CHAPTER XXI

"HE'S A MAN"

Mrs. Wheaton, although she had the good taste to ask few questions,

was much puzzled over the Jocelyns. Mr. Jocelyn's state of health

seemed to her very peculiar, and her shrewd, unprejudiced mind was

approaching Roger's conclusion, that he was a little "off." With an

insight common to sound, thrifty people, she saw that the outlook

for this family was dubious. She believed that the father would

become less and less of a reliance, that Mrs. Jocelyn was too

delicate to cope with a lower and grimmer phase of poverty, which

she feared they could not escape. When alone she often shook her

head in foreboding over Belle's brilliant black eyes, being aware

from long experience among the poor how dangerous are such attractions,

especially when possessed by an impulsive and unbalanced child. She

even sighed more deeply and often over Mildred, for she knew well

that more truly than any of the house-plants in the window the

young girl who cared for them was an exotic that might fade and

die in the changed and unfavorable conditions of her present and

prospective life. The little children, too, were losing the brown

and ruddy hues they had acquired on the Atwood farm, and very

naturally chafed over their many and unwonted restrictions.

Nor did the city missionary whom she had called in to attend Mrs.

Bute's funeral illumine the Jocelyn problem for the good woman.

He was an excellent man, but lamentably deficient in tact, being

prone to exhort on the subject of religion in season, and especially

out of season, and in much the same way on all occasions. Since

the funeral he had called two or three times, and had mildly and

rather vaguely harangued Mrs. Jocelyn and Mildred. Instead of

echoing his pious platitudes with murmurs of assent and approval,

they had been very polite, and also very reticent and distant; and

Mr. Woolling--that was his name--had said in confidence to Mrs.

Wheaton that "they might be good people, but he fearing they were

not yet altogether 'in the light.' They seemed a little cold toward

the good cause, and were not inclined to talk freely of their

spiritual experiences and relations. Probably it was because they

were not altogether orthodox in their views."

It would seem that this worthy person had taken literally the promise

of his Master, "I will make you fishers of men." for he was quite

content to be a fisher. Let us hope that occasionally, as by a

miracle, his lenient Master enabled him to catch some well-disposed

sinner; but as a rule his mannerism, his set phrases, his utter lack

of magnetism and appreciation of the various shades of character

with which he was dealing, repelled even those who respected his

motive and mission. Sensitive, sad-hearted women like Mrs. Jocelyn

and Mildred could no more open their hearts to him than to a

benevolent and impersonal board of trustees sitting around a green

baize table. That detestable class, however, who thrive on opening

their hearts and dilating on their spiritual experiences, could

talk to him, as he would say, in a "most edifying and godly manner,"

and through him, in consequence, reap all the pecuniary advantages

within his power to bestow.

It is not the blatant and plausible poor who suffer, but those

who hide their poverty and will starve rather than trade on their

faith; and too often Christian and charitable organizations prove

they are not the "children of this world" by employing agents so

lacking in fitness for the work that a commercial firm, following

a like policy, would soon compass its own failure. The Church deserves

slight progress if it fails to send its best and most gifted men

and women among the poor and vicious. Mr. Woolling was a sincere

well-meaning man, but he no more knew how to catch men with a

Christ-like magnetism and guile than how to render one of Beethoven's

symphonies; and he was so constituted that he could never learn.

It was an open question whether he did not do more harm than good;

and those who employed him might and ought to have known the fact.

Fortunately for the Jocelyns, there were other workers in that part

of the vineyard, and Mrs. Wheaton had said to herself more than

once, "Ven my young lady comes 'ome she'll git 'old of these 'ere

people and make things better for 'em." One day, about the middle

of September, there was a light knock at the door of the large

living-room that had been made so inviting. Mildred opened it

and admitted a young woman, who appeared not very much older than

herself, and who she saw at a glance was of her own class in respect

to refinement and cultivation. Although entire strangers, the eyes

of the two girls met in woman's intuitive recognition.

"This is Miss Jocelyn, I think," said the visitor in an accent that

to the poor girl sounded like her native tongue, so long unheard.

"You are correct," replied Mildred, with exploring eyes and a quiet

and distant manner. "Will you please be seated," she added after

a moment, as the young lady evidently wished to enter.

It was in the afternoon, and the room had its usual pretty order

at that hour. Fred and Minnie were seated by Mrs. Jocelyn, who

was giving them their daily lesson from an illustrated primer; and

they, with their mother, turned questioning eyes on the unexpected

guest, who won their good-will almost instantly by a sunshiny

smile. Then turning to Mildred she began, with a quiet, well-bred

ease which made her visit seem perfectly natural, "We are now

strangers, but I trust we shall not remain such very long. Indeed,

I am already sure that you can help me very much." (This asking

help instead of offering it was certainly adroit policy.) "I am a

Christian worker in this district. My name is Alice Wetheridge. I

am well acquainted with Mrs. Wheaton, and the little she has told

me about you has made me wish to know you well; and I trust you will

meet me with the spirit in which I come--that of honest friendliness

and respect. I shall be just as frank with you as you wish, and I

know you have just as much right to your feelings and views as I

have to mine. It is our plan of work to co-work cordially, asking

each one to choose her own place and kind of effort. I have been

around among some of my families in this house, and, if you will

permit me to say it, I have seen your influence, and I think it is

most Christian and womanly. You can scarcely blame me, then, if I

hope to find in you a congenial fellow-worker."

These remarks contained no hint of poverty or inferiority, and might

have been made to Mildred in her old home. The sweet, low voice in

which they were spoken was soothing and winning, while her visitor's

gaze was direct and sincere. Mildred smiled with a little answering

friendliness as she said, "Please do not expect much from me. I

fear I shall disappoint you."

"I shall not expect anything more than your own feelings prompt and

your own conscience can warrant. I and some friends have classes

at a mission chapel not far from here, and all I ask at first is

that you and Mrs. Jocelyn attend service at the chapel and see how

you like us and how you like our minister."

"Is--is his name Mr. Woolling?" faltered Mildred.

A slight, evanescent smile flitted across the visitor's face. "No,"

she said, "that is not his name. Our minister has just returned

from Europe, where he has taken a well-deserved vacation. I, too,

have only come in town within the last few days, otherwise I do

not think you would have escaped us so long," she concluded, with

a bright smile, but after a moment she added earnestly, "Please do

not think that we shall try to force upon you associations that may

not be pleasant. We only ask that you come and judge for yourselves."

"What you ask is certainly reasonable," said Mildred thoughtfully,

and with an inquiring glance at her mother.

"I agree with you, Millie," her mother added with gentle emphasis,

for she had been observing their visitor closely; "and I think we

both appreciate Miss Wetheridge's motive in calling upon us, and

can respond in like spirit."

"I thank you," was the cordial reply. "On this card is written my

address and where to find our chapel, the hours of service, etc.

Please ask for me next Sabbath afternoon, and I will sit you, so

you won't feel strange, you know. After the service is over we will

remain a few moments, and I will introduce you to our minister.

As I said at first, if you don't like us or our ways you must not

feel in the least trammelled. However that may be, I trust you will

let me come and see you sometimes. It was my duty to call upon you

because you were in my district; but now it will be a pleasure to

which I hope you will let me look forward."

"You will be welcome," said Mildred smilingly. "I can at least

promise so much."

Miss Wetheridge had slipped off her glove while talking, and in

parting she gave a warm, friendly palm to those she wished to win.

She had intended only a smiling leave-taking of the children, but

they looked so pretty, and were regarding her with such an expression

of shy, pleased interest, that she acted on her impulse and kissed

them both. "I don't often meet such kissable children," she said,

with a bright flush, "and I couldn't resist the temptation."

The room seemed lighter the rest of the day for her visit. If she

had kissed the children out of policy Mrs. Jocelyn would have been

resentfully aware of the fact; but they were "kissable" children,

and no one knew it better than the fond mother, who was won completely

by the spontaneity of the act.

"Millie, I think I'd go to her church, even if Mr. Woolling were

the minister," she said, with her sweet laugh.

"Soft-hearted little mother!" cried Mildred gayly; "if people only

knew it, you have one very vulnerable side. That was a master-stroke

on the part of Miss Wetheridge."

"She didn't mean it as such, and if some good people had kissed

the children I'd have washed their faces as soon as they had gone.

The visit has done YOU good, too, Millie."

"Well, I admit it has. It was nice to see and hear one of our own

people, and to feel that we were not separated by an impassable

gulf. To tell the truth, I feel the need of something outside of

this old house. I am beginning to mope and brood. I fear it will

be some time before the way opens back to our former life, and one

grows sickly if one lives too long in the shade. I COULD work with

such a girl as that, for she wouldn't humiliate me. See, her card

shows that she lives on Fifth Avenue. If SHE can work in a mission

chapel, I can, especially since she is willing to touch me with

her glove off," she concluded, with a significant smile.

As the evening grew shadowy Mildred took the children out for their

walk, and, prompted by considerable curiosity, she led the way to

Fifth Avenue, and passed the door on which was inscribed the number

printed on Miss Wetheridge's card. The mansion was as stately and

gave as much evidence of wealth as Mrs. Arnold's home. At this

moment a handsome carriage drew up to the sidewalk, and Mildred,

turning, blushed vividly as she met the eyes of her new acquaintance,

who, accompanied by a fashionably-attired young man, had evidently

been out to drive. Mildred felt that she had no right to claim

recognition, for a young woman making mission calls in her "district"

and the same young lady on Fifth Avenue with her finance, very

probably, might be, and often are, two very distinct persons. The

girl was about to pass on with downcast eyes and a hot face, feeling

that her curiosity had been well punished. But she had not taken

three steps before a pleasant voice said at her side, "Miss Jocelyn,

what have I done that you won't speak to me? This is my home, and

I hope you will come and see me some time."

Mildred looked at the speaker searchingly for a moment, and then

said, in a low tone and with tearful eyes, "May you never exchange

a home like this, Miss Wetheridge, for one like mine."

"Should it be my fortune to do so--and why may it not?--I hope I

may accept of my lot with your courage, Miss Jocelyn, and give to

my humbler home the same impress of womanly refinement that you

have imparted to yours. Believe me, I respected you and your mother

thoroughly the moment I crossed your threshold."

"I will do whatever you wish me to do," was her relevant, although

seemingly irrelevant, reply.

"That's a very big promise," said Miss Wetheridge vivaciously; "we

will shake hands to bind the compact," and her attendant raised

his hat as politely as he would to any of his companion's friends.

Mildred went home with the feeling that the leaden monotony of

her life was broken. The hand of genuine Christian sympathy, not

charity or patronage, had been reached across the chasm of her

poverty, and by it she justly hoped that she might be led into

new relations that would bring light and color into her shadowed

experience.

With her mother and Belle she went to the chapel on the following

Sunday afternoon, and found her new friend on the watch for them.

The building was plain but substantial, and the audience-room large

and cheerful looking. Mr. Woolling was, in truth, not the type of

the tall, rugged-featured man who sat on the platform pulpit, and

Mildred, at first, was not prepossessed in his favor, but as he

rose and began to speak she felt the magnetism of a large heart

and brain; and when he began to preach she found herself yielding

to the power of manly Christian thought, expressed in honest Saxon

words devoid of any trace of affectation, scholasticism, and set

phraseology. He spoke as any sensible, practical man would speak

concerning a subject in which he believed thoroughly and was

deeply interested, and he never once gave the impression that he

was "delivering a sermon" which was foreordained to be delivered at

that hour. It was a message rather than a sermon, a sincere effort

to make the people understand just what God wished them to know

concerning the truth under consideration, and especially what they

were to do in view of it. The young girl soon reached the conclusion

that the religion taught in this chapel was not something fashioned

to suit the world, but a controlling principle that brought the

rich and poor together in their obedience to Him whose perfect

life will ever be the law of the Christian Church. The attention

of even mercurial Belle was obtained and held, and at the close of

the address she whispered, "Millie, that man talks right to one,

and not fifty miles over your head. I'll come here every Sunday if

you will."

After the benediction the Rev. Mr. Wentworth came down from the

pulpit--not in a bustling, favor-currying style, but with a grave,

kindly manner--to speak to those who wished to see him. When he at

last reached Mildred, she felt him looking at her in a way that

proved he was not scattering his friendly words as a handful of coin

is thrown promiscuously to the poor. He was giving thought to her

character and need; he was exercising his invaluable but lamentably

rare gift of tact in judging how he should address these "new

people" of whom Miss Wetheridge had spoken. His words were few and

simple, but he made Mrs. Jocelyn and Mildred feel that his interest

in them was not official, but genuine, Christian, and appreciative.

Belle very naturally shrank into the background. Her acquaintance

with clergymen was not extensive, nor would it, I fear, ever have

been increased by any efforts of her own; therefore it was with some

trepidation that she saw Mr. Wentworth giving her an occasional

side glance while talking to her mother. She was about to bow very

formally when introduced, but a smile broke over the man's rugged

features like a glow of sunshine, as he held out his hand and said,

"Miss Belle, I know you and I would be good friends if we had a

chance."

The girl's impulsive nature responded as if touched by an electric

spark, and with her usual directness the words in her mind were

spoken. "I like you already," she said.

"The liking is mutual then," was Mr. Wentworth's laughing reply;

"I'm coming to see you."

"But, sir," stammered the honest child, "I'm not good like my

sister."

The clergyman now laughed heartily. "All the more reason I should

come," he said.

"Well, then, please come in the evening, for I wouldn't miss your

visit for the world."

"I certainly shall," and he named an evening early in the week; "and

now," he resumed, "my friend Miss Wetheridge here has informed me

of the conditions on which you have visited our chapel. We propose

to carry them out in good faith, and not put any constraint upon

you beyond a cordial invitation to cast your lot with us. It's a

great thing to have a church home. You need not feel that you must

decide at once, but come again and again, and perhaps by and by

you will have a home feeling here."

"I'm coming whether the rest do or not," Belle remarked emphatically,

and Mr. Wentworth gave her a humorous look which completed the

conquest of her heart.

"Miss Wetheridge knows that my decision was already made," said

Mildred quietly, with an intelligent glance toward her friend; "and

if there is any very, very simple work that I can do, I shall feel

it a privilege to do the best I can."

She never forgot his responsive look of honest friendliness as he

answered, "The simplest work you do in that spirit will be blessed.

Miss Wetheridge, I hope you will soon find some more people like

Mrs. Jocelyn and her daughters. Good-by now for a short time,"

and a moment later Mildred saw him talking just as kindly, but

differently, to a very shabby-looking man.

Mr. Wentworth was also a "fisher of men," but he fished intelligently,

and caught them.

Belle could hardly wait until she was in the street before exclaiming,

"He isn't a bit like our old minister. Why--why--he's a man."

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