III

It was eleven o’clock that night when Mr. Pontellier returned from

Klein’s hotel. He was in an excellent humor, in high spirits, and very

talkative. His entrance awoke his wife, who was in bed and fast asleep

when he came in. He talked to her while he undressed, telling her

anecdotes and bits of news and gossip that he had gathered during the

day. From his trousers pockets he took a fistful of crumpled bank notes

and a good deal of silver coin, which he piled on the bureau

indiscriminately with keys, knife, handkerchief, and whatever else

happened to be in his pockets. She was overcome with sleep, and

answered him with little half utterances.

He thought it very discouraging that his wife, who was the sole object

of his existence, evinced so little interest in things which concerned

him, and valued so little his conversation.

Mr. Pontellier had forgotten the bonbons and peanuts for the boys.

Notwithstanding he loved them very much, and went into the adjoining

room where they slept to take a look at them and make sure that they

were resting comfortably. The result of his investigation was far from

satisfactory. He turned and shifted the youngsters about in bed. One of

them began to kick and talk about a basket full of crabs.

Mr. Pontellier returned to his wife with the information that Raoul had

a high fever and needed looking after. Then he lit a cigar and went and

sat near the open door to smoke it.

Mrs. Pontellier was quite sure Raoul had no fever. He had gone to bed

perfectly well, she said, and nothing had ailed him all day. Mr.

Pontellier was too well acquainted with fever symptoms to be mistaken.

He assured her the child was consuming at that moment in the next room.

He reproached his wife with her inattention, her habitual neglect of

the children. If it was not a mother’s place to look after children,

whose on earth was it? He himself had his hands full with his brokerage

business. He could not be in two places at once; making a living for

his family on the street, and staying at home to see that no harm

befell them. He talked in a monotonous, insistent way.

Mrs. Pontellier sprang out of bed and went into the next room. She soon

came back and sat on the edge of the bed, leaning her head down on the

pillow. She said nothing, and refused to answer her husband when he

questioned her. When his cigar was smoked out he went to bed, and in

half a minute he was fast asleep.

Mrs. Pontellier was by that time thoroughly awake. She began to cry a

little, and wiped her eyes on the sleeve of her _peignoir_. Blowing out

the candle, which her husband had left burning, she slipped her bare

feet into a pair of satin _mules_ at the foot of the bed and went out

on the porch, where she sat down in the wicker chair and began to rock

gently to and fro.

It was then past midnight. The cottages were all dark. A single faint

light gleamed out from the hallway of the house. There was no sound

abroad except the hooting of an old owl in the top of a water-oak, and

the everlasting voice of the sea, that was not uplifted at that soft

hour. It broke like a mournful lullaby upon the night.

The tears came so fast to Mrs. Pontellier’s eyes that the damp sleeve

of her _peignoir_ no longer served to dry them. She was holding the

back of her chair with one hand; her loose sleeve had slipped almost to

the shoulder of her uplifted arm. Turning, she thrust her face,

steaming and wet, into the bend of her arm, and she went on crying

there, not caring any longer to dry her face, her eyes, her arms. She

could not have told why she was crying. Such experiences as the

foregoing were not uncommon in her married life. They seemed never

before to have weighed much against the abundance of her husband’s

kindness and a uniform devotion which had come to be tacit and

self-understood.

An indescribable oppression, which seemed to generate in some

unfamiliar part of her consciousness, filled her whole being with a

vague anguish. It was like a shadow, like a mist passing across her

soul’s summer day. It was strange and unfamiliar; it was a mood. She

did not sit there inwardly upbraiding her husband, lamenting at Fate,

which had directed her footsteps to the path which they had taken. She

was just having a good cry all to herself. The mosquitoes made merry

over her, biting her firm, round arms and nipping at her bare insteps.

The little stinging, buzzing imps succeeded in dispelling a mood which

might have held her there in the darkness half a night longer.

The following morning Mr. Pontellier was up in good time to take the

rockaway which was to convey him to the steamer at the wharf. He was

returning to the city to his business, and they would not see him again

at the Island till the coming Saturday. He had regained his composure,

which seemed to have been somewhat impaired the night before. He was

eager to be gone, as he looked forward to a lively week in Carondelet

Street.

Mr. Pontellier gave his wife half of the money which he had brought

away from Klein’s hotel the evening before. She liked money as well as

most women, and accepted it with no little satisfaction.

“It will buy a handsome wedding present for Sister Janet!” she

exclaimed, smoothing out the bills as she counted them one by one.

“Oh! we’ll treat Sister Janet better than that, my dear,” he laughed,

as he prepared to kiss her good-by.

The boys were tumbling about, clinging to his legs, imploring that

numerous things be brought back to them. Mr. Pontellier was a great

favorite, and ladies, men, children, even nurses, were always on hand

to say good-by to him. His wife stood smiling and waving, the boys

shouting, as he disappeared in the old rockaway down the sandy road.

A few days later a box arrived for Mrs. Pontellier from New Orleans. It

was from her husband. It was filled with _friandises_, with luscious

and toothsome bits—the finest of fruits, _patés_, a rare bottle or two,

delicious syrups, and bonbons in abundance.

Mrs. Pontellier was always very generous with the contents of such a

box; she was quite used to receiving them when away from home. The

_patés_ and fruit were brought to the dining-room; the bonbons were

passed around. And the ladies, selecting with dainty and discriminating

fingers and a little greedily, all declared that Mr. Pontellier was the

best husband in the world. Mrs. Pontellier was forced to admit that she

knew of none better.

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