XII.

The dinner was uncommonly good, as the first dinner out is apt to be; and

it went gayly on from soup to fruit, which was of the American abundance

and variety, and as yet not of the veteran freshness imparted by the

ice-closet. Everybody was eating it, when by a common consciousness they

were aware of alien witnesses. They looked up as by a single impulse, and

saw at the port the gaunt face of a steerage passenger staring down upon

their luxury; he held on his arm a child that shared his regard with yet

hungrier eyes. A boy's nose showed itself as if tiptoed to the height of

the man's elbow; a young girl peered over his other arm.

The passengers glanced at one another; the two table-stewards, with their

napkins in their hands, smiled vaguely, and made some indefinite

movements.

The bachelor at the head of the table broke the spell. "I'm glad it

didn't begin with the Little Neck clams!"

"Probably they only let those people come for the dessert," March

suggested.

The widow now followed the direction of the other eyes; and looked up

over her shoulder; she gave a little cry, and shrank down. The young

bride made her petted mouth, in appeal to the company; her husband looked

severe, as if he were going to do something, but refrained, not to make a

scene. The reticent father threw one of his staccato glances at the port,

and Mrs. March was sure that she saw the daughter steal a look at

Burnamy.

The young fellow laughed. "I don't suppose there's anything to be done

about it, unless we pass out a plate."

Mr. Kenby shook his head. "It wouldn't do. We might send for the captain.

Or the chief steward."

The faces at the port vanished. At other ports profiles passed and

repassed, as if the steerage passengers had their promenade under them,

but they paused no more.

The Marches went up to their steamer chairs, and from her exasperated

nerves Mrs. March denounced the arrangement of the ship which had made

such a cruel thing possible.

"Oh," he mocked, "they had probably had a good substantial meal of their

own, and the scene of our banquet was of the quality of a picture, a

purely aesthetic treat. But supposing it wasn't, we're doing something

like it every day and every moment of our lives. The Norumbia is a piece

of the whole world's civilization set afloat, and passing from shore to

shore with unchanged classes, and conditions. A ship's merely a small

stage, where we're brought to close quarters with the daily drama of

humanity."

"Well, then," she protested, "I don't like being brought to close

quarters with the daily drama of humanity, as you call it. And I don't

believe that the large English ships are built so that the steerage

passengers can stare in at the saloon windows while one is eating; and

I'm sorry we came on the Norumbia."

"Ah, you think the Norumbia doesn't hide anything," he began, and he was

going to speak of the men in the furnace pits of the steamer, how they

fed the fires in a welding heat, and as if they had perished in it crept

out on the forecastle like blanched phantasms of toil; but she interposed

in time.

"If there's anything worse, for pity's sake don't tell me," she

entreated, and he forebore.

He sat thinking how once the world had not seemed to have even death in

it, and then how as he had grown older death had come into it more and

more, and suffering was lurking everywhere, and could hardly be kept out

of sight. He wondered if that young Burnamy now saw the world as he used

to see it, a place for making verse and making love, and full of beauty

of all kinds waiting to be fitted with phrases. He had lived a happy

life; Burnamy would be lucky if he should live one half as happy; and yet

if he could show him his whole happy life, just as it had truly been,

must not the young man shrink from such a picture of his future?

"Say something," said his wife. "What are you thinking about?"

"Oh, Burnamy," he answered, honestly enough.

"I was thinking about the children," she said. "I am glad Bella didn't

try to come from Chicago to see us off; it would have been too silly; she

is getting to be very sensible. I hope Tom won't take the covers off the

furniture when he has the fellows in to see him."

"Well, I want him to get all the comfort he can out of the place, even if

the moths eat up every stick of furniture."

"Yes, so do I. And of course you're wishing that you were there with

him!" March laughed guiltily. "Well, perhaps it was a crazy thing for us

to start off alone for Europe, at our age."

"Nothing of the kind," he retorted in the necessity he perceived for

staying her drooping spirits. "I wouldn't be anywhere else on any

account. Isn't it perfectly delicious? It puts me in mind of that night

on the Lake Ontario boat, when we were starting for Montreal. There was

the same sort of red sunset, and the air wasn't a bit softer than this."

He spoke of a night on their wedding-journey when they were sill new

enough from Europe to be comparing everything at home with things there.

"Well, perhaps we shall get into the spirit of it again," she said, and

they talked a long time of the past.

All the mechanical noises were muffled in the dull air, and the wash of

the ship's course through the waveless sea made itself pleasantly heard.

In the offing a steamer homeward bound swam smoothly by, so close that

her lights outlined her to the eye; she sent up some signal rockets that

soared against the purple heaven in green and crimson, and spoke to the

Norumbia in the mysterious mute phrases of ships that meet in the dark.

Mrs. March wondered what had become of Burnamy; the promenades were much

freer now than they had been since the ship sailed; when she rose to go

below, she caught sight of Burnamy walking the deck transversely with

some lady. She clutched her husband's arm and stayed him in rich

conjecture.

"Do you suppose he can have got her to walking with him already?"

They waited till Burnamy and his companion came in sight again. She was

tilting forward, and turning from the waist, now to him and now from him.

"No; it's that pivotal girl," said March; and his wife said, "Well, I'm

glad he won't be put down by them."

In the music-room sat the people she meant, and at the instant she passed

on down the stairs, the daughter was saying to the father, "I don't see

why you didn't tell me sooner, papa."

"It was such an unimportant matter that I didn't think to mention it. He

offered it, and I took it; that was all. What difference could it have

made to you?"

"None. But one doesn't like to do any one an injustice."

"I didn't know you were thinking anything about it."

"No, of course not."

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