He looked up astonished. "Is it late?"

"After seven. I believe you've been asleep!" She laughed, and drawing

out her hat pins tossed her velvet hat on the sofa. She looked paler

than usual, but sparkling with an unwonted animation.

"I went to see Granny, and just as I was going away Ellen came in from

a walk; so I stayed and had a long talk with her. It was ages since

we'd had a real talk...." She had dropped into her usual armchair,

facing his, and was running her fingers through her rumpled hair. He

fancied she expected him to speak.

"A really good talk," she went on, smiling with what seemed to Archer

an unnatural vividness. "She was so dear--just like the old Ellen. I'm

afraid I haven't been fair to her lately. I've sometimes thought--"

Archer stood up and leaned against the mantelpiece, out of the radius

of the lamp.

"Yes, you've thought--?" he echoed as she paused.

"Well, perhaps I haven't judged her fairly. She's so different--at

least on the surface. She takes up such odd people--she seems to like

to make herself conspicuous. I suppose it's the life she's led in that

fast European society; no doubt we seem dreadfully dull to her. But I

don't want to judge her unfairly."

She paused again, a little breathless with the unwonted length of her

speech, and sat with her lips slightly parted and a deep blush on her

cheeks.

Archer, as he looked at her, was reminded of the glow which had

suffused her face in the Mission Garden at St. Augustine. He became

aware of the same obscure effort in her, the same reaching out toward

something beyond the usual range of her vision.

"She hates Ellen," he thought, "and she's trying to overcome the

feeling, and to get me to help her to overcome it."

The thought moved him, and for a moment he was on the point of breaking

the silence between them, and throwing himself on her mercy.

"You understand, don't you," she went on, "why the family have

sometimes been annoyed? We all did what we could for her at first; but

she never seemed to understand. And now this idea of going to see Mrs.

Beaufort, of going there in Granny's carriage! I'm afraid she's quite

alienated the van der Luydens ..."

"Ah," said Archer with an impatient laugh. The open door had closed

between them again.

"It's time to dress; we're dining out, aren't we?" he asked, moving

from the fire.

She rose also, but lingered near the hearth. As he walked past her she

moved forward impulsively, as though to detain him: their eyes met, and

he saw that hers were of the same swimming blue as when he had left her

to drive to Jersey City.

She flung her arms about his neck and pressed her cheek to his.

"You haven't kissed me today," she said in a whisper; and he felt her

tremble in his arms.

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