II

The young couple bought a small house on the outskirts of the city,

some distance beyond the Nye, where it flows at right angles with its

original course, and in the general region of fastidious growth, but in

a settlement of inexpensive villas to one side of the trend of fashion.

The bridegroom had not forgotten his liberal intention to begin

housekeeping on a somewhat more ambitious scale than his salary as a

clerk had warranted. He was now the senior partner in the firm of

Stuart & Robinson, lumber dealers, which had been in existence six

months. He had parted from his employers, Toler & Company, on the

first of January, because of their refusal to accede to his demands,

and had been able to persuade the comrade with five thousand dollars,

to whom he had referred at his first meeting with Constance to enter

into a business alliance. Robinson was three years his junior, and

without commercial experience, but eager to turn the windfall, which

had come to him through the death of an aunt into a cool million. What

could be more natural than to take advantage of the experience which

Stuart offered him--an experience which gave promise of swift and

lucrative operations in the near future?

It was a very modest establishment, from the standpoint of affluence.

A neat little house of eight rooms supplied with modern improvements,

and, though one of a builder's batch, designed with some regard for

artistic effect, which indicated that a preference for harmonious

beauty was working in the popular mind of Benham against the idols,

colorless uniformity and bedizened ugliness. To the bride, whose

experience of housekeeping was limited to a country town where

colorless uniformity ruled undisturbed and modern improvements were

unknown, the expenditure of her nest-egg of five thousand dollars in

this complete little home seemed an investment no less enchanting than

wise. Five thousand for the house, with a subsequent mortgage upon it

of one thousand for the purchase of the furniture and to provide a

small bank balance for emergencies. This was her contribution to the

domestic partnership, and she rejoiced to think that her ability to

help to this extent would leave Emil a free hand for the display of his

business talent.

The basis of a newly married woman's peace of soul is trust. She feels

that the responsibility is on her husband to make good the manly

qualities with which she has endowed him, and because of which she has

consented to become his mate. Occasionally during the first few months

of her married life Constance laughed to think that all her maidenly

eagerness to solve the riddle of life brilliantly, and all her profound

searching of the mysteries of the universe should have ended in her

becoming an every-day housewife with dustpan and brush, and the wife of

one who, to all outward appearances, was an every-day young man. But

her laugh savored of gladness. She had given herself to him because

she had faith that his energy, self-reliance, fearless humor and

sympathetic hatred of shams would distinguish him presently from the

common herd of men, and vindicate her infatuation. She had given

herself to him, besides, because he loved her--a delightful

consciousness. Accordingly, she enclosed herself in the web of

happiness which her confidence in him had spun about her, and took up

her domestic duties with light-hearted devotion.

Nevertheless, no woman emerges from her honeymoon with exactly the same

estimate of her lover as before. If nothing else, she has seen his

mental and moral characteristics in their undress, so to speak, and

become habituated to their sublimity. We may be no less fond of a

person whose anecdotes have grown familiar to us, and analogously a

wife does not weary of her husband's qualities merely because they have

lost the glamor of novelty. On the contrary she is apt to continue to

adore them because they are his. Still she feels free to scrutinize

them closely and--unconsciously at least--to submit them to the test of

her own silent judgment. She discovers, too, of course, that he has

sides and idiosyncrasies the existence of which she never suspected.

Ordinarily she finds to her surprise that his attitude in regard to

this or that matter has shifted perceptibly since marriage, so that,

instead of being lukewarm or ardent, as the case may be, he has become

almost strenuous or indifferent in his attitude. Hence she divines

that during their courtship some of his real opinions and tendencies

have been kept in retreat.

Constance sensibly had decided in advance that Emil was not perfect, so

she was prepared to discover a blemish here and there. In spite of her

happiness it became obvious to her during the first six months of their

married life that the self-confidence which had attracted her verged at

times on braggadocio, and moreover that opposition or disappointment

made him sour and morose. If his affairs were prospering, his spirits

rose, his wits scintillated, and he spoke of the world with a gay, if

sardonic, forbearance, which suggested that it was soon to be his

foot-ball. But if matters went wrong, he not only became depressed,

but was prone to dwell upon his own ill-luck, and inveigh bitterly

against the existing conditions of society. She had noticed from the

first days of their acquaintance that there appeared to be an

inconsistency between his eagerness to grow rich and his enmity toward

the capitalists of Benham; but she had gathered that he was merely

eager to put himself in a position where his sympathy for the toiling

mass could be fortified by the opportunities which wealth would afford.

But now that his feverish absorption in business had apparently

banished all interest in philanthropic undertakings from his thoughts,

the inconsistency was more conspicuous.

Constance spoke to Emil about this at last. Naturally, she broached

the topic when he was in one of his sanguine moods. In response he

took out his pocket-book and asked her how much she required, having

jumped to the conclusion that she was beating around the bush and had

some particular object of charity in view.

"You don't understand, exactly, Emil," she answered. "I'm not asking

for money; I was merely hoping that having me to provide for isn't

going to cut you off from your former associations--to lessen your

sympathy with political movements for the protection of the people such

as you used to take part in before we were married."

Stuart frowned, and thrust his hands deep into his pockets as he was

apt to do when he felt his oats. "You don't seem to realize,

Constance, that a man starting in business needs all his energy and

watchfulness to avoid having his head thrust under water by the fellows

who are on the surface of the commercial whirlpool and who don't want

company. When I've got the sharks in my line of trade where I want

them, which is, metaphorically speaking, at the bottom of the pond,

it'll be time enough to take up politics. You'd like to see me in

Congress some day, wouldn't you? Well, that will be plain sailing for

me in this district as soon as I control the lumber business of Benham,

little saint."

This sounded plausible, and did not seem to admit of argument, provided

the consummation of the business supremacy indicated by her husband was

not deferred too long. She dismissed the matter from her mind for the

time being. It was less easy to dispose of another tendency which had

revealed itself in unmistakable guise since their marriage, and this

was Emil's indifferent attitude, not merely toward her form of

religious faith, but toward all religion. Within a short time after

their acquaintance began she had discovered that he was not an

Episcopalian, and that his views regarding the spiritual problems of

the universe were not those of orthodox Christians. But on the other

hand, although he was fond even then of blowing down her card-houses,

as he called them, with an occasional blast of scientific truth, he had

been ready to accompany her to church and had never seemed lacking in

reverence. She had asked herself the question why she should stifle

her love for him merely because his conception of the eternal mysteries

did not coincide with her own, and she had answered it by the

independent assurance that his attitude toward life was the important

consideration. She had even been fascinated by his broad outlook on

the universe, with his flashing eyes and his righteous contempt for

some of the dogmas of the sects. He had seemed to her imagination at

such times almost as a reforming archangel purging away the dross of

superstition and convention from the essentials of religious faith. He

did not believe in the miracles, it is true, because he regarded them

as violations of the laws of the universe; but was he not a firm

believer in the spirit of Christian conduct?

She had reasoned thus as a maiden, and had never doubted the soundness

of her self-justification. But the sequel was disturbing to her peace

of mind and to her hopes. It was not Emil's refusal to go to church,

nor his dedication of the Sabbath to mere rest and recreation which

distressed her, but his scornful tone in regard to any form of

religious ceremonial; his scornful tone toward her own reverence for

the faith in which she had been educated. Even the term of endearment

which he coined for her, "little saint," was a jocose and condescending

appellation reflecting on her susceptibility to ideas which clever

people had discarded as fatuous. She could have borne without

complaint going to church alone had he been willing to respect her

opinions as she respected his. But on her return from service he was

sure to greet her with some ironical jest which made painfully clear

that he regarded her habit of worship as a sign of mental inferiority.

His own habit on Sunday was to remain in bed until after the church

hour. Then he would establish himself in a loose-fitting woolen

garment, which he called his smoking-jacket, on the porch or in the

sitting-room and read the Sunday papers, with a pipe in his mouth.

Sometimes he played on his violin, and by the time Constance returned

he was ready for a short walk, ostensibly for the sake of exercising a

small black and white terrier. His wife could not accompany him on

this stroll, for she could not neglect their mid-day dinner, and when

he sat down at table he was apt, if the weather was fine, to refer

pathetically to the sin of having wasted it in the city. "If only you

were content, little saint, to worship nature with me," he would say,

"we would get away into the country with a luncheon basket the first

thing in the morning and make a day of it in the woods."

There was something winsome in this proposition, especially as the

inability to enjoy an outing because of her reluctance to renounce

church worship seemed to spoil his day in a double sense. For, as a

consequence, he ate a huge Sunday dinner, including two bottles of

beer, smoked more than his wont, and after a tirade against the evils

of monopoly or some kindred topic invariably fell into a heavy slumber

on the lounge, from which he did not awaken until nearly sunset.

"Another Sunday wasted," he more than once remarked by way of

melancholy comment on this state of affairs.

No wonder that Constance was perplexed as to her duty. Since coming to

Benham she had been a member of Rev. George Prentiss's parish. Her

mother was of English descent, and Constance had been brought up in the

Episcopal faith. At Colton there had been no church of that

denomination, and to attend the Episcopal service one had to drive or

walk two miles to a neighboring village. It had often seemed to

Constance more important to remain at home with her invalid mother than

to take this excursion. Consequently, during her girlhood, she had

been irregular in her attendance at church. Frequently, in order to be

able to return home more speedily, she had worshipped at the Methodist

or Unitarian meeting-house in the village. Sometimes she had stayed

away altogether; therefore she understood the fascination of communion

with books or with spring buds or autumn leaves as a substitute for

worship in the sanctuary. Her untrammelled experience had made her

open-minded and independent, but on the other hand the difficulty of

kneeling at her own shrine had nourished her sentiment for the

Episcopal faith, so that she had rejoiced spiritually in the

opportunity, which her residence in Benham afforded, to become a

regular and devoted member of Mr. Prentiss's flock. Moreover, the

vital character of St. Stephen's as a religious body had appealed to

her. The little church near Colton had been a peaceful and poetic, but

poor and unenterprising establishment. Contrasted with it, St.

Stephen's appeared a splendid and powerful influence for righteousness,

stirring deeply her æsthetic sensibilities, and at the same time

proving its living, practical grasp on human character through its able

pastor and active organization. St. Stephen's never slumbered; St.

Stephen's prided itself on its ardent faith and essentially modern

spirit; and St. Stephen's, by common acceptance, was synonymous with

its rector, Rev. George Prentiss.

Mr. Prentiss had grown up with the church. That is, he had been curate

to the Rev. Henry Glynn, an Englishman who had selected Benham as a

promising pasture for the propagation of the Episcopal faith beyond the

pale of the mother country, who had gone forth into the wilderness and

had lived to see a goodly flock of sheep browsing beneath his

ministrations. Mr. Glynn was a pioneer, and had gone forth in the

early seventies when Benham was in the throes of rapid progress and

extraordinary development from month to month. His mission had been to

spread the tenets of his sect by the zeal and eloquence of his

testimony, and to provide a suitable edifice for the human souls

attracted by his teachings. In his time the congregation forsook the

small and primitive structure, erected in hot haste within a year of

his arrival, for a commodious and sufficiently æsthetic building.

Before his death, which occurred prematurely, Benham had become a large

and important municipality. His successor found himself not only the

pastor of the leading Episcopal Church of the city--which had also in

the process of social evolution become the most fashionable and

probably the richest church in the city--but a shepherd in a wilderness

of a different sort. In other words, he was brought suddenly face to

face with the problems which confront earnest spirits eager to redeem

human nature in a huge industrial community. The former wilderness had

blossomed, even with the rose, but the thistles, tares, and rank grass

which fought for mastery with the wholesome vegetation had

revolutionized the soil. There were scores of saloons in Benham; there

was a herd of immoral women on the streets of Benham; and, most

perplexing problem of all, perhaps, there were, only a mile apart, the

picturesque neighborhood of the Riverside Drive with its imposing,

princely, private mansions, and Smith Street, boulevard of unwholesome

tenement-houses, garnished with rumshops and squalid lives--contrast

repugnant and disconcerting to American ideals, and to him as an

American.

But Rev. George Prentiss was not the man to shrink from deep and

important responsibilities. On the contrary, it might be said of him

that he revelled in them. The consciousness that, in spite of Benham's

mushroom-like growth as a proud testimonial to the sacredness of

institutions established by the free-born, the city had begun closely

to resemble large cities everywhere was sobering, but on the whole,

inspiriting to him as a worker. His mission was clearly disclosed to

him--a mission worthy of the energies of a clergyman eager to bring his

church into closer touch with everyday life and common human

conditions. For Mr. Prentiss as an American and a churchman was

ambitious for the future of the Episcopal faith. His predecessor and

friend had seen in their pastorate only a glorious continuation of

English orthodoxy--a spiritual revolt from dissent, transcendentalism

and cold, intellectual independence, which would, in the end, gather

sixty million people into a Protestant fold, national in its title and

dimensions. Mr. Prentiss shared this delectable vision, but he would

not have American Episcopacy a mere blind imitation of the mother

church or a colonial dependency. He felt that it behooved those of his

faith on this side of the Atlantic to gird their loins zealously, and

to guide their sheep fearlessly, receiving with respectful attention

the interpretations of the spiritual lords of Great Britain regarding

dogma, but exercising intelligent discretion in regard to their

adoption. This attitude, which might be called patriotism, in some

sense reflected the pride which Dante, that stern censor of prelates,

condemns. Was the Church of England to prescribe doctrine to the

thriving, hardy child of its loins forever? Surely not, now that that

child, waxing in size and resources and dignified with power, promised

soon to rival its parent. It was agreeable to the rector of St.

Stephen's to reflect that the tide of fashion was bearing the children

of Unitarian and other indeterminate faiths into the fold of the true

and living church of Christ. It was also agreeable to behold in his

mind's eye that church--the American church--taking advantage of this

splendid opportunity and accepting with fearless and uncompromising

zeal the challenge of infidelity and materialism. The people were

tired, he believed, of intellectual, spiritual dissipation, in which

each soul formed its own conception of God, and defined the terms of

its own compact with Him. They were welcoming fervor, passion, color

and all the symbols of a faith which beholds in man a miserable sinner

redeemed through the blood of Christ. If the people of his nationality

had been reluctant in the days of their early history, when population

was sparse and sin was kept at bay by primitive economic conditions, to

admit that man was a sinner, could they doubt it now? Was not Benham

with its bustling, seething, human forces an eloquent testimonial to

the reality of evil and the intensity of the struggle between the

powers of darkness? The Church's mission--his mission--was to take an

active part, in a modern spirit, in the great work of regeneration by

bringing light to the blind, sympathy and relief to the down-trodden

and protection to the oppressed.

Mr. Prentiss had carried his theories energetically into practice. He

had striven to make St. Stephen's a tabernacle for the prosperous and

the fortunate and also for the desolate and the friendless. His wish

would have been to see them intermingled at morning service without

regard to vested rights, but his wardens assured him that the finances

of the church could not be conducted successfully except on the basis

of inviolable pew ownership until after the morning service had begun.

But he was able to throw the church open in the afternoon to the

general public, and to reserve in the morning certain gallery and less

desirable benches for the accommodation of young men and women students

who wished to worship regularly and could not afford to hire seats. If

it was at first a tribulation to him that his congregation was rich and

fashionable and a little stolid, their liberality on collection days

was a great compensation, for it gave him scope for extending his

influence along the line of his ambition by the establishment of the

mission church, known as the Church of the Redeemer, in the heart of

Benham's arid social quarter, as an adjunct to St. Stephen's, and to be

maintained by the generosity of that body of Christians. When this

undertaking was in full operation, under the direction of a competent

curate, Mr. Prentiss experienced fewer qualms as he looked down from

his reading-desk at the gay bonnets and costly toilets of his own

parishioners. He had been assured by several women active in church

work that the independent poor were not fond of worshipping where their

clothes would show at a disadvantage. As a Christian who was an

American, he deplored the formation of classes in the sheep-fold of the

church; yet he reasoned that the preferences of human nature could not

be ignored altogether in a matter of this kind, and it was evident that

his parishioners preferred to worship God in full possession of their

property rights, surrounded by their social acquaintance. There was a

zest, too, in the knowledge that he was the rector of the important and

powerful people of the city, and that he had the opportunity to

denounce the commercial spirit of the age in the presence of men like

Carleton Howard, the millionaire, and women like his sister, Mrs.

Randolph Wilson, and their friends. If he could reach their hearts,

what might he not hope for? Obviously by the support of this class the

Church could not fail to increase its revenues and extend its power.

The triumph of the Church was after all, for him, the essential

thing--the illumination of the souls of men through faith in the

Christian ideal. So with this end constantly in view, Rev. George

Prentiss ministered to his well-favored congregation in St. Stephen's,

and vicariously, and often by personal service, conducted a crusade

against ignorance and sin in the Church of the Redeemer and its

neighborhood.

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