CHAPTER II

Neither by nature crazy, nor by inclination eccentric, Mr. Gordon

Selsbury had at moments serious but comfortable doubts as to whether he

was not a little abnormal; whether he was not, in fine, one of those

rare and gifted mortals to whom was given Vision beyond the ordinary.

His environment was the commonplace City of London; his occupation a

shrieking incongruity for a spiritual man--he was an insurance broker.

And a prosperous insurance broker.

Sometimes he sat before the silver fire grate of his sitting-room,

amazed at the contradictory evidence of his own genius. Here (said he,

thinking impartially) was a man with a Conscious Soul, beside whom other

men were clods, vegetables, animals of the field, slaves to their

material demands. Lifted above the world and its peculiarly grimy

interests, he was a man whose spiritual head rose above fog and was one

with the snow-capped mountains and the blue skies. And yet--here was

the truly astonishing thing--he could grapple most practically with

these materialists and could tear from the clenched and frenzied paws

large quantities of soiled and greasy money....

“No, Trenter, I shall be out to-morrow afternoon. Will you please tell

Mr. Robert that I will see him at my office. Thank you, Trenter.”

Trenter inclined his head respectfully and went back to the telephone.

“No, sir, Mr. Selsbury will not be at home to-morrow.”

Bobbie Selsbury was annoyed.

“Will you tell him that he promised to play in a foursome with me, tell

him--ask him to come to the telephone.”

Gordon got up from his tapestried armchair with an expressionless face.

Before the servants he revealed nothing in the least degree emotive.

“Yes, yes, I know!” wearily. “But I had a prior engagement. You must get

somebody else. Old Mendlesohn ... what’s the matter with him? Rubbish,

my dear fellow.... At any rate, you must get somebody--I’m tremendously

busy to-morrow.... I don’t feel like discussing my business on the

telephone. Good-bye.”

He paced his dignified way to his den. Gordon Selsbury once rowed six

in the Varsity boat--there were crossed oars above his fireplace, though

he thought the display in bad taste. He had once been a fresher whose

chief joy in life had been to steal policemen’s helmets and ride a

bicycle down forbidden pathways, and to sprint from proctors. It seemed

difficult to believe. He was tall and good-looking in the Apollo

Belvedere manner. Fair, with a forehead which was large and thoughtful,

he baffled instant analysis by carrying through life two inches of

sidewhisker on either cheek. Men seeing him first thought he wrote music

or played a ’cello. Women on introduction guessed him as a dancer of

amazing agility, or possibly a film artist.

“Trenter....”

Trenter waited, his head attentively thrust forward, a simulation of

intense interest on his sharp features. He continued to wait, even as

Gordon continued to frown at the fireplace.

“Trenter....”

“Yes, sir?”

Slowly Mr. Selsbury turned his head until his eyes met Trenter’s.

“I saw you kissing the parlourmaid this morning. You are a married man,

I believe?”

Trenter blinked apprehensively. He was indeed married.

“I do not wish that sort of thing to happen again,” said Gordon, mildly

scandalised. “You are a married man with responsibilities which cannot

be ignored or set on one side. Eleanor, as I understand her name to be,

is a young girl, possibly inflammable, certainly impressionable. To

cloud a young girl’s life by awakening in her heart a passion which you

cannot return is most reprehensible. Even I have been rocked by the

current which the stone you cast has set into motion. My shaving water

was late this morning. This must not occur again.”

“No, sir,” said Trenter.

News comes instantly to the servants’ hall in any event. Now, telepathy

lagged behind Trenter’s spoken word.

Eleanor, tall, svelte, pallid of face, black eyebrows and eyes that

flashed, interrupted the operation of a lip-stick to listen. She was

tremulously indignant.

“Because he’s a St. Andrew, does he think that we haven’t any human

feelings? The poor cold-blooded fish! I’ll let him know that I won’t be

talked about and my name took away--taken away, I mean--by a prying,

sneaking, rubber-soled spy. He is too!”

“Who’s this St. Andrew?” Trenter was suspicious of all saints, being by

marriage a Primitive Baptist.

“He’s the man that women tempted and he wouldn’t,” said Eleanor,

prepared to drop the illustration. But Trenter was of another mind.

“Who’s been tempting him?” he asked, darkling eyed.

“Nobody: not if it’s me you mean. I’d like to see him put his arm round

_my_ waist! He’d never forget it!”

“He wouldn’t forget himself anyway,” said Trenter, relieved.

She tossed her head sceptically.

“Oh, I don’t know!” she said, and nodded to a warm, large woman in the

gingham and apron of her profession. “Ask cook!”

Trenter was dazed.

“Good God!--not you, cook?” he asked in a whisper.

Happily Mrs. Magglesark was not a quick thinker.

“Yes; I saw him too,” she said, and Eleanor, in terror that the telling

of the story should go elsewhere, trod on the opening of the cook’s

narrative.

“Me and cook--that is to say cook and I--were on top of a ’bus last

Sunday----”

“In Knightsbridge.” Thus the cook claimed her equal share of the

copyright.

“We were laughing and talking when cook said ‘Look, Nelly--there’s the

boss.’”

“I said ‘If that isn’t his nibs!’” amended Mrs. Magglesark.

“And there he was!” said Eleanor. “With a girl, very tall and dressed in

black, and he was holding her hand!”

“In the street?” incredulously.

“In the car: from the top of a ’bus you can look down into cars, if

they’re open. Many a sight I’ve seen!”

“Was she pretty?” asked Trenter, man-like.

Eleanor’s lips pursed.

“Well, I suppose some people would call her pretty. Did you think she

was pretty, cook?”

Mrs. Magglesark, having reached the age when she regarded all young

people as passable, thought she was pretty.

“Holding her hand!” Trenter was very thoughtful. “It wasn’t Mrs. van

Oynne?”

“Who is she?”

“She’s been here twice to tea. An American lady, rather well-dressed.

Heloise! That’s her name. And a good-looker. She usually wears black and

paradise feathers.”

“_She_ wore paradise feathers!” said cook and Eleanor together.

Trenter nodded.

“That’s her,” he said, “but there’s nothing in it. She’s a highbrow.

Reads books and all that. Last time she was here, she and him discussed

the Ego Soul. The little bits I heard I couldn’t make head or tail of.”

Eleanor was impressed.

“Funny for him to be discussing eggs,” she said.

It was not funny for Gordon Selsbury to discuss anything. With Heloise

van Oynne there seemed to be no subject, from kidney beans to

metaphysics, that he could not examine profitably. It is true that he

did most of the talking, but her rapt gaze rectified deficiencies of

speech.

Gordon sat with her that afternoon in the tearoom of the Coburg Hotel,

and they were comparatively alone.

“There is something I have wanted to say to you ever since I met you,

Heloise,” he said softly. “A month! It almost seems incredible! If our

theories are substantial it is incredible. We met before in the Temple

of Atlantis, where the bearded priests chanted the day through. And you

were a great lady and I was a humble gladiator. That the gladiatorial

games and even the factions of the circus have a more remote antiquity

than Rome, I am certain. Who knows but that the last remnants of dying

Atlantis were not the first peoples of Etruscan civilisation ...?”

Her fine eyes agreed with that theory. They said as plainly as though

the words were spoken: “How brilliant of you to associate Etruria with

the mythical civilisation of Atlantis!”

On the other hand, her eyes did not say many things that she thought.

“What is so fine about friendship,” Gordon was going on, “is that we

have lifted common interest above the sordid range of philanderism.”

“How’s that?”

Her head was bent forward eagerly, enquiringly. Trenter had the same

trick, only he looked pained.

“I mean”--Gordon Selsbury flicked a crumb of cake daintily from his

knee--“we have never tarnished the bright surface of our friendship

with that weakness which is so glibly styled ‘love.’”

“Oh!” Heloise van Oynne sat back in her basket chair. “That’s so,” she

said, and if there was a sense of immense satisfaction in her tone, even

one attuned to her spiritual wavelength would not have observed the

circumstance.

“The perfect sympathy, the perfect understanding, the dovetailing of

mind into mind, the oneness of a mutual soul--these transcend all

sentient impressions, whatever be the label they bear.”

She smiled slowly and with infinite sweetness and comradeship. Heloise

invariably smiled at Gordon that way when she wasn’t quite sure what he

was talking about. Though, as to souls----

“The soul is certainly the finest thing we have around,” she said, in

deep thought. “That’s where we’ve got most people skinned--I should say,

at a disadvantage, you and I, Gordon. One doesn’t like to bare one’s

heart; one shrinks instinctively even from self-revelation.”

She sighed as one who had got through an exercise of considerable

difficulty. Then, observing by certain signs that he had only, so to

speak, removed the lid of his introspections and that the real contents

of his mind would shortly spill, to be gathered up and replaced by her

none too sure hands, she interjected hastily:

“You were telling me, Gordon, about a cousin of yours in Australia--she

must certainly be interesting, and I’m just mad to hear about your

relations. I like you, Gordon--a lot. There’s nothing about you that

doesn’t fascinate me.”

She laid a gloved hand on his knee. No other woman could lay a hand,

gloved or ungloved, on Gordon Selsbury’s knee without his calling for

the police. But Heloise ... he laid his hand gently on hers.

“Diana? Well, really, I know nothing about her except that she had that

tremendous affair with a fellow called Dempsi. I told you that. She’s

very well off, I believe. I’ve taken a little notice of her--sent her a

few books and a word or two of advice. I often think that a man’s advice

is ever so much more acceptable to a young girl than a woman’s. When

were we talking about her? Oh, of course, I remember! It was when we had

that tremendous talk on the growth of the Ego....”

“Is she fair or dark?” Heloise nimbly blocked the road to metaphysics.

“I really don’t know. I had a letter from my aunt--her aunt also--just

before the poor creature died. She said that Diana had forgotten Dempsi

and wondered where she could get his photograph--the man is dead. Has it

ever occurred to you, Heloise, how absurd are such terms as life and

de----”

“Diana!” mused Heloise, aloud. “Poor little Australian girl. I should

like to meet her, Gordon.”

Gordon shook his head, smiling gently.

“I cannot imagine anything less likely,” he said, “than your meeting

her.”

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