It is true that she had been shaken during their last moments together,

but that was different. Romney was man enough not to take any advantage

there--even in thought. He understood her that night. She was in a

scope of a more common attraction. She had hated herself in it. Had he

pressed that advantage, it would merely have meant to unseal a crater

for hell to break forth not only for himself but for her. Before

knowing her, he might have considered the savage splendour of that

passion as having to do with a woman's great gift, but he glimpsed in

the days preceding what it would mean to the man who could force the

capitulation of the full creature. Even in the blinding of those

moments of parting, he knew he was far from that magnitude.

Romney threw back his head and laughed at the upper arch of tiles, his

arms held out. It was the laugh of a man who stands on the rim of the

last ditch.... He had certainly sifted to the bottom of things. The

_John Dividend_ was the last of many ships. He had made the grand

traverse of the Asiatic coast from the Yellow Sea to the Bay of Bengal

and doubled back to Shanghai. This drink-thing was the great weakness

he had uncovered. Three days after her steamer had gone down the river,

he had fallen into the low eddies of it--a cheap thing, but he felt

cheap. He saw that he had always been intoxicated somehow. A turn of a

card and he might have become a saint instead of a drunkard. Mother

China had intoxicated him first; then the woman. It was all a matter of

temperament. Having lost the levitation of cleanness and strength, he

had permitted the mother-force of gravitation to take her certain

course. From Longstruth's at Hankow he had swirled into the great drift

of the water-fronts--deserters, remittance-men, hangovers from every

form of human failure. He had spent everything he had within reach--a

large amount of money. He had learned the value of money when his

pockets flattened to a few thin coins. There was a large slice of his

fortune left in Peking, but it was so placed that he would have to go

there to get it. He was on the way back now. In fact the _John

Dividend_ would have taken him almost there--she was booked for

Tientsin--but had been too stagnant and stenchy in her bowels. The fact

is he would never have reached Manila and the deck of the _John

Dividend_ except for this new something, superlatively fine in his

physique. Altogether he had seen a lot of life with the integument

off--and had expected little more of the late days than to be found dead

somewhere....

The scent of the fountain-place had a certain whipping magic about it.

It seemed to cleanse away some weakness.

It made Moira Kelvin draw close in memory, but there was a queer up-pull

to it now, as if she said:

"_You have played enough, Sir Romney. Give it up--you're too

clean-blooded to die soiled. You don't want me. You've forgotten for

days at a time what you are trying to kill yourself for. If that next

daybreak had found me in your arms--you would have hated me, and I would

have had for myself something infinitely worse than hatred. You were

big that night to let me go. Nature will not let a man as big as that

pass out without doing his work and finding his own. If you want

sin--pray, sin magnificently._"

The cool running water passed over his fevered and wasted body. There

was ample time for everything. A servant brought him a house-gown and

slippers. Ti Kung's barber was waiting. A little helpful drink was

brought from time to time, not too often, and just a touch. Ti Kung was

waiting for him below. Romney had found a fineness of comprehension in

the Chinese that he had not revelled in from any man for months. It was

almost like a woman's. It liberated the better parts of him, but he was

ill and fagged to the core. He looked forward to a long, clean night.

First he would go back to the fountain place. He would think of that

Longstruth's night before he slept.... Ti Kung showed him his room,

opened the door, led him to the window of the low-lit chamber. From the

casement he pointed out the stars and the lower lights of the distant

shipping.

"I'll be away tomorrow," he said, "but shall return for dinner. You may

rest and read. You may go to the city; there is a carriage. There are

books; there are servants who understand English. Forgive me, I always

forget that you speak our language; in short, anything you may wish. If

convenient, be here for dinner at eight to-morrow. If you have another

appointment, of course, I can wait--"

"I'll be here," Romney said.

... It was not until the door was shut that he saw the gleam of glass

and the half-open door of a walnut cabinet against the wall. He

understood all that it meant before he took a step toward it. He wished

that Ti Kung had spared him this hospitality.... It was very complete,

even to importations from America, even to certain brands that he had

not seen for years. There was crystal, silverware, napkins, and this

that was covered on the table clinked with ice as he touched it. He was

dry and tense. Everything had been designed to turn him loose, even the

departure of his host.

Romney thought of the words of Dr. Ti Kung in the examination cell: "I

will tell you in three days."

He laughed softly. "And what he will tell me in three days hangs

imperatively upon this most perfect cabinet. Romney, here's a ripe

chance to use your head. You are allowed one respectable _touch_. You

may choose your poison--but just one."

He measured out a portion by no means of a size that a man is inclined

to seize with his last dime, drank it with discretion and without water.

Then he stared awhile at the stars and the shipping, took a long drink

from the water-pitcher, and went to bed.

But Romney could not sleep. It was not so easy and laughable as when

the episode began. His thoughts turned to the walnut cabinet as the eye

turns to fire in the night. He lay restless and wide-eyed in the dark.

Presently the moon came in and gleamed upon the open door and upon the

glasses and bottles on the table, bringing out inner fires from the

multi-colored glass. He arose often for water. There was fever burning

full-length. The novelty of keeping himself in hand left him and it

became fight. The bars had long been down.... The long night crawled.

He heard some English sailors pass through the street below. The

Chinese city was full of sounds not to be designated--cries, gongs, the

tapping of canes, sounds that the elemental traffic of the day had

deluged, for he heard women's voices and the voices of children. One

does not hear these in the day-time. He relit the lamp at last, smoked

and read, and when the activities of the night had at last died out,

there was an hour of blackness and quiet that was like a jungle

experience. He was full of fears, not at all the kind of fears that

Romney knew when his mind was in order.

Dawn came, and with it a soft breeze that stirred the wind-glasses in

the garden below. It was a thirsty tinkle, a sound he had heard

somewhere before and found hauntingly sweet. There was a touch of rose

in the light, and the scent of rose came to him in the morning dusk, and

rushed his thoughts far up the Yellow River.... Old days in the open

swept back to mind with rugged value. He was on his feet. The night

was gone. He could take a drink now without breaking his word, but the

new strength tided him over that.

A servant tapped at the inlaid door and asked if he would have anything.

Yes, he would have coffee. He found the place of the fountain. The

cool morning air came in as he bathed, and with the scent came back to

him the sense of equilibrium that he had not known for many days, a

suggestion of self-sanction, perfect but valid.... The coffee was

served when he returned to the room. He asked if he might walk in the

garden then and the servant tarried to show him the way.

Three servants were standing at the street door in the dim-lit lower

hall as Romney and his guide passed below. They were engaged in a more

or less orderly passage of words. Suddenly a cry arose, and the three

servants were seen to leap upon a man in European dress who seemed

intent upon entering. Romney disdained more than a side glance at the

encounter down the long dark hall, as he followed the footsteps of his

diminutive but most engaging guide.

In the garden there were stone and water glasses, cool shallows, deep

drinking palms, awakening birds and amazingly perfect roses, all in a

space no larger than a city back-yard. A high wall with broken glass on

the top, suffocating China outside, and within the beauty of the pearl

and the lotus. The American's tension allayed somewhat in that beauty.

He smoked and picked his way among the stones, sniffing the blooms while

the day rose. The voices of his own countrymen outside the wall hardly

broke his reverie at first. Presently a peculiar sound held his

attention. It was a scraping, as if some wooden object were being raised

against the masonry. He halted as a hand came over the top of the

glass. A blue-sleeved arm was picking its way to the inner-coping, the

woolen sleeve alone between the flesh and the bare glass. The top of

the head that appeared presently was rugged and close-cropped.

Something about it was strangely familiar, but no more showed for the

present. There was a renewed scraping, the head paused in the air, then

dropped back again.

It startled Romney, but he did not feel called upon to protest. The

house seemed adequately protected with man-servants; that fact had been

impressed at the street-door. He forgot the incident, and was leaning

back against the wall a couple of minutes afterward, when his eyes were

called to the corner of the wall at his right. Poised motionless above

it was the ominous head again, and that light vulture-blue eye, which

found his own like an electric contact, and loosed his jaw. McLean had

seen him at the same instant.

"Looking for me?" Romney asked.

The answer made him think of the boiler-room of the _John Dividend_.

There was silence after that. The eye remained fixed upon him.

"Come here," added McLean, unwinking.

Romney did not move.

"Come here," reached him again, hoarsely.

There was pull to it. The intensity and concentration of that single

utterance had real attraction.

Just then the little house-servant appeared, saw the head above the

wall, and called for assistance. Other servants came quickly. There was

considerable hub-bub behind in the garden as Romney went indoors sick

and slowed-up.

He found his way back to his room. There hadn't been a single coin in

the clothes that he wore when entering Ti Kung's house. The contents of

these pockets otherwise had been carefully placed on the table in his

room, but the clothes were gone. As he stood in his morning-gown

reflecting upon the recent affair, his boy came in, bringing a plain

black suit of fine quality, suggesting that he try if it would do, and

adding apologetically that breakfast was now prepared. The clothing

fitted perfectly. Romney realized that they had been made overnight

from the dimensions of his old suit, which did not appear again. He

wondered if such a thing could be done outside of China.

McLean was both light and heavy upon his mind as he transferred his few

belongings to the new coat. Drawing forth his hand, he found that it

contained currency of the empire to an amount that he had not seen since

the early days of his abandonment. It was an altogether comic-opera

amount.

He turned to the servant who stood by, grinning.

"If that one-eyed man comes back again," he said, "show him in."

"One-eye gone way down," grinned the boy.

"What's that?"

The boy made an eloquent gesture to betoken an open grave, supplementing

the picture which Romney felt mentally, with: "One-eye gone way down."

"Now, that's too bad," mused Romney. Then there was a crisp, brown,

small fish before him that made him forget.

That night the Doctor came for dinner--a cool, delicate meal,

exquisitely Chinese--rice, tea, several varieties of sea-food and small

high-colored vegetables. Ti Kung appeared alert for the welfare of his

guest.

"My dear Romney, I'm afraid things have been pretty dull for you here.

A little matter takes me to the Provincial Headquarters. Would you care

to come for the ride?"

The American learned more of his friend. Certain officials and older

students were encountered. Their deepest respect, even reverence, for

Ti Kung interested Romney, as well as their quick and animated interest

in himself as he showed acquaintance with their language.

There was a secret meeting which he could not enter, but he became aware

as he waited that the long halls of the provincial building were dotted

with groups of nobles and elders not in the least pleased with the

political activity of the younger men with which Dr. Ti Kung was

associated.

Presently Romney retired to the carriage to wait, leaving word with a

page for Ti Kung to be informed. Nobles and others were still entering

the building, often old men largely attended and in full regalia. A

native throng was collecting rapidly and cluttered the street at the

entrance of the building. The effects produced on the crowd by the

entrance of different personages were varied and absorbing. Some were

lauded; others brought forth scowls and mutterings. Excitement seethed

and cleared Romney's mind.

Ti Kung was not long in coming forth. He apologised for being detained,

quite as if the matter he had attended was of most trivial importance.

Even as he talked, the crowd thickened about the carriage, and pressed

against the wheels. Dr. Ti Kung leaned forward to speak to the driver,

who began to lash furiously at the heads and shoulders of the throng.

Romney was the first to see the long knife that whipped up from the

wheel, and was lucky enough to jerk the Doctor back into the seat in

time. A pistol was thrust into his hand.

"I regret we will have to fire," Ti Kung said.

Neither shot to kill, for the way was instantly cleared for the horses.

They passed out of the public square without further molestation.

Romney leaned forward whimsically and searched the Doctor's face.

"Quite the usual thing, is it?"

"Of late. They're just children."

"Are they apt to get any less good-natured?"

"Yes, they have suffered much. They do not understand."

Romney fingered the pistol. "I feel quite like a boy," he remarked.

"There's a charm about this thing. I never shot one before--without

everybody standing well back."

Ti Kung's hand darted over and touched Romney's appreciatively.

*4*

It was the end of the promised three days. Romney was dressing for

dinner when there was a tap at the inlaid door, and Dr. Ti Kung entered

with grave smile and hand outstretched. For just a second he had looked

into Romney's eyes. His manner showed neither relief nor surprise; nor

did he offer any comment upon the rallied manhood which he must have

observed.

Romney had climbed a stiff grade in the three days. They went below for

dinner, but it was not until their coffee was served and the catfooted

servant was gone, that Dr. Ti Kung appeared to note the patience of his

companion.

"Doubtless, Mr. Romney," he began, "you have been wondering a good deal

why I brought you to my home, and toward what end things were trending

here. The time has come for me to enlighten you somewhat."

The American lit a pipe he favoured and Dr. Ti Kung drew his chair

closer. They were alone.

"I saw you laughing there in the Street of the Lepers--or was it the

Street of the Ever-lasting Spring?" continued the Chinese. "To me it

symbolised the blending of America with my poor country. We are now

without veils between us. I was in a most serious mood that morning,

anxious with the weight of many affairs.

"You sat upon the stone steps with the beggars beside you, laughing.

You were in the glow of events--at one with those about you. You used

to say back in college, 'To hell with it,' that most ingenious of many

wonderful American remarks. I thought of that. I said to myself, 'Huan

Ti Kung, you are heavy; you are long-faced. Why should you bear your

burdens with such labour? If you fail, very good. If you win,

especially good, but having done the best you can--'To hell with it.'

"So you see, Mr. Romney, you offered me a fine message that morning, and

after all I was very fond of you from the beginning. So, here we are.

I promise you days of excitement. You have seen from the little episode

in front of the Provincial House last night, that all China does not

love me. I counted it a good omen that you saved me from a wound. You

may have the pleasure again. But supposing you had not, or supposing

you were not quite so quick the next time--'To hell with it!'"

Romney leaned forward. He knew that the foregoing was simply the

Oriental way of introducing a subject of real moment. He felt new

inside, mind and will.

Dr. Ti Kung continued:

"I look upon you now with great satisfaction. You are free and

adventurous, and you are my strong friend. You are a mind--an

interpreter of our life. We need all these things from you. You know

how poor China is distressed at this hour--"

He leaned forward and spoke very softly. The long low room in which they

dined was empty, yet the voice was pitched to reach Romney's ears and no

farther.

"... I did not go ashore in the Japanese ports on the way home, but I

heard much from those who did. It happened that I became so interested

in you that much of the first day here in Shanghai was consumed. The

three days since, I have been catching up, studying the events that came

to pass during the two weeks' voyage--events, Mr. Romney, that the world

is too intensely occupied to notice, but which we Chinese regard with

finality and deepest foreboding.

"As you perhaps know, the Japanese have demanded from us all that we

hold dear. They are a fighting people, whetted by recent victories.

There are three parties here in China: Old China, which says 'We will

temporize,' the Middle Party which says, 'We will fight,' and the

party--"

Romney knew instinctively that the destiny of Ti Kung was aligned with

this third one; and yet he supposed that it was also a fighting destiny.

"And the third one," the Doctor repeated, "which believes that war as

the Japanese know it; that war as it is being waged on French and Polish

and Carpathian fields at this moment, is a stupid and ancient activity,

having no part with what the best men of all countries know--"

"But," said Romney, "it's the Japanese way. They may bring the fighting

to you--fighting such as they know. You may say that war is archaic

rot, but if it is to be met, must it not be met with force?"

"Of course, but not with force of the same nature," said Dr. Ti Kung.

"You mean to say that this third party in China is going to stand pat on

the expediency of toleration. The Hindus have taken a hundred years--"

"Not exactly that," said Dr. Ti Kung. "We believe that Japan can be

stupefied--even strangled."

A servant entered at this moment and spoke to Dr. Ti Kung--a hurried

sentence. Voices from the street now reached them, as if an outer door

had suddenly blown open.

Dr. Ti Kung arose quickly, beckoning Romney to follow. They made their

way to the rear of the house and into the garden.

"Another little engagement. So glad you appreciate these absurd

affairs. You have your pistol?"

"Yes--I have become attached to it."

Ti Kung thrust a packet of papers into Romney's hands.

"These are invaluable and safer with you. In case I am separated from

you or hurt, deliver the packet in person to the address in the inner

envelope, Tientsin. Now we must get over the masonry."

Together they lifted a bench from the poolside to the wall. Romney

helped his companion over the jagged glass on the coping. He then

removed his coat and laid it upon the top for his own passage over, his

hands and arms already bleeding. On the coping, he perceived that Ti

Kung was not alone below. Romney landed upon his feet between two

struggling figures. A knife burned his back. He kicked with effect in

the direction it came.

Meanwhile he called for Ti Kung, and a hand came up to him from below.

The assailant had vanished. Something in the touch of that hand made

him know that his friend was badly hurt.

"As little noise as you can, Romney," came a whisper. "There will be

others upon us. Are you hurt?"

"No, are you?"

"I am afraid--a little. Help me up. We must get away from here with

all speed. Have you the packet?"

Romney left him and sprang to the wall's coping for his coat, pulling it

loose from the glass. The papers dropped out as the coat fell.

"Yes," he answered, "I'm glad you mentioned that. I'll be more careful

hereafter."

"Do," said Ti Kung, regaining his feet.

They were in a passage of almost utter darkness. The Chinese was making

poor work of walking. The American lifted him forward and listened for

direction from a voice that grew weaker as moments passed. All was

silent behind.

"I need sewing up," the Chinese whispered. "It's very unfortunate....

That light ahead is the Grotto Road. We will be safe there. If

consciousness leaves me, put me in a carriage, paying the driver and

speaking the words, _Sarenji loopni_; then make your way as rapidly as

possible, taking the papers with you, to a gentleman named Minglapo, in

Merchant's Square, Tienstin--full directions inside outer envelope."

Romney reached the lights of Grotto Road with the form of the Oriental

sagging limp in his arms from loss of blood. It looked like death to

the American. The hardest, or possibly next to the hardest thing he

ever did, was to obey orders. It was very far from Romney's way to

leave a friend in a plight, but this he was called upon to do.

Whatever it meant, the driver seemed to understand, but to Romney, there

was something altogether too frail in the words _Sarenji loopni_ to send

a friend away with. The driver accepted his coin, closed the door of

the vehicle, and whipped away, leaving Romney standing alone under the

dim street light. He watched the vehicle out of sight, and began for

the first time to feel the effects of the night's activities. Under his

torn coat he was wet with blood. He transferred the packet of papers to

a safer pocket, lit his pipe thoughtfully, and then it occurred that he

must set out for Tientsin that night either by rail or the sea.

*5*

Minglapo was a dealer in inlays of wood and pearl and jewels. His shop

in Merchant's Square, Tientsin, was a still place of many riches.

Minglapo sat in the far shadows, an elderly Chinese of large unwrinkled

bulk and a voice like the wonderful water-music in Fingal's cave.

The large part of a week was required for Romney to reach this shop, for

they do not travel great distances over night as yet in China. When he

sat down before Minglapo his faculties at first were deeply occupied

with the problem of where he had seen this old master before. It dawned

upon him at last that he hadn't, but that Minglapo when he shut his eyes

was almost identical in feature and color with a death-mask of Beethoven

that had hung on his study-wall back in Palo Alto.

"I came from a gentleman named Dr. Ti Kung," Romney began.

Minglapo bowed.

"My orders were not very explicit. I believe that there was an

order-book that he asked me to deliver to you," the American resumed,

perfectly aware that a direct statement of facts would have

discountenanced the Oriental. "It was all very hurried at the last. He

was stricken with illness in the street, and turning to me, a

comparative stranger, asked me to deliver this package to you. With

that he was helped into a carriage and driven away."

"Yes," said Minglapo, raising his eyebrows just a trifle, "the

order-book--you have it?"

Romney was startled at the English, quick, concise--the speech of a

Chinese who had been among the younger peoples for many years. He drew

forth the yellow packet and gave it to the other.

Now Minglapo was sitting upon a raised dais, several sumptuous rugs

between him and the polished wood. He sat upon his limbs, and smoked

continuously.

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