XI.

At lunch, in the faded excitement of their first meeting, the people at

the Marches' table did not renew the premature intimacy of their

breakfast talk. Mrs. March went to lie down in her berth afterwards, and

March went on deck without her. He began to walk to and from the barrier

between the first and second cabin promenades; lingering near it, and

musing pensively, for some of the people beyond it looked as intelligent

and as socially acceptable, even to their clothes, as their pecuniary

betters of the saloon.

There were two women, a mother and daughter, whom he fancied to be

teachers, by their looks, going out for a little rest, or perhaps for a

little further study to fit them more perfectly for their work. They

gazed wistfully across at him whenever he came up to the barrier; and he

feigned a conversation with them and tried to convince them that the

stamp of inferiority which their poverty put upon them was just, or if

not just, then inevitable. He argued with them that the sort of barrier

which here prevented their being friends with him, if they wished it, ran

invisibly through society everywhere but he felt ashamed before their

kind, patient, intelligent faces, and found himself wishing to excuse the

fact he was defending. Was it any worse, he asked them, than their not

being invited to the entertainments of people in upper Fifth Avenue? He

made them own that if they were let across that barrier the whole second

cabin would have a logical right to follow; and they were silenced. But

they continued to gape at him with their sincere, gentle eyes whenever he

returned to the barrier in his walk, till he could bear it no longer, and

strolled off toward the steerage.

There was more reason why the passengers there should be penned into a

little space of their own in the sort of pit made by the narrowing deck

at the bow. They seemed to be all foreigners, and if any had made their

fortunes in our country they were hiding their prosperity in the return

to their own. They could hardly have come to us more shabby and squalid

than they were going away; but he thought their average less apathetic

than that of the saloon passengers, as he leaned over the rail and looked

down at them. Some one had brought out an electric battery, and the

lumpish boys and slattern girls were shouting and laughing as they

writhed with the current. A young mother seated flat on the deck, with

her bare feet stuck out, inattentively nursed her babe, while she laughed

and shouted with the rest; a man with his head tied in a shawl walked

about the pen and smiled grotesquely with the well side of his

toothache-swollen face. The owner of the battery carried it away, and a

group of little children, with blue eyes and yellow hair, gathered in the

space he had left, and looked up at a passenger near March who was eating

some plums and cherries which he had brought from the luncheon table. He

began to throw the fruit down to them, and the children scrambled for it.

An elderly man, with a thin, grave, aquiline face, said, "I shouldn't

want a child of mine down there."

"No," March responded, "it isn't quite what one would choose for one's

own. It's astonishing, though, how we reconcile ourselves to it in the

case of others."

"I suppose it's something we'll have to get used to on the other side,"

suggested the stranger.

"Well," answered March, "you have some opportunities to get used to it on

this side, if you happen to live in New York," and he went on to speak of

the raggedness which often penetrated the frontier of comfort where he

lived in Stuyvesant Square, and which seemed as glad of alms in food or

money as this poverty of the steerage.

The other listened restively like a man whose ideals are disturbed. "I

don't believe I should like to live in New York, much," he said, and

March fancied that he wished to be asked where he did live. It appeared

that he lived in Ohio, and he named his town; he did not brag of it, but

he said it suited him. He added that he had never expected to go to

Europe, but that he had begun to run down lately, and his doctor thought

he had better go out and try Carlsbad.

March said, to invite his further confidence, that this was exactly his

own case. The Ohio man met the overture from a common invalidism as if it

detracted from his own distinction; and he turned to speak of the

difficulty, he had in arranging his affairs for leaving home. His heart

opened a little with the word, and he said how comfortable he and his

wife were in their house, and how much they both hated to shut it up.

When March offered him his card, he said he had none of his own with him,

but that his name was Eltwin. He betrayed a simple wish to have March

realize the local importance he had left behind him; and it was not hard

to comply; March saw a Grand Army button in the lapel of his coat, and he

knew that he was in the presence of a veteran.

He tried to guess his rank; in telling his wife about him, when he went

down to find her just before dinner, but he ended with a certain sense of

affliction. "There are too many elderly invalids on this ship. I knock

against people of my own age everywhere. Why aren't your youthful lovers

more in evidence, my dear? I don't believe they are lovers, and I begin

to doubt if they're young even."

"It wasn't very satisfactory at lunch, certainly," she owned. "But I know

it will be different at dinner." She was putting herself together after a

nap that had made up for the lost sleep of the night before. "I want you

to look very nice, dear. Shall you dress for dinner?" she asked her

husband's image in the state-room glass which she was preoccupying.

"I shall dress in my pea-jacket and sea-boots," it answered.

"I have heard that they always dress for dinner on the big Cunard and

White Star boats, when it's good weather," she went on, placidly. "I

shouldn't want those people to think you were not up in the convenances."

They both knew that she meant the reticent father and daughter, and March

flung out, "I shouldn't want them to think you weren't. There's such a

thing as overdoing."

She attacked him at another point. "What has annoyed you? What else have

you been doing?"

"Nothing. I've been reading most of the afternoon."

"The Maiden Knight?"

This was the book which nearly everybody had brought on board. It was

just out, and had caught an instant favor, which swelled later to a tidal

wave. It depicted a heroic girl in every trying circumstance of mediaeval

life, and gratified the perennial passion of both sexes for historical

romance, while it flattered woman's instinct of superiority by the

celebration of her unintermitted triumphs, ending in a preposterous and

wholly superfluous self-sacrifice.

March laughed for pleasure in her guess, and she pursued, "I suppose you

didn't waste time looking if anybody had brought the last copy of 'Every

Other Week'?"

"Yes, I did; and I found the one you had left in your steamer chair--for

advertising purposes, probably."

"Mr. Burnamy has another," she said. "I saw it sticking out of his pocket

this morning."

"Oh, yes. He told me he had got it on the train from Chicago to see if it

had his poem in it. He's an ingenuous soul--in some ways."

"Well, that is the very reason why you ought to find out whether the men

are going to dress, and let him know. He would never think of it

himself."

"Neither would I," said her husband.

"Very well, if you wish to spoil his chance at the outset," she sighed.

She did not quite know whether to be glad or not that the men were all in

sacks and cutaways at dinner; it saved her, from shame for her husband

and Mr. Burnamy; but it put her in the wrong. Every one talked; even the

father and daughter talked with each other, and at one moment Mrs. March

could not be quite sure that the daughter had not looked at her when she

spoke. She could not be mistaken in the remark which the father addressed

to Burnamy, though it led to nothing.

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