Transcriber's note: Unusual and inconsistent spelling is as printed.
[Illustration: IMPROVEMENTS HAD BEEN MADE IN THE GREENHOUSE
AS WELL AS THE COTTAGE.]
PROFILES
BY
PANSY (MRS. G. R. ALDEN)
AND
MRS. C. M. LIVINGSTON
[Illustration]
BOSTON
D. LOTHROP COMPANY
COPYRIGHT, 1888,
BY
D. LOTHROP COMPANY.
CONTENTS.
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CLEAN HANDS _"Pansy"_—_Mrs. G. R. Alden_
CHAPTER I.
CHAPTER II.
CHAPTER III.
CHAPTER IV.
CIRCULATING DECIMALS " " "
CHAPTER I.
CHAPTER II.
CHAPTER III.
CHAPTER IV.
FISHING FOR PHIL " " "
CHAPTER I.
CHAPTER II.
CHAPTER III.
OUR CHURCH CHOIR " " "
CHAPTER I.
CHAPTER II.
CHAPTER III.
CHAPTER IV.
CHAPTER V.
CHAPTER VI.
CHAPTER VII.
HIS FRIEND _Mrs. C. M. Livingston_
CHAPTER I.
CHAPTER II.
CHAPTER III.
"MY AUNT KATHERINE" " " "
THE DAY BEFORE CHRISTMAS " " "
JUANA'S MASTER " " "
TEN BUSHELS " " "
MISS WHITTAKER'S BLANKETS " " "
THE DOCTOR'S STORY _"Pansy"_—_Mrs. G. R. Alden_
PROFILES
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CLEAN HANDS.
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CHAPTER I.
"AND I hope, Elsie, you will be careful, all the while you are gone,
not to soil your hands."
They stood together in the hall, Elsie Burton and her pastor; he had
held out his hand to bid her good-by, and added these words which
brought a puzzled look to her eyes, and a rich glow of color to her
cheeks.
What could Dr. Falconer mean? Elsie glanced swiftly down at her
delicate, gracefully shaped hands, and then back to his face; he was
not laughing; although there was a smile on his face, it was backed by
an earnest gleam in his eyes that meant business. It was not probable
that he was trying to rally her a little on the exquisite care which
she took of those same hands, always managing to keep them in a state
of dainty cleanliness, with the shapely nails of just the right length.
No, that was simply absurd! In the first place, all respectable people
took as good care of their hands as circumstances would admit, of
course; and, in the second place, Dr. Falconer was not the man to rally
people in regard to personal habits; he was too intensely in earnest
for that, unless, indeed, there was some important end to be gained.
Could he possibly mean to refer to the fact that she took out her
handkerchief, and carefully rubbed her hand, last Sabbath, after Teddy
Reilly had held it! But there was certainly excuse for that; poor
little Teddy's hand was so exceedingly dirty that it left its stain on
the fair skin, and it was unnecessary, and therefore foolish, to draw
on her delicate kid gloves over the brown marks, when a few passes of
her handkerchief would efface them! She had waited until little Teddy
was fairly out of sight; she would not have wounded his loving heart,
nor indeed have missed the caressing from his dirty hand, for a great
deal. Dr. Falconer certainly could not mean that.
She decided for frankness, as Elsie Burton was very apt to do. "Dr.
Falconer, I don't in the least understand you; all people are careful
of their hands, not to soil them more than is necessary in getting
through this dirty world." The sentence closed with a little laugh, but
the great bright eyes, fixed questioningly on his face, showed that
Elsie was honestly in pursuit of light.
"Do you think so?" he said, and his voice was grave. "On the contrary,
I think people are almost more careless of their hands than of any
other organ which they possess. And hands soil readily, and are not
easy to cleanse. Let me bring you a little book I have been reading;
the marked passages in it will show you what I mean, and how I came to
suggest my caution to you. I must not detain you longer, or you may
miss your train. I have to call at the depot this morning, and I will
give you the book there. I hope you will have a happy visit, and be the
means of doing an incalculable amount of good."
"Oh! I shall not have much opportunity for doing either good or evil,
Dr. Falconer; I am not going to be gone long enough. You know I have
but a week's vacation."
"And you think a week not long enough to accomplish much! I see I shall
have to mark another passage in my little book. Be sure to read the
marked portion."
And then he was gone, and Elsie Burton went hurriedly about the final
preparations for her journey. "Clean hands!" she repeated with a
curious smile, as, having given the final touches to her brown hair,
she applied the sweet-smelling soap lavishly, making a fine white foam
in which to lave them. "I wonder what Dr. Falconer is aiming at! If he
had told me to guard my tongue, I should have understood him without
difficulty; but if there is anything about me that gets taken care of,
I'm sure it is my hands." Whereupon she gave them an extra dash of
fresh water.
Fairly seated in the East-bound express, shawl-strap and hand-satchel
tucked away behind their proper lattice, herself by no means tucked
into the corner, but spread out as luxuriously as a young lady of
eighteen or so knows how to arrange, Elsie Burton had leisure to draw a
long breath of satisfaction and look about her. The last few days had
been so full of the bustle of preparation, combined with the closing
hours of school, that she had had little leisure for anything. Now for
the long-promised holiday week at Uncle Leonard's. Elsie Burton had few
fittings from the home nest to remember. Indeed I may say that she was
one of those fortunate young ladies who had never, until that time,
been on the cars without either mother or father. A sweet, sheltered,
happy life she had led, and a sweet, bright girl was she. Occasionally
a little restless flutter had shown the mother-bird that her nestling
longed to try her wings alone; hence this visit, promised and planned.
And Elsie, curled comfortably in her seat, with the seat before her
turned to receive her lunch basket and any stray apples or papers that
she might purchase, felt that she was a little school girl no longer,
but in the last half-hour had blossomed into a young lady.
"Take care of yourself, daughter," had been her father's last tenderly
spoken message, a little anxious look about the eyes telling her that
this business of trying one's wings was not so pleasant for the old
birds as for those who wire experimenting; Dr. Falconer had added, with
a meaning smile, "And remember the hands." This latter message lingered
with her. She meant to take care of herself, to be so wise and prudent
that both father and mother would be delighted with her. And of course
she meant to take care of her hands! But the hint half-vexed her; she
did not understand it, and felt for the little book which she had
dropped into her pocket but a few minutes before. What a tiny book it
was! Paper-covered too, but daintily illuminated; looking, indeed, as
though it had been gotten up for choice moments.
"I wonder," said our young lady to herself, "if this bit of a volume
can be a dissertation on the care of hands?" She laughed a little as
she said it, and stopped to fasten the fourth button of her dark, neat,
exquisitely-fitting kid gloves; her hands certainly looked well in
them. She could not endure ill-shaped gloves, and as for wearing ripped
ones, she never did it; nor, truth to tell, did she like to wear mended
ones. It would have been a pleasure to her, on the discovery of the
first rip, to have consigned the offending gloves to the waste bag,
but this was by no means the teaching of her mother; so the shapely
hands were sometimes marred—in the estimation of their owner—by mended
gloves, albeit the mending was very neat. Dr. Falconer could hardly
have meant that. Now she began to look for the marked passages. Marked
passages? Why, the little book was full of them!
Could her pastor have expected her to spend the hours of her first
journey alone in reading them all? Ah, no; here was one, marked in
different colored ink, and on the upper margin of the page was her
own name, "Elsie." This, then, was the portion meant for her. (Not
a lengthy passage; she could accomplish so much with a fair hope
of remembering it.) And she read, "It may seem an odd idea, but a
simple glance at one's hand, with the recollection, this hand is not
mine; it has been given to Jesus, and it must be kept for Jesus,' may
sometimes turn the scale in a doubtful matter, and be a safeguard from
certain temptations. With that thought fresh in your mind, as you
look at your hand, can you let it take up things, which, to say the
least, are not 'for Jesus'? Things which evidently cannot be used, as
they most certainly are not used, either for Him or by Him. Can you
deliberately hold in it books of a kind which you know perfectly well,
by sadly-repeated experience, lead you farther from, instead of nearer
to Him? . . . Books which you would not care to read at all, if your
heart were burning within you at the coming of His feet? Next time any
temptation of this sort approaches you just look at your hand."
Elsie Burton paused in her reading and looked down at her hand, a
singular expression on her face. Given to Christ! Certainly it was true
of her; she had given herself to Him and promised to be His disciple;
yet never until this moment had occurred to her that even her hands
actually belonged to this Master. What a strange idea! How singular it
would be for one to stop and think whether her hands were doing what He
would have them? Yet, why not? If they really were given to Him, what
more reasonable than that they should be kept for His service?
Would that make any difference with the work of her hands, she
wondered, supposing she had thought of them in this light before? Such
dainty care as she had taken of them! Had she possibly soiled them in
His sight? There were other marked bits in this strange little book,
her name attached; she read on: "Danger and temptation to let the hands
move at other impulses is every bit as great to those who have nothing
else to do but to render service: and who think they are doing nothing
else. Take one practical instance—our letter writing. Have we not been
tempted (and fallen before the temptation), according to our various
dispositions, to let the hand that holds the pen move at the impulse to
write an unkind thought of another; or to say a clever and sarcastic
thing, which will make our point more telling; or to let out a grumble
or a suspicion; or to let the pen run away with us into flippant words?"
The rich color on Elsie's cheek was deepening every moment. This was
certainly narrow ground. She felt herself jostled against. "Clever
and sarcastic things" were so natural to her pen that they almost
seemed to write themselves. What a ridiculous report she had given of
Ned Holden's failure in geometry. How skillfully she had turned into
ridicule his mortified attempts to recover himself. She had imagined
her cousins, Carrie and Ben, laughing immoderately over the whole
thing. Well, what harm? Her account of it would never reach poor Ned's
ears: she would not have given it for anything had there been the
least fear, but—what good did it accomplish? Had she written it with
a purpose? Yes, she had; her purpose had been to give a few minutes'
fun to her cousins. Anything wrong about that? Yet the truthful girl
admitted to herself almost immediately that it was fun at the expense
of certain fine feelings which she had jarred. Was she inclined to be
so sympathetic with failures as she would be if it were not such fun to
write them up? What a caricature she had made of Ned as he stood there
on the platform, his face aglow, the eyes of a hundred girls leveled
at him! She laughed again as she remembered how funny her picture was;
but then she sighed. Soiled hands. Was it possible that she had soiled
hers that day? Did Dr. Falconer mean such things? Did he know about
the letter and the caricature? She felt her face grow hot over the
possibility; she would not have him know it for anything! Here again
was a revelation. Why not? And if not Dr. Falconer, surely not the Lord
Jesus! Yet He knew.
There really was not much comfort in thinking about it. But Elsie
decided that these things must be thought about and decided another
time. If it really was wrong to repeat in a ludicrous way the ludicrous
things that the boys, and sometimes the girls, and sometimes the
professors were doing, why, then she must give it up; but it was great
fun. Another marked sentence—her name again: "Perhaps one hardly needs
to say that kept hands will be very gentle hands. Quick, angry motions
of the heart will sometimes force themselves into expression by the
hand, though the tongue may be restrained. The very way in which we
close a door, or lay down a book, may be a victory or a defeat."
At this point Elsie closed the little book and laid it down with no
gentle hand. She was vexed with it. What nonsense was this! The idea
that when one banged the door a little with nobody around to see, and
not meaning anything in particular, only a general vexation, one had
dishonored Christ! That was straining a point! Just as if people could
keep from doing those little things! And just as though they did any
hurt! The little book was fanatical; she didn't like it at all.
What sent her back, just then, to her little class in Sabbath-school?
seven or eight of the babies under her care. What verse was that which
she had taught them only last Sabbath? "Who shall ascend into the hill
of the Lord, and who shall stand in His holy place?" That was the
question she had asked. How had she taught them to answer? She seemed
to see the sixteen little hands raised, while eight little voices
repeated: "He that hath clean hands and a pure heart." Whose fanaticism
was this? What had she herself taught those little ones that "clean
hands" meant? Had she really meant that they, those babes in Christ,
must carefully watch their small hands, lest they slam the door in
anger or throw the book, and that she, Elsie Burton, eighteen years old
and for four years a Christian, could do any of these trifles without
soiling hers? It was illogical, certainly.
Yet, can I make you understand, I wonder, what a ferment all these
little things set Miss Elsie into? They seemed so new to her; so
unexpected. She was a bright young Christian; she desired in general,
to honor her Master. Yet, like many another, she had selected great
ways in which to honor Him, and, occasionally, at least, looked about
for something large to do in His service, forgetting, or ignoring, many
small daily opportunities. She liked her own way royally well, did this
young lady; and when on occasion older wills in authority crossed hers,
she submitted indeed; it would be unladylike to do otherwise, and Elsie
Burton did not like to be unladylike; but she frowned and banged the
door; yes, she did, a little, a very little, occasionally, and threw
her books on the table with determination, and wrote sarcastic letters
to her special friend, and grumbled occasionally to mamma. All these
things she had rather looked upon as her perquisites; little personal
rewards for submitting. In what a different way did the tiny book talk
about them all!
She sat very still and thought it over. "It reaches too far," she told
herself, catching her breath. "It would make perfectly awful work of
living! Just think! One couldn't—oh dear! one couldn't do anything,
without looking at it to see if it were just exactly the right thing to
do. According to that doctrine, I don't belong to myself at all. Such
fanaticism!"
"Ye are not your own; ye are bought with a price; therefore glorify God
in your bodies and your spirits, which are His." Who whispered that
verse to her? It was not in the offending little book. Whose fanaticism
was this?
Meantime the car had been filling up. Her luxurious turned seat had
been unceremoniously returned, while she was too busy with her book
even to frown. There come next a man with a child in his arms, and
leading one by the hand; a commonly-dressed, jaded man; he looked
about him right and left for a seat; vain hope; Elsie's was the only
unoccupied one in the car. "May I sit here?" he asked meekly and
prepared to seat himself, taking the other child on his knee, her small
hand which was not of the cleanest coming in dangerous contact with
Elsie's faultless bronze travelling suit. She saw it and twitched the
skirt of her dress, not gently, away from the disagreeable member,
muttering low as she did so, that the seat was "not intended for four
persons."
"Perhaps one hardly need to say that the kept hands will be very gentle
hands." She did not repeat the words, but they repeated themselves to
her, in a way that startled. Once more she looked down at her hands.
Was He actually dishonored by that quick, irritable movement? The face
of the man beside her looked troubled; he had seen the movement and had
reached forth and clasped the offending little hand in his own rough
one. He looked very careworn, and the smaller of the children, who was
but a baby, began to utter wailing cries which he vainly tried to hush.
Hopeless little cries they were; they went, someway, to Elsie's heart.
She was sorry her hand had been so un-Christ-like in its movement. How
could she atone for it? She reached forth for her lunch basket, and
drawing therefrom a rosy-cheeked apple presented it to the little girl.
The small soiled hand grasped after it eagerly, and the father smiled
and leaned forward to admonish the child to thank the giver. "They both
look very tired," Elsie said, gently; "travelling is hard for children."
The man drew a heavy sigh. "It is hard for them," he said. "They miss
their mother; they don't know what to make of it, and I don't know how
to do for them as she would. I buried her last Tuesday."
CHAPTER II.
A DISMAYED exclamation from Elsie; then she added, "Poor little
things!" in a tone that conveyed much to the sad father's heart.
"You may well say that," he said, getting out his handkerchief hastily,
to wipe the great tears that would gather in his eyes. "Two babies, you
may say, with no one but a blundering father to do for them! I'm bound
to do the very best I can, but what's a man worth when it comes to such
work as that! And them crying for their mother every little while! This
one," touching the head of the older child with gentle hand, "couldn't
get herself to go to sleep, no how, last night. I patted her, and
coaxed her for an hour; but she said she 'wanted mamma too bad for
anything.'"
There were tears in Elsie's eyes now, and she reached for the soiled
little hand and gathered it tenderly into her gloved one. For the rest
of that journey the motherless child had a friend. The baby slept
on his father's shoulder; and Elsie devoted herself to making the
five-year-old happy. Among other womanly offices, she took the child
forward to the water-cooler, and by dint of patient use of handkerchief
and some of her own sweet-scented soap, she made the small hands rosy
with cleanliness. This was so that she could have a delicately tinted
card from the lady's pocket. An illuminated card, with an outline
picture of two hands clasped; the one a small, childish hand, the other
large and firm, suggestive of strength and protection. There were words
underneath, and the child demanded that they be read. It was one of
Elsie's class cards, and the verse: "Who shall ascend into the Hill of
the Lord, and who shall stand in His holy place? He that hath clean
hands and a pure heart."
"It means, who shall go to live with Jesus in heaven?" explained Elsie.
The little girl looked gravely down at her small pink hands. "My hands
are clean," she said, reflectively. "I guess I can go, mamma went. It
was Jesus who took her."
Elsie's eyes dimmed again as she answered the child gently, "Yes, and
He wants you; wants you to keep your hands clean, so you can go. Not
simply clean with water, you know, but clean from every wrong and
naughty thing."
The grave-eyed child considered. "I slap Johnnie, sometimes," she said,
sadly, "when he's cross."
"Oh! And that soils your hands with the kind of soil that water will
not wash away. Look at the picture; that little hand is clasped in a
strong one; the picture is to make you think of Jesus' hand; He holds
it out for you to put yours in it, so He can keep it safe from getting
soiled."
"How?" said the child, looking puzzled. "Where is He? Why doesn't He
hold His hand out to me?"
"He does, darling; you cannot see it, nor feel it, because He has not
given you the kind of eyes yet with which to see Him; but if you give
your hand to Him, and then ask Him every day to keep it from doing
wrong things, and make it clean, He will; and by and by He will take
you up to Heaven, where mamma is, and where you can see Him, and feel
the touch of His hand."
Such sweet, serious eyes as that child had! She looked down at her
small unmothered hand, in such a grave, considering way, as seemed
almost too much for Elsie to bear; and at last she said, "I will do it;
I mean to go to mamma." And the shadow of a smile was on her face—a
serious little face, old beyond its years. Elsie did not wonder that
the father wiped great tears away; but he grasped her hand heartily and
said, "God bless you, ma'am, for showing the little girl how to smile.
She hasn't smiled since—" and the sentence was left unfinished.
There was no time for further words. The car bell was ringing, and the
dinner gong of the eating house was clattering, and the car was in a
bustle of preparation to depart. Elsie gathered her wraps and packages,
secured the little book which had told her strange truths, made tender
by the practical commentary on them drawn from her new acquaintances,
then shook hands with the little girl, bending to kiss her and whisper,
"Remember."
"I will," the child said.
"And I will," murmured Elsie. "I must surely take the counsel which I
have given her; else how could I bear to meet the child when we both
see Him face to face?"
"Hurrah! here you are. I was afraid you did not come, after all. I
left Carrie consumed with anxiety lest you had missed the train, or
something."
It was Cousin Ben, face and voice full, of eager welcome. He seized
upon Elsie's belongings as he spoke, managing shawl-strap and bag and
bundles with the air of one long used to business; called for checks,
and gave rapid, business-like orders to a porter in waiting, talking to
Elsie incessantly all the time—at least, so it seemed to her.
"Now, shall we take a carriage or a sleigh? We have both at your
service, you see; and the wheeling is so abominable that there is but
one thing worse, which is the sleighing. The fact is, we have neither
wheeling nor sleighing just now. Whichever way you take, you will be
sure to wish you had chosen the other."
"Why can't we walk?" Elsie asked, laughing at his description and his
volubility.
"Walk! A young lady, just arrived from a fatiguing journey of three
hours' duration, walking up from the depot! I'm afraid Carrie will
faint. Still, in all sincerity, it is much the better way, if one
only thinks so. Do you honestly vote for it? Sensible young lady—the
first one I have met this winter. Halloo, porter! That scamp has gone
already, I declare! He will be back here, ready to earn another fifty
cents, before we get started. I wanted to palm off some of these
dry goods on him. O, no, not at all," as Elsie tried to offer her
assistance; "they are not heavy, only slippery. This wretched little
box is such a nuisance. I found it at the express office, and I wish I
had left it there. Ah, well, now, if you insist, you may carry the box.
It is small, you see, but slippery; seems to have an affinity for the
pavement. I've landed it there once, already."
The small, compact box, neatly wrapped in paper, was transferred from
Ben's crowded arms to Elsie's empty ones. Then the walk commenced.
A bright sunny day, the air just keen enough to be exhilarating,
and the business street down which their road lay was aglow with
holiday trappings. A walk was certainly not an unattractive thing.
Yet there was a cloud on Elsie's face; and if her gay cousin had been
watching her, he would have discovered that she bestowed suspicious
glances on the innocent-looking box which she carried. It was not its
weight that disturbed her; that was a mere trifle. What then? She
watched her opportunity, when Ben was busy re-arranging his load, and
unceremoniously applied her nose to the box. Faugh! It was as she
suspected. Here was she, Elsie Burton, who hated the sight and smell
and very name of the vile weed tobacco, actually carrying a box of
cigars through the street! She could have dropped them into the muddy
carriage drive, across which they were just picking their way, with a
good grace.
"I wonder if Ben smokes!" This was her indignant mental query. "I
declare, if that boy has gone and spoiled himself in such a hateful
way, I shall drop him." There were certain phases of moral courage
in which Elsie was by no means lacking. She was entirely willing
to express then and there, to her handsome young cousin, her utter
and intense abhorrence of everything pertaining to tobacco; and the
probabilities are strong that her very manner of doing so would have
outwitted any good which she desired to accomplish; that is, if she
really wished to accomplish anything beyond expressing her indignation.
Something quieted her just then. The memory of certain words: "Can
you let it take up things which, to say the very least, are not 'for
Jesus'?" Suppose people really did govern their lives by such rules as
that? Suppose Ben did. Would he be carrying home cigars to smoke? What
a thing it was that he had been the one to lead her unwittingly into
this first soiling of her hands! Almost before she realized that she
was doing so, she spoke her thoughts aloud: "Oh, Ben! You have made me
soil my hands."
Her cousin turned to her quickly, his face expressive of concern. "I
beg ten thousand pardons! Was I such a stupid dolt as to give you a
soiled paper to carry? What is it? Are your gloves ruined?" But he
looked in vain for soil; the delicate bronze gloves were as delicate as
before she touched the box, and the neat manilla wrapping was guiltless
of a stain.
Elsie laughed a little. "I was thinking aloud," she said. "I did not
mean my gloves, but my hands. Ben, I don't like the soil of cigars."
"Are they so very offensive to you?" This with a puzzled air. "It isn't
possible that you get their odor at this distance!"
"O, Ben! You know you are not stupid. Why do you pretend that you don't
understand me to mean moral soil?"
"Upon my word, I never thought of such a thing!" And Ben stared at his
cousin in genuine astonishment. "Isn't that straining a point, my wise
little cousin?"
"Is it? Suppose I believe that my hands should do nothing to help along
anything that is wrong in the world, could I, in that case, handle
cigars much?"
"That depends. Are cigars wicked?"
Elsie flashed a pair of keen eyes on him. "Are cigars good?"
He laughed good-naturedly. "Why, no; I haven't been in the habit of
attaching any moral character to them whatever."
"Very well; then why do you pretend that I am talking about their moral
character? The question is, do I believe that it is wrong to spend
money for cigars, and to spoil one's breath, and poison the air that
belongs to other people with their vile odors? In that case, I must be
consistent with my belief, and not let my hands help along that which I
consider mischievous."
"Pitch them into the gutter if you want to," he said, good-humoredly.
"You see they are not mine; I promised to bring them up for Hal; so I
can afford to be generous."
"Does Hal smoke?"
"Like a furnace. I won't tell him, though, that you helped the matter
along. I'll appear to have carried the offending box every step of the
way myself."
But Elsie did not smile. "If I were Emmeline," she began, then stopped.
"What then? Supposing I can stretch my credulity enough to imagine
anything so preposterous."
"Never mind; perhaps I ought not to say it."
"But it will do no harm for me to guess it. In the light of your last
sharp remarks, I fancy you were going to say: If I were Emmeline I
would not marry a cigar smoker.'"
"It is true," Elsie said, laughing a little, "I wouldn't."
"Really? Are you serious about this thing? Do you honestly think there
is anything so very wicked about smoking a cigar now and then?"
"What a way to put it! As if a thing must be 'so very wrong' in order
to be—not right. As to the 'now and then'—Oh, if you needed a lecture,
Ben, I think I could give it; I've thought a great deal about the
matter; but just now I was looking at it from such a simple platform
that it doesn't need argument. Hal, you know, is a Christian, and he
professes to govern all his life by one rule, as a servant who belongs
body and purse to Christ. How very easy it would be for him to decide
whether he ought to spend his money on cigars!"
Ben, I regret to say, was guilty of the ungentlemanly act of whistling.
A low whistle, instantly suppressed, but it expressed his views. "How
many Christians do you suppose govern themselves by any such rules?"
"The question has nothing whatever to do with the argument," Elsie
said; "but I'll answer it. Very few, I think. Does that annihilate the
rule?"
"How fortunate it is for me that we are just at the door," Ben
answered, gayly. "Give me the box of cigars, quick; and don't convert
Emmeline to your way of thinking, or we shall have no wedding to
attend."
I do not know whether, had Elsie known all the temptations and
embarrassments to beset her on that very next day, she would have been
able to make so emphatic a resolution as the one with which she left
the car. A shopping excursion was in order for the morning. Cousin
Carrie had a dozen trifles which must be bought that day, and it suited
Ben to attend them gallantly all the morning. Now shopping was not a
trial to Elsie; it had all the charm of novelty for her, for hitherto
her busy young life had known comparatively little of it. On this
particular morning the circumstances were particularly agreeable. She
had no grave responsibilities, but was merely an interested looker-on,
ready to give bits of advice as occasion offered; while nestled away in
her pretty porte-monnaie were two shining gold pieces which her father
had given her that morning to spend as she pleased. Oh, the charming
things that a girl of eighteen may please to buy! Cousin Carrie was a
helpful companion in that direction. She had wide-open eyes, and dealt
in superlatives:
"Oh, Elsie! Do look at this lovely shade in kids. Aren't they perfectly
exquisite? Just your number, too, and, match your new hat exactly.
Really, Elsie, you ought to have a pair of those. I never saw a more
perfect match."
Elsie looked interested but doubtful. "I have just bought new gloves,"
she said, "and they match nicely, I think."
"Oh, they do; they are charming. But these are that lovely, peculiar
shade which one so rarely finds in kid—just the tint of your long
plume. Oh, I do think they are too lovely for anything!"
"They are expensive."
"Oh, I don't think so. Only two and a quarter. You can't get really
good kid for less than that, and poor gloves are not worth buying.
Besides, they have the Foster fastenings. Now I really dote on Foster
fastenings."
Elsie was being persuaded. They did look as though they would fit her
shapely hand so well, and they really were a remarkable match. What
if she had just bought a pair? Gloves would keep and would be always
needed. Mamma approved of good gloves, and papa had told her to spend
the gold pieces just as she pleased.
"Well," she said, a slight hesitation still in her voice, "I think
I'll—" and she glanced down at her hands.
"Next time any temptation of this sort approaches you, just look at
your hand." It was to Elsie as though the words were written on the
back of her glove, so distinctly did she seem to see them. A temptation
of what sort? Was this box of gloves in the list? "Can you let it take
up things, which, to say the least, are not for Jesus?" Were the gloves
for Him? The question startled her, seemed a little irreverent, yet she
was a clear-brained girl and knew what the query meant.
Was she buying them because she felt that she needed them to complete
a neat and tasteful toilet? If—it was a sufficiently startling thought
to make the color run into her cheeks, yet she thought it—if the Lord
Jesus Christ stood there in the flesh, occupying the space at her side
now filled by Cousin Ben, would she spend two dollars and a quarter for
an unneeded pair of gloves? Should the hand belonging to Him do aught
that His glance would not approve?
She was ready to finish her sentence. "I think I will not take them,
Carrie. I have gloves enough for the present, and the styles may
change, before I need them."
"What nonsense! These are in the very latest shade. I never saw any
quite like them before. I wish they would match anything of mine and
would buy them in a moment, although Auntie gave me a full box of
gloves at Christmas. How many pairs have you, Elsie?"
This question amused Ben wonderfully. "An official report, if you
please," he said, his eyes twinkling with laughter. "How many
handkerchiefs have you, and how many ribbons and how many ruffles? Do
you young ladies keep an inventory for each other's special benefit?"
Elsie laughed, but Carrie turned from her coldly. She set her heart on
managing the glove matter, and it was ignominious to fail.
CHAPTER III.
THIS is but a faint specimen of the ways in which temptation assailed
the fair hands in whose stewardship two gold pieces had been placed. It
seemed to Elsie a curious coincidence that the first temptation should
have to do with a covering for those hands. But for that she might not
have gotten through so well.
It was wonderful, the number of articles that Carrie found which she
was sure her Cousin Elsie needed and ought to purchase; delicate
laces of a peculiarly rare and choice pattern that might not be found
again; soft, fluffy ruches particularly becoming to Elsie's face; fine
handkerchiefs, delicately embroidered, sold at a bargain; a peculiar
perfume, the like of which had never been smelled before; even scented
soaps joined hands with Elsie's companions that day and tried to
beguile her; yet she stood firm.
It was a curious experience. Could she have divested herself of
personal feeling, and looked on as an outsider, she would have enjoyed
the study. There was absolutely nothing presented which stood the test.
His hands, they must make no purchase save such as would please their
Master.
"I cannot think what is the matter with you!" Carrie said, watching her
cousin curiously. "You used to be ready enough to buy pretty things.
I've seen at least a hundred and fifty articles this morning that I
should have bought if I had as much spending money as you have. Papa
keeps me dreadfully close these days; everything has to be saved for
Emmeline. I tell papa just to wait until I get engaged, and I'll be
revenged. It can't be that you are saving up for that, Elsie; you are
not out of school yet."
Through it all Ben watched with amused face, not helping his cousin in
the least; on the contrary, he made several wise suggestions as to the
utility of some of the temptations.
"It is worse than cigars, isn't it?" he queried at last, his wicked
eyes dancing mischievously. Elsie felt that he was amusing himself at
her expense—turning her scruples into ridicule. Would it not be better
to lay aside her new ideas, and change the current of his thoughts by
disposing of the spending money that seemed to be the cause of so much
trouble? Wasn't it a sort of "casting pearls before—" and here she
paused; partly because she did not like to apply the simile, and partly
because her brain was too keen to admit of such reasoning. If Ben chose
to be led into sin through her conscientious effort to do right, he
must bear the blame of it.
But she was to be tried in a way that was harder to bear. Carrie,
positively vexed because she could not persuade her cousin into buying,
at the jewel counter, a lovely little charm for her chain, turned from
her and spoke to Ben in a very poor undertone: "I don't understand
Elsie. I'm afraid she is growing penurious, and that is really a more
hateful fault in a girl than in a boy. She used to be so free and
generous with her money."
"Perhaps Uncle Wells keeps her close," was Ben's hateful suggestion.
"He is well off, to be sure, but he may not be growing liberal as he
grows older."
Dear! You should have seen the flush on Elsie's face then! The idea of
that upstart of a boy daring to speak so about her dear father! He was
not rich either, and everybody knew he denied himself to have the more
to give to others. For a moment Elsie wondered whether she did not hate
her Cousin Ben—just a little!
Also, she felt just like dashing out in some wild expenditure that
would show her cousins how indifferent she could be to money when she
chose. What should she buy? There was plenty of opportunity. Just next
door in the plate-glass window stood temptations enough. Grapes, out of
season, large; white, luscious. They were marked fifty cents! Suppose
she should buy a bunch for herself, and one each for Carrie and Ben,
and two or three bunches to take home to Aunt Carrie? Beside them was a
silver-papered box of choice bonbons, marked one dollar; she might add
that and a bouquet of rare flowers. Would not these expenditures show
that she knew how to use money and had it to use?
Her hand was on the door-knob. She was burning with the desire to slip
in next door and make her purchases while Carrie studied over shades
of ribbons. Suddenly she withdrew the hand quickly, as though it had
come in contact with something that repelled it. "Clean hands!" To
what base uses was she about to put hers! Why did she want to buy the
fancy bonbons and the fruits and flowers out of season? As a tribute of
love? Her honest heart told her that it was rather a tribute of anger!
Did her father's reputation rest on such slight ground that it could
be injured by the ignorant chatter of a silly boy, or be built up by
a daughter's ill-humored extravagance? Very much astonished with, and
ashamed of, herself, Elsie turned away, and stood quite still for a
moment, eyes and head drooping. After that, she was better prepared for
the rest of the hour, even though the cousins chose next a way of being
cousinly that was almost unendurable. Ben actually bought some of the
great white grapes, and forced a few on her, though she felt as though
it would take but one to choke her. The truth is, fair Elsie, during
that and several following days, took lessons in the fact that Satan
makes sharp battle for every power of our being; and that the cross is
still waiting to be borne; the only reason that we feel its weight so
little being the fact that we have fallen into the habit of slipping
quietly around it, instead of boldly taking it up.
The curtains were drawn and the gas was lighted in the cosy back
parlor. Without the rain was steadily falling, and there was a rush
of wind every few minutes against the casement, which sharpened the
contrast between the dreary outside and the brightness of the home
scene within.
Over the family there had come the sort of lull which follows special
days of eager life and keen excitement. There had been the whirl of
preparation for, and then the excitement of participation in, wedding
festivities, and then the bustle of departure. Emmeline and Hal were
made one, and had gone away together, Elsie taking note, with much
inward disgust, that the groom actually smoked a cigar at the depot,
while waiting for the belated train.
Now those who tarried behind had reached a stormy Saturday evening,
with nothing to do but lounge amid the easy chairs and rest and visit.
Somewhat to their astonishment, they found this dull work. The reaction
from so much excitement was upon them, and many a yawn was hastily
covered so that the others might not suspect.
"Somebody read something," proclaimed Ben at last. "We are all too
indolent to talk—let some fellow who knows how talk for us. Who will
volunteer?"
"Elsie must read," said Carrie. "Papa says she is the best reader in
the set. I've been sulky over that remark ever since he made it, so of
course I will not."
Some gay talk followed this statement, but at last they settled down to
listen. Elsie, by no means unwilling to be appointed reader, for, like
most persons who are accustomed to reading aloud and who like to do it,
she hated to listen.
The book selected was a recent publication by a popular author. It
opened well, and in a very few minutes the listless company was giving
absorbed attention.
A half-hour passed, and then a dismayed, "Oh! Dear! Who is coming to
disturb us!" from Carrie, mingled with the sound of talking in the hall.
A moment more, and the relieved exclamation, "It's only Freem!" greeted
a newcomer.
"Freem," or Mr. Freeman Vance, was a gentleman who was much at home
with the young people of the house, and, during her visit Elsie had met
him several times. He was older than the cousins, having passed beyond
the age in which he was spoken of as "one of the boys." Carrie called
him a "full-fledged young man," but admitted that he was "nicer" than
most of them.
He dropped readily into an easy chair, drawn up near the grate,
murmured that this was delightful, and that it was a wretched night
outside, then begged that the reading might go on; there was nothing
that he enjoyed better than listening to a good reader.
There was a heightened color on Elsie's cheeks, but it was not brought
there by the implied compliment. She knew that she was a fairly good
reader. To-night, however, she was giving only partial attention to the
book. With by far the keener portion of her brain she was carrying on
an argument somewhat after this fashion: "I don't know about this book.
There are some queer expressions in it; I doubt whether papa would
approve. I wonder if that sentence is really intended as a covert sneer
at religion? I don't believe I like to hear the Bible quoted in just
this manner. Mamma wouldn't call that girl prudish; she would think she
showed a proper degree of self-respect."
You are to understand that these mental comments did not all rush
forward at one time and demand attention, but presented themselves at
intervals during the reading. Yet the doubt in Elsie's mind about the
book grew so rapidly that, just as Freeman Vance was announced, she
had almost resolved to declare boldly her objections and decline to
read. But his coming had made this a doubly difficult thing to do. Poor
Elsie felt instinctively that she stood alone; she was breathing an
atmosphere so unlike the one in which she had been reared that it would
be almost impossible to make her audience understand her scruples. She
shrank from trying. "What mattered a few pages of a book?" she told her
conscience. She need not admire the book; certainly there was no danger
that she should. Once through with this disagreeable evening, and she
need never look into it again.
So the reading continued. And the mental arguments continued, also, for
to the reader's wide-open eyes the sentiments expressed did not grow
less objectionable. It was not that they were pronounced in their form;
there was neither downright mockery of things sacred nor downright
ridicule of things pure. It was simply like many a book which is being
read in parlors; full of delicately-served, sugar-coated poisons. And
it was commended, too, in a general way, by some of the very newspapers
that might have been expected to stand guard over its intrusion into
Christian homes.
It was charmingly written. The pale hero was so fascinating in his
manner that, when he languidly quoted a moral lie and gracefully
propped it with arguments, you, being eighteen and guileless, could not
help admiring him a little.
Yet did Elsie read under protest. "Mamma" appeared before her
frequently, with keen eyes and clear brain, and swept away a filmy
web which would hide a falsehood from less cultured minds. "Papa's"
strong logic came often to mind to overthrow some subtle reasoning. Dr.
Falconer's very last sermon loomed up before her once, text and all, to
refute utterly a hint which the pale hero put forth.
If Freeman Vance had not appeared on the scene the book would certainly
have been laid aside; but how utterly foolish would her position appear
to him! He would call her a prude, as she had heard him call a young
lady who had been the subject of conversation the other day. She knew
just how his lip curled when he said it. Not that she cared for Freeman
Vance's opinion, she told herself; but, then, nobody liked to be talked
about. As she reached this conclusion she turned another leaf. The
interesting hero was in the midst of a statement given with as much
energy as he ever used, and, by way of emphasizing his point, he used
an unmitigated oath.
"Can you deliberately hold in your hand books of a kind which you know
perfectly well lead you farther from instead of nearer to Him?"
The quotation came to the reader suddenly, with almost as much force as
though it had been spoken by an audible voice. She made an instant's
pause—the oath unread—and looked down at her fair hands. They were
being soiled! There was no question in her heart about it. With a
sudden, impulsive movement, she spread open her hands with a repellent
gesture, as though she recoiled from the thing touched, and the book
fell to the floor. Freeman Vance sprang to return it and Carrie gave a
nervous start.
"Why, Elsie Burton, what is the matter? You made me drop six stitches
off my hook."
"Is there a ghost on that page?" queried Ben, mischief in his voice.
"No," said Elsie, her courage and her color rising. "I think it is a
serpent. Thank you, Mr. Vance; I don't want the thing again. I have had
quite too much of it. You must all excuse me from farther reading of
that book. I am not in sympathy with the morals or the manners of its
characters. I am ashamed that I have allowed myself to read it so long."
"I'll venture that it is another case of 'soiled hands,'" Ben said,
nothing but amusement in his voice.
His cousin turned toward him with flashing eyes. "Yes," she said, "it
is."
CHAPTER IV.
THEN began a babel of tongues. The book was "elegant!" "Charming!"
Everybody said it was the best one from that popular writer's pen. The
"critics were just raving over it." "Certainly it was written in a most
fascinating manner."
These were some of the statements which Elsie seemed to be expected to
answer. She had very little to say. The truth was, she felt painfully
conscious of the fact that many of her arguments would sound to this
company like an unknown tongue. What did they know of loyalty to the
Master who owned her, heart and hands? What wild fanaticism would they
think it, if she said that she felt herself to have dishonored Christ,
in having lent her hands and her voice to the book which she had just
dropped?
Yet she said this, speaking steadily, albeit with glowing cheeks. She
felt it to be the least that she could do, as His witness, to speak
the simple truth, and bear the storm of words, the incredulity, the
laughter, the raillery; and the almost more disagreeable attempt to be
patient with her, as with an ignorant child, fresh from country life
and country ideas.
"Oh, well!" said Carrie, at last. "We might as well save our breath,
as to coax her after she has made up her mind. You always were an
obstinate child, you know, Elsie, my dear. Ben, suppose you read."
"Not I," said Ben, with emphasis. "It is my brains, instead of my
hands, that I am afraid of; I never had the proper amount to bear me
out in reading aloud. Vance, will you volunteer?"
An expressive shrug of shapely shoulders was the young man's only
reply, but it seemed to be considered decisive.
"Then we must give it up," Carrie said, great vexation in her voice.
"What shall we do? I'm too dull to talk. Oh, I'll tell you, let's have
a game. Freem Vance, I owe you a grudge for beating me, the last time
we played. Get the cards, Ben, and I'll see if I cannot redeem my
reputation in that line."
Ben laughed good-humoredly, but made no attempt to obey.
"You are dull to-night, Carrie, duller than usual, that's a fact, if
you have any idea that our fair cousin will let her hands go so far
astray as to dabble with cards."
"Well, I should like to know why not. There is no irreligion about
them, certainly, poor little innocent things! Elsie, you will play a
game with us, won't you?"
"Thank you," Elsie said, trying to make her voice sound natural; "I
never play cards."
"Oh, that's of no consequence! You can easily learn. Ben, you could
teach her in five minutes, so she could play with you, couldn't you?"
"Doubt it exceedingly. There is an insurmountable objection, I fancy.
Unless I am mistaken, she will decline to be taught."
"No, she won't; we can't make up a set without her, and she will not be
so disagreeable as to refuse. Come, Elsie, you will be accommodating,
won't you?"
Poor Elsie felt like nothing so much as bursting into tears, and
running away, but she stood her ground bravely.
"I am sorry to appear unaccommodating, Carrie, but Ben is right; I
cannot play cards any better than I can read that book."
"What is the matter with cards?" There was a sneering tone to Carrie's
voice; perhaps it was well for Elsie that such was the case. Sneers
were apt to give her courage.
She choked back the tears, and tried to answer lightly: "They are
innocent enough, I suppose; it is the rough handling that the poor
things get to which I object."
"That is begging the question. Our professor of rhetoric says people
always do that when they are unable to prove their statements. I am
tired of hints and sanctimonious flings. Everything is wicked nowadays.
You used to have as much life in you as anybody; if there is any reason
for such pokiness, I should like to hear it. Why won't you play cards?"
"The prisoner will stand and answer to the solemn charge preferred
against her."
This from Ben. His sister's manner was so dictatorial that he was
ashamed of her, and was inclined, in a rollicking way, to aid Elsie.
She glanced toward him, smiling, then turned to Carrie.
"Why, Caroline, my dear, you surely do not need the ordinary arguments
against card-playing quoted to you! Everybody who has given any thought
to the subject understands them, and it wouldn't make them any plainer
or more forceful to quote them. For myself, I am sure I need only give
you one. My father and mother do not approve of the amusement."
Ben gave a curious little laugh at this point. "No more do ours, eh,
Carrie?" he said.
"Nonsense!" returned that young lady sharply. "I'm sure papa said
only the other night that times were changed since he was young, and
lived in the country. A great many people who live in little country
towns get narrow views of things, breathe them in the atmosphere which
surrounds them; but that is no reason they should hold to them when
they get a chance to see the world. I don't know what you mean, Ben;
I'm sure papa has never forbidden us to play cards. I am going to have
a game—I know that; and if Elsie won't play, I'll call Mary down. She
will like the fun of joining us."
"Mary" was the fourteen-year-old sister who was tolerated only
occasionally among the older young people.
As Carrie arose to summon her, Mr. Freeman Vance spoke the first
sentence he seemed to have considered himself called upon to utter
since the conversation commenced.
"At the same time, Miss Carrie, suppose you secure little Belle to take
my place. I do not feel equal to cards this evening."
Whereupon Ben burst into hearty laughter. "Amusement under
difficulties, upon my word!" he said, as soon as he could speak. "What
shall be done with them, Carrie?"
"Oh, well!" Carrie said, returning to her seat with an offended air.
"Since you are all disposed to be so very accommodating, you may
entertain yourselves. I'm sure I shall make no farther attempt. It is
the first time I ever knew you, Freem Vance, to decline cards. You are
playing a new game to-night, I should think."
Whereunto this embarrassing and ill-humored conversation would have
grown, I cannot tell you; for at that point occurred an interruption,
in the shape of a summons for Ben.
His father desired to see him at once, in the library, on a matter of
business.
And no sooner had he, with a little good-humored grumbling, departed,
than Carrie unceremoniously left the room by another door, and the two
guests were alone together.
I am aware that I have had to present Miss Carrie to you in a very
unfavorable light. As a rule, she was good-humored and ladylike, and,
being a year or two older than Elsie, was in the habit of being looked
up to by her. But, being a young woman without a settled purpose of
life or a guiding motive for speech or action, she was left, more or
less, at the mercy of the passing mood; and the excitements of the past
few days had served to unsettle her nerves to an unusual degree.
Left to themselves, an embarrassing silence followed. Elsie did not
know how to commence a conversation with this cultured man of the
world; especially, after the experiences of the last hour.
It was he who finally led the way:
"Would you mind giving me some of your objections to card-playing for
amusement? I think I am not well posted as you suppose your cousin to
be."
There was neither banter nor sarcasm in his voice; instead, he seemed
to be in earnest. But Elsie, full of sparkling logic for the boys and
girls, was unused to arguing with a gentleman, and hesitated.
"Don't they become snares to some young men, and lead them into
temptation and misery sometimes?" she said at last.
He seemed surprised at the answer, and waited a moment before he said,
"I think they do; but it does not seem to me that your cousin Ben is
tempted in that direction."
"I was not thinking of him at all. If any person came to mind it
was little Teddy Reilly, my Sabbath-school boy, whose father is a
professional gambler, and who lives in an atmosphere of impurity. I
want to keep my hands so clean from all such things that there shall
never be the possibility of his associating me with them. And the world
is full of Teddy Reillys; we may meet them when we do not know it, and
influence them when we are not thinking of such a thing. Besides, I
have two little brothers. I don't want them ever to find in gambling
saloons anything that will remind them of home and home pleasures."
"I am answered," he said, smiling; but there was nothing unpleasant in
the smile.
After a little, he spoke again, still in the same gentle tone: "Would
it be disagreeable to you to tell me what you meant, a little while
ago, about the book, and what Ben's reference to 'clean hands' had to
do with it?"
This question caused the color to deepen on Elsie's cheeks. Such things
were harder to explain; she doubted his ability to understand.
"It began with Dr. Falconer, my pastor," she replied, hesitatingly. "He
said, when he bade me good-by, that he hoped I would be careful not
to soil my hands. Then he lent me a little book of Miss Havergal's,
and I read it on the cars. There were marked passages in it, about
hands having been given to Christ and being kept for His service. One
sentence is, 'Can you let your hands take up things which, to say the
least, are not for Jesus? Can you deliberately hold in it books of
a kind which you know perfectly well lead you farther from, instead
of nearer to, Him?' I thought of that all the time I was reading the
book; and at last, when it came to a direct profanation of His name, I
dropped it. I wish I had done so before."
"It is narrow ground," said Freeman Vance.
"Yes, it is. I am amazed to see how it hedges one in. One of my
Sabbath-school verses is, 'He that hath clean hands and a pure heart.'
I have been very careful to teach the children what the words mean, and
that has made them plainer to myself, I think. At home, with my father
and mother, the way is plain enough, and bright and pleasant, but in
this atmosphere things are hard. I think I need mamma to-night."
Her lip was quivering. With the quotation of the Bible verse, Freeman
Vance had shaded his face with his hand. He made no response to her
words, and she struggled silently for composure.
At last he spoke again; a quiet voice, but it revealed a good deal of
suppressed feeling.
"Cards are a great temptation to me. I am very fond of them, and, like
you, I need my mother, and can never have her any more."
"Oh!" said Elsie, and the sympathy she put into that word must be
imagined, not described. "You need Jesus, Mr. Vance. If you give your
hands to Him, He will keep them and you."
There were footsteps in the hall. Carrie, ashamed apparently of her ill
humor and rudeness, had returned in a better mood. But there was no
more conversation. Freeman Vance arose almost immediately, saying that
he had but waited to bid her good-night.
"You have made an enemy of poor Freem," Carrie said, trying to laugh,
as the outer door closed after him. "He thinks an evening without cards
is a dreadful bore. People do say that he plays for something besides
amusement. But he has so much money that I suppose he thinks it no
harm to throw away some of it if he wants to. They say he never keeps
any that he wins. It seems a pity, though, to have him play with those
fellows. I always keep him at cards just as late as I can, so that he
will not be tempted to go to the saloons."
But Elsie had no answer for this phase of virtuous self-abnegation.
She was sore-hearted and disappointed. The world was not the beautiful
thing she had thought it. The shelter of home and mother were treasures
to be prized. The atmosphere of home was something to look forward to
with longing. The week was gone; she was glad of it. On Monday she was
going home. But—and here was the place for tears—she had disappointed
herself. She was not going back with hands as clean as she had hoped.
They were stained. His hands? Yes, but not kept always sheltered in His
grasp. And her lips had spoken few words for Him.
Here was this young man, Freeman Vance, in danger, it seemed, and
motherless; and she had met him every day for a week, several times a
day, indeed, and to-night's stammering sentence had been the first that
she had ever spoken to him of Christ. What a servant was she?
It was evening, and it was raining; and in the back parlor there was a
fire in the grate, throwing its bright gleams of light over the room
and playing gayly with the pictures on the walls.
Two easy chairs were drawn near to the grate, that their occupants
might the better enjoy the play of firelight and shadow. In one of them
sat Elsie Burton. A trifle over a year older than when you saw her
last. Not changed much, unless the brightness on her face has toned
into something softer, something which, while it belongs still to the
freshness of girlhood, hints of the coming woman.
The parlor is not the same in which you last saw her. It is her
father's own.
Elsie graduated a few weeks ago, just a little past nineteen; but she
preferred to spend the following months in the quiet of her own home,
though Cousin Carrie eagerly urged the delights of the great city upon
her.
The other occupant of an easy chair I presume you would also recognize,
though he, I think, is more changed than Elsie; but you would like
the change. I don't remember whether I told you that Freeman Vance
was a handsome man. A year ago, if you are a careful student of human
nature, you would have been a little troubled over the face. Handsome
dark eyes, but with an unrest about them that made you not sure of his
future. Handsome, quiet mouth, but with a look of strength about it, or
of firmness; and to be firm in a wrong direction means obstinacy—means
danger. And about the whole man there had been a certain something
which told you that he thought himself master of himself; and when a
man thinks that, wise people know that he is a slave.
But he was changed. What is the change which comes into these handsome,
manly faces, when their owners give themselves over, body and soul,
into the keeping of the King? Is it a stamp of the King's signet ring?
Is it a hint of the coming fulfillment—"We shall be like Him when we
shall see Him as He is"? Whatever it is, you saw it plainly on Freeman
Vance's face.
"It is singular that it rains." This was what he was saying.
"Why?" The word mellowed into a happy little laugh. The laugh said:
"Let it rain, and let the wind sigh and moan among the leafless
branches; I don't care in the least; the night, and the darkness, and
the sighing are as nothing to me; they are all 'without,' and I am
hedged in, and sheltered, and safe, and happy."
"It rained, that night, you know. I remember just how the drops sounded
on the window-pane, and how the wind moaned, and shook the trees
angrily because it could not get in at you. It seemed to know that it
would never be able to touch you, and to know, also, that in a few
minutes I would have to come out to it in the darkness and be whirled
whither it would."
"What a dreadful picture!" Still there was content in the voice. "I
remember the night, and the rain, and the wind; but I did not think
you noticed it, or cared whether it touched me or not. Carrie said I
offended you that evening."
"Poor Carrie! It is difficult to conceive of a young lady making less
of life than she is doing."
"How is it with Ben? He is getting on well, is he not?"
"Splendidly! The dear fellow! I saw him last night. Some memory of old
times came over us, and he spoke of that very evening; said he should
have reason to remember it forever; though it was words spoken on the
first day of your coming, during the walk up from the depot, he said,
which set him to thinking."
"No one ever acted less as though he were thinking! I was sure that he
was simply amused with me, as a little country dunce. Many a time he
helped to make it hard for me."
"I presume so; trying the temper of the steel. Ben is developing well.
He is the chief dependence of the young men's meeting in his church;
and he has a great deal of influence over the boys younger than
himself. Fenton tells me that he has about broken up the card-parties
which used to be so fashionable in that set; not by any aggressive
measures, you know—just a steady, quiet influence.
"'Clean hands,' he said to me last night. 'That is my motto, Freem.'
And there were tears in the dear fellow's eyes. You did good work in
the field during that one week, little Elsie. Went into the enemy's
ranks and captured right and left."
"I remember," said Elsie, when the laughter and the blushing over
part of this sentence had subsided—"I remember I cried that night,
because I felt that I had spent such a useless week, and, after all
my resolutions, was coming home with soiled hands and stained heart.
God was very good to own my feeble, blundering attempts. Poor Carrie
thought I cried because I had offended you."
"Poor Carrie!" repeated Arr. Vance, laughing a little. Then both of
them sighed. The year that was past had not improved Cousin Carrie.
"Does Ben know—" began Elsie, then stopped. Mr. Vance seemed able to
understand half sentences.
"Ben does not know anything, except where I am gone for vacation; but
I think he suspects a great deal and keeps his own counsel. I do not
visit often at your uncle's, now, for reasons that you may possibly
surmise."
Just a moment of silence, during which both watched the play of the
firelight.
Then Freeman Vance bent toward the other easy chair, which was lower
than his.
"I have something to show you, Elsie, and something to tell you. Will
you let me see if this fits?"
Then the firelight flashed about a cluster of small, pure diamonds,
quaintly set.
"It was my mother's ring, Elsie, and there is something to tell you
about it—something strange, which will make you feel more than ever
that God plans all our ways for us.
"When my mother gave it to me, a boy of twenty, she said: 'It is for
your wife, Freeman, with a mother's blessing. And, my son, promise me
this: the girl on whose finger you place it must have clean hands and a
pure heart. Will you be careful of that, my boy?' I promised it on my
knees, by my mother's dying bed.
"You may judge now something of the thrill it gave me to hear you quote
those words.
"I have carried the ring on my watch-guard, hidden from sight, for five
years.
"Now it has found its rightful owner, and, my darling, I know I have
obeyed my mother's words."
CIRCULATING DECIMALS.
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CHAPTER I.
THE Sabbath-school library of the Penn Avenue Church was really in a
disgraceful condition. For years it had been let alone, until it had
finally put itself into that state of dilapidation which let alone
things can so skillfully assume. Covers were sadly torn, corners
curled, fly-leaves gone, in many cases the first dozen or twenty pages
of the book missing, to say nothing of great gaps in the middle of the
story or history. Some books had almost every leaf defaced by those
irritating scribblers, who are never safe creatures with a lead pencil
in their hands. Many of the books were missing, having been swallowed
in that mysterious vortex which ingulfs lost things, no person living
being able to give a lucid account of their departure. And, to crown
all, according to the statement of Mrs. Marshall Powers, who knew most
things, "Not more than half the books were fit for a Sabbath-school
library in the first place."
Who needs a photograph of a disabled library? Alas, the ghastly
remains lie around so profusely that there is no need for more than
a word to recall the very bend of their limp covers—those of them
which have covers left. Such was, and had been, the condition of the
Penn Avenue library for many a month. It had been long since a book
had been spoken of by the bright girls and boys who belonged to its
Sabbath-school without a contemptuous curling of upper lips. Spasms of
interest had been from time to time awakened, and much talk had been
wasted in repeating the patent fact—"We certainly ought to do something
about our library," the main difficulty being that the effort went no
farther than talk; and the day came when a suggestion of this sort
would set the aforesaid lips to curling in derisive incredulity. They
believed—those boys and girls—that the Penn Avenue library was dead.
Such, however, was not the case. One summer morning it revived. The
young ladies' society took hold of it with interest; they would have a
fair and festival forthwith; they would spare no pains and no expense
to make the matter a grand success, and secure the means for a new and
complete library, which should at once be the admiration and the envy
of every other church in town.
Do you need to be told how that society hummed and buzzed after that?
Meetings were held each week, sometimes twice a week. Committees were
formed, and dashed hither and thither through the crowded streets.
Worsted, and canvas, and embroidery silk, and ribbon, and beads, and
lace came to the front, and became matters of even more importance than
usual. The air was full of them, parlors were full of them, tongues
were full of them; go where you would, you were destined to hear about
"a lovely rose-colored tidy in a new stitch," or "an elegant afghan,"
the materials for which were to cost twenty dollars, or a "magnificent
Bible cushion" that was all a mass of raised silk embroidery that would
take "days and days of close work to finish"; or of some other of the
endless pieces of fancy work getting ready for the fair. Neither was
the festival part neglected. The city was districted, the streets were
canvassed, miles of energetic walking were accomplished, and the result
was cake—black cake, white cake, brown cake, chocolate, delicate,
cream, cocoanut, sponge, and, to crown all, the "loveliest great mound
of angels' food that was ever made in this town!" So one enthusiastic
miss reported. Think of a company of rational beings, meeting and
eating up a loaf or two of angels' food, for the purpose of securing a
Sabbath-school library! Cakes were not all! Jellies, pickles, chickens,
ham, tongue—oh! What not? If you had looked into the receiving room of
the Penn Avenue Church, on the afternoon of the eventful evening, you
would have almost supposed that the dear people were making ready to
give a Christmas dinner to this great, cold, homeless outside world,
so bountiful were the provisions. But they were not; they were only
preparing to eat their way into a Sunday-school library for the use of
their own boys and girls.
But let no novice suppose for a moment that the afternoon of this day
had been reached in peace. If I should undertake to give you a history
of one third of the troubles through which the self-sacrificing leaders
walked, my story would be far too long. Did not Helen Brooks say that
Sallie Stuart's pincushion was a "dowdy-looking thing," and should not
be on her table; that Sallie did not know how to do fancy work anyway,
and never ought to have tried? Did not Alice Jenkins say that Stella
Somebody had marked her sofa pillow "ridiculously high;" that it was
really a disgrace to a church to charge such exorbitant prices? And did
not both Sallie and Stella hear of these things, by that mysterious
process which is rife in all society, and which nobody understands,
and did they not both withdraw in affront, declaring that they would
have nothing more to do with the Penn Avenue fair, nor the Penn Avenue
Sabbath-school? This is only a hint of the miasm of which the air was
full.
But one story I must tell you: an "ower true tale" it is. If any of
the Penn Avenue people read this, I ask their pardon for making it
public, but it should be recorded as a matter of history. It was all
about a doll. A great, beautiful waxen doll, direct from Paris, having
wonderful real hair, and wonderful eyes that looked as though they must
be real, and rosy parted lips, and teeth that gleamed like pearls. This
doll was a special grant of grace to the young ladies' society. Mrs.
Archer, just returned from a European tour, had brought it home for
the very purpose to which she now dedicated it, namely, the library
of the Penn Avenue Sabbath-school. Think of the number of children in
that Sabbath-school whose very arms would quiver with the desire to
clasp such a treasure as their own! Assuredly there were fifty fathers
in the congregation who would think nothing of investing a dollar for
the possibility of securing it for the darling at home. Nothing easier
than to sell fifty tickets, at a dollar each, and let the child whose
fortunate number corresponded with the number on the inside of the
Parisian lady's Parisian slipper carry off the prize in triumph, while
the forty-nine other children held their breaths and controlled their
sobs as best they could.
Now all this proved to be very correct reasoning. Hot buckwheat cakes
on a frosty morning never disappeared faster than those fifty tickets
were exchanged for shining silver spheres or crisp national currency.
With great satisfaction did the committee count out its fifty dollars
for the treasury of the Lord, mourning over but one thing: "We might
have had seventy-five or a hundred tickets just as well as fifty."
Still, it was not all smooth sailing. Murmurs long and deep began to
be heard, and presently they waxed loud enough to claim attention.
There were those among some of the fathers and mothers in Israel who
succeeded in making it understood that they had conscientious scruples
against gambling, even for religious purposes. They declared that
this thing ought not to be, and therefore must not be. Triumphant
were the answers: "The tickets are all sold; what are you going to do
about it?" But the conscientious element was in earnest. Something
ought to, and therefore something could, be done about it; the money
could be refunded, the tickets destroyed, the Parisian lady valued
at a reasonable price and set up for sale, if they would, but never
raffled for. Great was the consternation—loud were the voices. Give
back the fifty dollars! Guess they would, hard as they had worked for
it! Great need in being so squeamish! They had heard of people who
strained at a gnat and swallowed a camel. They believed, if the truth
could be told, the trouble started with somebody who was disappointed
because his little girl did not get a ticket. They were not going to
give up the doll, not they. Did people suppose they would do all the
work, and then be dictated to by a few narrow-minded men and women?
The strife ran high; it threatened to rend in pieces the young ladies'
society. There were those who would do nothing if the Parisian lady
was insulted; there were those who would do nothing if the raffle was
permitted. Into the midst of the turmoil came the Sabbath to make what
lull it could. The offending lady was carried home on Saturday by one
of her allies, and securely locked in the "spare chamber" to spend the
Sabbath in repose. Alas, and alas! The day was warm, the windows of the
spare room fronted the south; the blinds had been thrown wide-open, the
evening before, to catch the last rays of light for a special object,
and by some strange mismanagement had not been closed again. The
blue-eyed lady in her arm-chair directly in front of the window, looked
her loveliest all day; and all day the sunbeams hovered around her,
and wooed her, and kissed her, and caressed her, never realizing the
fierce heat of their love; and on Monday morning, when the determined
committee went to remove my lady to her throne in the church parlor,
behold, her delicate complexion was seamed and soiled; what had been
red cheeks were simply long faded streaks, extending in irregular
lines to her neck; her eyelashes were gone, her nose was gone, her
lovely lips were washed out, and she was, in short, a ruined wreck of
her former self! There was no raffling at that fair. The money was
returned, the doll was patched up, and packed up, and sent to a little
niece of one of the committee—the disappointed auntie having bought my
lady for a trifle—mid apparent calm succeeded the angry threatenings.
Yet, despite all their efforts at composure, the young ladies could
not get away from the miserable feeling that the trouble was in some
way due to the opposition; and cold looks, and sarcastic speeches, and
discomfort and distrust had it very much their own way among certain of
the workers.
Well, the fair was held. Tidies, and tidies, and tidies! The number and
variety seemed endless.
"Tidies to right of us, tithes to left of us, tidies before us, tidies
behind us, tumbled and tangled," paraphrased a young man who caught
his sleeve button in one of the meshes and drew a small avalanche of
them to the floor. Another, looking on hopelessly at the mass, asked
what sort of carpets they would make. And another, turning from them
to the pincushions, wanted to know if some of those things were not
large enough for bolsters. All this aside, of course. Sales were
brisk, apparently, and yet many articles were unsold. The trifles, the
small keepsakes, the pretty nothings found ready purchasers; but the
pieces that represented miles of silk embroidery, and hours of toil,
and were to bring large returns, were still the property of the young
ladies when the evening was over. It was over at last, and weary bodies
and excited brains sat down to count the spoils. There was a bill to
pay at the fancy store for materials; there was a bill to pay at the
confectioner's; there was a bill to pay for dishes rented, and broken,
and otherwise injured; there was a bill to pay for cream—where do all
the little bills come from which swarm round a distracted treasurer
at such a time? Unexpected expenses, and enough fancy work on hand to
stock a modest store! The bills were paid, and the wearied soldiers
went into camp for repairs—mental and moral; and there was deposited
with the treasurer of the library fund the sum of twenty-two dollars
and sixteen cents!
After that there was a lull in the Penn Avenue Church.
CHAPTER II.
THE next spasm that seized them started in the choir. They would give
an entertainment, musical and literary. No such gross and material
things as food for the body should intrude. Committee meetings were
again the order of the day. It was soon found that even in preparing
for "a feast of reason and a flow of soul," differences of opinion
would arise. Should it be the cantata of Queen Esther, or the operetta
of the Milkmaid, or something lighter than either, say, the Dance of
the Fairies? There were those who thought a series of tableaux would
be better than any of these, and there were those who thought there
was talent enough in the Penn Avenue Church to get up a genuine play,
instead of one of these milk-and-water affairs. At last, after some
plain speaking, and a few heart-burnings, it was decided that the
cantata of Esther should have the right of way, the casting vote in
its favor being made because there was a young man visiting at the
Judsons' who had just graduated from the theological seminary, and
would make a "magnificent Haman." Then began rehearsals. Music was to
be interspersed between the various scenes, and certain sopranos were
asked to prepare choice selections, such as: "I think only of thee,
love," and "My heart's dearest treasure," and "Ever thine own, love,"
and a few other of those gems which we hear screamed out by seraphic
voices to large and appreciative audiences. I have never heard it
explained why so much of our popular music should be wedded to words
which the performer would blush to repeat in prose to an audience of
more than one; but the fact, I suppose, is indisputable.
Oh, those rehearsals! Why are they attended with so many trials? Does
Satan make special arrangements to be present at all efforts of this
kind? And, if so, why? Does his superior genius recognize in these
gatherings fruitful soil for the developments dear to his heart, I
wonder?
Miss Minnie Coleman was general-in-chief of this particular
entertainment, and she dropped a limp heap among the cushions one
evening and recounted her trials to sympathetic ears: "Such a time,
mamma! You never saw anything like it. It really is enough to
discourage one with any attempt at doing good! Who do you suppose
wants to be Vashti? That ridiculous little Kate Burns! She says she
knows more than half of the part already, because she helped them get
this up in the Vesey Street social; the idea! Everything she did was
to prompt at one of the rehearsals! She is too dumpy for a queen; and
she has a simpering little voice. Oh! It would be just too ridiculous
for anything, and yet she is bent on it; she has talked with each one
of the committee separately, and hinted that we ought to propose her.
Then there's that Jennie Harmon, vexed because she hasn't been chosen
for Esther. She makes all manner of fun of Essie (whom everybody says
is just the one for the part), and I'm really afraid Essie will hear
of it, and refuse to act; the girls are so hateful, mamma, you haven't
an idea! They get so excited about things that don't go just as they
want them; they burst right out with whatever is in their minds. Three
of the committee went home crying to-night just because of things that
they had overheard said; and I'd cry, too, if I were not so provoked.
It does seem too bad when we are working for benevolence, and trying
our best to make a little money, to have people go and spoil things
in this way. (Jessie Morrison is fretting, too; she doesn't like her
part; says her mother thinks the dress is unbecoming. 'What of it?' I
asked her, somebody had to wear it, and it might as well be she as any
one; well, she said her mother did not think it was exactly a proper
dress to appear in, in public. So absurd!) I am just tired of the whole
thing. I told Fannie to-night I would give anything if we were safely
out of it all, and if I once get through I shall wash my hands of all
benevolent enterprises in the future. Fannie was a poor one to talk to,
though; she is so vexed because she hasn't been asked to sing a solo
that she could tear everything to pieces. I'm sure I hope those library
books, if we ever get them, will do a great deal of good; they ought
to, such a world of trouble as they have made."
Ah, well, they lived through it. It is surprising how many trials we do
succeed in pushing through and coming out alive on the other side!
The cantata argued and frowned and sparred and grumbled its way into
perfection. The large hall was engaged for two evenings, because a
complete rehearsal at the hall was a necessity. The town was duly
placarded, inviting the public to the unique entertainment gotten up
by the energetic young people of the Penn Avenue Church. The usual
number of street jokes floated through the air, about the "Penn Avenue
Theatre," or the "religious opera," sent afloat by that large class of
irreligious young men who inhabit every town and city, and who seem to
know by instinct just what is appropriate to a religious body, and just
what is not. When the church and the world start out to walk hand in
hand, it is a curious thing that it is always the world that sees the
inconsistencies, and laughs, and always the church that is blind.
The modern Queen Esther did hear of the trouble, and, unlike her great
namesake, faltered and pouted and would have nothing to do with the
affair, so at a late hour a new queen had to be hastily chosen, who
marred the occasion by forgetting some of her parts; and this is only
a hint of the sea of trials which encompassed the executive committee
that evening. Still, as I said, they lived, and came to the hour when
they sat down to count their gains. From this exercise they rose
up sadder and wiser girls. The costumes had been so unique, and so
rich, and were of such brilliant colors that, being available for the
occasion only, many things had to be bought, and the bills sent to the
treasurer. The purchases did not seem many nor heavy, as they were
bought by different people, at different times, but they counted up so
mercilessly when the figures were set in those inexorable rows! Then
the charge for the hall was simply enormous. The poor committee looked
at each other and said this a dozen times during the counting up; the
idea of charging as much for the use of the hall for the rehearsal as
they did for the regular evening! Who would have imagined such a thing!
Then the bills of the piano lenders were more than they had supposed
possible, and the printer's bill was another ruinous item. Will it not
be easily credited by the great army of the initiated that nineteen
dollars and two cents gave the sum of the net proceeds of all these
weeks of outlay! Actually nineteen dollars and two cents! "There!" said
the treasurer, tossing down her pencil with a determined air, "I shall
not add that column again! I've begun at the top, and in the middle,
and added the fives and the nines separately, and done everything I can
think of, and it comes every time to that miserable little nineteen
dollars and two cents! Let's take the nineteen dollars to pay for the
shoe leather we've worn-out, and hand in the two cents to the library
committee, and then go and drown ourselves."
They laughed, as girls will, at almost anything, if somebody will only
lead off. But when they reached home they, every one of them, cried.
Poor things! My heart aches for them. There is no class of workers more
utterly to be pitied than those who struggle and toil, making bricks
often times without straw, and who find at the close that, some way,
the bricks seem not to have been worth the cost.
It was months afterward, winter indeed, before the library association
gasped again. Then up rose the women, the respectable, middle-aged,
matronly women. The library must be replenished, money must be
raised. It would not do to set girls at it; girls always got into
trouble, they were so sensitive, so quick to take offence, so lacking
in self-control. They—the matrons—would do this thing speedily and
quietly. They would have an oyster supper on a large scale, make
preparation for a great many guests, furnish oysters in every possible
style, and with them such coffee as only they could make, to say
nothing of the inevitable cake and cream, and side dishes, for those
who did not relish oysters. So they went to work, quietly, skillfully,
expeditiously. Baking, broiling, frying, stewing! What tales could
not the kitchens and pantries have told during those days! They got
through to the weary end, not without heart-burnings and a few tears,
and much pressure of lips lest they speak unadvisedly, and occasional
home confidences not flattering to their fellow workers, and I protest
that in this age of the world, with Satan so manifestly at the helm as
he is, it is not possible to get up a church fair, festival, opera, or
what not, without these, but the matrons were as they had promised to
be, on the whole, discreet, forbearing, and silent; no open breaches
came.
The evening of the supper came. Dark!—was it ever darker? Rain!—not a
fitful dash with gleams of moonlight between. Just a steady, pelting,
pitiless rain, mud at every crossing, pools of water at some. Warm—so
warm that, to the average oyster eater, the very thought of one of
those bivalves was disgusting. A few damp yet resolute people stood
around in the corners of the great room, and steadily ate large dishes
of oysters, double dishes, some of them, and the minister, the one who
perhaps could afford it least, ushered in from the dark outer world, in
the course of the evening, seven wet, hungry newsboys, and gave them
such a supper as they will tell of twenty years hence, and paid the
bills! Meantime the cooked oysters in huge quantities were sent out to
the deserving poor, and the uncooked ones were forgotten and left in
the warm room all night, and by morning were not fit for the deserving
poor, or any other poor! In the early forenoon of the next day, while
the rain was thus falling drearily, a few draggled and discouraged
females wended their way homeward, laden with soup tureens, cooking
utensils, and a loaf each of cake! And this was the outcome of Penn
Avenue's third effort!
Now you are not to suppose that this church was poor. It was not
wealthy in the sense that some city churches are, which need only
to mention a want to have it supplied from a full treasury; but its
members, the great majority of them, lived in comfortable, and some
of them in elegant homes; none of them ever arranged for himself to
have a supper brought in by his friends, and eaten by his friends,
and paid for by his friends, in order to help him through with the
current expenses of the year. Not one of them had ever been known to
solicit articles for a fancy fair in order to help pair house rent, or
even pew rent. All of them were in the habit of putting their hands in
their pockets and furnishing the money with which to meet all these
reasonable needs. Why, then, did they resort to such pitiable devices
to replenish their church library? Is there any person who can give a
satisfactory answer to that question?
I want also to be understood about those young ladies. They were by no
means working for self-gratification; they were honest in their desire
to raise money for the cause; neither were they of a more quarrelsome
disposition than others of their age and position. The simple fact
was, that the unusual surroundings, the endless rehearsals, the
posing in characters strange to them, the curious costumes which made
them feel unlike themselves, the need for haste, and undue exertion,
the necessity for planning for so many contingencies, the sense of
responsibility, the consciousness of criticism freely offered, the
possibility of failure, all these strained heavily on young nerves
unused to great strains, and produced the highly wrought condition
of nervous irritability which made molehills loom up like mountains,
and made the things that would on ordinary occasions have raised a
merry laugh start the quick tears instead. I take the bold ground
that misunderstandings, and heart-burnings, and coldnesses, sometimes
far-reaching in their influences and results, are almost necessary
accompaniments to work of this character; there are notable exceptions,
but exceptions emphasize rules. Really now, how many church festivals,
fairs, concerts, cantatas, Christmas dramas, and what not, have you
watched closely from their inception to their close, without hearing of
a jar which did more or less harm?
What does this prove? I am not proposing to prove anything by it, I am
only stating certain facts. Also, I am advocating the cause of the Penn
Avenue Church; it was like unto other churches.
CHAPTER III.
IF you please, now, go back with me to the early summer in which the
first spasm of interest in regard to the library took hold of the young
people. The new superintendent, unwittingly, perhaps, set the ball to
rolling, by remarking that the library had been closed and locked by
vote of the executive committee of the school, until such time as there
were found to be any books worth giving out. Then, among those who had
looked at each other and shaken their heads in disapproval of such a
state of things, were the young ladies in Mrs. Jones's class,—ten of
them. They occupied the corner down by the door, between the door and
the east window; a corner that was cold in winter and warm in summer;
a corner that other classes shunned. Perhaps that will give you a hint
in regard to Mrs. Jones's class. They were young ladies belonging to
a certain clique. None of them wealthy, none of them even well-to-do,
in the sense which you probably mean by that term. They represented
comfortable homes, where the fathers worked hard, daily, for daily
needs, where the mothers took their share of daily burdens, where the
daughters did what they could to help lighten the burdens of both.
For instance, one was a sewing girl, and went every day among the fine
houses on the fashionable streets to do plain sewing. Another was a
milliner's apprentice, and in the busy season worked over bonnets
from seven o'clock of a Monday morning often until twelve o'clock
of a Saturday night. The fact was, she knew some of the Penn Avenue
Sabbath-school teachers who had their bonnets sent home in the gray
dawn of the Sabbath morning, because they must have them for that day's
worship. Another managed the entire culinary and kitchen department
for a large family, in order that the mother might sit all day, and
sew (on the many garments which were brought to her, to cut and fit,
and repair and make). Still another was clerk in a fancy store, and
knew much about the pretty things that less busy girls than she were
fond of making. Two were teachers in the graded school and spent
their Saturdays in helping with the family ironing, to relieve an
over-burdened mother. Workers they were, every one; not a drone in the
hive. By common consent they were almost entirely counted out of the
"fancy department," as they had named the young ladies' society. They
had not time for fancy work, neither did they move in the same circle
with the fancy workers. Oh, they attended the same church, and were on
friendly enough terms with the young people, at least with those whom
they knew sufficiently to exchange bows when they met on the street;
they met nowhere else save in church. I am sure you know all about
those subtle, oftentimes mysterious, yet plainly defined, society
distinctions. They are to be found in every village, however small, as
well as in our largest cities.
This corner class looked at each other and shook their heads with the
rest, but they did one thing more. Sarah Potter said, "Girls, let us do
something. Mrs. Jones, let us have a Sabbath-school library."
"Well," said Mrs. Jones, briskly, heartily, "I'm agreed. Let us, by all
means." Then they laughed a little. Mrs. Jones was a tailoress, and
worked hard all day, and every day, and was devoted to her ten young
ladies.
But Sarah Potter had more to say: "Oh, now I mean it. It is high time
something was done. Let us meet to-morrow evening at Jennie's and talk
it over."
Now Jennie was one of the ten, and all meetings to discuss ways and
means were always held at her house. In fact it was the settled place
of meeting for anything connected with this class. It had been two
years since Jennie had met with them elsewhere than in her own room.
Yet the class was always counted as numbering ten. One glance at her
pale, bright face would have told you the story. She never left her
room, nor her bed, and looked forward now to but one way of leaving
that spot, which would be when they carried her out into the world once
more, in her coffin! Yet Jennie was the strong bond of union in that
class. "She is the class soul!" affirmed Mrs. Jones in her strong and
somewhat quaint language, and the one to whom she spoke understood, and
did not controvert it.
Workers are very apt to move promptly in whatever line they take up.
The next evening the ten met in Jennie's room. She was eager to receive
them, ready to further their plans to the best of her powers. But had
they any plans? "Sarah began it," they said, "she must tell us what she
wants."
"I want a new library; and I say, let's get one, somehow."
"Very well, I'll be secretary and put that down. So much decided. 'A
library somehow.'" Hannah Wood wrote the sentence in large letters, the
others gleeful meanwhile. "Now, Sarah, proceed. We are all ready for
the plans."
"I haven't any plans; only that the thing must be done. It has been
talked long enough. Yes, I have plans. Look at the Woman's Board; see
how much money they are raising with ten cents a month. Why couldn't we
draw up pledges for ten cents a month and get signers? There are ten of
us to work; ten cents a month from everybody that we can wheedle into
giving it. A regular decimal performance."
"Circulating decimals at that," laughed her sister. "Think how we shall
have to circulate through this town to get signers!"
"Jennie, you must be our treasurer; we'll report to you once a month.
Mrs. Jones, won't that be nice?"
The subject was fairly opened for discussion, and vigorously was it
discussed. Before the evening closed, each of the ten had a copy of the
pledge written in a fair round hand. "We, the undersigned, do pledge
ourselves to give ten cents each month at the call of a person holding
this paper, for the benefit of the Penn Avenue Sabbath-school Library
Fund, until such time as we shall ourselves erase our name from this
paper."
"And it will be one while before you get a chance to do that,"
affirmed Sarah Potter, reading the pledge with grave satisfaction. "If
ever our church gets into another muddle over a library, I shall be
disappointed."
This was the beginning. The girls pocketed their papers, kissed
Jennie, and went home. Thereafter, steady, silent work was done with
these pledges. The thing created scarcely a ripple on the surface
of the church society. The sum asked for was so small; it was so
easy to change your mind and erase your name at any time; it was so
improbable that those girls would call for so small a sum many months
in succession; it was so much easier to comply than to refuse; people
laughed and said one to another: "Do you know what those girls in Mrs.
Jones's class are trying to do? Poor things, they want books badly. I
hope they won't be old and gray before a new library is bought, but I
am afraid they will at that rate. Oh, yes, I put down my name! It is a
whim that will blow over very soon, and it is just a trifle anyway."
Very few members of the fancy department even heard of the plan; they
were busy making pincushions for the fair, and did not often meet the
other class. But the original scheme widened. The ten met one evening
at Jennie's call in her room; she had a plan.
"I've been thinking all the week, girls, and praying over it. Don't you
believe we could each give an evening a week to the library?"
"Oh, dear, yes, two of them if there was money in it! I'm becoming
interested and mercenary." This from Sarah Potter.
"Well, why don't you each go into business?"
"Why don't we what!" unbounded amazement in tone and manner.
"Go into business," repeated Jennie. Then she laughed. "I've been
thinking, and I find there is some one thing that each of you can do,
and do well; why not get up an evening class, one evening a week, and
give the result to the library fund?"
"Bless your dear heart! What an idea! There isn't a thing in life that
I know how to do!"
"Yes, there is. Don't you know, Trudie, that you make better cake for
the festivals than any of the fancy cooks? People always say so, and I
know two girls this minute who would be delighted to learn. I believe
you could have a large class."
"To learn to make cake! What an idea!"
"It is a good one, isn't it, girls? I'll tell you, Trudie; I was
praying about our library this very morning, and I asked the Heavenly
Father to give me an idea; and just then the Emmons girls came in; they
expect company, and they were dreading all the work there would be to
look after; Sadie said if it were not for cake she wouldn't mind, but
she never had success, and it gave her the blues to think of having to
attend to it. Just then it flashed over me this whole plan, and I knew
it was an answer to my prayer."
"Oh, Jennie, Jennie! Cake making and praying are too far apart to get
mixed in that way. Do you really think God attends to such things?"
Then it was time for Mrs. Jones. "Why, dear, me!" she said. "Don't you
know your Bible? 'Whether, therefore, ye eat or drink, or whatsoever ye
do, do all to the glory of God.' If he is to be glorified by our work,
it is likely he knows a good deal about it."
"You can't glorify God by making cake!"
"Can't? Then I should like to know what business you have spending your
time making it. There's the direction."
"If you can turn cake into library books, Trudie, I should say the way
was plain." This from Mary Brooks. Then Nettie Brooks: "Come, Trudie,
take your cake and move out of the way. This is a splendid notion, but
what in the world can I do? I know how to sell fancy goods, and sort
colors, and bear all manner of impudence from ladies who tumble them
over, but I have no colors to sell."
"O Nettie, I thought of you! Look at your lovely handwriting. Think of
that winter when you took lessons to help the writing teacher pay her
board, and said you did not know what in the world you learned for. It
may be that God had you do it for just this time; and, don't you think,
I know three scholars for you. I've had ever so many calls to-day."
"Put her down," said Hannah gravely. "She'll get scholars; Jennie has
prayed it all out for her. I know what I can do; I can teach decimal
fractions; I've been at it all day, and I think I could teach them to a
post. But the question is, where is the post?"
"Mr. Nelson is willing to send his chore boy to an evening class, if
one is started; and Mrs. Silverton is willing to send both the Brewster
boys."
"I shall teach an evening school; and teach decimal fractions, and
circulating decimals at that. Every scholar shall circulate around a
new Sabbath-school library before another year. I begin to see floods
of daylight."
Do you think this scheme came to naught? Not in a single instance.
During the long winter evenings, the cake classes, and the soup
classes, and the writing classes, and the dress-cutting classes and the
arithmetic classes, were busy and enthusiastic.
"I suppose Jennie prayed them all there," said Sarah Potter,
thoughtfully, when after a night of heavy rain they met to compare
notes, and found that all could report progress. It grew to be their
working motto, "Jennie prayed us through." They worked carefully; if
Jennie was praying, the work must match the prayer.
"Girls," she said to them one night, "I've been thinking. Hannah, you
dear child, Bud says he begins to understand how to divide; he thought
he would never know. He said the carrying business bothered him always,
until last night you made it as plain as day. Can't you teach him how
to carry himself over bodily into the service of the Lord?"
Said Hannah, with amused voice, but tearful eyes, "O you blessed little
fraction! I'll try! I truly will."
"We must all try hard," Jennie said. "It is God's chance for us each.
It grows on me. The library will come; I feel sure of that, but so much
else will come if we teach for His glory. O girls, it is blessed to
work for Him! I cannot do it, and over again, but I am glad to say over
and over again, 'They also serve who only stand and wait.' I can only
lie and wait, but I pray for the workers."
"Ah," said Hannah, "foolish child! She doesn't see that she is the hub,
and we nothing but the spokes in the wheel!"
They went home strengthened. There was more to do than merely to secure
a Sabbath-school library; and there was more done.
It was about this time that the fancy department counted over its
nineteen dollars and two cents, and wept!
Well, the winter hasted away; spring came and passed, and the workers
worked steadily, quietly on. Almost anything that takes a year to do
is done quietly. The mere surface talkers always get through talking,
early in the year, and conclude that because they are tired of the
subject it has, therefore, dropped. Very few people even took time
to notice the regularity with which their pledge was presented to
them and their ten cents claimed. Those who noticed it said, with a
patronizing, and somewhat pitying, smile: "So you are not tired of
that little effort of yours yet, eh? It reminds me of the old fable of
the bird trying to carry away the sand on the seashore. Well, every
little helps, and I am sure every effort is commendable. Our library is
certainly a disgrace." This class, having encouraged (?) the workers,
calmly shouldered the "disgrace," and went on their way thinking no
more about it. And the ten-cent pieces accumulated. New names were
constantly added. Most of Nettie Brooks's customers in the fancy store
signed to please her, she was so accommodating they all liked her.
The high school girls signed because Miss Wood was interested in it,
and all the scholars liked Miss Wood. And a whole army of people signed
because poor Jennie, lying always on her white bed, was pleased to have
them, and it was "very little to do for one so afflicted."
This same Jennie, as the days went by, and the little iron bank
in which she kept her money grew full, and must needs be emptied
again, had another plan, which involved taking the minister into
confidence. So one day, a little before the spring opened, he came
and sat by Jennie's couch, and they talked long together. And at the
next meeting of the "Decimals," which by tacit consent had come to be
considered their pet name, he was present; and there was more talking,
and the minister's wife and the minister's mother were received
into confidence. Not long thereafter came an express package to the
minister's door—books; but nobody thought anything of that, ministers
were always buying books. There was a certain upper room in the
parsonage, clean and sunny, and destitute of furniture, save shelves
and chairs. The shelves had been crowded with newspapers, but one day
they gathered themselves into systematic bundles and took their silent
way to the attic; they had been superseded. The shelves were dusted
and treated to a row of new books in tasteful bindings. Thereafter
the "Decimals" spent many leisure moments in the upper room of the
parsonage, admiring books. People wondered, occasionally, why "those
girls in Mrs. Jones's class were running to the parsonage so much."
Mrs. Marshall Powers explained the mystery by saying she supposed the
pastor and his wife were trying to get an influence over girls of that
class. The pastor heard it and laughed, and said to his wife that the
fact was girls of that class were getting a great influence over him;
he wished they were multiplied in every church in a tenfold ratio.
And the days passed, and more express packages came; and on one or
two occasions certain packages went back again, for the committee on
selection was very choice, and very cautious.
CHAPTER IV.
THERE came a day toward the close of summer when the Penn Avenue Church
called a congregational meeting.
The object thereof was to discuss—not a Sabbath-school library,
their hopes in that direction had sunk below zero. Neither the fancy
department nor the choir would venture a pincushion or a song. Not a
matron could be coaxed to offer suggestion. Nobody dare say "cake" or
"oysters" aloud. The subject under discussion was a new carpet for the
church parlor. One was sadly needed; indeed, no more church socials
could be held until the parlor was re-furnished, because no matron
could be found who would preside as hostess.
It was voted to secure means for a carpet forthwith. Then did the
chairman of the library committee delight the hearts of the carpet
committee by announcing that they had unanimously voted to place the
funds raised toward a new library in the hands of the carpet committee
to use at their discretion, inasmuch as there was no present prospect
of a library, and the amount raised would be such a trifle compared
with what would have been needed for that purpose.
Then arose a cloud that presaged a storm. The funds were raised for the
purpose of securing a library. What right had this committee to vote
them away? Could they not be placed in the bank until such time as the
needed amount was secured, and then used for their legitimate purpose?
Tongues were numerous now, and waxed eloquent; differences of opinion
were marked, and were urged with energy. The cloud, at first, no bigger
than a man's hand, bade fair to spread over all the congregation, and
involve them in a party squall.
Then up rose the pastor; the long weeks of silent action were over;
the time for speech-making had come. It was true that the funds under
discussion had been raised toward the purchase of a new library; it
was also true that without a general vote to that effect the committee
would not be justified in turning those funds into another channel. At
this point the belligerents who desired a new carpet, and meant to have
it at once, looked disgusted and the belligerents who desired a new
library, and meant to have one sometime, if they could get it, looked
complacently defiant, and affirmed with nodding heads that they should
never, no, never, vote away that sum of money for any other purpose
under the sun! But the pastor had more to say; also he had something to
do. The congregational meeting was held in the Sabbath-school room, and
just behind the pastor was the great handsome library case, closed and
unoccupied for many a day; for, to the honor of the Penn Avenue church,
be it written, they had not left the old library to lie in dust on the
shelves, but had selected, and mended, and re-covered, such of the
books as were deemed worthy of being missionaries, and freighted them
to a Western Sabbath-school.
That was accomplished during the pincushion and tidy fever, when
expectation ran high over the immediate prospect of re-peopling those
library shelves; but, as you are aware, the hopes centered on fairs
and festivals had been vain, and the library shelves were vacant and
dust-covered. So thought every person in that church that afternoon
save ten.
"I have something to show you," said the pastor, and, as if by magic,
those handsome doors swung open, revealing rows upon rows of books
unmistakably new, handsomely bound, delightfully large, many of them.
Tier upon tier they rose. It took but little arithmetic for those
familiar with the library case to discover that there must certainly be
more than three hundred books.
"Three hundred and forty-five!" said the pastor, reading the
mathematical calculations all over the room. "Handsomely bound," and he
took one in his hand; "duly marked and numbered," and he opened to the
fly-leaf and read: "'Penn Avenue Sabbath-School Library. No. 7.'"
What did it mean? Where did they come from? How were they obtained?
Nobody spoke, yet these sentences seemed to float all over the room, so
distinctly were they written on the sea of eager faces.
"I can tell you about them," said the pastor. "Yes, they are new, every
one of them, and they are ours if we vote to accept them. I have very
little doubt but that we will accept them, for they were bought by
our own money which we had deliberately and in sound mind dedicated
to that purpose." He further explained that the money was procured by
a system of decimal notation not so thoroughly understood as it ought
to be; it had long been known that ten times one were ten, but the
power of the number ten divided into tenths, and circulating freely and
repeating themselves after the peculiar manner of decimals, was not
generally understood or appreciated. We were indebted to the rising
generation for many things, and not the least among them, in this
church hereafter, would, he thought, be the exposition of the power of
circulating decimals.
Had the pastor suddenly become insane? What in the world was he talking
about! The opposing forces forgot their opposition and were lost in a
common curiosity. Why were people looking over to those girls in Mrs.
Jones's class? What had they to do with it?
Hark! The pastor was speaking again. He had forgotten certain
statements that he was to make. One was, that these books were not
evolved from cake and pickles, nor yet from tidies and slippers; but
were the representatives of the value of systematic offerings, and
systematic work done by individuals and individually devoted to this
cause. Another was a request that, for reasons which would be better
understood in the future than they now were, the library be named
the "Jennie Stuart Library." And still another was the announcement
that, as the library pledges held good until the signers erased their
own names, the collectors would still continue their duties, hoping,
by this means, to render any future leanness of library shelves an
impossibility in Penn Avenue Church.
Light was beginning to dawn, albeit it was still much obscured by
fog. The "Jennie Stuart Library." She was one of Mrs. Jones's girls.
Decimals—one, two, three—well, there were just ten of them; it had not
been noticed before. But how could they have secured such a library as
that? Could it be possible that that little ten-cent affair of theirs
had grown to such dimensions!
I suppose it is needless to tell you that the threatened storm blew
over, and smiles and congratulatory speeches ruled the hour. The
decimal class received a vote of thanks, which overwhelmed them with
blushes; their suggestions were adopted by a unanimous vote. Penn
Avenue rose to the acknowledgment of the fact that the only proper way
to manage a Sabbath-school library was to have a standing committee to
supply and add new books, in monthly installments.
Of course the opposition to the appropriation for the new carpet was
withdrawn, and gracefully, too. Everybody was willing to have a new
carpet.
Everybody shook hands with everybody, and congratulated themselves
and the world generally, and said, "Who would have thought that such
trifling subscriptions would amount to anything!" And "they were sure
those girls deserved a great deal of credit;" and "who were they,
anyway?"
It is true that Mrs. Marshall Powers said it was a queer way to manage
business! And there ought to have been a committee of selection. She
was sure she hoped the books were worth reading! But even she was
almost satisfied when she had examined them.
And so, at last, Penn Avenue Church had a new library.
"We have lost our motive power," said the girls, laughing a little, as
they met together in the evening to talk things over.
"I'm afraid," said one, "it will be humdrum work now. It was such fun
to ask people for their ten cents and see some of them look bored, and
some look like martyrs, suffering, in order that we might learn the
folly that was in us."
"Yes," said another, "now that it is all out, and the glorification has
begun, I shall grow tired and ashamed of collecting money. There will
be so much said, and so many questions to answer. I'm almost sorry we
promised to continue."
"Oh, you wretches!" said Mrs. Jones. "What is the use in being sorry
about anything, when Susy Perkins has learned to make cake and keep
her temper in the bargain; and Alice Burns can make her own dresses,
and means to work for something besides her own self hereafter; and
poor Bud is going to join the church to-morrow, and be a minister for
anything you know? The library is the very least of it, you ungrateful
creatures!"
The girls laughed again, but with tender notes in the laughter. "Oh! We
know it," they said with shining eyes; "that part of it is lovely, and
we are glad to go on. But we are afraid the library business will grow
commonplace after this. We must ask Jennie to give us something that
will lift it up."
Dear, thoughtless girls! Even then was preparing that which would
forever lift the Penn Avenue Library above the commonplace!
It was only the next afternoon that they were summoned, the class and
their teacher and the pastors to Jennie's room to meet a guest whose
presence has power to hush all other interests. The "King of Terrors"
he has been named; but there was no shadow of terror anywhere about
that room, least of all on the peaceful face of the one who lay on her
white couch, with a spray of late blossoming roses in her hand. Yet
they had gathered to say good-by.
The circle was to be broken; the central figure, as they loved to call
her, had been called. They were very still; there was no sound of
weeping in the room. Tears would have seemed out of place in view of
the shining of that face on the couch.
"Girls," she said, breaking the hush; she was not looking at them; her
eyes were resting on a heavy gold band which encircled her finger.
"Girls, I have been thinking—" the same simple words with which she had
been wont to preface her sweet and helpful thoughts to them during all
the days gone by. It struck them like a knell. Was it possible that
this might be the last time? "I have not been sure about this ring
until to-day. There was a time when I thought to take it into the grave
with me; but why should my poor worn-out body be decked with a ring? It
will not need it in the resurrection morning; I will not let this ring
lie in the dust and wait. I will leave it to work, while I go away to
rest. Girls, some of you knew Kent Pierson? You did, Nannie? Yes, and
you all know he is in Africa to-day, working for Christ. But you did
not know that I was to go out to him, did you? When he put this ring
on my finger I thought I would surely be well enough to go in another
year. But I am going to Heaven instead, and I have been thinking that
our ring should do some of my work for Africa. Will you take it, girls,
and change it into books for the library? Books about the needs of the
heathen? and the work of the missionaries, and tell all the boys and
girls who read them that those books are Kent Pierson's voice, calling
them to service?"
The tears came then, and low sobbing. Not from fair Jennie; her eyes
were bright and her face smiling. "Don't cry," she said gently, "you
need not; for me, you know, all the bitterness is passed. I am too near
home to cry. I suppose it will be hard for Kent for a little while, but
then, it will soon be over, and Heaven is as near to Africa as it is to
you."
They kissed her silently that day—their voices were not to be
trusted—and went out softly, as from the guest chamber of the royal
palace. Nearer they were to the invisible presence than they had known.
That very night, "or ever she was aware," Jennie saw the "shining of
His face." No noise, or sound of wings, or rush of music, at least so
far as those left behind can tell:
"They watched her breathing through the night,
Her breathing soft and low,
As in her breast the wave of life
Kept heaving to and fro.
"Their very hopes belied their fears,
Their fears their hopes belied.
They thought her dying when she slept,
And sleeping when she died."
The plain gold band was exchanged for books, and it came to pass
that an upper shelf in the Penn Avenue library was cleared and held
as sacred ground for those five books. Never had books been more
carefully chosen than these, and as the pastor marked them, "The Kent
Pierson Library, presented by Jennie Stuart, gone to Heaven," he almost
wondered whether there hovered over him angel witnesses to see whether
his part of the commission were well done.
"It lies around us like a cloud,
The world we cannot see."
One of the five, the first in the row, was that wonderful record of a
consecrated life, "Crowned in Palm-Land"; and the pastor, as he read
the sweet, and simple, and unutterably pathetic story of that life of
love and service, and finally of that lonely death, with not a human
eye to watch the last triumph of faith as the feet touched the valley
of the shadow, felt that such a book would do faithful work for Jennie
and for Africa.
Barely five days after Jennie had been laid to rest in the hillside
Cemetery that consecrated book began its work for foreign missions, the
story of which can only be told when we all meet where they will never
say foreign missions any more, because the foreigners will have become
fellow-citizens.
"There are ten of us still," said the girls, looking through tears at
the consecrated upper shelf. "Jennie is working with us."
And they felt, every one, that the Penn Avenue library had received its
"lifting up."
FISHING FOR PHIL.
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CHAPTER I.
SHE, Daisy, knelt upstairs in front of the window, looking down on the
snowy street. A pretty picture she made, framed in the frosty window,
her fresh young breath making fancy shapes of the frost-work.
A brown head, crowned with masses of hair of that peculiar shade of
brown which makes you think when you look at it on a cloudy day, that
the sun is certainly shining somewhere and rippling those waves of hair
with gold.
It was not banged; it was not even frizzed. Daisy's mother belonged to
that class, of which there are a few rare specimens still extant, who
liked neither style, and Daisy herself belonged to that possibly still
rarer class of girls, who liked above all things to dress to please her
mother. There had been an attempt to make the brown hair lie in smooth
and glossy bands, but Nature had been too much for the owner. The hair
escaped, and waved and frizzed itself to that inimitable way which is
so very pretty and becoming, and of which all the hair-pin efforts are
such exasperating imitations.
Brown eyes under the hair, large, bright, sweet, sad or grave,
according to the mood of the wearer. Eyes which changed with the
changing expression, and seemed to do much of the speaking. For the
rest, you may imagine her.
There was a clear complexion; there was a sweet mouth and rosy cheeks.
There are a great many such girls, and yet they lack the something
which, shining in Daisy's face, made the looker want to turn and look
again, and half smile, in sympathy with the charm lingering there.
What is it? Who shall describe it? I fancy it is one of the ways in
which the soul looks out from its prison-house of clay. Yet who will
undertake to describe a soul?
She was looking down and smiling at, and bowing to Phil on the street
below, while he tarried in the frosty air to execute a series of bows,
extravagant in their burlesque of profound respect; also he was at
intervals tossing up delicate balls of the soft snow, which it amused
him to see her dodge, though the glass protected her from their touch.
"Throw up the sash," he shouted, "and crown your hair with ermine!"
But she shook her head merrily, albeit there was a wistful look in her
eye, and she would have liked nothing better than to have gone down,
coated and mittened, and had a snow-frolic in the street.
Had it been some friendly back-yard, instead of one of the public
thoroughfares, or had they been seven and ten, instead of seventeen and
twenty, she would have gone in a minute.
And then she gave one of those flitting sighs to her happy past, which
is all that a happy girl of seventeen ever troubles herself about her
past.
She sighed again, though, and her face grew grave with a sweet, sad
gravity, born of something deeper than the desire for a snow-frolic;
and as she looked after the handsome young fellow, who had used up his
brief space of time in fun, and was now striding rapidly toward the
bank, to get there before the clock struck nine, she said aloud, and
wistfully:
"If I could only coax him to go with me! It might be a beginning of
something better. It would certainly be better than what he is doing
now. Mr. Easton is so interesting; I am almost certain he would enjoy
it if he could once form the habit of going."
Not all of this aloud. After the first slow, wistful sentence, she went
over the rest in her own thoughts, as she had done often and often
before, and advanced no farther toward a solution; for her face did not
clear as she arose and went about arranging the ribbons and laces in
her drawer.
There was need for anxious thought. At least, so it seemed to Daisy
Morris, Phil's cousin, and so it seemed to Aunt Mattie, Phil's mother.
Aunt and niece had spent hours already in serious talk over the
possibilities and dangers of this young man.
"He used to be such a good boy," would Aunt Mattie say, with a sigh,
and then hasten to correct herself: "Not but that he is a good boy
now, so devoted to his mother and sister, so careful of their comfort!
There isn't a better boy in the city in all such ways; but you know
what I mean. He used to go to church as regularly as I do, and to
Sabbath-school. I have a box full of reward cards which he received in
the school for perfect lessons when he was a little boy; and he used
to go to prayer meeting, too, and seemed to like to go; his father
would often remark on its being unusual in such a little fellow. But
he fell in with those unfortunate companions, and little by little the
change came. Why, he had stayed at home from church for five or six
successive weeks before I realized it! There always seemed to be a good
reason; and now he only goes occasionally of an evening, and as for
Sabbath-school, he seems to be disgusted with the very thought of it!
"Every Sabbath, he goes out for a walk, or sometimes a ride, with a
party of young men who are far from being of the sort that a mother
would choose for her son's companions, and he goes less and less to
church, even in the evenings.
"Since Mr. Easton has come here, I have tried very hard to induce Phil
to go to Sabbath-school. I thought if he would but go once into that
Bible class, he would be attracted; for Mr. Easton has such a winning
way with young men, and Phil is so intellectual, that he could not fail
to be pleased. We have done our best, Blanche and I, but he seems fully
resolved upon having nothing to do with Sunday-school in any form. I am
so disappointed! For I had really counted a great deal on Mr. Easton's
influence, but of course he can't do anything so long as Phil avoids
him. My dear, there is another thing on which I am counting now, and
that is your influence over Phil.
"If you can induce him to go to Sunday-school once, to please you, I
believe that a good deal would be accomplished. And you know boys will
often do for a young and pretty cousin what they will not even for a
mother."
This is only a general view of the numerous talks which had been held
on the same subject since Daisy Morris had come from her distant home
to visit Aunt Hattie Hurst.
Many particulars had been added from time to time, and Daisy's quick
eyes had seen some things of which she did not speak to either mother
or sister. She believed that her handsome young cousin was in more
danger than his own family realized. She know that the cigarettes which
he smoked grew daily more numerous, and she had once or twice detected
the odor of wine about him, and had been frightened over a certain gay
recklessness which was unlike his usual courtesy. She believed that,
while the restraints of a business life and the responsibility of
standing somewhat, at least, in his dead father's place, held him in
check during the week, the freedom of Sunday and the influence of his
chosen friends were dragging him downward faster than his mother knew.
She had tried hard to use her influence in the right direction; but
while she certainly had influence with him, it was not strong enough to
draw him to church or to the Sabbath-school.
Since Daisy had made acquaintance with the new pastor, Mr. Easton,
and joined his Bible Class, she had begun to share her aunt's almost
superstitious belief that if Phil could only be gotten under that man's
influence, great things would be accomplished.
But it was just that man's influence which he seemed determined to
avoid. Only the Sabbath before had Daisy spent the entire morning
coaxing and arguing, being gayly answered by her quick-witted cousin;
she alternately hopeful and fearful; but so earnest had been her effort
and her prayer, that hope had really predominated until she saw him
drive away from the door with one of his friends, just as she was
tying her ribbons in a flutter of haste to catch him and make one last
effort. After that she sat down in a little heap before her window and
cried, and told herself that it was of no use, she had done all she
could.
No wonder that on this Saturday morning she sighed when the young man
was gone. Last evening the odor of wine had been distinct about him,
and the wildness which his mother called good spirits, Daisy believed
meant danger in a more terrible form than the mother had even thought
of as yet.
A succession of low, rapid, impatient knocks sounded at her door, and
almost before she could answer, her Cousin Blanche flitted in.
A marked contrast to Daisy was this Cousin Blanche. Not that her hair
was not brown, and her cheeks rosy, and her whole face full of sparkle;
pretty she was, decidedly, if she had kept her hair out of her eyes,
which, when fully dressed, she never did. And there was a certain
pleasure in looking at her. She took life in all its forms, even its
forms of care such as touched her, with a sort of joyish abandon.
Yet I think if you understood girls, you would have looked at her
again, and sighed. There was such a chance to fade; you felt that
she would fade, perhaps, with the first storm. You could not find
what there was in Daisy's face that looked as though it might glow
even amidst the storm, and certainly shine serene and sweet after the
fierceness of storm was past.
She was in full flutter of excitement this morning, and caught at Daisy
and whirled her about the room until the child was breathless, and
her hair blown in waves into her wondering eyes, before there was an
explanation of her mood.
"Oh, Daisy, Daisy, I have such good, splendid news for you! What do you
think Phil says?
"We've been talking with him, mamma and I, and he promised; he actually
promised! Daisy, do you hear?
"And when Philip Hurst promises anything, it is as good as done."
"What did he say?" This from Daisy, her cheeks like two blush roses,
and the shadow gone.
"Why, he said he would go to Sabbath-school with you to-morrow, and go
into Mr. Easton's class, and stay through the entire session, if we
would get you to do something for him."
CHAPTER II.
"OH, I'll do it!" said Daisy, with a happy little laugh, her eyes
shining, "I'm ready to do anything. I'll go down on Madison Square and
snowball with him if he says so."
"I told Phil you would do it, and it isn't such a very dreadful thing
to do, Daisy Morris. I know girls, plenty of them, who would jump at
the chance.
"He wants you to go to Dorrance Hall with him this evening. It will be
just lovely! I promised Harry I would go, and I wanted you along all
the time."
The smile and the brightness faded together, and the shadow returned.
Daisy's voice was low, almost tremulous. Her disappointment was great.
"Blanche dear, I don't go to the theatre, you know."'
"I know you don't, and no more do I—at least, not often; but this is a
special occasion; everybody goes. They say the characters are perfectly
wonderful! It isn't like these miserable travelling troupes generally.
Everything is first-class, and they say the principal actress is a
lovely woman. Besides, why, Daisy, I'm sure you will not hesitate.
Think of Phil's promise. You said you would do anything."
The tone was reproachful, and Daisy felt it.
"I meant anything that is right," she made answer, speaking low.
"Well, of course, I would not ask you to do anything wrong; at least,
mamma would not. I think you may trust her, if you cannot me. I tell
you this is very different from an ordinary theatre; everybody goes.
The same company was here last winter, and you ought to have seen the
crowded houses! The very best people in the city. Why, Mrs. Schuyler
Van Vorst went three nights in succession, and so did her husband, and
he is an officer in our church."
"Blanche, did Mr. Easton go?"
"Mr. Easton! What an idea! Of course not! Public opinion doesn't
exactly approve of ministers going to such places, though I am sure I
don't see why; and I think it is mean, too. If I were a minister, I
would not stand it. I think he has as good a right to go as anybody
else."
"So do I," declared Daisy significantly.
But Blanche made haste with her arguments:
"But I don't care, Daisy, whether you ever go to a theatre again
in your life—you needn't if you don't want to—if you will only go
to-night. Think how much is at stake.
"We have been coaxing Phil for so long, and mother is almost
discouraged. You said yourself last Sunday that you had given up all
hope of his going to Sabbath-school; and here the matter is in your own
hands. You can't think how delighted mamma is! She says she knows Mr.
Easton will fascinate him right away."
"How came Phil to make such a condition as that? He has asked me before
to go to a theatre, and he knew just what I thought."
"Oh, well; but you see, he feels like everybody else, that such a
theatre as this is an exception. He says it is the very fact that you
have never been, which makes him want to take you. He wants to see what
the effect of the scenery, and the costumes, and everything, would be
on one who sees it all for the first time. Then he says you have great
talent in the way of personating people in dialogue, and he wants
to see how it will affect you to hear it done in its perfection. He
said it would be as good as a play to watch your face, and he added
some very complimentary things about your eyes and cheeks, which you
will not mind since you are his cousin. Oh, Daisy Morris, I know
you will go! You would never be so cruel as to disappoint us. Mamma
began to plan at once about your dress. She hopes you will wear that
wine-colored silk, with plenty of white about it. That dress ought to
be trimmed with ermine for such occasions, Daisy. Oh, dear! mamma's
calling me."
Daisy was not sorry for this. Her brain was in a whirl. She needed to
be alone.
Ermine trimming suggested the handsome face that had been raised to
hers in petition to crown her hair with ermine. He knew she looked
pretty in red and white. She knew it herself. Her wine-colored dress
was lovely.
But she put it firmly from her thoughts. Here was a question to be
decided, with which it ought to have nothing to do.
Seventeen years spent in a city, and she had never attended a theatre.
It was by no means for lack of opportunity. It was because of what some
people called the narrowness of her environments.
It was at first because mother and father never went, and did not
approve. It was because, afterward, she adopted their views and
feelings, and did not desire to go.
Many had been her invitations, but here came her first great
temptation. Not for herself, but for this young cousin whom she
admired, whom she thought was in danger; for his mother, who was
troubled, and who looked to her for help. Ought she to yield her
scruples on this occasion? She need not change her view; she need never
go again. She could tell Phil frankly that she was going in order to
secure the fulfillment of his promise, and for no other reason.
While the question was still in chaos, came her Aunt Mattie, with
radiant face.
[Illustration: DAISY CANNOT DECIDE IN FAVOR OF THE THEATRE.]
"Our little girl has caught him in her snare," she said, kissing Daisy
tenderly. "The naughty boy declared to me only two months ago that he
could not think of any inducement strong enough to make him submit to
the boredom of an hour in Sunday-school; and here, for the sake of
witnessing the innocent delight of his pretty cousin over new sights
and sounds, he is willing to pledge himself. You must look your very
prettiest to-night, my dear."
"But, Aunt Mattie, you know what mamma and papa think about these
things; and how I have been brought up to feel."
Whereupon her Aunt Mattie kissed her again. "Yes, dear child, I know.
Your mother and I had the same bringing up, and we thought very much
alike; and your uncle was fully in sympathy with such views; but he
died before his children became of an age to modify them in the least;
and your father and mother have been blessed with one dear child
who imbibed their views so early that they have had no need to make
sacrifices on her account; but there is a great difference in children.
"Neither Blanche nor Phil thought as I do about these things, though I
brought them up. And, indeed, my views, as I said, have been somewhat
modified. I do not approve of the indiscriminate theatre any more than
I ever did, nor of frequent attendance. But occasionally, when there
is a strictly moral play, presented by artists of acknowledged worth,
I have found it necessary to let my children go; and I have, once or
twice, yielded to Phil's coaxing, and gone myself."
"Aunt Mattie, it is Saturday evening."
"I know, my dear, and that part I regret. I do not, by any means,
consider it the best preparation for the Sabbath; but the occasion,
you know, is exceptional. It is this evening, or not at all, for this
play; and I thought you would not mind making your little sacrifice for
Phil's sake, when there may be so much at stake."
After that, Daisy was glad at the coming of callers who took her aunt
to the parlor, and left her alone. She must think. What was her duty?
What would mamma and papa say? It was certainly an exceptional case;
she had never heard the line of argument which would have helped her
to answer her aunt and cousin. She, too, believed that Mr. Easton's
influence over her handsome and brilliant young cousin would be
invaluable, and she knew only too well how much he needed influencing.
Ought she not to help, when the way was plainly opened to her? This was
an exceptional play; she knew enough about the theatre to be sure of
it. She did not fear hearing or seeing what would cause her to blush.
Her pretty new dress was all ready to wear to some place demanding
a brilliant costume. Her aunt would be bitterly disappointed if she
failed her. Perhaps, just for this once, she ought to go.
Slowly, almost reluctantly, she came to this decision; but she opened
the little box of delicate laces, and let herself think: "If I should
go, I wonder if this, or this, would look the prettiest?" She opened
her glove-box, and wondered whether she ought to get new kids.
Oh, there was her darling little hand-painted bouquet-holder. Phil
ought to get her some lovely flowers to wear in it to-night. She
wondered if he would think of it.
She reached down into the box for the pretty toy, and her hand
touched a little book in a plain gray paper cover. What was this? Oh,
she remembered; papa had brought it home on the evening before her
departure, and had said: "There is something for you to study at your
leisure, daughter. I don't know that you need it; but it is well for
every Christian to be prepared to give a reason for his opinions."
She had thanked him, and kissed him, and dropped the book into the box
she was packing, and had not thought of it since. There had been no
occasion to go to the bottom of this particular box before.
Now she drew it out, and felt startled and flushed over the title:
"Plain Talks About the Theatre." Could this be mere chance?
She hesitated but a moment, then closed the drawer and sat resolutely
down with the little gray book. Certainly, if ever she needed any plain
talk about the theatre, it was now. There was much to read; much that
was new and startling to this young girl.
The statements made there, coming from the honored minister whose name
she well knew, were such as to make the glow on her cheek something to
notice and remember. Still, they all had to do with the regular drama,
and not those occasional and exceptional plays such as were being
performed by a rare company in this little city. Could there not be
such things as exceptions, which even a Christian might be justified in
enjoying?
Wait; what was this? She bent her brown head lower over the page, and
read the keen, clear-cut sentences: "What if it be also true that
this dark programme of the theatre is padded here and there with the
so-called standard drama, to win the countenance and patronage of the
most respectable and decent! I do not need to be told that to some
extent it wins them. But neither do you need to be told, moral and
Christian men and women, of decent and cleanly homes, thus drawn to
see an exceptional play of high and chaste form and tone, that you are
quoted and paraded as friends and supporters of the establishment—an
establishment, three fourths or nine tenths of whose influence is
pernicious and poisonous. Your patronage goes to swell the receipts
of, and to give countenance to, the house whose common and most
characteristic features are an offense to purity, to religion and to
God."
The gray book dropped from her hands and slid to the floor. The young
girl put both hands up to her flushed forehead, and pushed back the
masses of hair. Then she spoke four words, fraught with intense and
far-reaching meaning, "I want to pray," and dropped upon her knees.
CHAPTER III.
DURING the afternoon, the handsome house in Lincoln Place was filled
with uncomfortable and disappointed people.
Daisy, the bright and generally-yielding cousin, was quiet and gentle,
but firm as a rock in her decision to attend no theatre, either on that
evening or any other. She had tried to present her arguments to Aunt
Mattie and to Blanche, but neither mother nor daughter was in the mood
to be reached by argument.
The former had silenced her young guest by coldly referring to the
tendency of the times, which led young people to fancy themselves wiser
than their elders, even in matters of morals and religion, and the
latter had only that unanswerable reply, 'Oh, fiddlesticks!' to make to
any form of argument.
Matters had not improved by the six o'clock dinner hour.
Daisy watched for and waylaid Phil in the hall, and dashed eagerly into
her subject without introduction:
"Oh, Phil, I am sorry; but I can't do what you want, because I don't
think it is right. I don't approve of any sort of theatre, and I
cannot, of course, attend one; yet you know I would do anything to
please you that I could."
But Phil had been cold, too, and had replied with dignity that he was
sorry he was supposed to desire to take her to improper places; that
she must, at least, give him the credit of not intending anything wrong.
And to her earnest attempts at explanation, had finally answered in his
usual tone of gayety that it was all right; of course, he did not want
to take her where she did not want to go, and that he had expected no
other answer to his invitation, which was what had made him so willing
to give the promise that Blanche had been ridiculous enough to claim.
Then they had gone in to dinner; and all through the dinner hour Phil
had been ceremoniously polite, and the other members of the family had
been noticeably silent. At last the mother broached the sore topic:
"My son, will you be willing to take your old mother for a companion
this evening? I suppose it is too late for you to make pleasanter
plans; and while you know it is not my custom to go out on Saturday
evening, yet there is no sacrifice I am not ready to make, and no place
where I am not ready to go, if it will give my boy any pleasure."
Then had Phil arched his eyebrows slightly, but answered promptly that
it would give him great pleasure to attend her, if she would really
like to go; but he hoped there would be no martyrs on his account,
as he was not absolutely dependent upon the theatre that evening for
occupation; or, for the matter of that, he could go alone.
It was finally decided, however, that the mother would accompany him,
and she made her young guest miserable with elaborate excuses for
leaving her alone. Under ordinary circumstances, she would not think
of such a thing, and the theatre was the last place where she cared
to go; but she desired above all things to help Phil to find always
his companionship at home, and dreaded above all things his seeking
doubtful acquaintances under the impulse of a sore feeling of repulse
from those whose society he had imagined he could command.
With a swelling heart, and eyes that wanted constantly to brim with
tears, did the young Daisy go through with the trials of the early
evening. She arranged the flowers in Blanche's frizzed hair, and the
bows of her sash, and buttoned her kids, and attended to all the little
details of that particular young lady's toilet; and folded her aunt's
shawl, and held her fan and gloves, and went herself to the door with
them, to see the carriage roll away, leaving her to solitude. After
that she cried, but not long.
Then she wrote a cheery letter to her mother, saying not a word of
theatre or loneliness. Then she read a little more in the gray book,
and went from that to her Bible, choosing words that matched the
thoughts of her heart, beginning, "Wherefore, come out from among them,
and be ye separate;" and from that she went to her knees.
Her face was peaceful when she at last began to prepare for rest; and
she even hummed a sweet, tender tune, breaking once into language:
"Father, I know that all my life
Is portioned out by thee;
And the trials that will surely come,
I do not fear to see.
But I ask thee for a present mind,
Intent on serving thee."
It proved the next morning that the week had been too much for Phil. He
did not come to breakfast, and sent word that he meant to rest until
afternoon.
From the lunch table, at noon, he was summoned to see some friends in
the parlor.
"There," said the mother, with an air and tone of general reproach,
"I was going to advise you, Blanche, to remain from Sabbath-school,
and try to entertain your brother this afternoon. Sabbath-schools and
everything else sink in importance compared with the effort to keep
a soul from going astray. Now those miserable fellows have come for
him, and he will be away with them all the afternoon. I knew there was
some special scheme for to-day, which made me doubly anxious that Phil
should be rescued from them; but it is too late now."
The tone and manner of the speaker made poor Daisy feel like a criminal
who had deliberately led her Cousin Phil to his ruin. Blanche had only
a sigh for answer. Presently she said:
"I shall stay at home, anyway, mamma, if Daisy will excuse me. My head
aches, and I don't feel like talking nor thinking."
"Oh! Daisy will excuse us, I think. She is quite an independent little
lady, I am sure, and able to go alone to Sabbath-school or elsewhere;
aren't you, dear?"
"Yes 'm," said Daisy bravely, "I shall not mind going alone, if you are
not able to go."
Then she went away in haste, lest the tears should fall. They had not
cared to have her stay: She would willingly have done so, if that
would have helped Phil; but she had lost her influence over him, and
disappointed mother and sister, and she felt as she set her brown
hat on her head, that she wanted to go home to her mother. She had
done right; of that she felt sure. But doing right was very hard work
sometimes, especially when one was away from one's mother.
Down-stairs she could hear Phil moving up and down the room, whistling
snatches of tune. He had not gone out yet, it seemed. Perhaps if she
hurried away, Blanche could coax him to stay and sing. She seized her
Bagster Bible, and ran hastily down-stairs. The whistler came to the
hall to meet her.
"What a ponderous book!" he said, in mock dismay. "Is it really
necessary to carry such a great Bible as that?"
"I like it," she said simply.
"Like to carry it, I suppose. You ought to have it expressed; but that
would not do for Sunday. I see that I shall have to go and carry it."
He was donning his overcoat with speed, and possessed himself of the
Bible before Daisy could recover from her surprise.
It was a long walk to the church, and the air was brisk and clear. The
sun shone brilliantly, and Phil was at his brightest; every trace of
ill humor seemed to have passed away. It was not until they neared the
church, that he referred to the events of the day before.
"So, Daisy, you wouldn't go to a theatre with me, even to save my soul,
which has seemed to trouble you so much?"
"Oh, Phil, I couldn't do wrong, you know, whatever the imaginary
motive; and I had no hope at all that my doing a wrong thing would help
you or any one in the least. I had to do as I did; I wish I could make
you understand that."
"Was it hard work?"
"What? To stay at home, do you mean?"
"Yes; did you really want to go?"
"It was hard to refuse you, and disappoint Aunt Mattie and Blanche.
Yes; I should have wanted to go, should have liked to go, if it had
seemed right. But you know I couldn't want to do anything that it was
made plain to me would dishonor Christ. I desire above all things to
please him; and he made it very plain to me, Phil."
Now they were at the church door, and she reached for her Bible.
"You are not going to invite me in, I suppose? You are tired of that
effort, and have given me up?"
"'You said you would not go," she answered, with a wistful smile. She
believed he was mocking her eagerness, and meant nothing else.
"I know I did; but isn't a bad promise better broken than kept? You
need not ask me again. There is no need. I am going to accept your
former invitations. Take me into your class, and introduce me to Mr.
Easton."
"Did he really go into the class?"
"Oh, Daisy, you darling, you don't mean it? And what did Mr. Easton
say? He liked him, didn't he? I knew he would."
"Oh, Daisy, how did you get him to go? I thought it was all over."
These were some of the exclamations and queries of the delighted mother
and sister, who had waited between alternate hope and fear, to see
whether Phil would really return with his cousin, or had joined his
Sunday friends elsewhere.
Before she could make other than the most general answers, he had come
down-stairs again, and joined the group in the back parlor.
"He is here to answer for himself," she said, with a smile, as he
leaned over his mother's chair.
"My dear boy," she said fondly, reaching up her hand to his, "you have
made your mother very happy. Do tell me that you mean to go again."
"Yes 'm, I mean to go again. I have joined the class, and promised to
be there regularly."
"Oh, Phil!" This from the mother, with tremulous lips.
"I knew Mr. Easton would fascinate you." This from Blanche, with a
pleased little laugh.
Her brother turned to her.
"No, Blanche; I must be honest. I liked him, and shall like him, I
think. But the decision of to-day was made before I saw him, and
reaches farther than to the Bible Class. I have determined to serve
God. I have gone on my knees, and asked him to make what he can of me.
"And the immediate reason for doing so is, because I have decided that
there is such a thing as genuine religion which satisfies, so that
the heart does not need the world in the shape of theatres or operas
or dancing-parties, or any such thing; and that one who unreservedly
gives herself to Him can resist all the lighter and safer forms of its
fascinations, if she suspects evil lurking in them—can resist them
steadily and gently, and remain calm under fire."
He paused for a moment, while the astonished group waited for what
might come next. Then he bent lower over his mother.
"Mamma dear, I honor your intentions, but believe it is a mistake. No
young man will ever be won to Christ by going with him to the theatre.
He understands them too well. And while I never asked you or my sister
to attend a place of amusement that was in itself objectionable, I knew
in my soul that I insulted your religion by asking you at all. They all
flourish under the rebel flag.
"Mamma, when our Daisy here refused to compromise one inch of the way,
I knew that my tower of defence was broken, and that I must own that
Christ had been sufficient for one soul, and could be for another."
By this time the tears were falling fast from his mother's eyes.
"My boy," she said, "it is what your father believed; but I have let
the mother in my heart come between me and Christ. I was so anxious for
you, that I thought I must yield even his honor to save you."
But Blanche, bewildered, and flushing red, declared this:
"I must say I don't see why a boy should coax a girl to do what he is
ashamed to have her do; and be all changed around because she refuses
to do it."
Yet there is many a boy who coaxes a girl to go where he wishes in his
soul she may have Christian firmness enough to refuse.
OUR CHURCH CHOIR.
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CHAPTER I.
THERE was a time when our church had no choir, but gloried in the fact
that we had congregational singing. At least the conservative fathers
gloried in it; but the aggressive young people grumbled much.
And certainly the most gentle spirit might have found some occasion
for grumbling. If the thing had been named "congregational drawling"
instead of "singing," perhaps it would have been as correct. Our church
was large, and the leader, a dear old man who had led the singing from
time immemorial, until his ears had deafened and his voice cracked in
the service, was unable to keep the scattered elements of his army in
order. Sing as slow as he might, he always finished the line at least
two syllables in advance of old Auntie Barber, who sat in the southwest
corner back pew, and who had a chronic affection of the nose and throat
which caused her to pronounce her words somewhat after this fashion:
"Naow be the gospil banner
I-n'every lan-d'unfurl';
An' be the shout hosanner
Re-yeehoed raound the worl'."
Auntie Barber was fond of singing, and sang loud. Then there was Uncle
Charlie Bennett, who had a deep bass voice, and who always sang a note
below the key, making a distinct heavy monotone of growl, all on one
note, and who frequently paused in the middle of a line to clear his
throat with an "Ahem-h-e-m," then quickened his growl to catch up, and
come in triumphant on the last word.
This is only a hint of the peculiarities of our music.
The day came when our exasperated young people arose en masse and
declared it was not in human nature to endure such tortures longer.
No doubt this climax was hastened by the fact that the church had
received a thorough renovation—fresh carpets, fresh paint, modernized
pulpit, even a new minister. What better time to introduce a thorough
change in the music?
The modern element prevailed. A congregational meeting was held, in
which, after much discussion, and not without a sharp word or two, the
matter was put into the hands of a committee, every one of them young
people, without instructions, to perfect their plans and report them at
a called meeting.
The young people lost no time; in fact they had known just what they
wanted to do at least three weeks before the meeting was called. There
was a certain Theodore Pemberton in town, a clerk in one of the drug
stores, who was a perfectly elegant singer, and the way he sang:
"I wander alone, my love, to-night"
was enough to draw tears from the heart of a stone. Then, he was an
excellent leader. He actually drilled a chorus in Grandville to sing
one of the most difficult operas in the list, and they say that every
member of his chorus cried when they found he was coming away. And if
Grandville thought so highly of him, he must be superior.
It was the unanimous opinion of the young people that the immaculate
Theodore should be invited to take charge of the music in their church,
and be allowed to follow out his own ideas. Then they would have music
worth hearing.
This report was followed by much discussion. There were difficulties
which presented themselves to the minds of some. First and foremost,
money. Brother Hoarding did not consider it just the thing to pay
people for singing the praises of God. But then, Brother Hoarding
believed that everything connected with the church should be free as
air—always excepting the oil for the lamps, which was bought from his
store, and the wood for the stoves, which was chopped from his wood
lots. So, really, Brother Hoarding's opinion did not weigh as much as
it might. The truth is, Auntie Barber put in her weak word at this
point. "I always love to sing," she said; "and I always sang the air in
our choir when I was a girl, and nobody thought of paying for it. But
then, times is changed; and I ain't one of them that think it's a sin
to spend money paying folks for giving of their time and their talents
for the church. If this young man will spend his Saturday evenings in
teachin' folks how to sing better, why shouldn't he be paid for it? The
Lord's people ain't paupers!"
"Free-will offerings, Sister Barber," spoke up Brother Hoarding, in a
good, strong voice; "freewill offerings. That is what the church should
have."
"Well, I don't know. Why in the singin' any more than in kerosene and
wood and sich things?"
Auntie Barber couldn't sing; I will insist that she couldn't; but she
could reason, bless her! And her keen, clear eyes saw through the films
of selfishness and penuriousness wherever found. The committee of young
people looked over at her and smiled and nodded approvingly. They had
found an unexpected ally.
Here Deacon Turner put in a demur. He had no objection to a church
spending money for music, provided they had it to spend; but did the
brethren think that in their condition, with a larger salary to raise,
and the home mission collection not yet taken, and new books to pay
for, they ought to put in an extra bill for music?
Now, this argument might have had more weight, but for the fact that
Deacon Turner was in the mood to want all the money given to foreign
missions when the subject of home missions was broached, and he wanted
it given to the library, or the salary, or some other needy cause, when
the question of foreign missions was before them. Anything but the
matter in hand, was Deacon Turner's motto.
I have not time to give you all the pros and cons of that discussion;
but the result was a partial vote to invite Theodore Pemberton to take
charge of their music.
Great was the joy of the young people. So pleased were they with
Auntie Barber that they gave kindly answer to her somewhat timidly put
question:
"I suppose he is a good young man?"
"Oh, dear, yes! Judge Bourne said his habits were very correct, indeed;
noticeably so for a young man in his position. Those were Judge
Bourne's very words."
"Yes—but I meant—you know—I hope he is a Christian?"
"Well, as to that, I believe he is not a church member; but he respects
religion. Why, when he put his price so very low, he said it was
for the sake of the cause. 'We must work cheap for the cause, you
know,' he said, and he smiled very pleasantly. I am sure that sounds
Christian-like."
Auntie Barber sighed a little. She could not be certain from that
remark that the young man served the Lord.
"Besides," said little Miss Parker briskly, "it will be a help to him,
you know; he isn't very regular in his attendance at church; no young
men are, nowadays. I think it will be doing a good deed to put him in a
position where he will feel obliged to be in church."
Over this idea, Auntie Barber went home to think, and the triumphant
committee went to formally invite Mr. Pemberton.
The next Sabbath morning, it must be confessed that our church was
unusually full, and all eyes turned expectantly toward the choir
gallery, which was just back of the pulpit, and had for several years
been vacant. All the seats were filled now, with bright, expectant
faces. Mr. Pemberton believed in a chorus choir, and had been prodigal
in his invitations. All the pretty girls he knew had been cordially
asked to come and help sing.
Auntie Barber looked up at the rows of faces with a benignant smile.
"The young folks like it," she murmured, "and it ain't a bad looking
sight. They'll drown'd our voices, and that will be all right. I've
been most afraid this good while that I sung too loud, for I s'pose my
voice is getting old, but now I needn't be afraid of troubling anybody."
"You'll have to permit congregational singing," explained lively Miss
Parker to Mr. Pemberton, at their first rehearsal. "It was the only
ground on which the innovation was permitted, that the choir should
simply lead the congregation. It's in the charter, or the constitution,
or something; no, the man who gave the organ, fifty years or so ago,
stipulated that there should always be congregational singing."
"Oh, certainly," said the affable Mr. Pemberton; "we'll simply lead
the congregation; that is all in the world we propose to do; they may
sing to their heart's content." And he twinkled his handsome eyes, and
looked so good-naturedly about him, that the girls voted him "perfectly
delightful."
So now everything was in readiness, and the pastor was reading the hymn:
"All hail the power of Jesus' name;
Let angels prostrate fall;
Bring forth the royal diadem
And crown Him Lord of all."
"Coronation!" Auntie Barber's special favorite, and the tune to which
Uncle John Bennett always growled his heaviest bass. Old Deacon
Slocumb, the former leader, adjusted his spectacles, found the place
and meekly waited. He was about to sing the songs of Zion in a strange
land, or at least under strange circumstances; but he loved the
service, and struggled for a meek and quiet spirit.
And the song burst forth. Coronation indeed! Old Coronation was
hoary-haired when the tune was born. How it rolled and swelled in
triumph through the astonished church!
"All hail!" said the tenor in clear, full tones. "All hail!" repeated
the bass in voice of thunder. "All hail!" shrieked the soprano in full
volume, followed hard after by the alto, who would not be outdone; and
then the entire strength of the choir took up the words and shouted
and roared, "All hail the power!" Then, wonderful to relate, went back
to the "All hail" and did it over. About this time Auntie Barber had
reached, through much quavering, the last word of the second line, then
lifted her bewildered eyes to the choir and listened.
"I must have lost the place," she meekly said. Even yet, it had not
occurred to her that the choir could possibly be singing anything but
Coronation to those words!
As for Deacon Slocumb, he took off his spectacles, carefully wiped and
re-adjusted them, and was looking for his place again by the time the
choir reached the word "power." They finished the line in unison, then
went off into a whirl of ecstasy over the angels. "Let a-a-a angels—"
sang one part, "prostrate fall, FALL, FALL," thundered another part;
until Joe Slocumb, the Deacon's graceless son, looked about him and
grinned, and wondered where they were falling to!
Before this time Uncle Charlie's growl had been vanquished, and Deacon
Slocumb's book was closed; and dear Auntie Barber, although she kept
her book open and her meek eyes fixed on the page, knew that Coronation
had gone far beyond her reach.
The triumphant choir swept through to the close, and seated themselves
in smiling satisfaction.
"I'm sure we led the congregation," whispered Mr. Pemberton into the
ear of the first soprano. "They can't complain of our part of the
contract."
And that entire company let itself explode into a succession of
giggles, over the peculiar aptness of the text at that moment
announced: "He leadeth me by a way that I have not known."
"That's as true as preaching!" whispered the leader of the choir, and
then that ripple of laughter went again through the triumphant company.