[684] 'Johnson turned his house,' writes Lord Macaulay, 'into a place of

refuge for a crowd of wretched old creatures who could find no other

asylum; nor could all their peevishness and ingratitude weary out his

benevolence' (_Essays_, i. 390). In his _Biography of Johnson_ (p. 388)

he says that Mrs. Williams's 'chief recommendations were her blindness

and her poverty.' No doubt in Johnson's letters to Mrs. Thrale are found

amusing accounts of the discord of the inmates of his house. But it is

abundantly clear that in Mrs. Williams's company he had for years found

pleasure. A few months after her death he wrote to Mrs. Thrale: 'You

have more than once wondered at my complaint of solitude, when you hear

that I am crowded with visits. _Inopem me copia fecit_. Visitors are no

proper companions in the chamber of sickness.... The amusements and

consolations of languor and depression are conferred by familiar and

domestic companions.... Such society I had with Levett and Williams'

(_Piozzi Letters_, ii. 341). To Mrs. Montagu he wrote:--'Thirty years

and more she had been my companion, and her death has left me very

desolate' (Croker's _Boswell_, p. 739). Boswell says that 'her departure

left a blank in his house' (_post_, Aug. 1783). 'By her death,' writes

Murphy, 'he was left in a state of destitution, with nobody but his

black servant to soothe his anxious moments' (Murphy's _Johnson_, p.

122). Hawkins (_Life_, p. 558) says that 'she had not only cheered him

in his solitude, and helped him to pass with comfort those hours which

otherwise would have been irksome to him, but had relieved him from

domestic cares, regulated and watched over the expenses of his house,

etc.' 'She had,' as Boswell says (_post_, Aug. 1783), 'valuable

qualities.' 'Had she had,' wrote Johnson, 'good humour and prompt

elocution, her universal curiosity and comprehensive knowledge would

have made her the delight of all that knew her' (_Piozzi Letters_, ii.

311). To Langton he wrote:--'I have lost a companion to whom I have had

recourse for domestic amusement for thirty years, and whose variety of

knowledge never was exhausted' (_post_, Sept. 29, 1783). 'Her

acquisitions,' he wrote to Dr. Burney, 'were many and her curiosity

universal; so that she partook of every conversation' (_post_, Sept.

1783). Murphy (_Life_ p. 72) says:--'She possessed uncommon talents,

and, though blind, had an alacrity of mind that made her conversation

agreeable, and even desirable.' According to Hawkins (_Life_, 322-4)

'she had acquired a knowledge of French and Italian, and had made great

improvements in literature. She was a woman of an enlightened

understanding. Johnson in many exigencies found her an able counsellor,

and seldom shewed his wisdom more than when he hearkened to her advice.'

Perhaps Johnson had her in his thoughts when, writing of Pope's last

years and Martha Blount, he said:--'Their acquaintance began early; the

life of each was pictured on the other's mind; their conversation

therefore was endearing, for when they met there was an immediate

coalition of congenial notions.' (Johnson's _Works_, viii. 304.) Miss

Mulso (Mrs. Chapone) writing to Mrs. Carter in 1753, says:--'I was

charmed with Mr. Johnson's behaviour to Mrs. Williams, which was like

that of a fond father to his daughter. She shewed very good sense, with

a great deal of modesty and humility; and so much patience and

cheerfulness under her misfortune that it doubled my concern for her'

(_Mrs. Chapone's Life_, p. 73). Miss Talbot wrote to Mrs. Carter in

1756:--'My mother the other day fell in love with your friend, Mrs.

Williams, whom we met at Mr. Richardson's [where Miss Mulso also had met

her], and is particularly charmed with the sweetness of her voice'

(Talbot and Carter _Corresp_. ii. 221). Miss Talbot was a niece of Lord

Chancellor Talbot. Hannah More wrote in 1774:--'Mrs. Williams is

engaging in her manners; her conversation lively and entertaining'

(More's _Memoirs_, i.49). Boswell, however, more than once complains

that she was 'peevish' (_post_, Oct. 26, 1769 and April 7, 1776). At a

time when she was very ill, and had gone into the country to try if she

could improve her health, Johnson wrote:--'Age, and sickness, and pride

have made her so peevish, that I was forced to bribe the maid to stay

with her by a secret stipulation of half-a-crown a week over her wages'

(_post_, July 22, 1777). Malone, in a note on August 2, 1763, says that

he thinks she had of her own 'about £35 or £40 a year.' This was in her

latter days; Johnson had prevailed on Garrick to give her a benefit and

Mrs. Montagu to give her a pension. She used, he adds, to help in the

house-work.

[685] March 14. See _ante_, p. 203, note 1. He had grown weary of his

work. In the last _Rambler_ but one he wrote: 'When once our labour has

begun, the comfort that enables us to endure it is the prospect of its

end.... He that is himself weary will soon weary the public. Let him

therefore lay down his employment, whatever it be, who can no longer

exert his former activity or attention; let him not endeavour to

struggle with censure, or obstinately infest the stage, till a general

hiss commands him to depart.'

[686] How successful an imitator Hawkesworth was is shewn by the

following passage in the Carter and Talbot _Corresp_., ii. 109:--'I

discern Mr. Johnson through all the papers that are not marked A, as

evidently as if I saw him through the keyhole with the pen in his hand.'

[687] In the _Rambler_ for Feb. 25 of this year (No. 203) he wrote in

the following melancholy strain:--'Every period of life is obliged to

borrow its happiness from the time to come. In youth we have nothing

past to entertain us, and in age we derive little from retrospect but

hopeless sorrow. Yet the future likewise has its limits which the

imagination dreads to approach, but which we see to be not far distant.

The loss of our friends and companions impresses hourly upon us the

necessity of our own departure; we know that the schemes of man are

quickly at an end, that we must soon lie down in the grave with the

forgotten multitudes of former ages, and yield our place to others, who,

like us, shall be driven a while by hope or fear about the surface of

the earth, and then like us be lost in the shades of death.' In _Prayers

and Meditations_, pp. 12-15, in a service that he used on May 6, 'as

preparatory to my return to life to-morrow,' he prays:--'Enable me to

begin and perfect that reformation which I promised her, and to

persevere in that resolution which she implored Thee to continue, in the

purposes which I recorded in Thy sight when she lay dead before me.' See

_post_, Jan. 20, 1780. The author of _Memoirs of the Life and Writings

of Dr. Johnson_, 1785, says, p. 113, that on the death of his wife, 'to

walk the streets of London was for many a lonesome night Johnson's

constant substitute for sleep.'

[688] 'I have often been inclined to think that, if this fondness of

Johnson for his wife was not dissembled, it was a lesson that he had

learned by rote, and that, when he practised it, he knew not where to

stop till he became ridiculous.' Hawkins's _Johnson_, p. 313

[689] The son of William Strahan, M.P., 'Johnson's old and constant

friend, Printer to His Majesty' (_post_, under April 20, 1781). He

attended Johnson on his death-bed, and published the volume called

_Prayers and Meditations_.

[690] Southey in his _Life of Wesley_, i. 359, writes:--'The universal

attention which has been paid to dreams in all ages proves that the

superstition is natural; and I have heard too many well-attested facts

(facts to which belief could not be refused upon any known laws of

evidence) not to believe that impressions are sometimes made in this

manner, and forewarnings communicated, which cannot be explained by

material philosophy or mere metaphysics.'

[691] Warburton in his _Divine Legation_, i. 284, quotes the 'famous

sepulchral inscription of the Roman widow.' 'Ita peto vos Manes

sanctissimi commendatum habeatis meum conjugem et velitis huic

indulgentissimi esse horis nocturnis ut eum videam,' etc.

[692] Mrs. Boswell died in June 1789. Johnson's prayer with Boswell's

comments on it was first inserted in the _Additions_ to the

second edition.

[693] Mrs. Johnson died on March 17, O. S., or March 28, N. S. The

change of style was made in September, 1752. He might have kept either

the 17th, or the 28th as the anniversary. In like manner, though he was

born on Sept. 7, after the change he kept the 18th as his birth-day. See

_post_, beginning of 1753, where he writes, 'Jan. 1, N. S., which I

shall use for the future.'

[694] In _Prayers and Meditations_, p. 22, he recorded: 'The melancholy

of this day hung long upon me.' P. 53: 'April 22, 1764, Thought on

Tetty, dear, poor Tetty, with my eyes full.' P. 91: 'March 28, 1770.

This is the day on which, in 1752, I was deprived of poor, dear

Tetty.... When I recollect the time in which we lived together, my grief

for her departure is not abated; and I have less pleasure in any good

that befalls me because she does not partake it.' P. 170: 'April 20,

1778. Poor Tetty, whatever were our faults and failings, we loved each

other. I did not forget thee yesterday [Easter Sunday]. Couldest thou

have lived!' P. 210: 'March 28, 1782. This is the day on which, in 1752,

dear Tetty died. I have now uttered a prayer of repentance and

contrition; perhaps Tetty knows that I prayed for her. Perhaps Tetty is

now praying for me. God help me.' In a letter to Mrs. Thrale on the

occasion of the death of her son (dated March 30, 1776) he thus refers

to the loss of his wife:--'I know that a whole system of hopes, and

designs, and expectations is swept away at once, and nothing left but

bottomless vacuity. What you feel I have felt, and hope that your

disquiet will be shorter than mine.' _Piozzi Letters_, i. 310. In a

letter to Mr. Elphinston, who had just lost his wife, written on July

27, 1778, he repeats the same thought:--'A loss such as yours lacerates

the mind, and breaks the whole system of purposes and hopes. It leaves a

dismal vacuity in life, which affords nothing on which the affections

can fix, or to which endeavour may be directed. All this I have known.'

Croker's _Boswell_, p. 66, note. See also _post_, his letter to Mr.

Warton of Dec. 21, 1754, and to Dr. Lawrence of Jan. 20, 1780.

[695] In the usual monthly list of deaths in the _Gent. Mag_. her name

is not given. Johnson did not, I suppose, rank among 'eminent persons.'

[696] Irene, Act i. sc. 1.

[697] See _post_, Nov. 16, 1784, note.

[698] The Anderdon MSS. contain an importunate letter, dated July 3,

1751, from one Mitchell, a tradesman in Chandos-street, pressing Johnson

to pay £2, due by his wife ever since August, 1749, and threatening

legal proceedings to enforce payment. This letter Mr. Boswell had

endorsed, 'Proof of Dr. Johnson's wretched circumstances in

1751.' CROKER.

[699] In the _Gent. Mag_. for February, 1794, (p. 100,) was printed a

letter pretending to be that written by Johnson on the death of his

wife. But it is merely a transcript of the 41st number of _The Idler_. A

fictitious date (March 17, 1751, O. S.) was added by some person

previous to this paper being sent to the publisher of that miscellany,

to give a colour to this deception. MALONE.

[700] Francis Barber was born in Jamaica, and was brought to England in

1750 by Colonel Bathurst, father of Johnson's very intimate friend, Dr.

Bathurst. He was sent, for some time, to the Reverend Mr. Jackson's

school, at Barton, in Yorkshire. The Colonel by his will left him his

freedom, and Dr. Bathurst was willing that he should enter into

Johnson's service, in which he continued from 1752 till Johnson's death,

with the exception of two intervals; in one of which, upon some

difference with his master, he went and served an apothecary in

Cheapside, but still visited Dr. Johnson occasionally; in another, he

took a fancy to go to sea. Part of the time, indeed, he was, by the

kindness of his master, at a school in Northamptonshire, that he might

have the advantage of some learning. So early and so lasting a

connection was there between Dr. Johnson and this humble friend.

BOSWELL. 'I believe that Francis was scarcely as much the object of Mr.

Johnson's personal kindness as the representative of Dr. Bathurst, for

whose sake he would have loved anybody or anything.' Piozzi's _Anec_.

p. 212.

[701] 'I asked him,' writes Mrs. Piozzi (_Anec_. pp. 146-150), 'if he

ever disputed with his wife. "Perpetually," said he; "my wife had a

particular reverence for cleanliness, and desired the praise of neatness

in her dress and furniture, as many ladies do, till they become

troublesome to their best friends, slaves to their own besoms, and only

sigh for the hour of sweeping their husbands out of the house as dirt

and useless lumber. A clean floor is so comfortable, she would say

sometimes by way of twitting; till at last I told her that I thought we

had had talk enough about the floor, we would now have a touch at the

ceiling." I asked him if he ever huffed his wife about his dinner. "So

often," replied he, "that at last she called to me and said, Nay, hold,

Mr. Johnson, and do not make a farce of thanking God for a dinner which

in a few minutes you will protest not eatable."'

[702] 'When a friend is carried to his grave, we at once find excuses

for every weakness, and palliations of every fault; we recollect a

thousand endearments, which before glided off our minds without

impression, a thousand favours unrepaid, a thousand duties unperformed;

and wish, vainly wish, for his return, not so much that we may receive,

as that we may bestow happiness, and recompense that kindness which

before we never understood.' _Rambler_, No. 54.

[703] _Pr. and Med_. p. 19. BOSWELL.

[704] Hawkins's _Life of Johnson_, p. 316. BOSWELL.

[705] See _post_, Oct. 26, 1769, where the Roman Catholic doctrine of

purgatory or 'a middle state,' as Johnson calls it is discussed, and

Boswell's _Hebrides_, Oct. 25, 1773.

[706] In the original, 'lawful _for_ me.' Much the same prayer Johnson

made for his mother. _Pr. and Med_. p. 38. On Easter Day, 1764, he

records:--'After sermon I recommended Tetty in a prayer by herself; and

my father, mother, brother, and Bathurst in another. I did it only once,

so far as it might be lawful for me.' _Ib_. p. 54. On the death of Mr.

Thrale he wrote, 'May God that delighteth in mercy _have had_ mercy on

thee.' _Ib_. p. 191; and later on, 'for Henry Thrale, so far as is

lawful, I humbly implore thy mercy in his present state.' _Ib_. p. 197.

[707] _Pr. and Med_., p. 20. BOSWELL.

[708] Shortly before his death (see _post,_ July 12, 1784) Johnson had a

stone placed over her grave with the following inscription:--

Hic conduntur reliquiae

ELIZABETHÆ

Antiqua Jarvisiorum Leicestrienses, ortae;

Formosae, cultae, ingeniosae, piae;

Uxoris, primis nuptiis, Henrici Porter,

Secundis Samuelis Johnson:

Qui multum amatam, diuque defletam

Hoc lapide contexit.

Obiit Londini Mense Mart.

A.D. MDCCLIII

As Mrs. Johnson died in 1752, the date is wrong.

[709] See _post_, Sept. 21. 1777.

[710] He described her as a woman 'whom none, who were capable of

distinguishing either moral or intellectual excellence, could know

without esteem or tenderness. She was extensively charitable in her

judgements and opinions, grateful for every kindness that she received,

and willing to impart assistance of every kind to all whom her little

power enabled her to benefit. She passed through many months of languor,

weakness, and decay without a single murmur of impatience, and often

expressed her adoration of that mercy which granted her so long time for

recollection and penitence.' Johnson's _Works,_ ix. 523.

[711] See _ante_, p. 187.

[712] Dr. Bathurst, though a Physician of no inconsiderable merit, had

not the good fortune to get much practice in London. He was, therefore

willing to accept of employment abroad, and, to the regret of all who

knew him, fell a sacrifice to the destructive climate, in the expedition

against the Havannah. Mr. Langton recollects the following passage in a

letter from Dr. Johnson to Mr. Beauclerk: 'The Havannah is taken;--a

conquest too dearly obtained; for, Bathurst died before it. "_Vix

Priamus tanti totaque Troja fuit_."' BOSWELL.

The quotation is from Ovid, _Heroides_, i. 4. Johnson (_post_, Dec. 21,

1762) wrote to Baretti, 'Bathurst went physician to the army, and died

at the Havannah.' Mr. Harwood in his _History of Lichfield_, p. 451,

gives two letters from Bathurst to Johnson dated 1757. In the postscript

to one he says:--'I know you will call me a lazy dog, and in truth I

deserve it; but I am afraid I shall never mend. I have indeed long known

that I can love my friends without being able to tell them so.... Adieu

my dearest friend.' He calls Johnson 'the best of friends, to whom I

stand indebted for all the little virtue and knowledge that I have.'

'Nothing,' he continues, 'I think, but absolute want can force me to

continue where I am.' Jamaica he calls 'this execrable region.' Hawkins

(_Life_, p. 235) says that 'Bathurst, before leaving England, confessed

to Johnson that in the course of ten years' exercise of his faculty he

had never opened his hand to more than one guinea.' Johnson perhaps had

Bathurst in mind when, many years later, he wrote:--'A physician in a

great city seems to be the mere plaything of fortune; his degree of

reputation is for the most part totally casual; they that employ him

know not his excellence; they that reject him know not his deficience.

By any acute observer, who had looked on the transactions of the medical

world for half a century, a very curious book might be written on the

_Fortune of Physicians_.' _Works_, viii. 471.

[713] Mr. Ryland was one of the members of the old club in Ivy Lane who

met to dine in 1783. Mr. Payne was another, (_post_, end of 1783).

[714] Johnson revised her volumes: _post_, under Nov. 19, 1783.

[715] Catherine Sawbridge, sister of Mrs. [? Mr.] Alderman Sawbridge,

was born in 1733; but it was not till 1760 that she was married to Dr.

Macaulay, a physician; so that Barber's account was incorrect either in

date or name. CROKER. For Alderman Sawbridge see _post_, May 17,

1778, note.

[716] See _post_, under Nov. 19, 1783. Johnson bequeathed to her a book

to keep as a token of remembrance (_post_, Dec. 9, 1784). I find her

name in the year 1765 in the list of subscribers to the edition of

Swift's _Works_, in 17 vols., so that perhaps she was more 'in the

learned way' than Barber thought.

[717] Reynolds did not return to England from Italy till the October of

this year, seven months after Mrs. Johnson's death. Taylor's _Reynolds_,

i. 87. He writes of his 'thirty years' intimacy with Dr. Johnson.' He

must have known him therefore at least as early as 1754. _Ib_. ii. 454.

[718] See _ante_, p. 185.

[719] 'Lord Southwell,' said Johnson, 'was the most _qualitied_ man I

ever saw.' _Post_, March 23, 1783.

[720] The account given of Levet in _Gent. Mag_. lv. 101, shews that he

was a man out of the common run. He would not otherwise have attracted

the notice of the French surgeons. The writer says:--'Mr. Levet, though

an Englishman by birth, became early in life a waiter at a coffee-house

in Paris. The surgeons who frequented it, finding him of an inquisitive

turn and attentive to their conversation, made a purse for him, and gave

him some instructions in their art. They afterwards furnished him with

the means of further knowledge, by procuring him free admission to such

lectures in pharmacy and anatomy as were read by the ablest professors

of that period.' When he lived with Johnson, 'much of the day was

employed in attendance on his patients, who were chiefly of the lowest

rank of tradesmen. The remainder of his hours he dedicated to Hunter's

lectures, and to as many different opportunities of improvement as he

could meet with on the same gratuitous conditions.' 'All his medical

knowledge,' said Johnson, 'and it is not inconsiderable, was obtained

through the ear. Though he buys books, he seldom looks into them, or

discovers any power by which he can be supposed to judge of an author's

merit.' 'Dr. Johnson has frequently observed that Levet was indebted to

him for nothing more than house-room, his share in a penny-loaf at

breakfast, and now and then a dinner on a Sunday. His character was

rendered valuable by repeated proof of honesty, tenderness, and

gratitude to his benefactor, as well as by an unwearied diligence in his

profession. His single failing was an occasional departure from

sobriety. Johnson would observe, "he was perhaps the only man who ever

became intoxicated through motives of prudence. He reflected that, if he

refused the gin or brandy offered him by some of his patients, he could

have been no gainer by their cure, as they might have had nothing else

to bestow on him. This habit of taking a fee, in whatever shape it was

exhibited, could not be put off by advice. He would swallow what he did

not like, nay what he knew would injure him, rather than go home with an

idea that his skill had been exerted without recompense. Though he took

all that was offered him, he demanded nothing from the poor."' The

writer adds that 'Johnson never wished him to be regarded as an

inferior, or treated him like a dependent.' Mrs. Piozzi says:--'When

Johnson raised contributions for some distressed author, or wit in want,

he often made us all more than amends by diverting descriptions of the

lives they were then passing in corners unseen by anybody but himself,

and that odd old surgeon whom he kept in his house to tend the

outpensioners, and of whom he said most truly and sublimely, that

"In misery's darkest caverns known,"' etc. Piozzi's _Anec_., p. 118.

'Levet, madam, is a brutal fellow, but I have a good regard for him; for

his brutality is in his manners, not in his mind.' Mme. D'Arblay's

_Diary_, i. 115. 'Whoever called in on Johnson at about midday found him

and Levet at breakfast, Johnson, in deshabille, as just risen from bed,

and Levet filling out tea for himself and his patron alternately, no

conversation passing between them. All that visited him at these hours

were welcome. A night's rest and breakfast seldom failed to refresh and

fit him for discourse, and whoever withdrew went too soon.' Hawkins's

_Johnson_, p. 435.

How much he valued his poor friend he showed at his death, _post_, Jan.

20, 1782.

[721]

'O et praesidium et dulce decus meum.'

'My joy, my guard, and sweetest good.'

CREECH. Horace, _Odes_, i. I. 2.

[722] It was in 1738 that Johnson was living in Castle Street. At the

time of Reynolds's arrival in London in 1752 he had been living for some

years in Gough Square. Boswell, I suppose, only means to say that

Johnson's acquaintance with the Cotterells was formed when he lived in

their neighbourhood. Northcote (_Life of Reynolds_, i. 69) says that the

Cotterells lived 'opposite to Reynolds's,' but his account seems based

on a misunderstanding of Boswell.

[723] _Ante_, p. 165.

[724] 'We are both of Dr. Johnson's school,' wrote Reynolds to some

friend. 'For my own part, I acknowledge the highest obligations to him.

He may be said to have formed my mind, and to have brushed from it a

great deal of rubbish. Those very persons whom he has brought to think

rightly will occasionally criticise the opinions of their master when he

nods. But we should always recollect that it is he himself who taught us

and enabled us to do it.' Taylor's _Reynolds_, ii. 461. Burke, writing

to Malone, said:--'You state very properly how much Reynolds owed to the

writings and conversation of Johnson; and nothing shews more the

greatness of Sir Joshua's parts than his taking advantage of both, and

making some application of them to his profession, when Johnson neither

understood nor desired to understand anything of painting.' _Ib_. p.

638. Reynolds, there can be little question, is thinking of Johnson in

the following passage in his _Seventh Discourse_:--'What partial and

desultory reading cannot afford may be supplied by the conversation of

learned and ingenious men, which is the best of all substitutes for

those who have not the means or opportunities of deep study. There are

many such men in this age: and they will be pleased with communicating

their ideas to artists, when they see them curious and docile, if they

are treated with that respect and deference which is so justly their

due. Into such society young artists, if they make it the point of their

ambition, will by degrees be admitted. There, without formal teaching,

they will insensibly come to feel and reason like those they live with,

and find a rational and systematic taste imperceptibly formed in their

minds, which they will know how to reduce to a standard, by applying

general truth to their own purposes, better perhaps than those to whom

they owned [?owed] the original sentiment.' Reynolds's _Works_, edit.

1824, i. 149. 'Another thing remarkable to shew how little Sir Joshua

crouched to the great is, that he never gave them their proper titles. I

never heard the words "your lordship" or "your ladyship" come from his

mouth; nor did he ever say "Sir" in speaking to any one but Dr. Johnson;

and when he did not hear distinctly what the latter said (which often

happened) he would then say "Sir?" that he might repeat it.' Northcote's

_Conversations_, p. 289. Gibbon called Johnson 'Reynolds's oracle.'

Gibbon's _Misc. Works_, i. 149. See also _post_, under Dec. 29, 1778.

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