CHAPTER XVI.

Mrs. Nuessler took Frida home, and on the way there she dropped many a

word of comfort into her sad heart, and her words fell like rain upon a

dry and parched field. If hope did not spring up strongly in Frida's

heart, she was yet able to wait in patience, and to find rest in Mrs.

Nuessler's reiterated words: "Don't fret about it. Trust my brother

Charles, I am sure that he'll put it all right for you." When Frida

went into her room in the grey of the early morning she felt herself a

different creature from what she had been when she rushed out on the

previous evening. With the spark of hope that had been kindled in her

breast, love and faith had come back to her, and she went up to Sophie

Degel, who was seated in a large arm chair watching over her child, and

stroking her hair gently, said: "I am so much obliged to you, Sophie,

but I'm sure that you're tired; go to bed now."--"Oh, Madam," cried

Sophie starting up--no doubt from the midst of a dream about her lover,

"she has slept quietly all night; she only wakened once, and I gave her

some milk and then she went to sleep again."--"That's right," answered

Mrs. von Rambow, "but now go to bed." When the maid had left the room,

she bent over her little girl's crib and looked at her: no, no, the

baby was far too lovely for the sad fate of a penniless lady of rank;

the mother's thoughts this morning were quite changed from her

desponding forebodings of the evening. Her soul had been writhing in

anguish the night before, and out of that anguish hope had been born

anew in her heart. This child of pain now clasped her in its arms

kissed her and whispered the heavenly words: Faith--and--victory!

Mrs. von Rambow went to bed, and thought of all the people she had seen

that night. Caroline Kegel and Mrs. Nuessler, Mrs. Behrens and Louisa,

Hawermann and Braesig, she could recall their faces clearly, and could

understand their kindness and sympathy; but there was another person

she could not understand, and that was the old Jew. She remembered his

speaking expression, the dark heavy folds of his dressing gown, his

shadowy wrinkled face--a face such as she had never seen before--then

all seemed to grow more misty--when she thought of the last words the

Jew had said to her as he was going away, she seemed to see him growing

larger and larger, but more and more indistinct, and folding her hands

upon her breast, she fell asleep.

She slept and dreamt of the old Jew, but it was a happy dream; at last

she awoke thinking she heard a carriage drive into the yard. She

listened attentively, but body and mind longed for rest, her head sank

back on the pillow, and her happy dream returned to her and whispered

marvellous things in her ears.

She had not been mistaken after all, a carriage had really driven up to

the door, and her husband had come in it.--Since he had left home Alick

had been driving here, there and everywhere, like a man who goes about

the country to buy up eggs and poultry. He had knocked at every door

like a rag merchant. He had begged from men of business, he had made

his moan to friends with whom he had become acquainted at race

meetings, and who had won his money. No one was at home, and the few

whom he met accidentally, had forgotten their purses at home. As long

as we go about the world spending money, we have many friends, but when

we begin to show ourselves a little out at elbows our friends become

ashamed of knowing us. Alick was to learn this by bitter, bitter

experience. He had gone secretly to Schwerin, without his sisters'

knowledge; he had gone to the Jews who had formerly done business with

him with so much pleasure, but what could he mortgage in these bad

times?--He could see Frank's estates in the distance from the window of

his inn; but where was Frank?--He had done what he could, he had even

gone to his brother-in-law, Mr. von Breitenburg, with whom he had

always been on bad terms, had borne with the cool reception he got, and

had explained the difficulties of his position but without mentioning

his sisters' money, and his brother-in-law had stared at him and

turning his back upon him rudely, had said: "'Tu l'as voulu, George

Dandin!' And you really want me to throw my money into the quicksands

that have swallowed yours? My money that I have made by self-denial and

hard work? For, as you know, your sister didn't bring it to me when I

married her."--Alick was about to have reminded him of the money his

father had once borrowed from Moses for him, when his brother-in-law,

wheeled round suddenly and asked point blank: "Where are the L1950

you swindled your sisters out of?"--That was the last straw--his

brother-in-law knew that--he turned deadly pale, staggered out

of the room, and got into his carriage.--"Where?" asked the

coachman.--"Home."--"Where are we to spend the night?"--"At

home."--"The horses will never manage it, Sir."--"They must."--So he

went home, and when he had got out of the carriage, John went and stood

beside his horses: "Ah," he said, "the two horses next the carriage

were knocked up before with the long distances we went, and now the two

leaders are done for. None of them will be up to any work again."

Alick went upstairs to his room with a slow heavy step. It was full

daylight now, and he saw that his room looked the same as usual. He had

always felt so comfortable there before, and all his life he had been

so much ruled by custom. But his heart was changed, his mind and heart

were changed, so that custom had no longer its old influence over him.

He was anxious and restless, and opened the window that the fresh

morning air might cool his heated brow. He threw himself in the arm

chair before his writing table and pressed his head between his hands.

Then his eyes fell upon a letter. The handwriting was well known to

him, for he had often seen it before; he tore it open; yes, it was from

his sister. What was it his brother-in-law Breitenburg had said to him?

Yes, that was it. He looked out of the window, and saw the sun rising

behind the pine wood at Rexow. He looked at the letter again, it was

full of words of kindness; but what good did that do, he had no

money.--He looked out at the window once more, and saw the wheat field

lying before him. Ah, if the wheat were only ripe, if it were thrashed

out and were found to have borne twentyfold more than usual, ah,

then--no, no, even that could not save him.--He looked at the letter

again: kind words! Somehow the words looked graver and more earnest now

than they had done at first--he could not turn his eyes from them--he

read on to the end, and this was the last sentence: "that is the reason

why I wrote to Frida too, for my dear, dear brother if you have not put

out our money safely we poor women are ruined."--"Yes, ruined," he

exclaimed, "ruined!" and he started up and began to pace the room

rapidly. He went to the window and the face of nature was turned to him

in her full glory. Nature has often a soothing influence on the human

heart; but then the heart must be open to receive the message of the

sunshine, and the green earth and deep blue sky. Alick's heart was not

capable of thus receiving the divine message, his mind and thoughts

were too much under the dominion of small, miserably pitiful human

action. Gold! Gold! He could not coin the sunshine into Louis

d'ors.--He threw himself into his chair again; she, his wife knew all.

He had often lied to her, when he knew she could not find him out; but

he could not lie to her about this, for she knew the truth. He imagined

her coming to him with her child in her arms, and looking at him with

her clear grey eyes, as she asked: "How have we deserved this at your

hands?" Then he thought that his sisters would come with hollow cheeks

and white lips, and say: "Yes, Alick, dear Alick, we are ruined."--And

behind his three sisters, he imagined a grave stern figure appearing--a

figure not of this world--and he knew that it was his father, who

seemed to say to him: "You should have been a prop and support to my

ancient house, and instead of that you have pulled it down from

battlement to basement, and have razed it to the ground."--He could

bear it no longer, and sprang to his feet--the spirits he had called up

were gone--he strode up and down the room, but at length stood still

before the cabinet in which he kept his fire-arms.--He knew a good

place to do the deed. Nothing could be better for his purpose than Lake

Lauban which lay in the pine wood at Rexow. He had often been there

shooting with good old Slang, the forester, in the happy days that were

gone, and he could do it there without fear of disturbance. He took the

pistol out of the cabinet which Triddelfitz had brought him to shoot at

the labourers with. He tried it; yes, it was loaded. He went out of his

room, but as he crossed the landing he saw the door of Frida's room,

the room in which his wife and child were sleeping, and he started

back, staggering as if he had received a blow. The memory of all the

happiness his true hearted wife had brought into his home and the

thought of the noble woman the gentle girl he had married had become,

came over him, and sinking on his knees at her door, he burst into

silent weeping. Who knows but what these hot tears and that fervent

prayer to God may have saved him--we shall see that they did--for God

holds our hearts by a light invisible thread. Alick rose, his prayer

had not been for himself, but for others. He went out of doors, and

walked straight on towards the still, woodland lake. When he was safely

in the pine wood, he threw himself on the grass behind a bush, pulled

the pistol out of his pocket and laid it down by his side. He gazed at

the scene around him hungrily; he looked up once more at the sun, God's

beautiful sun; it was his last look, the thick darkness of night

would soon enclose him. The sunlight blinded him, so he took out his

pocket-handkerchief and covered his eyes with it, and now the last

terrible thoughts came into his mind. He murmured with a deep sigh: "I

must!"

"Good morning, Mr. von Rambow," said a kindly human voice beside

him.--Alick pulled the handkerchief off his face and threw it over the

pistol.--"You're up very early," said Zachariah Braesig, for it was he,

and as he spoke he sat down on the grass beside Alick, "but perhaps

you're going to fish too?" Laying his hand on the handkerchief and

pistol, he added: "Ah, I see you're going to practise pistol shooting."

And rising he asked, "do you see that mark on the pine?--Slang's going

to have the tree cut down--Now, I bet four pence that I hit it, and I

never bet more than that"--bang! and missed it; bang! missed it again,

and so on every time till he had fired off all the six shots the

revolver contained. "Who would have thought it? Missed them all! I've

lost my bet so, here's the four pence. It's a good-for-nothing thing,"

he exclaimed, throwing the revolver far into the lake, "and it's better

there, for children and young people might get hold of it and

imprudently shoot themselves dead with it."--Alick felt his thoughts in

a strange whirl. Between him and the firm determination he had come to

after much internal conflict and painful thought; between him and the

dark portal through which he had made up his mind to pass although

unsummoned, stood a common man, a mere clown as he had often called him

in his thoughts, and withal a man who was as self-satisfied and

impudent as a juggler at a fair. He sprang to his feet, exclaiming:

"Sir!"--"And you, Sir!" cried Braesig.--"What are you doing here?" asked

Alick.--"And what are you doing here?" retorted Braesig.--"You're a

meddlesome fool!" cried Alick.--"And you're much the greater fool of

the two!" cried uncle Braesig, "You were about to do the most horrible

of all deeds here, in your thoughtlessness. You have forgotten

everything: Your wife and your child. H'm! you thought it a small

thing to do, and then you'd be free. Am I not right? Who's the fool

now?"--Alick was leaning against a pine-tree, one of his hands pressed

upon his heart, and the other shading his eyes from the sun, while the

"clown" who had prevented him entering the gates of death stood before

him, fishing-rod in hand.--"Look you," continued uncle Braesig, "if you

had come here three minutes before I did"--these were the three minutes

he spent weeping and praying at his wife's door--"you would now have

been lying there with a hole through your head, a horrible example to

all, and when you appeared before the throne of God, our Lord God would

have said to you: You didn't know, Tom Fool, what your dear good wife

did for you to-night, and Mr. bailiff Hawermann, and Mrs. Nuessler, and

Mrs. Behrens, and Moses, and--and the others. If our Lord God had

enlightened you on this subject, do you know where you would have felt

yourself to be? In Hell!"--Alick had taken his hand down from his eyes,

and was staring hard at Braesig: "What? What are you saying?"--"That

L4650 have been got for you this very night, that Moses is raising the

money for you, and that your cousin Frank has come, and he will

probably do more than that for you. But you are a foolish sort of man;

you employ the greyhound Triddelfitz to get you a revolver to fire upon

your labourers, and after all you are about to use it against

yourself."--"Frank here? Frank, did you say?"--"Yes, he is here, but he

didn't come for your sake; he has come to turn Louisa Hawermann into

Mrs. von Rambow. However if you want to know to whom you owe gratitude

just now--Frank will probably do something besides--you must go to your

own sweet wife, and to Charles Hawermann; you may also go to Moses, and

be sure that you don't forget either Mrs. Nuessler or Mrs. Behrens. They

have all united in doing you a good turn this night."

I never wished to shoot myself and I do not know how a poor fellow

feels when he is drawn back from the gates of death by a chance such as

this. I think it must be as provoking as for a weary, way-worn

traveller to be shown a glass of sour beer--and uncle Braesig looked

uncommonly sour that morning--which he cannot get at. But very soon the

love of life returned, the dear love of life, and with it came the

thought of his young wife and little child, refreshing him as a glass

of cool wine drunk to the last drop: "Do tell me what has happened," he

said. Uncle Braesig then told him of the good things in store for him,

and Alick staggered forward from his resting place against the pine and

throwing his arms round the old man's neck, exclaimed: "Mr. Braesig!

Dear Mr. Braesig! Can it be true?"--"What do you mean? Do you think that

I would lie to you at such a solemn moment." Alick felt dizzy when he

thought of the black abyss which had lain before him, and into which he

had dared to gaze. He fell back a few steps. The sweet sounds he heard

in the air, and the fair earth around him, all that he had formerly

looked at, and listened to with indifference, now filled his heart with

a sense of harmonious beauty he had never hitherto imagined. He hid his

face in his hands and wept bitterly. Braesig looked at him

compassionately, and going up to him, put his arm round his shoulders

and shook him gently, saying: "We all have our times of bitterness

while we are in this world, and a great part of your misfortunes arise

from your own fault; but the fault doesn't lie entirely on your

shoulders, for what induced your lady mother to ride the devil of

pride, and make you lieutenant in a cavalry regiment? What use is a

lieutenancy to a farmer? It's much the same thing as if David Berger

the town musician, having blown away half the breath in his body in

playing the trumpet, were to wish to turn preacher and hold forth with

only a half allowance of breath; he'd break down to a certainty! But,"

here he drew the young man's arm within his own, "come away from this

place, and then you'll feel better."--"Yes, yes," cried Alick, "you're

right. All my misfortunes spring from the time I was in the army.

It was then that I first got into debt, and after that things grew

worse. But," he added after a short pause and coming to a sudden

standstill, "what am I to say to my wife?"--"Nothing at all," answered

Braesig.--"No," said Alick, "I have just sworn a solemn oath to myself

to tell her the exact truth from henceforth."--"You're right there,"

replied Braesig. "Surely you don't think that Mrs. von Rambow will ask

you--plump out--whether you didn't want to shoot yourself this morning?

If you should get into any difficulty in conversation with her when we

go in, I'll lie for you as much as is needful, and I'm sure that it

won't be counted against me, for it would be too horrible if the dear

good young lady were to go through life with the knowledge that the

husband, who ought to take care of her and her child, was once going to

have been cowardly enough to have forsaken them both. No," he said

decidedly, "she must never know it, nor must anyone know it except you

and me. Now listen, she must be still asleep, for it was very late

before she got to bed, and she must have been quite worn out."

When they reached Puempelhagen, they found Daniel Sadenwater at the

door. "Daniel," said Braesig, "will you go and get us some breakfast,

for," he added as soon as Daniel was gone, "you must eat to strengthen

yourself, what you have gone through this morning is enough to have

made you feel faint and weak." This time it is difficult to decide

whether Braesig was actuated by love of his neighbour, or love of

himself, for when the breakfast came Alick could eat nothing, while he

had the appetite of a ploughman.

Frida came into the room about ten o'clock: "What, you here, Mr.

Braesig, and you too, Alick."--"Yes, dear Frida, I came home this

morning," said the young man in a low weak voice. "And now, you won't

go away again, you'll remain here," said Frida determinately. "Ah

Alick, I have so much to tell you, and good news too. But how did Mr.

Braesig and you happen to meet." Uncle Braesig thought that the time had

now come for him to keep his promise about telling a lie: "I went out

early this morning to fish--I hope, Madam, that you won't mind my

having put my fishing tackle in your hall--and I met Mr. von Rambow,

who had gone out for a turn; we looked at his wheat field together

and he asked me to come to breakfast! Oh, Madam, what a capital

sausage your cook makes. You must have got the receipt from Mrs.

Nuessler."--"No," answered Frida slowly, and looking first at Braesig and

then at Alick, as though she thought it strange that Alick should have

invited the old bailiff to come back with him. "What do you think of

the wheat, Mr. bailiff Braesig?" H'm! thought Braesig, there'll be no end

to the lying if I don't look out, I must change the subject, so he

said, "Pardon me, Madam, but you always call me 'bailiff,' I used to be

that, but have now got an advancement, and am made assessor. Apopo,"

turning to Alick, "why have you never come for the money that is

waiting for you at the town-hall in Rahnstaedt?"--"What money is that?"

asked Alick. "Why, the two hundred and twenty five pounds that remain

of the three hundred you sent by Regel. The mayor wrote to tell you

about it last week."--"Ah," said Alick, "I've had so many letters

from the Rahnstaedt court of justice lately that I've ceased to open

them."--"I know all about it," cried Frida, "Mrs. Nuessler told me. I'll

go and fetch the letter."--"Young Mr. von Rambow," said Braesig drawing

himself up, "that was another mistake on your part, for we magistrates

are not only the punishers of humanity, but also its ben'factors."--"Do

tell me how the money got there."--"Here's the letter," said Frida,

giving it to her husband. Alick opened it with feelings that may easily

be imagined! His soul had longed for money during the last few weeks,

money, more money! And now an unlooked for sum was going to fall into

his hands; but what was it? "Oh God! Oh God!" he cried starting up and

beginning to pace the room with uneven steps and a troubled mien like

that of a sleep walker: "Neither is this true! Nothing true! In what

hands have I been? Deceived by all! Deceived by myself--and that was

the worst deception!" So saying he rushed out at the door. Frida would

have followed him, but Braesig held her back: "Leave him to me, dear

Lady," he entreated, "I know how to calm him."--He followed Alick to

the garden where he found him in a half maddened state, and said: "What

mischief are you hatching now, Sir?"--"Get out of my way!" cried Alick.

"No," answered Braesig, "there's no need of that. You ought to be

ashamed of yourself for distressing your wife so terribly."--"Why

didn't you let me put an end to myself?" cried Alick, "this is a

thousand times bitterer than death. Benefits and what benefits!--to

have to accept benefits at the hands of those one has formerly despised

and injured, on whom one has even brought shame and disgrace. Oh that I

had not to do it--but--if I am to live at all--I _must_. Oh, oh," he

cried, striking his forehead, "why should I live? Why should I live

with this arrow in my heart?" So he raged against himself and against

the world, and uncle Braesig stood quietly beside him, watching him. At

last he said: "Go on like that a little longer. I'm glad to see you so.

You're getting rid of all your old stuck-up folly, and that's good for

you. What?--you wouldn't have any friendship with honest middle-class

people? Wasn't it so? You were quite happy when any Mr. von something

or other came, or you could even put up with Pomuchelskopps, Slus'uhrs

and Davids, for you thought you could then keep everything snug and

secret. But that sort won't come again. However that's quite a

second'ry matter. You ought to be ashamed of yourself for having dared

to wish that you had shot yourself before the very face of our Lord God

who saved you this morning. What? You are doubly a soo'cide!" Alick was

quite quiet now, but as pale as death. His head swam when he thought of

the abyss into which he had so nearly thrown himself, and Braesig

catching him in his arms, supported him to the bench on which both his

old father and his wife had sat in their hour of sorrow. When he was

sufficiently recovered, Zachariah Braesig took his arm again, and said:

"Come away. Come to your wife. That's the proper place for you just

now." And Alick followed him like a lamb. When they got back to the

morning room, Mrs. von Rambow put her arms round her husband, made him

lie down on the sofa and spoke so lovingly to him, that the tears came

into his eyes, and then the ice was broken by the warmth of the spring

sunshine her love spread around him, and his soul was free from the

bondage with which he had bound it--free, though not yet at peace!

Meanwhile Zachariah Braesig had gone to the window, where he amused

himself by drumming his favourite 'March of the old Dessauer,' and Fred

Triddelfitz, who was passing, came and asked: "Do you want me, Mr.

Braesig?"--"No," growled Braesig, "attend to your own business, and see

to the farming."

Soon afterwards a carriage drove up to the door, and Frank and

Hawermann got out of it.

About nine o'clock that morning Frank had gone with Hawermann to see

Moses, and had told him that he would pay the L4650 for his cousin

instead of the people who had promised to do it on the previous

evening. Moses nodded his approval several times, and said: "You are

good for the money, and so are the others; but you are rich, and it's

better that you should do it." When this matter was satisfactorily

arranged and Frank and Hawermann had walked a good way up the street,

the former said: "Will you sit down on this bench for a few minutes,

father, I forgot that I must settle one little point more particularly

with Moses." When he went into the Jew's office, he said: "Moses, my

future father-in-law, Mr. Hawermann, tells me that Pomuchelskopp

intends to sell Guerlitz ...."--"What do you say?" interrupted Moses.

"Hawermann--father-in-law? What's all this?"--"I am going to marry his

daughter." The old Jew rose from his chair with pain and difficulty,

and laying his withered hand upon the head of the young Christian and

nobleman said: "The God of Abraham bless you! You are marrying a good

girl." After a short pause Frank went on to say: "I want you to buy

Guerlitz for me, and to make all the necessary arrangements without

letting my name appear--I don't want anyone--especially Hawermann--to

know about it. I can pay up L15,000 at S. John's day."--"How much shall

I offer?"--"I leave it entirely in your hands; but send in your offer

to-day. I'll come back to-morrow, and then we can talk it over more

particularly."--"Very well," said Moses, "this is business, honest

business, so why should I not do it for you?" Frank went away.

When Alick saw his cousin and Hawermann getting out of the carriage, he

tried to put on a look of indifference, and to make it appear as if

nothing had happened, but his attempt was a signal failure. The storm

that had been raging in his soul had been too terrible to admit of

concealment, and the traces of it were so painfully visible that Frida

and Braesig put themselves forward to try and divert attention from him;

but he sprang to his feet and was about to rush up to Hawermann and

assure him of his repentance, when Frida putting her arms round him,

stopped him, and said: "Alick, dear Alick, not just now. To-morrow, the

day after, any day will do. You'll find Mr. Hawermann whenever you want

him." Then Hawermann took up his hat, and saying he had a message for

Fred Triddelfitz from his father, left the room. Frank went to Alick

and laying his hand upon his shoulder, said: "Come to another room,

Alick, I have a great deal to tell you." When they had been alone for

some time, Frank came back and asked Frida to join them. Shortly

afterwards Daniel Sadenwater crossed the yard in search of Hawermann,

and when he had gone to the others, passing close to Braesig on his way

there, uncle Braesig found it unpleasantly lonely in the morning room,

so he went into the garden, and seating himself in the arbour looked

down in the direction of the Rexow pine wood and lake Lauban. He

thought: "Strange!--What is life? What is human life?" after thinking

of a dozen or so different things small and great for half an hour, he

at last said aloud: "I wish I had something to eat, and that there was

a quiet place for me to refresh myself in!"

And his wish was soon afterwards granted, for Daniel Sadenwater came

and called him in, and when he was shown into the dining room he saw

Hawermann and Alick shaking hands warmly, while Frank came forward

rubbing his hands and glancing at the dinner table, said: "Ah Mr.

Braesig, ar'n't you hungry?" Frida, who had been looking at her husband

with a sweet smile, and happy face, turned to the old man, and said:

"Mr. bailiff--I mean to say Mr. assessor Braesig, when we first came to

Puempelhagen, you sat beside me at dinner, and now that we are going to

leave it, you must sit by me again."--"Going away? Why?"--"Yes, old

friend," answered Hawermann, "you generally know everything long before

other people, but we've stolen a march on you this time. Mr. von Rambow

and Frank have exchanged their properties; it's arranged that Mr. von

Rambow's to have Hohen-Selchow, and Frank, Puempelhagen."--"Nothing

could be better Charles, and as for your saying that I knew nothing

about it, I assure you that years ago, while he was still a member of

your household, I was quite aware how young Mr. von Rambow would turn

out." He then went to Frank and shook him heartily by the hand.

When dinner was over, there was much talk of the new arrangements to be

made, and everyone saw how much lighter Alick's heart was now that he

was no longer under a monetary obligation to anyone but his own cousin.

He was satisfied with all that was thought necessary for him to do, and

consented willingly to sign a bond that he would engage a thoroughly

good bailiff to manage his estate for him, for he knew that his doing

so was the best security he could give Frank that the money he had lent

him had not been thrown away.

Our story is fast coming to an end now.--In a week's time Moses had

completed the purchase of Guerlitz from Pomuchelskopp. It cost L19,300.

Frank set to work with a will, and went straight from Moses to Schulz,

the carpenter: "Mr. Schulz," he said, "can you keep a secret?"--"That I

can."--"Well,--Puempelhagen belongs to me now, and I want you to send

some of your people there to pull down the palings you put up round the

paddocks."--"Ah," answered Schulz, "I thought at the time that it

couldn't go on long."--"Then you understand," continued Frank, "and

there's another thing I had to tell you, I am to be put in possession

of Guerlitz at midsummer "--"Oh ho! Then Mr. Pomuchelskopp's going at

last."--"Yes. But now listen. I am going to build a house there for the

widows of the parish clergymen, and I want it to be exactly the same as

the parsonage, and to be as near the church-yard as it is. So make out

your plans tomorrow."--"I needn't do that, for I've two plans already,

one which I took from my own measurements, and the other from the

measurements Miss Hawermann took with her tape measure."--"All

right," said Frank with a smile, "build according to the last you

mentioned."--"But it wasn't right."--"That doesn't matter! I wish you

to follow Miss Hawermann's measurements. Order what wood you need

to-morrow, hire carters here in Rahnstaedt and engage a good master

builder to do the masonry; but above all things, hold your tongue. When

you want money you can apply to Moses."--And having said this he went

away. Old Schulz stood in the doorway looking after him and muttering:

"These nobles, these nobles!--What mad notions they have!--Tape

measure!--Apron strings!--But Pomuchelskopp: Out! out!--That's real

good news!"

Frank set off for Hohen-Selchow accompanied by Hawermann and Mr.

Bremer, the bailiff Alick had engaged. Alick then removed there bag and

baggage, and he was followed by the mayor of Rahnstaedt, who was to make

out the deed of exchange; Braesig went with him as assessor. It took

three weeks to complete the arrangements there and to take over the

Puempelhagen inventory, after that everything was settled

satisfactorily.

Meanwhile Mrs. Behrens was making preparations for the marriage. I will

say nothing descriptive of this wedding; it was solemnized quietly, and

so I will let it pass quietly from my book.

The day after the marriage, Louisa, Frank, Mrs. Behrens and Hawermann

got into a large carriage, and Braesig went on the box beside the

coachman, and so they set off for Puempelhagen. When they went through

Guerlitz they saw a house being built and a number of men busily working

at boards and planks and oaken posts, to say nothing of one great beam

which was lying on the ground ready to be used as a support to the

roof. Schulz, the carpenter, was hard at work in his shirt sleeves

directing his men, and seeing that they did as he desired. Frank made

the coachman stop, and called to the old man: "Is all going on well,

Mr. Schulz?"--"All's going on well."--"You may say what you like now,

Mr. Schulz."--"Here goes then," said Schulz, "but Miss Haw--, I mean to

say, Madam, what trouble you have given me to be sure! When I thought I

had it all right I found it would never do. I had to get another of

those great beams after all."--"What?" asked Louisa, looking at

Frank,--"Nothing, dear child," he answered, putting his arm round her

waist, "but that I have bought Guerlitz, and am having a house built for

the widows of Guerlitz clergymen, and it's to be as nearly as possible

the same as the parsonage."--"For me?" cried little old Mrs. Behrens,

and the tears that had been in her eyes, ever since she first caught

sight of the churchyard in which her husband was sleeping, now fell

down her cheeks, and seizing Frank's hand, she wept tears of joy over

it. Her tears of sadness were thus changed to those of heartfelt

happiness in like manner as with many another child of man.--"And I

thought," continued Frank with quiet kindness, "that my father-in-law

and Braesig would still live with you. I thought, father, that you would

perhaps undertake the management of this place for me, and that you and

Braesig would sometimes come and overlook my farming at Puempelhagen to

see that I am getting on all right."--"Whenever you like," cried Braesig

from the box. "Didn't I tell you, Charles, that he would turn out

well?"--And Hawermann's eyes sparkled with delight. To be able to

farm again! To lead an active, useful life once more! To do, and

live!----Louisa laid her head on Frank's shoulder, saying: "How dear

and good you are, Frank."--The carriage drove on, and they soon arrived

at Puempelhagen. There was no triumphal arch this time. But in every

heart there was an arch of gratitude to the Lord God of Heaven.

I have now come to the end of my story, and might stop here, but I know

so well what will happen. Many of my readers will want to know what has

become of the people about whom I have been writing since the year

1848, so I will tell them that.

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