II

Above the telephone wires the stars dipped at anchor in the cloudless

sky. Down below, in one of the dark, empty streets, Police-constable

Bennett turned the handles of doors and tested the fastenings of

windows, with a complete scepticism as to the value of his labours.

Gradually, he was coming to see that he was not one of the few who

are born to rule--to control--their simple neighbours, ambitious only

for breath. Where, if he had possessed this mission, he would have

been eager to punish, he now felt no more than a sympathy that

charged him with some responsibility for the sins of others. He

shared the uneasy conviction of the multitude that human justice, as

interpreted by the inspired minority, is more than a little unjust.

The very unpopularity with which his uniform endowed him seemed to

him to express a severe criticism of the system of which he was an

unwilling supporter. He wished these people to regard him as a kind

of official friend, to advise and settle differences; yet, shrewder

than he, they considered him as an enemy, who lived on their mistakes

and the collapse of their social relationships.

There remained his duty to his wife and children, and this rendered

the problem infinitely perplexing.

Why should he punish others because of his love for his children; or,

again, why should his children suffer for his scruples? Yet it was

clear that, unless fortune permitted him to accomplish some notable

yet honourable arrest, he would either have to cheat and tyrannise

with his colleagues or leave the force. And what employment is

available for a discharged policeman?

As he went systematically from house to house the consideration of

these things marred the normal progress of his dreams. Conscious as

he was of the stars and the great widths of heaven that made the

world so small, he nevertheless felt that his love for his family and

the wider love that determined his honour were somehow intimately

connected with this greatness of the universe rather than with the

world of little streets and little motives, and so were not lightly

to be put aside. Yet, how can one measure one love against another

when all are true?

When the door of Gurneys', the moneylenders, opened to his touch,

and drew him abruptly from his speculations, his first emotion was a

quick irritation that chance should interfere with his thoughts. But

when his lantern showed him that the lock had been tampered with,

his annoyance changed to a thrill of hopeful excitement. What if

this were the way out? What if fate had granted him compromise, the

opportunity of pitting his official virtue against official crime,

those shadowy forces in the existence of which he did not believe,

but which lay on his life like clouds?

He was not a physical coward, and it seemed quite simple to him to

creep quietly through the open door into the silent office without

waiting for possible reinforcements. He knew that the safe, which

would be the, natural goal of the presumed burglars, was in Mr.

Gurney's private office beyond, and while he stood listening intently

he seemed to hear dim sounds coming from the direction of that room.

For a moment he paused, frowning slightly as a man does when he is

trying to catalogue an impression. When he achieved perception, it

came oddly mingled with recollections of the little tragedies of his

children at home. For some one was crying like a child in the little

room where Mr. Gurney brow-beat recalcitrant borrowers. Dangerous

burglars do not weep, and Bennett hesitated no longer, but stepped

past the open flaps of the counter, and threw open the door of the

inner office.

The electric light had been switched on, and at the table there sat a

slight young man with his face buried in his hands, crying bitterly.

Behind him the safe stood open and empty, and the grate was filled

with smouldering embers of burnt paper. Bennett went up to the

young man and placed his hand on his shoulder. But the young man wept

on and did not move.

Try as he might Bennett could not help relaxing the grip of outraged

law, and patting the young man's shoulder soothingly as it rose and

fell. He had no fit weapons of roughness and oppression with which to

oppose this child-like grief; he could only fight tears with tears.

"Come," he said gently, "you must pull yourself together."

At the sound of his voice the young man gave a great sob and then was

silent, shivering a little.

"That's better," said Bennett encouragingly, "much better."

"I have burnt everything," the young man said suddenly, "and now the

place is empty. I was nearly sick just now."

Bennett looked at him sympathetically, as one dreamer may look at

another, who is sad with action dreamed too often for scatheless

accomplishment. "I'm afraid you'll get into serious trouble," he

said.

"I know," replied the young man, "but that blackguard Gurney--" His

voice rose to a shrill scream and choked him for a moment. Then

he went on quietly "But it's all over now. Finished! Done with!"

"I suppose you owed him money?"

The young man nodded. "He lives on fools like me. But he threatened

to tell my father, and now I've just about ruined him. Pah! Swine!"

"This won't be much better for your father," said Bennett gravely.

"No, it's worse; but perhaps it will help some of the others. He kept

on threatening and I couldn't wait any longer. Can't you see?"

Over the young man's shoulder the stars becked and nodded to Bennett

through the blindless window.

"I see," he said; "I see."

"So now you can take me."

Bennett looked doubtfully at the outstretched wrists. "You are only a

fool," he said, "a dreaming fool like me, and they will give you

years for this. I don't see why they should give a man years for

being a fool."

The young man looked up, taken with a sudden hope. "You will let me

go?" he said, in astonishment. "I know I was an ass just now. I

suppose I was a bit shaken. But you will let me go?"

"I wish to God I had never seen you!" said Bennett simply. "You have

your father, and I have a wife and three little children. Who shall

judge between us?"

"My father is an old man."

"And my children are little. You had better go before I make up my

mind."

Without another word the young man crept out of the room, and Bennett

followed him slowly into the street. This gallant criminal whose

capture would have been honourable, had dwindled to a hysterical

foolish boy; and aided by his own strange impulse this boy had ruined

him. The burglary had taken place on his beat; there would be an

inquiry; it did not need that to secure his expulsion from the force.

Once in the street he looked up hopefully to the heavens; but now the

stars seemed unspeakably remote, though as he passed along his beat

his wife and his three little children were walking by his side.

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