CHAPTER XV.

Moses was now a very old man, but he was strong and healthy though he

found it difficult to walk even a short distance, and did not sleep

well at night. He had grown into the habit of sitting up till long

after his old wife Flora was asleep. He used at such times to sit in a

large arm chair with a pillow under his head thinking over old stories.

He would have nothing to do with new things. David generally stretched

himself on the sofa as he used to do, and told him anything he thought

would interest him, and sometimes enjoyed a little nap between whiles.

I must say in David's honour that he was no exception to the rest of

his people, and that he was gentle with and careful of his father in

his old age, indeed he showed an example in that respect that it would

be well if many Christians were to follow. On this particular evening

they were chatting together. "David," said his father, "have I not

often told you that you ought not to have anything to do with

Poemueffelskopp?"--"But, father, have I ever been taken in by him?

Hav'n't I always made money by my transactions with him?"--"You have

strewed ashes on your head, you have eaten dirt."--"Are Louis d'ors

dirt?"--"There's always dirt sticking to Poemueffelskopp's money."--"If

you like father, we can do a good stroke of business, Poemueffelskopp

wants to sell Guerlitz."--"Why?"--"Because he wants to get rid of

it."--"I'll tell you why, David. It's because he doesn't feel safe

amongst his labourers, and fears lest they should burn his barns, or

knock him on the head. I'll tell you even more than that. I shan't do

the business, nor will you do it; but still it will be done, and by

attorney Slus'uhr too, whom you account your friend; but he's too

clever for you, David, and you're too young."--"Father, I ..."--"Hush,

David, I've got something more to say to you. You want to get rich, and

to get rich all at once. Now listen to me; a jar with a narrow neck

half full of gold is before you. You put in your hand and try to bring

it out again full, but you can't do it, if, however, you're content to

take one coin at a time, you get as many as you need in the end."--"Did

I fill my hand too full?"--"Hush, David, I hav'n't done yet. You see

two people, one throws a Louis d'or into a clear brook, while the other

throws a handful of them into the mire. You go into the cold water, and

get wet in picking up the Louis d'or, but when you've got it, you find

it bright and clean; or you go into the mire and pick up the handful of

gold, and all men try to get out of your way because you stink in their

nostrils. The money Poemueffelskopp has thrown you in the way of

business, you have been obliged to pick out of the mire."--"Nay,

father, it doesn't smell a bit worse than other gold."--"If men have

not yet perceived its evil odour, its stink yet rises to heaven; but it

is not true that men do not smell it, all honourable men know it to be

what it is, while to Poemueffelskopp and the attorney it is as the sweet

savour of myrrh and frankincense." Just as David was about to answer

there came a knock at the front door. "What's that?" asked David. The

old man was silent, and the knocking became louder. "Go and open the

door, David."--"What, at this time of night?"--"Yes, David, open the

door. When I was a lad, and used to go about the country with a pack on

my back, I often knocked at the door of some man's house, and he let me

in, and now that I am old I shall soon stand before another door, and

when I knock at it the God of Abraham will say: let him in, he is a

human being. Some human being is now knocking at my door, and shall I

not let him in? Open the door, David." David obeyed, and Hawermann came

in.

"Bless me!" cried the old man. "It's the bailiff!"--"Yes, Moses.

Don't be angry with me, I can't help it, but my business is very

important, and I must speak to you alone."--"David, you had better go

away."--David made a face, but went,--"That doesn't help us much," said

Moses, "for he's listening at the keyhole."--"It doesn't matter, Moses,

I can't tell you here what I want you to know. Can't you come home with

me?"--"I'm an old man now, Hawermann."--"I know that, but the air out

of doors is quite warm, and the moon has risen. You can lean on my arm,

and if you can't walk so far, I will carry you if you like."--"Why,

what's the matter?"--"I can't tell you now, Moses; you must hear with

your own ears, and see with your own eyes. You can do a good work if

you come."--"Hawermann, you are an honest man, and have always been a

friend to me from your youth up, I know that you will act rightly and

justly. Call David."--Hawermann opened the door, and found him standing

behind it.--"Mr. Hawermann, surely you won't take my father out

tonight, he is an old man."--"Bring me my fur-boots, David," said his

father.--"Don't go, father, or I will call my mother."--"Call your

mother if you like, I'm going all the same."--"Why are you going?"--"On

business, business of importance."--"Then I'll go with you."--"No,

David, you're too young. Go and get me my fur-boots."--There was no

help for it, David had to go and fetch the boots and put them on his

father's feet. Hawermann then supported Moses with his arm, and the

latter set off with his friend for Mrs. Behrens' house walking with

great difficulty and keeping his hand in his left coat pocket all the

time that he might hold up his trousers on that side, for he still

continued to do without braces on his left side.

Hawermann did not manage to get old Moses over Mrs. Behrens' threshold

noiselessly as he had hoped, for Moses tripped and nearly fell as he

was going in. Naturally Mrs. Behrens heard the noise as distinctly as

the others did.--"Ah!" she exclaimed, hastening to the door, "there's

Hawermann come back with poor Mina," but when she put out her head

expecting to see Mina's face, a little swollen it is true, she saw

Moses in a flowing dressing gown, and fur-boots, and with his wrinkled

old face and large black eyes turned full on her: "Good evening, Mrs.

Behrens," he said.--Little Mrs. Behrens was so startled that she drew

back, exclaiming: "Preserve us all! Hawermann is trying all sorts of

magic and heathen incantations to-night, and now he has brought an old

Jew into the house at midnight; what can Moses do to cure Mina's

toothache?"--Mrs. Nuessler felt as if she were in her own kitchen at

home frying fish, and had just got a fine large pike in the frying pan,

when it caught her by the thumb and pressed its teeth gradually deeper

and deeper into her flesh, so that she could not move for fear of

losing her whole thumb. What business had Mrs. Nuessler to tell such a

fib, and a fib that might be disproved at any moment.--"Why, Mrs.

Behrens," said Braesig, "it can only have been Moses' double that you

saw, it can't have been himself, for when I went to see him the day

before yesterday he told me that he couldn't walk in the streets any

more."--"Oh," interrupted Louisa, "my father must have something very

important to say to the old man, and my aunt knows all about it,

and has only been trying to put us off with a story about Mina. It

would be very unlike my father to play foolish tricks at this time of

night."--The pike forced its teeth deeper into Mrs. Nuessler's flesh,

but she shut her mouth tight and kept her own counsel a little longer:

"Ah see!" she said. "You're frightfully clever, Louie! Clever children

are a blessing to their parents; but," she could bear it no more, and

pulling her thumb out of the pike's mouth, she went on, "I wish with

all my heart that you were stupider. I'll tell you the truth, Mina

isn't here at all, it's Mrs. von Rambow of Puempelhagen who has

something to arrange with Charles and Moses."--Little Mrs. Behrens was

very angry when she heard this, partly because she had been kept in

ignorance of the truth although it was her own house, and so she was

most assuredly the nearest, and ought to have been told; and partly

because it showed her how horribly and heathenishly her good old friend

and neighbour, Mrs. Nuessler, could lie: "You told us such a

circumstantial lie," she said.--"Yes, Mrs. Behrens," answered

Mrs. Nuessler, trying to look as if she had done nothing wrong, "I

did."--"Mrs. Nuessler," remonstrated her friend, looking as if the

little black cloak of the late parson Behrens had fallen on her

shoulders, "lying is an abominable unchristian sin."--"I know that,"

answered Mrs. Nuessler, "and I never lie for myself. Whenever I tell a

lie it's for the sake of other people. I was so sorry for the poor

lady, and feared lest she should be troubled with questions. As

everyone thought it was Mina, I just said 'yes' and then invented a

little story." And now it seemed as if an invisible hand had bound the

Geneva bands worn by her late husband round the little lady's neck; she

said gravely: "My love, I fear that you're in a very bad way, for

you're deceiving yourself at this very moment, you look upon what is

evil as if it were good, you tell a lie ...."--"Begging your pardon,

Mrs. Behrens," interrupted Braesig, taking his stand by the side of his

old sweetheart, "for stopping you in the middle of your sermon; allow

me to say that I quite agree with Mrs. Nuessler. Look you, last week the

town-clerk's wife called me, and asked me very sweetly: 'Pray tell me,

Mr. Braesig, is it true that Mrs. Behrens once gave some one a randy-voo

in a ditch ....'"--"Braesig!" cried Mrs. Behrens, resuming her natural

manner.--"Don't be afraid," said uncle Braesig glancing at Louisa, "I

know the prejudice that exists against such things.--'No, Ma'am,' I

said, 'it's a confounded lie.' So you see, Mrs. Behrens, that I told a

lie for your sake, and if I'm condemned to roast in hell for it, I hope

that you'll take compassion on me in heaven, and bring me a little

water to refresh me."--Mrs. Behrens was about to answer, when Hawermann

looked in to say: "Will you come and speak to me for a moment,

Braesig?"--"Hawermann ...." began Mrs. Behrens.--"I shall return very

soon, Mrs. Behrens."--Braesig went away.

The conversation in the other parlour had been as eager as the one I

have described, though quite different from it in every respect. When

Hawermann came in with Moses, Mrs. von Rambow rose from her seat on the

sofa with a pain at her heart, and Moses started back.--"Mrs. von

Rambow," said Hawermann, and then turning to the lady, he added: "This

is my old friend Moses, he is very tired after his walk. You will

excuse us, will you not, Madam?" and so saying he led the old man up to

the sofa and making him lie down, arranged the pillows under his head.

As soon as his friend had recovered a little from his fatigue,

Hawermann asked: "Do you know Mrs. von Rambow, Moses?"--"I've seen her

driving past my house, and I've seen her walking on the road near

Puempelhagen; I touched my hat to her then and she returned the old

Jew's greeting courteously."--"Moses, you know that Mr. von Rambow is

in debt, deeply in debt."--"I know."--"You have demanded your money

from him, principal and interest."--"I know."--"Moses, you must

withdraw your demand; your money is safe."--"What do you call safe?

Didn't I tell you my opinion on that head in spring. Just now land

isn't good security, it's only on the man one can rely, and Mr. von

Rambow is not a man whose security is good. He's a bad farmer, he's a

fool about horses, he's a spend ....."--"Hush, remember that his wife

is here."--"I will remember."--Frida was in an agony of silent misery.

Then was not another word spoken for a few minutes, then Hawermann

began again: "Supposing things were differently managed, and the estate

were let on a lease of ...."--"Whoever would think of taking a lease of

it in such bad times?" interrupted Moses.--"Or supposing that Mr. von

Rambow decided on engaging a good, bailiff, and on leaving him alone to

do his work in his own way ...."--"Hawermann," Moses once more

interrupted, "you're an old man, and you're a wise man; you know the

world and you know Mr. von Rambow, now let me ask you, did you ever see

a master who could say, 'I won't be master any more, but will let

another man be master'?"--Hawermann did not know how to meet this

question, and looked enquiringly at Mrs. von Rambow, who cast down her

eyes, and said: "I am afraid that Mr. Moses is right, I am afraid that

my husband wouldn't do that."--Moses looked at her with a smile of

commendation, and muttered: "She's a clever woman, and an honest

woman."--Hawermann was in great perplexity, he sat thinking silently

for some time; at last he said: "Well, Moses, I want to know whether

you will give up your intention of foreclosing the mortgage, if Mrs.

von Rambow, or I, or the pressure of circumstances should induce the

squire to agree to this proposal, and to sign a legal document to the

effect that he will give up farming himself, and will engage a good

bailiff to manage the estate for him?"--"If he does that, I'll let

him have the money for another year; or even two years, if you

like."--"Well, you promise to leave your money as it is; but there are

other debts that must be paid. There's Pomuchelskopp's L1200."--"I

know," muttered Moses.--"Then there are the shopkeepers' and artisans'

bills that have been running on for the last year, and which will come

to at least L900."--"I know," said Moses.--"Then there's a debt of

nearly two thousand pounds that must be paid in Schwerin."--"Why!"

exclaimed Moses starting, "I know nothing of that debt."--"In

addition to what I have told you," continued Hawermann without

allowing himself to be turned from the main point, "we must have

three or four hundred pounds to cover the outlay required to begin

farming properly."--"That's enough, it's a bad business, a very bad

business," said Moses, making a movement as though to get up from the

sofa.--"Stop, Moses, I hav'n't done yet."--"Let me be, let me be! I'm

an old man, and can't undertake such an affair as this," and he sat up

on the sofa and prepared to go away.--"Listen to me, Moses. You're not

expected to give the money which will come to L4650, other people, safe

people are going to do that, and you are only required to raise it for

them by the midsummer term."--"God of Abraham! And I am to raise four

thousand six hundred and fifty pounds in a fortnight! _Four thousand

six hundred and fifty pounds!_ and that for fools who choose to throw

away their money on a bad bit of business like this!"--"Well, Moses, we

won't speak of that if you please. Just write down the names and sums

of money as I dictate. You know Mrs. Behrens? Write down Mrs. Behrens'

name for L750."--"Yes, I know her, she's a good woman and helps the

poor; but why am I to write down her name?"--"Do as I have asked

you."--Moses took a pocket-book out of the pocket of his dressing gown,

wet the end of his pencil in his mouth and wrote: "There now," he said,

"I've put her down for L750."--"You know Braesig?"--"Who doesn't know,

Braesig? He's a good man, and a reliable man. He often came to see me

when I was ill. He tried to make me a democrat, and to persuade me to

make speeches at the Reform-club, but still he's a good man."--"Put him

down for L900. You also know my brother-in-law, farmer Nuessler?"--"Have

I not always bought his wool? He's a quiet man, and a good man. He

smokes a great deal; but he isn't master, his wife is master."--"Very

well, put my sister down for L1950."--"No, I won't do that. She's a

woman, and a prudent woman, did she not stand out for two pence a stone

more than I offered for the wool."--"You can write her name; my sister

will tell you this very evening that it's all right. Now, then put me

down for L1050, and that brings up the sum to L4650."--"Good God!"

cried Moses. "He's going to give his hard earned money, the money he

had saved for his old age, and for his only child. And to whom is he

going to give it? To a young man who attacked him with a gun, who stole

his honest name and who treated him like a dog."--"You've got nothing

to do with that, Moses; it's my affair. We ...."--Mrs. von Rambow had

hitherto remained silent, feeling the full bitterness of her misery,

but now she could bear it no longer; she sprang to her feet, ran up to

Hawermann and laying her hands on his shoulders, said: "No, no! It

cannot be! These kind good people and you shall not be drawn into our

misfortunes. It is our own fault and so we must bear our fate. I will

bear it, and, oh, Alick would a thousand times rather bear it with all

its misery and shame than ... but--but," here she wailed out in spite

of herself, "those poor sisters of his."--Hawermann put his arm gently

round her, led her back to her chair, and whispered: "Try to compose

yourself. You promised to leave the affair in my hands, and I will

conduct it to the end, the happy end."--The tears streamed from Frida's

eyes.--"Good God!" thought Moses, laying his pencil within the

pocket-book, "she's beginning to be generous now. This isn't business.

This isn't business. But it's honest at any rate, and it's enough to

bring tears into the eyes of an old man like me," at the same time

wiping his eyes with the sleeve of his dressing gown. "Now, let me see

how it stands with the Jew."

Meanwhile Hawermann had left the room to fetch Braesig, and after

telling him in the passage what had happened, came back into the room

with him.--When Braesig came in he looked quite scared and Hawermann

could not help feeling impatient with him. He went straight to Moses

and said: "Moses, I am ready to sign anything Charles Hawermann wants

me to sign, whether it is that I'm to give the money down, or only

to put my name to a bill; but I can't pay up till S. Anthony's

day."--"Good," answered Moses, "you're a safe man and I'll get you the

money."--Braesig then went to Mrs. von Rambow, who was leaning her elbow

on the table, and covering her eyes with her hand as though to shield

them from the light. He made her a low bow and asked her how she was,

and when she had murmured some almost inaudible answer, he asked: "And

how is young Mr. von Rambow?"--Frida shivered, and Hawermann, who had

intended to call in the others one by one, saw that it was time to

interrupt his friend, lest Braesig should ignorantly make the poor lady

yet more wretched than she was already. "Zachariah," he said, "will you

be so kind as to ask Mrs. Behrens and my sister to come here. Louisa

may come with them."--"All right, Charles," he replied. Soon afterwards

he returned with the three women.--Mrs. Behrens rushed up to Mrs. von

Rambow, pressed her in her arms and then burst into tears, and Louisa

stood beside her full of deep but silent sympathy.--"God of Abraham!"

muttered Moses, "what a night it is! They say that they want to do

business, and yet there they are weeping over each other, pressing each

other's hands, embracing and showing themselves generous and loving to

each other, while they leave an old man like me to sit here till

morning. Miss Hawermann," he said aloud, "when you're quite done

showing your kind feeling over there, will you be so good as to bring

me a little wine, for I am an old man."--Louisa immediately brought a

bottle of wine and a glass, and Braesig said: "Bring me another glass,

Louisa." He no doubt considered that it was an excellent opportunity to

get up a little clinking of glasses with Moses, for seating himself

opposite the old Jew, he began: "Your good health, Moses."--But he

failed in his attempt to induce Moses to join him, for the Jew did not

take the hint, and when Hawermann brought up his sister to where they

were sitting, Moses wetted his pencil and wrote. After Mrs. Nuessler,

Mrs. Behrens came, and Moses wrote down what she told him; Louisa

meanwhile was talking to Mrs. von Rambow somewhat apart from the

others. When he had finished writing, Moses stood up and said: "I have

something to say to you. The four thousand six hundred and fifty pounds

wanted are covered by the promises given me to-night; but this isn't

business, generosity has run away with you all. Now you know the truth.

I am a Jew, and it has also run away with me. I will get the money for

you. But I am an old man, and a prudent man. If Mr. von Rambow will not

place his affairs in the hands of a good bailiff, and make a legal

arrangement that they should be so managed, the contract is broken, and

I refuse to provide the money, for it will mean ruin. When they bury me

under the fir-trees in the cemetery where I have bought a resting

place, they shall never have just cause to say of me: He had a tomb

built for himself, of oak wood too. Shortly before his death he brought

several honest people to misery, merely that he might not lose any

business. Mrs. Nuessler, Mrs. Behrens, Hawermann and Mr. Braesig are

ruined by him. I have been a business man from my youth up; I began

with a pack on my back; then I became a wool stapler, and lastly a

money lender. I shall die as I have lived a business man, but a prudent

one. Come and help me home, Hawermann. Good night, Mrs. Nuessler,

remember me to Mr. Joseph, and ask him to come and see me sometimes.

Good night, Mr. bailiff Braesig, come and see me too, but don't preach

to me about the Reform-club, for I am an old man. Good night, Miss

Hawermann, I hope that when you next pass my house, you'll nod to me as

kindly as you did last time. Good night, Mrs. Behrens, when you go to

bed, you can say to yourself, I've had a number of honourable people

under my roof to-day, and even the old Jew was an honourable man." Then

going to Frida, he said: "Good night, Madam, you have shed tears

to-night because your heart was sore; but never fear, all will yet be

well; you have gained a new friend in an old Jew; but the old Jew has

wept for your sorrow and he will never forget that, for his tears do

not flow easily now." He turned away, said "Good night" once more, but

without looking round, and Hawermann led him out, while Louisa lighted

them to the house door. Within the best parlour silence prevailed, each

was busy with his or her own thoughts. The first to recover herself was

Mrs. Nuessler, who called Christian, who was sound asleep in the front

hall, and desired him to get the carriage ready. Christian was much

more active than usual on this occasion, so that when Hawermann

returned from seeing Moses home, he found Mrs. von Rambow and his

sister already seated in the carriage. He had only time to say one or

two kind hopeful words to Mrs. von Rambow, before Mrs. Nuessler said:

"Good night, Charles, she wants to get home to her little child. To

Puempelhagen, Christian," and then they drove away.

Hawermann remained standing out in the street, lost in thought, and

following the receding carriage with his eyes. Just as he was turning

to go into the house again another carriage drawn by two horses came

slowly down the street, distinctly visible in the bright moonlight. The

old man was now standing in the door-way, his whole figure brought out

clearly by the background of light from the lamp his daughter had put

in the hall to enable him to see his way upstairs. He wanted to see who

was driving through their quiet street at such a late, or rather at

such an early hour in the morning; the carriage came nearer, and at

last stopped. "Take the reins," cried a voice which seemed strangely

familiar to him, and a man who was sitting on the front seat, threw

the reins to the groom behind him, and then sprang out into the

street. "Hawermann, Hawermann! Don't you know me?"--"Frank! Mr. von

Rambow!"--"What's the matter?" asked Frank. "Why are you up so late?"

pushing him a little away from him, "nothing wrong?"--"No--thank

God!--nothing; I'll tell you all about it immediately." Then the young

man threw his arms round Hawermann, pressed him to his heart, and

kissed him. They were not unhappy, on the contrary, their joy was

great, and yet in the sitting-room near them a girl might have been

seen with pale cheeks and large distended eyes staring at the door.

When she got up the floor seemed to rise to meet her, and she pressed

her hands upon her heart to still its wild beating when she heard the

voice she loved so well. She did not know it, could not see it at that

moment, the shock of surprise had come so suddenly; but the modest

flowers she had planted in the garden of her soul, and the shady bower

from which she had so often gazed at the evening star of memory and

where she had hidden away her inmost thoughts, were now lighted up by

the sun of joy, the rays of which were so brilliant that she was fain

to turn away her eyes; but she could not, and she saw new and wonderful

flowers appearing whose existence she had never dreamt of. She saw

rising from a bed of violets the loveliest red roses such as brides

wear, and the whole air was full of the songs of nightingales, showing

that spring had come, the spring of love. As Frank came in, her hands

sank down by her side, and when he clasped her in his arms she no

longer felt the ground tremble as it had seemed to do before. The storm

had passed away and she was happy. They talked a great deal to each

other: "Frank!"--"Louisa!" but none could understand their speech, and

stood round them comprehending nothing, for it was long since they had

heard such language. At last uncle Braesig took compassion on the young

people who were soaring away over the earth and the clouds, and brought

them back to every day life with a little shock: "Mrs. Behrens," he

said, "when I had three sweethearts at once, I ...."--"Fie, for shame,

Braesig!" exclaimed Mrs. Behrens in the midst of her tears. "You said

the same to me, Mrs. Behrens, that time that I told you I had written

to young Mr. von Rambow in Paris, through Dr. Uertling, but I wasn't

ashamed of myself then, and I won't be ashamed of myself now, indeed I

have never been ashamed of myself all my life. You see, Mrs. Behrens,"

and he placed himself in front of the old lady with his feet even more

in the first position than usual, and blew his nose to hide that he at

the same time wiped his eyes. "You see, Mrs. Behrens, that in the last

few years I have had many a randyvoo. The first of them was held in a

meadow ditch ...."--"Braesig!" cried Mrs. Behrens. "Never fear, Mrs.

Behrens, I won't tell, and I'll even go so far as to tell a lie for

your sake if I find it necessary. The second time was in a cherry tree

with Godfrey and Lina; the third, Rudolph and Mina, again in a cherry

tree; but you mustn't take it ill of me if I am perhaps a little too

proud of having brought about a randyvoo between Paris and Rahnstaedt,

for in that also I have succeeded."--"Yes," said Frank, suddenly

falling to the earth from the clouds at that precise moment, "you have,

and I thank you for it with all my heart. Your letter was most

delightful to me, and I have it here, I always carry it about with

me."--"Hm!" said uncle Braesig, "he carries it about with him, does he!

I'm very much obliged! But now tell me frankly, and honestly: did you

admire the letter so much that you keep it by you, because of the style

in which it is written--for you know Charles, you can't deny that my

style was thought better than yours, when parson Behrens used to teach

us long ago--or did you keep it because the paper had belonged to

Louisa?"--"For both reasons," answered Frank, with a merry laugh, "and

also because of the good news contained in your letter.--Yes," he

continued, going to Hawermann and throwing his arm round him, "now that

all your troubles, your self-made troubles are over, there's no reason

why this separation shouldn't end." Then going to Louisa he gave her a

kiss, and this kiss was a very peculiar one, for it might have been

divided by twelve and yet it was only one kiss in reality. "Bless

me!" cried Mrs. Behrens, "Look, it's actually beginning to get

light."--"Yes," answered Braesig, "and here you are going about still.

Remember that you're an old woman now, and go to bed."--"Braesig is

right," said Hawermann, "and you should go too, Louie."--"Come away,

dear child," said Mrs. Behrens, putting her arm round Louisa's waist,

"tomorrow will be another day, and a happy day too," and so saying she

kissed the girl fondly. "Yes," she continued, "a happy life is

beginning for you, and for me through you." They went away. "And

now Mr. von Rambow," said Hawermann. "Why not Frank?" interrupted the

young man. "Well then, Frank, my dear son, you may sleep in my bed

in the same room as Braesig, I ...."--"I can't sleep," interrupted

Frank.--"Charles," said Braesig, "I...."--"I can't sleep," interrupted

Frank.--"Charles," said Braesig, "I don't feel at all sleepy; my usual

bed time, and power of lying still are both gone." He opened the window

and looked out,--"Charles," he said, "it seems to me as if this was

just the right sort of weather for the fish to bite. I must go out, for

I don't feel comfortable in the house, so I'll take my rod, and see

what I can get. I know a capital place to go to, I mean lake Lauban in

the pine wood at Rexow, where I'm sure to catch a good dish of tench.

Good morning, young Mr. von Rambow, good morning, Charles, have a good

talk about everything with your future son-in-law." He then went away.

"Pray tell me, dear father," asked Frank, "why you're up and stirring

at such an unusual hour? I left Paris as soon as I got Braesig's letter,

and have travelled night and day as far as my own home, where I arrived

the day before yesterday. I found a good deal to attend to there, for

my bailiff is going away to be married, and I couldn't get away again

to come on here till yesterday morning. I had ordered horses to be in

readiness for me at the various posting houses, and when I got to

Rahnstaedt--I may as well confess"--and he laughed rather consciously.

"I couldn't help wishing to see the house where Louisa lived, and I

found you all up."--"Ah," sighed Hawermann, "the cause of our being up

was a sad one. It was about the affairs of Mr. von Rambow of

Puempelhagen, and his wife came herself to see me and tell me what was

going on. She has had a terrible time of anxiety and sorrow; but no one

could have saved her from that, and now everything is in process of

being arranged. I wish to God that you--had arrived a little earlier,

and then the business would have been done at once." Hawermann then

proceeded to relate all that had happened with such feeling and

sympathy, and such a visible desire that all should be put right, that

Frank also began to wish to help, and the best of it was that he could

do it. He had had the good fortune to have had wise guardians and

honest bailiffs who understood their work, so that his wealth had

increased in their hands, and afterwards in his own, for he had not

made a ladder of his inheritance by means of which to descend into the

abyss of dissipation and foolish extravagance; and on the other hand

his good sense and warm heart had saved him from growing into a hard

man. He could therefore act as generously as he wished.

Frank and Hawermann talked long and earnestly together, for both

desired to help Alick, and after careful consideration they agreed that

Frank should go and see Moses that very day. In spite of their frank

open dealing with each other, each of them had a secret from the other.

Hawermann did not say a word to the young man of Alick's debt to his

sisters, for that was a secret Mrs. von Rambow had confided to him with

a breaking heart; he felt that he had no right to tell such a thing as

that, it was the property of another and did not belong to him. Frank

had his secret also, but it must have been a pleasant one, his face

looked so happy, and there was such thorough enjoyment in the way in

which he first stretched out one leg on the sofa, and then drew the

other after it. When Hawermann went on to tell him other things, he

nodded smilingly, and went on nodding until he at last nodded himself

to sleep. Youth and nature were no longer to be debarred from their

rights. When he was asleep old Hawermann rose softly and gazed into his

face on which a smile still lingered, reminding one of the way in which

the last rays of the setting sun are sometimes to be seen flickering on

the clear, calm, transparent waters of some inland lake. He spread a

warm rug over the sleeper and then went out to the arbour in Mrs.

Behrens back garden, the arbour he himself had made in the days of his

sorrow, and seating himself looked up at the window of the room in

which his daughter slept. But was she asleep? Who can sleep when the

sun of joy is shining in his heart; who can sleep when every sound has

become a song of love and happiness. The garden gate clicked softly,

and a lovely girl came in dressed in a white morning gown. She raised

her face to the sky and watched the rising sun, with her hands clasped,

as though she did not fear to blind herself with its dazzling rays, and

as she gazed tears ran down her rosy cheeks. Right, Louisa! The sun is

God's sun, and happiness is also God's; when they shine in our eyes and

threaten to blind us with their beauty tears are good, for they enable

us to bear their brightness. She stooped down over a rose, and drank in

its fragrance, but without plucking it. Right Louisa! Roses are earthly

flowers, and joys are also earthly; they alike bloom for a time, so

leave them to live out their life in peace. If you wish to enjoy them

before their time, you will find a withered flower in your bosom, and a

withered joy in your heart. She walked on slowly, and when she came to

the arbour, she saw her father sitting there, and throwing herself on

his breast, she cried: "Father, father!" Right Louisa! You are in your

proper place, for God's sun is shining in your father's heart, and the

roses of earth are blooming there.

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