Our companions slept on, and, while they happily were able to forget the
hardships and dangers which were in store for them, we could not find it
in our hearts to awake them. At last, one after the other, they awoke.
As they did so, they went and looked out at the dreary prospect I have
described, and then returning, sat themselves down in gloomy silence in
the hut.
On seeing the discontent, not to say despair, which their countenances
exhibited, I remembered the conversation I had with Andrew in the night,
and determined at once to try and follow his advice; so I went and sat
down with the rest.
"Well, mates, things don't look very pleasant, I'll allow, but they
might be worse, you know," I remarked.
"I don't see how that can be," answered one of the most surly of the
party. "Here are we left by our ship, without food or a house, at the
beginning of the winter; and it's cold enough, I've heard, in these
parts, to freeze up every drop of blood in the veins in ten minutes."
"Andrew and Terence, and Tom and I, were once much worse off, when we
were left on the iceberg," I observed. "As for food, too, we've got a
good lump there, which came to our door of its own accord. We've every
chance of taking plenty more; and I've heard say the country is full of
game of all sorts. Then, as for a house, we must try and build one, if
no ship comes to take us off. Mind, I don't say that none will come;
only if we are left here, we need not fancy that we are going to die in
consequence."
"Faith, Peter's the boy for brightening a fellow's heart up," exclaimed
Terence, rousing himself from the despondency which he, with the rest,
had begun to feel. "Why, mates, perhaps after all we may have as merry
a winter of it as if we got home, though they do say the nights are
rather long at that time."
Terence's remark did more good than mine. There was something
inspiriting in the tone of his voice; and in a few minutes all hands
were ready to perform their best,--at all events, to do what Andrew
considered for the public good. He first ordered us to have breakfast,
for we had been in no humour to take any supper the night before. We
accordingly brought in our provisions, and were about to commence on
them, when I suggested that we should preserve them for times of greater
necessity, and begin, instead, upon the bear.
"But how are we to cook him?" asked some one. "We can't eat him raw,
and we've got no oil for the kitchen."
The kitchen was the cooking apparatus I have spoken of. It was simply
an oil lamp with several wicks, and a couple of saucepans, a kettle, and
frying-pan to fit over it. The crude oil drawn from the last fish we
had killed served for it.
"As to that, lads, he'll supply the oil to cook himself with," remarked
Andrew. "Let us skin him and cut him up at once, and then he'll be all
ready to pack if we want to travel from this place."
We soon cut up the bear, very clumsily I will allow, for there was no
butcher among us; and collecting the fattest parts to serve as fuel for
our lamp, we soon had some bear-steaks frying away under our noses. We
took a very little of our biscuit in addition, but Andrew advised us to
economise it to the utmost.
The skin was taken off as neatly as we could manage the work, and then,
having scraped the inside clean, we hung it up in front of our hut to
dry. We spent the whole day anxiously looking out for some sign of the
gale abating, for we knew that every hour of its continuance would send
our ship farther and farther away from us; but in the evening it blew as
hard as it had done at the first.
The wind was too high, and cut us too keenly, to allow us to go from
under shelter of our hut in search of seals; but we were not entirely
idle. In the first place we drew the boat up to it, and secured our
remaining provisions. We also cut up the flesh of the bear into long
strips, that they might more easily dry in the air; besides this, we
heightened the walls of our habitation, and sloped them inward, so as to
enable the sail to cover the hut more completely.
The greater number of the men, however, showed little inclination to
work, preferring to pass the day sitting crowded together in the hut in
a sort of dreamy forgetfulness of the present, without speaking or
moving. I own that few positions could be much more disheartening than
ours; but I saw the necessity of keeping the intellects awake, ready for
active exertion, if we would save our lives.
We cooked some of our bear-steaks for supper, and boiled up a little
cocoa; so that for food we might have been worse off. We found also
that the lamp, small as it was, diffused a warmth throughout the hut,
which enabled us to pass the night much more agreeably than we had the
previous one.
The bears seemed to have been aware of the fate of their brother, for
none came near us. Another morning dawned; and though the gale still
blew strong, it had somewhat abated; but yet it was still necessary to
keep under shelter.
"As soon as the wind drops we must go sealing," remarked Andrew. "If we
could get a good number of seals, or unies, or walrus, we might keep our
lamp burning all night and day through the winter. Their flesh is not
bad to eat; and then, you know, we can make boots, and caps, and jackets
of their skins. We must look out to get them before the cold sets in."
"Then you think we shall have to winter here?" I asked.
"If the gale had taken off yesterday, I should have expected our ship
back; but now I do not think she will attempt it," he answered
positively. We were standing outside the hut, some way from the rest.
"However, two ships were left in Pond's Bay when we came away, and they
may see us as they pass, or we may pull off to them if the sea goes
down. Peter, we should be thankful that things are no worse. Cold and
inhospitable as is this country, we have the means of existing in it, if
we have sense to employ them. Even now the wind has dropped and the sea
has gone down. It will be as well to get our signal-post up, in case
either of the ships should pass."
I agreed with him; and calling Terence to accompany us, we told the rest
that we were going to the edge of the ice to see how things were, and to
set up a signal.
Our flagstaff consisted of a spar, with a lance handle as a topmast, and
the flag was the jack used in the boat to show that a fish was fast. We
took also some line, to serve as shrouds for the staff. We three set
off, then, not without some difficulty in advancing; for the wind was
still so strong, that we were almost taken off our legs.
The distance, however, was not so great as we expected, for the sea had
broken off the edge of the ice for full half a mile. Some of the pieces
had been washed away, and others had been hurled far up on the surface,
so as to form a high and rugged wall. We had taken the precaution of
bringing two hatchets with us; and having selected the highest hummock
near the sea, we chopped the summit of it perfectly level. We then cut
out blocks of ice, and piled them up, till we had built a pyramid some
ten feet high. We left places on which we could stand, to enable us to
do this. We then planted our staff in the centre, and secured the
shrouds to some large blocks of ice we had dragged up for the purpose.
We thus formed a very conspicuous mark, but we felt that it was too
probable the ship might not pass near enough to see it. For some
minutes we contemplated our work, and then prepared to return to our
companions. Just then Terence happened to turn his eyes to the
north-east. He stopped and looked eagerly out. "A sail, a sail!" he
exclaimed; "she's coming down right before the wind."
"It's the only way she could come, mate," said Andrew, not in the least
way excited by the announcement. "But are you sure you see a sail?
Don't you think it may be the wing of a seafowl?"
"'Tis too steady for that," answered Terence. "If we get to the top of
the flagstaff hummock, in another minute or so we shall know to a
certainty." In spite of the cutting cold wind to which we were exposed,
we stood for several minutes eagerly watching the white spot which
Terence asserted was a sail.
I asked if it might not be an iceberg; but Andrew said an iceberg never
travelled fast before the wind, because, although a great deal of it was
exposed above the water, there was a much larger proportion below, on
which, of course, the wind had no influence; and he wound up his
observation by pronouncing the spot to be the topsail of a ship.
"Huzza, then, mates, we shall get off this time," shouted Terence, who
had no wish to winter in the arctic regions.
"We must not be too sure of that," answered Andrew. "Let me ask you,
even if we are sure, how are we to get off with the sea there breaking
on this sheet of ice? We must not let our hopes blind us to the truth."
"You are always croaking, Andrew," said Terence in a vexed tone. He
was, like many another man, without much hope, and who, the smaller it
grows, is the more inclined to be angry with the person whose
plain-speaking tends still further to decrease it.
On came the ship, scudding at a great rate before the gale, right down
along the edge of the floe. She seemed, as well as we could then judge,
to be about three miles off. We were obliged to descend, and to run
about to keep ourselves warm; but every instant one of us was climbing
to the top of the hummock to watch the progress of the stranger. She
was drawing near when some of our companions discovered her; and we now
saw them come hurrying along over the ice towards us, forgetting
everything in the expectation of being able to escape from our perilous
situation.
By the time they reached us she was just abreast of us, running under
her fore-topsail at headlong speed before the wind. How anxiously we
watched her, expecting her every instant to heave to; but she glided
onward, unconscious of the agony and despair she was creating in our
hearts. We waved our hats; we pointed to our signal staff; we leaped up
on the hummock; we even, in the extravagance of our eagerness, shouted
out at the top of our voices, as if sounds so faint could reach her.
But all we could do was vain. On she passed in her course, as if we
were not in existence.
"Fire our guns," said Andrew; "they might possibly be heard." But in
their hurry our companions had left the guns at the hut.
All hope of making ourselves seen or heard was now abandoned; the ship
flew by, and soon her hull sank below the horizon. Some of the men, on
this, gave way to impious exclamations of discontent, but Andrew checked
them. "It is God's will that we remain here, mates," he said. "How do
we know but that it is for our benefit that we are left where we are?
That ship, which we are now so anxious to be on board, may before the
night be crushed beneath an iceberg, or perhaps dashed to pieces on the
rocks in sight of home, while we may yet be destined to see again our
country and our families. Believe me, mates, all is for the best; and
though we don't see the way we are to escape, it may now be ready for
us."
The tone of religious confidence in which Andrew spoke, contributed much
to revive the spirits of our companions. The gale was also rapidly
decreasing, and hopes were therefore expressed that, should the last
ship appear, the boat might be able to reach her, even though she might
be too far off to see our signal. However, day drew on, and no ship
appeared. The returning darkness warned us that we must get back to our
hut without delay, or not only might we not be able to find it, but it
might be visited by our friends the bears, and our remaining provisions
might be destroyed. We accordingly hurried back, and were only just in
time to prevent the latter catastrophe; for, as we got to the hut, we
observed three large objects moving over the snow towards the land.
They were no doubt bears, who, when they saw us running up, had been
frightened away from the food, to which their keen scent had attracted
them. I rushed into the hut for a gun, intending to make chase after
them; but Andrew told me to desist, as I should not have the slightest
chance of killing one, and that they might possibly turn upon me and
destroy me.
The third night we spent in our hut was much colder than the former
ones, though there was less wind. One of us by turns kept watch, as
before. I was asleep, and it was Terence's watch, when I was awakened
by a loud noise like thunder, and a shout from him which made all the
party start on their feet. The noise continued. It too much reminded
us of that we had heard when the ice, in which we had been beset in our
passage through Baffin's Bay, had begun to break up.
"What's the matter now?" exclaimed several voices.
"The floe must be separating, and we are perhaps going to be drifted
away from the shore," remarked old David, "But never mind, mates, we
can't be much worse off than we were, and a short cruise won't do us any
harm."
"How can we tell that the floe will not break up into small pieces, or
perhaps drift out and join the middle ice?" I inquired. I thought such
a thing might possibly occur, and I wished to secure our retreat on
shore.
"There is little doubt that the floe is separating," said Andrew. "But
at all events we can do nothing while it remains dark. As soon as
daylight appears, we must decide, without loss of time, what is to be
done."
The noise continued for a considerable time, then all was silent; and I
suppose that the piece we were on had already begun to drift away from
the main body of ice. I fancied, even, that I could feel a peculiar
undulating movement, as if it was acted on by the waves. As soon as
morning dawned we eagerly looked out. At first there appeared to be no
change; but, as the light increased, we found that between us and the
main ice there was a wide passage of nearly a quarter of a mile.
The floe we were on was about a mile across in the narrowest part, and
two or three miles long. It seemed, while we watched the land, to be
advancing towards the northward and eastward. Our flagstaff was on the
same piece, and was not disturbed. But another object met our sight
which engaged all our attention. It was a sail to the southward. With
what deep anxiety we watched her, I need scarcely say.
"Which way is she heading?" was the general cry.
"To the southward," exclaimed old David. "She'll not come near us,
depend on that, mates; so we need not look after her. She must have
slipped by in the night or in the grey of the morning, or we should have
seen her."
"But don't you think she may be the _Shetland Maid_ come to look for
us?" I asked. "Who is certain that she is standing away from us? for I
am not."
One or two sided with me; but the others were of opinion that the
stranger was standing from us.
Meantime the floe drifted out to sea. There was no immediate danger,
and we might have remained as secure as we were before, provided it did
not come in contact with any other floe, which, had it done, it would
probably have broken into fragments, and we should have forthwith
perished. All hands were too busy watching the ship to think much on
this subject. We watched, but we watched in vain.
If she was our own ship, Captain Rendall must have fancied that he had
come as far north as he had left us; and seeing the ice broken and
changed, and floes drifting about, he must have thought we had perished.
At all events, after an hour's earnest watching, the most sanguine were
compelled to acknowledge that the top-sails were gradually again sinking
in the horizon; and before long they were out of sight, and all hope of
escaping that year was at an end.
By this time we had been, as it were, somewhat broken in to expect
disappointments, so no one expressed his feelings so strongly as on the
former occasion. We were also obliged to think of means for securing
our present safety. Two things were to be considered. If we remained
on the floe, should it break up we must be destroyed; besides this, we
could procure no food nor fuel.
After Andrew had heard all of us express our opinions, he resolved to
quit the floe and retreat to the main ice. "We'll stay on the edge of
it for one day, or two if you wish it, and we'll keep a bright look-out
for a ship; but it's my opinion that the last has passed, and that we
had better make up our minds to winter on shore. The sooner we begin
our preparations the better chance we have of weathering out the time."
This plan being agreed to, two hands were sent to unstep the flagstaff
and bring it forward, while the rest of us dismantled our hut, and
dragged the boat to the edge of the floe nearest the shore. It was time
that we should be off, for the channel had already widened to half a
mile. Though the water was perfectly smooth, the boat, with all our
party and our stores, had as much in her as she could conveniently
carry.
A quarter of an hour served to carry us across, when we again hauled our
boat up; and choosing the highest hummock in the neighbourhood, we again
erected our flagstaff. Before, however, we began to build a hut, we
examined the condition of the ice round us, to ascertain whether there
was a probability of another floe breaking away with us. On finding it,
according to the opinion of the old hands, perfectly secure, we put up a
tent in the same manner as the last, though of rather a larger size.
This done, we cooked and ate the first food we had tasted that day, for
we had been too busy all the morning to think of eating.
Andrew then urged us to make diligent search for any of the oil-giving
fish which we could catch. Accordingly, armed with our harpoons and
lances, we set out, leaving one hand to guard the boat and to keep a
look-out for a passing sail.
We first kept along the edge of the ice; but meeting with no success, we
turned towards the land to look for any pools which might exist in the
ice. After looking about for some time, we came to one nearly the
eighth of a mile across. In it were a shoal of narwhals or
sea-unicorns, every now and then rising above the water to breathe, and
then diving down again in search of prey. Could we have brought the
boat so far, we should have had no difficulty in killing them, but now
it depended how near they would rise to the edge. It was tantalising to
watch them and not to be able to get hold of any.
We divided into three parties, for we had as many harpoons; and at last
one rose within reach of David's weapon. He launched it forth, and
struck the fish in the neck. Down it dived rapidly; but it soon had to
return to the surface, when we hauled it towards the edge and despatched
it quickly with our lances, after which we hauled it upon the ice. In
the same manner another was afterwards killed. These were indeed
prizes; for, though not so valuable as the seals, their flesh and oil
were most welcome.
We found that they were too heavy to drag over the ice whole, so we cut
off the blubber and some meat, and left the kral for the benefit of the
bears. The horns would, under other circumstances, have been valuable;
but we could not afford to burden ourselves with more than what was
absolutely necessary.
We at last got back to the hut with our prize; and the hand who was left
to watch reported that no sail had appeared. We had now an abundance of
oil, so that we were able to dress the flesh of the bear in it, as also
to keep up a light in the hut all night long. The next day, if the
_Shetland Maid_ did not return, and if no other ship appeared, we were
to form our plan for future operations. All that day the look-out
hummock was occupied by one of our party with his eye anxiously looking
seaward; but hour after hour passed away, and no sail appeared.
What a sinking at the heart, what a blank, desolate feeling came over
us, as our last hope vanished! Hitherto we had been buoyed up with the
expectation of relief; now the most sanguine felt that the last whaler
had departed for the season.
It was my turn to look out just before it grew dark. The floe on which
we had floated for so long had now drifted a considerable distance off,
and had broken into three almost circular pieces. As I watched, it was
met by several other floes of equal magnitude, which were revolving,
some in one direction, some in another, without any apparent cause.
Then began a most furious contest between them,--hurled together, they
overlapped and crushed on each other, till in the course of a few
minutes they had broken into a thousand fragments. I was indeed
thankful that we had not remained on the floe in the hopes of being seen
by a ship.
Darkness coming on, and it being impossible any longer to distinguish
objects at a distance, I returned to the hut. I found my companions
sitting round our kitchen in the hut, and discussing plans for the
future. Some were still anxious to get on to the southward in the boat,
in the hopes of overtaking some whaler which might have stopped to fish;
but Andrew strongly urged them at once to abandon all hopes of escaping
that year, and at once, while they had health and strength, and the
weather remained moderate, to make preparations for the winter. He
showed the extreme improbability of our overtaking ships which must have
been driven very far to the south by the gale, as also the danger of
being swamped should the slightest sea get up; while, should we not
succeed in our attempt, we should be worn out, and, incapable of
providing for the future, must inevitably be destroyed.
I voted with Andrew, and also spoke in favour of his plan, showing, from
what I had read and heard, that, notwithstanding the cold, with good
management we might preserve our lives and our health throughout an
arctic winter. At last this plan was agreed to by all, and we lay down
once more to sleep away the time till daylight.
We were up by dawn; and, having laden our boat with all our stores, we
commenced our toilsome journey. Our purpose was to make the land, and
then to travel along over the ice till we should arrive at some valley,
or at the mouth of a river, where we might hope to find some clear water
and opportunities of catching fish.
Though the land appeared quite near, it was late in the day before we
reached it. What, then, was our disappointment to find not even a beach
on which to build our hut for the night! The high black cliff came
completely down to the sea, and was fringed by masses of ice piled up
against it, so that we could not even reach it without difficulty and
danger. Our only course, therefore, was to continue along under it,
till we should meet with the opening of which we were in search.
I ought to have said that we had protected the keel and bilge of our
boat by securing some spars along them, so that she was able to pass
over the ice without damage; but the labour of dragging her was very
great, and some even proposed leaving her behind rather than have the
trouble of conveying her, till Andrew reminded them that on her might
depend our only means of procuring food, and of ultimately escaping next
year.
We performed a distance of nearly three miles along the shore, under the
same lofty unbroken cliffs; and then Andrew called a halt, and we made
our usual preparations for passing the night.