CHAPTER IV

IN THE CRUCIBLE

"The American proposes to realize his individuality freely

and fully, but so long as he is master of his person and

free to choose, he considers himself satisfied, willingly

consenting that some other person, better qualified or more

competent, should choose in his place. From the instant when

he can do what he will, he easily wills what he is asked to

will."

GUSTAVE RODRIGUES: _The People of Action_.

Recollect, now, the mood in which Mark Twain went West to the

gold-fields of Nevada--the mood of a "regular fellow." Was it not one

that exposed him, in a peculiar sense, to the contagion of the Gilded

Age? For weeks after he reached Carson City he played about in the

woods, "too full of the enjoyment of camp life" to build the fence about

a timber claim which he and a comrade had located. He was out for a good

time, oblivious of everything else and with all the unconsciousness of a

child. A moralist would have said that the devil had already marked him

out for destruction.

Recollect how, on the river, Mark Twain had impressed his confrères of

the wheel: "the pilots regarded him as a great reader--a student of

history, travels, literature and the sciences--a young man whom it was

an education as well as an entertainment to know." Now, in Nevada, says

Mr. Paine, "his hearers generally regarded him as an easy-going,

indolent good fellow with a love of humor--with talent, perhaps--but as

one not likely ever to set the world afire." Does not that suggest a

certain disintegration of the spirit? We infer this, in any case, from

the sudden change in his personal appearance, always a sort of

barometric symptom in Mark Twain's life. "Lately a river sovereign and

dandy--in fancy percales and patent leathers--in white duck and striped

shirts--he had become the roughest of rough-clad miners, in rusty slouch

hat, flannel shirts, coarse trousers, slopping half in and half out of

the heavy cowskin boots." Merely, you imagine, the natural change in

dress that any gold-seeker would have made? No: "he went even further

than others and became a sort of paragon of disarray." An unmistakable

surrender of the pride and consciousness of his individuality! And

whoever doubts the significance of this may well compare the tone of his

utterances as a pilot with such characteristic notes of his Nevada life

as this: "If I were not naturally, a lazy, idle, good-for-nothing

vagabond I could make [journalism] pay me $20,000 a year. But I don't

suppose I shall ever be any account." The reversion to that earlier

frame of mind, in short, had not made this man, who was approaching

thirty, a boy again: it made him behave like a boy, it made him, half

the time, feel like a boy, but it revealed in him, nevertheless, the

indisputable signs of a certain dereliction from some path of

development his nature had commanded him to follow. The artist in him

had lost its guiding-line; he was "broken down" again, just as he had

been after his father's death; his spirit had become plastic once more.

He was ready, in a word, to take the stamp of his new environment.

Now, whatever was true of America during the Gilded Age was doubly true

of Nevada, where, as Mr. Paine says, "all human beings, regardless of

previous affiliations and convictions, were flung into the common

fusing-pot and recast into the general mold of pioneer." Life in the

gold-fields was, in fact, an infinite intensification of pioneering, it

was a sort of furnace in which all the elements of human nature were

transmuted into a single white flame, an incandescence of the passion

of avarice. If we are to accept Mark Twain's description in "Roughing

It" of the "flush times" in Virginia City, we can see that the spirit of

the artist had about as good a chance of survival and development there

as a butterfly in a blazing chimney: "Virginia had grown to be the

'livest' town, for its age and population, that America had ever

produced. The side-walks swarmed with people. The streets themselves

were just as crowded with quartz-wagons, freight-teams, and other

vehicles.... Joy sat on every countenance, and there was a glad, almost

fierce, intensity in every eye that told of the money-getting schemes

that were seething in every brain and the high hope that held sway in

every heart. Money was as plenty as dust.... There were military

companies, fire companies, brass bands, banks, hotels, theaters,

'hurdy-gurdy houses,' wide-open gambling palaces, political pow-wows,

civic processions, street-fights, murders, inquests, riots, a whiskey

mill every fifteen steps, a dozen breweries, and half a dozen jails and

station-houses in full operation, and some talk of building a church.

The 'flush times' were in magnificent flower!... The great 'Comstock

lode' stretched its opulent length straight through the town from North

to South, and every mine on it was in diligent process of development."

This was the spirit of Mark Twain's new environment, a spirit inflexibly

opposed, as we can see, to the development of individuality. Had Mark

Twain been free, it might have been a matter of indifference to him; he

might have gone his own way and amused himself with the astonishing

spectacle of the gold-fields and then taken himself off again. But Mark

Twain was not free; he was, on the contrary, bound in such a way that,

far from being able to stand aloof from his environment, he had to make

terms with it. For what obligations had he not incurred! To become such

a conventional citizen as his father would have approved of, to make

money and restore the fallen fortunes of his family--that old pledge was

fixed in the back of his mind, where it had been confirmed by his

failure to discover and assert any independent principle of his own.

Furthermore, he now had his own financial record to live up to. It was

the lucrativeness and prestige of the pilot's career that had originally

enabled him to adopt it, and we know what pride he had had in his "great

triumph," in being a somebody at last: his brother Orion had considered

it a "disgrace" to descend to the trade of printing: they were

gentleman's sons, these Clemenses! He had had, in short, a chance to

exercise and educate his creative instinct while at the same time doing

what was expected of him. And now, when he had lost his guiding-line,

more was expected of him than ever! His salary, at twenty-three, on the

river, had been $250 a month, a vastly greater income certainly than his

father had ever earned: at once and of course, we are told, he had

become, owing to this fact, the head of the Clemens family. "His brother

Orion was ten years older," says Mr. Paine, "but he had not the gift of

success. By common consent, the young brother assumed permanently the

position of family counselor and financier." These circumstances, I say,

compelled Mark Twain to make terms with public opinion. He could not

fall too far behind the financial pace his piloting life had set for

him, he was bound to recover the prestige that had been his and to shine

once more as a conspicuous and important personage, he had to "make

good" again, quickly and spectacularly: that was a duty which had also

become a craving. How strongly he felt it we can see from one of his

Nevada letters in which he declares earnestly that he will never look

upon his mother's face again, or his sister's, or get married, or

revisit the "Banner State," until he is a rich man.

What chance was there now for the artist in Mark Twain to find itself?

A unique opportunity had led him for four years into the channel of

inner development through a special vocation; but it was only the

indispensability of the pilot to the Mississippi river folk that had

obliged them to give him such lordly freedom. No special vocation was

indispensable in Nevada; consequently, no special vocation was

tolerated. There, the pioneer law of which Mr. Croly speaks held

absolute sway: "the man who persisted in one job interfered with the

rough good-fellowship which naturally arises among a group of men who

submit good-naturedly and uncritically to current standards: his higher

standards and peculiar ways constituted an implied criticism upon the

easy methods of his neighbors" and he himself impaired "the consistency

of feeling upon which the pioneers rightly placed such a high value."

Even if Mark Twain had been fully aware of the demands of his creative

instinct, therefore--and he was anything but fully aware of them--he

could not have fulfilled them now and at the same time fulfilled his

craving for wealth and prestige. Accordingly, he was obliged to

acquiesce in the repression of his individuality. His frank freedom of

sentiment, his love of reading, his constant desire for privacy--all

those qualities that revealed his natural creative instinct--were, from

the point of view of his comrades, just so many "pretensions": precisely

in so far as they were "different" or "superior," they had to be taken

down. The frequency and the force of these manifestations, and the

tenacity with which, up to a certain point, he persisted in indulging in

them, made him, as we know, a general butt. Many and "cruel," to use his

own word, were the tricks his comrades played on him. Knowing his highly

organized nervous system, they devised the most complicated methods of

torturing him. There was the incident of the false Meerschaum pipe,

which cut him to the quick, this man who had been betrayed into uttering

words of heartfelt gratitude; there were the diabolical monkey-tricks

of Steve Gillis who, with his "fiendish tendency to mischief," was

always finding means to prevent him from reading; there was the famous

hold-up on the Divide on the night of his lecture: "Mark didn't see it

our way," said one of the perpetrators of this last practical joke. "He

was mad clear through." In short, every revelation of his individuality

was mercilessly ridiculed, and Mark Twain was reminded a dozen times a

day that his natural instincts and desires and tendencies were

incompatible with pioneer life and fatal to the chances of any man who

was pledged to succeed in it. That is why, though he always retaliated

at first, he always yielded in the end.

Meanwhile, with his creative instinct repressed, his acquisitive

instinct, the race-instinct that rose as the personal instinct fell, was

stimulated to the highest degree. Money was so "easy" in Nevada that one

could hardly think of anything else. "I met three friends one

afternoon," he says in "Roughing It," "who said they had been buying

'Overman' stock at auction at eight dollars a foot. One said if I would

come up to his office he would give me fifteen feet; another said he

would add fifteen; the third said he would do the same. But I was going

after an inquest and could not stop. A few weeks afterward they sold all

their 'Overman' at six hundred dollars a foot and generously came around

to tell me about it--and also to urge me to accept of the next

forty-five feet of it that people tried to force on me. These are actual

facts, and I could make the list a long one and still confine myself

strictly to the truth. Many a time friends gave me as much as

twenty-five feet of stock that was selling at twenty-five dollars a

foot; and they thought no more of it than they would of offering a guest

a cigar. These were 'flush times' indeed!" In short, in order to stand

in with pioneer society, it was not enough to repress everything in you

that made you "different"; you had to form extravagant habits, you had

to treat money like water, and you had to make it! Mark Twain was not

merely obliged to check his creative instinct; he was obliged to do his

level best to become a millionaire.

It is a significant fact, under these circumstances, that Mark Twain

failed as a miner. He had good luck, now and then, enough to make wealth

a tantalizing possibility. He describes, though we are told with

exaggeration, how he was once "a millionaire for ten days." But he

failed as a miner precisely because he was unable to bring to his new

work any of those qualities that had made him so successful as a pilot.

Concentration, perseverance, above all, judgment--these were the

qualities that former career had given birth to. The craftsman's life

had instantly matured him; the life of sheer exploitation, in spite of

his sense of duty, in spite of the incentives of his environment, in

spite of the prospects of wealth and prestige it offered him, could not

fuse his spirit at all. It only made him frantic and lax by turns. He

went off prospecting, and with what result? "One week of this satisfied

me," he said. "I resigned." Then he flung himself into quartz-mining.

"The letters which went from the Aurora miner to Orion," we are told,

"are humanly documentary. They are likely to be staccato in their

movement; they show nervous haste in their composition, eagerness, and

suppressed excitement; they are not always coherent; they are seldom

humorous, except in a savage way; they are often profane; they are

likely to be violent. Even the handwriting has a terse look; the

flourish of youth has gone out of it. Altogether they reveal the tense

anxiety of the gambling mania." Then the pendulum swings to the other

extreme: he is utterly disgusted and has but one wish, to give up

everything and go away. "If Sam had got that pocket," said one of his

comrades, of his last exploit, "he would have remained a pocket-miner to

the end of his days"; but he would have got it if he had been able to

bring to the situation any of the qualities he would have brought to a

critical situation on the Mississippi. It is quite plain that he failed

simply because he did not care enough about money, merely as money, to

succeed. His real self, the artist, in short, could not develop, and

yet, repressed as it was, it prevented him from becoming whole-heartedly

anything else. We shall see this exhibited throughout the whole of Mark

Twain's business life.

So here was Mark Twain face to face with a dilemma. His unconscious

desire was to be an artist, but this implied an assertion of

individuality that was a sin in the eyes of his mother and a shame in

the eyes of society. On the other hand, society and his mother wanted

him to be a business man, and for this he could not summon up the

necessary powers in himself. The eternal dilemma of every American

writer! It was the dilemma which, as we shall see in the end, Mark Twain

solved by becoming a humorist.

Only a few hints of the dumb conflict that was passing in Mark Twain's

soul rise to the surface of Mr. Paine's pages. We are told scarcely more

than that he was extremely moody. "He was the life of the camp," one of

his comrades recalled, "but sometimes there would come a reaction and he

would hardly speak for a day or two." Constantly we find him going off

"alone into the wilderness to find his balance and to get away entirely

from humankind." There were other times when he "talked little or not at

all, but sat in one corner and wrote, wholly oblivious of his

surroundings"--wrote letters, his companions thought, for they would

hardly have left him in peace had they imagined he was writing anything

else. All this time, plainly, his creative instinct was endeavoring to

establish itself, with what mixed motives, however, we can see from the

fact that he signed his first printed pieces with the pen name "Josh."

"He did not care to sign his own name," says Mr. Paine. "He was a miner

who was soon to be a magnate; he had no desire to be known as a

camp-scribbler." How much meaning there is in that sentence!--all the

contempt and hostility of the pioneers for literature, all Mark Twain's

fear of public opinion, all the force of his own counter-impulse to

succeed on pioneer terms, to stand in with society, to suppress in

himself a desire that was so unpopular. We can see these mixed motives

in the strange, realistic bravado with which he said to a man who wanted

to start a literary magazine in Virginia City: "You would succeed if any

one could, but start a flower-garden on the desert of Sahara, set up

hoisting-works on Mount Vesuvius for mining sulphur, start a literary

paper in Virginia City; hell!"

Nevertheless, there was in Virginia City a paper with some literary

pretensions called the _Enterprise_, which was edited and written by a

group of men famous all over the West for their wit and talent. It was

to the _Enterprise_ that Mark Twain had been sending his writings, and

at last he was offered a position on the staff. This position he

presently accepted. It is significant, however, that he did so with

profound reluctance.

Assuming, as we are obliged to assume, that Mark Twain was a born

writer, it is natural to suppose that he would have welcomed any

opportunity to exchange his uncongenial and futile life as a miner for a

life of literary activities and associations. He would naturally have

gravitated toward such people as the _Enterprise_ group: that he did so

is proved by his constantly courting them as a contributor. But

committing himself by accepting their offer of a position was quite a

different matter, in spite of the fact that they, as happy-go-lucky

journalists, were in perfectly good standing with the rest of the

pioneers. "Everybody had money; everybody wanted to laugh and have a

good time," says Mr. Paine. "The _Enterprise_, 'Comstock to the

backbone,' did what it could to help things along." Certainly Mark Twain

could not have thought he would be losing caste by connecting himself

with an institution like that! There, in short, was his chance at last,

as one might suppose; and how did he receive it? "In 'Roughing It,'"

says Mr. Paine, "we are led to believe that the author regarded this as

a gift from heaven and accepted it straightway. As a matter of fact, he

fasted and prayed a good while over the 'call,'" and it was only when

"the money situation" had become truly "desperate" and he had lost all

hope of making his way as a miner that he accepted it. Before binding

himself he set off at mid-night, alone and on foot, for a seventy-mile

walk through uninhabited country: "He had gone into the wilderness,"

says Mr. Paine, "to fight his battle alone"; and we are told that he

came out again eight days later with his mind still undecided. How

different that all is from the mood in which he had entered upon his

piloting career! There had been no hesitation then! He had walked

forward with clear eye and sure foot like a man registering an

inevitable choice of his whole soul. Now he has to battle with himself

and the step he finally takes has, to my sense, the strangest air of a

capitulation. He walked all the way from Aurora to Virginia City, a

hundred and thirty miles, drifting into the _Enterprise_ office worn and

travel-stained, we are told, on a hot, dusty August day. "My starboard

leg seems to be unshipped," he announced at the door. "I'd like about

one hundred yards of line; I think I am falling to pieces." Then he

added: "My name is Clemens, and I've come to write for the paper." It

was, says Mr. Paine, "the master of the world's widest estate come to

claim his kingdom." Am I mistaken, however, in feeling that there is

something painful in that scene, something shamefaced, something that

suggests not an acclamation but a surrender?

Mr. Paine, indeed, perceives that in joining the staff of the

_Enterprise_ Mark Twain was in some way transgressing his own desire. He

attributes this, however, to another motive than the one that seems to

me dominant. Clemens, he says, displayed "no desperate eagerness to

break into literature, even under those urgent conditions. It meant the

surrender of all hope in the mines, the confession of another failure."

No doubt Mark Twain's masculine pride revolted against that; he had more

or less committed himself to mining, he was turning his back besides on

the line of activity his mother and his companions approved of; he was

relinquishing the possibility of some sudden, dazzling stroke of fortune

that might have bought his freedom once for all. In short, there were

plenty of reasons dictated by his acquisitive instinct for making him

reluctant to surrender the mining career in which he had proved himself

so inept. But although his acquisitive instinct had been stimulated to

excess, in his heart of hearts he was not a money-maker but an artist,

and the artist in him would naturally, as I say, have acclaimed this

opportunity. In order to understand his reluctance, therefore, we must

consider not only the hopes he was giving up with his mining career but

the character of that opportunity also. Somehow, in this new call, the

creative instinct in Mark Twain not only failed to recognize its own but

actually foresaw some element of danger. What, briefly, did the

_Enterprise_ mean for him? He had been sending in his compositions; he

had been trying his hand, experimenting, we know, in different styles,

and only his humor "took." He had written at last a burlesque report of

a Fourth of July oration which opened with the words, "I was sired by

the Great American Eagle and foaled by a continental dam," and it was

this that had won the editor's heart and prompted him to offer Clemens

the position. "That," said he, "is the sort of thing we want." Mark

Twain knew this; he knew that, although the policy of the _Enterprise_

was one of "absolutely free speech," he would be expected to cultivate

that one vein alone and that his own craving for wealth and prestige,

the obligation to make money which would become all the more pressing if

he relinquished the direct acquisitive path of the mining life, would

prevent him from crossing the editor's will or from cultivating any

other vein than that which promised him the greatest popularity. For

him, therefore, the opportunity of the _Enterprise_ meant an obligation

to become virtually a professional humorist, and this alone. Had he

wished to become a humorist, we are now in a position to see, he would

not have displayed such reluctance in joining the _Enterprise_, and the

fact that he displayed this reluctance shows us that in becoming a

humorist he felt that in some way he was selling rather than fulfilling

his own soul.

Why this was so we cannot consider at present: the time has not yet come

to discuss the psychogenesis and the significance of Mark Twain's humor.

But that it was so we have ample evidence. Mr. Cable tells how, to his

amazement, once, when he and Clemens were giving a public reading

together, the latter, whom he had supposed happy and satisfied with his

triumphant success, turned to him on their way back to the hotel and

said with a groan, "Oh, Cable, I am demeaning myself--I am allowing

myself to be a mere buffoon. It's ghastly. I can't endure it any

longer." And all the next day, Mr. Cable says, he sedulously applied

himself, in spite of the immense applause that had greeted him, to

choosing selections for his next reading which would be justified not

only as humor but as literature and art. This is only one of many

instances of Mark Twain's lifelong revolt against a rôle which he

apparently felt had been thrust upon him. It is enough to corroborate

all our intuitions regarding the reluctance with which he accepted it.

But there is plenty of other evidence to corroborate these intuitions.

Mr. Paine tells us that henceforth, in his letters home, "the writer

rarely speaks of his work at all, and is more inclined to tell of the

mining shares he has accumulated," that there is "no mention of his new

title"--the pen-name he had adopted--"and its success." He knew that his

severe Calvinistic mother could hardly sympathize with his scribblings,

worthy or unworthy, that she was much more concerned about the money he

was making; he who had sworn never to come home again until he was a

rich man was ashamed in his mother's eyes to have adopted a career that

promised him success indeed, but a success incomparable with that of the

mining magnate he had set out to be. Still, that success immediately

proved to be considerable, and if he had felt any essential pride in his

new work he would certainly have said something about it. What we

actually find him writing is this: "I cannot overcome my repugnance to

telling what I am doing or what I expect to do or propose to do." That

he had no essential pride in this work, that it was not personal, that

he did not think of it as a true expression of himself but rather as a

commodity we can see from the motives with which he chose his pen-name:

"His letters, copied and quoted all along the Coast, were unsigned,"

says Mr. Paine. "They were easily identified with one another, but not

with a personality. He realized that to build a reputation it was

necessary to fasten it to an individuality, a name. He gave the matter a

good deal of thought. He did not consider the use of his own name; the

_nom de plume_ was the fashion of the time. He wanted something brief,

crisp, definite, unforgettable. He tried over a good many combinations

in his mind, but none seemed convincing," etc., etc. In short, he wanted

a trade mark in order to sell what he instinctively regarded as his

merchandise; and the fact that the pen-name was the fashion of the

time--in pioneer circles, especially, observe--simply argues that all

the other writers in the West were in a similar case. The pen-name was a

form of "protective coloration" for men who could not risk, in their own

persons, the odium of the literary life, and it is an interesting

coincidence that "Mark Twain," in the pilot's vocabulary, implied "safe

water." We shall see later how very significant this coincidence was in

Mark Twain's life: what we observe now is that he instinctively thought

of his writing as something external to himself, as something of which

he was proud only because it paid.

It is quite plain, then, that far from having found himself again, as he

had once found himself on the Mississippi, Mark Twain had now gone

astray. He had his ups and downs, his success, however prodigious, was

intermittent; but whether he was up or whether he was down he was

desperately ill-at-ease within: his letters and memoranda show all the

evidence of a "bad conscience." Hear him in San Francisco: "We have been

here only four months, yet we have changed our lodgings five times. We

are very comfortably fixed where we are now and have no fault to find

with the rooms or the people.... But I need change and must move again."

Whatever else that incessant, senseless movement may mean, it is

certainly not the sign of a man whose work absorbs him, whose nature is

crystallizing along its proper lines. "Home again," he notes in his

journal, after those weeks of respite in the Sandwich Islands. "No--not

home again--in prison again, and all the wild sense of freedom gone. The

city seems so cramped and so dreary with toil and care and business

anxiety. God help me, I wish I were at sea again!" Work, writing, had

become in his eyes identical with toil: "Clemens once declared he had

been so blue at this period," says Mr. Paine, "that one morning he put a

loaded pistol to his head, but found he lacked courage to pull the

trigger." And observe, finally, what he writes to his mother from New

York as he is about to start on the _Quaker City_ excursion which is to

result in "The Innocents Abroad" and his great fame. There are two

letters, written within the same week of June, 1867; the eagerness of

his youth does not suffice to explain their agitation. In the first he

says: "I am wild with impatience to move--move--_move_!... Curse the

endless delays! They always kill me--they make me neglect every duty and

then I have a conscience that tears me like a wild beast. I wish I never

had to stop anywhere a month." The second is even more specific: "I am

so worthless that it seems to me I never do anything or accomplish

anything that lingers in my mind as a pleasant memory. My mind is stored

full of unworthy conduct toward Orion and toward you all, and an

accusing conscience gives me peace only in excitement and restless

moving from place to place.... You observe that under a cheerful

exterior I have got a spirit that is angry with me and gives me freely

its contempt." The reason he assigns for this frame of mind is wholly

unacceptable: far from being guilty of "unworthy conduct" toward his

family, there is every evidence that he had been, as he remained, the

most loyal and bountiful of sons and guardians. "Under a cheerful

exterior I have got a spirit that is angry with me and gives me freely

its contempt." Could he say more plainly that he has committed himself

to a course of action which has, in some quite definite way,

transgressed his principle of growth?

One further, final proof. In 1865 "The Jumping Frog" was published in

New York, where, according to one of the California correspondents, it

was "voted the best thing of the day." How did Clemens, who was still in

the West, receive the news of his success? "The telegraph," says Mr.

Paine, "did not carry such news in those days, and it took a good while

for the echo of his victory to travel to the Coast. When at last a

lagging word of it did arrive, it would seem to have brought

disappointment, rather than exaltation, to the author. Even Artemus

Ward's opinion of the story had not increased Mark Twain's regard for it

as literature. That it had struck the popular note meant, as he

believed, failure for his more highly regarded work. In a letter written

January 20, 1866, he says these things for himself: 'I do not know what

to write; my life is so uneventful. I wish I was back there piloting up

and down the river again. Verily, all is vanity and little worth--save

piloting. To think that, after writing many an article a man might be

excused for thinking tolerably good, those New York people should single

out a villainous backwoods sketch to compliment me on!--"Jim Smiley and

His Jumping Frog"--a squib which would never have been written but to

please Artemus Ward.'" He had thought so little of that story indeed

that he had not even offered it to _The Californian_, the magazine to

which he was a staff contributor: "he did not," says Mr. Paine, "regard

it highly as literary material." We can see in that letter the bitter

prompting of his creative instinct, in rebellion against the course he

has drifted into; we can see how his acquisitive instinct, on the other

hand, forbids him to gainsay the success he has achieved. "I am in for

it," he writes to his brother. "I must go on chasing [phantoms] until I

marry, _then_ I am done with literature and all other bosh--that is,

literature wherewith to please the general public. I shall write to

please myself then." Marriage, he says to himself, is going to liberate

him, this poor, ingenuous being!--this divided soul who has never been

able to find any other criterion than that of an environment which knows

no criterion but success. His destiny, meanwhile, has passed out of his

own hands: that is the significance of the "victory" of "The Jumping

Frog." As Mr. Paine says, with terrible, unconscious irony: "The stone

rejected by the builder was made the corner-stone of his literary

edifice."

So much for Mark Twain's motives in becoming a humorist. He had adopted

this rôle unwillingly, as a compromise, at the expense of his artistic

self-respect, because it afforded the only available means of satisfying

that other instinct which, in the unconsciousness of his creative

instinct, had become dominant in him, the gregarious, acquisitive

instinct of the success-loving pioneer. And what a corroboration that

instinct now received! Was ever a choice more thrillingly ratified by

public opinion! "Limelight and the center of the stage," says Mr. Paine,

"was a passion of Sam Clemens's boyhood, a love of the spectacular that

never wholly died.... Like Tom Sawyer, he loved the glare and trappings

of leadership." The permanent dream of his childhood, indeed, had been

to become "something gorgeous and active, where his word--his nod, even,

constituted sufficient law." Here we see exhibited what Alfred Adler

calls the "masculine protest," the desire to be more than manly in order

to escape the feeling of insecurity, for Mark Twain, who was a weak

child, could never have survived in the rough-and-tumble of Hannibal

life if he had not exerted his imagination and prevailed over his

companions by means other than physical. This dream had been fulfilled

in his piloting career, which was at once autocratic and spectacular.

United now, a deep craving to shine, with his other desire to make

money, to please his family, to "make good" in pioneer terms, it

received a confirmation so prodigious that the despised, rejected,

repressed, inarticulate poet in Mark Twain was immediately struck dumb

and his doubts and chagrins and disappointments were lulled to rest.

Already, in Nevada, Mark Twain had been pointed out as one of the sights

of the territory; his sayings were everywhere repeated on the streets.

Tom Sawyer was walking the stage and "revelling in his power." Crashes

of applause greeted his platform sallies; "the Comstock, ready to

laugh," says Mr. Paine, "found delight in his expression and discovered

a vast humor in his most earnest statements"; the opera-houses of the

mining-towns wherever he went were packed at two dollars a seat; "his

improved dress and increased prosperity commanded additional respect."

He had "acquired," in short, "a new and lucrative profession at a

bound"; and before he went East, and owing to the success of "The

Jumping Frog," "those about him were inclined to regard him, in some

degree at least, as a national literary figure, and to pay tribute

accordingly." When he set out on the voyage of the _Quaker City_ he

found himself "billed as an attraction" with General Sherman and Henry

Ward Beecher. But this was only a faint promise of the glory that was to

follow the publication of "The Innocents Abroad." It was his second

book: his profits were $300,000, and it brought him into instant and

intimate contact with the most distinguished people in America. Besides

this, it brought him the recognition of _The Atlantic Monthly_. It

brought him offers of political preferment: a diplomatic position, the

postmastership of San Francisco, with a salary of $10,000 a year, a

choice of five influential offices in California, anything he might be

disposed to accept--"they want to send me abroad, as a Consul or a

Minister," he writes from Washington: judges pledge the President's

appointment, senators guarantee the confirmation of the Senate. It

brought him presently a tremendous reception from "the brains of London,

assembled at the annual dinner of the sheriffs of London--mine being

(between you and me)," he writes to his publisher, "a name which was

received with a flattering outburst of spontaneous applause when the

long list of guests was called." It brought him an offer from at least

one magazine of "$6,000 cash for twelve articles, of any length and on

any subject." It brought him lecture engagements that paid him $1,600 in

gold for a single evening; and so popular were these lectures that when

one night in Pittsburgh he "played" against Fanny Kemble, the favorite

actress of the period, "Miss Kemble had an audience of two hundred

against nearly ten times the number who gathered to hear Mark Twain."

Could this divided soul, who had rebelled against the career into which

he was drifting, question a verdict like that? Almost from the outset

his filial conscience had been appeased: of his first lecture tour in

Nevada and California we are told that "it paid him well; he could go

home now, without shame." But even the promptings of his artistic

conscience were now parried and laid at rest: "he had grown more lenient

in his opinion of the merits of the 'Frog' story itself since it had

made friends in high places, especially since James Russell Lowell had

pronounced it 'the finest piece of humorous writing yet produced in

America.'" Thus whatever doubts Mark Twain might still have harbored

regarding the vital propriety of his new career were opportunely

overlaid by the very persons he could not fail to respect the most.

It was this last fact, without doubt, that sealed his destiny. James

Russell Lowell and "the brains of London"! There was little criticism in

their careless judgments, but how was Mark Twain to know that? He was a

humorist, they accepted him as a humorist; they had no means of knowing

that he was intended to be something else, that he really wished to be

something else. They found him funny, and he was just as funny as they

found him; but to Mark Twain their praise meant more than that; it meant

something like a solemn sanction of his career from the world of

culture. "Certainly," says Mr. Paine, of one of his first triumphal

visits to London, "certainly he was never one to give himself airs; but

to have the world's great literary center paying court to him, who only

ten years before had been penniless and unknown, and who once had been

a barefoot Tom Sawyer in Hannibal, was quite startling." Innocent

barefoot boy! As if the true forces of criticism ever operated in the

presence of a visiting foreigner! Mark Twain had not seen Englishmen

applaud when Joaquin Miller, at a London dinner-table, thrust half a

dozen cigars into his mouth at once and exclaimed: "That's the way we do

it in the States!" He didn't know how much the tribute was a tribute to

his oddity, his mere picturesqueness; he didn't know that he was being

gulled, and partly because he wasn't--because the beautiful force of

his natural personality would have commanded attention anywhere,

because, also, "the brains of London," the brains of Guildhall banquets,

are not too discriminating when it comes to "laughter and tears" with

slow music, or books like "The Innocents Abroad." But Mark Twain's was

not the mind to note these subtle shades. What he saw was that he was

being heartily slapped on the back, in no too obviously patronizing way,

by the people who really _knew_, whose judgment could really be trusted.

Yet England, as a matter of fact, so far as he was concerned, was simply

countersigning the verdict of America.

For if, observe, Mark Twain's first counselors at home had been plain

men of business, with an eye single to returns in cash, he might have

seen a light and made a stand against the career of self-exploitation

into which he was drifting. It would not have been easy: from the moment

when "The Jumping Frog" had "set all New York in a roar," business

agents and other brokers in fame and bullion had begun to swarm about

this popular young man like ravenous gulls in the wake of a ship. But

the counsels of some of the most famous and revered men in America

played into the hands of these agents, and surrendered Mark Twain over

to them. Anson Burlingame, Henry Ward Beecher, even Artemus Ward--these

must have been great names to the Nevada miner of the sixties. One was a

diplomat, one a clergy-man, one a writer; their national prestige was

not based upon money; to Mark Twain they could not have seemed anything

less than masters, in some degree, of the life of the spirit. And all

their influence corroborated the choice Mark Twain had already made.

It was during the "flush times" in Virginia City that he had met Artemus

Ward who, on the pinnacle of his career, was, for all that little Nevada

world, the very symbol of the literary life itself. "Clemens," we are

told, "measured himself by this man who had achieved fame, and perhaps

with good reason concluded that Ward's estimate was correct, that he too

could win fame and honor, once he got a start." We can see what Ward's

counsel had been: he had accepted Mark Twain, not as a creative spirit

with possibilities of inner growth before him--what could Artemus Ward

have known about such things?--but as an embryonic institution, so to

speak, as a "going concern," a man who had already capitalized himself

and wanted only a few practical hints. Concretely he told him that he

ought to "extend his audience eastward." Burlingame's advice was

subtler, but it came to much the same thing. "You have great ability,"

said he; "I believe you have genius. What you need now is the refinement

of association. Seek companionship among men of superior intellect and

character. Refine yourself and your work. Never affiliate with

inferiors; always climb." If Dostoievsky and Dickens and Victor Hugo had

been constrained to accept such advice in their youth, where should we

look now for "Crime and Punishment" and "Bleak House" and "Les

Miserables"? We cannot blame Artemus Ward and Anson Burlingame for

knowing nothing about the creative life and its processes; and how can

we blame the poor, ignorant, unawakened poet in Mark Twain for not

withstanding the prestige of men who, more than any others he had known,

had won their spurs in the field of the spirit? Even if it had not

already been too late, there were probably not ten souls in all America

capable of so divining the spirit of this lovable child as to have said

to him: "You were right in wishing to repudiate that line of least

resistance. Put money and fame, superiors and inferiors, out of your

mind. Break your ties now and, instead of climbing, descend--into life

and into yourself." Mark Twain had followed Ward's injunction and

"extended his audience eastward" by going East himself. He "never

forgot," we are told, "that advice" of Anson Burlingame: indeed, he

acted upon it immediately by associating himself with the "choice and

refined party" of the _Quaker City_ excursion which led him to the feet

of his future wife. But it led him first to the feet of Henry Ward

Beecher, the most celebrated spiritual leader in all America. What bread

and wine did Beecher offer to the unworldly poet in him? "Now here,"

said he--Mark Twain reports the interview in one of his letters, "now

here, you are one of the talented men of the age--nobody is going to

deny that--but in matters of business I don't suppose you know more than

enough to come in when it rains. I'll tell you what to do and how to do

it." And thereupon this priest of the ideal sat him down and showed him

how to make a contract for "The Innocents Abroad" in which his

percentage was a fifth more than the most opulent publishing house in

the country had ever paid any author except Horace Greeley. Such were

the lessons in self-help this innocent soul received from the wise men

of statecraft, literature and divinity.

Thus Mark Twain was inducted into the Gilded Age, launched, in defiance

of that instinct which only for a few years was to allow him inner

peace, upon the vast welter of a society blind like himself, like him

committed to the pursuit of worldly success.

That in becoming a humorist he had relinquished his independence as a

creative spirit we can see from his general attitude toward his career.

He had lapsed for good and all into a state of what is called moral

infantility. We know that the rôle of laugh-maker had, from early

adolescence, come, as people say, natural to him. At sixteen, in

Hannibal, when he told the story of Jim Wolfe and the cats, "his hearers

laughed immoderately," says Mr. Paine, "and the story-teller was proud

and happy in his success." At twenty, at a printers' banquet in Keokuk,

where he made his first after-dinner speech, his humor "delighted his

audience, and raised him many points in the public regard." After that,

he found, he was always the center of attraction when he spoke in

public. It is significant, however, that from all his triumphs he had

returned faithfully to his work as a printer, just as later he had held

so passionately to the guiding-line of his trade as a pilot. That

persistent adherence of his, in a society given over to exploitation, to

a _métier_ in which he could exercise the instinct of workmanship, of

craftsmanship, is the outstanding fact of Mark Twain's adolescence. It

was the earnest of the artist in him: his humor was the line of least

resistance. When he adopted humor as a profession, therefore, he was

falling back upon a line he had previously rejected, and this implied

that he had ceased to be the master of his own destiny. In short, the

artist in him having failed to take the helm, he had become a

journalist, and his career was now at the mercy of circumstance.

Glance forward a little. After the triumph of "The Innocents Abroad," he

wrote to his publisher: "I have other propositions for a book, but have

doubted the propriety of interfering with good newspaper engagements,

except my way as an author could be demonstrated to be plain before me."

To which Mr. Paine adds, specifically: "In spite of the immense success

of his book--a success the like of which had scarcely been known in

America--Mark Twain held himself to be, not a literary man, but a

journalist. He had no plans for another book; as a newspaper owner and

editor he expected, with his marriage, to settle down and devote the

rest of his life to journalism." Hardly the frame of mind of the writer

with a living sense of his vocation! And this expressed an attitude that

Mark Twain never outgrew. Hear Mr. Paine again, at the time of Clemens's

fiftieth year, when his vital powers seem to have been at their highest

point: "As Mark Twain in the earlier days of his marriage had

temporarily put aside authorship to join in a newspaper venture, so now

again literature had dropped into the background, had become an

avocation, while financial interests prevailed." Financial

interests!--there were whole years during which he thought of hardly

anything else.

This conception of his literary career as interchangeable, so to say,

with his financial career is borne out by his thoroughly journalistic

attitude toward his work. Thus we find him at the outset proposing to

"follow up" his success with the story of the "Hornet" disaster with a

series of articles on the Sandwich Islands, and then to "take advantage

of the popularity of the Hawaiian letters and deliver a lecture on the

same subject." While he was writing "Roughing It" he planned a book of

adventures in the diamond mines of South Africa, and so impersonal was

this work that he proposed that the material for it should be gathered

by an agent, whom he actually despatched. Then, says Mr. Paine, "the

success of 'Roughing It' naturally made him cast about for other

autobiographical material." Years later, after the failure of the Paige

machine, in which he had invested all his money, we find him returning

to literature and counting up his "assets," exactly as if his literary

life were indeed a business enterprise. "I confined myself to the

boy-life out on the Mississippi," he writes, "because that had a

peculiar charm for me, and not because I was not familiar with other

phases of life." And then he enumerates all the various rôles he has

played, concluding that "as the most valuable capital or culture or

education usable in the building of novels is personal experience I

ought to be well-equipped for that trade." It does not concern him that

under all these different costumes of the miner, the prospector, the

reporter, the publisher, he has been the same man, that he has really

experienced not life but only modes of living: the costumes are all

different, and each one is good for a new performance. It is not the

artist but the salesman that speaks here, the salesman with an

infallible finger for the public pulse. No more lectures in churches, he

tells his agent Redpath: "People are afraid to laugh in a church"; and

again, to his publishing manager regarding "Pudd'nhead Wilson": "There

was nothing new in that story"--"The American Claimant"--"but the

finger-prints in this one is virgin ground--absolutely _fresh_, and

mighty curious and interesting to everybody." Mark Twain, who prophesied

a sale of 300,000 sets of General Grant's "Memoirs" and then proceeded

to sell almost exactly that number, knew very well what the public

wanted: that had become his chief study. Habitually, in connection with

what he was planning to do, he used the word "possibilities"--the

possibilities of this, the possibilities of that--in the commercial, not

in the artistic, sense; he appears always to have been occupied with the

promise of profit and reputation a theme contained for him, never with

its elements of artistic interest and value. That authorship was to him,

in fact, not an art but a trade, and only the chief trade of a series

that he had followed, in true pioneer fashion, that he thought of it not

as a means of free individual expression but as something naturally

conditioned by the laws of supply and demand, all the evidence of his

life goes to show. I have quoted his eulogy of the old Mississippi pilot

and his description of the writer, by contrast, as "a manacled servant

of the public": "we write frankly and fearlessly," he adds, naïvely,

"but then we 'modify' before we print." One might imagine that such a

thing as an artist had never existed.

Am I anticipating? Go back now; go back to 1867, to the moment of Mark

Twain's Cooper Union lecture, when he finds himself, in the hands of his

agent Fuller, advertised to "play against Speaker Colfax at Irving Hall,

Ristori, and also the double troupe of Japanese jugglers." Mark Twain

hesitates. Fuller is obdurate. "What we want this time," he says, "is

reputation anyway--money is secondary." So he floods the house with

complimentary tickets to the school-teachers of the city. "Mark," he

says, after the lecture is over, "Mark, it's all right. The fortune

didn't come, but it will. The fame has arrived; with this lecture and

your book just out you are going to be the most talked of man in the

country." It was true. But in that moment--that typical moment, in that

reluctance, in that acquiescence, in that corroboration, Mark Twain's

die had been cast. ... Who is this apparition we see "hobnobbing with

generals and senators and other humbugs"? The Mark Twain who is going to

walk the boards of the Gilded Age. In the hour of his triumph he writes

to his mother: "You observe that under a cheerful exterior I have got a

spirit that is angry with me and gives me freely its contempt"; it is a

formidable spirit, that _alter ego_ within him,--he is going to hear its

bitter promptings later on. Now, however, his triumph drowns its voice:

his private, personal and domestic interests have wholly supplanted the

dim and wavering sense of his vocation. "Clemens was chiefly concerned

over two things," says Mr. Paine; "he wished to make money and he wished

to secure a government appointment for Orion."

Mark Twain often spoke of the rigidity of determinism, of the inexorable

sequence of cause and effect. As Mr. Paine says--with an emphasis of his

own--he had but to review his own life for justification of his belief.

From this point on, his career was a steady process of what is called

adaptation to environment. He had abdicated that spiritual independence

without which the creative life is impossible. He was to "lose himself"

now, to quote Whitman's phrase, in "countless masses of adjustments."

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