CHAPTER VII

NINON'S TABLE D'HÔTE

The day dies in sultry languor. A warm night breathes upon the town,

and in the exhaustion of light and hush of sound, life strikes sharply

on the ear and brain.

It was early in the evening when I returned home, and, sitting in the

window, I read till surprised by the dusk; and when my eyes could no

longer follow the printed page, holding the book between finger and

thumb, my face resting on the other hand, I looked out on the garden,

allowing my heart to fill with dreams. The book that had interested me

dealt with the complex technique of the art of the Low Countries--a

book written by a painter. It has awakened in me memories of all

kinds, heartrending struggles, youthful passion, bitter

disappointments; it has called into mind a multitude of thoughts and

things, and, wearied with admiring many pictures and arguing with

myself, I am now glad to exchange my book for the gentle

hallucinations of the twilight.

I see a line of leafage drawn across the Thames, but the line dips,

revealing a slip of grey water with no gleam upon it. Warehouses and a

factory chimney rise ghostly and grey, and so cold is that grey tint

that it might be obtained with black and white; hardly is the warmth

of umber needed. Behind the warehouses and the factory chimney the sky

is murky and motionless, but higher up it is creamy white, and there

is some cloud movement. Four lamps, two on either side of the factory

chimney, look across the river; one constantly goes out--always the

same lamp--and a moment after it springs into its place again. Across

my window a beautiful branch waves like a feather fan. It is the only

part of the picture worked out in detail. I watch its soft and almost

imperceptible swaying, and am tempted to count the leaves. Below it,

and a little beyond it, between it and the river, night gathers in the

gardens; and there, amid serious greens, passes the black stain of a

man's coat, and, in a line with the coat, in the beautifully swaying

branch, a belated sparrow is hopping from twig to twig, awakening his

mates in search for a satisfactory resting-place. In the sharp towers

of Temple Gardens the pigeons have gone to sleep. I can see the cots

under the conical caps of slate.

The gross, jaded, uncouth present has slipped from me as a garment

might, and I see the past like a little show, struggles and

heartbreakings of long ago, and watch it with the same indifferent

curiosity as I would the regulated mimicry of a stage play. Pictures

from the past come and go without an effort of will; many are habitual

memories, but the one before me rises for the first time--for fifteen

years it has lain submerged, and now like a water weed or flower it

rises--the Countess Ninon de Calvador's boudoir! Her boudoir or her

drawing-room, be that as it may, the room into which I was ushered

many years ago when I went to see her. I was then a young man, very

thin, with sloping shoulders, and that pale gold hair that Manet

used to like to paint. I had come with a great bouquet for Ninon,

for it was _son jour de fête_, and was surprised and somewhat

disappointed to meet a large brunette with many creases in her neck, a

loose and unstayed bosom; one could hardly imagine Ninon dressed

otherwise than in a _peignoir_--a blue _peignoir_ seemed inevitable.

She was sitting by a dark, broad-shouldered young man when I came

in; they were sitting close together; he rose out of a corner and

showed me an impressionistic picture of a railway station. He was

one of the many young men who at that time thought the substitution of

dots of pink and yellow for the grey and slate and square brushwork of

Bastien Lepage was the certain way to paint well. I learned

afterwards, during the course of the evening, that he was looked at

askance, for even in Montmartre it was regarded as a dishonour to

allow the lady with whom you lived to pay for your dinner. Villiers de

L'Isle Adam, who had once been Ninon's lover, answered the reproaches

levelled against him for having accepted too largely of her

hospitality with, "Que de bruit pour quelques côtelettes!" and his

transgressions were forgiven him for the sake of the _mot_ which

seemed to summarise the moral endeavour and difficulties of the entire

quarter. When Villiers was her lover Villiers was middle-aged, and

Ninon was a young woman; but when I knew her she was interested in the

young generation, yet she kept friends with all her old lovers, never

denying them her board. How funny was the impressionist's indignation

against Villiers! He charged him with having squandered a great part

of Ninon's fortune, but Villiers's answer to the young man was, "He

talks like the _concierge_ in my story of 'Les Demoiselles de

Bienfillatre.'"

Poor Villiers was not much to blame; it was part of Ninon's

temperament to waste her money, and the canvases round the room

testified that she spent a great deal on modern art. She certainly had

been a rich woman; rumour credited her with spending fifty thousand

francs a year, and in her case rumour said no more than the truth, for

it would require that at least to live as she lived, keeping open

house to all the literature, music, painting, and sculpture done in

Montmartre. At first sight her hospitality seems unreasonable, but

when one thinks one sees that it conforms to the rules of all

hospitality. There must be a principle of selection, and were the

_ratés_ she entertained less amusing than the people one meets in

Grosvenor Square or the Champs Elysées? Any friend could introduce

another, that is common practice, but at Ninon's there was a

restriction which I never met elsewhere--no friend could bring another

unless the newcomer was a _raté_--in other words, unless he had

written music or verse, or painted or carved, in a way that did not

appeal to the taste of the ordinary public; inability to reach the

taste of the general public was the criterion that obtained there.

The windows of Ninon's boudoir opened upon the garden, and on my

expressing surprise at its size and at the large trees that grew

there, she gave me permission to admire and investigate; and I walked

about the pond, interested in the numerous ducks, in the cats, in the

companies of macaws and cockatoos that climbed down from their perches

and strutted across the swards. I came upon a badger and her brood,

and at my approach they disappeared into an enormous excavation, and

behind the summer-house I happened upon a bear asleep and retreated

hurriedly. But on going towards the house I heard a well-known voice.

"That is Augusta Holmes singing her opera," I said; "she sings all the

different parts--soprano, contralto, tenor, and bass." At this time we

were all talking about her, and I stood by the window listening until

suddenly a well-known smell interrupted her. It was Ninon's cat that

had misconducted herself. A window was thrown open, but the

ventilation did not prove sufficient. Augusta and her admirers had to

leave the piano, and they came from the house glad to breathe the

evening air. How dear to me are flowered gowns and evening skies and

women with scarfs about their shoulders. Ah! what a beautiful evening

it was! And how well do I remember the poet comparing the darkening

sky to a blue veil with the moon like a gold beetle upon it. One of

the women had brought a guitar with her, and again Augusta's voice

streamed up through the stillness, till, compelled by the beauty of

the singing, we drew nearer; as the composer sang her songs attitudes

grew more abandoned, and hands fell pensively. Among the half-seen

faces I caught sight of a woman of exceeding fairness; her hair had

only a faint tinge of gold in it; and Ninon remembered that she was a

cousin of hers, one whom she had not seen for many years. How Clare

had discovered her in the Rue la Moine she could not tell. It was

whispered that she was the wife of a rich _commerçant_ at Tours.

This added to the mystery, and later in the evening the lady told me

she had never been in artistic society before, and begged me to point

out to her the celebrities present, and to tell her why they were

celebrated.

"Who is he--that one slouching towards the pond, that one wearing grey

trousers and a black jacket?--oh!"

My companion's exclamation was caused by a new sight of Verlaine; at

that moment he had lifted off his hat (the evening was still warm),

and the great bald skull, hanging like a cliff over the shaggy

eyebrows, shaggy as furze bushes, frightened her. The poet continued

his walk round the pond, and, turning suddenly towards us, he stopped

to speak to me. I was but a pretext; he clearly wished to speak to my

companion. But how strangely did he suit his conversation to her, yet

how characteristic of his genius were the words I heard as I turned

away, thinking to leave them together--"If I were in love with a young

girl or with a young man?" My companion ran forward quickly and seized

my arm. "You must not leave me with him," she said. On account of his

genius Verlaine was a little slow to see things outside of

himself--all that was within him was clear, all without him obscure;

so we had some difficulty in getting rid of him, and as soon as he was

out of hearing my companion inquired eagerly who he was, and I was

astonished at the perception she showed. "Is he a priest? I mean, was

he ever a priest?" "A sort of cross between a thieves' kitchen and a

presbytery. He is the poet Verlaine. The singer of the sweetest verses

in the French language--a sort of ambling song like a robin's. You

have heard the robin singing on a coral hedge in autumn-tide; the

robin confesses his little soul from the topmost twig; his song is but

a tracery of his soul, and so is Verlaine's. His gift is a vision of

his own soul, and he makes a tracery as you might of a drawing with a

lead pencil, never troubling himself to inquire if what he traces is

good or ill. He knows that society regards him as an outcast, but

society's point of view is not the only one, that he knows too, and

also, though he be a lecher, a crapulous and bestial fellow at times,

at other times he is a poet, a visionary, the only poet that

Catholicism has produced since Dante. Huysmans, the apologist of

Gilles de Rais,--there he is over yonder, talking to the impressionist

painter, that small thin man with hair growing thickly, low down on

his forehead--Huysmans somewhere in his description of the trial of

the fifteenth-century monster, the prototype, so it is said, of the

nursery tale of Blue Beard, speaks of the white soul of the Middle

Ages; he must have had Verlaine on his mind, for Verlaine has spoken

of himself as a mediaeval Catholic, that is to say a Catholic in whom

sinning and repentance alternates regularly as night and day. Verlaine

has not cut the throats of so many little boys as Gilles de Rais, but

Gilles de Rais always declared himself to be a good Catholic. Verlaine

abandons himself to the Church as a child to a fairy tale; he does

trouble to argue whether the Conception of the Virgin was Immaculate;

the mediaeval sculptors have represented her attired very prettily in

cloaks with long folds, they have put graceful crowns upon her head,

and Verlaine likes these things; they inspire him to write, he feels

that belief in the Church is part of himself, and his poetical genius

is to tell his own story; he is one of the great soul-tellers. From a

literary point of view there is a good deal to be said in favour of

faith when it is not joined with practice; acceptation of dogma

shields one from controversy; it allows Verlaine to concentrate

himself entirely upon things; it weans him away from ideas--the curse

of modern literature--and makes him a sort of divine vagrant living

his life in the tavern and in the hospital. It is only those who have

freed themselves from all prejudice that get close to life, who get

the real taste of life--the aroma as from a wine that has been many

years in bottle. And Verlaine is aware that this is so. Sometimes he

thinks he might have written a little more poetry, and he sighs, but

he quickly recovers. 'After all, I have written a good many volumes.'

'And what would art be without life, without love?' He has a verse on

that subject; I wish I could remember it for you. His verse is always

so winsome, so delicate, slender as the birch tree, elegiac like it; a

birch bending over a lake's edge reminds me of Verlaine. He is a lake

poet, but the lake is in a suburb not far from a casino. What makes me

speak about the lake is that for a long time I thought these verses,

Ton âme est un lac d'amour

Dont mes pensêes sont les cygnes.

Vois comme ils font le tour....

were Verlaine's, but they are much less original; their beauty, for

they are beautiful, is conventional; numbers of poets might have

written them, whereas nobody but Verlaine could have written any of

his, really his own, poetry. His desires go sometimes as high as the

crucifix; very often they are in the gutter, hardly poetry at all,

having hardly any beauty except that of truth, and of course the

beauty of a versification that haunts in his ear, for he hears a song

in French verse that no French poet has ever heard before, and a song

so fluent, ranging from the ecstasy of the nightingale to the robin's

little homily.

Oui, c'était par un soir joyeux de cabaret,

Un de ces soirs plutôt trop chauds où l'on dirait

Que le gaz du plafond conspire à notre perte

Avec le vin du zinc, saveur naïve et verte.

On s'amusait beaucoup dans la boutique et on

Entendait des soupirs voisins d'accordéon

Que ponctuaient des pieds frappant presque en cadence.

Quand la porte s'ouvrit de la salle de danse

Vomissant tout un flot dont toi, vers où j'étais,

Et de ta voix fait que soudain je me tais,

S'il te plaît de me donner un ordre péremptoire.

Tu t'écrias 'Dieu, qu'il fait chaud! Patron, à boire!'

"She was from Picardy; and he tells of her horrible accent, and in

elegy number five he continues the confession, telling how his well

beloved used to get drunk.

"Tu fis le saut de ... Seine et, depuis morte-vive,

Tu gardes le vertige et le goût du néant."

"But how can a man confess such things?" my companion asked me, and we

stood looking at each other in the midst of the gardens until an ape,

cattling prettily, ran towards me and jumped into my arms, and looking

at the curious little wizened face, the long arms covered with hair, I

said:

"Verlaine has an extraordinary power of expression, and to be ashamed

of nothing; but to be ashamed is his genius, just as it was Manet's.

It is to his shamelessness that we owe his most beautiful poems, all

written in garrets, in taverns, in hospitals--yes, and in prison."

"In prison! But he didn't steal, did he?" and the _commerçant's_

wife looked at me with a frightened air, and I think her hand went

towards her pocket.

"No, no; a mere love story, a dispute with Rambaud in some haunt of

vice, a knife flashed, Rambaud was stabbed, and Verlaine spent three

years in prison. As for Rambaud, it was said that he repented and

renounced love, entered a monastery, and was digging the soil

somewhere on the shores of the Red Sea for the grace of God. But these

hopes proved illusory; only Verlaine knows where he is, and he will

not tell. The last certain news we had of him was that he had joined a

caravan of Arabs, and had wandered somewhere into the desert with

these wanderers, preferring savagery to civilization. Verlaine

preferred civilized savagery, and so he remained in Paris; and so he

drags on, living in thieves' quarters, getting drunk, writing

beautiful poems in the hospitals, coming out of hospitals and falling

in love with drabs."

Dans ces femmes d'ailleurs je n'ai pas trouvé l'ange

Qu'il eût fallu pour remplacer ce diable, toi!

L'une, fille du Nord, native d'un Crotoy,

Etait rousse, mal grasse et de prestance molle;

Elle ne m'adressa guère qu'une parole

Et c'était d'un petit cadeau qu'il s'agissait,

En revanche, dans son accent d'ail et de poivre,

Une troisième, recemment chanteuse au Havre,

Affectait de dandinement des matelots

Et m'... enguelait comme un gabier tancant les flots,

Mais portrait beau vraiment, sacrédié, quel dommage

La quatrième était sage comme une image,

Châtain clair, peu de gorge et priait Dieu parfois:

Le diantre soit de ses sacrés signes de croix!

Les seize autres, autant du moins que ma mémoire

Surnage en ce vortex, contaient toutes l'histoire

Connue, un amant chic, puis des vieux, puis "l'îlot"

Tantôt bien, tantôt moins, le clair café falot

Les terasses l'été, l'hiver les brasseries

Et par degrés l'humble trottoir en théories

En attendant les bons messieurs compatissants

Capables d'un louis et pas trop repoussants

_Qutorum ego parva pars erim_, me disais-je.

Mais toutes, comme la première du cortège,

Dès avant la bougie éteinte et le rideau

Tiré, n'oubliaient pas le "mon petit cadeau."

"In the verses I have just quoted, you remember, he says that the

fourth was chaste as an image, her hair was pale brown, she had

scarcely any bosom, and prayed to God sometimes. He always hated piety

when it interfered with his pleasure, and in the next verse he says,

'The devil take those sacred signs of the Cross!'"

"But do you know any of these women?"

"Oh, yes; we all know the terrible Sara. She beats him."

The _commerçante's_ wife asked if she were here.

"He wanted to bring her here, in fact he did bring her once, only she

was so drunk that she could not get beyond the threshold, and Ninon's

lover, the painter you saw painting the steam engines, was charged to

explain to the poet that Sara's intemperance rendered her impossible

in respectable society. 'I know Sara has her faults,' he murmured in

reply to all argument, and it was impossible to make him see that

others did not see Sara with his eyes. 'I know she has her faults,' he

repeated, 'and so have others. We all have our faults.' And it was a

long time before he could be induced to come back: hunger has brought

him."

"And who is that hollow-chested man? How pathetic he looks with his

goat-like beard."

"That is the celebrated Cabaner. He will tell you, if you speak to

him, that his father was a man like Napoleon, only more so. He is the

author of many aphorisms; 'that three military bands would be

necessary to give the impression of silence in music' is one. He comes

every night to the Nouvelle Athènes, and is a sort of rallying-point;

he will tell you that his ballad of 'The Salt Herring' is written in a

way that perhaps Wagner would not, but which Liszt certainly would

understand."

"Is his music ever played? Does it sell? How does he live? Not by his

music, I suppose?"

"Yes, by his music, by playing waltzes and polkas in the Avenue de la

Motte Piquet. His earnings are five francs a day, and for thirty-five

francs a month he has a room where many of the disinherited ones of

art, many of those you see here, sleep. His room is furnished--ah, you

should see it! If Cabaner wants a chest of drawers he buys a fountain,

and he broke off the head of the Vénus de Milo, saying that now she no

longer reminded him of the people he met in the streets; he could

henceforth admire her without being troubled by any sordid

recollection. I could talk to you for hours about his unselfishness,

his love of art, his strange music, and his stranger poems, for his

music accompanies his own verses."

"Is he too clever for the public, or not clever enough?"

"Now you're asking me the question we've been asking ourselves for the

last ten years.... The man fumbling at his shirt collar over yonder is

the celebrated Villiers de L'Isle Adam."

And I remember how it pleased me to tell this simple-minded woman all

I knew about Villiers.

"He has no talent whatever, only genius, and that is why he is a

raté," I said.

But the woman was not so simple as I had imagined, and one or two

questions she put to me led me to tell her that Villiers's genius only

appeared in streaks, like gold in quartz.

"The comparison is an old one, but there is no better one to explain

Villiers, for when he is not inspired his writing is very like

quartz."

"His great name----"

"His name is part of his genius. He chose it, and it has influenced

his writings. Have I not heard him say, 'Car je porte en moi les

richesses stériles d'un grand nombre de rois oubliés.'"

"But is he a legitimate descendant?"

"Legitimate in the sense that he desired the name more than any of

those who ever bore it legitimately."

At that moment Villiers passed by me, and I introduced him to her, and

very soon he began to tell us that his _Eve_ had just been

published, and the success of it was great.

"On m'a dit hier de passer à la caisse ... l'edition était épuisée,

vous voyez--il paraît, la fortune est venue ... même à moi."

But Villiers was often tiresomely talkative about trifles, and as soon

as I got the chance I asked him if he were going to tell us one of his

stories, reminding him of one I had heard he had been telling lately

in the _brasseries_ about a man in quest of a quiet village where

he could get rest, a tired composer, something of that kind. Had he

written it? No, he had not written it yet, but now that he knew I

liked it he would get up earlier to-morrow. Some one took him away

from us, and I had to tell my companion the story.

"Better," I said, "he should never write it, for half of it exists in

his voice, and in his gestures, and every year he gets less and less

of himself onto the paper. One has to hear him tell his stories in the

café--how well he tells them! You must hear him tell how a man,

recovering from a long illness, is advised by his doctor to seek rest

in the country, and how, seeing the name of a village on the map that

touches his imagination, he takes the train, feeling convinced he will

find there an Arcadian simplicity. But the village he catches sight of

from the carriage window is a morose and lonely village, in the midst

of desolate plains. And worse than Nature are the human beings he sees

at the station; they lurk in corners, they scrutinise his luggage, and

gradually he believes them all to be robbers and assassins.

"He would escape but he dare not, for he is being followed, so turning

on his pursuers he asks them if they can direct him to a lodging. The

point of Villiers's story is how a suspicion begins in the man's mind,

how it grows like a cancer, and very soon the villagers are convinced

he is an anarchist, and that his trunks are full of material for the

manufacture of bombs. And this is why they dare not touch them. So

they follow him to the farmhouse whither they have directed him, and

tell their fears to the farmer and his wife. Villiers can improvise

the consultations in the kitchen; at midnight in the café, but when

morning comes he cannot write, his brain is empty. You must come some

night to the Nouvelle Athènes to hear him; leaning across the table he

will tell the terror of the hinds and farmer, how they are sure the

house is going to be blown up. The sound of their feet on the

staircase inspires terror in the wretched convalescent. He sits up in

bed, listening, great drops of sweat collected on his forehead. He

dare not get out of bed, but he must; and Villiers can suggest the

sound of feet on the creaking stairs--yes, and the madness of the man

piling furniture against the door, and the agony of those outside

hearing the noise within. When they break into the room they find a

dead man; for terror has killed him. You must come to the Nouvelle

Athènes to hear Villiers tell his story. I'll meet you there to-morrow

night.... Will you dine with me? The dinner there is not really too

bad; perhaps you'll be able to bear with it."

The _commerçant's_ wife hesitated. She promised to come, and she

came; but she did not prove an interesting mistress; why, I cannot

remember, and I am glad to put her out of my mind, for I want to think

of the strange poet whom we heard reciting verses, under the aspen, in

which one of the apes had taken refuge. Through the dimness of the

years I can see his fair hair floating about his shoulders, his blue

eyes and his thin nose. Didn't somebody once describe him as a sort of

sensual Christ? He, too, was after the _commerçant's_ wife. And

didn't he select her as the subject of his licentious verses--reassure

yourself, reader, licentious merely from the point of view of prosody.

"Ta nuque est de santal sur les vifs frissons d'or.

Mais c'est une autre, que j'adore."

The _commerçant's_ wife, forgetful of me, charmed by the poet, by

the excitement of hearing herself made a subject of a poem, drew

nearer. Strange, is it not, that I should remember a few words here

and there?

"Il m'aime, il m'aime pas, et selon l'antique rite

Elle effleurait la Marguerite."

The women still sit, circlewise, as if enchanted, the night inspires

him, and he improvises trifle after trifle. One remembers fragments.

Some time afterwards Cabaner was singing the song of "The Salt

Herring."

"He came along holding in his hands dirty, dirty, dirty,

A big nail pointed, pointed, pointed,

And a hammer heavy, heavy, heavy.

He placed the ladder high, high, high,

Against the wall white, white, white.

He went up the ladder high, high, high,

Placed the nail pointed, pointed, pointed

Against the wall--toc! toc! toc!

He tied to the nail a string long, long, long,

And at the end of it a salt herring, dry, dry, dry,

And letting fall the hammer heavy, heavy, heavy,

He got down from the ladder high, high, high,

And went away, away, away.

Since then at the end of the string long, long, long,

A salt herring dry, dry, dry,

Has been swinging slowly, slowly, slowly.

Now I have composed this story simple, simple, simple,

To make all serious men mad, mad, mad,

And to amuse children, little, little, little."

This was the libretto on which Cabaner wrote music "that Wagner would

not understand, but which Liszt certainly would." Dear, dear Cabaner,

how well I can see thee with thy goat-like beard, and the ape in the

tree interrupting thee; he was not like Liszt, he chattered all night.

Poor ape, he broke his chain earlier in the evening, and it was found

impossible to persuade him to come down. The brute seemed somehow

determined that we should not hear Cabaner. Soon after the cocks began

answering each other, though it was but midnight; and so loud was

their shrilling that I awoke, surprised to find myself sitting at my

window in King's Bench Walk. A moment ago I was in Madame Ninon de

Calvador's garden, and every whit as much as I am now in King's Bench

Walk. Madame Ninon de Calvador--what has become of her?

Is the rest of her story unknown? As I sit looking into the darkness,

a memory suddenly springs upon me. Villiers, who came in when dinner

was half over, brought a young man with him. Fumbling at his shirt

collar, apologising for being late, assuring us that he had dined, he

introduced his friend to the company as a young man of genius, of

extraordinary genius. Don't I remember Villiers's nervous, hysterical

voice! Don't I remember the journalist's voice when he asked Ninon's

lover if he sold his pictures, creating at once a bad impression? By

some accident a plate was given to him, out of which one of the cats

had been fed. The plate might have been given to any one else:

Villiers would not have minded, and as for Cabaner, he never knew what

he was eating; but it was given to the journalist. Now I remember the

young man misconducted himself badly; he struck the table with his

fist, and said, "Et bien, je casse tout." Yes, it was he who wrote the

article entitled "Ninon's Table d'hôte" in the _Gil Blas_, and

from it she learned for the first time how the world viewed her

hospitality, how misinterpreted were her efforts to benefit the arts

and the artists. Somebody told me this story: who I cannot tell; it is

all so long ago. But it seems to me that I remember hearing that it

was this article that killed her.

The passing of things is always a moving subject for meditation, and

it is strange how accident will bring back a scene, explicit in every

detail--a tree taking shape upon the dawning sky, the hairy ugliness

of the ape in its branches, and along the grey grass a waddling squad

of the ducks betaking themselves to the pond, a poet talking to a

_commerçant's_ wife, Madame de Calvador leaning on a lover's arm.

Had I a palette I could match the blue of the _peignoir_ with the

faint grey sky. I could make a picture out of that dusky suburb. Had I

a pen I could write verses about these people of old time, but the

picture would be a shrivelled thing compared with the dream, and the

verses would limp. The moment I sought a pen the pleasure of the

meditation, which is still with me, which still endures, would vanish.

Better to sit by my window and enjoy what remains of the mood and the

memory. The mood has nearly passed, the desire of action is

approaching.... I would give much for another memory, but memory may

not be beckoned, and my mind is dark now, dark as that garden; the

swaying, fan-like bough by my window is nearly one mass of green; the

last sparrow has fallen asleep. I hear nothing.... I hear a horse

trotting in the Strand.

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