The Soul Of A Policeman

I

Outside, above the uneasy din of the traffic, the sky was glorious

with the far peace of a fine summer evening. Through the upper pane

of the station window Police-constable Bennett, who felt that his

senses at the moment were abnormally keen, recognised with a sinking

heart such reds and yellows as bedecked the best patchwork quilt at

home. By contrast the lights of the superintendent's office were

subdued, so that within the walls of the police-station sounds seemed

of greater importance. Somewhere a drunkard, deprived of his boots,

was drumming his criticism of authority on the walls of his cell.

From the next room, where the men off duty were amusing themselves,

there came a steady clicking of billiard-balls and dominoes, broken

now and again by gruff bursts of laughter. And at his very elbow the

superintendent was speaking in that suave voice that reminded Bennett

of grey velvet.

"You see, Bennett, how matters stand. I have nothing at all against

your conduct. You are steady and punctual, and I have no doubt that

you are trying to do your duty. But it's very unfortunate that as far

as results go you have nothing to show for your efforts. During the

last three weeks you have not brought in a charge of any description,

and during the same period I find that your colleagues on the beat

have been exceptionally busy. I repeat that I do not accuse you of

neglecting your duty, but these things tell with the magistrates and

convey a general suggestion of slackness."

Bennett looked down at his brightly polished boots. His fingers were

sandy and there was soft felt beneath his feet.

"I have been afraid of this for some time, sir," he said, "very much

afraid."

The superintendent looked at him questioningly.

"You have nothing to say?" he said.

"I have always tried to do my duty, sir."

"I know, I know. But you must see that a certain number of charges,

if not of convictions, is the mark of a smart officer."

"Surely you would not have me arrest innocent persons?"

"That is a most improper observation," said the superintendent

severely. "I will say no more to you now. But I hope you will take

what I have said as a warning. You must bustle along, Bennett, bustle

along."

Outside in the street, Police-constable Bennett was free to reflect

on his unpleasant interview. The superintendent was ambitious and

therefore pompous; he, himself, was unambitious and therefore modest.

Left to himself he might have been content to triumph in the

reflection that he had failed to say a number of foolish things, but

the welfare of his wife and children bound him, tiresomely enough for

a dreamer, tightly to the practical. It was clear that if he did not

forthwith produce signs of his efficiency as a promoter of the peace

that welfare would be imperilled. Yet he did not condemn the chance

that had made him a policeman or even the mischance that brought no

guilty persons to his hands. Rather he looked with a gentle curiosity

into the faces of the people who passed him, and wondered why he

could not detect traces of the generally assumed wickedness of the

neighbourhood. These unkempt men and women were thieves and even

murderers, it appeared; but to him they shone as happy youths and

maidens, joyous victims of love's tyranny.

As he drew near the street in which he lived this sense of universal

love quickened in his blood and stirred him strangely. It did not

escape his eyes that to the general his uniform was an unfriendly

thing. Men and women paused in their animated chattering till he had

passed, and even the children faltered in their games to watch him

with doubtful eyes. And yet his heart was warm for them; he knew that

he wished them well.

Nevertheless, when he saw his house shining in a row of similar

houses, he realised that their attitude was wiser than his. If he was

to be a success as a breadwinner he must wage a sterner war against

these happy, lovable people. It was easy, he had been long enough in

the force to know how easy, to get cases. An intolerant manner, a

little provocative harshness, and the thing was done. Yet with all

his heart he admired the poor for their resentful independence of

spirit. To him this had always been the supreme quality of the

English character; how could he make use of it to fill English gaols?

He opened the door of his house, with a sigh on his lips. There came

forth the merry shouting of his children.

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