnes reach Bath on the

15th, and become the guests of Dr. and Miss Watson, of both of whom he

writes in the highest terms.

"On Sunday, heard a good sermon from Mr. Fleming Bishop Colenso called

on me. He was very much cheered by many people; it is evident that they

admire his pluck, and consider him a persecuted man. Went to the theatre

on Monday, 19th, to deliver my address. When in the green-room, a loud

cheering was made for Bishop Colenso, and some hisses. It was a pity

that he came to the British Association, as it looks like taking sides.

Sir Charles Lyell cheered and clapped his hands in a most vigorous way.

Got over the address nicely. People very kind and indulgent--2500

persons present, but it is a place easily spoken in."

When Bishop Colenso moved the vote of thanks to Dr. Livingstone for his

address, occasion was taken by some narrow and not very scrupulous

journals to raise a prejudice against him. He was represented as sharing

the Bishop's theological views. For this charge there was no foundation,

and the preceding extract from his Journal will show that he felt the

Bishop's presence to be somewhat embarrassing. Dr. Livingstone was

eminently capable of appreciating Dr. Colenso's chivalrous backing of

native races in Africa, while he differed _toto coelo_ from his

theological views. In an entry in his Journal a few days later he refers

to an African traveler who had got a high reputation without deserving

it, for "he sank to the low estate of the natives, and rather admired

_Essays and Reviews_"

The next passage we give from his Journal refers to the melancholy end

of another brother-traveler, of whom he always spoke with respect:

"23d _Sept_.--Went to the funeral of poor Captain Speke, who, when out

shooting on the 15th, the day I arrived at Bath, was killed by the

accidental discharge of his gun. It was a sad shock to me, for, having

corresponded with him, I anticipated the pleasure of meeting him, and

the first news Dr. Watson gave me was that of his death. He was buried

at Dowlish, a village where his family have a vault. Captain Grant, a

fine fellow, put a wreath or immortelle upon the coffin as it passed us

in church. It was composed of mignonette and wild violets."

The Bath speech gave desperate offense to the Portuguese. Livingstone

thought it a good sign, wrote playfully to Mr. Webb that they were

"cussin' and swearin' dreadful," and wondered if they would keep their

senses when the book came out. In a postscript to the preface to _The

Zambesi and its Tributaries_, he says, "Senhor Lacerda has endeavored

to extinguish the facts adduced by me at Bath by a series of papers in

the Portuguese official journal; and their Minister for Foreign Affairs

has since devoted some of the funds of his Government to the translation

and circulation of Senhor Lacerda's articles in the form of an English

tract." He replies to the allegations of the pamphlet on the main

points. But he was too magnanimous to make allusion to the shameless

indecency of the personal charges against himself. "It is manifest,"

said Lacerda, "without the least reason to doubt, that Dr. Livingstone,

under the pretext of propagating the Word of God (this being the least

in which he employed himself) and the advancement of geographical and

natural science, made all his steps and exertions subservient to the

idea of ... eventually causing the loss to Portugal of the advantages of

the rich commerce of the interior, and in the end, when a favorable

occasion arose that of the very territory itself." Lacerda then quoted

the bitter letter of Mr. Rowley in illustration of Livingstone's plans

and methods, and urged remonstrance as a duty of the Portuguese

Government. "Nor," he continued, "ought the Government o£ Portugal to

stop here. It ought, as we have said, to go further; because from what

his countrymen say of Livingstone--and to which he only answers by a

mere vain negation,--from what he unhesitatingly declares of himself and

his intentions, and from what must be known to the Government by private

information from, their delegates, it is obvious that such men as

Livingstone may become extremely prejudicial to the interests of

Portugal, especially when resident in a public capacity in our African

possessions, if not efficiently watched, if their audacious and

mischievous actions are not restrained. If steps are not taken in a

proper and effective manner, so that they may be permitted only to do

good, if indeed good can come from such," etc.

"26_th Sept_.--Agnes and I go to-day to Newstead Abbey,

Notts. Reach it about 9 P.M., and find Mr. and Mrs. Webb all

I anticipated and more. A splendid old mansion with a

wonderful number of curiosities in it, and magnificent

scenery around. It was the residence of Lord Byron, and his

furniture is kept" [in his private rooms] "just as he left

it. His character does not shine. It appears to have been

horrid.... He made a drinking cup of a monk's skull found

under the high altar, with profane verses on the silver

setting, and kept his wine in the stone coffin. These Mrs.

Webb buried, and all the bones she could find that had been

desecrated by the poet."

In a letter to Sir Thomas Maclear he speaks of the poet as one of those

who, like many others--some of them travelers who abused

missionaries,--considered it a fine thing to be thought awfully

bad fellows.

"27_th_.--Went through the whole house with our kind hosts,

and saw all the wonders, which would require many days

properly to examine....

"2_d October_.--Took Communion in the chapel of the Abbey.

God grant me to be and always to act as a true Christian.

"3_d._--Mr. and Mrs. Webb kindness itself personified. A

blessing be on them and their children from the Almighty!"

When first invited to reside at Newstead Abbey, Dr. Livingstone

declined, on the ground that he was to be busy writing a book, and that

he wished to have some of his children with him, and in the case of

Agnes, to let her have music lessons. His kind friends, however, were

resolved that these reasons should not stand in the way, and

arrangements were made by them accordingly. Dr. Livingstone continued to

be their guest for eight months, and received from them all manner of

assistance. Sometimes Mr. and Mrs. Webb, Mrs. Goodlake (Mrs. Webb's

mother), and his daughter Agnes would all be busy copying his journals.

The "Livingstone room," as it is called, in the Sussex tower, is likely

to be associated with his name while the building lasts. It was his

habit to rise early and work at his book, to return to his task after

breakfast and continue till luncheon and in the afternoon have a long

walk with Mr. Webb. It is only when the book is approaching its close

that we find him working "till two in the morning." One of his chief

recreations was in the field of natural history, watching experiments

with the spawning of trout. He endeared himself to all, high and low;

was a special favorite with the children, and did not lose opportunities

to commend, in the way he thought best, those high views of life and

duty which had been so signally exemplified in his own career. The

playfulness of his nature found full and constant scope at Newstead; he

regained an almost boyish flow of animal spirits, reveled in fun and

frolic in his short notes to friends like Mr. Young, or Mr. Webb when he

happened to be absent; wrote in the style of Mr. Punch, and called his

opponents by ludicrous names; yet never forgot the stern duty that

loomed before him, or allowed the enjoyment and _abandon_ of the moment

to divert him from the death-struggle on behalf of Africa in which he

had yet to engage.

The book was at first to be a little one,--a blast of the trumpet

against the monstrous slave-trade of the Portuguese; but it swelled to a

goodly octavo, and embraced the history of the Zambesi Expedition.

Charles Livingstone had written a full diary, and in order that his name

might be on the title-page, and he might have the profits of the

American edition, his journal was made use of in the writing of the

book; but the arrangement was awkward; sometimes Livingstone forgot the

understanding of joint-authorship, and he found that he could more

easily have written the whole from the foundation, At first it was

designed that the book should appear early in the summer of 1865, but

when the printing was finished the map was not ready; and the

publication had to be delayed till the usual season in autumn.

The entries in his Journal are brief, and of little general interest

during the time the book was getting ready. Most of them have reference

to the affairs of other people. As he finds that Dr. Kirk is unable to

undertake a work on the botany and natural history of the Expedition,

unless he should hold some permanent situation, he exerts himself to

procure a Government appointment for him, recommending him strongly to

Sir R. Murchison and others, and is particularly gratified by a reply to

his application from the Earl of Dalhousie, who wrote that he regarded

his request as a command. He is pleased to learn that, through the kind

efforts of Sir Roderick, his brother Charles has been appointed Consul

at Fernando Po. He sees the American Minister, who promises to do all he

can for Robert, but almost immediately after, the report comes that poor

Robert has died in a hospital in Salisbury, North Carolina. He delivers

a lecture at the Mechanics' Institute at Mansfield, but the very idea of

a speech always makes him ill, and in this case it brings on an attack

of Hæmorrhoids, with which he had not been troubled for long. He goes to

London to a meeting of the Geographical Society, and hears a paper of

Burton's--a gentleman from whose geographical views he dissents, as he

does from his views on subjects more important. In regard to his book he

says very little; four days, he tells us, were spent in writing the

description of the Victoria Falls; and on the 15th April, 1865, he

summons his daughter Agnes to take his pen and write FINIS at the end of

his manuscript. On leaving Newstead on the 25th, he writes, "Parted with

our good friends the Webbs. And may God Almighty bless and reward them

and their family!"

Some time before this, a proposal was made to him by Sir Roderick

Murchison which in the end gave a new direction to the remaining part of

his life. It was brought before him in the following letter:

"_Jan._ 5, 1865.

"MY DEAR LIVINGSTONE:--As to _your future_, I am anxious to

know what _your own wish is_ as respects a renewal of African

exploration.

"Quite irrespective of missionaries or political affairs,

there is at this moment a question of intense geographical

interest to be settled: namely, the watershed, or watersheds,

of South Africa.

"How, if you would really like to be the person to finish off

your remarkable career by completing such a survey,

unshackled by other avocations than those of the geographical

explorer, I should be delighted to consult my friends of the

Society, and take the best steps to promote such an

enterprise.

"For example, you might take your little steamer to the

Rovuma, and, getting up by water as far as possible in the

rainy season, then try to reach the south end of the

Tanganyika. Thither you might transport a light boat, or

build one there, and so get to the end of that sheet

of water.

"Various questions might be decided by the way, and if you

could get to the west, and come out on that coast, or should

be able to reach the White Nile (!), you would bring back an

unrivaled reputation, and would have settled all the great

disputes now pending.

"If you do not like to undertake _the purely geographical

work_, I am of opinion that no one, after yourself, is so

fitted to carry it out as Dr. Kirk. I know that he thinks of

settling down now at home. But if he could delay this

home-settlement for a couple of years, he would not only make

a large sum of money by his book of travels, but would have a

renown that would give him an excellent introduction as a

medical man.

"I have heard you so often talk of the enjoyment you feel

when in Africa, that I cannot believe you now think of

anchoring for the rest of your life on the mud and sand-banks

of England.

"Let me know your mind on the subject. When is the book to

appear? Kind love to your daughter.--Yours sincerely,

"ROD'CK I. MURCHISON."

Livingstone begins his answer by assuring Sir Roderick that he never

contemplated settling down quietly in England; it would be time enough

for that when he was in his dotage. "I should like the exploration you

propose very much, and had already made up my mind to go up the Rovuma,

pass by the head of Lake Nyassa, and away west or northwest as might be

found practicable." He would have been at this ere now, but his book

chained him, and he feared that he could not take back the "Lady Nyassa"

to Africa, with the monsoon against him, so that be must get a boat to

explore the Rovuma.

"What my inclination leads me to prefer is to have

intercourse with the people, and do what I can by talking, to

enlighten them on the slave-trade, and give them some idea of

our religion. It may not be much that I can do, but I feel

when doing that I am not living in vain. You remember that

when, to prevent our coming to a standstill, I had to turn

skipper myself, the task was endurable only because I was

determined that no fellow should prove himself indispensable

to our further progress. To be debarred from spending most of

my time in traveling, in exploration, and continual

intercourse with the natives, I always felt to be a severe

privation, and if I can get a few hearty native companions, I

shall enjoy myself, and feel that I am doing my duty. As soon

as my book is out, I shall start."

In Livingstone's Journal, 7th January, 1865, we find this entry:

"Answered Sir Roderick about going out. Said I could only feel in the

way of duty by working as a missionary." The answer is very noteworthy

in the view of what has so often been said against Livingstone--that he

dropped the missionary to become an explorer. To understand the precise

bearing of the proposal, and of Livingstone's reply, it is necessary to

say that Sir Roderick had a conviction, which he never concealed, that

the missionary enterprise encumbered and impeded the geographical. He

had a special objection to an Episcopal mission, holding that the

planting of a Bishop and staff on territory dominated by the Portuguese

was an additional irritant, rousing ecclesiastical jealousy, and

bringing it to the aid of commercial and political apprehensions as to

the tendency of the English enterprise. Neither mission nor colony could

succeed in the present state of the country; they could only be a

trouble to the geographical explorer. On this point Livingstone held his

own views. He could only feel in the line of duty as a missionary.

Whatever he might or might not be able to do in that capacity, he would

never abandon it, and, in particular, he would never come under an

obligation to the Geographical Society that he would serve them

"unshackled by other avocations than those of the geographical

explorer."

A letter to Mr. James Young throws light on the feelings with which he

regarded Sir Roderick's proposal:

"_20th January, 1865_--I am not sure but I told you already

that Sir Roderick and I have been writing about going out,

and my fears that I must sell 'Lady Nyassa,' because the

monsoon will be blowing from Africa to India before I get

out, and it won't do for me to keep her idle. I must go down

to the Seychelles Islands (tak' yer speks and keek at the map

or gougrafy), then run my chance to get over by a dhow or

man-of-war to the Rovuma, going up that river in a boat, till

we get to the cataracts, and the tramp. I must take Belochees

from India, and may go down the lake to get Makololo, if the

Indians don't answer. I would not consent to go simply as a

geographer, but as a missionary, and do geography by the way,

because I feel I am in the way of duty when trying either to

enlighten these poor people, or open their land to lawful

commerce."

It was at this time that Mr. Hayward, Q.C., while on a visit to

Newstead, brought an informal message from Lord Palmerston, who wished

to know what he could do for Livingstone. Had Livingstone been a vain

man, wishing a handle to his name, or had he even been bent on getting

what would be reasonable in the way of salary for himself, or of

allowance for his children, now was his chance of accomplishing his

object. But so single-hearted was he in his philanthropy that such

thoughts did not so much as enter his mind; there was one thing, and one

only, which he wished Lord Palmerston to secure--free access to the

highlands, by the Zambesi and Shiré, to be made good by a treaty with

Portugal. It is satisfactory to record that the Foreign Office has at

last made arrangements to this effect.

While the proposal on the part of the President of the Geographical

Society was undergoing consideration, certain overtures were made to Dr.

Livingstone by the Foreign Office. On the 11th of March he called at the

office, at the request of Mr. Layard, who propounded a scheme that he

should have a commission giving him authority over the chiefs, from the

Portuguese boundary to Abyssinia and Egypt; the office to carry no

salary. When a formal proposal to this effect was submitted to him, with

the additional proviso that he was to be entitled to no pension, he

could not conceal his irritation. For himself he was just as willing as

ever to work as before, without hope of earthly recompense, and to

depend on the petition, "Give us this day our daily bread;" but he

thought it ungenerous to take advantage of his well-known interest in

Africa to deprive him of the honorarium which the most insignificant

servant of Her Majesty enjoyed. He did not like to be treated like a

charwoman. As for the pension, he had never asked it, and counted it

offensive to be treated as if he had shown a greed which required to be

repressed. It came out, subsequently, that the letter had been written

by an underling, but when Earl Russell was appealed to, he would only

promise a salary when Dr. Livingstone should have settled somewhere! The

whole transaction had a very ungracious aspect.

Before publishing his book, Dr. Livingstone had asked Sir Roderick

Murchison's advice as to the wisdom of speaking his mind on two somewhat

delicate points. In reply, Sir Roderick wrote: "If you think you have

been too hard as to the Bishop or the Portuguese, you can modify the

phrases. But I think that the truth ought to be known, if only in

vindication of your own conduct, and to account for the little success

attending your last mission."

We continue our extracts from his Journal:

"_26th April_, 1865.--In London. Horrified by news of

President Lincoln's assassination, and the attempt to

murder Seward."

"_29th April_.--Went down to Crystal Palace, with Agnes, to a

Saturday Concert. The music very fine. Met Waller, and lost a

train. Came up in hot haste to the dinner of the Royal

Academy.... Sir Charles Eastlake, President; Archbishops of

Canterbury and York on each side of the chair; all the

Ministers present, except Lord Palmerston, who is ill of gout

in the hand. Lord Russell, Lord Granville, and Duke of

Somerset sat on other side of table from Sir Henry Holland,

Sir Roderick, and myself. Lord Clarendon was close enough to

lean back and clap me on the shoulder, and ask me when I was

going out. Duke of Argyll, Bishops of Oxford and London, were

within earshot; Sir J. Romilly, the Master of the Rolls, was

directly in front, on the other side of our table. He said

that he watched all my movements with great interest.... Lord

Derby made a good speech. The speeches were much above the

average. I was not told that I was expected to speak till I

got in, and this prevented my eating. When Lord John Manners

complimented me after my speech, I mentioned the effect the

anticipation had on me. To comfort me he said that the late

Sir Robert Peel never enjoyed a dinner in these

circumstances, but sat crumbling up his bread till it became

quite a heap on the table.... My speech was not reported."

"_2d May_.--Met Mr. Elwin, formerly editor of the

_Quarterly_. He said that Forster, one of our first-class

writers, had told him that the most characteristic speech was

not reported, and mentioned the heads--as, the slave-trade

being of the same nature as thuggee, garrotting; the tribute

I paid to our statesmen; and the way that Africans have been

drawn, pointing to a picture of a woman spinning. This

non-reporting was much commented on, which might, if I needed

it, prove a solace to my wounded vanity. But I did not feel

offended. Everything good for me will be given, and I take

all as a little child from its father.

"Heard a capital sermon from Dr. Hamilton [Regent Square

Church], on President Lincoln's assassination. 'It is

impossible but that offenses will come,' etc. He read part of

the President's address at second inauguration. In the light

of subsequent events it is grand. If every drop of blood shed

by the lash must be atoned for by an equal number of white

men's vital fluid,--righteous, O Lord, are Thy judgments! The

assassination has awakened universal sympathy and

indignation, and will lead to more cordiality between the

countries. The Queen has written an autograph letter to Mrs.

Lincoln, and Lords and Commons have presented addresses to

Her Majesty, praying her to convey their sentiments of horror

at the fearful crime."

"_18th May,_ 1865.--Was examined by the Committee [of the

House of Commons] on the West Coast; was rather nervous and

confused, but let them know pretty plainly that I did not

agree with the aspersions cast on missions."

In a letter to Mr. Webb, he writes _à propos_ of this examination:

"The monstrous mistake of the Burton school is this: they

ignore the point-blank fact that the men that do the most for

the mean whites are the same that do the most for the mean

blacks, and you never hear one mother's son of them say, You

do wrong to give to the whites. I told the Committee I had

heard people say that Christianity made the blacks worse, but

did not agree with them. I might have said it was 'rot,' and

truly. I can stand a good deal of bosh, but to tell me that

Christianity makes people worse--ugh! Tell that to the young

trouts. You know on what side I am, and I shall stand to my

side, Old Pam fashion, through thick and thin. I don't agree

with all my side say and do. I won't justify many things, but

for the great cause of human progress I am heart and soul,

_and so are you_."

Dr. Livingstone was asked at this time to attend a public meeting on

behalf of American freedom. It was not in his power to go, but, in

apologizing, he was at pains to express his opinion on the capacity of

the negro, in connection with what was going on in the United States:

"Our kinsmen across the Atlantic deserve our warmest

sympathy. They have passed, and are passing, through trials,

and are encompassed with difficulties which completely dwarf

those of our Irish famine, and not the least of them is the

question, what to do with those freedmen for whose existence

as slaves in America our own forefathers have so much to

answer. The introduction of a degraded race from a barbarous

country was a gigantic evil, and if the race cannot be

elevated, an evil beyond remedy. Millions can neither be

amalgamated nor transported, and the presence of degradation

is a contagion which propagates itself among the more

civilized. But I have no fears as to the mental and moral

capacity of the Africans for civilization and upward

progress. We who suppose ourselves to have vaulted at one

bound to the extreme of civilization, and smack our lips so

loudly over our high elevation, may find it difficult to

realize the debasement to which slavery has sunk those men,

or to appreciate what, in the discipline of the sad school of

bondage, is in a state of freedom real and substantial

progress. But I, who have been intimate with Africans who

have never been defiled by the slave-trade, believe them to

be capable of holding an honorable rank in the family of

man."

Wherever slavery prevailed, or the effects of slavery were found, Dr.

Livingstone's testimony against it was clear and emphatic. Neither

personal friendship nor any other consideration under the sun could

repress it. When his friends Sir Roderick and Mr. Webb afterward

expressed their sympathy with Governor Eyre, of Jamaica, he did not

scruple to tell them how different an estimate he had formed of the

Governor's conduct.

We continue our extracts from his Journal and letters:

_24th May._--Came down to Scotland by last night's train;

found mother very poorly; and, being now eighty-two, I fear

she may not have long to live among us."

_27th May_ (to Mr. Webb)--"I have been reading _Tom Brown's

School Days_--a capital book. Dr. Arnold was a man worth his

weight in something better than gold. You know Oswell" [his

early friend] "was one of his Rugby boys. One could see his

training in always doing what was brave and true and right."

"_2d June._--Tom better, but kept back in his education by

his complaint. Oswell getting on well at school at Hamilton.

Anna Mary well. Mother gradually becoming weaker. Robert we

shall never hear of again in this world, I fear; but the Lord

is merciful and just and right in all his ways. He would hear

the cry for mercy in the hospital at Salisbury. I have lost

my part in that gigantic struggle which the Highest guided to

a consummation never contemplated by the Southerners when

they began; and many other have borne more numerous losses."

"_5th June_.--Went about a tombstone for my dear Mary. Got a

good one of cast-iron to be sent out to the Cape.

"Mother very low.... Has been a good affectionate mother to

us all. The Lord be with her.... Whatever is good for me and

mine the Lord will give.

"To-morrow, Communion in kirk. The Lord strip off all

imperfections, wash away all guilt, breathe love and goodness

through all my nature, and make his image shine out from

my soul.

"Mother continued very low, and her mind ran on poor Robert.

Thought I was his brother, and asked me frequently, 'Where is

your brother? where is that puir laddie?'... Sisters most

attentive.... Contrary to expectation she revived, and I went

to Oxford. The Vice-Chancellor offered me the theatre to

lecture in, but I expected a telegram if any change took

place on mother. Gave an address to a number of friends in

Dr. Daubeny's chemical class-room."

"_Monday, 19th June_.--A telegram came, saying that mother

had died the day before. I started at once for Scotland. No

change was observed till within an hour and a half of her

departure.... Seeing the end was near, sister Agnes said,

'The Saviour has come for you, mother. You can "lippen"

yourself to him?' She replied, 'Oh yes.' Little Anna Mary was

help up to her. She gave her the last look, and said 'Bonnie

wee lassie,' gave a few long inspirations, and all was still,

with a look of reverence on her countenance. She had wished

William Logan, a good Christian man, to lay her head in the

grave, if I were not there. When going away in 1858, she said

to me that she would have liked one of her laddies to lay her

head in the grave. It so happened that I was there to pay the

last tribute to a dear good mother."

The last thing we find him doing in Scotland is attending the

examination of Oswell's school, with Anna Mary, and seeing him receive

prizes. Dr. London, of Hamilton, the medical attendant and much-valued

friend of the Livingstones, furnishes us with a reminiscence of this

occasion. He had great difficulty in persuading Livingstone to go. The

awful bugbear was that he would be asked to make a speech. Being assured

that it would be thought strange if, in a gathering of the children's

parents, he were absent, he agreed to go. And of course he had to speak.

What he said was pointed and practical, and in winding up, he said he

had just two things to say to them--"FEAR GOD, AND WORK HARD." These

appear to have been Livingstone's last public words in his

native Scotland.

His Journal is continued in London:

"8_th August_.--Went to Zoological Gardens with Mr. Webb and

Dr. Kirk; then to lunch with Miss Coutts" [Baroness Burdett

Coutts]. "Queen Emma of Honolulu is to be there. It is not

fair for High Church people to ignore the labors of the

Americans, for [the present state of Christianity] is the

fruit of their labors, and not of the present Bishop. Dined

at Lady Franklin's with Queen Emma; a nice, sensible person

the Queen seems to be.

"9_th August_.--Parted with my friends Mr. and Mrs. Webb at

King's Cross station to-day. He gracefully said that he

wished I had been coming rather than going away, and she

shook me very cordially with both hands, and said, 'You will

come back again to us, won't you?' and shed a womanly tear.

The good Lord bless and save them both, and have mercy on

their whole household!"

"11_th August_.--Went down to say good-bye to the

Duchess-Dowager of Sutherland, at Maidenhead. Garibaldi's

rooms are shown; a good man he was, but followed by a crowd

of harpies who tried to use him for their own purposes.... He

was so utterly worn out by shaking hands, that a detective

policeman who was with him in the carriage, put his hand

under his cloak, and did the ceremony for him.

"Took leave at Foreign Office. Mr. Layard very kind in his

expressions at parting, and so was Mr. Wylde.

"12_th August_.--"Went down to Wimbledon to dine with Mr.

Murray, and take leave. Mr. and Mrs. Oswell came up to say

farewell. He offers to go over to Paris at any time to bring

Agnes" [who was going to school there] "home, or do anything

that a father would. ["I love him," Livingstone writes to Mr.

Webb, "with true affection, and I believe he does the same to

me; and yet we never show it."]

"We have been with Dr. and Mrs. Hamilton for some time--good,

gracious people. The Lord bless them and their household! Dr.

Kirk and Mr. Waller go down to Folkestone to-morrow, and take

leave of us there. This is very kind. The Lord puts it into

their hearts to show kindness, and blessed be his name."

Dr. Livingstone's last weeks in England were passed under the roof of

the late Rev. Dr. Hamilton, author of _Life in Earnest_, and could

hardly have been passed in a more congenial home. Natives of the same

part of Scotland, nearly of an age, and resembling each other much in

taste and character, the two men drew greatly to each other. The same

Puritan faith lay at the basis of their religious character, with all

its stability and firmness. But above all, they had put on charity,

which is the bond of perfectness. In Natural History, too, they had an

equal enthusiasm. In Dr. Hamilton, Livingstone found what he missed in

many orthodox men. On the evening of his last Sunday, he was prevailed

on to give an address in Dr. Hamilton's church, after having in the

morning received the Communion with the congregation. In his address he

vindicated his character as a missionary, and declared that it was as

much as ever his great object to proclaim the love of Christ, which they

had been commemorating that day. His prayers made a deep impression;

they were like the communings of a child with his father. At the railway

station, the last Scotch hands grasped by him were those of Dr. and Mrs.

Hamilton. The news of Dr. Hamilton's death was received by Livingstone a

few years after, in the heart of Africa, with no small emotion. Their

next meeting was in the better land.

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