VI.

New York meanwhile, in its effeminateness, had forgotten the snow, and

was listening to the sun. And the day after the return from Aiken, as

Roland, in accordance with an agreement of which the _locus sigilli_ had

a kiss for token, went down to knock at Mr. Dunellen's office door, the

sky was as fair as it had been in the South. Yet to him it was

unobtrusive. His mind was occupied with fancies that had a birth, a

little span of life, and which in passing away were succeeded by others

as ephemeral as themselves--thoughts about nothing at all that came and

went unnoticed: a man he had met in Corfu, and whom a face in the street

recalled; the glisten of silk in a window that took him back to

Japan;--but beneath them was a purpose settled and dominant, a

resolution to trick Fate and outwit it--one which, during the journey

from Aiken, had so possessed him that, in attending to the wants of Mrs.

Metuchen or in ministering to Justine, at times he had been

quasi-somnambulistic, at others wholly vague. But now, as he gave his

card to an office-boy, to all outward intent he was confident and at

ease; he picked up a paper and affected to lose himself in its columns.

Presently the boy returned, and he was ushered into the room which he

had previously visited. On this occasion Mr. Dunellen was not seated,

but standing, his back to the door. As Roland entered he turned, and the

young man stepped forward, his hand outstretched.

To his contentment, and a little also to his surprise, in answer to that

outstretched hand Honest Paul extended his, and Roland had the pleasure

of holding three apparently docile fingers in his own; but in a moment

they withdrew themselves, and he felt called upon to speak.

"Mr. Dunellen," he began, with that confident air a creditor has who

comes to claim his due, "Mr. Dunellen, I have ventured to interrupt you

again. And again I am a suppliant. But this time it is of your daughter,

not of my father, that--"

He hesitated, and well he might. Mr. Dunellen, who had remained

standing, and who in so doing had prevented Roland from sitting down,

now assumed the suspicious appearance of one who detects an unpleasant

smell; his features contracted, and for no other reason, apparently,

than that of intimidating the suppliant in his prayer.

But Roland was not to be abashed; he recovered himself, and continued

glibly enough: "The matter is this. I am sincerely attached to your

daughter, and I am come to ask your consent to our marriage."

"That is the purpose of your visit, is it?"

"It is."

"My daughter is aware of it, I suppose?"

"She is."

"And she consented, did she?"

"Perfectly."

"H'm! My daughter has made a mistake. I told her as much last night.

There can be no question of marriage. You will do me the favor to let

the matter drop."

"I am hot a rich man, Mr. Dunellen, but--"

"So I am informed. But that has nothing to do with it. There are other

things that I take into consideration, and in view of them I insist that

this matter be dropped."

"Mr. Dunellen, I love your daughter; I have reason to believe that she

cares for me. We became engaged a few days ago. I came here now to ask

your consent. If you refuse it, I have at least the right to ask what

your objection is."

"Rather unnecessary, don't you think?"

"I cannot imagine, sir, what you mean." And Roland, holding himself

unaffectedly straight, without the symptom of a pose, looked the old man

in the eyes.

That look Mr. Dunellen returned. "Take a seat," he said; and, motioning

Roland to a chair, he sat down himself.

"All this is needless," he announced; "but since you are anxious for an

explanation, I will give it. In the first place, when you were at my

house you remember that my nephew Dr. Thorold happened in. The other day

I mentioned to him that you were at Aiken. He then informed me of a

certain incident in your career, one which you have not forgotten, and

of which I do not care to speak. I may say, however, that it utterly

precludes the possibility of any further intercourse between my daughter

and yourself."

And the old man, still gazing at his guest, added: "This explanation

should, it seems to me, suffice." But he made no attempt to rise, or to

signify that the interview was at an end, and Roland, who was shrewd,

interpreted this in his own favor. "He is not altogether positive," he

reflected, "but he can be so to-morrow," and with a show of shame that

did him credit he hung his head.

"I had thought the incident to which you refer was forgotten," he

murmured, penitently enough.

"Forgotten? Do you suppose Thorold forgets? Do you suppose any man could

forget a thing like that--a sister's death, a mother's insanity? No, you

did not think it was forgotten. What you thought was this: you thought

that my nephew would hesitate to speak; and indeed even to me for ten

years he has kept silent. But now--there, you need not fear a criminal

charge. It was that you feared once, I understand, and it was on that

account you went abroad. At this date, of course, no proof is possible;

and, even were it otherwise, a charge would not be brought. Linen of

that kind is better washed at home."

"Mr. Dunellen, if you could know! It is the regret of my life."

"That I can believe; but I believe also that our natures never vary. We

may mould and shape them to our uses, but beneath the surface they

remain unchanged. I say this parenthetically. In regard to this incident

there are in one particular certain excuses you might allege--youth for

instance, inexperience, common attraction, love even. If you did, I

could enter into them. I have been young myself, and I have no wish to

imply that through the temptations of youth I passed unscathed. The man

who asserts he has reminds me of the horseman who declares he has never

been thrown. Nor because your victim happened to be my niece am I

actuated by retrospective indignation. I am too old for that; and,

moreover, the incident is too stale. No: my reason for forbidding my

daughter to receive you, as I have done, is this: the man that can

seduce a girl, and then, to conceal the effect, permit her to be

butchered by a quack, especially when he could have protected her by

marriage--that man, Mr. Mistrial, I tell you very plainly, is a

scoundrel, and being a scoundrel will never be anything else." And as

Honest Paul made this assertion he stood up and nodded affirmatively at

his guest.

"You are very hard, Mr. Dunellen."

"I may be, but so is justice."

"If I could tell you all. It was so sudden, so unpremeditated even, at

the first idea of a possibility of a catastrophe I lost my head."

"It was your honor you lost."

"Yes, and for years I have tried to recover it."

"That I am glad to learn, and I hope you have succeeded; but--"

"And will you not aid me?"

"In my sight you can never appear an honest man."

At this reproach, Roland, who had sat like Abjection, one hand

supporting his head, his eyes lowered and his body bent, sprang to his

feet.

"There are several forms of honesty," he exclaimed, "and frankness I

believe is counted among them. That you evidently possess. Let me

emulate you in it. I intend that your daughter shall be my wife. If you

don't care to come to the wedding your presence can be dispensed with."

And without any show of anger, but with an inclination of the head that

was insolent in its deference, he picked up his hat and left the room.

Presently he found himself in the street. "Who is ever as stupid as a

wise man?" he queried, and laughed a little to himself--"unless"--and he

fell to wondering whether Dunellen could have told his daughter all. On

the corner a cab was loitering; he hailed and entered it. A little later

he was ringing at the door of Honest Paul's abode.

Yes, Miss Dunellen was at home. And as the servant drew the portiere to

the drawing-room aside, Roland was visited by that emotion the gambler

knows who waits the turning of a card. Another second, and the

expression of the girl's face would tell him what the future held. The

drawing-room, however, happened to be untenanted, and as he paced its

spacious splendors he still wondered was she or was she not informed. In

a corner was a landscape signed Courbet--a green ravine shut down by

bluest sky. The coloring was so true, it jarred. In another was a

statue--a cloaked and hooded figure of Death supporting a naked girl. As

he contemplated it, he heard the tinkle of the portiere rings. It was

she, he knew; he turned, and at once his heart gave an exultant throb;

in her eyes was an invitation; he put his arms about her, and for a

moment held her so.

She does not know, he told himself, and to her he murmured, "I have

come to say good-bye."

"Wait, Roland." She led him to a seat. "Wait; I spoke to father last

night; he has some objection--"

"I told you I was poor--"

"It is that, I suppose; he did not say--"

"He will never consent, unless--"

"There, Roland. I know him best." She closed her eyes, and as he gazed

at her it seemed to him she had done so to shut some memory out. "It is

money with him always; you do not know--" And between her parted lips

she drew a breath he heard. "Last night he told me I must never see you

again. Hitherto his will has ruled: it is my turn to-day."

With this there came a splendor to her he had never marked before; she

looked defiant, and resolute as well. There was strength in her face,

and beauty too.

"He is unjust," she added. "It was my duty to tell him, and there my

duty ends. I am not a school-girl. I know my mind; better, perhaps,

than he knows his own. I have obeyed him always. It is easy to obey, but

now I will act for myself."

"He will never give his consent," Roland repeated.

"He may keep it, then."

Within her something seemed to rankle; and as Roland, mindful of the

slightest change in her expression, detected this, he wondered what it

could portend.

"Sweetheart," he ventured, "I have these two arms; they are all in all

for you."

At this Justine awoke at once. "If I did not know it--feel it; if I were

not sure of it, do you think I would speak to you as I do? No, Roland. I

have something of my own; when we are married, believe me, his consent

will come at once."

"It is not his consent I want--you know that; it is yours."

"You have it, Roland; I gave it you among the pines."

"Where is your hat, then? Let us go."

He caught her to him again, then suffered her to leave the room. And as

the portiere which he had drawn that she might pass fell back into its

former folds, for a moment he stood perplexed. Somewhere a screw was

loose, he could have sworn. But where? Could it be that Honest Paul was

supporting a separate establishment? or did Justine think he wished to

mate her to some plutocrat of his choice? The first supposition was

manifestly absurd; the second troubled him so little that he turned and

occupied himself with the naked girl swooning in the arms of Death.

"I am ready, Roland." It was Justine, bonneted and veiled, buttoning her

glove.

"I have a cab," he answered, and followed her to the door.

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