He now told me he was about to return to Philadelphia, and should carry

over a great Quantity of Goods in order to open a Store there: He

propos'd to take me over as his Clerk, to keep his Books (in which he

would instruct me) copy his Letters, and attend the Store. He added,

that as soon as I should be acquainted with mercantile Business he would

promote me by sending me with a Cargo of Flour and Bread etc to the West

Indies, and procure me Commissions from others; which would be

profitable, and if I manag'd well, would establish me handsomely. The

Thing pleas'd me, for I was grown tired of London, remember'd with

Pleasure the happy Months I had spent in Pennsylvania, and wish'd again

to see it. Therefore I immediately agreed, on the Terms of Fifty Pounds

a Year, Pensylvania Money less indeed than my then present Gettings as a

Compositor, but affording a better Prospect.--

I now took leave of Printing; as I thought for ever, and was daily

employ'd in my new Business; going about with Mr. Denham among the

Tradesmen, to purchase various Articles, and seeing them pack'd up,

doing Errands, calling upon Workmen to dispatch, etc. and when all was

on board, I had a few Days Leisure. On one of these Days I was to my

Surprise sent for by a great Man I knew only by Name, a Sir William

Wyndham and I waited upon him. He had heard by some means or other of my

Swimming from Chelsey to Blackfryars, and of my teaching Wygate and

another young Man to swim in a few Hours. He had two Sons about to set

out on their Travels; he wish'd to have them first taught Swimming; and

propos'd to gratify me handsomely if I would teach them.--They were not

yet come to Town and my Stay was uncertain, so I could not undertake it.

But from this Incident I thought it likely, that if I were to remain in

England and open a Swimming School, I might get a good deal of Money.

And it struck me so strongly, that had the Overture been sooner made me,

probably I should not so soon have returned to America.--After many

Years, you and I had something of more Importance to do with one of

these Sons of Sir William Wyndham, become Earl of Egremont, which I

shall mention in its Place.--[This promise Franklin did not fulfill.]

Thus I spent about 18 Months in London. Most Part of the Time, I work'd

hard at my Business, and spent but little upon myself except in seeing

Plays, and in Books.--My Friend Ralph had kept me poor. He owed me about

27 Pounds; which I was now never likely to receive; a great Sum out of

my small Earnings. I lov'd him notwithstanding, for he had many amiable

Qualities.--Tho' I had by no means improv'd my Fortune. But I had pick'd

up some very ingenious Acquaintance whose Conversation was of great

Advantage to me, and I had read considerably.

We sail'd from Gravesend on the 23^d of July 1726. For the Incidents of

the Voyage, I refer you to my Journal, where you will find them all

minutely related. Perhaps the most important Part of that Journal is the

_Plan_ [This Plan is not found in the _Journal_ printed in _Writings_,

II, 53-86.] to be found in it which I formed at Sea, for regulating my

future Conduct in Life. It is the more remarkable, as being formed when

I was so young, and yet being pretty faithfully adhered to quite thro'

to old Age.--We landed in Philadelphia on the 11th of October, where I

found sundry Alterations. Keith was no longer Governor, being superceded

by Major Gordon: I met him walking the Streets as a common Citizen. He

seem'd a little asham'd at seeing me, but pass'd without saying any

thing. I should have been as much asham'd at seeing Miss Read, had not

her Fr^ds, despairing with Reason of my Return, after the Receipt of my

Letter, persuaded her to marry another, one Rogers, a Potter, which was

done in my Absence. With him however she was never happy, and soon

parted from him, refusing to cohabit with him, or bear his Name[,] it

being now said that he had another Wife. He was a worthless Fellow tho'

an excellent Workman[,] which was the Temptation to her Friends. He got

into Debt, ran away in 1727 or 28. and went to the West Indies, and died

there. Keimer had got a better House, a Shop well supply'd with

Stationary[,] plenty of new Types, a number of Hands tho' none good, and

seem'd to have a great deal of Business.

Mr. Denham took a Store in Water Street, where we open'd our Goods. I

attended the Business diligently, studied Accounts, and grew in a little

Time expert at selling. We lodg'd and boarded together, he counsell'd me

as a Father, having a sincere Regard for me: I respected and lov'd him:

and we might have gone on together very happily: But in the Beginning of

Feb^y 172-6/7 when I had just pass'd my 21^st Year, we both were taken

ill. My Distemper was a Pleurisy, which very nearly carried me off:--I

suffered a good deal, gave up the Point in my own mind, and was rather

disappointed when I found my Self recovering; regretting in some degree

that I must now some time or other have all that disagreeable Work to do

over again.--I forget what his Distemper was. It held him a long time,

and at length carried him off. He left me a small Legacy in a

nuncupative Will, as a Token of his Kindness for me, and he left me once

more to the wide World. For the Store was taken into the Care of his

Executors, and my Employment under him ended:--My Brother-in-law Holmes,

being now at Philadelphia, advised my Return to my Business. And Keimer

tempted me with an Offer of large Wages by the Year to come and take the

Management of his Printing-House, that he might better attend his

Stationer's Shop.--I had heard a bad Character of him in London, from

his Wife and her Friends, and was not fond of having any more to do with

him. I try'd for farther Employment as a Merchant's Clerk; but not

readily meeting with any, I clos'd again with Keimer.--

I found in _his_ House these Hands; Hugh Meredith a Welsh-Pensilvanian,

30 Years of Age, bred to Country Work: honest, sensible, had a great

deal of solid Observation, was something of a Reader, but given to

drink: Stephen Potts, a young Country Man of full Age, bred to the

Same:--of uncommon natural Parts, and great Wit and Humour, but a little

idle. These he had agreed with at extream low Wages, p[er] Week, to be

rais'd a Shilling every 3 Months, as they would deserve by improving in

their Business, and the Expectation of these high Wages to come on

hereafter was what he had drawn them in with. Meredith was to work at

Press, Potts at Bookbinding, which he by Agreement, was to teach them,

tho' he knew neither one nor t'other. John ---- a wild Irishman brought

up to no Business, whose Service for 4 Years Keimer had purchas'd from

the Captain of a Ship. He too was to be made a Pressman. George Webb, an

Oxford Scholar, whose Time for 4 Years he had likewise bought, intending

him for a Compositor: of whom more presently. And David Harry, a Country

Boy, whom he had taken Apprentice. I soon perceiv'd that the Intention

of engaging me at Wages so much higher than he had been us'd to give,

was to have these raw cheap Hands form'd thro' me, and as soon as I had

instructed them, then, they being all articled to him, he should be able

to do without me.--I went on however, very chearfully; put his Printing

House in Order, which had been in great Confusion, and brought his Hands

by degrees to mind their Business and to do it better.

It was an odd Thing to find an Oxford Scholar in the Situation of a

bought Servant. He was not more than 18 Years of Age, and gave me this

Account of himself; that he was born in Gloucester, educated at a

Grammar School there, had been distinguish'd among the Scholars for some

apparent Superiority in performing his Part when they exhibited Plays;

belong'd to the Witty Club there, and had written some Pieces in Prose

and Verse which were printed in the Gloucester Newspapers.--Thence he

was sent to Oxford; where he continu'd about a Year, but not

well-satisfy'd, wishing of all things to see London and become a Player.

At length receiving his Quarterly Allowance of 15 Guineas, instead of

discharging his Debts, he walk'd out of Town, hid his Gown in a Furz

Bush, and footed it to London, where having no Friend to advise him, he

fell into bad Company, soon spent his Guineas, found no means of being

introduc'd among the Players, grew necessitous, pawn'd his Cloaths and

wanted Bread. Walking the Street very hungry, and not knowing what to do

with himself, a Crimp's Bill was put into his Hand, offering immediate

Entertainment and Encouragement to such as would bind themselves to

serve in America. He went directly, sign'd the Indentures, was put into

the Ship and came over; never writing a Line to acquaint his Friends

what was become of him. He was lively, witty, good-natur'd, and a

pleasant Companion, but idle, thoughtless and imprudent to the last

Degree.

John the Irishman soon ran away. With the rest I began to live very

agreably; for they all respected me, the more as they found Keimer

incapable of instructing them, and that from me they learnt something

daily. We never work'd on a Saturday, that being Keimer's Sabbath. So I

had two Days for Reading.--My Acquaintance with ingenious People in the

Town, increased. Keimer himself treated me with great Civility, and

apparent Regard; and nothing now made me uneasy but my Debt to Vernon,

which I was yet unable to pay being hitherto but a poor Oeconomist. He

however kindly made no Demand of it.

Our Printing-House often wanted Sorts, and there was no Letter Founder

in America. I had seen Types cast at James's in London, but without much

Attention to the Manner: However I now contriv'd a Mould, made use of

the Letters we had, as Puncheons, struck the Matrices in Lead, and thus

supply'd in a pretty tolerable way all Deficiencies. I also engrav'd

several Things on occasion. I made the Ink, I was Warehouse-man and

every thing, in short quite a Factotum.--

But however serviceable I might be, I found that my Services became

every Day of less Importance, as the other Hands improv'd in the

Business. And when Keimer paid my second Quarter's Wages, he let me know

that he felt them too heavy, and thought I should make an Abatement. He

grew by degrees less civil, put on more of the Master, frequently found

Fault, was captious and seem'd ready for an Out-breaking. I went on

nevertheless with a good deal of Patience, thinking that his incumber'd

Circumstances were partly the Cause. At length a Trifle snapt our

Connexion. For a great Noise happening near the Courthouse, I put my

Head out of the Window to see what was the Matter. Keimer being in the

Street look'd up and saw me, call'd out to me in a loud voice and angry

Tone to mind my Business, adding some reproachful Words, that nettled me

the more for their Publicity, all the Neighbours who were looking out on

the same Occasion being Witnesses how I was treated. He came up

immediately into the Printing-House, continu'd the Quarrel, high Words

pass'd on both Sides, he gave me the Quarter's Warning we had

stipulated, expressing a Wish that he had not been oblig'd to so long a

Warning: I told him his Wish was unnecessary for I would leave him that

Instant; and so taking my Hat walk'd out of Doors; desiring Meredith

whom I saw below to take care of some Things I left, and bring them to

my Lodging.--

Meredith came accordingly in the Evening, when we talk'd my Affair over.

He had conceiv'd a great Regard for me, and was very unwilling that I

should leave the House while he remain'd in it. He dissuaded me from

returning to my native Country which I began to think of. He reminded me

that Keimer was in debt for all he possess'd, that his Creditors began

to be uneasy, that he kept his Shop miserably, sold often without Profit

for ready Money, and often trusted without keeping Accounts. That he

must therefore fail; which would make a Vacancy I might profit of.--I

objected my Want of Money. He then let me know, that his Father had a

high Opinion of me, and from some Discourse that had pass'd between

them, he was sure would advance Money to set us up, if I would enter

into Partner Ship with him. My Time, says he, will be out with Keimer in

the Spring. By that time we may have our Press and Types in from London:

I am sensible I am no Workman. If you like it, Your Skill in the

Business shall be set against the Stock I furnish; and we will share the

Profits equally.--The Proposal was agreable, and I consented. His Father

was in Town, and approv'd of it, the more as he saw I had great

Influence with his Son, had prevail'd on him to abstain long from

Dramdrinking, and he hop'd might break him of that wretched Habit

entirely, when we came to be so closely connected. I gave an Inventory

to the Father, who carry'd it to a Merchant; the Things were sent for;

the Secret was to be kept till they should arrive, and in the mean time

I was to get work if I could at the other Printing House. But I found no

Vacancy there, and so remain'd idle a few Days, when Keimer, on a

Prospect of being employ'd to print some Paper-Money, in New Jersey,

which would require Cuts and various Types that I only could supply, and

apprehending Bradford might engage me and get the Jobb from him, sent me

a very civil Message, that old Friends should not part for a few Words

the Effect of sudden Passion, and wishing me to return. Meredith

persuaded me to comply, as it would give more Opportunity for his

Improvement under my daily Instructions.--So I return'd, and we went on

more smoothly than for some time before. The New Jersey Jobb was

obtained. I contriv'd a Copper-Plate Press for it, the first that had

been seen in the Country. I cut several Ornaments and Checks for the

Bills. We went together to Burlington, where I executed the Whole to

Satisfaction, and he received so large a Sum for the Work, as to be

enabled thereby to keep his Head much longer above Water.

At Burlington I made an Acquaintance with many principal People of the

Province. Several of them had been appointed by the Assembly a Committee

to attend the Press, and take Care that no more Bills were printed than

the Law directed. They were therefore by Turns constantly with us, and

generally he who attended brought with him a Friend or two for Company.

My Mind having been much more improv'd by Reading than Keimer's, I

suppose it was for that Reason my Conversation seem'd to be more valu'd.

They had me to their Houses, introduc'd me to their Friends and show'd

me much Civility, while he, tho' the Master, was a little neglected. In

truth he was an odd Fish, ignorant of common Life, fond of rudely

opposing receiv'd Opinions, slovenly to extream dirtiness, enthusiastic

in some Points of Religion, and a little Knavish withal. We continu'd

there near 3 Months, and by that time I could reckon among my acquired

Friends, Judge Allen, Samuel Bustill, the Secretary of the Province,

Isaac Pearson, Joseph Cooper and several of the Smiths, Members of

Assembly, and Isaac Decow the Surveyor General. The latter was a shrewd

sagacious old Man, who told me that he began for himself when young by

wheeling Clay for the Brickmakers, learnt to write after he was of Age,

carry'd the Chain for Surveyors, who taught him Surveying, and he had

now by his Industry acquir'd a good Estate; and says he, I foresee, that

you will soon work this Man out of his Business and make a Fortune in it

at Philadelphia. He had not then the least Intimation of my Intention to

set up there or any where. These Friends were afterwards of great use to

me, as I occasionally was to some of them. They all continued their

Regard for me as long as they lived.--

Before I enter upon my public Appearance in Business it may be well to

let you know the then State of my Mind, with regard to my Principles and

Morals, that you may see how far those influenc'd the future Events of

my Life. My Parent's [_sic_] had early given me religious Impressions,

and brought me through my Childhood piously in the Dissenting Way. But I

was scarce 15 when, after doubting by turns of several Points as I found

them disputed in the different Books I read, I began to doubt of

Revelation it self. Some Books against Deism fell into my Hands; they

were said to be the Substance of Sermons preached at Boyle's Lectures.

It happened that they wrought an Effect on me quite contrary to what was

intended by them: For the Arguments of the Deists which were quoted to

be refuted, appeared to me much Stronger than the Refutations. In short

I soon became a thorough Deist. My Arguments perverted some others,

particularly Collins and Ralph: but each of them having afterwards

wrong'd me greatly without the least Compunction and recollecting

Keith's Conduct towards me, (who was another Freethinker) and my own

towards Vernon and Miss Read, which at Times gave me great Trouble, I

began to suspect that this Doctrine tho' it might be true, was not very

useful.--My London Pamphlet, which had for its Motto these Lines of

Dryden

_Whatever is, is right. Tho' purblind Man

Sees but a Part of the Chain, the nearest Link,

His Eyes not carrying to the equal Beam,

That poises all, above._

And from the Attributes of God, his infinite Wisdom, Goodness and Power

concluded that nothing could possibly be wrong in the World, and that

Vice and Virtue were empty Distinctions, no such Things existing:

appear'd now not so clever a Performance as I once thought it; and I

doubted whether some Error had not insinuated itself unperceiv'd, into

my Argument, so as to infect all that follow'd, as is common in

metaphysical Reasonings.--I grew convinc'd that _Truth_, _Sincerity_ and

_Integrity_ in Dealings between Man and Man, were of the utmost

Importance to the Felicity of Life, and I form'd written Resolutions,

(w^ch still remain in my Journal Book) to practice them everwhile I

lived. Revelation had indeed no weight with me as such; but I

entertain'd an Opinion, that tho' certain Actions might not be bad

_because_ they were forbidden by it, or good _because_ it commanded

them; yet probably those Actions might be forbidden _because_ they were

bad for us, or commanded _because_ they were beneficial to us, in their

own Natures, all the Circumstances of things considered. And this

Persuasion, with the kind hand of Providence, or some guardian Angel, or

accidental favourable Circumstances and Situations, or all together,

preserved me (thro' this dangerous Time of Youth and the hazardous

Situations I was sometimes in among Strangers, remote from the Eye and

Advice of my Father) without any _wilful_ gross Immorality or Injustice

that might have been expected from my Want of Religion. I say _wilful_,

because the Instances I have mentioned, had something of _Necessity_ in

them, from my Youth, Inexperience, and the Knavery of others. I had

therefore a tolerable Character to begin the World with, I valued it

properly, and determin'd to preserve it.--

We had not been long return'd to Philadelphia, before the New Types

arriv'd from London. We settled with Keimer, and left him by his Consent

before he heard of it.--We found a House to hire near the Market, and

took it. To lessen the Rent, (which was then but 24£ a Year tho' I have

since known it let for 70) We took in Tho' Godfrey a Glazier and his

Family, who were to pay a considerable Part of it to us, and we to board

with them. We had scarce opened our Letters and put our Press in Order,

before George House, an Acquaintance of mine, brought a Countryman to

us, whom he had met in the Street enquiring for a Printer. All our Cash

was now expended in the Variety of Particulars we had been obliged to

procure and this Countryman's Five Shillings being our first Fruits, and

coming so seasonably, gave me more Pleasure than any Crown I have since

earned; and from the Gratitude I felt towards House, has made me often

more ready, than perhaps I should otherwise have been to assist young

Beginners.

There are Croakers in every Country always boding its Ruin. Such a one

then lived in Philadelphia, a Person of Note, an elderly Man, with a

wise Look, and very grave Manner of speaking. His Name was Samuel

Mickle. This Gentleman, a Stranger to me, stopt one Day at my Door, and

asked me if I was the young Man who had lately opened a new Printing

House: Being answered in the Affirmative, he said he was sorry for me,

because it was an expensive Undertaking and the Expence would be lost;

for Philadelphia was a sinking Place, the People already half Bankrupts

or near being so; all Appearances to the contrary, such as hew Buildings

and the Rise of Rents being to his certain Knowledge fallacious; for

they were in fact among the Things that would soon ruin us.--And he gave

me such a Detail of Misfortunes, now existing or that were soon to

exist, that he left me half melancholy. Had I known him before I engaged

in this Business, probably I never should have done it.--This Man

continued to live in this decaying Place; and to declaim in the same

Strain, refusing for many Years to buy a House there, because all was

going to Destruction, and at last I had the Pleasure of seeing him give

five times as much for one as he might have bought it for, when he first

began his Croaking.

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