The white man on watch had seen the more favoured members of the crew

return from the port in song and sottishness. He thought of the lights

of Shanghai up the river, beyond fourteen miles of foul marsh mist. His

own various and recent miseries had often recurred. On this night that

the _John Dividend_ dropped anchor off the Shanghai port, they brought

the white man a kind of madness. There was nothing in particular to

watch. Overside, the sea and dark were one, though the ship was

surrounded by Chinese junks. Some of the junks were manned by begging

lepers, but the needy would have fared ill from the mercy of the _John

Dividend's_ crew.

As if moved by an involuntary impulse, the white man tumbled forward

into the dark. The junks shot toward the splash, like a school of sharks

after a chunk of pork. The nearest dragged in the prize, and the

forward deck of the _John Dividend_ was left without a watch. This was

not exactly a loss, since the missing man as a sailor was equally

worthless above and below, but there was a bad debt and a bad name left

behind, consequently a memory. McLean held the memory and the missing

man's note for five pounds.

Dawn was upon the water as the junk approached the city. From either

bank came the shrill voices of the river-dwellers not unlike the waking

sound of winged scavengers. Hoarse shouts were heard ahead. The American

buried his face while the last drunken party of the _John Dividend_

pulled past, headed for the ship. When the voices could be heard no

more, the fugitive raised his head, shuddering. It was then that he

noticed the other occupant of his own junk--a hairless female without

hand, without teeth, with an empty socket in the place of one eye. She

manipulated the oars by means of straps attached from her wrists to the

handles. A child was in her lap, and the child was so far clean.

This was the creature who had helped him into the boat before light, who

had touched him. When the junk bumped into the masonry of the city's

front, he tossed a silver dollar into the leper's dress. She screamed

for more as she would have done had the piece been a double-eagle.

Fearful lest she should spring at him, the white man threw another coin

into her lap and fled.

Yet after all, he took Shanghai with something of a smile that day. The

first thought was to get clean clothes, but there is always formality

and inconvenience about such purchases that are not connected with the

barter of rum.

Within a few hours he had fallen once more into the great drift; resumed

his classic jaunt over Asia and the Islands. It had begun far up a

certain big yellow drain many months before.

Of the two days which followed, only distorted passages that touched

McLean, the money-lender, came to surface. Certain foreigners, however,

were stopped upon the streets of Shanghai by a dilapidated American who

seemed to have a wild laugh back in his brain, and who inquired with

manner, "Has the _John Dividend_ put to sea?"

The drift took him at length to the Walled City where a white man may

truly be lost, and where countless animals, roughly shaped like men,

move about to a dirge-like beat of many afflictions and seem waiting for

death.

Three days after the white man disappeared into the walled city of

Shanghai, a great liner's nose cleaved the yellow water off Woosung. On

the hurricane deck, well away from the enthusiastic party of American

tourists, a small slant-eyed man stood alone by the landward rail. To

him every puff of the warm breeze was lotus and memory-laden, though he

kept his sentiments in chilled steel.

"_Dr. Huan Ti Kung, San Francisco to Shanghai,_" was all the ship's

registry told of him.... He might have been twenty or forty, as you

preferred. One couldn't tell anything definite from the styleless black

suit and hat he wore, nor from the sombre repose of the classically

Chinese face.

Throughout the final two hours of the passage between Nagasaki and the

Shanghai port, Dr. Ti Kung did not once leave the liner's deck. The

ship was now churning the yellow emptyings of the Yang-tze, and that

which held his eyes ahead, looked very much like a swamp to the eyes of

the Americans and English. To Dr. Ti Kung it was not marshland, but the

garment's hem of the Mother Empire, not seen these many years. There

were no tears in his eyes; it is doubtful if his pulse had quickened.

It is dangerous to suggest the nature of a yellow man's emotion. None

but a yellow man could understand exactly. Yet this was certain, Dr. Ti

Kung had not stood on the deck heretofore during the three weeks' voyage

from San Francisco. He had not gone ashore in Japanese ports. The

expression on his face was as serene and contemplative as usual while

the liner lay on the different days in the three harbours of Nippon. But

the face of the yellow man is not an authoritative document.

The recent ten years in America had been years of much movement, study

and mystery. He had lived much in college towns, in Toronto, Vancouver,

also in California and New England. It had not been the mere matter of

an education, though he had specialised rather extensively at chemistry

and biology. Plentiful education is to be had in Peking.

Dr. Ti Kung had made friends in America. There were Americans of his own

age who had tried to know him as a white man knows another. It may be

certain of these believed they succeeded. The Chinese accepted with

equal mind the condescension of his inferiors, who held the belief that

the Celestial Empire was a kind of giant laundry, and the frank,

emotional friendliness of those of his classmates and business

affiliates who had found that he was equally prodigious as athlete and

student. His was a manner of profound gentility, with a mental

background sumptuous in colour and experience. To Dr. Ti Kung most of

these Americans were acquaintances, nothing more. The word _friend_ in

his language was something to which only the best aspired.

In spite of his various appearances for a year or more in different

colleges and commercial establishments, none of these affairs had made

up the real life of Dr. Ti Kung, nor had anything to do with his present

journey home. He had not worked for money. A certain class of American

acquaintances had found him not only approachable for temporary benefit

but admirable in forgetfulness as he was unswerving in bestowal. His

material means seemed inexhaustible from the first. A large portion of

his life in America was unaccounted for, except by the few men and women

whose lips were as well governed as his own.

Dr. Ti Kung made himself very small in the crowded launch on the way up

the river, and was one of the first to step forth upon the stones of the

Bund. A word to a coolie there and his baggage and other matters of

disembarkation were taken from his hands. He moved into the foreign

quarter swiftly, passing through the streets with as little interest as

if it were a daily custom. A mile deep in the Nankin Road, well past

the row of German tobacconists, he hailed a particular 'rickshaw coolie

from a group and was carried by a round-about journey through the

northeast gate of the Walled City. Here Dr. Ti Kung sniffed; at least

something of relaxation was for the first time apparent. His

surroundings were not pleasant, but it was China herself.

The street had now narrowed to a passageway. There was not room for two

'rickshaws. The beggars were forced to move back close to the

stall-fronts as he passed, and the progress of his coolie was

necessarily slow. Presently the passage was broken by a series of broad

stone steps to the right. Half way up these, in the midst of a group of

beggars, sat a white man, very drunk. He appeared to be expounding some

great matter in a lingual mixture straight from nowhere. His head

rocked leisurely from side to side. But one eyelid could withstand its

heaviness at a time. On occasion both of the lids would drop, whereupon

the white man's hand would fumble to his face and prop up the nearest

with a very soiled finger, an effort that quite commanded his faculties

so that speech halted for the moment.

Dr. Ti Kung spoke to the 'rickshaw coolie, who halted promptly. Leaning

forward, he surveyed the figure with thoughtful interest. It now

appeared that an insect threatened the lean inflamed face of the

American, for the propping finger was withdrawn and waved laboriously

before the beaked nose, the eyelids meanwhile falling in abandon. Just

a word was spoken from the 'rickshaw and the next instant the figure on

the steps was alone. Dr. Ti Kung now took one shoulder, ordering his

coolie to the other, and the American was lifted to his feet. Walking

rigidly on either side, they steadied the limp and slender giant to the

vehicle, where he sprawled across the wheel and was pushed with

considerable effort into the seat. He sighed luxuriously and called for

a cigarette. Dr. Ti Kung brought forth his case, lit the match, and

resumed his way on foot, a man's length or more behind the 'rickshaw.

Thus they proceeded for some distance along the numerous unsavoury

passages. Keeping to a direction was impossible in trending the

intricate alley-ways; the coolie seemed merely to be following the paths

of greatest smell.

By degrees the novelty of the ride wore off for the tall fellow in the

'rickshaw. Even the cigarette stump, burning into the padding of the

seat, failed to interest him. The eyes of Dr. Ti Kung, walking behind,

were presently held to the back of the vehicle which strained and

creaked outrageously. A moment later, it stopped. Stepping forward and

around, the Chinese gentleman found his 'rickshaw coolie standing like a

faithful horse, waiting to be extricated from the embrace of the

American who had launched forward over the handles, with the intention

seemingly of depositing himself upon the neck and shoulders of the

native. He had not altogether succeeded. Dr. Ti Kung decided that his

charge must have a change.

They were now at the junction of the passage and a broader artery, where

a barbershop was in operation, partly upon the corner and partly within

doors. Dr. Ti Kung beckoned and three of the barbers were at his side

in an instant. The idea was not broached to the white man. He was

seized and benched, lather applied at once. He had evidently met

Chinese at home. His jaw hardened and he appeared to await some

brutality from without, before taking exception to events. At the first

scrape of the blade, however, he lay back at ease--a white man's long

training under the knife.

Meanwhile the chief barber, disdaining other than to officiate in the

present activity, turned to Dr. Ti Kung as if resuming a conversation

halted yesterday:

"... The amazement of this low-minded proprietor in having his

unmentionable shop patronized by so enlightened a personage, is without

bounds and earth-defying." He produced a water-pipe of silver mounting

and proceeded: "To say nothing of this illustrious foreigner who thus

disguises his exalted rank--"

"You suffer from slight misconception," said Dr. Ti Kung, "only as

regards the companion of this foreign prince. Behold in myself a rural

born of lowest degree--"

The barber drowned the utterances in the loud bubbling of his

water-pipe. "This day will ever linger in the memory of one degraded

chief of barbers, for the patronage of a court companion of the great

Yi--"

Dr. Ti Kung again courteously depreciated himself, and they turned to

the American. The chief of barbers said:

"The illustrious one now occupying the chair has relapsed in revery,

having given no directions. Is it desirable that the entire head be

denuded?"

Ti Kung uncovered his own queue-less head. "Let the hair be

short-cropped merely, as this of his servant--and the features shaven."

"So be," said the chief, shuffling over to direct the operators. In a

moment he was back in his position beside the Chinese gentleman.

"This illiterate one," he began again, as the gurgling of the water-pipe

was renewed, "perceived in the reports today that the wrestler, Kwong,

won all honours in the athletic contests at the Imperial Pavilion. His

prowess has doubtless come under court attention before. Today the

trained cormorant of the Mandarin Pih has proved to be the best diver in

a tournament that has been held three successive days on the river.

Probably, however, this fact is already known to one whose relatives

recline in the Yellow Palanquin...."

Just now one of the barbers drew back a step to survey his half-finished

task. The eyes of the others were drawn to the strange voices at the

turning of the street. A small party of American tourists, exploring

the Walled City, had reached this point. Dr. Ti Kung recognised the

party as belonging to the ship he had left this morning. Just at this

moment the white man leaped up from the barber's chair and staggered

forth, waving his hands. Dr. Ti Kung observed that his charge had been

whipped back to consciousness by the voices of the tourist party.

The Chinese gentleman spoke quickly, a low, intense order. One of the

barbers darted after the white man who had turned down an alley-way to

the rear of the shop, Dr. Ti Kung following leisurely. A moment later,

he watched without concern while two brawny bare-shouldered natives

overcame the half-shaven one, and carried him through the nearest

door.... It was still early in the day. The tourist party had passed

on.

*2*

The white man awoke several hours later on the floor of a small stone

cell containing one table and one chair. The chair was cemented to the

floor. He had not jarred it loose, though the cell was so small that

his body had been forced to adjust itself to it during sleep. The table

was also stationary. The door was of heavy black wood, intended to

preserve silence from without and possibly from within. There was a

small metal disc in the door and by the finger-marks around it, the

prisoner grasped the fact that it doubtless covered a hole.

Gaining his feet he had to bend considerably to put his mouth to the

opening. He called and turned his ear to the disc for answer. He was

about to make further outcry when he heard a peculiar scuffling step in

a distant corridor. It soon halted before the door and inquired in a

nasal, whining tone, something which sounded like:

"_Pai ning?_"

The white man now recalled that he was in China. Recollections came

quickly. He sank down into the chair, the thick table pressing against

him. He heard the scuffling step depart and wondered what he was in

for. There was no doubt in his mind regarding the nature of the place.

There is a similarity to such places around the world. The stationary

table and chair, however, were new.

He was dry. He was in pain. His face felt sticky, and rubbing his

fingers across it, he was at first inclined to doubt his senses. The

right side of his face witnessed to several days neglect, while the left

cheek and part of the chin were cleanly shaven.

"_Pai ning,_" he repeated. "Or was it _pai ning_?"

He could not tell. He remembered a native barber, but did not know if

this were a new day or still last night. The last he remembered clearly

was a vow of mortal friendship delivered in Shropshire dialect by a

sailor from his Majesty's cruiser _Dunedin_, and that they were about to

anoint the vow in a bar-room close to the water-front. He wondered if

all the lights had gone out at that instant or just his own. He patted

his face in several places, regarding his hands intently in the gloom

for blood, but none appeared. He was all right muscularly; the choking

which he experienced was to be expected. Now the vital questions

appeared: How long was he in for? Had he been tried?

"_Pai ning,_" he repeated. "Yes, that's what he said."

He now arose and shoved back the metal disc once more, but his call was

touched with a different respect. Listening was again rewarded with the

scuffling step and a whining voice.

"_Pai ning?_"

"Sure! _Pai ning_," said the American.

There was hesitation without, after which the question was repeated.

The prisoner explained his need for drink in Chinese and found himself

making signs of draining a fourth-dimension cup against the black door.

The scuffling retreated.

He now relapsed in awe. His first impulse had been to use strength. He

was aware of his strength because it had been tested and failed. The

awe had to do with thirst. He had felt this before and became deadly

afraid at the memory. He pressed his body into the seat again and

cleared his throat.

Just now there was a voice in the corridor, a key in the door, and a

Chinese gentleman in European attire entered smilingly, holding out his

hand. The white man took the hand and tried to recall where he had seen

that face before. It had nothing to do with China, nothing to do with

recent years, yet somewhere before he had seen that smile, and something

was glad within him.

"Well, Mr. Romney," said Dr. Ti Kung, "did you rest well?"

"Let me have a cigarette," the other said unsteadily.

A certain case was proffered again.

"Thanks. You haven't a touch of heartener--have you?"

"I have ordered refreshments," said Dr. Ti Kung, lighting a match.

"How did you hear of my trouble?"

"Trouble?"

"Well, the fact is," said Romney, "I was not altogether there when it

happened--just a sort of night-shift working.... What did I do?"

Dr. Ti Kung lit a cigarette. "This morning in passing by the

waterfront," he began pleasantly, "I came upon you in the midst of a

group of friends--sitting and talking, you know. I recognized you at

once, waited until you were not engaged. We had a short ride in my

'rickshaw up to the street of the Everlasting Spring. Here you became

restless; you were not feeling yourself. We stopped at a barber-shop,

but you were impatient to be off. In fact, you insisted upon leaving

before the--"

Romney smiled painfully, passing his hand again over his half-shaven

face. However, a certain appreciation formed in his mind for the man

who described his condition so delicately.

"And after that?"

Dr. Ti Kung hesitated.... Here the door swung back on silent hinges and

the old man whom the American had called to through the chink, scuffed

in with glasses and a bottle. He made a curious little bobbing bow to

Dr. Ti Kung, and scuffed out.

Romney added, when the door had closed: "I mean the lock-up, this

calaboose, what am I in for?"

"This is not a jail. You're merely in one of our examination cells."

The other turned white and arose.

"What am I enlisting for? Some conscript mess I got into with your

countrymen?"

"Not at all," laughed Dr. Ti Kung. "This is an educational institution;

this chamber is connected with one of our colleges. We put aspiring

young men in these chambers together with a set of questions and a large

quantity of white paper, leaving them in quiet contemplation until the

questions are answered. Here, exchange of thoughts with any other

student is impossible and one is able to put his best concentration upon

the task."

"I see," said the American, looking about at the thickness of the stone

walls.

"Our young literati," continued Dr. Ti Kung, "are rigorously brought

up." He eyed Romney with narrowed lids through the smoke. "It so

happened that this place was at hand when you required rest, so we

carried you in. By the way, you are very light for your length."

Romney did not appear to hear the observations, but leaned toward the

other, saying apologetically, "You'll have to excuse me, but I give it

up. My head is bad. Where did I meet you before?"

Dr. Ti Kung almost smiled. "The first time, I believe, was at a certain

field-meet in the Santa Clara valley."

"Lord, that's more than seven years. I have you. I was fit that day--"

"You were fit this morning," beamed Dr. Ti Kung.

Another drink came. Romney was more cheerful.

"Say, what's this _pai ning_ stuff in use here? I know the expression,

but didn't get the connection."

"_Pal ning?_" repeated Ti Kung.

"You've got it. That's the way he said it."

"Why, that means literally, 'f-i-n-ee-s-h-e-d?' It had to do with the

examination papers. The hall-boy came at your call. His duty was to

inquire if your work was done before turning the key."

"It wasn't," said Romney thoughtfully.

He was thinking of the day of that field-meet in the Santa Clara valley.

He had been a distance runner of sorts, a bit too fine physically--a

little cough in the throat that had stuck until he came to China, but a

superb bit of health compared to the red panting animal he had become in

the past nine months.... His throat was cooled; his whole nerve-system

had leaped to the stimulant which Ti Kung had ordered. Romney laughed.

He wouldn't even have been able to think as coherently as this, but for

the two recent drinks. It was a deep ironical laugh from somewhere

within, possibly from the soul of things.... Running--and a victory had

thrilled him. Cheap things to thrill over. He hadn't asked much in

those days. Now he was an inflamed pig, half-bearded, in soiled white

clothing that he could get the smell of.... He had sincerely tried to

arrive at the end of himself, but he had put on a belated kind of

toughness in the years of Asia. He wondered if he would go on trying,

or square about and regain something of his old form--form of mind as

well as form of body, his old form among men.

Romney looked up at Ti Kung and laughed again. This very thought of

rehabilitation was not from the wreck that he felt himself to have

become, but from the fresh warmth of alcohol.... No, he had done his

living. If he got well enough to think connectedly for any length of

time, a certain two weeks would rush back and make a monkey of him. No,

this was a false note--this idea of regaining form. He didn't want form

among men. Nothing would be interesting. The Immortal had spoiled all

the rest. Even China would bore him. And she was gone--on her own

blessed highway. It had seemed good to put an end to himself out of

extreme boredom of days, but he hadn't counted on being tough as

blacksnake.... He would be kicked and trampled around Asia a little

longer until something broke--something that had been so perversely

strong inside of him.

He looked to find Dr. Ti Kung smiling contentedly and without haste.

The Chinese had understood the laugh. It was remarkable how this little

yellow man understood. It had been the same, many years ago. They had

all commented upon it. They had always found Ti Kung on the dot,

without haste, without raising his voice. It was so now.... Why had he

stopped to pick up a ruffian white man on the street? Romney felt

himself leaning on the other. He hated it, but didn't lie to himself

about it.... His hand crept to his face--one clean side, one hairy one.

It was like him. He swallowed the shame of it.

"Well," he said, "what are we going to do about all this?"

"I will tell you in three days," said Dr. Ti Kung.

There was something so authoritative, so decisive and prepared, in the

statement that Romney identified it with a clean side. It had to do

with climbing out.... This man was on the dot. His eyes were full of

fire, yet hard-held, steady and kind; full of reason and order. Three

days. Ti Kung meant three days. There was no lying, no leaning in

that. He had a design. There was something to Romney in his own

weakness and vacillation, like the splendour of God in this capacity of

vision, this steadiness of eye and clarity of speech; white strength of

hand and hard-held manhood.

"And what now?" he remarked. Even in this rare moment of

self-examination, he did not know it, but he asked that last question

like a child.

He was spared the pathos.

"We'll go to my home," said Dr. Ti Kung. "It's not a 'rickshaw this

time. I have ordered a carriage. I take great pleasure in bringing you

to my home."

Romney drew his hand across his chin. The other touched his arm.

"All that will be attended to. Don't let's think of it. You will find

that all is ready for you."

*3*

The scent of soap in the fountain-place of the Ti Kung house might be

considered by some a preposterous detail, but it was real to Romney. It

had to do with Longstruth's, on a certain night when he had felt himself

to be a far more reckonable person even than on the day of the

field-meet at Palo Alto which brought him a trophy or two. It was on a

night about mid-way in the Moira Kelvin revelations when it suddenly

appeared that she was wavering a little. Hope lifted and he had felt

fit to conquer continents. But that had passed. He had somehow

diminished again.

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