CHAPTER V.

ANNEXATION OF PUNJAUB.--INCREASE OF CORPS OF GUIDES AT

PESHAWUR.--TRANSFER TO CIVIL DEPARTMENT AS ASSISTANT

COMMISSIONER.

_April 17th, 1849._

You will have heard of the great events of the last month;

how on the 26th March, the Punjaub became "forever" a

British Province, governed by a Triumvirate; and how the

Koh-i-noor was appropriated as a present to the Queen,--and

all the rest of it; you may imagine the turmoil and unrest

of this eventful time; but I defy you to imagine the

confusion of the process which converts a wild native

kingdom into a police-ridden and civilian-governed country.

I had anticipated and wished for this measure. I did not,

however, expect that it would be carried out so suddenly and

so sweepingly as it has been....

I have been _annexed_ as well as the Punjaub! my

"occupation's gone," and although efforts have been and are

making for my restoration to "the department," yet at

present I am shelved. I shall know more next month.

Meanwhile, I am off with the new Commissioner to instruct

him in the details of his province, which I had governed and

_won_ from the rebels during the last six months, but in

which I am not now accounted worthy to be a humble

assistant. There's fame! Well, something will turn up, I

suppose. I hope to remain here, however, under the

Commissioner, for a time, that I may get acquainted with

this wonderful civil system. It is as well to know how the

mill works.

I got quite fond of Lord Gough. I was his guest at Lahore

for a month, and his noble character and fire made one

condone his mistakes.

We are now on the "_qui vive_" for his successor. I long for

Sir C. Napier, but the Court of Directors seem determined to

hold out.

The Guides are at Peshawur, where I shall probably join

them.

Lieutenant Hodson's descent in position, upon the annexation of the

Punjaub, was, perhaps, unavoidable, though it was very natural that he

should feel it. So soon as the country was placed under the government

of the East India Company, the regulations of the service with regard

to seniority of course took effect, and it was not to be expected that

a subaltern of less than five years' standing should be continued in

so important a charge, however well qualified he might have proved

himself for it in the most trying times. His position altogether had

been a peculiar and exceptional one.

We shall see, however, that his disappointment did not prevent his

throwing himself with his usual energy into whatever duties were

assigned to him.

* * * * *

_To his Brother._

PESHAWUR, _May 14th, 1849_.

My stay here is very uncertain. I merely came to settle

affairs with Lumsden relative to the increase of the Guides.

Meantime, I have been much interested with my first visit to

this Affghan province and to the Indus. You will see at once

that though it gives us a very strong military frontier,

only passable to armies in half a dozen points, and

therefore infinitely less difficult to hold than a long line

of river, which is ever "a silent highway for nations," yet

at the same time we have once more established a footing in

Affghanistan from which there is no receding, as we did when

we went as allies to the puppet Shah Soojah. Our next stride

must be to Herat, I fancy; _when_ the day will come no man

can say, but "the uncontrollable principle," which,

according to Sir R. Peel, took us there before, will not be

the less active in its operation now that we have no longer

the court and camp of Runjeet Singh between us and these

wild tribes. It is to be hoped that "the uncontrollable

principle" will not appear so very like an _un_controllable

want of it as it did in days gone by! However, go we must,

and shall _some_ day,--so hurrah for Cabul!

I wish you would hit upon some plan for keeping me more "au

fait" with the events of your home world. My time has been

occupied so constantly since I came to India, that, though I

may have made some progress in the knowledge of _men_, I

have made but little in that of _books_. We are sadly off

for military works in English, and few sciences require more

study than the art of war. You might get me a list of good

works from the "United Service Institution" at Charing

Cross. I want the best edition of Caesar procurable; also

Xenophon and Arrian. I fancy the last has been very well

edited.

* * * * *

PESHAWUR, _June 8th, 1849_.

This is the first time I have written to you from

Affghanistan. Who shall say whence my letters may be

directed within a few months. Are we to advance on Cabul and

Candahar, and plant the Union Jack once more on the towers

of Ghuznee? or are we to lie peacefully slumbering on the

banks of the Indus? Are our conquests at an end? or will it

be said of Lord Dalhousie--

Ultra et Garamantas et Indos

Proferet imperium?

My own belief is, that I shall live to see both the places I

have mentioned, and Herat, occupied by British troops; at

least, I hope so.

I think I told you how it had pleased the Governor-General

to reward "my distinguished services," toils, troubles, and

dangers, by kicking me out of the coach altogether. Did I

not? Well, after that close to my civil duties, after having

"initiated" the new Commissioner into his duties, I was sent

up hither to augment recruits and train the Guides. And now

daily, morning and evening, I may be seen standing on one

leg to convince their Affghan mind of the plausibility and

elegance of the goose step. I am quite a sergeant-major just

now, and you will well believe that your wandering brother

is sufficiently cosmopolized to drop with a certain

"aplomb" into any line of life which may turn up in the

course of his career. I was always fond of "soldiering," and

there is a species of absurdity in dropping from the

minister of a province into a drill-sergeant, which is

enlivening. By the next mail I may have to report my

transformation into some new animal. So "vive la gloire."

* * * * *

PESHAWUR, _July 19th, 1849_.

I hope that you got my letter about sending me books. There

is a remarkable dearth of them here just now. You know it

was a flying column which came on here after Goojerat,

composed of regiments hurried up to the field from Bombay,

Scinde, and Hindostan. They came in light marching order.

Books are not a part of that style of equipment. Suddenly a

Government order consigned them to Peshawur, for seven

months at least,--10,000 men, with an unusually large number

of Europeans and officers, _and no books_! Pleasant during

the confinement caused by the hot season. I was better off,

because, being a nomad by profession, I carry a few books as

a part even of the lightest equipment, but I have read them

all till I am tired, except Shakspeare. _My_ time is pretty

fully occupied, but there are dozens of regimental officers

who have not an hour's work in two days, and I do pity them

from my heart. Then of course there are no ladies here, and

consequently no society, or _reunions_, (as they are called

when people _live_ together,) and people are pitched

headlong on to their own resources, and find them very _hard

falling indeed_! I have nothing personal to tell you, except

that when the last mail went out I was in bed with a sharp

attack of fever, which left me without strength, flesh, or

appetite,--a regular blazing eastern fever, the sort of

thing which burns so fast, that if it don't stop quickly, it

burns you well down into the socket, and leaves you there

without strength to splutter or flicker, and you go out

without the satisfaction of a last flare-up at expiring. I

am thankful to say I am well again now, and picking up

strength fast.

They are increasing our corps of Guides to 1,000 men, so

that I shall have enough on my hands, especially as our

Commandant leaves almost everything to me. Sir H. Lawrence

writes from Simla that I am to be appointed an Assistant

Commissioner under the new Board of Administration. I was

the only one of the late Assistants to the Resident who was

not included at first in the new _regime_.

* * * * *

LAHORE, _Sept. 3d, 1849_.

On my arrival here I found your note of 18th June. You may

imagine how wild I was with pleasure at seeing your

handwriting again, as I had been deeply anxious since the

arrival of my father's and George's letters of the 4th June.

These brought me the first tidings of our darling's death.

Happily I saw no newspaper by that mail, and the black edges

first startled me from the belief that you were all well and

happy. The blow was a bitter one indeed, and its utter

suddenness was appalling. Indeed, the prevailing impression

on my mind for days was simple unbelief of the reality of

that sweet child's actual death. I have been so long

_alone_,--home has been for so long a time more a pleasant

dream than a reality,--I have been for so many a weary day,

as it were, dead to you all, and the sense of separation

has grown so completely into one's being, that I find it

difficult to separate that which it is possible to see again

from that which is impossible. Thus it seems to me

incredible that any greater barrier can sever me from this

darling child than that ever-present one which divides me

from all of you. Can you understand this? I know it to be a

delusion, and yet I cannot shake it off. Yet 'tis a good

delusion in one way. It deadens the sense of grief which the

full realization of her death would overwhelm me with.

I have been unfortunate again, and had a second sharp attack

of fever since my arrival. I am about again, but not able to

work. Sir H. Lawrence is very unwell; I fear that his

constitution is utterly broken down, and that he will either

have to go away from India for two years or more, or that

another hot season will kill him. He is ten years older in

every respect than he was during our Cashmere trip in 1846.

This is a hard, wearing, dry climate, which, though

preferable to Hindostan, is destructive to the weak and

sickly. It is quite sad to feel how, little by little, one's

strength and muscle and energy fade, and how one can

perceive age creeping in upon one so early.

* * * * *

LAHORE, _Sept. 24th, 1849_.

You know that I have left the Guides (alas!) and have been

transformed into a complete civilian, doomed to pass the

rest of my career in the administrative and executive duties

of the Government of this last acquisition of the English in

India. To tell the truth, I had much rather have remained

with the Guides; a more independent, and very far pleasanter

life, and I think one that will in the end be more

distinguished. However, I was guided by Mr. Thomason's and

Sir H. Lawrence's advice, and must take the consequences. It

would be difficult to define or explain the exact nature of

my new calling, but in brief, you will comprehend that in

their respective districts the Deputy Assistant

Commissioners perform the whole of the judicial, fiscal, and

magisterial duties which devolve upon the Government of a

country in Europe, with the addition of collecting from the

cultivators and landholders the rent of all lands under

cultivation and pasture, and the duties which in Europe

devolve on an owner of landed property. Police, jails,

quarter-sessions, committals to prison, jury, judge, excise,

stamps, taxes, roads, bridges, ferries, woods and forests,

and finally rent! think what these imply, and you will form

some idea of the employment of an official in the Punjaub

under the "Board of Administration." I have not yet dipped

very deep into this turbid stream of ever-recurring work,

since the great amount of arrears consequent on the break-up

of one Government, and the establishment of another,

including the paying-up and discharge of vast civil and

military establishments, have rendered it necessary to

employ any available head and pair of hands for some months

at head-quarters. The army has fallen to my share, and I

have to examine into the claims of innumerable fine old

hangers-on of the Lahore State to grants or pensions, to

record their rights, and report on them for the decision of

Government. Then there are upwards of 2,000 old women, wives

and mothers of soldiers killed in war, whom I have to see

and pay the pittance decreed by their masters. Lord

Dalhousie, and his secretaries and officials, are stern and

hard taskmasters, and are not unworthily represented by the

new Board, the only merciful member of which (Sir H.

Lawrence) is left in a minority, and is, moreover, too ill

to do much.

* * * * *

CAMP, PATANKOTE, _Jan. 21st, 1850_.

I at length got away from Lahore on the 7th. I had been

ordered merely to seek change of air, but Sir H. Lawrence

was starting on a long tour of inspection, and offered me

the option of accompanying him, and doing a little work by

the way, which I very much preferred; so here we are, after

visiting the sacred city of Umritsur, and the scenes of my

last year's adventures in Butala, Deenanuggur, and Shahpoor,

all between the Ravee and Beas; and are now on our way to

the mountain stations of Kangra, &c. We then go to the

westward again, and I hope to see

Our coursers graze at ease,

Beyond the blue Borysthenes,

as I have dubbed the Indus, ere we again return to civil

life, which does not suit my temperament or taste half as

well as this more nomad life. I am able to ride again,

though not quite with the same firmness, in the saddle as of

yore. I have no doubt, however, that ere we do see the

"Borysthenes," I shall be as "game" for a gallop of one

hundred miles on end, as I was last year at this season.

* * * * *

UMRITSUR, _March 4th, 1850_.

I am at last in a fair way of being stationary for a time at

Umritsur, the sacred city of the Sikhs, and a creation

entirely of their genius. Lahore, as of course you know,

was the old Mussulman capital, and was not built by the

Sikhs, though used by them as the seat of government and

head-quarters of the army. Umritsur is larger than Lahore by

a third or more of people, and half as much again of space.

It is five miles in circumference, very strongly fortified,

and covered by the fortress of Govindghur on the west, and

by a large fortified garden on the north. I am Assistant

Commissioner under the Deputy Commissioner in charge of the

district, Mr. Saunders, a civilian, a very nice sort of

fellow, with an exceedingly pretty and nice wife. Mr.

Montgomery is our Commissioner. I like all I have seen of

him very much indeed. He is a very able man, and at the head

of his service in many respects. Lahore is only about

thirty-five miles hence,--quite within visiting distance in

India.

You must not talk of getting "acclimatized." There is no way

of becoming so but by avoiding the climate as much as

possible. I have had a bad time of it since I left Peshawur,

three and a half months almost entirely on my back, which

reduced me terribly. Then just as I was getting well, the

other day I had a fit of jaundice, which has only just left

me; altogether, in health and in prospects I have come "down

in my luck" to a considerable extent; not that, _per se_, I

ought, as a subaltern of not quite five years' service, to

grumble at my present position, if I was now starting in the

line for the first time; but I can't forget that I came into

the Punjaub two years and a half ago, and have had no little

of the "burden and heat of the day" to bear, when to do so

required utter disregard of comfort and personal safety and

of rest. It is now two years since I was made an Assistant

to the Resident, and within a few months of that time I took

absolute charge of a tract of country (in a state of war,

too) comprising three modern districts, in one of which I am

now playing third fiddle. Surely annexation was a "heavy

blow and a great discouragement" to me, at least. In the

military line, too, I have been equally unlucky, from the

fact of my services having been with detachments instead of

with the main army. I held my ground (and cleared it of the

enemy, too) for weeks, with only 120 men at my back, and

when every officer, from General Wheeler downwards,

entreated me to withdraw and give it up; I fed 5,000 men and

horses for six months by personal and unremitting exertion;

collected the revenues of the disturbed districts, and paid

15,000_l._ over and above, into the treasury, from the

proceeds of property taken from the rebels. Besides this, I

worked for General Wheeler so satisfactorily, that he has

declared publicly that he could have done nothing without

me. So much were the Sikhs enraged[13] at my proceedings,

that party after party were sent to "_polish_" me off, and

at one time I couldn't stir about the country without having

bullets sent at my head from every bush and wall. However, I

need not go on with the catalogue, I have been egotistical

enough as it is. The "reward" for these services was losing

my civil appointment, and being reduced to half pay or

little more for three months, and the distinction of being

the only subaltern mentioned in despatches for whom nothing

has been done either "in praesenti" or "in prospectu." "Had

your name been Hay or Ramsay," said General Wheeler to me

the other day, "no honors, no appointments, no distinctions

would have been considered too great to mark the services

you have rendered to Government." Well, we shall live to see

more wars, or I am sadly mistaken, and _then_--I leave you

to finish the sentence.

Speaking of the system of the Indian army:--

_March 18th, 1850._

At the age at which officers become colonels and majors, not

one in fifty is able to stand the wear and tear of Indian

service. They become still more worn in mind than in body.

All elasticity is gone; all energy and enterprise worn out;

they become, after a fortnight's campaign, a burden to

themselves, an annoyance to those under them, and a terror

to every one but the enemy! The officer who commanded the

cavalry brigade which so disgraced the service at

Chillianwalla, was not able to mount a horse without the

assistance of two men. A brigadier of infantry, under whom I

served during the three most critical days of the late war,

could not see his regiment when I led his horse by the

bridle until its nose touched the bayonets; and even then he

said faintly, "Pray which way are the men facing, Mr.

Hodson?" This is no exaggeration, I assure you. Can you

wonder that our troops have to recover by desperate

fighting, and with heavy loss, the advantages thrown away by

the want of heads and eyes to lead them?

A seniority service, like that of the Company, is all very

well for poor men; better still for fools, for they must

rise equally with wise men; but for maintaining the

discipline and efficiency of the army in time of peace, and

hurling it on the enemy in war, there never was a system

which carried so many evils on its front and face.

I speak strongly, you will say, for I feel acutely; though I

am so young a soldier, yet the whole of my brief career has

been spent in camps, and a year such as the last, spent in

almost constant strife, and a great part of it on detached

and independent command, teaches one lessons which thirty

years of peaceful life, of parades and cantonments, would

never impart.

There are men of iron, like Napier and Radetzky, aged men,

whom nothing affects; but they are just in sufficient

numbers to prove the rule by establishing exceptions. Depend

upon it, that for the rough work of war, especially in

India, your leaders must be young to be effective.

If you _could_ but see my beautiful rough and ready boys,

with their dirt colored clothes and swarthy faces, lying in

wait for a Sikh, I think it would amuse you not a little. I

must try and send you a picture of them. Alas! I am no

longer a "Guide," but only a big-wig, administering justice,

deciding disputes, imprisoning thieves, and assisting to

hang highwaymen, like any other poor old, fat, respectable,

humdrum justice of the peace in Old England.

* * * * *

UMRITSUR, _April 5th, 1850_.

I quite agree with all you say about Arnold. His loss was a

national misfortune. Had he lived, he would have produced an

impression on men's minds whose effects would have been felt

for ages. As it is, the influence which he did produce has

been most lasting and striking in its effects. It is felt

even in India; I cannot say more than _that_.

You should come and live in India for five years if you

wished to feel (supposing you ever doubted it) the benefit

of our "established" forms of Christianity. Even the outward

signs and tokens of its profession--cathedrals, churches,

colleges, tombs, hospitals, almshouses--have, I am now more

than ever convinced, an influence on men's minds and

principles and actions which none but those who have been

removed from their influence for years can feel or

appreciate thoroughly. The more I think of this, the more

strongly I feel the effect of mere external sights and

sounds on the inner and better man. Our Gothic buildings,

our religious-looking churches, have, I am sure, a more

restraining and pacifying influence than is generally

believed by those who are habituated to them, and have never

felt the want of them. A few cathedrals and

venerable-looking edifices would do wonders in our colonies.

Here we have nothing physical to remind us of any creed but

Islamism and Hindooism. The comparative purity of the

Moslem's creed is shown admirably in the superiority in

taste and form of their places of prayer. Christianity alone

is thrust out of sight! A barrack-room, a ball-room, a

dining-room, perhaps a court of justice, serve the purpose

for which the "wisdom and piety of our ancestors"

constructed such noble and stately temples; feeling, justly,

that the human mind in its weakness required to be called to

the exercise of devotion by the senses as well as by reason

and will; that separation from the ordinary scenes of

every-day life, its cares, its toils, its amusements, is

necessary to train the feelings and thoughts to that state

in which religious impressions are conveyed. I have not seen

a church for three years and more, nor heard the service of

the Church read, save at intervals, in a room in which,

perhaps, the night before, I had been crushed by a great

dinner party, or worn out by the bustle and turmoil of

suitors. The building in which one toils becomes intimately

associated with the toil itself. That in which one prays

should at least have some attribute to remind one of prayer.

Human nature shrinks for long from the thought of being

buried in any but consecrated ground; the certainty of lying

dead some day or other on a field of battle, or by a

roadside, has, I have remarked, the most strange effect on

the soldier's mind. Depend upon it the same feeling holds

good with regard to consecrated places of worship. You may

think this fanciful, but I am sure you would feel it more

strongly than I do, were you to live for a time in a country

where everything _but religion_ has its living and existent

memorials and evidences.

But to return to reality: I have just spent three days in

Sir Charles Napier's camp, it being my duty to accompany him

through such parts of the civil district as he may have

occasion to visit. He was most kind and cordial, vastly

amusing and interesting, and gave me even a higher opinion

of him than before. To be sure his language and mode of

expressing himself savor more of the last than of this

century,--of the camp than of the court; but barring these

eccentricities, he is a wonderful man; his heart is as

thoroughly in his work, and he takes as high a tone in all

that concerns it, as Arnold did in his; that is to say, the

highest the subject is capable of. I only trust he will

remain with us as long as his health lasts, and endeavor to

rouse the army from the state of slack discipline into which

it has fallen. On my parting with him he said, "Now,

remember, Hodson, if there is any way in which I can be of

use to you, pray don't scruple to write to me." I didn't

show him his brother's[14] letter,--that he might judge for

himself first, and know me "per se," or rather "per me;" I

will, however, if ever I see him again.

FOOTNOTES:

[13] Such an impression had my brother's daring and activity produced

upon the minds of the Sikhs, that several years afterwards it was

found that the Sikh mothers still used his name as a threat of terror

to their children, reminding one of the border ballad,--

Hark ye, hark ye, do not fret ye,

The black Douglas shall not get ye.

[14] Sir W. Napier.

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