CHAPTER XX

SEVERAL QUIET FORCES AT WORK.

Precipitous ascents and descents do not constitute the greater part

of life's journey. In the experience of very many they occur more

or less frequently, but they conduct to long intervals where the

way is comparatively level, although it may be flinty, rough, and

hedged with thorns. More often the upward trend or the decline of

our paths is so slight as not to be noticed as we pass on, but at

the end of years we can know well whether we are gaining or losing.

The Jocelyns, in common with thousands of others, had made a swift

descent from a position of comparative affluence to one of real,

though not repulsive, poverty. There was nothing, however, in their

fall that cast a shadow upon them in the eyes of the world except

as the unfortunate are always "under a cloud" to the common herd

that moves together in droves only where the sunlight of prosperity

fails. If Mr. Jocelyn could regain his former position, or a better

one, there had been nothing in his brief obscurity that would

prevent his wife and daughters from stepping back into their old

social place, with all its privileges and opportunities.

The reader knows, however, that his prospects were becoming more

and more dubious--that each day added a rivet to the chain that

an evil habit was forging. His family did not even suspect this,

although the impression was growing upon them that his health was

becoming impaired. They were beginning to accommodate themselves

to life at its present level, and the sense of its strangeness

was passing slowly away. This was especially true of Belle and the

children, upon whom the past had but a comparatively slight hold.

Mildred, from her nature and tastes, felt the change more keenly

than any of the others, and she could never forget that it raised

a most formidable barrier against her dearest hopes. Mrs. Jocelyn

also suffered greatly from the privations of her present lot,

and her delicate organization was scarcely equal to the tasks and

burdens it imposed. As far as possible she sought to perform the

domestic duties that were more suited to the stout, red arms of

those accustomed to such labors. It seemed essential that Mildred

and Belle should give their strength to supplementing their father's

small income, for a time at least, though all were living in hope

that this necessity would soon pass away. The family was American,

and Southern at that, in the idea that bread-winning was not woman's

natural province, but only one of the direful penalties of extreme

poverty. The working-woman of the South belonged to a totally different

class from that in which Mr. and Mrs. Jocelyn had their origin, and

prejudices die hard, even among people who are intelligent, and,

in most respects, admirable. To Mrs. Jocelyn and her daughters work

was infinitely preferable to dependence, but it was nevertheless

menial and undignified because of its almost involuntary and hereditary

association with a race of bond-servants. He is superficial indeed

in his estimate of character who thinks that people can change

their views and feelings in response to a brief demonstration of

the essential dignity of labor, especially after generations of

accumulating pride of caste have been giving the mind a different

bent. Moreover, this family of Southern origin had not seen in

the city of New York very much confirmation of the boasted Northern

ideas of labor. Social status depended too much on the number of

servants that people kept and the style in which they lived. Poverty

had brought them a more sudden and complete loss of recognition than

would have been possible in the South--a loss which they would not

have felt so greatly had they wealthy connections in town through

whom they might have retained, in part at least, their old relations

with people of their own station.

As it was, they found themselves almost wholly isolated. Mrs.

Jocelyn did not regret this so much for herself, since her family

was about all the society she craved; moreover in her girlhood she

had been accustomed to rather remote plantation life, with its long

intervals of absence of society. Mr. Jocelyn's business took him

out among men even more than he relished, for his secret indulgence

predisposed to solitude and quiet. He was living most of the time

in an unreal world, and inevitable contact with his actual life

and surroundings brought him increasing distress.

With Belle and Mildred it was different. At their age society and

recreation were as essential as air and light. Many are exceedingly

uncharitable toward working-girls because they are often found

in places of resort that are, without doubt, objectionable and

dangerous. The fact is ignored that these places are sought from

a natural and entirely wholesome desire for change and enjoyment,

which are as needful to physical and moral health as sunlight to

a plant. They forget that these normal cravings of the young in

their own families find many and safe means of gratification which

are practically denied to the tenement population. If, instead of

harsh judgments, they would provide for the poor places of cheap

and innocent resort; if, instead of sighing over innate depravity,

they would expend thought and effort in bringing sunshine into

the experiences of those whose lives are deeply shadowed by the

inevitable circumstances of their lot, they would do far more to

exemplify the spirit of Him who has done so much to fill the world

with light, flowers, and music.

Mildred began to brood and grow morbid in her monotonous work and

seclusion; and irrepressible Belle, to whom shop life was becoming

an old, weary story, was looking around for "pastures new." Her

nature was much too forceful for anything like stagnation. The

world is full of such natures, and we cannot build a dike of "thou

shalt nots" around them; for sooner or later they will overleap the

barriers, and as likely on the wrong side as on the right. Those

who would save and bless the world can accomplish far more by making

safe channels than by building embankments, since almost as many

are ruined by undue and unwise repression as by equally unwise and

idiotic indulgence.

If Mr. Jocelyn had been himself he might have provided much innocent

and healthful recreation for his family; but usually he was so

dreamy and stupid in the evening that he was left to doze quietly

in his chair. His family ascribed his condition to weariness and

reaction from his long strain of anxiety; and opium had already

so far produced its legitimate results that he connived at their

delusion if he did not confirm it by actual assertion. It is one

of the diabolical qualities of this habit that it soon weakens and

at last destroys all truth and honor in the soul, eating them out

with a corrosive power difficult to explain.

For the first week or two Belle was glad to rest in the evenings

from the intolerable weariness caused by standing all day, but

the adaptability of the human frame is wonderful, and many at last

become accustomed, and, in some sense, inured to that which was

torture at first. Belle was naturally strong and vigorous, and her

compact, healthful organism endured the cruel demand made upon it

far better than the majority of her companions. Nature had endowed

her with a very large appetite for fun. For a time her employment,

with its novelty, new associations, and small excitements,

furnished this, but now her duties were fading into prosaic work,

and the child was looking around for something enlivening. Where in

the great city could she find it? Before their poverty came there

were a score of pretty homes like her own in which she could visit

schoolmates; her church and Sabbath-school ties brought her into

relation with many of her own age; and either in her own home or

in those of her friends she took part in breezy little festivities

that gave full and healthful scope to her buoyant nature. She was

not over-fastidious now, but when occasionally she went home with

some of her companions at the shop, she returned dissatisfied. The

small quarters in which the girls lived rendered little confidential

chats--so dear to girls--impossible, and she was brought at once

into close contact with strange and often repulsive people. It

seemed that the street furnished the only privacy possible, except

as she brought girls to her own abode. Her mother and sister were

very considerate in this respect, and welcomed all of her acquaintances

who appeared like good, well-meaning girls; and Mildred would either

give up her share of their little room for the time, or else take

part in their talk in such a genial way as to make the visitors at

home as far as they could be with one in whom they recognized their

superior. Their light talk and shop gossip were often exceedingly

tiresome to Mildred, but she felt that Belle needed every safeguard

within their power to furnish. And this privilege of welcoming the

best companions her circumstances permitted was of great help to

Belle, and, for a time, prevented her restless spirit from longing

for something more decided in the way of amusement. Of necessity,

however, anything so quiet could not last; but where could the girl

find pleasures more highly colored? Occasionally she would coax or

scold her father into taking her out somewhere, but this occurred

less and less frequently, for she was made to feel that his health

required absolute rest when his business permitted it. If she had

had kind brothers the case would have been greatly simplified, but

thousands of working-girls have no brothers, no male companions

save those acquaintances that it is their good or, more often, their

evil fortune to make. Without a brother, a relative, or a friend

deserving the name, how is a young girl, restricted to a boarding-house

or a tenement, to find safe recreation? Where can she go for it on

the great majority of the evenings of the year? Books and papers

offer a resource to many, and Mildred availed herself of them to

her injury. After sitting still much of the day she needed greater

activity in the evening. Belle was not fond of reading, as multitudes

on the fashionable avenues are not. The well-to-do have many other

resources--what chances had she? To assert that working-girls ought

to crave profitable reading and just the proper amount of hygienic

exercise daring their leisure, and nothing more, is to be like the

engineer who said that a river ought to have been half as wide as

it was, and then he could build a bridge across it. The problem

must be solved as it exists.

To a certain extent this need of change and cheerful recreation

is supplied in connection with some of the mission chapels, and

the effort is good and most commendable as far as it goes; but

as yet the family had formed no church relations. Mildred, Belle,

and occasionally Mrs. Jocelyn had attended Sabbath service in the

neighborhood. They shrank, however, so morbidly from recognition

that they had no acquaintances and had formed no ties. They had

a prejudice against mission chapels, and were not yet willing to

identify themselves openly with their poor neighbors. As yet they

had incurred no hostility on this account, for their kindly ways

and friendliness to poor Clara had won the goodwill and sympathy

of all in the old mansion. But the differences between the Jocelyns

and their neighbors were too great for any real assimilation,

and thus, as we have said, they were thrown mainly on their own

resources. Mrs. Wheaton was their nearest approach to a friend, and

very helpful she was to them in many ways, especially in relieving

Mrs. Jocelyn, for a very small compensation, from her heavier tasks.

The good woman, however, felt even more truly than they that they

had too little in common for intimacy.

There is one amusement always open to working-girls if they are

at all attractive--the street flirtation. To their honor it can be

said that comparatively few of the entire number indulge in this

dangerous pastime from an improper motive, the majority meaning no

more harm or evil than their more fortunate sisters who can enjoy

the society of young men in well-appointed parlors. In most instances

this street acquaintance, although unhedged by safe restrictions,

is by no means indiscriminate. The young men are brothers or friends

of companions, or they are employed in the same establishment,

or else reside in the neighborhood, so that usually something is

known of their characters and antecedents, and the desire to become

friendly is similar to that influencing the young people of country

neighborhoods. As a rule these young people have few opportunities

of meeting save in the streets and places of public resort. The

conditions of life in a great city, however, differ too widely from

those of a village or country town, where every one is well known

and public opinion is quick and powerful in its restraints. Social

circles are too loosely organized in a city; their members from

necessity are generally to little known to each other; there are

too many of both sexes ready to take advantage of the innocent and

unwary, and their opportunities of escape from all penalty invite

the crimes suggested by their evil natures. Belle had been often

warned, and she had so much affection for her mother and so much

pride that she did not fall readily into indiscretions; nor would

she in the future respond, without considerable self-restraint,

to the frequent advances which she never failed to recognize,

however distant she might appear, and she would not have possessed

a woman's nature had she been indifferent to admiring glances and

the overtures of those who would gladly form her acquaintance. Still

it must be admitted that her good resolutions were fast weakening

in this direction.

Mildred's dangers were quite different from those which assailed

Belle, and yet they were very grave ones. Her mind and heart were

preoccupied. She was protected from even the desire of perilous

associations and pleasures by the delicacy and refinement of her

nature and her Christian principle. She shrank from social contact

with the ruder world by which she was now surrounded; she felt and

lived like one in exile, and her hope was to return to her native

land. In the meantime she was growing pale, languid, morbid, and,

occasionally, even irritable, from the lack of proper exercise and

change. She was not discouraged as yet, but the day of deliverance

seemed to grow more distant. Her father apparently was declining in

energy and health, and his income was very small. She worked long

hours over her fancy work, but the prices paid for it at the shops

were so small that she felt with a growing despondency it was but

a precarious means of support. Their first month in the old mansion

was drawing to a close, and they had been compelled to draw slightly

on the small sum of ready money still remaining after paying for

their summer's board. They still had a few articles in storage,

having retained them in hope of moving, at no distant time, into

more commodious quarters.

In their desire for economy they also fell into the very common

error of buying salt fish and meat, and other articles of food that

were cheap and easily prepared rather than nutritious, and Belle

was inclined to make her lunch on pastry and cake instead of food.

In teaching them a better way Mrs. Wheaton proved herself a very

useful friend. "Vat yer vant is sumthink that makes blood an'

stands by von," she had said; "an' this 'ere salt, dry stuff an'

light baker's bread and tea and coffee don't do this hat hall.

They's good henough as relishes an' trimmins an' roundins hoff, but

they hain't got the nourishin' in 'em that vorking people vants.

Buy hoat meal an' corn meal--make good bread of yer hown. Buy

good but cheap chunks of beef an' mutton an' wegetables, an' make

stews an' meat pies an' rich soups, an' say yer prayers hagainst

hall trashy things as hain't vorth the trouble of heatin'. Heggs,

too, ven ther're plenty, hare fust-rate, an' milk is better than

so much tea an' coffee, heven if the milkman do spill it in the

brook an' pick it hout hagain before we get it. Vorkin' hon tea

an' coffee is like keepin' the 'orse hagoin' on a vip hinstead of

hoats."

Mrs. Jocelyn and Mildred were sensible enough to take her advice,

and although Belle complained at first over the more simple and

wholesome diet, she soon felt so much the better for it that she

made no further trouble.

As had been the case at the farmhouse, Mildred at last awakened

to the evils of a depressed and sedentary life, and felt that she

must look around for objects of interest. She began to spend more

time with Mrs. Wheaton, and found considerable amusement in her

homely common-sense. The good woman was all the more companionable

for the reason that she never presumed on a coarse familiarity

or indulged in a prying interest. Mildred also aided the Wheaton

children in their lessons, and gave more time to her own little

brother and sister, taking them out to walk in the cool of the day,

and giving much thought, while she plied her needle, to various

little expedients that would keep them content to remain away from

the street and the rude children that often made the old house

resound with boisterous sport. Mrs. Wheaton's children were in

the main well behaved, and there was much visiting back and forth

among the little people of the two families, but here the line was

drawn, and generally with very good reason. After all, perhaps,

the chief horror of tenement life to a family like the Jocelyns

consisted in the fact that just outside their door were hordes of

prowling little savages ignorant in the main of civilization, but

prematurely enlightened as to its vices. To prevent the inevitable

contamination which would result from indiscriminate association,

and to interest Fred and Minnie in their daily lessons, was

the constant effort of both Mildred and Mrs. Jocelyn. And yet, as

at the farmhouse, Mildred's conscience began to reproach her for

keeping too much aloof from the people who dwelt with her in the

old mansion. It was not necessary to make companions of them in

order to do them some good, and in aiding them to bear their burdens

she might in part forget her own. Mrs. Wheaton's hearty kindness

permeated the house like an atmosphere, and from her Mildred learned

the character and circumstances of each family quite correctly. "I

can get hon with 'em hall hexcept a hold daft German on the top

floor, oos a bit crazy hover the 'evens, but don't stand much chance

of hever gettin' hup hinto 'em. You've hoften seen 'im a-lookin'

at the stars an' things on the roof. 'E 'alf starves 'is family to

buy books an' maps an' a telescope. 'E 'ates me cos I tried to talk

religion to 'im vonce ven 'e vas sick, an' cos I told 'im 'e 'ad

no bizness to take his death a'cold on the roof o' vinter nights;

an 'ven 'e vonce gets a grudge hagainst yer 'e never lets hup."

Mildred had already become more interested in this old man than in

any other of her neighbors except Mrs. Wheaton, but had found him

utterly unapproachable. Not infrequently she spent part of the

hot evenings on the platform built over the old hip-roof, and had

invariably seen him there on cloudless nights studying the skies

with a telescope that appeared to be by no means a toy instrument;

but he always took possession of the far end of the platform, and

was so savage when any one approached thyt even Belle was afraid of

him. His wife, for a wonder, was a slattern German, and she spoke

English very imperfectly. With her several small children she lived

in a chaotic way, keeping up a perpetual whining and fault-fnding,

half under her breath from fear of her irascible husband, that was

like a "continual dropping on a very rainy day." Every now and then,

Mrs. Wheaton said, he would suddenly emerge from his abstraction

and break out against her in a volley of harsh, guttural German

oaths that were "henough to make von's 'air riz." Therefore it very

naturally happened that Mildred had become acquainted with all the

other families before she had even spoken to Mr. or Mrs. Ulph. On

the other inmates of the mansion her influence soon began to be

felt; for almost unconsciously she exercised her rare and subtle

power of introducing a finer element into the lives of those who

were growing sordid and material. She had presented several families

with a small house-plant, and suggested that they try to develop

slips from others that she sedulously tended in her own window. In

two or three instances she aided untidy and discouraged women to

make their rooms more attractive. The fact, also, that the Jocelyns

had made their two apartments, that were little if any better than

the others, so very inviting had much weight, and there sprang up

quite an emulation among some of the simple folk in making the most

of their limited resources.

"Instead of scolding your husbands for going out and perhaps taking

a glass too much, try and keep them home by making the living-room

homelike," she had said on several occasions to complaining wives

who had paved the way by their confidential murmurings. "Have some

extra dish that they like for supper--they will spend more if they

go out--then be a little smiling and chatty, and tell them to light

their pipes and stay with you, for you are a bit lonesome. If they

will have their mug of beer, coax them to take it here at home. Try

to put a few shillings in the savings bank every week, and talk

over little plans of saving more. If you can only make your husbands

feel that they are getting ahead a little, it will have a great

influence in steadying them and keeping them out of bad company."

Mildred had a genius for everything relating to domestic life, and

an almost unbounded belief in good home influences. Although she

rarely talked religion directly to the people whom she was trying

to benefit--she was much too diffident and self-depreciative

for this--her regular attendance at some place of worship on the

Sabbath and her course toward poor Mrs. Bute and her daughter had

given the impression that she was a very religious girl, and that

her motives were Christian in character. People's instincts are

quick in discerning the hidden springs of action; and her influence

was all the more effective because she gave them the fruits of

faith rather than stems of exhortation or which they were required

to develop fruit of their own. Much good fruit was eventually

produced, but more through her example, her spring-like influence,

than from any formal instruction.

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