"A generous friendship no cold medium knows."--POPE.
Mrs. Redmond is sitting on a centre ottoman, darning stockings. This
is her favorite pastime, and never fails her. When she isn't darning
stockings, she is always scolding the cook, and as her voice, when
raised, is not mellifluous, her family, in a body, regard the
work-basket with reverential affection, and present it to her notice
when there comes the crash of broken china from the lower regions, or
when the cold meat has been unfairly dealt with.
She is of the lean cadaverous order of womankind, and is bony to the
last degree. Her nose is aquiline, and, as a rule, pale blue. As this
last color might also describe her eyes, there is a depressing want of
contrast about her face. Her lips are thin and querulous, and her
hair--well, she hasn't any hair, but her wig is flaxen.
As Clarissa enters, she hastily draws the stocking from her hand, and
rises to greet her. A faint blush mantles in her cheek, making one at
once understand that in by-gone days she had probably been considered
pretty.
"So unexpected, my dear Clarissa," she says, with as pleased a smile
as the poor thing ever conjures up, and a little weakness at the
knees, meant for a courtesy. "So very glad to see you,"--as, indeed,
she is.
In her earlier days she had been called a belle,--by her own
people,--and had been expected, accordingly, to draw a prize in the
marriage-market. But Penelope Proude had failed them, and, by so
doing, had brought down eternal condemnation on her head. In her
second season she had fallen foolishly but honestly in love with a
well-born but impecunious curate, and had married him in spite of
threats and withering sneers. With one consent her family cast her off
and consigned her to her fate, declaring themselves incapable of
dealing with a woman who could wilfully marry a man possessed of
nothing. They always put a capital N to this word, and perhaps they
were right, as at that time all Charlie Redmond could call his own was
seven younger brothers and a tenor voice of the very purest.
As years rolled on, though Mrs. Redmond never, perhaps, regretted her
marriage, she nevertheless secretly acknowledged to herself a
hankering after the old life, a longing for the grandeur and riches
that accrued to it (the Proudes for generations had been born and bred
and had thriven in the soft goods line), and hugged the demoralizing
thought to her bosom that a little more trade and a little less blue
blood would have made her husband a degree more perfect.
It pleased her when the county families invited the youthful Cissy to
their balls; and it warmed her heart and caused her to forget the
daily shifts and worries of life when the duchess sent her fruit and
game, accompanied by kind little notes. It above all things reconciled
her to her lot, when the heiress of Gowran Grange pulled up her pretty
ponies at her door, and running in, made much of her and her children,
and listened attentively to her grievances, as only a sympathetic
nature can.
To-day, Clarissa's visit, being early, and therefore unconventional,
and for that reason the more friendly, sweetens all her surroundings.
Miss Peyton might have put in an appearance thrice in the day later
on, yet her visits would not have been viewed with such favor as is
this matutinal call.
"Cissy is out: she has gone to the village," says Mrs. Redmond,
scarcely thinking Clarissa has come all the way from Gowran to spend
an hour alone with her.
"I am sorry: but it is you I most particularly wanted to see. What a
delicious day it is! I walked all the way from Gowran, and the sun was
rather too much for me; but how cool it always is here! This room
never seems stuffy or over-heated, as other rooms do."
"It is a wretched place, quite wretched," says Mrs. Redmond, with a
depreciating glance directed at a distant sofa that might indeed be
termed patriarchal.
"What are you doing?" asks Clarissa, promptly, feeling she cannot with
any dignity defend the sofa. "Darning? Why can't I help you?--I am
sure I could darn. Oh, what a quantity of socks! Are they all broken?"
looking with awe upon the overflowing basket that lies close to Mrs.
Redmond's feet.
"Every one of them," replies that matron, with unction. "I can't think
how they do it, but I assure you they never come out of the wash
without innumerable tears." Whether she is alluding, in her graceful
fashion, to her children or their socks, seems at present doubtful. "I
sometimes fancy they must take their boots off and dance on the sharp
pebbles to bring them to such a pass; but they say they don't. Yet
how to account for this?" She holds up one bony hand, decorated with a
faded sock, in a somewhat triumphant fashion, and lets three emaciated
fingers start to life through the toe of it.
"Do let me help you," says Clarissa, with entreaty, and, stooping to
the basket, she rummages there until she produces a needle, a thimble,
and some thread. "I dare say I shall get on splendidly, if you will
just give me a hint now and then and tell me when I am stitching them
up too tightly."
This hardly sounds promising, but Mrs. Redmond heeds her not.
"My dear, pray do not trouble yourself with such uninteresting work,"
she says, hastily. "It really makes me unhappy to see you so employed;
and that sock of all others,--it is Bobby's, and I'm sure there must
be something wrong with his heels. If you insist on helping me, do try
another."
"No, I shall stitch up Bobby, or die in the attempt," says Miss
Peyton, valiantly. "It is quite nice work, I should think, and so
easy. I dare say after a time I should love it."
"Should you?" says Mrs. Redmond. "Well, perhaps; but for myself, I
assure you, though no one will believe it, I abhor the occupation.
There are moments when it almost overcomes me,--the perpetual in and
out of the needle, you will understand,--it seems so endless. Dear,
dear, there was a time when I was never obliged to do such menial
services, when I had numerous dependants to wait on me to do my
bidding But then"--with a deep sigh, that sounds like a blast from
Boreas--"I married the vicar."
"And quite right, too," says Clarissa, with a cheerful little nod,
seeing Mrs. Redmond has mounted her high horse and intends riding him
to the death. "I myself shouldn't hesitate about it, if I only got the
chance. And indeed where could any one get a more charming husband
than the dear vicar."
"Well, well, it was a foolish match notwithstanding," says Mrs.
Redmond, with a smile and a wan sort of blush; "though certainly at
that time I don't deny he was very fascinating. Such a voice, my dear!
and then his eyes were remarkably fine."
"'Were'--_are_, you mean," says the crafty Clarissa, knowing that
praise of her husband is sweet to the soul of the faded Penelope, and
that the surest means of reducing her to a pliant mood is to permit
her to maunder on uninterruptedly about past glories, and dead hours
rendered bright by age. To have her in her kindest humor, before
mentioning the real object of her visit, must be managed, at all
risks. "Yours was a love-match, wasn't it?" she says, coaxingly. "Do
tell me all about it." (She has listened patiently to every word of it
about a hundred times before.) "I do so like a real love-affair."
"There isn't much to tell," says Mrs. Redmond, who is quite delighted,
and actually foregoes the charm of darning, that she may the more
correctly remember each interesting detail in her own "old story;"
"but it was all very sudden,--very; like a tornado, or a whirlwind, or
those things in the desert that cover one up in a moment. First we met
at two croquet-parties,--yes, two,--and then at a dinner at the
Ramseys, and it was at the dinner at the Ramseys' that he first
pressed my hand. I thought, my dear, I should have dropped, it was
such a downright, not-to-be-got-over sort of squeeze. Dear me, I can
almost feel it now," says Mrs. Redmond, who is blushing like a girl.
"Yes. Do go on," says Clarissa, who, in reality, is enjoying herself,
intensely.
"Well, then, two days afterwards, to my surprise, he called with some
tickets for a concert, to which my mamma, who suspected nothing, took
me. There we met again, and it was there, right, as one might say,
under mamma's nose, he proposed to me. He was very eloquent, though he
was obliged to speak rather disconnectedly, owing to the music
stopping now and then and my mamma being of a suspicious turn: but he
was young in those days, my dear, and well favored, no doubt. So we
got married."
"That is the proper ending to all pretty stories. But is it true,"
says Clarissa, with a wiliness really horrible in one so young, "that
just at that time you refused a splendid offer, all for the vicar's
sake?"
"Splendid is a long word," says Mrs. Redmond, trying to speak
carelessly, but unmistakably elated, "yet I must confess there is some
truth in the report to which you allude. Sir Hubert Fitz-Hubert was a
baronet of very ancient lineage, came over with the Conqueror, or
King Alfred, I quite forget which, but it was whichever was the
oldest: that I know. He was, in fact, a trifle old for me, perhaps,
and not so rich as others I have known, but still a baronet. He
proposed to me, but I rejected him upon the spot with scorn, though he
went on his knees to me, and swore in an anguished frenzy, that he
would cut his throat with his razor if I refused to listen to his
suit! I did refuse, but I heard nothing more about the razor. I am
willing to believe he put some restraint upon his maddened feelings,
and refrained from inflicting any injury upon himself."
"Poor fellow!" says Clarissa, in a suspiciously choky tone.
"Then I espoused the vicar," says Mrs. Redmond, with a sentimental
sigh. "One does foolish things sometimes."
"That, now, was a wise one. I would not marry a king if I loved a
beggar. Altogether, you behaved beautifully, and just like a novel."
Feeling that the moment for action has arrived, as Mrs. Redmond is now
in a glow of pride and vanity well mixed, Clarissa goes on sweetly:
"I have some news for you."
"For me?"
"Yes, for you. I know how delicate you are, and how unable to manage
those two strong children you have at home. And I know, too, you have
been looking out for a suitable governess for some time, but you have
found a difficulty in choosing one, have you not?"
"Indeed I have."
"Well, I think I know some who will just suit you. She was at school
with me, and, though poor now, having lost both father and mother, is
of very good family, and well connected."
"But the salary?" says Mrs. Redmond, with some hesitation. "The salary
is the thing. I hear of no one now who will come for less than sixty
or seventy pounds a year at the lowest; and with Henry at school, and
Rupert's college expenses, forty pounds is as much as we can afford to
give."
"Miss Broughton will, I think, be quite content with that: she only
wants to be happy, and at rest, and she will be all that with you and
Cissy and Mr. Redmond. She is young, and it is her first trial, but
she is very clever: she has a really lovely voice, and paints
excessively well. Ethel has rather a taste for painting, has she not?"
"A decided talent for it. All my family were remarkable for their
artistic tendencies, so she, doubtless, inherits it; and--yes, of
course, it would be a great thing for her to have some one on the spot
to develop this talent, and train it. Your friend, you say, is well
connected?"
"Very highly connected, on her mother's side. Her father was a
lieutenant in the navy, and very respectable too, I believe; though I
know nothing of him."
"That she should be a lady is, of course, indispensable," says Mrs.
Redmond, with all the pride that ought to belong to softgoods people.
"I need hardly say _that_, I think. But why does she not appeal for
help to her mother's relations?"
"Because she prefers honest work to begging from those who up to this
have taken no notice of her."
"I admire her," says Mrs. Redmond, warmly. "If you think she will be
satisfied with forty pounds, I should like to try what she could do
with the children."
"I am very glad you have so decided. I know no place in which I would
rather see a friend of mine than here."
"Thank you, my dear. Then will you write to her, or shall I?"
"Let me write to her first, if you don't mind: I think I can settle
everything."
"Mind?--no, indeed: it is only too good of you to take so much trouble
about me."
To which Clarissa says, prettily,--
"Do not put it in that light: there is no pleasure so keen as that of
being able to help one's friends."
Then she rises, and, having left behind her three socks that no
earthly power can ever again draw upon a child's foot, so hopelessly
has she brought heel and sole together, she says good-by to Mrs.
Redmond, and leaves the room.
Outside on the avenue she encounters the vicar, hurrying home.
"Turn with me," she says, putting her hand through his arm. "I have
something to say to you."
"Going to be married?" asks he, gayly.
"Nonsense!"--blushing, in that he has so closely hit the mark. "It is
not of anything so paltry I would unburden my mind."
"Then you have nothing of importance to tell me," says the vicar; "and
I must go. Your story will keep: my work will not. I am in a great
hurry: old Betty Martin----"
"Must wait. I insist on it. Dying! nonsense! she has been dying every
week for three years, and you believe her every time. Come as far as
the gate with me."
"You command, I obey," says the vicar, with a sigh of resignation,
walking on beside his pet parishioner. "But if you could only
understand the trouble I am in with those Batesons you would know some
pity for me."
"What! again?" says Clarissa, showing, and feeling, deep compassion.
"Even so. This time about the bread. You know what unpleasant bread
they bake, and how Mrs. Redmond objects to it; and really it _is_ bad
for the children."
"It is poison," says Clarissa, who never does anything by halves, and
who is nothing if not sympathetic.
"Well so I said; and when I had expostulated with them, mildly but
firmly, and suggested that better flour might make better dough, and
they had declined to take any notice of my protest,--why, I just
ordered my bread from the Burtons opposite, and----"
The vicar pauses.
"And you have been happy ever since?"
"Well, yes, my dear. I suppose in a way I have; that is, I have ceased
to miss the inevitable breakfast-lecture on the darkness and
coarseness of the bread; but I have hardly gained on other points, and
the Batesons are a perpetual scourge. They have decided on never again
'darkening the church door' (their own words, my dear Clarissa),
because I have taken the vicarage custom from them. They prefer
imperilling their souls to giving up the chance of punishing me. And
now the question is, whether I should not consent to the slow
poisoning of my children, rather than drive my parishioners into the
arms of the Methodists, who keep open house for all comers below the
hill."
"I don't think I should poison the children," says Clarissa.
"But what is to become of my choir? Charlotte Bateson has the sweetest
voice in it, and now she will not come to church. I am at my wits' end
when I think of it all."
"I am going to supply Charlotte's place for you," says Clarissa,
slyly.
"Thank you, my dear. But, you see, you would never be in time. And,
unfortunately, the services must begin always at a regular hour.
Punctuality was the one thing I never could teach you,--that, and the
Catechism."
"What a libel!" says Clarissa. "I shouldn't malign my own teaching if
I were you. I am perfectly certain I could say it all now, this very
moment, from start to finish, questions and all, without a mistake.
Shall I?"
"No, no. I'll take your word for it," says the vicar, hastily. "The
fact is, I have just been listening to it at the morning school in the
village, and when one has heard a thing repeated fourteen times with
variations, one naturally is not ambitious of hearing it again, no
matter how profitable it may be."
"When I spoke of filling Charlotte's place," says Clarissa, "I did not
allude in any way to myself, but to----And now I am coming to my
news."
"So glad!" says the vicar; "I may overtake old Betty yet."
"I have secured a governess for Mrs. Redmond. Such a dear little
governess! And I want you to promise me to be more than usually kind
to her, because she is young and friendless and it is her first effort
at teaching."
"So that question is settled at last," says the vicar, with a deep--if
carefully suppressed--sigh of relief. "I am rejoiced, if only for my
wife's sake, who has been worrying herself for weeks past, trying to
replace the inestimable--if somewhat depressing--Miss Prood."
"Has she?" says Clarissa, kindly. "Worry is a bad thing. But to-day
Mrs. Redmond seems much better than she has been for a long time.
Indeed, she said so."
"Did she?" says the vicar, with a comical, transient smile, Mrs.
Redmond's maladies being of the purely imaginary order.
"What are you laughing at now?" asks Clarissa, who has marked this
passing gleam of amusement.
"At you, my dear, you are so quaintly humorous," replies he. "But go
on: tell me of this new acquisition to our household. Is she a friend
of yours?"
"Yes, a great friend."
"Then of course we shall like her."
"Thank you," says Clarissa. "She is very pretty, and very charming.
Perhaps, after all, I am doing a foolish thing for myself. How shall I
feel when she has cut me out at the vicarage?"
"Not much fear of that, were she Aphrodite herself. You are much too
good a child to be liked lightly or by halves. Well, good-by: you
won't forget about the flannel for the Batley twins?"
"I have it ready,--at least, half of it. How could I tell she was
going to have twins," says Clarissa, apologetically.
"It certainly was very inconsiderate of her," says the vicar, with a
sigh, as he thinks of the poverty that clings to the Batley _menage_
from year's end to year's end.
"Well, never mind; she shall have it all next week," promises
Clarissa, soothingly, marking his regretful tone; and then she bids
him farewell, and goes up the road again in the direction of her home.
She is glad to be alone at last. Her mission successfully
accomplished, she has now time to let her heart rest contentedly upon
her own happiness. All the events of the morning--the smallest word,
the lightest intonation, the most passing smile, that claimed Horace
as their father--are remembered by her. She dwells fondly on each
separate remembrance, and repeats to herself how he looked and spoke
at such-and-such moments.
She is happy, quite happy. A sort of wonder, too, mixes with her
delight. Only a few short hours ago she had left her home, free,
unbetrothed, with only hope to sustain her, and now she is returning
to it with her hope a certainty,--bound, heart and soul, to the
dearest, truest man on earth, as she believes.
How well he loves her! She had noticed his sudden paling when she had
begged for some delay before actually naming her "brydale day." She
had hardly believed his love for her was so strong, so earnest: even
she (how _could_ she? with tender self-reproach) had misjudged him,
had deemed him somewhat cold, indifferent; unknowing of the deep
stratum of feeling that lay beneath the outward calm of his demeanor.
Dear, dearest Horace! She will never disbelieve in him again; he is
her own now, her very own, and she loves him with all her heart, and
he loves just the same, and----Oh, if every woman in the world could
only be as happy as she is to-day, what a glorious place it would be!
Not that it is such a bad place, by any means, as some people would
lead one to imagine. Surely these are disagreeable people,
misanthropists, misogamists, and such like heretics; or else, poor
souls! they are in a bad strait, without present hope and without any
one to love them! This last seems, indeed, a misfortune.
Yet why abuse a lovely world? How bright the day is, how sweet and
fresh the air, though evening is nigh at hand! She hardly ever
remembers a September so fine, So free from damp; the very birds----
Had he thought her unloving or capricious when she pleaded for a
longer engagement? (Here the tears rise unbidden in her eyes.) Oh,
surely not; he understood her thoroughly; for had he not smiled upon
her afterwards?
So he will always smile. There shall never be any cross words or angry
frowns to chill their perfect love! Their lives will be a summer
dream, a golden legend, a pure, fond idyl.
Thus beguiling time with beliefs too sweet for earthly power to grant,
she hastens home, with each step building up another story in her airy
house, until at length she carries a castle, tall and stately, into
her father's house.