CHAPTER XIX

THE Toriallis had a handsome new house in the wide Boulevard

Malesherbes; it was, as Madame often explained, “only a business

residence.”

This, however, had not prevented her from doing full justice to her

consummate taste and to the large sums of money which her husband’s

professional successes had put at her disposal.

Half the house was arranged entirely to suit the pupils.

Beyond the entrance hall was a large waiting-room leading into a small

theatre. The pupil and his _accompagnateur_ appeared upon a large

platform, while Torialli sat in one of the stalls, listening and

shouting his directions. Occasionally, if the pupil was one of great

importance, a few guests would be allowed to be present, and very often

Madame herself would come in, sometimes to encourage a nervous pupil,

and occasionally to appease an angry one.

The day of Jean’s first attempt the big _salle d’attente_ was even

fuller than usual; it reminded Jean of nothing so much as the

consulting room of some fashionable doctor. There was the same air of

strained suspense, and of superficial efforts to appear at ease.

It was one of Madame Torialli’s favourite sayings that Torialli’s

pupils were like a “family party.” If she meant to express a cynical

disregard for the amenities of domesticity it struck Jean that her

comparison would have been perfect. All the members of Torialli’s

little family were, beneath a certain outward courtesy and ease,

intensely antagonistic to each other. In the musical world there are

very few plums, and there are a great many appetites. There were two

sides to Torialli’s world as well. The professionals who paid with

their earnings and worked with a fierce seriousness for bare existence,

and the rich amateurs who gave lightly of their superabundance both of

money and leisure. It is possible that Torialli, if left to himself,

would have put the artists first; but he was not left to himself. He

was a rich man and a great success, and he had won these benefits

through his wife, who had taught him to give the first place to the

amateurs, and to keep his professional pupils merely as an ornamental

addition to his profitable life-work.

Even in the _salle d’attente_ there was a distinct cleavage between

the two branches--a little group of beautifully dressed women and

well-groomed men sat apart by itself, in a kind of upper Paradise, near

the door which led to the theatre, and where Jean leaned by an open

window sat the professionals. They were well dressed, too, but their

whole air was different; there was a restlessness in their eyes and the

definite marks of age and work written in the lines of their faces.

Nobody from either group took the least notice of Jean.

He was amused to see that among the group of amateurs sat, enthroned in

the foremost place, the handsome figure of Pauline Vanderpool, the lady

whom Romain D’Ucelles had offered to Jean as a commendable source of

income.

She certainly upheld her reputation, for her furs alone cost more than

those of all the other women in the room, and she wore a pair of very

large and fabulously expensive diamond earrings.

“Of course, Clothilde Duffray hadn’t the least voice when she came

here,” a girl with a magnificent mass of red hair exclaimed. “_Ma foi!_

One would have had to lay one’s ears to the ground to catch a note!

And now, I assure you, she drowns an orchestra. What she paid I can’t

tell you, but she told me herself that she suffered torments. Torialli

literally stood over her like a wild beast. I’m not sure he didn’t

bite her. He raved at her, I know, like a madman. I’ve seen her come

out purple with tears--but it was worth it; she’s making two hundred

francs a night now, without turning a hair.”

“What I can’t understand is,” Pauline’s flat, uncertain French struck

across from the other side of the room, “how Torialli ever came to let

Clara sing at the Salle Fémina. She hasn’t any voice, she hasn’t any

style, and she must have done him about just as much credit as a tin

trumpet; it doesn’t seem to me to be any catch to be Torialli’s pupil,

if he’s going to let women like that loose on one’s ears.”

The men laughed.

“Oh, it wasn’t Torialli’s fault,” said a famous tenor (so famous that

from Torialli’s point of view he was almost as good as an amateur).

“You’d have, you know, to chain Clara up to prevent her. Why, I heard

her sing at Chevillard myself last week, and when I met Torialli

afterwards his language quite astonished me; nothing but the fact that

she’s got the largest fortune in Paris prevented him from suing her on

the spot. One doesn’t, you see, try to take money from people who have

it, only from poor devils like ourselves, who haven’t a sou to live

upon!” This was really a great joke, for Lucien had any other quality

of the devil rather than the one he was usually most eager to assume.

The door opened, and a dark, handsomely dressed woman entered. A glance

at her assured Jean that she belonged to that race whose marked

features, both physical and mental, have caused it to be the most

hated, feared, and despised in the world.

Hester Lévi was no bad example of her creed. She looked gracefully

immobile and rather feline, the only feature that lived in her little

expressionless face was her marvellous great eyes--out of them shone an

untameable fire. As she advanced to the centre of the room the little

group stood back to let her pass. She represented the two greatest

powers in the world--money and brains, and she made the many fat women

in the room look strangely insignificant beside her tiny forceful

little figure. She lifted her heavy eyelids and bowed unwillingly from

right to left.

“So you’re back!” said Pauline without rising. “But I might have known

that as soon as there was wind of the Toriallis coming you’d get to

know of it. I guess there isn’t much going on that you don’t know!”

Hester Lévi looked wearily about her before she loosened her heavy furs

and sank into a seat the great tenor stepped forward hastily to offer

her.

“Yes,” she said, without looking at Pauline. “I knew.”

“Well, you’d better tell me how long he means to take you for this

season?” said Pauline dryly; “then we can’t have another mix up.”

A curious light flickered across Mademoiselle Lévi’s eyes.

“I am to have extra time, I fancy,” she said, “to practise the solos

for _Parsifal_.”

There was a hush over the whole room--so Hester, then, was to take the

coveted part. A hurricane of short angry whispers arose in the further

corner of the room; the little group about Miriam and Pauline exchanged

glances.

Lucien laughed.

“So that affair’s settled then,” he said. “Mademoiselle is one of those

who arrive early and stay late. I felicitate her.”

Pauline looked straight in front of her, her eyes had an icy glitter in

them; she was profoundly angry and bitterly disappointed. Jean, looking

at her, felt a sick distaste for the whole performance--this, then, was

music--the goddess of his lonely soul! Was experience, then, merely

a prompt profanation of dreams? If so, what a pity ever to awake! A

silent, slender girl beside him made a stifled sound. She had worked

for four years upon the solo parts of _Parsifal_, and her voice was

worth three of the rich Jewess’s clever but mediocre gift. Hester Lévi

looked at her watch. There was a stir at the other end of the room. The

door opened quickly. A dapper-looking man of early middle age, rather

fat and very pink with an air of just having arrived from a lengthy

toilet, stepped briskly forward. He smiled continuously and rubbed his

plump little hands together. He spoke obsequiously to Hester Lévi.

“You will not be kept waiting more than one moment, I promise you,”

he said. “How charmingly you are looking this morning! I can see your

little holiday has agreed with you! Torialli is longing to hear how the

voice goes.”

He turned as if he meant to speak to Pauline.

“Ah! Mademoiselle--” he began.

Pauline stood up; her cold grey eyes fastened themselves like a gimlet

into the face of the man before her. The smile slipped from his face;

he turned white and flinched like a dog.

“Well,” said Pauline with a grim smile. “It seems I’m come back too,

Monsieur Flaubert. Torialli has arranged for me to have another

_accompagnateur_. A gentleman who knows how to do accounts, how to play

the piano, and how to behave!”

Flaubert stepped back a little and gave a slight grimace and a slighter

bow. “The gentleman is to be congratulated, I take it, Mademoiselle, on

his opportunity,” he replied softly. “Monsieur D’Ucelles is, I believe,

the name of this personage. I do not know yet if he has arrived.”

Jean stepped forward. The occasion seemed to him singularly

uncomfortable, but he tried to put some conciliation into his bow.

“Charmed,” murmured the affable Monsieur Flaubert, holding out a plump

pink hand.

Pauline stood stiff, angular, and impenetrable. Then she gave Jean the

slightest possible inclination of her head, and turned her back on

him; evidently she intended to have no recollection of a former meeting.

Louis Flaubert turned hurriedly away to where the slender little girl

in black leaned forward--her bent head raised at last, and her heart

in her eyes. He spoke to her rapidly in an undertone. Jean could not

catch what he said, but it was enough to look at the girl to guess what

had happened. Louis Flaubert was hideously angry, and he had utilized

his anger to avoid the strong and attack the weak in the most prudent

manner.

The girl tried to speak, her face seemed to grow old and to contract,

she held out her trembling hands with a sharp little gesture of appeal.

Flaubert bowed and smiled, and retreated almost as quickly as he had

come. The girl, who had sat quite still for a moment, gave a loud

wild laugh, then another, and then the whole room filled with peal

after peal of cruel hysterical laughter. She bent and swayed under it,

shrieking with uncontrollable sobs. It seemed to Jean as if he were

watching a tree caught in a gale of wind, and flung and twisted here

and there by an invisible Torturer. Nobody expressed any surprise at

the outburst, one or two people smiled and shrugged their shoulders--a

few paused in their conversation and looked slightly uncomfortable.

“For the love of God, can we do nothing to help her?” cried Jean in a

fury of disgust and rage. “Where can one get a glass of water?”

The great tenor Lucien D’Arblay smiled at his impetuosity.

“You will have your work set, my dear young man, if you go through the

world trying to relieve people--believe me, it is not worth while!

She’s just had her dismissal, poor little one! It would take more than

a glass of water to cure that. Torialli won’t see her again. I can’t

think why Flaubert didn’t write it. He might have known there’d be a

row. Ah! here’s Madame!”

The door opened again and Jean, looking up, met the candid innocent

blue eyes of a little child gazing into his.

Madame Torialli was any age you like when her eyes were shut, and the

thick bisque shadows under them betrayed her struggles with time; but

when they were open and yours met them, you found yourself gazing into

the fountain of eternal youth.

She was a very small woman who carried her head like a queen. If time

had taken away the bloom from her delicate mobile face, it had replaced

it by a riper charm which had in it nothing but the sweetness of

experience. You could not look at Madame Torialli and remember that the

world was hard.

She went straight up to the shrieking girl and put her tiny hand on

her shoulder. It seemed to Jean as if a miracle had taken place; the

girl ceased crying and looked up at her. Madame spoke a few simple

words with an air of mingled sympathy and authority, then she turned

gracefully away with a laughing comradeship to the group of artists

near the door. She left them only to assuage the impatience of others.

She took Pauline’s hand in both of hers, and Jean, to his astonishment,

saw Miss Vanderpool’s annoyed sharpness change to a calm serenity.

“To-morrow,” said Madame Torialli, with her grave gentleness, “you will

sing at my At Home. Non? It will not be a great affair except for that,

_ma belle_! but it will be our real welcome to Paris--it is what we

have been looking forward to, Torialli and I; we shall not ask anyone

else to sing. One does not hand apples after peaches. We may count

on you then?” And Madame, hardly waiting for Pauline’s quick assent,

floated off with Hester Lévi beside her into Torialli’s theatre. Nobody

seemed to have any complaints left. The tiny woman with the child-like

eyes had carried them away with her as if they were so many decorative

flowers.

“She says she’s quite sure there’s been a mistake.” The slender girl

confided to Jean whose sympathy she had divined rather than heard. “And

she is going to send me a note to-night herself.”

“She is like the East,” said Lucien half to himself, “a land where

there is always sunshine and warmth--and secrecy.”

“But don’t you think mystery is the most beautiful thing there is?”

ventured Jean. Lucien looked at him for a moment.

“The most beautiful? Yes,” he said at last, “and the most tragic. If

you want to be--I don’t say happy, _mon cher_, I am not guilty of the

absurdity of supposing that at your age you want to be that--but if

you want to be even tolerably safe--avoid mystery and stick to facts.

Facts, it is true, may knock you down, but they let you pick yourself

up again. When mystery knocks you down, she has, on the other hand,

a little habit of keeping you there. _Au revoir, mon ami. La grande

Américaine_ wants you.”

“We go in next,” said Pauline to Jean.

Half an hour later Hester Lévi came out of the theatre as impassively

as she had entered it, and Jean found himself following the sweep of

Pauline’s train, with a quaking heart. The theatre was empty except

for the Toriallis. Madame was leaning against one of the stalls, and

looking across the empty spaces with a charming, friendly smile; it was

not so much a welcome as a recognition. She looked as if she had been

always expecting them with pleasure and without suspense.

“There, my dear,” she said to Torialli who stood near her, “is our

grand Pauline.”

Torialli came forward briskly. He by no means relished Pauline’s

behaviour to Flaubert, and his bow to Jean was of the stiffest and

shortest. Madame Torialli, however, looked at Jean with a flash of

sympathy; her eyes seemed to say: “Be patient; I know you have talent;

you shall soon have an opportunity of showing it.”

She was the most wholly graceful woman Jean had ever seen; it was as

if she had bloomed all her life in some summer garden and had learned

the secret poise of a flower and the easy hoverings of a butterfly.

If she came up to a difficulty it melted away; if she looked at an

embarrassment it vanished.

Torialli, on the other hand, was made of a stouter and harder

substance; he was a big man with a bald head and heavy eyebrows, under

which the eyes sprang, round balls of vigorous fire. He was full of

feeling, irritable and impatient, easily depressed and warm-hearted.

Much of his original nature and some of the real strength of his genius

had been weakened by the easiness of his success. It had fallen upon

him--his success--in mid-career, blunting his finest faculties and

developing at a fierce rate his vanity and greed. The artist and the

business instinct still struggled violently at times, but for the most

part the business instinct had won.

Perhaps Madame had helped it to win. She adored artists much as Delilah

adored the strength of Samson, but like Delilah she took the earliest

opportunity of delivering Torialli to the Philistines.

“Now, Mademoiselle,” said Torialli, not without an undertone of malice.

“We will see how the holidays have improved your voice. It ought to be

as eager to get out as a well-bred hunter kept a week in the stable. We

will begin, please, with the air of Herodiade, ‘Prophète bien aimé.’

Monsieur, you will conduct Mademoiselle to the piano. Gabrielle, do you

remain?”

Madame Torialli smiled at Jean.

“If Pauline and Monsieur D’Ucelles permit,” she said modestly, sailing

into one of the stalls. “I am not a critic, Monsieur, merely a lover!”

“There is no person so exacting as a lover!” ventured Jean in an

undertone.

“What a discovery!” cried Gabrielle, and she laughed with a spontaneous

infectious gaiety, in which even Torialli joined.

“Now, Gabrielle, no jokes!” he said warningly. “We are here to work.

_Commencez_, Mademoiselle!”

Pauline rose to the occasion magnificently; she was never afraid of

herself; but she had the incentive of a desire to shine more in some

company than in others. She always wished to impress the Toriallis, and

to-day she wished to make them feel that they had made a mistake in

passing her over for Hester Lévi. Jean played faultlessly. He did not

desire to shine and he had quite forgotten Torialli and Pauline, but

he had not forgotten that he was playing to a lover of music, and he

played to satisfy her and please the child that had smiled at him out

of Gabrielle’s eyes.

Pauline’s voice was hard, tuneless, and without emotion; it was a good

organ, and it had been well trained. Like all her other acquisitions

she had done the best she could with it, and for want of something

better, which can never be done to anything, it yet failed to please.

To-day she took her notes with deliberate skill and threw into their

rendering a dramatic force which she had never shown before; and so

interweaving with her voice that it almost seemed one being, Jean gave

the velvet and tenderness, the fire and magic of the music in his heart

and under his flying finger-tips.

Torialli leaned back in his seat with drawn brows and seemed to be

listening with his small light eyes as well as with his ears. He hardly

spoke at all during the performance; once or twice he called to Pauline

to repeat a phrase, but he made no comment till the end. Then he sprang

from his seat, rushed across the stage, and flinging his arms round

Jean, embraced him on both cheeks.

“But my dear young man! my good young man! You have music in your

fingers, but it is there, I tell you, the real thing we are working

for, and listening for, and trying to drag out all day long! And you

kept it up, you kept it up! You got into her big brass voice and made

it yield up gold! You must come and play for us! Gabrielle, arrange

something this instant! I cannot afford to lose sight of such an

excellent talent!”

Fortunately, perhaps, Pauline could not follow Torialli’s rapid French;

she only understood enough of it to know that Jean had succeeded; and

she knew that she herself had never sung so well before.

“I’m right glad you’re pleased,” she said to Torialli. “Monsieur

D’Ucelles helped my voice a lot, I know. It’s something to have a man

who knows how to play. You don’t suppose I could have sung like that if

your secretary had been at the piano.”

Madame Torialli laughed. Her voice was like the deeper note of a silver

bell.

“Our poor little Louis!” she said, “is not a musical genius, perhaps,

but you know we couldn’t do with him so well if he was; and you will

not think me conceited if I say that when I look for genius--I turn to

my husband!”

Madame gave Jean a charming compensating smile; she seemed to be saying

that he must excuse her for appearing not to take his part; she must do

what was safe and wise, but at the same time she had, perhaps, other

ideas.

Torialli moved away. When he spoke again to Jean it was in a colder

tone; his enthusiasm seemed to have received a sudden check. At the

back of his sharp little eyes there was a jealous, irritated look.

“I ask nothing more but that you should carry out my wishes for

Mademoiselle,” he said. “It does not matter who her accompanist is

if he sufficiently grasps that fact. Mademoiselle, bring out the

flexibility of your voice. You do not want to throw it at people like a

stone, but to caress them with it as if it were velvet. Take the airs

in the last act for your next lesson. See what you can make of them.

_Bon jour_, Mademoiselle.”

Jean might have felt a little crestfallen at the sudden change in

Torialli’s manner, if his eyes had not happened to meet Madame’s. She

gave him her hand as if he were an old friend.

“You have charmed my husband, Monsieur,” she said. “And I think you

have surprised him. But you did not surprise me! No! that I must claim

for myself. I knew when I looked at you that you were about to give us

something original and rare! I need not say, then, that you have fully

satisfied my expectations!”

Jean bowed politely and with shining eyes--he did not remember until

afterwards that Madame Torialli had entirely overlooked her husband’s

request that she should arrange with Jean to play for them.

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