Amid a great deal of misty stuff, he found the document to consist chiefly,

contrary to his supposition beforehand, of certain rules of life; he would

have taken it, on a casual inspection, for an essay of counsel, addressed

by some great and sagacious man to a youth in whom he felt an

interest,--so secure and good a doctrine of life was propounded, such

excellent maxims there were, such wisdom in all matters that came within

the writer's purview. It was as much like a digested synopsis of some old

philosopher's wise rules of conduct, as anything else. But on closer

inspection, Septimius, in his unsophisticated consideration of this

matter, was not so well satisfied. True, everything that was said seemed

not discordant with the rules of social morality; not unwise: it was

shrewd, sagacious; it did not appear to infringe upon the rights of

mankind; but there was something left out, something unsatisfactory,--what

was it? There was certainly a cold spell in the document; a magic, not of

fire, but of ice; and Septimius the more exemplified its power, in that he

soon began to be insensible of it. It affected him as if it had been

written by some greatly wise and worldly-experienced man, like the writer

of Ecclesiastes; for it was full of truth. It was a truth that does not

make men better, though perhaps calmer; and beneath which the buds of

happiness curl up like tender leaves in a frost. What was the matter with

this document, that the young man's youth perished out of him as he read?

What icy hand had written, it, so that the heart was chilled out of the

reader? Not that Septimius was sensible of this character; at least, not

long,--for as he read, there grew upon him a mood of calm satisfaction,

such as he had never felt before. His mind seemed to grow clearer; his

perceptions most acute; his sense of the reality of things grew to be

such, that he felt as if he could touch and handle all his thoughts, feel

round about all their outline and circumference, and know them with a

certainty, as if they were material things. Not that all this was in the

document itself; but by studying it so earnestly, and, as it were,

creating its meaning anew for himself, out of such illegible materials, he

caught the temper of the old writer's mind, after so many ages as that

tract had lain in the mouldy and musty manuscript. He was magnetized with

him; a powerful intellect acted powerfully upon him; perhaps, even, there

was a sort of spell and mystic influence imbued into the paper, and

mingled with the yellow ink, that steamed forth by the effort of this

young man's earnest rubbing, as it were, and by the action of his mind,

applied to it as intently as he possibly could; and even his handling the

paper, his bending over it, and breathing upon it, had its effect.

It is not in our power, nor in our wish, to produce the original form, nor

yet the spirit, of a production which is better lost to the world: because

it was the expression of a human intellect originally greatly gifted and

capable of high things, but gone utterly astray, partly by its own

subtlety, partly by yielding to the temptations of the lower part of its

nature, by yielding the spiritual to a keen sagacity of lower things,

until it was quite fallen; and yet fallen in such a way, that it seemed

not only to itself, but to mankind, not fallen at all, but wise and good,

and fulfilling all the ends of intellect in such a life as ours, and

proving, moreover, that earthly life was good, and all that the

development of our nature demanded. All this is better forgotten; better

burnt; better never thought over again; and all the more, because its

aspect was so wise, and even praiseworthy. But what we must preserve of it

were certain rules of life and moral diet, not exactly expressed in the

document, but which, as it were, on its being duly received into

Septimius's mind, were precipitated from the rich solution, and

crystallized into diamonds, and which he found to be the moral dietetics,

so to speak, by observing which he was to achieve the end of earthly

immortality, whose physical nostrum was given in the recipe which, with

the help of Doctor Portsoaken and his Aunt Keziah, he had already pretty

satisfactorily made out.

"Keep thy heart at seventy throbs in a minute; all more than that wears

away life too quickly. If thy respiration be too quick, think with thyself

that thou hast sinned against natural order and moderation.

"Drink not wine nor strong drink; and observe that this rule is worthiest

in its symbolic meaning.

"Bask daily in the sunshine and let it rest on thy heart.

"Run not; leap not; walk at a steady pace, and count thy paces per day.

"If thou feelest, at any time, a throb of the heart, pause on the instant,

and analyze it; fix thy mental eye steadfastly upon it, and inquire why

such commotion is.

"Hate not any man nor woman; be not angry, unless at any time thy blood

seem a little cold and torpid; cut out all rankling feelings, they are

poisonous to thee. If, in thy waking moments, or in thy dreams, thou hast

thoughts of strife or unpleasantness with any man, strive quietly with

thyself to forget him.

"Have no friendships with an imperfect man, with a man in bad health, of

violent passions, of any characteristic that evidently disturbs his own

life, and so may have disturbing influence on thine. Shake not any man by

the hand, because thereby, if there be any evil in the man, it is likely

to be communicated to thee.

"Kiss no woman if her lips be red; look not upon her if she be very fair.

Touch not her hand if thy finger-tips be found to thrill with hers ever so

little. On the whole, shun woman, for she is apt to be a disturbing

influence. If thou love her, all is over, and thy whole past and remaining

labor and pains will be in vain.

"Do some decent degree of good and kindness in thy daily life, for the

result is a slight pleasurable sense that will seem to warm and delectate

thee with felicitous self-laudings; and all that brings thy thoughts to

thyself tends to invigorate that central principle by the growth of which

thou art to give thyself indefinite life.

"Do not any act manifestly evil; it may grow upon thee, and corrode thee in

after-years. Do not any foolish good act; it may change thy wise habits.

"Eat no spiced meats. Young chickens, new-fallen lambs, fruits, bread four

days old, milk, freshest butter will make thy fleshy tabernacle youthful.

"From sick people, maimed wretches, afflicted people--all of whom show

themselves at variance with things as they should be,--from people beyond

their wits, from people in a melancholic mood, from people in extravagant

joy, from teething children, from dead corpses, turn away thine eyes and

depart elsewhere.

"If beggars haunt thee, let thy servants drive them away, thou withdrawing

out of ear-shot.

"Crying and sickly children, and teething children, as aforesaid, carefully

avoid. Drink the breath of wholesome infants as often as thou conveniently

canst,--it is good for thy purpose; also the breath of buxom maids, if

thou mayest without undue disturbance of the flesh, drink it as a

morning-draught, as medicine; also the breath of cows as they return from

rich pasture at eventide.

"If thou seest human poverty, or suffering, and it trouble thee, strive

moderately to relieve it, seeing that thus thy mood will be changed to a

pleasant self-laudation.

"Practise thyself in a certain continual smile, for its tendency will be to

compose thy frame of being, and keep thee from too much wear.

"Search not to see if thou hast a gray hair; scrutinize not thy forehead to

find a wrinkle; nor the corners of thy eyes to discover if they be

corrugated. Such things, being gazed at, daily take heart and grow.

"Desire nothing too fervently, not even life; yet keep thy hold upon it

mightily, quietly, unshakably, for as long as thou really art resolved to

live, Death with all his force, shall have no power against thee.

"Walk not beneath tottering ruins, nor houses being put up, nor climb to

the top of a mast, nor approach the edge of a precipice, nor stand in the

way of the lightning, nor cross a swollen river, nor voyage at sea, nor

ride a skittish horse, nor be shot at by an arrow, nor confront a sword,

nor put thyself in the way of violent death; for this is hateful, and

breaketh through all wise rules.

"Say thy prayers at bedtime, if thou deemest it will give thee quieter

sleep; yet let it not trouble thee if thou forgettest them.

"Change thy shirt daily; thereby thou castest off yesterday's decay, and

imbibest the freshness of the morning's life, which enjoy with smelling to

roses, and other healthy and fragrant flowers, and live the longer for it.

Roses are made to that end.

"Read not great poets; they stir up thy heart; and the human heart is a

soil which, if deeply stirred, is apt to give out noxious vapors."

Such were some of the precepts which Septimius gathered and reduced to

definite form out of this wonderful document; and he appreciated their

wisdom, and saw clearly that they must be absolutely essential to the

success of the medicine with which they were connected. In themselves,

almost, they seemed capable of prolonging life to an indefinite period, so

wisely were they conceived, so well did they apply to the causes which

almost invariably wear away this poor short life of men, years and years

before even the shattered constitutions that they received from their

forefathers need compel them to die. He deemed himself well rewarded for

all his labor and pains, should nothing else follow but his reception and

proper appreciation of these wise rules; but continually, as he read the

manuscript, more truths, and, for aught I know, profounder and more

practical ones, developed themselves; and, indeed, small as the manuscript

looked, Septimius thought that he should find a volume as big as the most

ponderous folio in the college library too small to contain its wisdom. It

seemed to drip and distil with precious fragrant drops, whenever he took

it out of his desk; it diffused wisdom like those vials of perfume which,

small as they look, keep diffusing an airy wealth of fragrance for years

and years together, scattering their virtue in incalculable volumes of

invisible vapor, and yet are none the less in bulk for all they give;

whenever he turned over the yellow leaves, bits of gold, diamonds of good

size, precious pearls, seemed to drop out from between them.

And now ensued a surprise which, though of a happy kind, was almost too

much for him to bear; for it made his heart beat considerably faster than

the wise rules of his manuscript prescribed. Going up on his hill-top, as

summer wore away (he had not been there for some time), and walking by the

little flowery hillock, as so many a hundred times before, what should he

see there but a new flower, that during the time he had been poring over

the manuscript so sedulously had developed itself, blossomed, put forth

its petals, bloomed into full perfection, and now, with the dew of the

morning upon it, was waiting to offer itself to Septimius? He trembled as

he looked at it, it was too much almost to bear,--it was so very

beautiful, so very stately, so very rich, so very mysterious and

wonderful. It was like a person, like a life! Whence did it come? He stood

apart from it, gazing in wonder; tremulously taking in its aspect, and

thinking of the legends he had heard from Aunt Keziah and from Sibyl Dacy;

and how that this flower, like the one that their wild traditions told of,

had grown out of a grave,--out of a grave in which he had laid one slain

by himself.

The flower was of the richest crimson, illuminated with a golden centre of

a perfect and stately beauty. From the best descriptions that I have been

able to gain of it, it was more like a dahlia than any other flower with

which I have acquaintance; yet it does not satisfy me to believe it really

of that species, for the dahlia is not a flower of any deep

characteristics, either lively or malignant, and this flower, which

Septimius found so strangely, seems to have had one or the other. If I

have rightly understood, it had a fragrance which the dahlia lacks; and

there was something hidden in its centre, a mystery, even in its fullest

bloom, not developing itself so openly as the heartless, yet not

dishonest, dahlia. I remember in England to have seen a flower at Eaton

Hall, in Cheshire, in those magnificent gardens, which may have been like

this, but my remembrance of it is not sufficiently distinct to enable me

to describe it better than by saying that it was crimson, with a gleam of

gold in its centre, which yet was partly hidden. It had many petals of

great richness.

Septimius, bending eagerly over the plant, saw that this was not to be the

only flower that it would produce that season; on the contrary, there was

to be a great abundance of them, a luxuriant harvest; as if the crimson

offspring of this one plant would cover the whole hillock,--as if the dead

youth beneath had burst into a resurrection of many crimson flowers! And

in its veiled heart, moreover, there was a mystery like death, although it

seemed to cover something bright and golden.

Day after day the strange crimson flower bloomed more and more abundantly,

until it seemed almost to cover the little hillock, which became a mere

bed of it, apparently turning all its capacity of production to this

flower; for the other plants, Septimius thought, seemed to shrink away,

and give place to it, as if they were unworthy to compare with the

richness, glory, and worth of this their queen. The fervent summer burned

into it, the dew and the rain ministered to it; the soil was rich, for it

was a human heart contributing its juices,--a heart in its fiery youth

sodden in its own blood, so that passion, unsatisfied loves and longings,

ambition that never won its object, tender dreams and throbs, angers,

lusts, hates, all concentrated by life, came sprouting in it, and its

mysterious being, and streaks and shadows, had some meaning in each of

them.

The two girls, when they next ascended the hill, saw the strange flower,

and Rose admired it, and wondered at it, but stood at a distance, without

showing an attraction towards it, rather an undefined aversion, as if she

thought it might be a poison flower; at any rate she would not be inclined

to wear it in her bosom. Sibyl Dacy examined it closely, touched its

leaves, smelt it, looked at it with a botanist's eye, and at last remarked

to Rose, "Yes, it grows well in this new soil; methinks it looks like a

new human life."

"What is the strange flower?" asked Rose.

"The _Sanguinea sanguinissima_" said Sibyl.

It so happened about this time that poor Aunt Keziah, in spite of her

constant use of that bitter mixture of hers, was in a very bad state of

health. She looked all of an unpleasant yellow, with bloodshot eyes; she

complained terribly of her inwards. She had an ugly rheumatic hitch in her

motion from place to place, and was heard to mutter many wishes that she

had a broomstick to fly about upon, and she used to bind up her head with

a dishclout, or what looked to be such, and would sit by the kitchen fire

even in the warm days, bent over it, crouching as if she wanted to take

the whole fire into her poor cold heart or gizzard,--groaning regularly

with each breath a spiteful and resentful groan, as if she fought

womanfully with her infirmities; and she continually smoked her pipe, and

sent out the breath of her complaint visibly in that evil odor; and

sometimes she murmured a little prayer, but somehow or other the evil and

bitterness, acridity, pepperiness, of her natural disposition overcame the

acquired grace which compelled her to pray, insomuch that, after all, you

would have thought the poor old woman was cursing with all her rheumatic

might. All the time an old, broken-nosed, brown earthen jug, covered with

the lid of a black teapot, stood on the edge of the embers, steaming

forever, and sometimes bubbling a little, and giving a great puff, as if

it were sighing and groaning in sympathy with poor Aunt Keziah, and when

it sighed there came a great steam of herby fragrance, not particularly

pleasant, into the kitchen. And ever and anon,--half a dozen times it

might be,--of an afternoon, Aunt Keziah took a certain bottle from a

private receptacle of hers, and also a teacup, and likewise a little,

old-fashioned silver teaspoon, with which she measured three teaspoonfuls

of some spirituous liquor into the teacup, half filled the cup with the

hot decoction, drank it off, gave a grunt of content, and for the space of

half an hour appeared to find life tolerable.

But one day poor Aunt Keziah found herself unable, partly from rheumatism,

partly from other sickness or weakness, and partly from dolorous

ill-spirits, to keep about any longer, so she betook herself to her bed;

and betimes in the forenoon Septimius heard a tremendous knocking on the

floor of her bedchamber, which happened to be the room above his own. He

was the only person in or about the house; so with great reluctance, he

left his studies, which were upon the recipe, in respect to which he was

trying to make out the mode of concoction, which was told in such a

mysterious way that he could not well tell either the quantity of the

ingredients, the mode of trituration, nor in what way their virtue was to

be extracted and combined.

Running hastily up stairs, he found Aunt Keziah lying in bed, and groaning

with great spite and bitterness; so that, indeed, it seemed not

improvidential that such an inimical state of mind towards the human race

was accompanied with an almost inability of motion, else it would not be

safe to be within a considerable distance of her.

"Seppy, you good-for-nothing, are you going to see me lying here, dying,

without trying to do anything for me?"

"Dying, Aunt Keziah?" repeated the young man. "I hope not! What can I do

for you? Shall I go for Rose? or call a neighbor in? or the doctor?"

"No, no, you fool!" said the afflicted person. "You can do all that anybody

can for me; and that is to put my mixture on the kitchen fire till it

steams, and is just ready to bubble; then measure three teaspoonfuls--or

it may be four, as I am very bad--of spirit into a teacup, fill it half

full,--or it may be quite full, for I am very bad, as I said afore; six

teaspoonfuls of spirit into a cup of mixture, and let me have it as soon

as may be; and don't break the cup, nor spill the precious mixture, for

goodness knows when I can go into the woods to gather any more. Ah me! ah

me! it's a wicked, miserable world, and I am the most miserable creature

in it. Be quick, you good-for-nothing, and do as I say!"

Septimius hastened down; but as he went a thought came into his head, which

it occurred to him might result in great benefit to Aunt Keziah, as well

as to the great cause of science and human good, and to the promotion of

his own purpose, in the first place. A day or two ago, he had gathered

several of the beautiful flowers, and laid them in the fervid sun to dry;

and they now seemed to be in about the state in which the old woman was

accustomed to use her herbs, so far as Septimius had observed. Now if

these flowers were really, as there was so much reason for supposing, the

one ingredient that had for hundreds of years been missing out of Aunt

Keziah's nostrum,--if it was this which that strange Indian sagamore had

mingled with his drink with such beneficial effect,--why should not

Septimius now restore it, and if it would not make his beloved aunt young

again, at least assuage the violent symptoms, and perhaps prolong her

valuable life some years, for the solace and delight of her numerous

friends? Septimius, like other people of investigating and active minds,

had a great tendency to experiment, and so good an opportunity as the

present, where (perhaps he thought) there was so little to be risked at

worst, and so much to be gained, was not to be neglected; so, without more

ado, he stirred three of the crimson flowers into the earthen jug, set it

on the edge of the fire, stirred it well, and when it steamed, threw up

little scarlet bubbles, and was about to boil, he measured out the

spirits, as Aunt Keziah had bidden him and then filled the teacup.

"Ah, this will do her good; little does she think, poor old thing, what a

rare and costly medicine is about to be given her. This will set her on

her feet again."

The hue was somewhat changed, he thought, from what he had observed of Aunt

Keziah's customary decoction; instead of a turbid yellow, the crimson

petals of the flower had tinged it, and made it almost red; not a

brilliant red, however, nor the least inviting in appearance. Septimius

smelt it, and thought he could distinguish a little of the rich odor of

the flower, but was not sure. He considered whether to taste it; but the

horrible flavor of Aunt Keziah's decoction recurred strongly to his

remembrance, and he concluded that were he evidently at the point of

death, he might possibly be bold enough to taste it again; but that

nothing short of the hope of a century's existence at least would repay

another taste of that fierce and nauseous bitterness. Aunt Keziah loved

it; and as she brewed, so let her drink.

He went up stairs, careful not to spill a drop of the brimming cup, and

approached the old woman's bedside, where she lay, groaning as before, and

breaking out into a spiteful croak the moment he was within ear-shot.

"You don't care whether I live or die," said she. "You've been waiting in

hopes I shall die, and so save yourself further trouble."

"By no means, Aunt Keziah," said Septimius. "Here is the medicine, which I

have warmed, and measured out, and mingled, as well as I knew how; and I

think it will do you a great deal of good."

"Won't you taste it, Seppy, my dear?" said Aunt Keziah, mollified by the

praise of her beloved mixture. "Drink first, dear, so that my sick old

lips need not taint it. You look pale, Septimius; it will do you good."

"No, Aunt Keziah, I do not need it; and it were a pity to waste your

precious drink," said he.

"It does not look quite the right color," said Aunt Keziah, as she took the

cup in her hand. "You must have dropped some soot into it." Then, as she

raised it to her lips, "It does not smell quite right. But, woe's me! how

can I expect anybody but myself to make this precious drink as it should

be?"

She drank it off at two gulps; for she appeared to hurry it off faster than

usual, as if not tempted by the exquisiteness of its flavor to dwell upon

it so long.

"You have not made it just right, Seppy," said she in a milder tone than

before, for she seemed to feel the customary soothing influence of the

draught, "but you'll do better the next time. It had a queer taste,

methought; or is it that my mouth is getting out of taste? Hard times it

will be for poor Aunt Kezzy, if she's to lose her taste for the medicine

that, under Providence, has saved her life for so many years."

She gave back the cup to Septimius, after looking a little curiously at the

dregs.

"It looks like bloodroot, don't it?" said she. "Perhaps it's my own fault

after all. I gathered a fresh bunch of the yarbs yesterday afternoon, and

put them to steep, and it may be I was a little blind, for it was between

daylight and dark, and the moon shone on me before I had finished. I

thought how the witches used to gather their poisonous stuff at such

times, and what pleasant uses they made of it,--but those are sinful

thoughts, Seppy, sinful thoughts! so I'll say a prayer and try to go to

sleep. I feel very noddy all at once."

Septimius drew the bedclothes up about her shoulders, for she complained of

being very chilly, and, carefully putting her stick within reach, went

down to his own room, and resumed his studies, trying to make out from

those aged hieroglyphics, to which he was now so well accustomed, what was

the precise method of making the elixir of immortality. Sometimes, as men

in deep thought do, he rose from his chair, and walked to and fro the four

or five steps or so that conveyed him from end to end of his little room.

At one of these times he chanced to look in the little looking-glass that

hung between the windows, and was startled at the paleness of his face. It

was quite white, indeed. Septimius was not in the least a foppish young

man; careless he was in dress, though often his apparel took an unsought

picturesqueness that set off his slender, agile figure, perhaps from some

quality of spontaneous arrangement that he had inherited from his Indian

ancestry. Yet many women might have found a charm in that dark, thoughtful

face, with its hidden fire and energy, although Septimius never thought of

its being handsome, and seldom looked at it. Yet now he was drawn to it by

seeing how strangely white it was, and, gazing at it, he observed that

since he considered it last, a very deep furrow, or corrugation, or

fissure, it might almost be called, had indented his brow, rising from the

commencement of his nose towards the centre of the forehead. And he knew

it was his brooding thought, his fierce, hard determination, his intense

concentrativeness for so many months, that had been digging that furrow;

and it must prove indeed a potent specific of the life-water that would

smooth that away, and restore him all the youth and elasticity that he had

buried in that profound grave.

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