He had been home for a month and he had made no move toward
returning--not that it was ever out of his mind for an instant, but it
pleased him to stay there and savor the ripe mellow ness of everything
as he might savor a fruit. Summer was fairly in and the yellow
blossoms had fallen from the gorse, but roses were blooming in every
garden, great creamy ones and others with the vivid red of an autumn
sunset.
The horse-chestnuts were heavy with balloons of white flowers, and
every evening the bees returned drowsy from the heather of the purple
mountains. There was something in it all that he had missed for years
and that he was greedy for.
At first he had gone about, a splendid figure, in the clothes he had
brought with him from America: suits of fine broadcloth, and buttoned
shoes, and a watch that was held in place by a fob. But nobody seemed
impressed by this splendor and a few were covertly amused; and suddenly
he had discarded it in a sort of shame, returning to the rich tweeds of
his own people. He had helped a little about the farm, finding again a
lost aptitude in milking a cow and in handling a horse in a dog-cart.
He had gone to the fairs and put in a shrewd word here and there on the
price of a colt. He had gaped in wonder at the antics of the
Punch-and-Judy show and had listened to the croon of the ballad-singer.
He lost sixpences with the trick-of-the-loop man and with the artist of
the three cards. All through it he tried to keep in his mind and on
his face the attitude of a grown-up who is playing a child's game, a
patronizing superiority.
"If they could only see this at Coney Island," he thought, "they would
laugh their heads off."
And he tried to remember as enjoyable the days he had spent there in
search of amusement, returning in the evening a battered and limp and
irritated rag.
It was the evening of the Newry Fair when he began to think seriously
of returning. They were all sitting in the great stone-flagged kitchen
of the farm-house. From the long deal table in the middle of the room
a huge lamp filled the space with creamy light, and in the lighted
fireplace a kettle purred, hanging from its crane. The kitchen rafters
were black and amber from the smoke of four generations, and below them
hung at intervals long flitches of bacon. Over the mantel were the
guns he remembered from his boyhood--his father's double-barreled
fowling-piece with the long, true barrels; his grandfather's old
musket; and the flintlock his great-grandfather had borne when he went
out with Lord Edward in '98.
His father sat by the table, reading a paper diligently, and he was
surprised to see how hale the old man looked; he was sixty now and
looked fifteen years younger. His mother fussed about with a pannikin
of milk, followed by three mewing kittens, while in a corner of the
room Joe was binding whipcord about the handle of a fishing-rod,
occasionally making it swish through the air with a keen sibilant sound
like the hiss of a snake.
"I think I 'll be going back soon," Grant said suddenly. "I think I 'd
better be getting along."
His mother looked at him sharply, but said nothing. Joe lowered his
rod. His father raised his eyes from his paper.
"And what would you be doing that for?" he asked slowly. "Sure, I
thought you were going to stay with us."
"I can't be doing that," Grant answered easily. "I 've got my business
over there. And I 've got to be making my way in the world."
"And why can't you stay and do it here?" the old man went on.
"Ah, sure, what would I be doing here?" Grant began impatiently.
"There 's nothing for a man here. On the other side I 've got a place
of my own, made by my own hands in twelve years. That's something, is
n't it?"
"There 's no use talking to you," his father said resignedly. "If you
must go, you must go. But if you were wise, Willie John, you would
take whatever money you 've made in America and buy that place of Peter
McKenna's down the road. You 'd get it cheap now. And after I 'm gone
the farm goes to you and Joe. If you have n't got enough money I 'll
lend it to you."
"No, thank you," Grant replied a little surlily. "I 'll get back to my
own place."
"Ah, well--" his father turned back to his paper--"have it your own
way."
Joe sent the rod swishing through the air a couple of times. He turned
to Grant with a quick smile.
"It's not back to your business you want to be getting, Willie John,"
he laughed. "You want to be getting back to where the good times are.
In a week or two you 'll be walking up Broadway, looking at the big
buildings you do be telling about. Or going down Fifth Avenue, maybe,
riding in a motor-car. Or hanging round all day drinking highballs
with the millionaires. That's what you will be after. Business!"
Grant turned on him with a sudden gust of anger.
"I want to tell you something, Joe," he whipped back: "I'm up in the
morning at half-past six. I 've got the place open by eight. It's
seldom I 'm through before ten at night--and twelve of a Saturday
night. Do you know, this is the first holiday I 've had for twelve
years, barring Sundays and bank holidays! And on them I 'm too tired
to do anything. I 'm as hard worked as you are."
"I 'm afraid you 're worse," the brother replied. He looked keenly at
the hitch of the whipcord to the haft of the rod. "It's seldom we
can't get a day off when there 's a fair on, or a good horse-race, or a
coursing-match. What would life be if we couldn't?" He swished the
rod through the air again. "And as for your father--" he took a
sidelong smiling look at the old man--"he 's hardly ever at home now
since they elected him to the County Council."
"To get on in the world," Grant said sententiously, "you 've got to
work night, noon, and morning. There's no time for flying round to
places of amusement, and chucking away hard-earned money. That's
what's wrong with all this country."
Joe looked up at the rafters heavy with flitches of bacon; at the
kettle purring on its crane. He glanced through the window to where
the full haggard lay. His ever-ready smile crept about his eyes.
"Oh, I hardly think we 'll starve for a while," he laughed. "Will we,
mother?"
The little old lady with the kittens smiled and shook her head.
"I 'm not saying anything," she said.
There was the sound of a gate clanging and the chime of voices. A dog
growled and then broke into a bark of welcome. The voices came nearer
to the door. Joe rose to open it. The mother put her head on one side
to listen.
"Do you know who that is, Willie John?" she asked.
"No," Grant answered, "I do not."
"It 's Eunice Doran," she said. She waited an instant. A smile crept
over her face. "Larry Doran's daughter, from beyond the hill."
"Oh, to be sure; I remember her," Grant smiled back.
Of course he did--a lank, gray-eyed girl, with a habit of staring you
out of countenance. The last time he had seen her she was fifteen,
with long arms and legs that seemed eternally in the way; and he
recalled, with a smile, how in those days he had been a little in love
with her, and they had passed many queer, awkward moments together.
A funny, pathetic thing! And as he thought of it a shutter in his mind
opened and he saw again the girl he had left on the stoop in
Schermerhorn Street, with her chic way and flashing eyes.
He wondered what she would think if she knew he had once had a boyish
affair with this simple thing from his own townland; and he blushed in
imagining her teasing laughter.
He warmed with a glow of pride as he thought of her,--of Miss Levine,
as he somehow always called her to himself,--of her marvelous clothes,
of her manicured hands and wonderful eyebrows, of her appreciation of
the latest effort of a cinematograph comedian, and her up-to-dateness
with the last flivver joke. He smiled, too, as he thought of the
wonder with which this poor country girl would regard the metropolitan
divinity.
She came into the room slowly; and, though he could distinguish little
of her features or form, he felt a sense of shock, for somehow he had
expected a lanky, overgrown girl with arms and hands like the awkward
legs of a foal--and what he saw was a tall woman, as tall as he, who
moved with the slow dignity of a queen.
She threw her cloak off and Joe took it from her, and as it fell Grant
caught one instantaneous glimpse of her that effectually wiped the
Brooklyn girl from his mind, like a sponge passing over a chalked
slate. He saw first the great mass of black hair knotted at the back
of her head, which seemed less like hair than a splash of dim, vivid
color; and from a side view he saw the small nose, with the sensitive
nostrils, as clearly cut as the nose on an intaglio; and the line of
chin sweeping down, as it were, in one soft, firm stroke. That was all
he saw for a minute--that and the flush on her cheeks.
"How are you?" she said to his mother. "And how are you, Mr. Grant?
And Joe?" She turned to Grant, looked at him for an instant and put
out her hand. "And this is Willie John," she said. "You 've been a
long time away, Willie John."
He saw, as he looked at her, how very gray her eyes were, and how very
deep--like orifices through which light shone--and how very steady. He
noticed that her mouth was firm, and that she seemed to have lived each
instant of her twenty-seven years; and still she was a woman with the
first flush of beauty on her. She turned away to talk to his mother
and he saw for the first time that her servant-girl was with her. So
engrossed had he been with her entry, and so shocked by seeing her
beauty, that he had seen only her.
"I 'm going to have the flax pulled on the ten-acre," she was
saying--and Grant felt every syllable of her low contralto strike him
clear and compelling--"so I 'm asking the neighbors fair and early. My
father 's dead, Willie John--" she turned to Grant for a moment--"and I
've the place on my hands."
"Ay; I heard that, Eunice," he said. "I was sorry to hear it."
"You 'll be going back soon?" she asked.
"I 'll be going back very soon now," he said. "In a couple of weeks at
most."
"I 've been wanting him to stay and settle down," his father broke in;
"but there 's no use talking to him."
"Ah, there's nothing for a man here," he answered disgustedly. "It's
on the other side a man gets his chance--ay, and a woman, too, for that
matter."
"Is that so?" Eunice uttered; and she caught him with her serious gray
eyes.
"There was Joe Carragher's daughter, from Balleek," he instanced; "you
knew her well. She went over six years ago and now she 's a lady's
maid in one of the big houses on Fifth Avenue. A grand position!"
"Is that so?" she repeated; her eyes had narrowed a little and she was
studying him intently.
"Then there was Patrick Hagan, the brother of the captain in the Dublin
Fusiliers. He 's got a saloon on Third Avenue and does a grand
business."
"That's the devil's business, Willie John," his mother said quietly.
It was the first time since he came back that he had seen her without a
smile on her lips.
"It's different on the other side, I tell you," Grant commented with
asperity. "And there's Barney Doyle, that went over before me; he 's
head waiter in one of the big places on Broadway. Do you know that
fellow makes as much as seventy dollars a week in tips? Seventy
dollars! Fourteen pounds!"
"His father was a great lawyer." Old Grant shook his head. "God be
good to him! They called him the Star of the North."
"Fourteen pounds a week--in tips!"
Grant thought he could detect a chill, contemptuous tone in the Doran
girl's voice; but he put the thought out of his head, for why should
she be contemptuous? She drew her blue cloak about her.
"I think I 'll be going," she said.
"I 'll leave you a bit of the road," Grant offered.
They went out and down the loaning. Overhead a great white moon
showed, a great silver plate of a thing whose beams scintillated in
minute gossamer threads. Before them the road ran, as white as the
moon, and everything showed in a faint purple--trees, fields, the
singing river on the left of them, and the hill that rose between them
and the sea. A little breeze was stirring and they could hear a soft
soughing from the trees and a murmur from the beach. Somewhere behind
them, on the Yellow Road probably, a corn-crake was venting its
harmoniously raucous cry.
They stopped and looked about them. Beneath them the great plain of
Louth lay, which Maeve of Connaught had once raided at the head of a
hundred thousand men. And as Grant looked at it in the subtle
moonlight the memory of forgotten legends came to him in vague
uncoördinated fragments. There was Slieve Gullion behind him, where
Cuala, the great artificer, hammered on his magic anvil night and day,
and up whose slopes Finn MacCool had pursued the white deer without
horns.
And in front of him was the sea, where for thrice three hundred years
the Children of Lir had mourned in the guise of white swans. And on
the hill beside him was the fortress of Bricriu of the poisoned tongue,
whose satires killed men and withered the leaves on the green trees.
Suddenly he heard Eunice's voice addressing him.
"I suppose you 've done well for yourself, Willie John?" she asked.
"Ay; I 've done well," he told her. "I 've got a business over there
worth ten thousand dollars. And I 've built it up in twelve years."
"Ten thousand dollars!" she mused. "Two thousand pounds; that's a good
deal. That's half as much as your brother Joe made, and it's a great
deal more than I have myself."
"Brother Joe made!" he muttered in a tone of amazement.
"Yes--your brother Joe made," she answered naïvely. "He 's made as
much as four thousand pounds trading in cattle between here and
England, and buying horses for the Italian Government."
"Twenty thousand dollars!" Grant said, dumb-founded. "Brother Joe!"
"And you 've more than I have," she continued mercilessly. "The Cliff
Farm is worth only eighteen hundred pounds. That's only nine thousand
of your dollars."
He answered nothing, for a quick sense of shame suddenly suffused him
when he remembered how much he had talked, and the others keeping so
dumb. Something began tumbling very fast about him. They went up the
hill and suddenly the sea stretched before them, sheer through to
England, a vast surface of shimmering ripples, where the moon touched,
and here and there white curling waves. And beneath them it murmured
on the beach in a steady crooning. The breeze blew landward and
pressed about them firmly in a cool, even motion. To the right the
Cliff Farm lay, softly white, and a faint scent came down from its
orchard. The servant-girl passed through the gate and up toward the
house.
"America 's a great country!" Grant said aloud.
He did not know why he said it. Perhaps it was because he could find
nothing else to say, and perhaps it was a sort of incantation,
conjuring away the doubts that were rising in his mind.
Eunice made no answer. And as he looked at her, standing there in the
moonlight and the breeze, the old affection he had for her a dozen
years ago rose within him, and he wondered whether he should n't put
his arm about her and kiss her for old times' sake. But the idea left
him as soon as it came, for the thought of trifling with her seemed a
desecration.
"It's a great place!" he said again lamely.
She swung around upon him suddenly, savagely, her head tilted, her eyes
flashing. The cloak behind her stood backward with the breeze; and as
he watched her, amazed, petrified almost, the thought of dead ancient
Irish women flashed through his brain--Maeve, the fighting queen of
Connaught; and Deirdre, who dashed herself dead against a rock; and
Grainne, the king's daughter, who fled to follow Diarmuid of the Spears.
"Then why don't you stay there?" she uttered passionately.
"Why don't I stay there?" he repeated blankly.
"Why don't you stay there?" she said again. "You come back here--you
and your like--with a smile on your mouth and a sneer in your eye. You
come back here in your fine clothes, that you 've sweated day and night
for, and taken charity to get--ay, charity! What's tips but
charity?--And you lord it round for a while and tell us what fools we
are--and patronize us. Patronize us!"
She swung round and fronted the low-lying land with the faint blue heat
haze of summer over it, touched into silver in the June moon. The
muscles of her throat were throbbing. She was poised on her feet like
a bird ready for flight.
"Look down there at your father's farm," she told him. Her hand
stretched toward it and her gray eyes blazed in his face. "Look at it
well! Look at the corn that's green, and the rye ripening, and the
stacked haggard. Look at the trees in the orchard and the fruit
hanging from them, and the river alive with trout, and the mountain
with its grouse and hares. And then go back to your grand business and
fumble the halfpence in your greasy till!"
He said nothing. Mechanically his eyes followed her hand where it
pointed, and every word ate its meaning into his brain as if etched by
strong acid.
"Ay!" he said dully.
"Have you eyes to see, man?" She bent toward him with her hands
outstretched and her face aflame with anger. "Or have you ears to
hear? Or has groping for coppers made you blind like a mole? Or the
tinkle of tuppences deafened you the like of a bat?"
"I 've got eyes," he answered sullenly.
"Use them, then!" she snapped. "And when you go back to your grand
business, stop making a poor mouth about Ireland. Don't whine the like
of a beggar in the street. Stop your talk about poverty-stricken
Ireland, and oppressed Ireland and lazy Ireland. We 've got money here
as well as you, for all your grand business; and we've got pride; and
we 've got strength. And we don't want anybody talking about our
sorrows, and the nations pitying us in the four corners of the earth."
He said nothing, but his face had gone white; and every now and then he
winced, as though he had been caught by a whip. He wished to Heaven
she would stop; and still, back in him, something had awakened that
yearned to be lashed into life.
"I heard you wanted your father and mother to go back to America with
you and partake of the grand business. Look at that farm-house again.
Your grandfather built that with granite hewn from his own quarry. And
you want them to leave that and to go off with you and grub in a
huckster's booth! God's glory and the blue sky over us!"
There was the rapid flapping of wings and they saw a wedge of birds in
the moonlight. Suddenly they caught the shrill clamor of the barnacle
goose.
"Even the birds," she uttered with scorn, "even the birds have sense.
They 're happy when they get back from roving. Not like you and your
like, Willie John. If you want to go, go! And God go with you! If
you want to stay, stay--and you're welcome. But don't come back for a
while, croaking like a magpie chattering over a ruined hearth."
She turned to him, and the agitation and passion seemed to leave her by
a great effort of will. Her hands unclenched and her voice grew calm,
with even a queer crooning melody in it; but her bosom heaved
tumultuously.
"I liked you once, Willie John," she said. "I thought there was the
makings of a big man in you. I mind the time at the football, and you
running down the field like a hare, and no one to catch or trip you.
And at the fairs I mind you putting the horses through their paces like
a jockey born. And at throwing the weight there was no one of your
size or years that could best you. Ay! I mind you, and your dogs
following you, and your head high up in the air. I thought well of you
that time, Willie John. I thought there was no one like you." She
raised herself to her full height and looked at him squarely. "But
now," she said, "I 'd rather have a stray tinker that does be traveling
the roads."
And scornfully she left him.