ATMOSPHERE

The stars lie above all countries alike, but the atmosphere that

intervenes is denser in one place than in another; and even where

it is purest, if once its atoms catch the sunlight, it cuts off the

prospect beyond. In some climates the veil of earthly weather is so

thick and blotted that even the plodder with his eyes on the ground

finds its density inconvenient, and misses his way home. The advantage

of having eyes is neutralized at such moments, and it would be better

to have retained the power of going on all fours and being guided by

scent. In fact human beings everywhere are like marine animals and live

in a congenial watery medium, which like themselves is an emanation

of mother earth; and they are content for the most part to glide

through it horizontally at their native level. They ignore the third,

the vertical dimension; or if they ever get some inkling of empty

heights or rigid depths where they could not breathe, they dismiss

that speculative thought with a shudder, and continue to dart about in

their familiar aquarium, immersed in an opaque fluid that cools their

passions, protects their intellect from mental dispersion, keeps them

from idle gazing, and screens them from impertinent observation by

those who have no business in the premises.

The stellar universe that silently surrounds them, if while swimming

they ever think of it, seems to them something foreign and not quite

credibly reported. How should anything exist so unlike home, so out of

scale with their affairs, so little watery, and so little human? Their

philosophers confirm them in that incredulity; and the sea-caves hold

conclaves of profound thinkers congregated to prove that only fog can

be real. The dry, their council decrees, is but a vain abstraction, a

mere negative which human imagination opposes to the moist, of which

alone, since life is moist, there can be positive experience.

As for the stars, these inspired children of the mist have discovered

that they are nothing but postulates of astronomy, imagined for a

moment to exist, in order that a beautiful human science may be

constructed about them. Duller people, born in the same fog, may not

understand so transcendental a philosophy, but they spontaneously

frame others of their own, not unlike it in principle. In the middle

of the night, when the starlight best manages to pierce to the lowest

strata of the air, these good people are asleep; yet occasionally when

they are returning somewhat disappointed from a party, or when illness

or anxiety or love-hunger keeps them pacing their chamber or tossing

in their beds, by chance they may catch a glimpse of a star or two

twinkling between their curtains. Idle objects, they say to themselves,

like dots upon the wall-paper. Why should there be stars at all, and

why so many of them? Certainly they shed a little light and are pretty;

and they are a convenience sometimes in the country when there is no

moon and no lamp-posts; and they are said to be useful in navigation

and to enable the astronomers to calculate sidereal time in addition

to solar time, which is doubtless a great satisfaction to them. But

all this hardly seems to justify such an expense of matter and energy

as is involved in celestial mechanics. To have so much going on so far

away, and for such prodigious lengths of time, seems rather futile and

terrible. Who knows? Astrologers used to foretell people's character

and destiny by their horoscope; perhaps they may turn out to have been

more or less right after all, now that science is coming round to

support more and more what our fathers called superstitions. There may

be some meaning in the stars, a sort of code-language such as Bacon put

into Shakespeare's sonnets, which would prove to us, if we could only

read it, not how insignificant, but how very important we are in the

world, since the very stars are talking about us.

The safest thing, however, is to agree with the great idealists, who

say there are really no stars at all. Or, if their philosophy seems

insecure--and there are rumours that even the professors are hedging

on the subject--we can always take refuge in faith, and think of the

heavenly bodies as beautiful new homes in which we are to meet and work

together again when we die; and as in time we might grow weary even

there, with being every day busier and busier, there must always be

other stars at hand for us to move to, each happier and busier than the

last; and since we wish to live and to progress for ever, the number of

habitable planets provided for us has to be infinite. Certainly faith

is far better than science for explaining everything.

So the embryonic soul reasons in her shell of vapour; her huddled

philosophy is, as it were, pre-natal, and discredits the possibility

of ever peeping into a cold outer world. Yet in time this shell may

grow dangerously thin in places, and a little vague light may filter

through. Strange promptings and premonitions at the same time may visit

the imprisoned spirit, as if it might not be impossible nor inglorious

to venture into a world that was not oneself. At last, willy-nilly, the

soul may be actually hatched, and may suddenly find herself horribly

exposed, cast perhaps on the Arabian desert, or on some high, scorched,

open place that resembles it, like the uplands of Castile. There the

rarefied atmosphere lets the stars down upon her overwhelmingly, like a

veritable host of heaven. There the barren earth entwines few tentacles

about the heart; it stretches away dark and empty beneath our feet, a

mere footstool for meditation. It is a thing to look away from, too

indifferent and accidental even to spurn; for after all it supports

us, and though small and extinguished it is one of the stars. In these

regions the shepherds first thought of God.

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