LUKA. Dear Lord . . . listen to me, brother--

KLESHTCH [_trembling with excitement_] They say: there's truth! You,

old man, try to console every one . . . I tell you--I hate every one!

And there's your truth--God curse it--understand? I tell you--God

curse it!

[_Rushes away round the corner, turning as he goes._]

LUKA. Ah--how excited he got! Where did he run off to?

NATASHA. He's off his head . . .

BUBNOFF. God--didn't he say a whole lot, though? As if he was playing

drama--he gets those fits often . . . he isn't used to life yet . . .

PEPEL [_comes slowly round the corner_] Peace on all this honest

gathering! Well, Luka, you wily old fellow--still telling them

stories?

LUKA. You should have heard how that fellow carried on!

PEPEL. Kleshtch--wasn't it? What's wrong with him? He was running like

one possessed!

LUKA. You'd do the same if your own heart were breaking!

PEPEL [_sitting down_] I don't like him . . . he's got such a nasty,

bad temper--and so proud! [_Imitating Kleshtch_] "I'm a workman!" And

he thinks everyone's beneath him. Go on working if you feel like

it--nothing to be so damned haughty about! If work is the standard--a

horse can give us points--pulls like hell and says nothing!

Natasha--are your folks at home?

NATASHA. They went to the cemetery--then to night service . . .

PEPEL. So that's why you're free for once--quite a novelty!

LUKA [_to Bubnoff, thoughtfully_] There--you say--truth! Truth doesn't

always heal a wounded soul. For instance, I knew of a man who believed

in a land of righteousness . . .

BUBNOFF. In what?

LUKA. In a land of righteousness. He said: "Somewhere on this earth

there must be a righteous land--and wonderful people live there--good

people! They respect each other, help each other, and everything is

peaceful and good!" And so that man--who was always searching for this

land of righteousness--he was poor and lived miserably--and when

things got to be so bad with him that it seemed there was nothing else

for him to do except lie down and die--even then he never lost

heart--but he'd just smile and say: "Never mind! I can stand it! A

little while longer--and I'll have done with this life--and I'll go in

search of the righteous land!"--it was his one happiness--the thought

of that land . . .

PEPEL. Well? Did he go there?

BUBNOFF. Where? Ho-ho!

LUKA. And then to this place--in Siberia, by the way--there came a

convict--a learned man with books and maps--yes, a learned man who

knew all sorts of things--and the other man said to him: "Do me a

favor--show me where is the land of righteousness and how I can get

there." At once the learned man opened his books, spread out his maps,

and looked and looked and he said--no--he couldn't find this land

anywhere . . . everything was correct--all the lands on earth were

marked--but not this land of righteousness . . .

PEPEL [_in a low voice_] Well? Wasn't there a trace of it?

[_Bubnoff roars with laughter._]

NATASHA. Wait . . . well, little father?

LUKA. The man wouldn't believe it. . . . "It must exist," he said,

"look carefully. Otherwise," he says, "your books and maps are of no

use if there's no land of righteousness." The learned man was

offended. "My plans," he said, "are correct. But there exists no land

of righteousness anywhere." Well, then the other man got angry. He'd

lived and lived and suffered and suffered, and had believed all the

time in the existence of this land--and now, according to the plans,

it didn't exist at all. He felt robbed! And he said to the learned

man: "Ah--you scum of the earth! You're not a learned man at all--but

just a damned cheat!"--and he gave him a good wallop in the eye--then

another one . . . [_After a moment's silence_] And then he went home

and hanged himself!

[_All are silent. Luka, smiling, looks at Pepel and Natasha._]

PEPEL [_low-voiced_] To hell with this story--it isn't very cheerful

. . .

NATASHA. He couldn't stand the disappointment . . .

BUBNOFF [_sullen_] Ah--it's nothing but a fairy-tale . . .

PEPEL. Well--there is the righteous land for you--doesn't exist, it

seems . . .

NATASHA. I'm sorry for that man . . .

BUBNOFF. All a story--ho-ho!--land of righteousness--what an idea!

[_Exit through window_]

LUKA [_pointing to window_] He's laughing! [_Pause_] Well, children,

God be with you! I'll leave you soon . . .

PEPEL. Where are you going to?

LUKA. To the Ukraine--I heard they discovered a new religion there--I

want to see--yes! People are always seeking--they always want

something better--God grant them patience!

PEPEL. You think they'll find it?

LUKA. The people? They will find it! He who seeks, will find! He who

desires strongly, will find!

NATASHA. If only they could find something better--invent something

better . . .

LUKA. They're trying to! But we must help them girl--we must respect

them . . .

NATASHA. How can I help them? I am helpless myself!

PEPEL [_determined_] Again--listen--I'll speak to you again,

Natasha--here--before him--he knows everything . . . run away with me?

NATASHA. Where? From one prison to another?

PEPEL. I told you--I'm through with being a thief, so help me God!

I'll quit! If I say so, I'll do it! I can read and write--I'll

work--He's been telling me to go to Siberia on my own hook--let's go

there together, what do you say? Do you think I'm not disgusted with

my life? Oh--Natasha--I know . . . I see . . . I console myself with

the thought that there are lots of people who are honored and

respected--and who are bigger thieves than I! But what good is that to

me? It isn't that I repent . . . I've no conscience . . . but I do

feel one thing: One must live differently. One must live a better life

. . . one must be able to respect one's own self . . .

LUKA. That's right, friend! May God help you! It's true! A man must

respect himself!

PEPEL. I've been a thief from childhood on. Everybody always called me

"Vaska--the thief--the son of a thief!" Oh--very well then--I am a

thief-- . . . just imagine--now, perhaps, I'm a thief out of

spite--perhaps I'm a thief because no one ever called me anything

different. . . . Well, Natasha--?

NATASHA [_sadly_] Somehow I don't believe in words--and I'm restless

to-day--my heart is heavy . . . as if I were expecting something . . .

it's a pity, Vassily, that you talked to me to-day . . .

PEPEL. When should I? It isn't the first time I speak to you . . .

NATASHA. And why should I go with you? I don't love you so very

much--sometimes I like you--and other times the mere sight of you

makes me sick . . . it seems--no--I don't really love you . . . when

one really loves, one sees no fault. . . . But I do see . . .

PEPEL. Never mind--you'll love me after a while! I'll make you care

for me . . . if you'll just say yes! For over a year I've watched you

. . . you're a decent girl . . . you're kind--you're reliable--I'm

very much in love with you . . .

[_Vassilisa, in her best dress, appears at window and listens._]

NATASHA. Yes--you love me--but how about my sister . . . ?

PEPEL [_confused_] Well, what of her? There are plenty like her . . .

LUKA. You'll be all right, girl! If there's no bread, you have to eat

weeds . . .

PEPEL [_gloomily_] Please--feel a little sorry for me! My life isn't

all roses--it's a hell of a life . . . little happiness in it . . . I

feel as if a swamp were sucking me under . . . and whatever I try to

catch and hold on to, is rotten . . . it breaks . . . Your

sister--oh--I thought she was different . . . if she weren't so greedy

after money . . . I'd have done anything for her sake, if she were

only all mine . . . but she must have someone else . . . and she has

to have money--and freedom . . . because she doesn't like the straight

and narrow . . . she can't help me. But you're like a young fir-tree

. . . you bend, but you don't break . . .

LUKA. Yes--go with him, girl, go! He's a good lad--he's all right!

Only tell him every now and then that he's a good lad so that he won't

forget it--and he'll believe you. Just you keep on telling him "Vasya,

you're a good man--don't you forget it!" Just think, dear, where else

could you go except with him? Your sister is a savage beast . . . and

as for her husband, there's little to say of him? He's rotten beyond

words . . . and all this life here, where will it get you? But this

lad is strong . . .

NATASHA. Nowhere to go--I know--I thought of it. The only thing

is--I've no faith in anybody--and there's no place for me to turn

to . . .

PEPEL. Yes, there is! But I won't let you go that way--I'd rather cut

your throat!

NATASHA [_smiling_] There--I'm not his wife yet--and he talks already

of killing me!

PEPEL [_puts his arms around her_] Come, Natasha! Say yes!

NATASHA [_holding him close_] But I'll tell you one thing, Vassily--I

swear it before God . . . the first time you strike me or hurt me any

other way, I'll have no pity on myself . . . I'll either hang myself

. . . or . . .

PEPEL. May my hand wither if ever I touch you!

LUKA. Don't doubt him, dear! He needs you more than you need him!

VASSILISA [_from the window_] So now they're engaged! Love and advice!

NATASHA. They've come back--oh, God--they saw--oh, Vassily . . .

PEPEL. Why are you frightened? Nobody'll dare touch you now!

VASSILISA. Don't be afraid, Natalia! He won't beat you . . . he don't

know how to love or how to beat . . . I know!

LUKA [_in a low voice_] Rotten old hag--like a snake in the grass

. . .

VASSILISA. He dares only with the word!

KOSTILYOFF [_enters_] Natashka! What are you doing here, you parasite?

Gossiping? Kicking about your family? And the samovar not ready? And

the table not cleared?

NATASHA [_going out_] I thought you were going to church . . . ?

KOSTILYOFF. None of your business what we intended doing! Mind your

own affairs--and do what you're told!

PEPEL. Shut up, you! She's no longer your servant! Don't go,

Natalia--don't do a thing!

NATASHA. Stop ordering me about--you're commencing too soon!

[_Leaves_]

PEPEL [_to Kostilyoff_] That's enough. You've used her long

enough--now she's mine!

KOSTILYOFF. Yours? When did you buy her--and for how much?

[_Vassilisa roars with laughter._]

LUKA. Go away, Vasya!

PEPEL. Don't laugh, you fools--or first thing you know I'll make you

cry!

VASSILISA. Oh, how terrible! Oh--how you frighten me!

LUKA. Vassily--go away! Don't you see--she's goading you on . . .

ridiculing you, don't you understand . . . ?

PEPEL. Yes . . . You lie, lie! You won't get what you want!

VASSILISA. Nor will I get what I don't want, Vasya!

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