CHAPTER XIII.

First Vocation of Mademoiselle de la Valliere.--The King Surprises His

Mistress.--She is Forced to Retire to a Convent.--The King Hastens to

Take Her Back.--She Was Not Made for Court Life.--Her Farewell to the

King.--Sacrifice.--The Abbe de Bossuet.

What I am now about to relate, I have from her own lips, nor am I the

only one to whom she made such recitals and avowals.

Her father died when she was quite young, and, when dying, foresaw that

his widow, being without fortune or constancy, would ere long marry

again. To little Louise he was devotedly attached. Ardently embracing

her, he addressed her thus:

"In losing me, my poor little Louise, you lose all. What little there is

of my inheritance ought, undoubtedly, to belong to you; but I know your

mother; she will dispose of it. If my relatives do not show the interest

in you which your fatherless state should inspire, renounce this world

soon, where, separated from your father, there exists for you but danger

and misfortune. Two of my ancestors left their property to the nuns of

Saint Bernard at Gomer-Fontaines, as they are perfectly well aware. Go to

them in all confidence; they will receive you without a dowry even; it is

their duty to do so. If, disregarding my last counsel, you go astray in

the world, from the eternal abodes on high I will watch over you; I will

appear to you, if God empower me to do so; and, at any rate, from time to

time I will knock at the door of your heart to rouse you from your

baleful slumber and draw your attention to the sweet paths of light that

lead to God."

This speech of a dying father was graven upon the heart of a young girl

both timid and sensitive. She never forgot it; and it needed the fierce,

inexplicable passion which took possession of her soul to captivate her

and carry her away so far.

Before becoming attached to the King, she opened out her heart to me with

natural candour; and whenever in the country she observed the turrets or

the spire of a monastery, she sighed, and I saw her beautiful blue eyes

fill with tears.

She was maid of honour to the Princess Henrietta of England, and I filled

a like office. Our two companions, being the most quick-witted, durst

not talk about their love-affairs before Louise, so convinced were we of

her modesty, and almost of her piety.

In spite of that, as she was gentle, intelligent, and well-bred, the

Princess plainly preferred her to the other three. In temperament they

suited each other to perfection.

The King frequently came to the Palais Royal, where the bright, pleasant

conversation of his sister-in-law made amends for the inevitable boredom

which one suffered when with the Queen.

Being brought in such close contact with the King, who in private life is

irresistibly attractive, Mademoiselle de la Valliere conceived a violent

passion for him; yet, owing to modesty or natural timidity, it was plain

that she carefully sought to hide her secret. One fine night she and two

young persons of her own age were seated under a large oak-tree in the

grounds of Saint Germain. The Marquis de Wringhen, seeing them in the

moonlight, said to the King, who was walking with him, "Let us turn

aside, Sire, in this direction; yonder there are three solitary nymphs,

who seem waiting for fairies or lovers." Then they noiselessly

approached the tree that I have mentioned, and lost not a word of all the

talk in which the fair ladies were engaged.

They were discussing the last ball at the chateau. One extolled the

charms of the Marquis d'Alincour, son of Villeroi; the second mentioned

another young nobleman; while the third frankly expressed herself in

these terms:

"The Marquis d'Alincour and the Prince de Marcillac are most charming, no

doubt, but, in all conscience, who could be interested in their merits

when once the King appeared in their midst?

"Oh, oh!" cried the two others, laughing, "it's strange to hear you talk

like that; so, one has to be a king in order to merit your attention?"

"His rank as king," replied Mademoiselle de la Valliere, "is not the

astonishing part about him; I should have recognised it even in the

simple dress of a herdsman."

The three chatterers then rose and went back to the chateau. Next day,

the King, wholly occupied with what he had overheard on the previous

evening, sat musing on a sofa at his sister-in-law's, when all at once

the voice of Mademoiselle de la Beaume-le-Blanc smote his ear and brought

trouble to his heart. He saw her, noticed her melancholy look, thought

her lovelier than the loveliest, and at once fell passionately in love.

They soon got to understand one another, yet for a long while merely

communicated by means of notes at fetes, or during the performance of

allegorical ballets and operettas, the airs in which sufficiently

expressed the nature of such missives.

In order to put the Queen-mother off the scent and screen La Valliere,

the King pretended to be in love with Mademoiselle de la

Mothe-Houdancour, one of the Queen's maids of honour. He used to talk

across to her out of one of the top-story windows, and even wished her to

accept a present of diamonds. But Madame de Navailles, who took charge

of the maids of honour, had gratings put over the top-story windows, and

La Mothe-Houdancour was so chagrined by the Queen's icy manner towards

her that she withdrew to a convent. As to the Duchesse de Navailles and

her husband, they got rid of their charges and retired to their estates,

where great wealth and freedom were their recompense after such pompous

Court slavery.

The Queen-mother was still living; unlike her niece, she was not

blindfold. The adventure of Mademoiselle de la Mothe-Houdancour seemed

to her just what it actually was,--a subterfuge; as she surmised, it

could only be La Valliere. Having discovered the name of her confessor,

the Queen herself went in disguise to the Theatin Church, flung herself

into the confessional where this man officiated, and promised him the sum

of thirty thousand francs for their new church if he would help her to

save the King.

The Theatin promised to do what the Queen thus earnestly desired, and

when his fair penitent came to confess, he ordered her at once to break

off her connection with the Court as with the world, and to shut herself

up in a convent.

Mademoiselle de la Valliere shed tears, and sought to make certain

remarks, but the confessor, a man of inflexible character, threatened her

with eternal damnation, and he was obeyed.

Beside herself with grief, La Valliere left by another door, so as to

avoid her servants and her coach. She recollected seeing a little

convent of hospitalieres at Saint Cloud; she went thither on foot, and

was cordially welcomed by these dames.

Next day it was noised abroad in the chateau that she had been carried

off by order of the Queen-mother. During vespers the King seemed greatly

agitated, and no sooner had the preacher ascended the pulpit than he rose

and disappeared.

The confusion of the two Queens was manifest; no one paid any heed to the

preacher; he scarcely knew where he was.

Meanwhile the conquering King had started upon his quest. Followed by a

page and a carriage and pair, he first went to Chaillot, and then to

Saint Cloud, where he rang at the entrance of the modest abode which

harboured his friend. The nun at the turnstile answered him harshly, and

denied him an audience. It is true, he only told her he was a cousin or

a relative.

Seeing that this nun was devoid of sense and of humanity, he bethought

himself of endeavouring to persuade the gardener, who lived close to the

monastery. He slipped several gold pieces into his hand, and most

politely requested him to go and tell the Lady Superior that he had come

thither on behalf of the King.

The Lady Superior came down into the parlour, and recognising the King

from a superb miniature, besought him of his grandeur to interest himself

in this young lady of quality, devoid of means and fatherless, and

consented, moreover, to give her up to him, since as King he so

commanded.

Louise de la Beaume-le-Blanc obeyed the King, or in other words, the

dictates of her own heart, imprudently embarking upon a career of

passion, for which a temperament wholly different from hers was needed.

It is not simple-minded maidens that one wants at Court to share the

confidence of princes. No doubt natures of that sort--simple,

disinterested souls are pleasant and agreeable to them, as therein they

find contentment such as they greedily prize; but for these unsullied,

romantic natures, disillusion, trickery alone is in store. And if

Mademoiselle de la Beaumele-Blanc had listened to me, she might have

turned matters to far better account; nor, after yielding up her youth to

a monarch, would she have been obliged to end, her days in a prison.

The King no longer visited her as his mistress, but trusted and esteemed

her as a friend and as the mother of his two pretty children.

One day, in the month of April, 1674, his Majesty, while in the gardens,

received the following letter, which one of La Valliere's pages proffered

him on bended knee:

SIRE:--To-day I am leaving forever this palace, whither the cruellest of

fatalities summoned my youth and inexperience. Had I not met you, my

heart would have loved seclusion, a laborious life, and my kinsfolk. An

imperious inclination, which I could not conquer, gave me to you, and,

simple, docile as I was by nature, I believed that my passion would

always prove to me delicious, and that your love would never die. In

this world nothing endures. My fond attachment has ceased to have any

charm for you, and my heart is filled with dismay. This trial has come

from God; of this my reason and my faith are convinced. God has felt

compassion for my unspeakable grief. That which for long past I have

suffered is greater than human force can bear; He is going to receive me

into His home of mercy. He promises me both healing and peace.

In this theatre of pomp and perfidy I have only stayed until such a

moment as my daughter and her youthful brother might more easily do

without me. You will cherish them both; of that I have no doubt. Guide

them, I beseech you, for the sake of your own glory and their well-being.

May your watchful care sustain them, while their mother, humbled and

prostrate in a cloister, shall commend them to Him who pardons all.

After my departure, show some kindness to those who were my servants and

faithful domestics, and deign to take back the estates and residences

which served to support me in my frivolous grandeur, and maintain the

celebrity that I deplore.

Adieu, Sire! Think no more about me, lest such a feeling, to which my

imagination might but all too readily lend itself, only beget links of

sympathy in my heart which conscience and repentance would fain destroy.

If God call me to himself, young though yet I am, He will have granted my

prayers; if He ordain me to live for a while longer in this desert of

penitence, it will never compensate for the duration of my error, nor for

the scandal of which I have been the cause.

Your subject from this time forth, LOUISE DE LA VALLIERE.

The King had not been expecting so desperate a resolve as this, nor did

he feel inclined to hinder her from making it. He left the Portuguese

ambassador, who witnessed his agitation, and hastened to Madame de la

Valliere's, who had left her apartments in the castle at daybreak. He

shed tears, being kind of heart and convinced that a body so graceful and

so delicate would never be able to resist the rigours and hardships of so

terrible a life.

The Carmelite nuns of the Rue Saint Jacques loudly proclaimed this

conversion, and in their vanity gladly received into their midst so

modest and distinguished a victim, driven thither through sheer despair.

The ceremony which these dames call "taking the dress" attracted the

entire Court to their church. The Queen herself desired to be present at

so harrowing a spectacle, and by a curious contradiction, of which her

capricious nature is capable, she shed floods of tears. La Valliere

seemed gentler, lovelier, more modest and more seductive than ever. In

the midst of the grief and tears which her courageous sacrifice provoked,

she never uttered a single sigh, nor did she change colour once. Hers

was a nature made for extremes; like Caesar, she said to herself, "Either

Rome or nothing!"

The Abbe de Bossuet, who had been charged to preach the sermon of

investiture, showed a good deal of wit by exhibiting none at all. The

King must have felt indebted to him for such reserve. Into his discourse

he had put mere vague commonplaces, which neither touch nor wound any

one; honeyed anathemas such as these may even pass for compliments.

This prelate has won for himself a great name and great wealth by words.

A proof of his cleverness exists in his having lived in grandeur,

opulence, and worldly happiness, while making people believe that he

condemned such things.

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