CHAPTER VI.

TOUR IN CASHMERE AND THIBET WITH SIR HENRY

LAWRENCE.--PROMOTION AND TRANSFER TO CIS-SUTLEJ PROVINCES.

CAMP, EN ROUTE TO CASHMERE, _June 10th, 1850_.

Your letter from Paris reached me just as I was preparing to

start from Umritsur to join Sir Henry Lawrence, and

accompany him to Cashmere. I fought against the necessity of

leave as long as possible, but I was getting worse and worse

daily, and so much weakened from the effects of heat and

hard work acting on a frame already reduced by sickness,

that I was compelled to be off ere worse came. We yesterday

arrived at the summit of the first high ridge southward of

the snowy range, and have now only some sixty miles to

traverse before entering the valley. To me, travelling is

life, and in a country where one has no home, no local

attractions, and no special sympathies, it is the greatest

comfort in the world. I get terribly _ennuye_ if I am in one

place for three months at a time; yet I think I should be

just as tame as ever in England, quite domestic again.

* * * * *

CASHMERE, _July 8th, 1850_.

You would enjoy this lovely valley extremely. I did not know

it was so beautiful, having only seen it before in its

winter dress. Nothing can exceed the luxuriant beauty of the

vegetation, the plane-trees and walnuts especially, except

the squalor, dirt, and poverty of the wretched Cashmerians.

The King is avaricious, and is old. The disease grows on

him, and he wont look beyond his money-bags. There is a

capitation tax on every individual practising any labor,

trade, profession, or employment, collected _daily_. Fancy

the Londoners having to go and pay a fourpenny and a

sixpenny bit each, per diem, for the pleasure of living in

the town. Then the tax on all shawls, goods, and fabrics, is

about seventy-five per cent., including custom duty; and

this the one solitary staple of the valley. The chief crops

are rice, and of this, what with one half taken at a slap as

"revenue," or rent, and sundry other pulls for dues, taxes,

and offerings, so little remains to the farmer, that in

practice he pays _all_, or within a few bushels of all, his

produce to the King, and secures in return _his food_, and

that not of the best. Thus the farmer class, or "Zemindars,"

are reduced pretty well to the state of day-laborers; yet

the people are all well clothed, and fuel is to be had for

the asking. What a garden it might be made. Not an acre to

which the finest water might not be conveyed without expense

worth naming, and a climate where all produce comes to

perfection, from wheat and barley to grapes and silk. We go

northwards on the 20th, first to Ladakh and Thibet, thence

to Iskardo, and then across the Indus to Gilghit, a _terra

incognita_ to which, I believe, only one European now living

has penetrated. Sir Henry Lawrence is not well, and

certainly not up to this trip, but he has made up his mind

to go. I do not gain strength as fast as I could wish, but I

fancy when once thoroughly unstrung, it takes a long time to

recover the wonted tone.

We shall have another frontier war in the cold weather

evidently, and I fancy a more prolonged and complete affair

than the last. The cause of the only loss sustained in the

last scrimmage was the panic of the Sepoys. They are as

children in the hands of these Affghans and hill tribes. Our

new Punjaub levies fought "like bricks," but the Hindostanee

is not a hardy enough animal, physically or morally, to

contend with the sturdier races west of the Sutlej, or the

active and fighting "Pathans." The very _name_ sticks in

John Sepoy's throat. I must try and see the next contest,

but I do not quite see my way to it at present.

* * * * *

_To his Sister._

CAMP, NEAR LADAKH, _August 4th, 1850_.

Who would have thought of my writing to you from Thibet. I

am sitting in a little tent about eight feet long, which

just takes a narrow cot, a table, and chair of camp

dimensions, and my _sac-de-nuit_, gun, &c., and a tin box

containing books, papers, and the materials for this present

epistle. Under the same tree (a veritable chestnut) is Sir

Henry Lawrence's tent, a ditto of mine, in which he is

comfortably sleeping, as I ought to be; outside are my

pets,--that is, a string of mules who accompany me in all my

travels, and have also in the mountains the honor of

carrying me as well as my baggage. The kitchen is under a

neighboring tree; and round a fire are squatting our gallant

guards, a party of Maharaja Gholab Singh's household

brigade. Some of his people accompany us, and what with

followers, a Moonshee or two for business, and their

followers, I dare say we are a party of two or three hundred

souls, of all colors and creeds,--Christians, Mussulmans,

Hindoos, Buddhists, Sikhs, and varieties of each. The creeds

of the party are as varied as their colors; and that's

saying a good deal, when you contrast my white face and

yellow hair with Sir Henry's nut-brown, the pale white

parchmenty-color of the Kashmeree, the honest brunette tinge

of the tall Sikh, the clear olive-brown of the Rajpoot, down

through all shades of dinginess to the deep black of the

low-caste Hindoo. I am one of the whitest men in India, I

fancy, as, instead of burning in the sun, I get blanched

like endive or celery. How you would stare at my long beard,

moustache, and whiskers. However, to return from such

personalities to facts. The Indus is brawling along five

hundred feet below us, as if in a hurry to get "out of

that;" and above, one's neck aches with trying to see to the

top of the vast craggy mountains which confine the stream in

its rocky channel. So wild, so heaven-forsaken a scene I

never beheld; living nature there is none. In a week's

journey, I have seen three marmots, two wag-tails, and three

jackdaws; and we have averaged twenty miles a day.

We met a lady the other day, in the most romantic way

possible, in the midst of the very wildest of glens, and

almost as wild weather. She is a young and very pretty

creature, gifted with the most indomitable energy and

endurance (except as regards her husband, whom she _can't_

endure, and therefore travels alone). But conceive, that for

the last three months she has been making her way on

pony-back across a country which few _men_ would like to

traverse, over the most formidable passes, the deepest and

rapidest rivers, and wildest deserts in Asia. For twenty

days she was in the extreme wilds of Thibet, without ever

seeing a human habitation; making such long day's journeys

as often to be without food or bedding, traversing passes

from sixteen to eighteen thousand feet above the sea, where

you can hardly breathe without pain; enduring pain,

sickness, and every other mortal ill, yet persevering still!

Poor creature, she is dying, I fear. It is evident that she

is in a deep consumption, created by a terrible fall she had

down a precipice, at the commencement of her journey. Well,

one day we met her between this place and Cashmere. She was

sixteen or twenty miles from her tents, and the rain and

darkness were coming on apace; the thermometer down below

fifty degrees. So we persuaded her to stop at our

encampment. I gave her my tent and cot, acted lady's maid,

supplied her with warm stockings and shoes, water, towels,

brushes, &c., and made her comfortable, and then we sat down

to dinner; and a pleasanter evening I never spent. She was

as gay as a lark, and poured out stores of information and

anecdotes, and recounted her adventures in the "spiritedest"

manner. After an early breakfast the next morning, I put her

on her pony, and she went on her way, and we saw her no

more. I hope she will live to reach the end of her journey,

and not die in some wild mountain-side unattended and alone.

Another letter of same date:--

CAMP, KULSEE IN LADAKH, _August 4th, 1850_.

... Until you cross the mountain chain which separates

Cashmere from Tibet (or Thibet), all is green and beautiful.

It is impossible to imagine a finer combination of vast

peaks and masses of mountain, with green sloping lawns,

luxuriant foliage, and fine clustering woods, than is

displayed on the sides of the great chain which we usually

call the Himalaya, but which is better described as the

ridge which separates the waters of the Jhelum, Chenab,

Ravee, and Beas from those of the Indus. When once, however,

you have crossed this vast barrier, the scene changes as if

by magic, and you have nothing but huge convulsive-looking

masses of rock, tremendous mountains, glaciers, snow, and

valleys which are more vast watercourses than anything else.

On the more open and less elevated spots along these various

feeders of the Indus, one comes to little patches of

cultivation, rising from the banks of the rivers in tiers of

carefully prepared terraces, and irrigated by channels

carried along the sides of the hill from a point higher up

the stream. Here, in scattered villages ten and twenty miles

apart, live the ugliest race on earth, I should imagine,

whom we call Thibetians, but who style themselves "Bhots" or

"Bhods," and unite the characteristic features, or rather

want of them, of both Goorkhas and Chinese. I went yesterday

to see a monastery of their Llamas, the most curious sight,

as well as _site_, I ever beheld. Perched on the summit of a

mass of sandstone-grit, conglomerate pudding-stone, worn by

the melting snows (for there is no rain in Tibet) into

miraculous cones, steeples, and pinnacles rising abruptly

from the valley to the height of 600 feet, are a collection

of queer little huts, connected together by bridges,

passages, and staircases. In these dwell the worthies who

have betaken themselves to the life of religious mendicants

and priests. They seem to correspond exactly with the

travelling friars of olden times. Half stay at home to

perform chants and services in their convent chapel, and

half go a-begging about the country. They are not a distinct

race like the Brahmins of India, but each Bhot peasant

devotes one of two or three sons to the church, and he is

thenceforward devoted to a life of celibacy, of shaven

crown, of crimson apparel, of mendicancy, of idleness, and

of comfort. They all acknowledge spiritual allegiance to the

great Llama at Llassa (some two months' journey from

Ladakh), by whom the abbot of each convent is appointed on a

vacancy occurring, and to whom all their proceedings are

reported. Nunneries also exist on precisely the same

footing. I saw a few of the nuns, and their hideous

appearance fully justified their adoption of celibacy and

seclusion. From their connection with almost every family,

as I have said, they are universally looked up to and

supported as a class by the people. Even Hindoos reverence

them; and their power is not only feared, but I fancy

tolerably freely exercised. Their chapel (a flat-roofed

square building supported on pillars) is furnished with

parallel rows of low benches to receive the squatting

fathers. Their services consist of chants and recitative,

accompanied by the _dis_cord of musical(?) instruments and

drums, while perpetual lamps burn on the altars before their

idols, and a sickly perfume fills the air. Round the room

are rude shelves containing numberless volumes of religious

books; not bound, but in separate leaves secured between two

painted boards. I will try and send you one, if I can

corrupt the mind of some worthy Llama with profane silver.

They are genuine _block books_, strange to say, apparently

carved on wood, and then stamped on a Chinese paper. The

figures of their images, and their costume and head-dress

(_i. e._, of the images), are Chinese entirely, not at all

resembling the Bhot dress, or scarcely so, and though

fashioned by Thibetian hands, you might fancy yourself

gazing on the figures in the Chinese Exhibition at

Hyde-Park Corner. Their language is a sealed book to me, of

course, and though they all read and write well, yet they

were unable to explain the meaning of the words they were

repeating. The exterior appearance and sites of their

conventual buildings reminded me very strongly of the

drawings I saw in a copy of Curzon's "Monasteries of the

Levant," which fell in my way for five minutes one day. I

need hardly say that, in a country composed of mountains

ranging from 14,000 feet upwards, the scenery is magnificent

in the extreme, though very barren and savage. Apricots and

wheat are ripening in the valley whence I now write (on the

right bank of the Indus, some fifty miles below the town of

Ladakh), and snow is glistening on the summits above me; the

roads have been very easy indeed, and enabled us to make

long day's marches, from sixteen to twenty-five miles. This

is more than you could do in two days in the ranges south of

the Himalaya, with due regard for your own bones, and the

cattle or porters which carry your traps and tents. I am

very seedy, and twenty miles is more than I can ride with

comfort (that I should live to say it). I have not as yet

derived much, if any, benefit from change of climate.

From Ladakh we go to Iskardo, some twelve marches lower down

the Indus, where it has been joined by the water of Yarkund;

and thence to Gilghit, a valley running up from that of the

Indus, still lower down, and bordering on Budakhstan. We

(Sir Henry Lawrence and I) then return to Cashmere; I expect

it will be two more months' journey. We have already been

out a fortnight, and it is very fatiguing. I am not sure

that I was wise in undertaking it, but he (Lawrence) is a

greater invalid than I am, and two or three men fought shy

of the task of accompanying him.

* * * * *

CAMP, ISKARDO (IN LITTLE THIBET,) _August, 25th, 1850_.

Only think of my sitting down peaceably to write to you from

this outside world. Had I lived a hundred years ago, I

should have been deemed a great traveller, and considered to

have explored unknown countries, and unknown they are, only

the principal danger of visiting them is past, seeing that

they have been subdued by a power (Gholab Singh) with whom

we have "relations." Yet if I were to cross the mountains

which stare me in the face a few miles off, I should be

carried off and sold for a slave. It were vain to try to

compress the scenes of a two months' journey into a sheet of

note-paper. We have travelled very rapidly. Few men go the

pace Sir Henry Lawrence does. So we have covered a great

extent of country in the past month; and seeing that the

valleys are the only inhabited parts of the country, the

rest being huge masses of mountains, one really sees in

these rapid flights all that is to be seen of the abodes of

man. We have collected a good deal of information too,

which, if I had time to arrange it, might be of value. We

were eleven long days' journey from Cashmere to Ladakh,

besides halts on the way at Ladakh itself, or, as the people

call it, Leh. We remained a week, and saw all the

"foreigners" who came there to sell furs and silk. It is

called the "Great Emporium" of trade between Yarkund and

Kashgar and Llassa, and Hindostan. Fine words look well on

paper, but to my unsophisticated mind the "leading

merchants" seemed _peddlers_, and the "Emporium" to be a

brace of hucksters' shops. However, 'tis curious, that's a

fact, to see (and talk to) a set of men who have got their

goods from the yellow-haired Russians at the

Nishni-Novogorod fair, and brought them across Asia to sell

at Ladakh. It is forty days' journey, of almost a continuous

desert, for these caravans from Yarkund to Leh; and there is

no small danger to life and limb by the way. The current

coin is lumps of Chinese sycee silver of two pounds' weight

each. I bought a Persian horse for the journey, and paid for

it in solid silver four pounds weight: 166 rupees, or about

16_l._ I shall sell it for double the money when the journey

is over. Leh is a small town, of not more than 400 houses,

on a projecting promontory of rock stretching out into the

valley formed by one of the small feeders of the Indus. For

the people, they are Bodhs, and wear tails, and have flat

features like the Chinese, and black garments. The women,

unlike other Asiatics whom I have seen, go about the streets

openly, as in civilized countries; but they are an ugly

race, and withal dirty to an absolutely unparalleled extent.

They wear no head-dress, but plait their masses of black

hair into sundry tails half way down their backs. Covering

the division of the hair from the forehead back and down the

shoulders, is a narrow leathern strap, universally adorned

with rough turquoises and bits of gold or silver. The old

Ranee whom we called upon had on this strap (in her case a

broader one, about three fingers wide) 156 large turquoises,

worth some hundreds of pounds. Over their ears they wear

flaps of fur which project forward with precisely the effect

of blinkers on a horse.

The climate is delightful; it never rains; the sky is blue

to a fault, and snow only falls sparingly in winter, though

the climate is cold, being 10,000 feet (they say) above the

sea. In boiling water the thermometer was only 188 deg.. I never

felt a more exhilarating air. That one week quite set me up,

and I have been better ever since. The Llamas or monks, with

their red cardinal's hats and crimson robes, look very

imposing and monastic, quite a travesty of the regular

clergy, and they blow just such trumpets as Fame does on

monuments in country churches. Jolly friars they are, and

fat to a man. From Leh we crossed the mountain ridge which

separates the two streams of the Indus, and descended the

northern (or right) stream to this place, the capital of

Bultistan or Little Thibet. It is a genuine humbug. In the

middle of a fine valley, some 6,000 feet above the sea,

surrounded by sudden rising perpendicular mountains 6,000

feet higher, stands an isolated rock washed by the Indus,

some two miles by three quarters: a little Gibraltar. The

valley may be ten miles by three, partially cultivated, and

inhabited by some 200 scattered houses. There's Iskardo.

There _was_ a fort on the rock, but that is gone, and all,

as usual in the East, bespeaks havoc; only nature is grand

here. The people are Mussulmans, and not Bodhs, and are more

human-looking, but not so well clad. It is warmer by far,

much more so than it ought to be. The thermometer was at 92 deg.

in our tents to-day, a thing for which I cannot possibly

account, since there is snow now on all sides of us. We go

hence across the Steppe of Deo Sole towards Cashmere for

four days' journey, and then strike westward to cross the

Indus into Gilghit, whence we return to Cashmere by the end

of September. We have been making very fast marches, varying

from sixteen to thirty-two miles a day,--hard work in a

country with such roads, and where you must take things with

you. I enjoy it very much, however, and after a year's

sickness, the feeling of returning health is refreshing. I

shall return to work again by the 1st of December; but I

propose paying a flying visit to Mr. Thomason in October, if

possible; but the distances are so vast, and the means of

locomotion so absent, that these things are difficult to

achieve. I suppose I have seen more of the hill country now

than ninety-nine men out of a hundred in India. Indeed, not

above four Europeans have been here before. But travelling

suits my restless spirit. Sir Henry and I get on famously

together.

On October 7th, 1850, he writes from Simla to his father:--

I have had a long and fatiguing march from Cashmere across

the mountains and the valleys of the "five rivers," nearly

four hundred miles, which I accomplished in fifteen days. I

left Sir Henry Lawrence in Cashmere. I have since heard from

him, urging me to use all the influence I can muster up here

to procure a brevet majority in _posse_ (_i. e._ on

attaining my regimental captaincy), and a _local_ majority

in _esse_ for "my services in the late war;" and adding,

that if I did not find civil employment to suit me, he

would, when I had given it a fair trial, try and get me the

command of one of the regiments in the Punjaub. I am going

to consult Mr. Thomason on the subject, and will let you

know the result. I hate the least suspicion of toadyism, and

dislike asking favors, or I should have been better off ere

now; but on Sir Henry Lawrence's suggestion, I will

certainly use any opportunity which may offer. I thought,

however, you would be gratified with the opinion which must

have dictated so perfectly spontaneous an offer. I confess

that I very much prefer the military line myself, although I

like civil work much, and it is the road to competence.

Nevertheless, military rank and distinctions have more charm

for me than rupees; and I would rather _cut_ my way to a

name and poverty with the sword, than _write_ it to wealth

with the pen.

There is something to me peculiarly interesting in the

_forming_ and _training_ soldiers, and in acquiring that

extraordinary influence over their minds, both by personal

volition and the aid of discipline, which leads them on

through danger, even to death, at your bidding. I felt the

enthusiasm of this power successfully exerted with the

Guides during the late war; and having felt it, am naturally

inclined to take advantage of it on future occasions.

* * * * *

_To his Sister._

SIMLA, _Oct 21st, 1850_.

It is rather too late to tell you "all about Cashmere," as

you desire; but I _can_ say that I saw some beauties this

time who were really so to no common extent; and that I was

much more pleased with the valley than on my first visit,

which was a winter one. If you see what wonderfully

out-of-the-way places we got into, I think you will marvel

that I managed to write at all. We traversed upwards of

fifteen hundred miles of wild mountainous countries,

innocent of roads, and often, for days together, of

inhabitants, and carrying our houses on our backs. The

change to the utter comfort and civilization of this house

was something "stunning;" and I have not yet become quite

reconciled to dressing three times a day, black hat, and

patent leather boots. I need hardly say, however, that I

have very much enjoyed my visit and my "big talks" with Mr.

Thomason. He is very gray, and looks older than when I saw

him in 1847, but otherwise he is just the same, working

magnificently, and doing wonders for his province. Already

the Northwest Provinces are a century in advance of the

Bengal Proper ones. As a Governor he has not his equal; and

in honesty, high-mindedness, and indefatigable devotion to

the public good, he is _facile princeps_ of the whole Indian

service. Nor is there a household in India to match his,

indeed, it is about the only "big-wig" house to which people

go with pleasure rather than as a duty. I saw Sir Charles

Napier, too, and dined with him last week. He is very kind

and pleasant, and I am very sorry on public grounds that he

is going away.

* * * * *

KUSSOWLEE, _Nov. 4th, 1850_.

I had a most pleasant home-like visit to Mr. Thomason, and

was most affectionately entertained. He will have told you

of the power of civility I met with at Simla from the

"big-wigs," and that even Lord Dalhousie waxed

complimentary, and said that "Lumsden and Hodson were about

the best men he had," (that I write it that shouldn't!) and

that he promised to do his best to get me a brevet majority

as soon as I became, in the course of time, a regimental

captain. And Sir Charles Napier (the best abused man of his

day) was anxious to get for me the Staff appointment of

Brigade-Major to the Punjaub Irregular Force,--_i. e._, of

the six newly raised cavalry and infantry regiments for

frontier service. He did not succeed, for the berth had been

previously filled up unknown to him; but he _tried to do_

so, and that's a compliment from such a man. I hope I need

not say that this good deed of his was as spontaneous as a

mushroom's birth.

* * * * *

_To his Father._

KUSSOWLEE, _Nov. 6th_.

I am to be here next year, I find, by tidings just received,

which will be a splendid thing for my constitution. My

connection with Umritsur is dissolved by my having been

appointed to act as personal assistant to the Commissioner

of the Cis-Sutlej States, which is, I believe, a piece of

promotion. The great advantages are, first, the capital

opportunity it affords of experience in every kind of civil

work, and of being under a very able man,--Mr. Edmonstone;

and secondly, that the Commissioner's head-quarters are

"peripatetic" in the cold weather, and in the hills during

the remainder of the year. But I confess that I hanker after

the "Guides" as much as ever, and would catch at a good

opportunity of returning to them with honor. I fear I have

been remiss in explanations on this subject. The matter lies

in this wise,--I left the Corps and took to civil employment

at the advice of Sir Henry Lawrence, Mr. Thomason, and

others, though against my own feelings on the subject. The

man or men who succeeded me are senior to me in army rank.

When one of them resigned six months ago, I was strongly

disposed and urged to try and succeed to the vacancy. There

was a hitch, however, from the cause I have mentioned, and

Lumsden was anxious that his lieutenants should not be

disgusted by supersession. I might have had the appointment,

but withdrew to avoid annoying Lumsden. _Now_, both Sir

Henry Lawrence and Mr. Thomason are very sorry that I ever

left the Corps, and that they advised the step. Things have

taken a different turn since then, and it is confessedly the

best thing a young soldier can aspire to. I know that my

present line is one which leads to more pecuniary

advantages; but the other is the finer field, and is far

more independent. I shall work away, however, cheerfully in

the civil line until I see a good opening in the other; and

_then_, I fear you will hardly persuade me that sitting at a

desk with the thermometer at 98 deg. is better than

soldiering,--_i. e._, than _commanding_ soldiers made and

taught by yourself! I will give you the earliest warning of

the change.

* * * * *

UMRITSUR, _Nov. 24th, 1850_.

I returned here on the 16th, and have been up to the neck in

work ever since, having the whole work, civil, criminal,

police, &c. &c., on my shoulders, Saunders, the Deputy

Commissioner, my superior, being engaged dancing attendance

on the Governor-General, who is here on his annual tour of

inspection; and Macleod, my co-assistant, dead. Directly the

Governor-General has gone onwards I shall be relieved here,

and join my new appointment with Mr. Edmonstone.

* * * * *

LAHORE, _Jan. 2d, 1851_.

I broke up from Umritsur early in December, and came into

Lahore to join my new chief. He did not arrive till the

18th, so I had a comparative holiday. I have got into

harness, however, again now, and am up to the elbows in work

and papers. The work is much more pleasant than that I had

at Umritsur, and more free from mere routine.

* * * * *

LAHORE, _Feb. 21st_.

This is an interesting anniversary to many of us, and an

overwhelming one to this country,--that of the day on which

"the bright star of the Punjaub" set forever. It has been

curiously marked by the announcement, that the net balance

of receipts over expenditure for the past year, for the

newly acquired provinces, has reached upwards of a million

sterling. Lord Dalhousie's star is in the ascendant. His

financial measures are apparently all good, when tried by

the only standard admissible in the nineteenth

century,--their success.

* * * * *

KUSSOWLEE, _March 22d, 1851_.

I broke down again most completely as soon as the hot

weather began, but my flight to this beautiful climate has

wonderfully refreshed me. Talk of Indian luxuries! There are

but two, cold water and cool air! I get on very comfortably

with my new "Chief." He is a first-rate man, and has a most

uncommon appetite for work, of which there is plenty for

both of us. We cover a good stretch of country--comprising

five British districts and nine sovereign states; and as the

whole has been in grievous disorder for many years, and a

peculiarly difficult population to deal with, you may

imagine that the work is not slight. My principal duty is

hearing appeals from orders and decisions by the district

officers in these five districts. It is of course not "per

se," but as the Commissioner's personal assistant, that I do

this. I prepare a short abstract, with my opinion on each

case, and he issues his orders accordingly. I was at work a

whole day lately over one case, which, after all, involved

only a claim to about a quarter of an acre of land! You will

give me credit for ingenuity in discovering that the result

of some half dozen quires of written evidence was to prove

that _neither_ of the contending parties had any right at

all! If that's not "justice to Ireland," I don't know what

is! I have been staying with Captain Douglas, and I hope I

shall see a great deal of him. There is not a better man or

more genuine soldier going. This may appear faint praise,

but rightly understood, and conscientiously and boldly

worked out, I doubt whether any other profession calls forth

the higher qualities of our nature more strongly than does

that of a soldier in times of war and tumults. Certain it is

that it requires the highest order of man to be a good

general, and in the lower ranks, (in this country

especially,) even with all the frightful drawbacks and

evils, I doubt whether the Saxon race is ever so preeminent,

or its good points so strongly developed, as in the

"European" soldier serving in India, or on service anywhere.

* * * * *

KUSSOWLEE, _April 7th, 1851_.

I have the nicest house here on a level spot on the very

summit of the mountain ridge, from which a most splendid

view is obtainable for six months in the year. In the

immediate foreground rises a round-backed ridge, on which

stands the former work of my hands, the "Lawrence Asylum;"

while to the westward, and down, down far off in the

interminable south, the wide glistening plains of the

Punjaub, streaked with the faint ribbon-like lines of the

Sutlej and its tributaries, and the wider sea-like expanse

of Hindostan, stretch away in unbroken evenness beyond the

limits of vision, and almost beyond those of faith and

imagination. On the other side you look over a mass of

mountains up to the topmost peaks of Himalaya. So narrow is

the ridge, that it seems as though you could toss a pebble

from one window into the Sutlej, and from the other into the

valley below Simla. I like the place very much. I have seven

or eight hours' work every day, and the rest is spent (as

this one) in the society of the 60th Rifles, the very nicest

and most gentlemanly regiment I ever met with.

* * * * *

KUSSOWLEE, _May 4th, 1851_.

Your budget of letters reached me on the 2d. It is very

pleasant to receive these warm greetings, and it refreshes

me when bothered, or overworked, or feverish, or disgusted.

I look forward to a visit to England and _home_ with a

pleasure which nothing but six years of exile can give.

The Governor-General has at last advanced me to the higher

grade of "Assistants" to Commissioners. The immediate

advantage is an increase of pay,--the real benefit, that it

brings me nearer the main step of a Deputy Commissioner in

charge of a district. It is satisfactory, not the less so

that it was extorted from him by the unanimity of my

official superiors in pressing the point upon him, Mr.

Edmonstone having commenced attacking him in my favor before

I had been under him four months. I am not in love with the

kind of employment,--I long with no common earnestness for

the more military duties of my old friends the "Guides;" but

I am not therefore insensible to the advantages of doing

well in this line of work. Ambition alone would dictate

this, for my success in this civil business (which is

considered the highest and most arduous branch of the public

service) almost insures my getting on in any other

hereafter.

* * * * *

_To Rev. E. Harland._

KUSSOWLEE, _June 11th, 1851_.

I fancy the change is as great in myself as in either. The

old visions of boyhood have given place to the vehement

aspirations of a military career and the interests of a

larger ambition. I thirst now not for the calm pleasures of

a country life, the charms of society, or a career of ease

and comfort, but for the maddening excitement of war, the

keen contest of wits involved in dealing with wilder men,

and the exercise of power over the many by force of the will

of the individual. Nor am I, I hope, insensible to the vast

field for good and for usefulness which these vast provinces

offer to our energies, and to the high importance of the

trust committed to our charge.

* * * * *

_To his Father._

KUSSOWLEE, _Oct 20th, 1851_.

I am much stronger now, and improving rapidly. By the end of

next summer I hope to be as strong as I ever hope to be

again. That I shall ever again be able to row from Cambridge

to Ely in two hours and ten minutes, to run a mile in five

minutes, or to walk from Skye (or Kyle Hatren Ferry) to

Inverness in thirty hours, is not to be expected, or perhaps

desired. But I have every hope that in the event of another

war I may be able to endure fatigue and exposure as freely

as in 1848. One is oftener called upon to ride than to walk

long distances in India. In 1848, I could ride one hundred

miles in ten hours, fully accoutred, and I don't care how

soon (saving your presence!) the necessity arises again! I

have no doubt that matrimony will do me a power of good, and

that I shall be not only better, but happier and more

care-less than hitherto.

I have been deeply grieved and affected by the death, two

days ago, of Colonel Bradshaw, of the 60th Rifles. He will

be a sad loss, not only to his regiment, but to the army and

the country. He was the _beau ideal_ of an English soldier

and gentleman, and would have earned himself a name as a

General had he been spared. A finer and nobler spirit there

was not in the army. I feel it as a deep personal loss, for

he won my esteem and regard in no common degree.

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