CHAPTER XXXVI.

Something of languor is in this chill morning, as its quiet footstep

steals upon the path of the exhausted storm--something worn out and

heavy are Menie’s eyes, as she closes them, wearily upon the daylight

when Jenny has cleared the little breakfast-table, and it is time for

the day’s work to begin. They speak to her softly, you will perceive,

and are very tender of Menie, as if she were ill, and Jenny cannot

forgive herself for the shock that her exclamation caused last night.

A heavy stupor is on Menie’s mind, lightened only with gleams of wild

anxiety, with fruitless self-questionings, which she fain would

restrain, but cannot. Jenny, firm in the belief that she has seen a

spirit, is melancholy and mysterious, and asks suggestive

questions--whether they have heard if there is “ony great trouble in

London ’enow,” or who it was that was prayed for in the kirk last

Sabbath--a young man in great distress. Mrs Laurie, uneasy and

solicitous, cannot stay these pitiful looks which unawares she turns

upon her daughter, and hangs perpetually about her with tender touches,

consoling words, and smiles, till poor Menie’s heart is like to break.

The day’s work is over in Jenny’s “redd-up kitchen;”--the uneven earthen

floor is carefully swept--the hearth as white and the fireside as

brilliant as Jenny’s elaborate care can make them; and Jenny has drawn

aside a little the sliding panel which closes in her bed, to show the

light patch-work quilt, and snowy linen of the “owrelay.” Bright brass

and pewter carefully polished above the high mantelshelf--bright plates

and crockery against the walls--with a glance of satisfaction Jenny

surveyed the whole as she passed into the private corner where she made

her toilette--a “wiselike” kitchen; it was worthy of Jenny.

And now, in her blue and yellow gown, in her black and red checked

plaiden shawl, in her great Leghorn bonnet, fashioned in antique times,

Jenny sets out from the cottage door. No one knows where Jenny is going,

and there has been some surprise “ben the house” at her intimation of

her proposed absence. But Jenny keeps her own counsel, and walks away

soberly, seeing Mrs Laurie at the window, in the direction of Burnside.

“Nae occasion to let the haill town see the gate Jenny was gaun,” she

says to herself, with a slight fuff; and, altering her course before she

reaches the Brigend, Jenny turns rapidly towards the hills.

And something of growing gravity, almost awe, is on Jenny’s face. “Eh,

puir callant, he’s young to take fareweel o’ this life. Weel, laddie,

mony’s the time Jenny’s grutten for ye; and maybe it’s best, after a’,

if ane could but think sae.” These lamentations fall like so many tears

on Jenny’s way--and she is rapidly climbing the brae, as she utters

them, towards the house of Crofthill.

It is a wintery autumn afternoon--so dull, that the potato-gatherers in

the fields are chilled into silence, and the ploughmen scarcely can

whistle into the heavy atmosphere, which droops upon them laden with

unfallen rain. The paths of the little triangular garden of Crofthill

are choked with masses of brown leaves, fallen from the trees, which

sway their thin remaining foliage drearily, hanging lank from the crest

of the hill. The goodman is thrashing to-day; you can hear the heavy

tramp of the horses, the swing of the primitive machine; it is almost

the only sound that breaks the silence of the place.

Nay, listen--there is another sound; a slow monotonous voice, wont to

excite in Jenny certain sentiments the reverse of peaceable. The kitchen

door is open, a great umbrella rests against the lintel, and Miss

Janet’s tall figure is just visible in a gown not much unlike Jenny’s

own, standing before the fire listening, as Jenny, arrested at the

threshold, must be content to listen too.

“Na; I can do nae mair than tell what’s true; I canna gie folk the

judgment to put trust in me. I’m no ane that meddles wi’ ither folk’s

concerns--but I thocht it right ye should ken--I’m no saying whether

it’s in the flesh or the spirit--that Randall Home was seen upon the

Kirklands road last night.”

“But I tell ye, woman, it couldna be our Randy--it couldna be my bairn,”

exclaimed Miss Janet in great distress. “Do you think Crofthill’s son

would ca’ upon the like o’ you, and no come hame? It’s been some English

lad, that’s spoken grand, like Randall; and how was you to ken to look

at his presence, that never ane had like him? Na, it wasna our son.”

“Presence or no presence, I mind him weel,” said Nelly, emphatically. “I

wouldna think, mysel, an appearance or a wraith could hae grippit thae

weans, and kent the road sae weel to carry them hame--no to say that

spirits would hae little patience, as I think, wi’ barley scones, when

they canna partake themsels; and I tried him about the Burnside family,

and Crofthill as weel; and I saw his een louping wi’ passion and he

scarce gae me thanks for my charity. It’s an awfu’ thing to see as I do

ilka day--and I canna think but what it’s just because I’m sae peaceable

mysel that a’body flees into raptures wi’ me. But I just ken this--I saw

Randall Home.”

Miss Janet turned round to wring her hands unseen. She was very much

troubled and shaken, and turning, met, to her dismay, the keen

inquisitive face of Jenny. With a little start and cry, Miss Janet

turned again to dash some tears off her cheek. Then she addressed the

new-comer in a trembling voice. “Ye’ll have heard her story--your house

is on the same road--have ye seen onything like this?”

“I wouldna put a moment’s faith in her--no me!” said Jenny, promptly.

“It’s a dull day to her when she disna put somebody in trouble; and its

just because there’s no a single mischief to the fore in Kirklands that

she’s come to put her malice on you. Put strife amang neibors,

woman--naebody can do’t sae weel; but what would ye come here for to

frighten honest folk in their ain houses?”

“For every friendly word I say, I aye get twa ill words back,” said

Nelly meekly, with a sigh of injury. “But it’s weel kent the spirit

that’s in Burnside Jenny, and I wouldna take notice, for my pairt, o’

what the like o’ her might say; but I canna help aye being concerned

for what happens to Crofthill, minding the connection; and if I didna

see Randall Home’s face, and hear Randall Home’s tongue, in the dark at

my ain door yestreen I never saw mortal man. If he’s in the flesh, I

wouldna say but he was hiding for some ill-doing--for you may be sure he

didna want me to see his face, kenning me for far sight langsyne; and if

it was an appearance, I’ll no gie you muckle hope o’ his state, for the

awsome passion he got in, though he never said a word to me; and, as I

said before, I can tell you what’s true, but I canna gie ye faith to

believe--sae I’ll bid ye guid-day, Miss Janet; and ye’ll just see if ye

dinna think mair o’ what I’ve said, afore you’re a day aulder--you and

the auld man too.”

Slowly Nelly took her departure, Miss Janet looking on like one

stupefied. As the unwelcome visitor disappeared, Miss Janet sank into a

chair, and again wrung her hands; but looking up with sudden fright to

perceive Jenny’s elaborate dress, and look of mystery, hastily

exclaimed, “Jenny, woman--it’s no but what you’re aye welcome,--but

what’s brought you here the day?”

“I cam o’ my ain will; naebody kens,” said Jenny abruptly.

“But ye maun have come wi’ an errand--I’m no feared to greet before you,

Jenny,” said Miss Janet, with humility. “Oh, woman, tell me--do you ken

onything o’ my bairn?”

“Me! what should I ken?” said Jenny, turning her face away. “You’ll have

gotten word? Nae doubt, being grand at the writing, he aye sends

letters. What gars ye ask the like o’ me?”

Miss Janet caught her visitor’s hand, and turned her face towards the

light with a terrified cry, “You may tell me--I ken ye’ve seen him as

weel.”

Jenny resisted for some time, keeping her head averted. At length, when

she could struggle no longer, she fell into a little burst of sobbing.

“I never would have telled ye. I didna come to make you desolate--but I

canna tell a lee. I saw him in the dark last night, just ae moment,

glancing in at the window--and when I gaed to the door, he was gane.”

Half an hour after, very drearily Jenny took her way down the hill--and

looking back as the early twilight began to darken on her path, she saw

Miss Janet’s wistful face commanding the way. The twilight came down

heavily--the clouds dipt upon the hill--drizzling rains began to fall,

carrying down with them light dropping showers of half-detached and

dying leaves--but still Miss Janet leaned upon the dyke, and turned her

anxious eyes to the hilly footpath, watching, with many a sob and

shiver, for Randall--in the flesh or in the spirit. Surely, if he

revealed himself to strangers, he might come to her.

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